I forget you in the depths of time

Chapter 192 That Wasn't an Illusion

Song Qingyue originally thought that Ning Xiaoyuan didn't like Shen Yichen, but it wasn't until after his death that Ning Xiaoyuan told the truth.

It's not that she doesn't love Shen Yichen, how could she not be tempted by a handsome man pursuing her?

What Ning Xiaoyuan really cared about was that Shen Yichen never told her that he loved her and never promised her the future.

He was like a pet dog he raised, he would tease it twice when he was happy, and kick it away when he was not happy.

She was not sure, nor could she fathom Shen Yichen's thoughts, that's why she was with He Shuyang.

In fact, she came to He Shuyang just to stimulate Shen Yichen, but he was really ruthless enough.

She begged him to help take down He Shuyang, and Shen Yichen really helped her, and even sent He Shuyang to her bed.

Ning Xiaoyuan just finds it ridiculous, others think he is so affectionate, if it is really as deep as the sea, how can he endure the one he loves to be with other men?
He is different from Song Qingyue, which she discovered earlier than anyone else.

At the beginning Tang Shaohan moved closer to Song Qingyue, and would come to inquire about Song Qingyue's preferences from time to time. Although Shen Yichen answered, his face turned ugly afterwards.

He didn't want Tang Shaohan and Song Qingyue to get together at all. Once other men tried to get close to Song Qingyue, he would be extremely nervous.

Ning Xiaoyuan once saw with her own eyes that Shen Yichen taught a lesson to the boy who originally planned to confess to Song Qingyue, even though he was having dinner with her at the time.

Song Qingyue is different in his heart, because of this difference, so he loves the house and Wu, she has similar eyebrows and eyes to Song Qingyue, plus her deliberate imitation, it really made Shen Yichen focus on her.

From the beginning, her goal was Shen Yichen, to marry her and become the wife of the Shen family.

but…

Shen Yichen doesn't like her, doesn't love her, let alone marry her.

So she pinned her feelings of having nowhere to rest on He Shuyang, so her nightmare also began.

That day she pestered He Shuyang and went to his house.

Unexpectedly, not long after arriving home, He Shuyang left the house in a hurry because of Gu Anyao. When she left, she was taking a nap at his house.

He Shuyang's father is a jerk!
Her first time was handed over to such a bad old man. She struggled weakly and couldn't even cry out.

Mother He lived next door, and that old bastard had the audacity to do such a thing to her!

She was so frightened that no one dared to speak out about the scandal afterwards.

She wanted Shen Yichen to marry her, but he always avoided talking about it; in the end, she turned her mind on He Shuyang and planted it on him. Seeing him breaking up with Gu Anyao, at that moment, Ning Xiaoyuan felt a distorted feeling in her heart. Pleasure.

It was He Shuyang's father who ruined her life, so the members of the He family should accompany her to hell!

On the day of the wedding, she looked at Song Qingyue who was attending with Shen Yichen with strong hatred.

Not long after, she heard that Song Qingyue was pregnant. Perhaps Shen Yichen didn't realize it himself. When he mentioned the child in Song Qingyue's belly, his eyes were filled with anticipation rather than disgust.

She was not convinced, why did Song Qingyue marry into the Shen family so smoothly?

Song Qingyue should also taste the pain she has suffered!
Heh, she directed and acted in a play by herself, and finally got her wish and destroyed the link between Song Qingyue and Shen Yichen.

That unsightly child had a miscarriage, but it's a pity that those useless bastards were terrified by Song Qingyue's miscarriage before they raped Song Qingyue.

She didn't understand, he had nothing to do with Song Qingyue in the past few years, why did he return to Song Qingyue in the end!
Even to the point of death, he refused to see her again.

She really hated Song Qingyue, and the basis of her resentment was because she envied Song Qingyue.

On the day when she found out about Shen Yichen's death, she went to Song Qingyue like crazy, talked a lot, and almost confessed everything.

Song Qingyue only answered her coldly, "Why do you envy me? You only saw what I got, but didn't see how much I paid and lost to get these things."

"Don't blame me for your misfortune, the one who is at fault is yourself."

Song Qingyue did not accept such absurd reasons at all, and she lost her child because of unwarranted jealousy, and lived in the shadows for several years, which is too ridiculous.

There is a kind of person who never sees his own shortcomings, but only blames others.

With a sick mind, he hates the world.

In fact, this kind of people have got everything that ordinary people can only dream of, but they are too greedy.

From that day on, Ning Xiaoyuan would come to trouble her from time to time. She was busy stabilizing the company and formally taking over Shen's, so she had no time to talk to her.

Later, the Ning family's company slowly lost as she expected, and Ning Xiaoyuan didn't have the extra energy to find fault.

She was too busy familiarizing herself with the operation of the company, so she ignored Ning Xiaoyuan. After Shen Yichen's death, all the hatred seemed to disappear overnight. She no longer had the idea of ​​dragging them to hell with the Ning family. up.

The well water does not interfere with the river water, and everyone is safe, this was her original idea.

