Who do you think of when you are alone

Chapter 3

Startled for a second, Xiao Yi quickly pushed Liu Chang away.

"Do you know who I am most grateful to now?" Liu Chang asked, but before Xiao Yi answered, he replied: "I am most grateful to my Chinese teacher in elementary school. Thank you for teaching me the idiom 'waiting for the rabbit'. Thinking of it can really come in handy”

"Heh." Xiao Yi couldn't laugh or cry, "Where's Lan?"

"She drank too much, and she and my buddies are playing boxing games."

"You! Didn't you say you drink coffee? Why are you drinking again?"

"Does she want to drink herself?" Liu Chang said, "but thank God, if she doesn't drink, I won't be able to leave."

That's true, Lan is a person who likes to create an atmosphere, and when he gets excited, he often can't control himself.But Xiao Yi still didn't understand and asked Liu Chang: "You don't drink with her, what are you doing here?"

Liu Chang said seriously, "I suddenly wanted to see you, so I came here. I didn't know your phone number or whether you were here, so I waited here."

"No way." Xiao Yi laughed, she didn't believe what Liu Chang said at all.

But Liu Chang grabbed her sleeve again and said, "Go, the moonlight is beautiful tonight, my buddy will go for a walk with you."

Xiao Yi threw him away again, and said angrily, "I think you may have found the wrong partner. I'm not the kind of girl who likes to joke around."

"Just like to slap people?" Liu Chang asked with a smile.At that moment, Xiao Yi suspected that he was seeking revenge for his girlfriend because of that slap, so she stopped answering and walked around him.But Liu Chang strode forward to stop her and said, "Since I have been waiting for you for 73 minutes and 18 seconds, why don't you leave after I finish talking?"

"Tell me." Xiao Yi took a step back and looked at him coldly, "I've already been beaten, so why don't you want to slap me back to vent her anger?"

"Hahaha." Under the moonlight, Liu Chang's skin looked a little pale, and he laughed like a thief.He is really tall, even if Xiao Yi stood up straight, she couldn't reach his chest.

"Xue Xiaoyi." Liu Chang scratched his head and said, "Why did you give yourself such a weird name? It feels a bit like a heroine."

Xiao Yi didn't answer, but said, "If you don't call, I'm leaving."

"A talented woman with one of the best drama coefficients." Liu Chang said, "I've heard about it a long time ago, but seeing it is worse than seeing it for nothing."

"It can't compare to your reputation." Xiao Yi said teasingly, "The top playboy in the whole school, I'd never heard of it before seeing it."

"How dare, how dare." Liu Chang clasped his fists and said, "Young master wants to date a talented woman, I wonder if Sansheng will be so lucky?"

"No." Xiao Yi replied simply.

"Why?" I met a cow who was convinced of death.

Xiao Yi put her face down and said seriously: "I said Liu Chang, if you want to go crazy, you should go to Lan. My stomach hurts to death, and I have to go back to the dormitory and lie down."

"The more you lie down, the more it hurts." Liu Chang said, "There is no one in the lecture theater now, why don't we go there and I'll sing for you?"

Liu Chang's tone sounded very sincere, and he was completely different from the proud him in the legend.Xiao Yi's heart softened a little, so she said, "I'm sorry, let's try another day, I really don't have much strength today."

"No way!" Liu Chang said, "You and your boyfriend reconcile some other day, so why don't I stop eating?"

Xiao Yi couldn't help but laugh: "What are you listening to Lan talking about?"

"I never listen to others, I only trust my own eyes." Liu Chang pointed to his own eyes and said, "From the expression on your face when you listened to my singing today, and the ruthlessness when you slapped someone, I knew it must be There was a man who broke your heart."

"Liu Chang, don't be self-righteous." Xiao Yi was upset, turned her head and left.

This time Liu Chang did not stop her, but whistled softly behind her. The tune of "Life is like a Summer Flower", the whistle sounded beautifully behind Xiao Yi, until she I went up to the third floor and pushed open the door of the dormitory, as if it was still lingering in my ears.

It was past one o'clock when Lan came back that night. She obviously had too much to drink. She broke open the door and came in, cursing the dormitory administrator inarticulately: "Bastard, Obasan, I knocked on the door for 10 minutes before it opened for me! "

Xiao Yi jumped up from the bed and lit a candle.Fu Lan sat down and said, "You, why do you drink like this?"

"One is worth ten!" Lan raised her ten fingers and laughed, the candlelight reflected her silver-painted nails, making her look very ghostly.Xiao Yi pressed her hand down and said, "Okay, go to bed soon, it's not good to wake everyone up."

