If the deep sea is not happy

Chapter 34 Before love and hatred disappear, warm my face with your hands (2)
When Xue Jinhan grew up, he only knew that he didn't have a father, but he had a cousin who treated him better than his biological father. This could be regarded as God's making up for himself.

He has been spoiled by Li Yunyan and Lu Deren since he was a child, he has done all kinds of bad things, often bullied children, and disdain to be friends with those little furry children with runny noses, except for Qin Ye.

Later, after graduating from primary school, Lu Deren sent Xue Jinhan to his school. He relied on his uncle as the principal, so he became even more rascal and caused a lot of trouble. Naturally, someone helped to clean it up, and the teacher dared not speak out. .

At that time, Lu Deren's wife had already gone to Singapore for further studies due to the arrangement of the company. It was during the summer vacation of the third year of junior high school that Li Yunyan finally made up her mind to go back to her natal home, but was kicked out by her parents. For several years after I left, I went to many places to look for her, and finally became discouraged and committed suicide by jumping off the building.

Li Yunyan's mother leaned against the door, weeping: "Xue Qian is a good person, it was ruined by you! You go, our family will have nothing to do with you in the future!"

Returning to Beijing in despair, Li Yunyan hugged Lu Deren and cried, suddenly felt that she was very sorry for Xue Qian, she said: "I can't hold on to such a secretive relationship anymore, why can't you divorce and marry me?"

Outside the half-closed door was Xue Jinhan who had just returned home from a taekwondo training class.He stood there drenched in sweat, listening to the conversation coming from the room, and understood the ins and outs of the whole thing. He only felt cold all over his body in the summer.

The two people in the room were already entangled. He stood outside the door, clenched his fists, loosened them, clenched them... all the blood rushed to his head, he picked up the big vase that Lu Deren usually liked most, and slammed it down!
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Lu Deren and Li Yunyan ran out in disheveled clothes, but they saw Xue Jinhan's blood-red eyes and undisguised hatred.

The beautiful vase shattered to the ground, like the most glaring irony, Xue Jinhan looked at Lu Deren and Li Yunyan, with a hint of sneer at the corner of his mouth: "You guys are really affectionate, this underground love has been going on for more than ten years, and it's still going on. I've never been caught by one."

At that time, Xue Jinhan, on the surface, was always playing those childish tricks to bully people, but his bones were unexpectedly precocious. He saw his cousin who had been called for more than ten years hugging his mother tossing on the bed, and heard the uncle he had called for more than ten years. It was ironic that my cousin was actually my biological father.

"Where's the man who gave me my surname?" He turned and sat on the sofa with an indifferent expression on his face.

Lu Deren held Li Yunyan's arm tightly, and said cautiously, "I committed suicide."

"If you die, you will be clean, so you don't have to see you betraying him like this. Wouldn't that be more painful." His eyes turned to Li Yunyan, "You escaped, right? You haven't divorced that Xue, right? Then, you You can’t get married, don’t you know? Even if he is divorced, you will never be able to be with him in an open and honest manner. Oh no, the one named Xue is dead, and now you can ask your cousin to marry you. "

He said the word "cousin" very clearly, clearly making a mockery.

Lu Deren suddenly ran over and grabbed Xue Jinhan's shoulders, and said eagerly, "Son, I'm sorry for the suffering my father has caused you these few years."

Xue Jinhan brushed her hand away, stood up and said, "If my aunt wasn't barren, uncle, would you still be so kind to me?" After he finished speaking, he walked out the door, "Your affairs will be discussed with me in the future." I have nothing to do with you. Lu Deren, you don't even dare to give me my last name, what qualifications do you think you have to recognize me as a son?"

After that, he began to change, became taciturn, became rebellious, and his original warm smile seemed to be covered with a layer of frost. Like that, he probably blocked his feelings for everyone.

After the first year of high school, Lu Deren's wife came back from studying abroad and brought a divorce agreement. Lu Deren signed it in front of Li Yunyan without even thinking about it.

The principal's divorce had been circulating in the school for a while, but no one knew the inside story. What's more, the principal's attraction to those girls was not as attractive as that of young handsome guys, so after a period of time, it gradually fell silent.

"Li Yunyan said that thanks to the kindness of the principal's ex-wife, she didn't spread the word and blame them, but this made her feel even more uncomfortable." Xia Zhilin lay on the bed and said with emotion, "Such a woman is really rare. If Qin Ye dares to do this, I won't leave him alone!"

