Hard to find love
Chapter 3 So You Are Not My Irreplaceable After All
Chapter 3 So You Are Not My Irreplaceable After All
Since that night, Song Hui hadn't seen Tang Jichen again, Song Yan came back every now and then with a big belly, and every time he said some sour words, Song Hui went into his left ear and out of his right ear, maintaining a good mood to help Her elder brother and Chao Sheng are preparing for their wedding.In my spare time, I go online to chat with Meng Dingding and Liu Xuxu about life, and my life is no different from when I was in Madrid.
A month later, Song Shi and Jiang Chaosheng's wedding was successfully held. Although it was going to be very low-key, there were many media sneaked in to capture some details of the wedding.Song Shi did not embarrass them, but gave red envelopes and arranged banquets.
At night, the atmosphere is even stronger.At the banquet, there were staggered cups of wine and laughter.
As a bridesmaid, Song Hui has been accompanying the bride among the elders. Although she is an elder, she hasn't seen her for five years, and they are mostly strangers.
"This is Song Hui, I haven't seen you for many years."
"Hello, Uncle Ji." Song Hui nodded politely.
"It's getting more and more beautiful, but my kid is still thinking about you."
"When will Xiwei return to China?"
"Soon, I'll be back next year. When the time comes, I'll arrange a blind date for you."
"Uncle Ji was joking." Song Hui lowered her head pretending to be shy.How did she know that before she returned to China, her grandma had already discussed this matter with the Ji family, and the old lady was wholeheartedly arranging this marriage in order to bring her granddaughter back into her sight.
When he was about to go to another table to toast, Jiang Chao whispered, "Maybe next year will be a good thing for you."
"Sister Chaosheng, don't make fun of me."
Song Shi and Jiang Chaosheng were able to cope with the elders here, and the elders were not too embarrassed, but when they were with Song Shi's friends, they pretended to overwhelm the bridegroom, which made Song Hui and the best man suffer, so they toasted too much. Yes, drink too much.
After drinking a glass of white wine, my stomach was hot, and the alcohol kept coming up. Song Hui clenched her fist-like hands and pressed her chest against her chest. She put down the wine glass and waved her hands, "I can't do it, I'm going to vomit."
Before he finished speaking, he covered his mouth and ran out.
I feel better after vomiting.
In fact, she is not as happy as she looks on the surface. She is very disappointed, envious, and melancholy... so many people who love each other can stay together, but why can't she?It's not easy to meet someone you love who happens to love you, so when she thought about the ending between her and Tang Jichen, she was really not reconciled.
Looking up and seeing myself in the mirror, the exquisite makeup looks even more glamorous. She took out a tissue and wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes. After finishing her makeup, she smiled at herself in the mirror, exhaled, and went out in satisfaction.
Turn left and come out of the bathroom, ready to go back to the banquet hall, and saw Tang Jichen not far away.
Song Hui lowered her head slightly, and was about to walk past Tang Jichen calmly, but the sudden gravity dragged her arm.
She was in shock.
It was so blatant.
"Song Hui, how have you been all these years?"
After a long time, Song Hui finally recovered her voice, "Whether it's good or not, it won't have anything to do with you anymore, brother-in-law."
"I miss you very much." His voice was hoarse and charming, full of affection.
What can she say?I miss you too?No, she cannot.So, she could only reply coldly: "Thank you!"
"Song Hui, I love you, I will always love you."
Song Hui smiled lightly, turned around, and faced Tang Jichen, "Love is a word, I really feel disgusted when I hear it from your mouth. Tang Jichen, if I were you, as long as I had a little conscience, I wouldn't appear in front of me again. "
Shaking off Tang Jichen's hand, he walked away from his eyes.
Before returning to the banquet, he collided with the oncoming person.One night, besides Tang Jichen, the person she was hiding from was this Uncle Meng in front of her, Meng Dingding's father.
"Uncle Meng."
"Xiao An, you won't leave again when you come back this time?"
"Probably so."
"Did Xiaoding break up with that girl?"
Song Hui hesitated for a moment, then smiled awkwardly, "Uncle Meng, that's Xiaoding's favorite girl, why is Uncle Meng so stubborn to oppose it?"
"Xiao An, our family has arranged a marriage partner for Xiao Ding, and you know about it. If Xiao Ding is with you, of course uncle will not object, but Xiao Ding is with that unknown girl who called me How can you rest assured? Foreign girls are serious, who knows if it’s Ai Xiaoding’s money or a person?”
"Uncle, Xu Xu is a good girl."
"Xiao Hui, my uncle has always been on your side. You have to stand on my side when it comes to Xiao Ding and that girl. Xiao Ding hasn't returned to China for two years. Your aunt doesn't know how to cry. How many times have I fainted, if that bastard comes back in June this year, I will definitely lock him at home, and breaking his dog legs will not let him fool around outside again."
Song Hui gave a pale smile, nodded stiffly, and said twice: "I understand, I understand."
After the wedding was finally over, Song Hui was already tired and fell asleep in the car, hearing the conversation between grandma and Qin Rumo.
"Mom, it's time for Song Hui to find someone at her age."
"I have this plan too."
"Mom, I have a candidate here. The grandson of Minister Li is five years older than Song Hui. He just came back from the United States last year. He is now the president of a listed company. He is capable and good-looking. He is really good with Song Hui. Match, why not..."
"You show me the picture."
"..."
I don't want a blind date, she wanted to do this, but she was too sleepy, she fell asleep after muttering a few words, the old lady Song and Qin Rumo were still discussing in full swing, and they didn't hear her voice at all.
In a daze, Song Hui felt someone pushing her, slowly opened her eyes, and saw grandma's peaceful face.
"Good boy, I'm home, I've exhausted my precious granddaughter today."
"Grandma." Song Hui wiped away her fatigue, threw herself into grandma's arms, and said coquettishly, "I'm so tired, but so happy. Brother and sister Chaosheng are really enviable."
"Grandma will make you happy too."
"Well, Xiao An will be happy." This is not only for Mrs. Song, but also for herself, and it is a promise to herself that she must be happy.
Before going to bed that night, I called Meng Dingding, told him Uncle Meng's intentions, and reminded him friendly that it would be unwise to return to China in June.
Unexpectedly, Meng Dingding didn't follow his father's example, "I'm already a big bird with full hair, and I can speak and act freely. This time, I will not only come back by myself, but also bring Xuxu with me."
"I don't know how to live or die." After saying this, Song Hui hung up the phone angrily, and fell asleep with her head covered.