"Why are you so sure it's not her? I think she is stubborn and has been targeting you all the time. Now that the Ning family is about to fail, maybe she has transferred all the hatred to you again." Jin Jingyu disagreed at all. According to Song Qingyue's thinking, he believed that to cut the weeds, we had to get rid of the roots, so as not to regenerate when the spring breeze blows.

Look at today, isn't it a bloody lesson?If something really happened to Song Qingyue, what would Shen Zhiyuan do?And what should he do?
"No, no matter whether it has anything to do with her or not, I can't tolerate her." There was a hint of cruelty in the narrow eyes.

Song Qingyue was silent for a while, then said again, "Let's talk about it when I come back."

She doesn't have time to sort out these messy things for the time being, the most important thing now is that she wants to go to the Tzu Chi Court to ask some questions and ask for a lottery.

Song Qingyue said that the wind is the rain, and she said she was going to Tzu Chi Yuan, and she went through the discharge procedures the next day and went directly to the station from the hospital.

Jin Jingyu sent her to the station, and before boarding the car, he told her worriedly, "Don't run around in other places alone, be careful in everything, don't worry, I will take good care of Zhiyuan for you."

"Excuse me, I will be back in two days." Song Qingyue smiled slightly.

She got into the car, and she could still see Jin Jingyu through the car window, so she waved goodbye to Jin Jingyu.

It took seven or eight hours to travel from Bincheng to Tong'an, and it was almost eight o'clock in the evening when she arrived in Tong'an.

Finding a leisurely and elegant small hotel to rest, and after setting up everything, Song Qingyue checked the exact location of Tzu Chi Garden on the Internet.

She also heard the name of this Tzu Chi Garden by accident, and heard from the company staff that this Tzu Chi Garden is actually not well-known, even considered unpopular.

Coincidentally, the lottery requested by this Tzu Chi Court is very clever, and I heard that the abbot of this Tzu Chi Court is an eminent monk, but it is difficult to see him.

Song Qingyue didn't believe this kind of thing at first, but when some things were linked together, she felt terrified, and she had to find someone to help her answer her questions!
When it was pushed into the lake, there was no one around.

When the workers arrived, she was already ashore.

Song Qingyue held back and didn't say anything, but she panicked in her heart, who saved her up here?

Once or twice is a coincidence, so three or four times, is it a coincidence?

She once thought that it was because of her mental weakness that she always had hallucinations, so is it because her memory is confused this time?

After Song Qingyue found out the location of Tzu Chi Garden, she stood by the window for a while before going to sleep.

Tong'an is actually an ancient city. During the day, the streets are extremely lively due to the noisy hawkers.

There are still ancient buildings left over from the Ming and Qing dynasties here. Song Qingyue didn't have the heart to pay attention to these things, and she didn't come here for tourism.

I stopped the car early in the morning and went to Tzu Chi Garden, deviated from Tong'an City, and took a car for more than two hours to arrive.

It is completely different from the photos provided on the Internet. In reality, the Tzu Chi Garden is actually very defeated. The red pillars at the gate of the temple and the plaques on the beams are all old and faded.

"Ah? This is Tzu Chi Garden! Why is it so old?"

"I don't know, I've come anyway, it's okay to go in and say goodbye."

Following her in a chartered car was a young couple. Song Qingyue heard the whispered conversation between the two behind her, her eyes were slightly focused, and she took the lead in walking in.

There are few incense sticks in the temple, and very few people come to offer incense.

Song Qingyue looked around. In fact, she came to try her luck, to see if she could meet the eminent monk that the company staff talked about.

After searching around but not seeing anyone, Song Qingyue had no choice but to settle down to offer sacrifices, bowed, and sincerely asked for a lottery.

When she took the lottery to Miaozhu to release the lottery, Miaozhu looked at her several more times.

Then, after the other pilgrims had left, he said, "Female benefactor, can you move me to the backyard conveniently?"

"..." She knew she should refuse. After all, she was weak and she was a woman. It would not be safe to just go to the backyard with someone casually, but by accident, she agreed and followed Miao Zhu to the backyard to wait.

"The benefactor wait a moment."

Song Qingyue twitched the corners of her mouth dryly, why does this man speak so strangely?In this era, the way of speaking and manner are the same as the ancients.

She waited in the yard and sat at the stone table.

After waiting for about 5 minutes, Song Qingyue was ushered into a Zen room by Miao Zhu.

As soon as you enter the door, the sandalwood fragrance is strong, and the big Zen characters come into view. Miao Zhu said, "Please benefactor, our abbot is waiting for you inside."

She nodded, and only went in when she saw that Miao Zhu had left the door.

What surprised her was that the abbot she thought should be a monk with a gray beard and a very old age, but this is not the case at all now.

The man in front of him was extremely young, and besides his handsome appearance, he gave people a sense of aloofness, nobility and inoffensibility.

"Miss Song, please sit down."

Song Qingyue was taken aback, how did he know that his surname was Song?

He walked over and sat opposite him. Before she could speak, the other party smiled and said, "I know what you want to ask, just as you think, it's not an illusion."

Dip her fingers in water and write two words on the table. Song Qingyue took a look and froze immediately.

(End of this chapter)