"Fuck!" Lan yelled while taking advantage of the alcohol, digging her nails into Xiao Yi's flesh: "I drank so much, but he said he didn't like my type. Tell me, I'm not my type." Overwhelming country and beautiful city can at least be regarded as peerless, why is that stupid bird so blind?"

Some girls in the dormitory were already woken up, turning over to express their dissatisfaction.Lan was still rambling: "Damn it, it's shameless to give him face. Do you really think this lady is the one who can't get married?"

Fearing that Lan would go crazy forever, Xiao Yi had no choice but to drag Lan to the terrace.Liu Chang was right, it was a very round and big autumn night, the moonlight was thinned by the swirling wind, and lightly reflected on the terrace.Because she was only wearing a thin shirt, Xiao Yi was shivering from the cold, and Lan woke up a little bit. She stroked her cheeks and said, "It's really cold."

"I'm going to add some clothes." Xiao Yi said to Lan, "You stay here to let the wind blow, and we'll talk after you wake up from the wine."

When Xiao Yi got dressed and came out, Lan was already lying on the balcony and crying.She was not crying loudly, but her body was throbbing violently, as if she had some serious form of malaria.

The moonlight is unbelievably beautiful, turning the blue tears into crystal clear amber.

Xiao Yi walked up behind her and put a thin coat on Lan as well, but patted her on the back lightly, without persuading her.

But Lan turned around and hugged Xiao Yi and said: "Xiao Yi, Xiao Yi, he said he wanted to pursue you in front of me. Those boys laughed so hard, I put my self-esteem in my pocket, and laughed even louder than them." Meng. How about it, am I cool enough?"

"He's crazy." Xiao Yi said, "You're an idiot, you take it seriously when people tease you!"

"No, no, I know what he said is true." Lan breathed out the smell of alcohol, and said stubbornly, "There is really love at first sight in this world, really!"

Xiao Yi suddenly felt disgusted, she pushed Lan away and said, "You are crazy too, what are you doing with drinking so much wine and talking so many boring words!"

"Hey." Lan laughed secretly, but she didn't stop crying, tears were still dripping down her face.Lan just clenched his hands into fists and said to Xiao Yi, crying and laughing, "Interview, are you very proud now?"

"Lan, I'll be angry if you do this again."

Lan finally laughed desperately.After laughing, she threw up.

Xiao Yi sighed and said, "You go in first, I will clean up here."

"Go away!" Lan yelled at her loudly, "Go away! Let me be quiet for a while!"

Xiao Yi left, leaving Lan alone on the balcony. She returned to the bed, turned up the volume of the CD player, and shrank her whole body under the quilt.Listen to Asen singing with a hoarse and unique voice: "Leafs are wings that can't fly, wings are leaves that fall in the sky..."

Miss Ye, think of him holding himself tightly in his arms, saying: "Ye's job is to protect flowers"

But in these chaotic days, the guardian angel did not know where to go.

Ye, Xiao Yi said in her heart: "Ye, where are you? Are you thinking of me too?"

That night, Xiao Yi fell asleep to Asen's singing, and she didn't know when Lan went back to the dormitory from the terrace to sleep.When she woke up in the morning, she came to the terrace with a broom and mop, only to find that the terrace was clean, Lan said in a voice hoarse than Asen's on the upper bunk, "Dear Xiao Yi, I want to drink water."

Xiao Yi put down the thing in her hand, poured a glass of boiled water and handed it to Lan.Lan Guli drank it down, handed back the empty glass to Xiao Yi and said, "Dude, did I drink too much last night?"

"What do you think?" Xiao Yi smiled helplessly.

"Hey!" Lan jumped off the bed and said, "Ten boys fed me, you didn't see the miserable state I was in yesterday, and I managed to come back alive."

"Don't hang out with those people in the future." Xiao Yi said, "Drinking like that may really lose my life."

"Life is too boring, let's just play around." Lan paled and waved his hands nonchalantly.

"How are you? You don't look very well." Xiao Yi asked with concern.

Lan clutched his chest in pain: "What program do you have this weekend?"

"I'm going to run a department newspaper today," Xiao Yi said, "I can't go anywhere."

"Go, editor-in-chief." Lan fell on Xiao Yi's bed and said, "I'm not going anywhere, and continue the great cause of sleeping. Now I can't move anymore, just stay in your nest."

It was already noon when Xiao Yi finished finishing the department newspaper, so she ate something indiscriminately, and made some porridge in the small cafeteria, and prepared to send it to Lan to eat, but Lan didn't know where she went, and she slept on Xiao Yi's pillow. , there was a plastic bag, Xiao Yi opened it, and found four boxes of "Stashu" inside.There is also a note with a line written on it: "When your stomach hurts, please ask the fourth uncle to help you."