For the next few days, Qin Rumo recommended Li Qichen's excellence to Mrs. Song. Mrs. Song was also very satisfied after seeing the photos, and she was sure that Song Hui would be elated after seeing the photos. No worse than Tang Jichen.
While chatting and laughing, Mrs. Song saw Song Hui coming downstairs and hurriedly waved to her.
Song Hui walked over, "Grandma, auntie, what can I do for you?"
"A few days ago, I wanted you to go on a blind date. Your aunt brought you the photos." Mrs. Song said with a smile on her face.
Song Hui took the photo with a calm expression, and was a little surprised.
The person in the photo has a clean cropped haircut, revealing a smooth forehead, thick eyebrows and big eyes, and three-dimensional facial features. Before seeing the real person, Song Wei already felt her heart beating rapidly.
"It looks so good with an inch cut, but it would be even more handsome with other hairstyles." Song Hui muttered to himself.
In Madrid these years, she has seen a lot of handsome guys from all over the world, but it is rare for her to be so excited.
At night, she sat under the light and contemplated this photo for a long time, thinking that she would meet him tomorrow, her mood was extremely complicated.
She understood Qin Rumo's thoughts in her heart, and she just wanted to marry her off quickly, so that Tang Jichen could give up completely.
In fact, that's good too, at least he doesn't have to have anything to do with Tang Jichen's life anymore.Comforting myself like this, my tangled heart was relieved a lot after all.
In the early morning of the next day, Song Hui specially changed into a custom-made new skirt. This white knee-length skirt made full use of strengths and avoided weaknesses. The designer only took a few glances at Song Hui and was inspired to make it overnight. dignified taste.
Short black hair with hanging ears, a white slim dress, black stiletto heels, and nude makeup. After everything was settled, Song Wei stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling mirror and turned around happily. He raised his head proudly, he really looked like an urban white-collar worker, shrewd and capable.
After going downstairs, Song Hui trotted to the garden to find Mrs. Song, made a big circle in front of her, and asked excitedly, "Grandma, do I look so good-looking?"
"Looks good, my fennel looks good no matter what."
"What if that Li Qichen doesn't like me?" Song Hui felt a little worried.
Mrs. Song joked, "I'm worried that I won't be able to get married so soon."
"I'm afraid, I'm too scared." Song Hui said jokingly.
"Don't be afraid, according to your aunt, this is Li Qichen's aunt who got the strings. It seems that Li Qichen fell in love with you when he saw your photo."
"really?"
"If you don't believe me, I'll ask your aunt for questioning."
"Forget it, I believe it." All of a sudden, Song Hui felt confident.
"The restaurant you met was chosen by Li Qichen after taking care of you. Knowing that you have been abroad for so many years, you must miss the authentic hometown food."
"Such a caring man. Grandma, he is better than Yanyan."
Yanyan was a Samoyed that Song Hui once raised. She was very enthusiastic, but was later disposed of by Qin Rumo.For this reason, Song Hui was sad for a long time.
The old lady Song asked cautiously: "Song Hui, do you want to raise a dog?"
Song Hui was a little disappointed, "I don't want it anymore." She wanted to raise her after she had her own home.
Near noon, the family's driver, Uncle Zhou, took Song Hui to the designated restaurant, and the waiter led her to a private room, where Li Qichen was already there.
Seeing Song Hui, Li Qichen stood up, a little embarrassed, touched the back of his head, and smirked at Song Hui, "You're here."
This tone is really like seeing an old friend, without distinction.
"Hi, I'm Song Hui."
"Hello, I'm Li Qichen." Li Qichen pulled out the chair and invited Song Hui to sit down.
In fact, Li Qichen is more handsome in real life than in photos.This was Song Hui's first thought when she saw Li Qichen.
The second thought is to be talkative.
With his gentle smile, there is always a feeling of spring breeze.
"I heard that Ms. Song graduated from the Complutense University of Madrid majoring in Spanish literature. I have a cousin who is going to study there too. I can ask her to ask you for advice."
"Correct me, I just studied Spanish literature with a professor at Complutense University for a few years. Although I was at Complutense University for a few years, I didn't get a diploma."
"Is it because of the loose nature?" Li Qichen asked tentatively.
Song Hui was a little surprised, this Li Qichen could guess the reason, really amazing.
"I hated all kinds of exams, so I refused to take the college entrance examination. Later, I went to Complutense University because I had friends there and I had a company. The professor was an old alumnus of my father. He is willing to take me to study all the time because of his busy schedule, and he also promised me not to take the exam."
"Miss Song, you are so special." Li Qichen praised.
Song Hui was excited in her heart, but she still held back her face and kept smiling gracefully.
"What's wrong? Why are you looking at me with weird eyes?"
Song Hui hurriedly looked away, and said apologetically, "I'm sorry, I just think...it's weird."
"What's so strange?"
"Suddenly I feel that you look familiar."
Li Qichen was startled, and turned his mouth away, "Maybe we met in the busy street before, but we just forgot."
"Perhaps." Song Hui recalled that Li Qichen had been living in Philadelphia before, and she had been there before, so she might not be sure if she really met him.
"Just kidding, everyone says I look like Gao Yixiang."
After being reminded by Li Qichen, Song Hui suddenly realized that they really look alike, she laughed, "So that's how it is, I just said it looks familiar, could it be that Gao Yixiang's fans came to ask for your autograph when you were walking down the street? what."
"how do you know?"
"Ah? Such a thing really happened."
Li Qichen laughed even deeper, it took Song Hui a while to realize that he was being played.
Song Hui's affection for Li Qichen has increased a lot. This man is not only polite, but also very tasteful. His behavior during the meal is pleasing to the eye.
After the meal, the two exchanged mobile phone numbers. Li Qichen sent Song Hui home. Song Hui thanked her. Just as she was about to get out of the car, Li Qichen said frankly: "I have a very good impression of Miss Song. I hope to meet you next time. Song Hui Miss will also be more interested in me."
"I will." Song Hui smiled shyly.
Song Hui walked into the house and saw Qin Rumo and Song Yan in the living room.
She wanted to sneak to grandma's room, but Song Yan spotted her just a few steps away.
"Song Hui, you're back."
Song Hui had no choice but to stop, turned around, and smiled at Song Yan and Qin Rumo, "Yes, I'm back."
Qin Rumo came over and took Song Hui's hand, "How is Li Qichen?"
"Pretty good."
"That's good." Qin Rumo seemed relieved.
"Go and find grandma."
"okay."
Before leaving, Song Hui saw Song Yan smiling at Qin Rumo triumphantly, she was a little puzzled, are you so happy?Still thinking of some bad idea again?
For Song Yan, Song Hui is always very worried, and always has a bad intuition.