Cheng Moyi lay next to Zhilin, closed his eyes and did not speak for a long time.

Could it be, Ah Jin, is this the unknown hurdle in my heart?
Her thoughts were suddenly chaotic, and something vague and erratic wandered in her subconscious like a ghost.She seemed to have discovered something from this story that was not new but enough to attract her attention. She seemed to instinctively want to capture something, and a woman's sixth sense played a huge role at this time.

"Zhilin, give me your phone," she sat up from the bed with an unexpectedly serious tone.

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Xia Zhilin handed her the phone and looked at her inexplicably, wondering why she was so abnormal after hearing this story, "Who are you calling? You should be curious about this story, right?"

Cheng Moyi didn't bother to pay attention to her, and patiently listened to the beeping sound that came from the phone when it was not connected. As soon as the phone was picked up, she immediately said, "Where are you?"

Cheng Tianmu was taken aback, "Moyi, why did you leave your phone at the door? You were so careless. Fortunately, I just picked it up when I came back from the gym."

"…dad."

Cheng Moyi was a little silly: Isn't the phone still at Xue Jinhan's house?Wasn't he just sent to the hospital by me?What's going on?

"Where are you? Have the company's affairs been settled?"

"Ah...it's been done, I'm at Zhilin's house now." I agreed with my father that day that if she really wasn't interested in the company, she could withdraw the company, but she thought about it later and decided to keep the company. After all, it was her father's hard work, so she called Li Lele into the office to say those things after the meeting.

After hanging up the phone, Cheng Moyi took Xia Zhilin's hand and said, "Accompany me to Ah Jin's bar, okay?" This was the first time in three years that she called him in front of others, Ah Jin .

"But I haven't finished that story yet." Xia Zhilin had a childish temper and insisted on letting Cheng Moyi finish listening, "There's only a little bit left, just a little bit."

He really couldn't hold her back, so Cheng Moyi could only sit down and listen to her finish her last sentence.

"That Li Yunyan said, Xue Jinhan hasn't been home for almost ten years, but he will send some money back every once in a while. He used to disappear without a trace, but now he lives in Beijing. When they look for him, he is also caught. Rejected for thousands of miles. In the future, Lu Deren will give up and won't bother Xue Jinhan, but now Li Yunyan has an incurable disease, maybe she can live for a few days, but Xue Jinhan still doesn't want to look at her."

Ah Jin, is the hatred in your heart so tenacious?
"Did he beg you?" Cheng Moyi asked.

Xia Zhilin's eyes widened: "Wow, how do you know?"

Cheng Moyi was shocked by her, "You can think of it, I just wonder why Qin Ye doesn't even know about these things, aren't he and Xue Jinhan good brothers?"

"That's right, Xue Jinhan told him everything, except his own life experience. What's more, this Qin Ye is also a very nervous person, and he has nothing but his brain."

"You, you just like to take advantage of your mouth." Cheng Moyi smiled and poked Zhilin's head, "I don't know how to treasure Qin Ye. If you are not rare, I can recycle it and sell it to others woman."

Xia Zhilin didn't speak, just picked up the baby from the crib and smiled silly.

"What did Lu Deren say?" Cheng Moyi still wanted to help them resolve this grievance, saying that there is no knot between mother and son and father and daughter that cannot be untied. Perhaps in the past few years, Xue Jinhan has also suffered a lot. If possible, just Take it as a good thing.

"Lu Deren said, Xue Jinhan must hate him, so even if he calls to ask, it won't help. He said that Qin Ye is Xue Jinhan's good friend, and he hopes he can help persuade him to go back. Mo Yi , to be honest, Li Yunyan won't live long, Lu Deren told me that she has already reached the terminal stage of lung cancer."

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Seeing Xia Zhilin's excited look, Cheng Moyi said with some contempt: "Why are you gloating when someone else is sick?"

"No way, I was just too surprised by this story. Hey, you said that Li Yunyan is really cruel enough to hurt a man who is sincerely good to her. This world is really unfair."

"Love doesn't make sense." Cheng Moyi pulled Xia Zhilin up, "Now, you can accompany me to find Ah Jin, right?"

Xia Zhilin was dragged to the first floor by Moyi with the baby in her arms, and she kept muttering something, but Moyi ignored her, and said to Xia's mother who was busy making dinner in the kitchen: "Auntie, Zhilin, let me borrow it first." After leaving, Qin Ye will tell him when he comes back later that he will definitely return to Zhao before seven o'clock."

