If the deep sea is not happy

Chapter 33 Before love and hatred disappear, warm my face with your hands (1)
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At Qin Ye's home, Xia Zhilin kept calling Cheng Moyi with her baby in her arms, but no one answered her. Xia's mother, who was busy in the kitchen, looked at her like that and joked, "I've never seen you call Cheng Moyi. Qin Ye has been so persistent on the phone before."

"Oh, isn't this different? You only have your good son-in-law in your heart, and you gave up the positions of the two daughters, Mo Yi and me, to him. Oh, why don't you answer the phone all the time? Huh?" Xia Zhilin leaned on the back of the sofa and kept redialing and dialing.

"How do I know, maybe she forgot to bring her mobile phone." Just as she was talking, the doorbell rang, and Xia's mother changed the subject, "Xia Zhilin, go and open the door, I'm making dinner."

Boss Xia Zhilin ran over with the baby in her arms reluctantly, and opened the door while saying "Come here", "Oh Moyi, why didn't you answer my phone when I called you? Did you want to surprise me, come here So suddenly."

Cheng Moyi was taken aback, "My phone is still with Xue Jinhan."

"Oh," Xia Zhilin slapped her head, "I forgot. Come in quickly."

"Auntie." Cheng Moyi walked in and greeted Xia's mother in the kitchen.

Xia's mother poked her head out: "It's Moyi, Zhilin was calling you just now, and you came here, you haven't eaten yet, so I'll do what Auntie gave you."

"Thank you auntie."

Xia Zhilin took her hand, "Go, go to my room, I have something to tell you."

"What are you doing? It's mysterious." Cheng Moyi was dragged by her to the bedroom on the second floor, and Zhilin carefully locked the door, "What? You even want to guard against Mother Xia?"

"What, this matter is very important, I just don't want my mother to hear it, and I have to listen to her rambling for a long time." Xia Zhilin carefully placed the child on the crib, leaned close to Cheng Moyi's ear and said mysteriously , "Do you know who I met when I went to the hospital to give the baby a physical examination a few days ago?"

"do not know."

"Oh, you don't know how to guess. Saying so bluntly that you don't know makes me lose all excitement." Xia Zhilin pouted, a little bit petty.

Cheng Moyi burst out laughing, pinched Xia Zhilin's face with his hands, "I said, why are you still acting like a child, when will you stop being so childish?"

"Who is childish? You can tell him." He said, pointing to the baby lying on the crib with a pacifier in his mouth.

"Okay, okay, I just returned to China not long ago, old friends and so on, just you guys, who else can surprise you so much? I really can't figure it out, so just tell me." Okay, act like a baby with me , wouldn't I?

"Oh, my dear Linlin, just tell me."

At first hearing these words, others thought that Baoyu had come out, and shouted "Oh, my good sister".

Well, Xia Zhilin surrendered with her hands up, rolled her body backwards, and lay helplessly on the bed, "Hey, do you still remember the man named Lu Deren you knew?"

"Lu Deren?"

Hearing Cheng Moyi's tone, and looking at her expression, Xia Zhilin knew that she must not have any impression of this person, so she sighed and decided to use her trump card, although it was inevitable to mention To that person, but maybe she would save Cheng Moyi and Xue Jinhan by following the story Li Yunyan heard.

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"That is, in middle school, Xue Jinhan's uncle, the principal of our school, Lu Deren." After Xia Zhilin finished speaking, she carefully watched Cheng Moyi's reaction.

For a long time, "Oh."

"Ah? You're just a simple syllable, are you worthy of the thrilling story I'm going to tell next?" Xia Zhilin muttered like an old woman, "Are you really so unresponsive to this name?" ? Wait, let me tell you, I met another person, you can never imagine."

"Who?"

Cheng Moyi's tone almost drove Xia Zhilin crazy, but she still said the word: "Li Yunyan."

"what?!"

Cheng Moyi's reaction to these three words was as expected by Xia Zhilin. She clapped her hands and said proudly: "Yes, Li Yunyan, Xue Jinhan's mother, I saw her that day."

"Did she recognize you?" Cheng Moyi grabbed Xia Zhilin's shoulder and asked eagerly.

"Oh, let me finish the story of that day first. This will involve a big news!" Xia Zhilin patted Mo Yi's face, "Little girl, just listen carefully and don't interrupt."

"Well." In order to understand the whole thing as soon as possible, even though Cheng Moyi had many doubts in her heart, she kept quiet and waited for Xia Zhilin to tell what happened that day.