Entering Mrs. Song's room, Mrs. Song was taking a nap. Song Hui approached the bed and pulled the old lady's nose. The old lady woke up suddenly. She opened her eyes and saw it was Song Hui. The little rascal is back."
"Grandma, he is really outstanding."
Mrs. Song pretended to be stupid on purpose, "He? Who is he?"
"Grandma." Song Hui was a little embarrassed, and said word by word: "Li—Qi—Chen—"
"Oh." The ending sound dragged on for a long time.
"I don't know how he feels about me."
"Do you think you did well today?"
"There are 99 points without a hundred points." Song Hui said cheekily, without blushing or panting.
"Don't worry, leave this matter to your aunt. If she doesn't handle it well, grandma will never let her go."
"Haha, thank you grandma. Go on sleeping, grandma. I'm sleepy too. Go back to my room and take a nap."
Without waiting for Mrs. Song to say anything, Song Hui ran out of the room without looking back.
After removing her make-up and changing into her pajamas, Song Hui had just climbed onto the bed when the phone rang.
Song Hui was looking forward to it, maybe it was a text message from Li Qichen.
He crawled and rolled to get his phone at the end of the bed.
As expected, it was from Li Qichen, Song Hui was so excited that she almost jumped up.
"doing what?"
Song Hui quickly edited, "Get ready for a nap, how about you?"
"Make an appointment with a friend to play golf, don't disturb your nap, let's talk!"
Song Hui replied "Yes", holding the phone and burying herself in the quilt, with a sweet smile on her lips.
It turns out that after God closes a door for you, he will leave a window for you.Tang Jichen is the old dream outside the door, and Li Qichen is the bright future outside the window.
It turns out that all the hardships and twists and turns are just to meet better things. After all, there will be no rainbows without going through wind and rain.
Tang Jichen, this is the first time that when I close my eyes, your appearance is not as clear as yesterday. For the first time, I found that besides you, there is another person who will appear in this world and become the second in my heart. A person who can outline his appearance as soon as he closes his eyes.
It turns out that you are not irreplaceable to me after all.
Does it mean that the nightmare you gave me will end?
Facts have proved that it is impossible to make Tang Jichen's nightmare completely disappear from his life.No one would tell Tang Jichen and Song Hui's situation, it was a tacit understanding.But Tang Jichen still had a way to get all the information about Song Hui without other people's mouth.
For example, she went on a blind date; for example, her new mobile phone number.
Tang Jichen talked a lot, but Song Hui didn't respond. She just answered the phone dully, annoyed that she shouldn't have answered the phone just now.
Kill her, she really didn't know that the owner of that strange number was Tang Jichen.
"Song Hui, wait for me..."
Song Hui's patience ran out, and she stopped Tang Jichen from continuing.
"Brother-in-law, I'm going downstairs for dinner, I don't have time to listen to you, bye!" After speaking, Song Hui hung up the phone indifferently, took a long breath, and it was finally over.
Tang Jichen asked her to wait for him, but what else could she wait for him, he couldn't do anything for her, he, like her, had been unable to control himself since many years ago.
"If possible, can you avoid appearing in my life? I'm afraid. I'm sorry, I'm really afraid of you. Also, I have moved on. If there is no accident, I will get married this year. "
After the text message was sent to Tang Jichen's number, Song Hui deleted all the records, because if Song Yan found out that Tang Jichen had called her, it would be another farce.
At the dinner table in the evening, Qin Rumo complained: "I don't know what A Shi thinks, the house is so big, I insist on living in the apartment with Chao Sheng."
"Brother, think about the world of two people." Song Hui interjected.
In fact, Song Hui knew the real reason.Her elder brother hated the Song family as much as she did.The eldest brother knows the character of the eldest aunt very well. If Jiang Chaosheng lives with the eldest aunt, something will happen sooner or later, so it is wise not to live together from the beginning.
"Song Hui, come with me to your brother's apartment tomorrow to see if there is anything else you want to add."
"Auntie, how can a person as delicate as my brother make the family lack something? Don't worry."
Hearing others praise his son, Qin Rumo smiled, "He is a child who has been reassuring since he was a child. He made me worry about it once when he was young. Every time I think about it, I feel scared. Still Well, he's still alive."
"What's the matter?" Song Hui was a little curious, waiting for Qin Rumo's next words.
Unexpectedly, the old lady Song coughed and winked at Qin Rumo, who immediately changed the subject.
"Song Hui, do you and Li Qichen have an appointment to meet next time?"
"not yet."
Qin Rumo had an expression that she knew, "Song Hui, although you are a girl, it is understandable for a girl to take the initiative in front of a good boy. Li Qichen didn't ask you out, so you can find a reason to go." Ask him out, feelings always need to be cultivated."
"I'll try it next time."
In the middle of the night, Meng Dingding knocked on Song Hui on MSN.
Ding: How is the battle going?
Xiao An: He is an exciting man.
Ding: Rolling eyes.Sent you an email, take a look.First off, bye!
Before I had time to send "Bye Bye" back, the profile picture over there was grayed out.
So hasty.
Song Hui opened the mailbox, and there was indeed an Email from Ding.She clicked on it, wanting to see what Meng Dingding was up to.
"Xiao An, you probably already knew that I liked you, and I have loved you for many years. You are so smart, how could I hide it from you?
It's just that your eyes are always looking forward, and you never look back to see who is standing behind you.
The identity of my friend is deeply ingrained in your heart.
You won't love me, and knowing that, I'm really depressed.
After I knew you were going to Madrid, I followed without hesitation.
At that time, I thought that Meng Dingding must always stand by Song Hui's side.Meng Dingding has the responsibility to heal all Song Hui's pain.Because he loves this girl, he has to pay for her.
Later, I met Liu Xuxu. In fact, I didn’t fall in love with her at first sight. I just wanted to test you. It’s just to give myself one last chance. I want to know if it’s possible for me in your heart.
I remember that you were very excited and asked me to chase Liu Xuxu. At that moment, I felt as if I had fallen into a cold pool, and I completely gave up on you.
In this life, I have recognized your wolf-heartedness.
What a bad girl.You clearly know that I like you, and you still say such easy words.
I've seen through you, all the years of relationship are fake.I, Meng Dingding, will never be as unfeeling as you. At least if I know that there is such a good person who likes me, I will definitely like her with no conscience. Whether she is true love or not, I will talk about it after working hard.
You, have you ever thought about me for a minute?
Forget it, I'll tell you, I'll think about it in my next life.
have a good dream!Good night! "
Song Hui really felt panicked after reading it.