"What? Don't you have dinner yet? I'll cook all of it for your share." Mama Xia ran out of the kitchen wearing an apron, holding a cooking shovel in her hand.

Cheng Moyi smiled and said carelessly, "Then you will save it for us first, I will be here tonight, then tell Qin Ye that if I borrow it, it will be tomorrow morning."

"No problem." Mother Xia laughed.Xia Zhilin blushed with shame, put the baby in a special space surrounded by soft sofas, said "Mom, take care of the baby", and ran out with Cheng Moyi.

Because Qin Ye drove the car to the company, the two had no choice but to take a taxi and go straight to the "Nian" bar.Xia Zhilin asked curiously, "What are you doing there?"

Cheng Moyi leaned his head on Xia Zhilin's shoulder, rubbing his toes exposed on the heels indecently, and was about to answer Zhilin's words, but she exclaimed: "You are a pig, God It's getting colder, and you're still wearing sandals!"

Like a little girl hiding candy and being discovered by her mother, Cheng Moyi's face turned red and then green. Looking at the stiletto sandals on her feet, she forgot to pay attention to Xia Zhilin.

It can't be said, because these shoes were given to her by Xue Jinhan in the hospital when her father fainted, right?If you say it, you will definitely be scolded by Xia Zhilin again.That night, she sat on the bed alone, and carefully opened the bag that Xue Jinhan had stuffed into her hand when she was in the hospital with the moonlight shining through the window.

There was a flash of light, and she opened her eyes wide to see what was lying in the box. It was a pair of exquisite high-heeled sandals, gorgeous diamonds, and playful styles. They were both cute and majestic.

It was only then that she remembered that her pair of shoes had been broken long ago.It turned out that he went back to the hospital again just to give me a pair of shoes?So, did I misunderstand him?
Cheng Moyi hugged the pair of heels and fell into a deep sleep.

When I woke up in the morning, looking at the high heels lying under the covers, it still felt like a dream.She was afraid that it would be like Cinderella's glass slipper, which would reveal its original shape immediately after midnight.

Shouldn't the stuff of a heartless man be scolded severely and then thrown away absolutely?But that pair of shoes was put on by her by accident. Not only was it not thrown into the cold palace, but it was also carefully cared for. She even took a few glances at it before going to bed every night.

It's almost like being possessed by a demon, and there is no cure.Even if the weather is getting cooler, it doesn't matter.

"I... was in a hurry, and I wore the wrong shoes." Cheng Moyi had no choice but to hide his embarrassment like this.

Xia Zhilin pursed her mouth: "So you are a pig, you are so stupid, I will pass by the mall in a while, and I will go up and buy you a pair of shoes first."

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"No, I'll just change it when I get home. Let's hurry up and 'read'. I don't know if he's there yet, or what if I can't get my phone back. I don't want people to mess around with my phone." Then she said to the driver in front, "Please drive faster, we have something urgent."

"No way, are you in such a hurry to get your phone? Why don't you remember a few days ago? If I had known earlier, I would have asked Qin Ye to go there for you. Now I have to go to see him. It's really terrible, but to be honest, the day your accident happened, He is more anxious than anyone else! If you haven’t seen him like that, you’re almost murdered!” When Xia Zhilin mentioned Xue Jinhan’s appearance that day, she trembled all over, “If you say that, he might still have feelings for you. Could it be his mother's matter that made him feel distorted?"

Cheng Moyi slapped her on the head: "Why is the imagination still so rich?"

Laughing and laughing all the way to the destination, Cheng Moyi stepped in without hesitation, and the young waiter really stepped forward again, this time Cheng Moyi said before he could speak: "Is your manager back yet?"

"I'm back, Miss Cheng, please."

Following the waiter, she stood in front of Xue Jinhan's office again, "You said that if I go in this time, will there still be Xia Zhilin's photo on the computer screen?"

Before Xia Zhilin had time to answer, the waiter hurriedly said: "Our manager and Ms. Tian are only ordinary friends, and Ms. Tian hasn't been here for almost a month."

"Really? I thought I could meet this shameless woman!" Although Xia Zhilin's voice was very low, she suppressed a cold hatred, which made the waiter's body tremble uncontrollably. Withdrew immediately.

Cheng Moyi raised his hand and gently knocked on the door, waiting for Xue Jinhan to come.

