I forget you in the depths of time

Chapter 153 Nobody Can Love Him More Than Me

"Smoking less is bad for your lungs." Song Qingyue has always disliked Shen Yichen's smoking problems, but he is good at everything, except that he is very addicted to smoking.

Sometimes I get irritable and depressed, and I just stay silent and don’t want to communicate with outsiders. When I smoke a lot, I can smoke two or three packs of cigarettes a night.

If things go on like this, the body will definitely go wrong.

It is different from the rich second generation who starred in TV dramas, and it is also different from those prodigal sons in the upper class circle who only know how to eat, drink, play and eat their old age.

Shen Qingzong was so strict with Shen Yichen that he was perverted. When he just took over the Shen family, Shen Qingzong refused to help him even half of it, and asked him to settle it by himself. In the euphemistic name, stocking is the real growth.

Shen Yichen is a fledgling, and although the Shen family is behind him, none of the people in the business world is an idiot. Can't help it.

Sometimes, he also needs to go to battle in person to negotiate contracts, solicit sponsorships, smoke and drink, and exercise like this.

His bored nature is doomed not to express his troubles and grievances, he can only use drinking and smoking to dissipate a little boredom.

Come down for a long time, there is a smoking craving.

It is impossible to quit, Song Qingyue almost instinctively saw him smoking and couldn't help nagging, "Don't smoke too much, if you continue like this, your body will really have problems."

She still remembers that in her first year of freshman year, Shen Yichen followed Shen's business during her internship, and was sent to the hospital because of stomach bleeding after drinking. She hurriedly asked for leave from the school, even though she was about to take the college entrance examination at that time...

She has been taking care of him in the hospital, and it was precisely because she saw him dying after being sent to the hospital, and she was powerless, that she suddenly had the idea of ​​becoming a doctor.

She is also timid, she will feel flustered when she sees unstoppable blood, and she will feel nauseous when she sees a hideous festering wound, but she endured all of them and chose medical school without hesitation.

In the end, she chose obstetrics and gynecology because of her baby who hadn't had time to be born.

Speaking of it, her dreams revolved around Shen Yichen, going around, walking around and returning to the original place.

She was in a daze when she was hugged by Shen Yichen.

The cold fragrance on his body is mixed with a faint smell of nicotine, which is not offensive.

A slightly hoarse voice was close to my ears, "Don't move, I'll just hold you for a while."

Song Qingyue froze, letting Shen Yichen hold her.

After a while, he slowly let go of the person in his arms, "Let's go."

"Oh…"

Song Qingyue took the lead and turned to leave. Shen Yichen stood still and watched her go away.

Warm light was reflected from the windows of the corridor, and the warm halo enveloped her, making her slim figure more and more hazy.

Shen Yichen coughed twice, and fixed his eyes on the people who were walking further and further away.

There is always a kind of illusory illusion, as if one day she will walk out of her own world without looking back.

She was an aggressor. Ten years ago, she walked into a world that didn't belong to her. Ten years later, he had gradually accepted and became familiar with her existence, but she might just leave this world.

Leaning leaning against the window, the warm sunlight outside the window enveloped him from behind, the lines of his side face were clearly outlined in the sunlight, and the temperament of the whole person became gentle and clean.

There was a slight smile in the dark eyes, with a little sarcasm, and the cold lips were bloodless.

Went to the orphanage, but returned without success, Jin Jingyu seemed to appear out of nowhere, appearing like a ghost, Song Qingyue would never be able to figure out when he would appear next time.

Days passed by, and when the Chinese New Year approached, her belly got bigger again.

At first it was inconspicuous, but now it can be seen that she is pregnant.

Shen Yichen said a few days ago that he was going to the United States, saying that the matter over there had not been settled, so he had to go there himself.

To be on the safe side, he let Song Qingyue live back in Shen's house.

The New Year's picture is an atmosphere, Geng Chen is going to buy new year's goods, Song Qingyue is also clamoring, insisting on going with him.

There were so many people in the supermarket, Geng Chen refused to let her in, and only told her to sit in a nearby cafe.

After thinking about it, she was also afraid of causing trouble to Geng Chen, so she followed into the supermarket without persistence, found a nearby coffee shop, ordered a cup of hot milk and sat down.

How do you say something?It's not that enemies don't get together.

Just as Song Qingyue sat down, she saw from a distance that the person sitting at the diagonally opposite table was Ning Xiaoyuan, whom she hadn't seen for a long time, and a strange man was sitting opposite her.

As if sensing her gaze, Ning Xiaoyuan suddenly turned her head to look at her.

Not long after, Ning Xiaoyuan pushed the wheelchair to her place, looked at her with a soft smile, "Sister Qingyue, do you mind if I sit here?"

If I said mind, wouldn't you sit here?
The answer is obviously no.

So Song Qingyue said lightly, "Anything you want."

The waiter removed the seat, and Ning Xiaoyuan sat in a wheelchair, sitting opposite her, and Song Qingyue's heart was blocked.

"Aren't you curious what I was doing with that man?"

"Why should I be curious?" Song Qingyue couldn't like her, nor could she get close to her. Although Ning Xiaoyuan had done nothing wrong except pretending to be cute, Song Qingyue just didn't like her from the bottom of her heart.