This Meng Dingding really has a lot of time, and he even specially wrote such a nasty letter to embarrass her.
Who is more hypocritical than anyone, who is afraid of whom?
Clicking on the letter column, Song Hui smirked, planning to write a more creepy letter to Meng Dingding in return.
"Dear Ding, did you ask me if I thought about you for a minute?
Oh, you are so good, of course I have thought about you for more than 1 minute.
I once even thought, forget it, forget it by marrying you.After 18 years, he is a hero again.
You will definitely be good to me, I love you like a mother, life will continue as usual, it's no big deal.
Closer to home, the following words are my heartfelt words for more than 20 years.
I really had the idea of marrying you. Although we have never been in love, you are such a person worthy of my trust.
We have been hanging out since we were six years old, playing mud together, playing house together, punishing teachers together, and going home from the duck egg test together...
The first time you were beaten, I avenged you.
The first time you pretended to be a girl, you wore my skirt.
You failed the exam the first time, and I gave you my paper to go home and sign.
The first time you had a crush on a teacher, I confessed it for you.
……
You have had my participation in so many firsts.
How many people in the world will be as lucky as us, with such a reassuring existence around you, even if the whole world has turned its back on you, there is still some warmth in your heart, because you know that there is such a person, no matter right or wrong, They will stand by your side and accompany you to give up the whole world.
To me, Ding, in this life, you are more precious than your lover. "
When she clicked to send, Song Hui was a little stunned. The pair of close friends both chose to express their true inner thoughts in a joking way.
It would be nice if the person she loves is Meng Dingding, so she won't live so tired.
She remembered that five years ago, her life in the strange Madrid could only be described as miserable. She could not speak the language, had no friends, and dared not go out alone, fearing that she would not find her way home.But one day, when she received an unfamiliar number from Madrid, she didn't expect it to be from Meng Dingding.
Meng Dingding told her that he was at the airport and asked her to pick her up.
She took a taxi to the airport as fast as she could. Meng Dingding looked tired and disheveled, sitting on the bench, staring blankly at the distance.
"Ding." Song Hui shouted loudly, and then flew to his side.
Meng Dingding stood up, smiled, opened his arms, and hugged Song Hui.
Song Hui was so moved that she wanted to cry, this boy is so cute.
Is it involuntary or simply mischievous?She kissed Meng Dingding's lips and stayed for a few seconds.
Although Meng Dingding once kissed Song Hui's lips when he was young, but when Song Hui bullied Meng Dingding all the way and grew up, Meng Dingding only dared to think about such intimacy.
Because Song Hui would blow his head off.
At this time, Meng Dingding's eyes were filled with surprise and anticipation.
"Ding, you are indeed my best friend." The impulsive Song Hui regretted that kind of behavior, a little frivolous, not suitable for friends, because she was afraid that Meng Dingding would misunderstand, so she could only add this sentence.Then he went to help Meng Dingding push the luggage, not daring to look Meng Dingding directly in the eye.
Song Hui felt very melancholy, probably this night was destined to be dedicated to memory.
Many years ago, Ding was probably the same as she is now, unable to stop recalling the past they spent together.
The night of the city gradually quieted down.
The lights in Tang's study were always on, Song Yan stood outside the study door, how many times he wanted to rush in and ask if the man inside was still asleep.In Tang's house, what Song Yan hated most was the study room.Because every night, her husband would lock himself in the study, and in the quiet atmosphere, he was thinking about another woman.
In the afternoon, Tang Jichen came back and lashed out at Song Yan, smashing things in the bedroom.
This man heard the news from nowhere, knowing that Song Hui had a blind date with a man from the Li family, and also knew that Qin Rumo arranged the matter.
Song Yan could only act innocent and told Tang Jichen that she didn't know about it either.
How could Tang Jichen believe it, but he didn't want to say anything, he was too tired.
When Song Yan thought that she should be accusing Tang Jichen of not forgetting his sister-in-law with a high profile, Tang Jichen didn't give her a chance to vent, and walked out of the bedroom to the study.
It hasn't come out until now.
Song Hui knocked on the door for a long time, but there was no response from inside.
"Ji Chen, would you like to make some supper for you?" She asked tentatively close to the door.
"No need." Tang Jichen's clear voice came.
"you……"
After hypnotizing herself to calm down, the anger in her heart was gradually replaced by complacency, because she told herself that this nightmare would soon be over, and she would no longer have to wait for this man to come out of the study every night. Soon, Tang Jichen The person who never forgets in his heart is about to get married, and it is time for him to return to his side.
"Then I'll go to bed first, don't stay up too late."
There was no response, but Song Yan didn't care anymore, the future is long.
There are a bunch of photos spread out on the table in the study, very few of them are the photos of him and Song Hui that year, and some are the photos that he asked his friend's men to follow Song Hui. Concealed, he is glad that he has a detective agency who runs a detective agency and has a strict mouth, Fa Xiaoji, so that his secret will not be exposed.
Song Hui's smile, Song Hui's sadness, Song Hui's loneliness... One by one, Tang Jichen didn't know how many times he had watched it.
Although Ji Si grew up with Tang Jichen, but during the relationship between Tang Jichen and Song Hui, Ji Si was abroad at the time, so naturally he knew little about what happened between them.
Ji Si said to Tang Jichen countless times: "Since you know where she is, why don't you go find her? Sending someone to follow her and report her recent situation to you regularly is far less thorough than your own true understanding."
Tang Jichen shook his head every time, "No, I'm afraid I'll do something to hurt her again."
"How did you hurt her?"
"I can't say it." He was afraid that once he said it, the strength he had worked so hard to build would collapse at that moment.
He didn't want anyone to know that in the past five years, he was able to get down because of shamelessness.
His secrets, his life, were all tied to Song Hui many years ago, he was born and he died, all he needed was a word from Song Hui.
Ji Si was finally willing to give him Song Hui's mobile phone number today, and he also felt lucky, because Song Hui actually answered his call, which allowed him to speak his mind on the phone.
He said: "Song Hui, I don't want you to forget me. I'm sorry, please forgive my selfishness."
He said: "Song Yan and I agreed to marry for ten years. Once the ten years are up, I can file for divorce, and Song Yan has to cooperate with me unconditionally."
He said: "I love you, I can't let you go. Song Hui, wait for me again."
Later, only the rapid "beep beep" sound can be heard.
He knew that Song Hui had listened to those words, and he also knew that Song Hui would pretend not to care and choose to ignore them.
He also kept thinking, if he had never made a mistake, would Song Hui still be working hard with him now, for their love.
In addition to his endless yearning for Song Hui these years, he is also sorry.