The signature is Liu Chang.

Xiao Yi pinches the note in her hand, forms a small ball, and throws it into the trash.

Then, she sat by the bed and dialed Ye's phone.Ye seems to be very busy, and he hums and hahas when he talks.After talking some boring words, Xiao Yi finally whispered, "I'm not doing well these days."

"What's the matter?" Ye was a little surprised.

Xiao Yi said with some difficulty: "Is there something wrong with us?"

"Don't think about it." Ye said, "I'm busy, so I'll get back to you, okay?"

"not good."

After a few seconds of silence over there, the busy tone came after the phone was hung up.Xiao Yi felt that her internal organs had been hollowed out, and she pinched the phone blankly until the short message beeped.

"Your cell phone has been disconnected, is your stomach better?"

It's Liu Chang.

Xiao Yi ignored him, and two minutes later he dialed Xiao Yi's cell phone, and Xiao Yi pressed it off.

His short message came again: "Love is a war, I'm not afraid of getting hurt, I'm only afraid of making you unhappy."

"It's okay in the afternoon, drink coffee with me." Xiao Yi thought for a while and replied.

"Okay, two o'clock sharp. See you at 'Old Tree Coffee' :)"

The cafe in the afternoon is lonely and deserted.When Xiao Yi went, Liu Chang was already sitting there waiting. He was wearing a gray turtleneck sweater and a Jeanswest casual jacket. Seeing Xiao Yi approaching, he stood up with a smile and bowed to her and said, "I'll wait for a long time."

"Do you know where Lan went?" Xiao Yi asked.

Liu Chang glibly said, "Now I have all my heart on you, how can I take care of others."

"Actually, Lante is fragile." Xiao Yi sat down and said, "Please don't make fun of her."

"You can do me a favor too, can you open your eyes and discover more of my strengths?"

"I'm serious."

Liu Chang raised his left hand to make an oath: "Which one of my sentences is not serious."

Xiao Yi looked at Liu Chang's grinning face and asked, "What do you want to do?"

Liu Chang said unreasonably: "You slapped my girlfriend away with a slap, so you have to be my girlfriend, otherwise I will be so lonely"

"You are unreasonable." Xiao Yi didn't know whether to laugh or cry.

"Only unreasonable boys have temperament." Liu Changxi said with a smile, but quickly asked seriously, "Do you believe in love at first sight?"

"I don't even believe in forever." Xiao Yi said angrily.

"Then you are too pessimistic." Liu Chang added a sugar to her coffee and said, "Love is still very sweet, I will prove it to you slowly."

sweet Nothing.

How long has it been since Ye said sweet words to herself?

"What are you thinking?" Liu Chang checked his words.

"No." Xiao Yi said.

"I know psychology, do you believe it?" Liu Chang asked.

"Do not believe."

"Then I'll just talk about it casually. Just listen to it. It's boring anyway. What do you think?"

Xiao Yi nodded.

"You are looking for me today because you have something to do, right?"

Xiao Yi was a little surprised.

"The surprise flashed in your eyes, which proves that I am right." Liu Chang said, "If you have something to do, you are welcome, just tell me."

"Actually, it's nothing." Xiao Yi said, "I heard that you are a 'love saint', I have a question to ask you."

"Don't mock me." Liu Chang acted sullenly, but still couldn't help but said curiously: "You ask me!"

Xiao Yi asked: "If a boy doesn't like a girl, what will he do?"

"Disappeared." Liu Chang said.

Xiao Yi's heart fell straight down, but she continued to ask bravely: "Why did you disappear? Didn't you just tell her that I don't like you anymore? Wouldn't that be good?"

"Sometimes you just can't say it."

"Why can't you say it?"

"Maybe, it's because I'm afraid of being hurt." Liu Chang said, "Sometimes men are quite cowardly."

Xiao Yi looked at Liu Chang, he was really handsome, much more handsome than Ye.Liu Chang was right, in fact, Xiao Yi asked him out for coffee because he wanted to ask such a question, which was a question that Ye had been avoiding, and the answer he got from another boy was so bloody and true.

"One relationship is gone, and another one can start." Liu Chang said, "It's not good to be stubborn."

Xiao Yi said in a low voice, "You and I are different from Lan."

Liu Chang laughed: "What's the difference? Feelings are the same for everyone. When you meet someone you really like, who dares to say that you don't care? But if you don't like it, you don't like it anymore. It's useless to force it."

"Is that so?" Xiao Yi asked.

"That's right." Liu Chang replied affirmatively.

"Thank you for drinking coffee with me." Xiao Yi said, "I'm leaving, let me treat you today, okay?"

"You can treat me too. But there is one condition."

"You said."