Almost three days ago, Xia Zhilin took her baby to the hospital for a physical examination. After paying the fee and running up to the second floor, she accidentally bumped into someone at the corner. She quickly apologized and stretched out her hand to go He helped the other person up, but saw a familiar but old face.

"Principal?" She called out uncertainly, but the other party raised her head, but recognized her at a glance, "Xia Zhilin, right?" Back then, Xia Zhilin was a member of the school's radio station, so she was already a celebrity , coupled with the puppy love recognized by the parents, has long been familiar with the teachers in the school.

"Huh? You're really the principal?" Xia Zhilin lifted her up in surprise, "What are you doing here?" In fact, this question is not good at all. In addition to seeing a doctor or a person, do you have other things to do when you come to the hospital? something?
When Lu Deren heard these words, the expression on his face changed again and again.

"My wife is sick. I just finished the examination. I'll go down and buy her something to eat. How about you?"

"Qin Ye and I are here to check up on the baby. I'll go down and buy what Auntie wants to eat, so you can go back to the ward and stay with her first."

Lu Deren smiled kindly, "No need, she can only eat some liquid food due to her illness, so you should hurry back and be with the baby, don't bother you."

Unexpectedly, when Xia Zhilin heard it, she said "it's okay" and ran downstairs.

Cheng Moyi gave her a white look, "I really miss your temper, you are in a hurry, you probably didn't even ask what the ward is."

"Yeah, how do you know? Well, after I bought the rice porridge, I still asked the nurse to find the ward. But you know, when I went in, I saw that the woman accompanied by Lu Deren almost dropped the lunch box in her hand! "Xia Zhilin was taken aback.

Cheng Moyi said: "What? Is she a monster?"

"No, she's not a monster, she's Li Yunyan!" Xia Zhilin raised her voice suddenly as she met Cheng Moyi's eyes.

Looking at Xia Zhilin's reaction, Cheng Moyi couldn't help being surprised, "What's wrong with Li Yunyan? She is Lu Deren's cousin, and everyone who has attended our middle school knows it."

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"Yeah, I thought nothing was wrong at first, but when I sat down in front of Li Yunyan's hospital bed, I realized something was wrong!" Xia Zhilin looked mysterious, which made Cheng Moyi also start to be curious.

"What's wrong?"

Xia Zhilin leaned into Cheng Moyi's ear: "You haven't seen Lu Deren's attitude towards her, it's just that my father was not that considerate to my mother back then. And have you forgotten, Lu Deren was clearly talking about his wife Sick, why did I go in and see it, but it was his cousin, don't you find it strange?"

Speaking of which, Cheng Moyi was interested. In fact, it was just to cooperate with Xia Zhilin, because this girl has always been bluffing, and sometimes even the big discovery she said was just watching A very masculine man exclaimed, "So he's not a woman."

So at the beginning, she didn't report much curiosity, but now she was aroused by her last sentence--
The so-called wife...is actually his...cousin?
This is really earth-shattering news.

There was an earth-shattering incident in No. [-] Middle School. It was rumored that the headmaster's wife had returned from Singapore and was going to divorce the headmaster, but no one knew the exact reason.The reason why Cheng Moyi remembered clearly was because probably at the same time, Xue Jinhan, who was like a naughty bully, transformed into a cold, rebellious, cynical playboy.

Xia Zhilin didn't notice her difference, she just talked about it to herself.

That day, Xia Zhilin was so useless in front of Li Yunyan and Lu Deren that she was rude, and almost threw an insulated box of rice porridge on the ground, watching Li Yunyan lying on the hospital bed faltering and uttering nothing.Lu Deren pulled Xia Zhilin to sit down on the edge of the hospital bed with an embarrassed face, and sighed.

"Principal, didn't you mean...your wife..." Xia Zhilin sat there feeling uncomfortable, the curious baby cells in her brain were desperately growing, but she still couldn't speak out because of face.

Unexpectedly, Li Yunyan, who was lying there sickly, relaxed, and asked her if she was friends with Jin Han.Xia Zhilin nodded, not forgetting to say that her husband Qin Ye and Xue Jinhan are best friends.In fact, she didn't need to say this, how could Li Yunyan not know, before Xue Jinhan had a surly personality, only Qin Ye could be friends with him, and could play with him, but the two of them didn't go to the same junior high school.

"Jin Han... are you okay?" She hesitated, and she still let her ask out her concern for the child, even though the child has been unwilling to recognize her as a mother for many years.