But he won't apologize, never will.
(End of this chapter)
Since that night, Song Hui hadn't seen Tang Jichen again, Song Yan came back every now and then with a big belly, and every time he said some sour words, Song Hui went into his left ear and out of his right ear, maintaining a good mood to help Her elder brother and Chao Sheng are preparing for their wedding.In my spare time, I go online to chat with Meng Dingding and Liu Xuxu about life, and my life is no different from when I was in Madrid.
A month later, Song Shi and Jiang Chaosheng's wedding was successfully held. Although it was going to be very low-key, there were many media sneaked in to capture some details of the wedding.Song Shi did not embarrass them, but gave red envelopes and arranged banquets.
At night, the atmosphere is even stronger.At the banquet, there were staggered cups of wine and laughter.
As a bridesmaid, Song Hui has been accompanying the bride among the elders. Although she is an elder, she hasn't seen her for five years, and they are mostly strangers.
"This is Song Hui, I haven't seen you for many years."
"Hello, Uncle Ji." Song Hui nodded politely.
"It's getting more and more beautiful, but my kid is still thinking about you."
"When will Xiwei return to China?"
"Soon, I'll be back next year. When the time comes, I'll arrange a blind date for you."
"Uncle Ji was joking." Song Hui lowered her head pretending to be shy.How did she know that before she returned to China, her grandma had already discussed this matter with the Ji family, and the old lady was wholeheartedly arranging this marriage in order to bring her granddaughter back into her sight.
When he was about to go to another table to toast, Jiang Chao whispered, "Maybe next year will be a good thing for you."
"Sister Chaosheng, don't make fun of me."
Song Shi and Jiang Chaosheng were able to cope with the elders here, and the elders were not too embarrassed, but when they were with Song Shi's friends, they pretended to overwhelm the bridegroom, which made Song Hui and the best man suffer, so they toasted too much. Yes, drink too much.
After drinking a glass of white wine, my stomach was hot, and the alcohol kept coming up. Song Hui clenched her fist-like hands and pressed her chest against her chest. She put down the wine glass and waved her hands, "I can't do it, I'm going to vomit."
Before he finished speaking, he covered his mouth and ran out.
I feel better after vomiting.
In fact, she is not as happy as she looks on the surface. She is very disappointed, envious, and melancholy... so many people who love each other can stay together, but why can't she?It's not easy to meet someone you love who happens to love you, so when she thought about the ending between her and Tang Jichen, she was really not reconciled.
Looking up and seeing myself in the mirror, the exquisite makeup looks even more glamorous. She took out a tissue and wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes. After finishing her makeup, she smiled at herself in the mirror, exhaled, and went out in satisfaction.
Turn left and come out of the bathroom, ready to go back to the banquet hall, and saw Tang Jichen not far away.
Song Hui lowered her head slightly, and was about to walk past Tang Jichen calmly, but the sudden gravity dragged her arm.
She was in shock.
It was so blatant.
"Song Hui, how have you been all these years?"
After a long time, Song Hui finally recovered her voice, "Whether it's good or not, it won't have anything to do with you anymore, brother-in-law."
"I miss you very much." His voice was hoarse and charming, full of affection.
What can she say?I miss you too?No, she cannot.So, she could only reply coldly: "Thank you!"
"Song Hui, I love you, I will always love you."
Song Hui smiled lightly, turned around, and faced Tang Jichen, "Love is a word, I really feel disgusted when I hear it from your mouth. Tang Jichen, if I were you, as long as I had a little conscience, I wouldn't appear in front of me again. "
Shaking off Tang Jichen's hand, he walked away from his eyes.
Before returning to the banquet, he collided with the oncoming person.One night, besides Tang Jichen, the person she was hiding from was this Uncle Meng in front of her, Meng Dingding's father.
"Uncle Meng."
"Xiao An, you won't leave again when you come back this time?"
"Probably so."
"Did Xiaoding break up with that girl?"
Song Hui hesitated for a moment, then smiled awkwardly, "Uncle Meng, that's Xiaoding's favorite girl, why is Uncle Meng so stubborn to oppose it?"
"Xiao An, our family has arranged a marriage partner for Xiao Ding, and you know about it. If Xiao Ding is with you, of course uncle will not object, but Xiao Ding is with that unknown girl who called me How can you rest assured? Foreign girls are serious, who knows if it’s Ai Xiaoding’s money or a person?”
"Uncle, Xu Xu is a good girl."
"Xiao Hui, my uncle has always been on your side. You have to stand on my side when it comes to Xiao Ding and that girl. Xiao Ding hasn't returned to China for two years. Your aunt doesn't know how to cry. How many times have I fainted, if that bastard comes back in June this year, I will definitely lock him at home, and breaking his dog legs will not let him fool around outside again."
Song Hui gave a pale smile, nodded stiffly, and said twice: "I understand, I understand."
After the wedding was finally over, Song Hui was already tired and fell asleep in the car, hearing the conversation between grandma and Qin Rumo.
"Mom, it's time for Song Hui to find someone at her age."
"I have this plan too."
"Mom, I have a candidate here. The grandson of Minister Li is five years older than Song Hui. He just came back from the United States last year. He is now the president of a listed company. He is capable and good-looking. He is really good with Song Hui. Match, why not..."
"You show me the picture."
"..."
I don't want a blind date, she wanted to do this, but she was too sleepy, she fell asleep after muttering a few words, the old lady Song and Qin Rumo were still discussing in full swing, and they didn't hear her voice at all.
In a daze, Song Hui felt someone pushing her, slowly opened her eyes, and saw grandma's peaceful face.
"Good boy, I'm home, I've exhausted my precious granddaughter today."
"Grandma." Song Hui wiped away her fatigue, threw herself into grandma's arms, and said coquettishly, "I'm so tired, but so happy. Brother and sister Chaosheng are really enviable."
"Grandma will make you happy too."
"Well, Xiao An will be happy." This is not only for Mrs. Song, but also for herself, and it is a promise to herself that she must be happy.
Before going to bed that night, I called Meng Dingding, told him Uncle Meng's intentions, and reminded him friendly that it would be unwise to return to China in June.
Unexpectedly, Meng Dingding didn't follow his father's example, "I'm already a big bird with full hair, and I can speak and act freely. This time, I will not only come back by myself, but also bring Xuxu with me."
"I don't know how to live or die." After saying this, Song Hui hung up the phone angrily, and fell asleep with her head covered.
For the next few days, Qin Rumo recommended Li Qichen's excellence to Mrs. Song. Mrs. Song was also very satisfied after seeing the photos, and she was sure that Song Hui would be elated after seeing the photos. No worse than Tang Jichen.
