If the deep sea is not happy

Chapter 41 Anyone can become vicious, as long as you have tried what is jealousy (1)
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"What's wrong?" Xia Zhilin heard the hesitation in Cheng Moyi's words, and asked tentatively.

Cheng Moyi held back the tears in his eyes and shook his head, thinking about Xia Zhilin but couldn't see, and said: "It's all right, I'll pick you up at your house tomorrow, and go to see the wedding dress with you."

Within a week, Cheng Moyi prepared his passport, visa, and plane ticket, prepared all the certificates he had obtained before, moved all the money he had saved for so many years into a card, and went shopping with Xia Zhilin After visiting the bridal shop for several days, she selected the wedding dress and wedding accessories, and then she spent three days looking for the most reliable nanny, and paid her two years' wages, and asked her to go to work in seven days.

On the last day, Cheng Moyi went to the supermarket to buy a lot of fresh vegetables, cooked a sumptuous dinner for Cheng Tianmu, and placed a bottle of high-end red wine, then called Cheng Tianmu and urged him to go home.

"Huh? What a good day today, how did you do so many delicious food, and even put your mother's photo on it." Cheng Tianmu just entered the house, and felt very strange when he saw Cheng Moyi's extremely formal appearance.

Cheng Moyi sniffed, "It's nothing, I just want to reward you for seeing Dad work hard." She walked over, took Cheng Tianmu to wash his hands, and then pulled him to the dining table with a smile on her face, " Alright, let's have a toast before we eat."He raised his wine glass as he spoke.

Cheng Tianmu smiled kindly, "Okay."

The wine glasses clinked together, swaying gracefully.

After drinking the red wine, Cheng Moyi picked up the chopsticks, "Okay, let's eat." Then he put some food in the bowl in front of the photo of his mother Mo Xiaorui, "Dad, let's eat."

Cheng Tianmu knew her temper, if Cheng Moyi didn't want to say it, no one would be able to ask, so he picked up the chopsticks and carefully tasted every dish Cheng Moyi made.

From the beginning to the end, the two of them didn't say anything else, they just finished eating a table seriously. When Cheng Moyi was packing up the tableware, Cheng Tianmu went into the study to get busy with work. She made a cup of tea and brought it in. Cheng Tianmu He didn't look up while looking at the file, but just said thank you.

Cheng Moyi turned around and walked to the door, then stopped again: "Dad, I..."

"Huh? What's the matter?" Cheng Tianmu raised his head and helped the reading glasses.

Seeing his appearance, Cheng Moyi couldn't say anything, bit her lip, and finally gave up, "It's okay, you can do your work." Then she closed the door and left.

She still didn't have the courage to face Cheng Tianmu's reaction when she found out about this, so she didn't say anything until she went to Xia Zhilin's wedding with her father the next morning.

In the hotel, Xia Zhilin was wearing a beautiful white wedding dress, holding Cheng Moyi's hand and weeping, "Are you really going?"

"Don't cry, it's unlucky to get married today." Cheng Moyi felt sour in his heart, but he still had the prettiest smile on his face, "Look, the makeup is all gone, and I have to ask the makeup artist to do it again later." I'm going to fix your makeup."

She had already told Zhilin about herself. Qin Ye got married today, but Xue Jinhan didn't come, and she didn't have any hope at all. After seeing Xue Jinhan's signature in the small clinic, her heart was completely dead.

"I don't care. I'm going to find Xue Jinhan, that bastard. I'll tell you that Qin Ye won't come back when he gets married! This one deserves a thousand knives!" Xia Zhilin was so angry that she was about to take off her wedding dress. He flew to Shanghai and cut Xue Jinhan into pieces.

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Cheng Moyi held Zhilin's hand to prevent her from being impulsive, "Don't, Zhilin. I used to be self-indulgent, and I don't want to let my last remaining self-esteem be shattered in front of Xue Jinhan! You just let me keep it. Leave here with the last dignity."

"But..." Xia Zhilin had tears in her eyes.

Cheng Moyi interrupted her, "No but! You must keep a secret for me, and you must never tell anyone, you know?"