Xia Zhilin was stopped by her strange words, and she said without thinking: "What? Doesn't Auntie live with Xue Jinhan? Don't you even have contact?"

Hearing what she said, Li Yunyan knew that she didn't know, so she didn't say anything anymore, and closed her eyes tiredly.It was Lu Deren, who took the topic and said: "Jin Han, he has been unwilling to recognize us for many years. Last time his mother was in poor health and wanted to see him. I finally made up my mind to call him and beg him to come back. But he was sternly rejected."

"What?! This Xue Jinhan is too heartless!" Xia Zhilin yelled angrily, "If he doesn't want to support you, you can sue him in court." For a while, her dissatisfaction with Xue Jinhan became more serious. up a floor.It seems that this guy is not only Mo Yi who bullies her, but even his parents are unwilling to support her, so he should be punished by God.

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Just as Xia Zhilin was furious, Li Yunyan said softly, "Actually, I can't blame this kid. I was the one who let him down first, and I deserve it."

"Huh? What's going on? Oh, by the way, principal, didn't you say that your wife is sick? Why is Jin Han's mother lying on the hospital bed?" After asking, Xia Zhilin realized belatedly, What Lu Deren said just now is: recognize us.

Lu Deren looked embarrassed, but still said: "Yunyun, that's my wife. I, Xue Jinhan's father, should have been surnamed Lu."

"Ah?!" Xia Zhilin exclaimed.

The melon seed in my little head couldn't help but start to think about it: how can the society now be like the feudal society before, did the cousin marry the cousin?I do not know how?
Li Yunyan looked at Lu Deren, Lu Deren looked at Li Yunyan, Xia Zhilin blushed and looked at him, then at her, feeling as if she had never looked at Qin Ye with such indescribably affectionate eyes, thinking to herself, When I go back tonight, I have to stare at Qin Ye carefully and ask him if he can read anything from his eyes.

After a long time, Lu Deren stood up and walked to the windowsill to smoke. Li Yunyan sighed, took Xia Zhilin's hand and told her own story.

Almost 32 years ago, Lu Deren went to the countryside where Li Yunyan lived to work as an educated youth. At that time, he only wanted to perform well and return to the city as soon as possible, but because of an accident, he got acquainted with the lively and cheerful Li Yunyan. Secretly fell in love, and began to secretly date.

This kind of sneaking, walking hand in hand, and sitting and chatting lasted for more than two years. At that time, Li Yunyan always thought that she could continue like this with Lu Deren, but she never expected that the day when he would return to the city was ushered in.

She locked herself in the small room for three whole days, neither eating nor drinking, nor crying nor making noise. Standing outside the door, Lu Deren felt sore and astringent in her heart.He knocked open the door and dragged Li Yunyan to run non-stop. The two of them ran to the small temple on the mountain before stopping.

They just sat there embracing each other until it was getting dark, and no one spoke.

When the night was getting darker, Li Yunyan suddenly hugged Lu Deren with her backhand, kissed his face desperately, a bolt of lightning flew towards the top of the mountain, after the rumbling thunder, the biggest thunderstorm of that year fell.

Amidst the sound of wind and rain, Lu Deren finally couldn't resist the temptation, and lingered with Li Yunyan in the night.

Li Yunyan asked him: "Will you still like me after you return to the city?" Her body was trembling in the cold night, full of despair.

"Yes, I will always like you." Lu Deren replied, hugging her tightly.

Li Yunyan suddenly turned her head and bit Lu Deren's bare shoulder hard until she bled. She said, this is the pain I left you. I want you to always remember me and never forget it.She hugged Lu Deren again, and said very desolately.

"If you want me again, leave me with a thought!"

At that time, besides love, what else can I think of!

Three days later, when Lu Deren boarded the car back to the city, Li Yunyan sent him all the way from home to the small town, and then reluctantly walked back along the several kilometers of mountain roads.

After the rainy day, the mountain road became even more muddy. Li Yunyan, who was already anemic, was exhausted and fainted by the roadside.

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Xue Qian appeared at that time.

Maybe this is fate, a period of entanglement.

That day, Lu Qian, the county magistrate of the small county town, came back from his inspection tour of the villages and towns below. It happened that it rained, and the car was delayed for a while on the way, but remembering that there was a meeting to be held the next day, he had to He drove all night, but he didn't want to meet Li Yunyan who fainted on the road. He was a kind-hearted person, so he asked the driver to help Li Yunyan up, and went back to the county with full power, and sent him to the nearest hospital.