"It's very simple, you promise to be my girlfriend."

Xiao Yi said, "Then it's up to you."

"It's okay for me to ask, but there is also a condition."

"What are the conditions?"

"It's very simple. You promised me to be your boyfriend." Liu sang proudly that the plot had succeeded.

"Then let's make the AA system, you won't have conditions for the AA system, will you?"

"Yes," Liu Chang said, "Of course there are conditions for the AA system."

"You said."

"You should be happier." Liu Chang moved his head closer, looked at Xiao Yi tenderly, and said softly, "You are so unhappy, it makes people feel distressed."

Sweet talk, this damn sweet talk, Xiao Yi only felt that she was in so much pain that she couldn't breathe.

In the end, Liu Chang paid the bill.It was not yet three o'clock when they came out of the café.Liu Chang asked Xiao Yi, "What are you going to do now?"

"I'm going to the Internet cafe."

"Then I will go too." Liu Chang was like a willful child.

Xiao Yi said cruelly, "Don't make me hate you."

"So you still like me somewhat now?" Liu Chang asked slyly.

"Goodbye." Xiao Yi waved to him, striding towards a nearby Internet cafe.Whistles sounded again behind, very light, very moving Irish music.Xiao Yi didn't look back, and waited until the whistle behind her walked into the Internet cafe disappeared.

Liu Chang did not follow in.

For the first time, S is not online, and there are his messages on QQ, only two words: "Help."

Running a magazine is really not something a person does. He is in a half-crazy state every month when the manuscript is about to be published.Xiao Yi went to the mailbox to transfer the half-written manuscript at Ye's last time to write, her heart was in a mess, but the inspiration went smoothly unexpectedly, and she couldn't hold it when she wrote it.After typing the last word, Xiao Yi sent it to S's mailbox, and attached a text message saying: "I send you all my loneliness and pride. It doesn't matter whether I post it or not. It can save your life. is the best."

After leaving the door of the Internet cafe, it was already dark.

Xiao Yi went back to school, but Lan still didn't come back.The phone was not turned on either.So he asked Yu Ying, another girl in the same dormitory: "Have you seen Lan?"

"No." Yu Ying said, "I thought you were crazy where you went together."

As a result, Lan never came back.At about ten o'clock, Xiao Yi received a call from Liu Chang: "Come to 'SUN', Lan is drinking too much again."

On the other end of the phone, Lan was singing, presumptuous and crazy.

"SUN" is a bar very popular among college students. Liu Chang and his band sing there. If it is a weekend, it is often crowded.When Xiao Yi arrived there, she didn’t see Lan, and Liu Chang was singing a lonely song on the stage: Since you can’t stay in your arms, why don’t you cry while you’re leaving, I didn’t know you ten years ago, you don’t belong Me, we are still by the side of a stranger, walking through the gradually familiar streets...

"Ten Years" by Eason Chan.Lin Xi's words, given by Liu Chang, have a brand new taste.

Xiao Yi was stunned by the singing for a while, grabbed a familiar face and asked loudly, "Did you see Lan?"

"Toilet," said the man, "she's drunk again."

Xiao Yi found the toilet, and Lan was throwing up in the toilet, throwing up until the sky was dark.Met Xiao Yi.Putting his hands on her shoulders, he said, "Hey, did the good girl come to club today?"

"Don't go crazy, okay?" Xiao Yi snapped off her hand and said, "Look at yourself!"

Lan Hehe said with a smile, "I am broken in love, of course it looks like death."

"Let's go back." Xiao Yi dragged her.

"No! If you want to go back to yourself, no one invites me to drink coffee, can't I invite myself to drink?"

"Okay, I'll answer by myself." Knowing Lan's temper, Xiao Yi went crazy and refused to recognize her relatives, so she didn't bother to fight her.

"Xue Xiaoyi!" Lan Que called her from behind and said, "Do you want to know where Ye is? Do you really believe that he went to Beijing to study for a month?"

"What do you mean?" Xiao Yi turned around.

"It's not interesting." Lan lazily leaned against the sink in the bathroom, and combed her long hair with her fingers.

"What are you trying to say?" Xiao Yi stared at Lan, her heart beating fast.

"I went to the hospital this afternoon." Lan spread his hands, smiled sadly, and shouted, "I've been throwing up all day, and I thought I was pregnant, so I went to the obstetrics department, but you know Did I see anyone, I saw Ye, your precious Ye, he is seeing a doctor with another woman, and that woman is pregnant with his child, and you are still in the dark!"

Lan's voice was extremely loud, and each word pierced Xiao Yi's eardrum like a knife. Xiao Yi ran to Lan's side, jumped up, and blocked her mouth with his palm.

(End of this chapter)