"Miss Ning and I have nothing to do with each other. If you have to say yes, it's just a little bit of involvement between you and my husband."

"You're still so unforgiving."

Ning Xiaoyuan's calm attitude and familiarity with her words made it as natural as if the two of them had been old friends for many years.

Song Qingyue frowned slightly, "What did you want to say when you came to me?"

"It's nothing. After all, we've known each other for so long. Now that I see you, shouldn't I say hello?" Ning Xiaoyuan stirred the coffee in front of her, and smiled innocently, "No matter what, we are also Dear sister! Are you right, sister?"

She trembled violently, with a slightly unnatural look on her face.

She always thought that Ning Xiaoyuan didn't know about the matter between Yu Ziqin and her, but now it seems...

Song Qingyue glanced at her questioningly, how did she know?Could it be that the woman told her?
"Don't be surprised, I knew you were my mother's illegitimate daughter outside." She took a sip of coffee and smiled sinisterly, "The funny thing is that you are as stupid as my mother, and you think I don't know you nasty relationship between them."

"Tsk tsk, how disgusting! I actually have the same blood as you."

Ning Xiaoyuan made no secret of her disdain for Song Qingyue, "I never thought that the world would be so small, and you, an illegitimate daughter, would get mixed up with members of the Shen family. It's a bit of shit luck."

"What exactly are you trying to say?" Song Qingyue looked at her indifferently with the corners of her eyes sinking.

"How? I should be asking you this, right?" She laughed, "You took everything from me and made me crippled, yet you still ask me what I want?"

"Seeing me abandoned by Shen Yichen and seeing me in a wheelchair, you are very happy and proud, aren't you?!"

"Why should I be happy?"

Song Qingyue's eyebrows were mild, "I said it long ago, you have nothing to do with me, whether you live or die, and whether you live well or not has nothing to do with me."

"Heh, that sounds nice."

She sneered, "Don't think that I don't know what you're planning in your heart. You encouraged Shen Yichen to deal with our Ning family, so that my dad now treats me as a bargain and has to cling to some dudes. Song Qingyue, can you Disgusting!"

"It looks noble and elegant on the surface, but it's actually not a scumbag!"

As soon as the words fell, a glass of milk was splashed on her face.

Song Qingyue stood up, her eyes were calm, she looked at her as if she was looking at a stranger, "A few months ago, I also splashed your noble and elegant mother like this, let me tell you, don't put your dirty thoughts imposed on others."

"Don't say you are disabled now, even if you die in front of me, I won't even move my eyebrows. I wonder if you have watched too many TV shows with a brain disability. If you are persecuted to such a serious paranoia, you should see a doctor quickly. My brain is gone too.”

"The Ning family did it to themselves, and you did it to yourself. I snatched Shen Yichen away? You really have the face to say that." Song Qingyue sneered mockingly, "Do you know how long I have known him? I have known him for ten years. When you met him, you didn't know where to play with mud!"

"Whether in the past or now, you are the out-and-out third party! Do you understand?"

Ning Xiaoyuan endured the fire, gritted her teeth and said, "What's so great about knowing him long ago? He loves me!"

"Really? If he loves you, why would you make trouble in front of my unfavored original partner?"

She said as she lowered her head and touched her stomach, "No matter how bad it is, I still have the seeds of the Shen family in my stomach, so what does it matter if he loves me or not? I'm in this position! What can you do with me?"

"You!" Concerned about the sight of her surroundings, Ning Xiaoyuan glanced at her and snorted coldly, "Don't get too complacent, I'll just wait to see you kicked out by the Shen family!"

Before leaving, Song Qingyue said with a smile, "Sometimes I think you are quite stupid. When Shen Yichen pursued you, if you had agreed directly instead of half-heartedly hooking up with other men, maybe I would have nothing to do with you. "

"Who is to blame? Don't you blame yourself for all this? You chose to give up and live up to you from the very beginning. What shame do you have to blame others?"

"Even if I don't have a good family background and good cultivation, I dare say that no one in this world can love him more than me."

"I gave him what you couldn't give. You have no right or position to blame me."

There are some things that would be embarrassing to say, but not to say it makes me feel uncomfortable.

She may not be as good as Ning Xiaoyuan, nor as likable as Ning Xiaoyuan, but she has a firmer sincerity than others, and this protection lasts for ten years.

She often said that this was a bad relationship, but later she discovered that the fate between some people is really doomed a long time ago, whether it is a blessing or a curse, it has to be endured.

The last thing Song Qingyue wanted to see was Yu Ziqin's mother and daughter. The two had almost the same face, crushing her arrogantly and reducing everything about her to the dust.

Why?She can be humble to Shen Yichen, why should she endure these people?

Speaking of which, Yu Ziqin is still her biological mother, so what right does she have to mock her?
In fact, she is not afraid of other people's gossip at all, nor is she afraid of what other people do to her. Those pains are only temporary, but if these pains and humiliations are bestowed by her beloved, then this will accompany her for the rest of her life. Thinking of it makes my heart feel like a knife is piercing.

She stood by the side of the road, rubbing her stomach and was slightly lost in thought.

There is a strong urge, she really wants... At this moment, she really wants to hear Shen Yichen's voice, no matter what she says, as long as she doesn't fall into the nightmare of the past, it's fine.

(End of this chapter)