While chatting and laughing, Mrs. Song saw Song Hui coming downstairs and hurriedly waved to her.
Song Hui walked over, "Grandma, auntie, what can I do for you?"
"A few days ago, I wanted you to go on a blind date. Your aunt brought you the photos." Mrs. Song said with a smile on her face.
Song Hui took the photo with a calm expression, and was a little surprised.
The person in the photo has a clean cropped haircut, revealing a smooth forehead, thick eyebrows and big eyes, and three-dimensional facial features. Before seeing the real person, Song Wei already felt her heart beating rapidly.
"It looks so good with an inch cut, but it would be even more handsome with other hairstyles." Song Hui muttered to himself.
In Madrid these years, she has seen a lot of handsome guys from all over the world, but it is rare for her to be so excited.
At night, she sat under the light and contemplated this photo for a long time, thinking that she would meet him tomorrow, her mood was extremely complicated.
She understood Qin Rumo's thoughts in her heart, and she just wanted to marry her off quickly, so that Tang Jichen could give up completely.
In fact, that's good too, at least he doesn't have to have anything to do with Tang Jichen's life anymore.Comforting myself like this, my tangled heart was relieved a lot after all.
In the early morning of the next day, Song Hui specially changed into a custom-made new skirt. This white knee-length skirt made full use of strengths and avoided weaknesses. The designer only took a few glances at Song Hui and was inspired to make it overnight. dignified taste.
Short black hair with hanging ears, a white slim dress, black stiletto heels, and nude makeup. After everything was settled, Song Wei stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling mirror and turned around happily. He raised his head proudly, he really looked like an urban white-collar worker, shrewd and capable.
After going downstairs, Song Hui trotted to the garden to find Mrs. Song, made a big circle in front of her, and asked excitedly, "Grandma, do I look so good-looking?"
"Looks good, my fennel looks good no matter what."
"What if that Li Qichen doesn't like me?" Song Hui felt a little worried.
Mrs. Song joked, "I'm worried that I won't be able to get married so soon."
"I'm afraid, I'm too scared." Song Hui said jokingly.
"Don't be afraid, according to your aunt, this is Li Qichen's aunt who got the strings. It seems that Li Qichen fell in love with you when he saw your photo."
"really?"
"If you don't believe me, I'll ask your aunt for questioning."
"Forget it, I believe it." All of a sudden, Song Hui felt confident.
"The restaurant you met was chosen by Li Qichen after taking care of you. Knowing that you have been abroad for so many years, you must miss the authentic hometown food."
"Such a caring man. Grandma, he is better than Yanyan."
Yanyan was a Samoyed that Song Hui once raised. She was very enthusiastic, but was later disposed of by Qin Rumo.For this reason, Song Hui was sad for a long time.
The old lady Song asked cautiously: "Song Hui, do you want to raise a dog?"
Song Hui was a little disappointed, "I don't want it anymore." She wanted to raise her after she had her own home.
Near noon, the family's driver, Uncle Zhou, took Song Hui to the designated restaurant, and the waiter led her to a private room, where Li Qichen was already there.
Seeing Song Hui, Li Qichen stood up, a little embarrassed, touched the back of his head, and smirked at Song Hui, "You're here."
This tone is really like seeing an old friend, without distinction.
"Hi, I'm Song Hui."
"Hello, I'm Li Qichen." Li Qichen pulled out the chair and invited Song Hui to sit down.
In fact, Li Qichen is more handsome in real life than in photos.This was Song Hui's first thought when she saw Li Qichen.
The second thought is to be talkative.
With his gentle smile, there is always a feeling of spring breeze.
"I heard that Ms. Song graduated from the Complutense University of Madrid majoring in Spanish literature. I have a cousin who is going to study there too. I can ask her to ask you for advice."
"Correct me, I just studied Spanish literature with a professor at Complutense University for a few years. Although I was at Complutense University for a few years, I didn't get a diploma."
"Is it because of the loose nature?" Li Qichen asked tentatively.
Song Hui was a little surprised, this Li Qichen could guess the reason, really amazing.
"I hated all kinds of exams, so I refused to take the college entrance examination. Later, I went to Complutense University because I had friends there and I had a company. The professor was an old alumnus of my father. He is willing to take me to study all the time because of his busy schedule, and he also promised me not to take the exam."
"Miss Song, you are so special." Li Qichen praised.
Song Hui was excited in her heart, but she still held back her face and kept smiling gracefully.
"What's wrong? Why are you looking at me with weird eyes?"
Song Hui hurriedly looked away, and said apologetically, "I'm sorry, I just think...it's weird."
"What's so strange?"
"Suddenly I feel that you look familiar."
Li Qichen was startled, and turned his mouth away, "Maybe we met in the busy street before, but we just forgot."
"Perhaps." Song Hui recalled that Li Qichen had been living in Philadelphia before, and she had been there before, so she might not be sure if she really met him.
"Just kidding, everyone says I look like Gao Yixiang."
After being reminded by Li Qichen, Song Hui suddenly realized that they really look alike, she laughed, "So that's how it is, I just said it looks familiar, could it be that Gao Yixiang's fans came to ask for your autograph when you were walking down the street? what."
"how do you know?"
"Ah? Such a thing really happened."
Li Qichen laughed even deeper, it took Song Hui a while to realize that he was being played.
Song Hui's affection for Li Qichen has increased a lot. This man is not only polite, but also very tasteful. His behavior during the meal is pleasing to the eye.
After the meal, the two exchanged mobile phone numbers. Li Qichen sent Song Hui home. Song Hui thanked her. Just as she was about to get out of the car, Li Qichen said frankly: "I have a very good impression of Miss Song. I hope to meet you next time. Song Hui Miss will also be more interested in me."
"I will." Song Hui smiled shyly.
Song Hui walked into the house and saw Qin Rumo and Song Yan in the living room.
She wanted to sneak to grandma's room, but Song Yan spotted her just a few steps away.
"Song Hui, you're back."
Song Hui had no choice but to stop, turned around, and smiled at Song Yan and Qin Rumo, "Yes, I'm back."
Qin Rumo came over and took Song Hui's hand, "How is Li Qichen?"
"Pretty good."
"That's good." Qin Rumo seemed relieved.
"Go and find grandma."
"okay."
Before leaving, Song Hui saw Song Yan smiling at Qin Rumo triumphantly, she was a little puzzled, are you so happy?Still thinking of some bad idea again?
For Song Yan, Song Hui is always very worried, and always has a bad intuition.