"Yeah." Xia Zhilin bit her lip and was silent for a long time before finally nodding her head in agreement.

Cheng Moyi looked at his watch. It was past eight o'clock, the wedding started at eleven o'clock, and her plane was also at eleven o'clock.She held Xia Zhilin's hand and said with a sigh: "Time flies so fast, you are getting married soon."

"Yeah, I really want to be a child forever, so I don't have so many troubles." Xia Zhilin sighed, she saw Cheng Moyi's emotional path, and she felt sad in her heart, but she couldn't do anything to help No, maybe it was really like what Qin Ye said, Xue Jinhan was her catastrophe, if she survived it, it would be a sunny day, if she couldn't get over it, it could only be said that the fate of the two of them ended here.

In the remaining time, the two kept chatting about the scandalous things they did before, laughing when they thought of it, but time waits for no one, and it was ten o'clock in a blink of an eye, Cheng Moyi said: "I have to go , I have to go home to get my luggage."

"Then I'll go with you." Xia Zhilin stood up and almost tripped over the hem of her skirt.

Cheng Moyi pressed her on the bed, "What are you going to do, Qin Ye can't get married without you alone."

"No, I must go," Xia Zhilin said firmly, "If you don't let me go, I won't take care of Dad Cheng for you."

Actually threatened, Cheng Moyi rubbed his forehead helplessly: "Okay." Then he left through the back door with Xia Zhilin in a wedding dress.It's not that she didn't want to say goodbye to her father who was chatting with Xia's mother in front, and take another look at him, but she was afraid that she would never have the courage to turn around and leave after seeing her father.

On the way to the airport, the taxi kept looking at the pair with strange eyes. A woman was carrying luggage, and a woman was wearing a wedding dress with a serious face.

No one spoke, Cheng Mo leaned on the back of the chair and fell asleep all the way with his head tilted.Last night, she had been struggling mentally over whether she should confess to Cheng Tianmu or not. She tossed and turned until after four o'clock in the morning before falling asleep in a daze, and then got up at six o'clock to accompany Xia Zhilin to put on her bridal makeup.

At the farewell airport, Xia Zhilin hugged Cheng Moyi, said to take care, and cried again.

"Your eyes will get swollen if you cry again. How can you still get married? Remember, to be the most beautiful bride, even though I slipped away as a bridesmaid very incompetently, you must remember to smile." Cheng Moyi patted her on the back, "Be good, Zhilin, when I get settled in Canada, bring the VCR over and let me take a good look at your wedding."

Passengers coming and going looked at them and cast curious eyes.

"It's getting late, go back quickly, I'll just wait by myself." Xia Zhilin refused, and Mo Yi forced her into the taxi and closed the door.

The driver stepped on the accelerator very understandingly, and flew away.Cheng Moyi looked at the disappearing taxi, the smile on his face faded, and he walked into the airport very decadently.

In this way, she flew to Canada for three years. During the three years, while working everywhere, she was admitted to the University of Toronto, thinking that if she was busy, she could forget everything, but found that it was completely futile.

Many nights, she would dream of a baby covered in blood, lying on the ground and shouting: Mom, mom... She would also have a dream, in which there was a deep blue and dark green seaweed entangled and spread around her body.

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Cheng Moyi has been in pain for so long, thinking that by closing her heart, she can forget everything, but now, because of Tian Xiaoxiao's simple and emotionless sentence "Cheng Moyi, where is your child", she Once again fell into hell, beyond redemption.

What a cruel and tireless thing to recall the past.

died.

What a simple two syllables, who knows how long it took her time and courage to say it?
"Of course he's dead," Tian Xiaoxiao threw away the red wine glass in his hand, laughing exaggeratedly, "Don't you want to know who killed your unborn child?"

Cheng Moyi raised his lowered head suddenly, his originally beautiful eyes became so terrifying at this moment: "What do you mean?!"

Outside the door, Xue Jinhan, who was chasing anxiously, put down the man in the suit, and the hand that was about to push the door froze in the air.

child? !
She said the child is dead? !

He who wanted to rush in immediately took back his steps.

The snowy night in Shanghai came to mind, he and Cheng Moyi had a lingering night, and the next day, before he woke up, Cheng Moyi left, and there was no news from then on.