In the ward, Li Yunyan, who was on an IV drip, looked pale, but after wiping off the dirt, she looked delicate and pretty.Xue Qianben was a young man without a family, and when he saw Li Yunyan's face, he naturally fell in love with him.

After Li Yunyan recovered from her illness, Xue Qian took time to send her home in person, and showed her his love for her, but Li Yunyan flatly rejected her.

After arriving home, Li Yunyan's parents were very enthusiastic about Xue Qian. First, he is the county magistrate. Second, he is also an excellent young man, and his age is also very suitable for their daughter. If they don't have a sweetheart, they hope to take this opportunity to get along with him Climb into relationships so that life at home will not be so tight.

Xue Qian could see what they meant, although he knew they were just trying to get rich, but Li Yunyan's attraction to him was enough to make him forget about it.Taking advantage of Li Yunyan's absence, he expressed his heart to Li's parents and was recognized.

In the days when Lu Deren left, Li Yunyan was always frowning. It was Xue Qian who, regardless of his hard work, always came from the county more than ten kilometers away to make her happy. Sometimes, even just to give her a copy of the newly opened The restaurant's signature dish.Over time, Li Yunyan gradually recognized him, but only as a friend.

However, gradually, Li Yunyan felt that she was always lethargic, lacked energy all day long, and couldn't get enough to eat no matter how much she ate.Distraught, she ran to the people in the village who had just given birth, pretending to be curious about how they felt when they were pregnant, and unexpectedly found that her situation was no different from what they described!

There was really no way, in order not to embarrass her family, she agreed to Xue Qian's marriage proposal, got into a car with red flowers in the envy of the villagers, and became the county magistrate's wife whom everyone admired.

But only she knows what's in her heart.

She just wanted to find a reasonable reason for her child to come into this world.What a shame it is to conceive without marriage in rural areas with closed concepts.

Therefore, she shamelessly took advantage of Xue Qian's feelings for her.

As long as she gets married before her belly bulges, as long as she has a home, she can justifiably give birth to her and Lu Deren's children, and when she arrives in the county, it will be easier to go to Beijing to find Lu Deren. As for those who owe Xue Qian, At that time, she naively thought that she could always pay it back.

But they don't know that in this world, the most difficult thing to repay and settle is the emotional debt.Don't owe anything, and don't owe feelings and favors.

On the wedding night, Xue Qian happily drank a lot of wine and got drunk. Li Yunyan took care of him all night, sleeping on the bed and lying on the sofa.Xue Qian woke up the next day and told Li Yunyan that he was sorry for her because he got drunk on the wedding night.She smiled and didn't say anything, but in the future she would always find various reasons to avoid the affair with Xue Qianxing and his wife.After getting married, Xue Qian loved Li Yunyan so much that she wouldn't let her do any housework, but she was still puzzled by Li Yunyan's attitude towards him.

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Just when he was about to find a time to talk to Li Yunyan, that night, for the first time ever, she took the initiative to kiss his lips, and they were lingering all night, and he forgot the previous question.

In fact, she just wanted to let her child be born in a legitimate way. If she didn't have a union with Xue Qian even once, then when her belly grew bigger, he would definitely doubt it.What's more, which man would be willing to raise children for others.

Nine months later, Li Yunyan gave birth to a son, Xue Jinhan.Xue Qian was very happy, and held a big banquet when the child was full moon, but the protagonist didn't show up.

It turned out that Li Yunyan learned from her natal family that Lu Deren had come back a few months ago, saying that she came to look for Li Yunyan, and left her address in Beijing.But they didn't tell him that Li Yunyan had married the county magistrate as his wife.

On the day when the child was full moon, Li Yunyan packed her clothes, avoided Xue Qian and took the child on the train to Beijing.She left a letter expressing her guilt to Xue Qian.

She took the train for three days and three nights to find Lu Deren's residence, but saw him walking side by side with another woman.

In the small hotel, Lu Deren hugged her and said, "Yunyun, I can't say that you are my woman in front of others, are you still willing to follow me?"

At that time, Li Yunyan, who firmly believed that love is everything, nodded without hesitation: "I would even give birth to a son for you, so what are you afraid of!"

From then on, Li Yunyan became the cousin that Lu Deren mentioned in front of people.He told his soon-to-be-married wife that my cousin-in-law died within a few days of getting married, and Yunyun was alone with a child in his arms, where else could he go besides my cousin?
The kind wife believed it, and treated Li Yunyan even better than her own sister.

(End of this chapter)