Entering Mrs. Song's room, Mrs. Song was taking a nap. Song Hui approached the bed and pulled the old lady's nose. The old lady woke up suddenly. She opened her eyes and saw it was Song Hui. The little rascal is back."
"Grandma, he is really outstanding."
Mrs. Song pretended to be stupid on purpose, "He? Who is he?"
"Grandma." Song Hui was a little embarrassed, and said word by word: "Li—Qi—Chen—"
"Oh." The ending sound dragged on for a long time.
"I don't know how he feels about me."
"Do you think you did well today?"
"There are 99 points without a hundred points." Song Hui said cheekily, without blushing or panting.
"Don't worry, leave this matter to your aunt. If she doesn't handle it well, grandma will never let her go."
"Haha, thank you grandma. Go on sleeping, grandma. I'm sleepy too. Go back to my room and take a nap."
Without waiting for Mrs. Song to say anything, Song Hui ran out of the room without looking back.
After removing her make-up and changing into her pajamas, Song Hui had just climbed onto the bed when the phone rang.
Song Hui was looking forward to it, maybe it was a text message from Li Qichen.
He crawled and rolled to get his phone at the end of the bed.
As expected, it was from Li Qichen, Song Hui was so excited that she almost jumped up.
"doing what?"
Song Hui quickly edited, "Get ready for a nap, how about you?"
"Make an appointment with a friend to play golf, don't disturb your nap, let's talk!"
Song Hui replied "Yes", holding the phone and burying herself in the quilt, with a sweet smile on her lips.
It turns out that after God closes a door for you, he will leave a window for you.Tang Jichen is the old dream outside the door, and Li Qichen is the bright future outside the window.
It turns out that all the hardships and twists and turns are just to meet better things. After all, there will be no rainbows without going through wind and rain.
Tang Jichen, this is the first time that when I close my eyes, your appearance is not as clear as yesterday. For the first time, I found that besides you, there is another person who will appear in this world and become the second in my heart. A person who can outline his appearance as soon as he closes his eyes.
It turns out that you are not irreplaceable to me after all.
Does it mean that the nightmare you gave me will end?
Facts have proved that it is impossible to make Tang Jichen's nightmare completely disappear from his life.No one would tell Tang Jichen and Song Hui's situation, it was a tacit understanding.But Tang Jichen still had a way to get all the information about Song Hui without other people's mouth.
For example, she went on a blind date; for example, her new mobile phone number.
Tang Jichen talked a lot, but Song Hui didn't respond. She just answered the phone dully, annoyed that she shouldn't have answered the phone just now.
Kill her, she really didn't know that the owner of that strange number was Tang Jichen.
"Song Hui, wait for me..."
Song Hui's patience ran out, and she stopped Tang Jichen from continuing.
"Brother-in-law, I'm going downstairs for dinner, I don't have time to listen to you, bye!" After speaking, Song Hui hung up the phone indifferently, took a long breath, and it was finally over.
Tang Jichen asked her to wait for him, but what else could she wait for him, he couldn't do anything for her, he, like her, had been unable to control himself since many years ago.
"If possible, can you avoid appearing in my life? I'm afraid. I'm sorry, I'm really afraid of you. Also, I have moved on. If there is no accident, I will get married this year. "
After the text message was sent to Tang Jichen's number, Song Hui deleted all the records, because if Song Yan found out that Tang Jichen had called her, it would be another farce.
At the dinner table in the evening, Qin Rumo complained: "I don't know what A Shi thinks, the house is so big, I insist on living in the apartment with Chao Sheng."
"Brother, think about the world of two people." Song Hui interjected.
In fact, Song Hui knew the real reason.Her elder brother hated the Song family as much as she did.The eldest brother knows the character of the eldest aunt very well. If Jiang Chaosheng lives with the eldest aunt, something will happen sooner or later, so it is wise not to live together from the beginning.
"Song Hui, come with me to your brother's apartment tomorrow to see if there is anything else you want to add."
"Auntie, how can a person as delicate as my brother make the family lack something? Don't worry."
Hearing others praise his son, Qin Rumo smiled, "He is a child who has been reassuring since he was a child. He made me worry about it once when he was young. Every time I think about it, I feel scared. Still Well, he's still alive."
"What's the matter?" Song Hui was a little curious, waiting for Qin Rumo's next words.
Unexpectedly, the old lady Song coughed and winked at Qin Rumo, who immediately changed the subject.
"Song Hui, do you and Li Qichen have an appointment to meet next time?"
"not yet."
Qin Rumo had an expression that she knew, "Song Hui, although you are a girl, it is understandable for a girl to take the initiative in front of a good boy. Li Qichen didn't ask you out, so you can find a reason to go." Ask him out, feelings always need to be cultivated."
"I'll try it next time."
In the middle of the night, Meng Dingding knocked on Song Hui on MSN.
Ding: How is the battle going?
Xiao An: He is an exciting man.
Ding: Rolling eyes.Sent you an email, take a look.First off, bye!
Before I had time to send "Bye Bye" back, the profile picture over there was grayed out.
So hasty.
Song Hui opened the mailbox, and there was indeed an Email from Ding.She clicked on it, wanting to see what Meng Dingding was up to.
"Xiao An, you probably already knew that I liked you, and I have loved you for many years. You are so smart, how could I hide it from you?
It's just that your eyes are always looking forward, and you never look back to see who is standing behind you.
The identity of my friend is deeply ingrained in your heart.
You won't love me, and knowing that, I'm really depressed.
After I knew you were going to Madrid, I followed without hesitation.
At that time, I thought that Meng Dingding must always stand by Song Hui's side.Meng Dingding has the responsibility to heal all Song Hui's pain.Because he loves this girl, he has to pay for her.
Later, I met Liu Xuxu. In fact, I didn’t fall in love with her at first sight. I just wanted to test you. It’s just to give myself one last chance. I want to know if it’s possible for me in your heart.
I remember that you were very excited and asked me to chase Liu Xuxu. At that moment, I felt as if I had fallen into a cold pool, and I completely gave up on you.
In this life, I have recognized your wolf-heartedness.
What a bad girl.You clearly know that I like you, and you still say such easy words.
I've seen through you, all the years of relationship are fake.I, Meng Dingding, will never be as unfeeling as you. At least if I know that there is such a good person who likes me, I will definitely like her with no conscience. Whether she is true love or not, I will talk about it after working hard.
You, have you ever thought about me for a minute?
Forget it, I'll tell you, I'll think about it in my next life.
have a good dream!Good night! "
Song Hui really felt panicked after reading it.
This Meng Dingding really has a lot of time, and he even specially wrote such a nasty letter to embarrass her.
