I forget you in the depths of time

Chapter 154 Bitch!it is all your fault!

She never believed in telepathy.

She only believes in the degree of understanding between people. To put it bluntly, there is a kind of person who has a natural advantage.

It is easy to grasp the inner world of other people, so you can become a strong person, and the position of a strong person is not just on paper, you actually climb up, no matter how many corpses are under your feet, who will control the process?Those with superficial eyelids can only see the ending.

This is the subject that she can't graduate after exhausting her whole life, because she can't hand in a perfect answer at all.

Sometimes she thinks that the reason why Shen Yichen is on guard against Jin Jingyu is probably because they are the same kind, right?

Standing in the highest position without an opponent is also very boring.

Therefore, Shen Yichen felt both guarded against Jin Jingyu and sympathetic to each other. She didn't doubt that the two men would break up in the future. After all, no matter how much they appreciated each other, they would never leave a person who threatened her.

She bent her lips mockingly, and looked at the person who shouldn't be in front of her at this time, "What a coincidence, you want to say that you are here for dinner?"

When Jin Jingyu and her first met, nothing changed.

He wasn't annoyed when he heard her sarcasm. Instead, he grinned brightly, with white teeth, "It's just such a coincidence. I'm here for dinner. Is there a problem?"

"No problem, you can do whatever you want."

"Oh." Jin Jingyu shook his head regretfully, "It's really sad, how come we have known each other for so long, why are you still guarding against me like a hedgehog?"

"I've known you for a long time but I'm not close." Song Qingyue's eyebrows were cold, "Before I figure out who you are and your purpose, I don't think I can get close to you."

He leaned sideways, leaning his elbows on the steering wheel, with a provocative smile on his jade-like face, "You knew my purpose from the beginning, I'm all for you!"

"Really? Then why are you doing these things for me?"

"Every warm behavior a man does to a woman is a show of love. I'm showing love to you. Can't you feel my deep love?"

"I'm sorry, I really didn't feel it." His eyebrows remained unchanged, "I only felt a deep calculation."

"Don't talk about whether we really have a past, just say that you didn't do all these things for me, let me think about it..." Song Qingyue stood on the bus platform, looking down at the people in the car, "You use Jin Whether it is the Shen family's defeat or the Jin family's, there are only advantages and no disadvantages for you."

"Mr. Jin, do you hate the Jin family? Do you hate it deeply?"

After a while, he finally spoke, "You are still more likable in the past, women are too smart to be offensive."

"Heh..." She smiled sarcastically, who said she was stupid?She knew it all along, but she didn't want to think about it deeply, nor did she want to reveal it.

People, the most arrogant thing is knowing the truth but still deceiving oneself and retaining the purest fantasy.

Now she pierced that layer of illusion, and after seeing the filth behind her, she didn't have too many thoughts.

When did it start?Maybe it was from the first time Jin Jingyu appeared, or maybe it was because of what Tang Shaohan said.

She really... doesn't want to trust anyone anymore.

Jin Jingyu smiled, but there was a complicated dark color in the depths of his eyes.

"Do you believe in fairy tales? The knight will loyally guard the princess."

"I don't believe it." She looked at Jin Jingyu coldly, "No matter how loyal you are, you will have your own selfish desires. Doing things that are unacceptable to the other party under the slogan of being good for the other party is called selfishness, not loyalty."

"Okay." Jin Jingyu nodded, "It's fine if you don't believe me."

"I'm here to say goodbye to you. I'm going back to Jin's house. The date of return is uncertain. I hope I can come back soon."

"Bon Voyage."

Her indifferent reaction was even worse than at the beginning. It seemed that Song Qingyue could give him a different feeling every time they met.

He smiled casually and waved his hand out the window.

The flamboyant Lamborghini drove away, but Song Qingyue still stood still.

The knight guards the princess, but she is not...

Glancing at the person in the rearview mirror who was gradually shrinking into a black shadow, the smile on Jin Jingyu's face gradually disappeared.

What he said was half true, half false.

He will guard Song Qingyue, as for loyalty...

Everyone's definition is different. He hoped that Song Qingyue would be smarter so as not to suffer, but Jin Jingyu didn't like it when she really became smarter.

Song Qingyue just needs to stand obediently in her original position and wait for him to help her create an illusory and beautiful fairy tale world.

It was a long time later that Song Qingyue understood.

Jin Jingyu chose to help her block the wind and rain and construct an illusory and unreal world, while Shen Yichen, his method was cruel, telling her with reality that no one can rely on except himself, and only when he is strong can he stand firm. To be self-reliant.

In fact, both methods are not good. Once the virtual constructed world collapses, she will be in pain, and she is doomed to live by relying on the other party for the rest of her life; criticism that is too realistic is tempered mental toughness, but the method is too Cruel, almost knocked her down and couldn't get up.

Standing at a fork in life, she was at a loss for a moment, not knowing whether to go left or right.

No matter which road it is, there are thorns and bumps.

This year is not peaceful, she can always meet acquaintances.

For example, the mother and daughter of the Ning family, such as Su Qianmo.

To be honest, when Su Qianmo broke into her sight in a mess, she really failed to recognize that the mighty mayor's daughter would one day be beaten by her hair.

No one around offered a helping hand, watching the farce with cold eyes.

I heard that it was the original partner who played the mistress. Unfortunately, Su Qianmo was the mistress.

In the chaos, Gu Anyao stepped forward to help her block, so as not to hurt her and the child in her stomach.

Su Qianmo seemed to have noticed her, her eyes were red, and she stared at her.

It seemed that she was the one who raped Su Qianmo.