Suddenly thought of a sentence: I stood outside your door and knocked on happiness, waiting for it to come.It's just Xue Jinhan, is my happiness still with you?

Xia Zhilin panted on the door impatiently, and the unlocked door "clanged" and was kicked open.

Cheng Moyi walked behind her, but found that at the moment the door opened, Xue Jinhan, who had his back to the door, raised his arm and quickly wiped his face before turning around.He was still holding Cheng Moyi's pink mobile phone, watching the person at the door swallow the swear words he was about to say -- "Who the hell is looking for death..."

He looked at Cheng Moyi with disbelief in his eyes. Under the reflection of the light, a tear suddenly appeared in Cheng Moyi's eyes before it could be wiped away.

She stepped forward and stretched out her hand tremblingly, "I'm here to ask for my phone back." It was always like this, when facing him, she was close to collapse.

Xue Jinhan stood there stupidly, looking straight at Cheng Moyi, time seemed to stand still for a moment, and everyone dared not speak out, for fear that if they opened their mouths, there would be no reason to stand here.

It wasn't until Cheng Moyi's arm started to get tired that Xue Jinhan lowered his head, and when he raised it, his brows and eyes changed instantly, his eyes were full of playful smiles, he raised his hand, handed over the phone, and only said one sentence.

"Thank you for taking me to the hospital."

Like a bystander, Xia Zhilin stood at the door without saying a word, but quietly looked into Xue Jinhan's eyes, as if she wanted to see something from inside.

After hearing the story in the hospital, she had an inconceivable change in her mind towards Xue Jinhan. In other words, she slowly forgave what he had done before, except for the harm to Moyi.When he told Qin Ye this story, Qin Ye only said: "Who knows that this story will not work, except Cheng Moyi."

That's why she made up her mind to tell Cheng Moyi the whole story, so that, one day, the knot between him and Cheng Moyi could be resolved.

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Cheng Moyi was shocked, but he still didn't say anything when he took the phone. When he was about to leave, he turned his back to Xue Jinhan and said, "I know about your mother. She has terminal lung cancer, not too long ago." It's been a long time, you should go back and see her." Then she left without looking back.

When she got in the taxi, she hated herself a little. She wanted to sit down quietly with him and talk, but it turned out to be like that. She scratched her hair irritably, but she heard Xia Zhilin saying : "He hurt you like that before, but after I observed it carefully, why do I feel that the way he looks at you is more pampering than Dad Cheng?" She moved her face closer and tried to roll her eyes, "Come on, what are you doing?" Look, there is nothing wrong with my eyes."

Seeing her rolling eyes, Cheng Moyi laughed, but Xia Zhilin said again: "I forgot to mention, I paid special attention to his computer just now, and there is your photo on it."

Her smile froze on her face, and she didn't say anything. The scene of Xue Jinhan in the room on the second floor was enough to shock her, so what was it?

"If he really has feelings for you, are you still willing to be with him?" Xia Zhilin asked hesitantly, although she knew that this kind of assumption was the most likely to hurt people, but what if it was true?
"I don't know, I don't have the courage to assume the future between us," Cheng Moyi sighed, "From the moment I took the child away, I lost all courage. If I am brave enough, Now at least I have the child he left for me to accompany me."

Regardless of the surprised eyes of the driver in front of her, Xia Zhilin hugged Cheng Moyi tightly, not knowing how to comfort her.At this moment, all the words are pale, only the warmth of embracing, within reach.

After the college entrance examination, Xia Zhilin and Qin Ye went to a university in Hainan together, while Cheng Moyi chose to stay in Beijing because he didn't want to leave his father Taiyuan, and went to a foreign language university.The person that everyone focused on, Xue Jinhan, had passed all the papers in the college entrance examination, got on the plane to Shanghai amidst heated discussions, and disappeared from people's sight.

Because of his indifferent personality, the beautiful Cheng Moyi discouraged the boys and became the hottest topic in the foreign language department and the boys' dormitory.During her day, only those who hide in the dormitory and make video calls with Xia Zhilin on the Internet will have a faint smile on her face, delicate and charming, even Xia Zhilin can't help but praise her for being more beautiful as she grows.

During the summer vacation at the end of his sophomore year, Xue Jinhan, who had disappeared from people's sight for two full years, finally called Qin Ye once, and said that if he had a chance, he would come over to play.

At that time, Cheng Moyi was overjoyed, no matter what, it was the best to see him.

(End of this chapter)