Who is more hypocritical than anyone, who is afraid of whom?
Clicking on the letter column, Song Hui smirked, planning to write a more creepy letter to Meng Dingding in return.
"Dear Ding, did you ask me if I thought about you for a minute?
Oh, you are so good, of course I have thought about you for more than 1 minute.
I once even thought, forget it, forget it by marrying you.After 18 years, he is a hero again.
You will definitely be good to me, I love you like a mother, life will continue as usual, it's no big deal.
Closer to home, the following words are my heartfelt words for more than 20 years.
I really had the idea of marrying you. Although we have never been in love, you are such a person worthy of my trust.
We have been hanging out since we were six years old, playing mud together, playing house together, punishing teachers together, and going home from the duck egg test together...
The first time you were beaten, I avenged you.
The first time you pretended to be a girl, you wore my skirt.
You failed the exam the first time, and I gave you my paper to go home and sign.
The first time you had a crush on a teacher, I confessed it for you.
……
You have had my participation in so many firsts.
How many people in the world will be as lucky as us, with such a reassuring existence around you, even if the whole world has turned its back on you, there is still some warmth in your heart, because you know that there is such a person, no matter right or wrong, They will stand by your side and accompany you to give up the whole world.
To me, Ding, in this life, you are more precious than your lover. "
When she clicked to send, Song Hui was a little stunned. The pair of close friends both chose to express their true inner thoughts in a joking way.
It would be nice if the person she loves is Meng Dingding, so she won't live so tired.
She remembered that five years ago, her life in the strange Madrid could only be described as miserable. She could not speak the language, had no friends, and dared not go out alone, fearing that she would not find her way home.But one day, when she received an unfamiliar number from Madrid, she didn't expect it to be from Meng Dingding.
Meng Dingding told her that he was at the airport and asked her to pick her up.
She took a taxi to the airport as fast as she could. Meng Dingding looked tired and disheveled, sitting on the bench, staring blankly at the distance.
"Ding." Song Hui shouted loudly, and then flew to his side.
Meng Dingding stood up, smiled, opened his arms, and hugged Song Hui.
Song Hui was so moved that she wanted to cry, this boy is so cute.
Is it involuntary or simply mischievous?She kissed Meng Dingding's lips and stayed for a few seconds.
Although Meng Dingding once kissed Song Hui's lips when he was young, but when Song Hui bullied Meng Dingding all the way and grew up, Meng Dingding only dared to think about such intimacy.
Because Song Hui would blow his head off.
At this time, Meng Dingding's eyes were filled with surprise and anticipation.
"Ding, you are indeed my best friend." The impulsive Song Hui regretted that kind of behavior, a little frivolous, not suitable for friends, because she was afraid that Meng Dingding would misunderstand, so she could only add this sentence.Then he went to help Meng Dingding push the luggage, not daring to look Meng Dingding directly in the eye.
Song Hui felt very melancholy, probably this night was destined to be dedicated to memory.
Many years ago, Ding was probably the same as she is now, unable to stop recalling the past they spent together.
The night of the city gradually quieted down.
The lights in Tang's study were always on, Song Yan stood outside the study door, how many times he wanted to rush in and ask if the man inside was still asleep.In Tang's house, what Song Yan hated most was the study room.Because every night, her husband would lock himself in the study, and in the quiet atmosphere, he was thinking about another woman.
In the afternoon, Tang Jichen came back and lashed out at Song Yan, smashing things in the bedroom.
This man heard the news from nowhere, knowing that Song Hui had a blind date with a man from the Li family, and also knew that Qin Rumo arranged the matter.
Song Yan could only act innocent and told Tang Jichen that she didn't know about it either.
How could Tang Jichen believe it, but he didn't want to say anything, he was too tired.
When Song Yan thought that she should be accusing Tang Jichen of not forgetting his sister-in-law with a high profile, Tang Jichen didn't give her a chance to vent, and walked out of the bedroom to the study.
It hasn't come out until now.
Song Hui knocked on the door for a long time, but there was no response from inside.
"Ji Chen, would you like to make some supper for you?" She asked tentatively close to the door.
"No need." Tang Jichen's clear voice came.
"you……"
After hypnotizing herself to calm down, the anger in her heart was gradually replaced by complacency, because she told herself that this nightmare would soon be over, and she would no longer have to wait for this man to come out of the study every night. Soon, Tang Jichen The person who never forgets in his heart is about to get married, and it is time for him to return to his side.
"Then I'll go to bed first, don't stay up too late."
There was no response, but Song Yan didn't care anymore, the future is long.
There are a bunch of photos spread out on the table in the study, very few of them are the photos of him and Song Hui that year, and some are the photos that he asked his friend's men to follow Song Hui. Concealed, he is glad that he has a detective agency who runs a detective agency and has a strict mouth, Fa Xiaoji, so that his secret will not be exposed.
Song Hui's smile, Song Hui's sadness, Song Hui's loneliness... One by one, Tang Jichen didn't know how many times he had watched it.
Although Ji Si grew up with Tang Jichen, but during the relationship between Tang Jichen and Song Hui, Ji Si was abroad at the time, so naturally he knew little about what happened between them.
Ji Si said to Tang Jichen countless times: "Since you know where she is, why don't you go find her? Sending someone to follow her and report her recent situation to you regularly is far less thorough than your own true understanding."
Tang Jichen shook his head every time, "No, I'm afraid I'll do something to hurt her again."
"How did you hurt her?"
"I can't say it." He was afraid that once he said it, the strength he had worked so hard to build would collapse at that moment.
He didn't want anyone to know that in the past five years, he was able to get down because of shamelessness.
His secrets, his life, were all tied to Song Hui many years ago, he was born and he died, all he needed was a word from Song Hui.
Ji Si was finally willing to give him Song Hui's mobile phone number today, and he also felt lucky, because Song Hui actually answered his call, which allowed him to speak his mind on the phone.
He said: "Song Hui, I don't want you to forget me. I'm sorry, please forgive my selfishness."
He said: "Song Yan and I agreed to marry for ten years. Once the ten years are up, I can file for divorce, and Song Yan has to cooperate with me unconditionally."
He said: "I love you, I can't let you go. Song Hui, wait for me again."
Later, only the rapid "beep beep" sound can be heard.
He knew that Song Hui had listened to those words, and he also knew that Song Hui would pretend not to care and choose to ignore them.
He also kept thinking, if he had never made a mistake, would Song Hui still be working hard with him now, for their love.
In addition to his endless yearning for Song Hui these years, he is also sorry.
But he won't apologize, never will.
(End of this chapter)
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