Song Qingyue laughed off Su Qianmo's hostility.

From the past to the present, Su Qianmo has held a deep prejudice against her, and it was Su Qianmo who directly caused her life in high school to be worse than death.

"I heard that something happened to the Su family. Her father was taken away for investigation. The Tang family also took the opportunity to break off the engagement with the Su family."

Gu Anyao explained on the side, and Fu lowered her voice and said, "All of this should be written by Shen Yichen, and it is really ruthless, it is simply driving the Su family to death!"

Unexpectedly hearing Shen Yichen's name, Song Qingyue was taken aback, "Oh..."

Is it him?why?

Is it because Su Qianmo splashed sewage on her back then?
The woman who was beating and scolding over there was dragged away. Su Qianmo's clothes were disheveled, her hair was pulled like a chicken coop, and she was lying on the ground.

People around pointed and pointed, and no one even stepped forward to help her.

Song Qingyue's eyes darkened, she picked up her coat and walked over, Gu Anyao hurriedly followed after realizing it.

Now that her lower abdomen is bulging, it is not easy to bend over, so she put the coat on Su Qianmo with difficulty.

Leng Buding was slapped heavily on the back of his hand, and Song Qingyue hissed.

"What are you doing! Why are you beating people! It's really a dog biting Lu Dongbin. He doesn't know good people. He deserves to be beaten!"

Su Qianmo seemed to be stimulated by her words, and stared at Song Qingyue with scarlet eyes, "Who cares about your hypocritical kindness! You came to see my jokes, didn't you! Do you think you can really turn a sparrow into a phoenix if you climb up to Shen Yichen?" Is it? Garbage girl! Slut! It's all your fault! You instigated Shen Yichen to deal with our Su family, didn't you!"

The saddest thing about people is that they are unwilling to face the truth even though they know it. Ning Xiaoyuan is like this, and Su Qianmo is also like this.

If you can't see your own mistakes, you will just blame others for your mistakes.

Gu Anyao became angry immediately, and wanted to beat her up, but was stopped by Song Qingyue.

She yelled in dissatisfaction, "Why are you helping her! Look, this kind of woman is just doing it for herself, and she doesn't deserve your sympathy at all!"

Song Qingyue glanced at her, then slowly turned her gaze to Su Qianmo.

In her bloodshot eyes, Song Qingyue saw disgust, anger, and thick hatred.

Suddenly, she smiled.

Willow eyebrows were slightly bent, and there were smile lines on the goose egg face, "Yes, I instigated it, but what should I do? The bitch in your mouth is better than your life, so what if I'm trash, I climbed into Shen's house This tall branch, I am the phoenix, who cares about my origin?"

Su Qianmo froze for a moment, staring blankly at the magnificent smile on her face.

She didn't want to talk too much to Su Qianmo, and she wouldn't pick up the dirty clothes, so she pulled Gu Anyao away.

Gu Anyao looked at her hesitantly, "Why do you say that?"

"In order to let her live better and live with more peace of mind."

"what?"

She just smiled and said nothing, no longer explaining.

She saw herself in Su Qianmo. When she was ridiculed and isolated, no one was willing to lend a helping hand. What she pitied was not Su Qianmo, but the past self she saw through her.

She also had the kind of hatred that was so strong that she wanted to destroy the world. When the child died, she was really going crazy, and she couldn't live anymore. She survived by hatred.

fine…

She didn't go too deep, she came back from a forked road, the ridiculous thing is that it was Shen Yichen who pushed her to this road, and the person who made her go astray was also Shen Yichen.

"Qingyue, why do I feel that you seem to have changed a lot..."

"Really? Maybe I'm really learning to grow up slowly!" She sighed, "It's a bit cold, let's get in the car quickly."

Gu Anyao nodded, her eyes were full of inquiry, questioning and deep curiosity, Song Qingyue pretended not to see it when she saw it.

Has she changed?No, she hasn't changed.

It's not the Holy Mother, how could she be so kind to help someone who embarrasses herself?

The deeper Su Qianmo goes on this road, the easier it is to go crazy.

God wants to make people die, must first make people crazy.

She was just adding fuel to the fire, making Su Qianmo even more crazy, and she wanted to see when Su Qianmo would kill herself.

What does the collapse of the Su family mean?Can you start a new life differently?It was Su Qianmo who chose to fall.

"When will Shen Yichen come back?"

"do not know."

"Ah? I don't know? Then he won't come back to celebrate the New Year with you and your child? This is the first New Year you have spent together in recent years!"

"He's busy."

Gu Anyao was full of disapproval, "No matter how busy you are, you still have to spend time with your family, right?

"It's not the first day you know him." Song Qingyue's voice sounded a lot lighter, "He has always been a workaholic. In the past, he would not make deliberate arrangements during the Chinese New Year, and just concentrate on work."

"I said that Shen Yichen is really enough. The Shen family is not rich enough? How can anyone in this city dare to provoke the Shen family? The money is almost enough. There is no need to ignore the family just to make money."

She said, full of contempt, "I don't want this kind of person to be my husband. It's too deserted to have another person after Chinese New Year."

Song Qingyue pursed her lips and smiled lightly, looking out the window with clear eyes.

It hasn't snowed in Bincheng for a long time, and she is really looking forward to seeing a heavy snow before the Chinese New Year, just as beautiful as the snow that was enough to cover the whole city in the first year she came to Shen's house.

Touching the ring, the eyelashes trembled slightly. This is the first New Year we have spent together in the past few years. Will Shen Yichen really rush back from the United States as promised?
(End of this chapter)