For a long time, what his mother Li Yunyan did made him feel that he was not worthy to stand with such a kind Cheng Moyi. He indulged himself and wanted to make himself completely bad, so that Cheng Moyi would give up.Therefore, he didn't ask where Cheng Moyi went, nor did he think about the ending of that night's lingering. He just rejoiced that maybe he was right in not saying the promise.

Cheng Moyi, she is such a warm woman, she should have a different life.

And he, Xue Jinhan, is just a gangster in the underworld with a lot of money, but what qualifications does he have to talk about the future, and what qualifications does he have to promise Cheng Moyi happiness?

That kind of him, timid, cowardly, cold and ruthless in front of the girl he likes, but flirtatious with the girls who don't know which one is A, B, and C.

So, she left and he was silent.

The day after Qin Ye and Xia Zhilin got married, he was let go by Brother Da Da, who promised him to return to Beijing.At that time, I didn't see Cheng Moyi, he didn't ask, and everyone didn't mention it in front of him, so I always thought that she finally broke with the past and started a new life.

So he finally felt relieved, opened a hotel in Beijing, decorated it according to the original description Cheng Moyi had given him, and made it a noble bar in Beijing within a year, but no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't He managed to forget her and start over, but Tian Xiaoxiao refused to leave him no matter how much he scolded him, so he closed his relationship for three years.

But now, what are they talking about? !child?whose child?whose child died?
The door was quietly opened a crack, and he slid down against the wall, slumped on the ground, concentrating on it, trying to understand the whole story.

Tian Xiaoxiao's words not only surprised Xue Jinhan, but also made Cheng Moyi, who had always been calm, let go of all his defenses in an instant. He knew that there was a dark story behind these words, but he was still anxious I really want to know if the only thing I thought I missed died in Xue Jinhan's hands!

If it is, it will hurt again if it is a big deal, but if it is not?Could she avenge her child?
She held back her tears, not wanting to show her fragility in front of the woman she hated the most in her life.The fist was clenched tighter and tighter until there was a clucking sound, and the knuckles were obviously white.

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"Who?!"

The word popped out almost through gnashing of teeth.

Looking at Cheng Moyi's embarrassed look, Tian Xiaoxiao finally felt better.

Looking at her expression, it seems that she has always used self-righteous thinking to miss some things in life that should be cherished. Cheng Moyi tightly controlled the restlessness and anger deep in her heart to meet the one who might hit her. A story that shatters all her emotions.

"Is that why you want to know?" Tian Xiaoxiao raised a sarcasm at the corner of his mouth, "It doesn't look like it! When you went to Canada, I thought you had forgotten your child long ago!"

She walked up to Cheng Moyi, pinched her chin, and looked down at Cheng Moyi's pale face: "I even gave up the chance to go to college because of Xue Jinhan, but he ignored me. When I got there, he was poor, so I went to the nightclub to earn money, but he actually said that my money was dirty, and satirized me again and again, but what to do, I just love him, in order to stay by his side, I can stand anything!"

Cheng Moyi turned his head to the side, and shook off Tian Xiaoxiao's hand on his chin.

Tian Xiaoxiao smiled, walked to the opposite sofa and sat down, and continued, "Later, because of an accident, he saved Brother Dahai, the gangster in that area, and Brother Hai actually opened a KTV for him in order to repay him. 'Tianyu', he used the first money to buy a flat opposite the KTV, but he didn't let anyone in, not even me..."

"Sorry, I'm not in the mood to listen to your history of blood and tears!" Cheng Moyi rudely interrupted her, his face livid.

Tian Xiaoxiao immediately rushed over like crazy, "No, you have to listen! Later I stole his key and sneaked in once, but he ignored me for three months, even I followed a Chengdu Xue Jinhan didn't respond when the man became his lover! Later, I couldn't stop thinking about him, and when I came back, he ignored me even more. Only then did I know that you are you, Cheng Moyi, because of you He kept seducing him during those two years, that's why he treated me like this!"

Her hands pinched Cheng Moyi's neck fiercely, her nails were thin and long, embedded in the flesh, it hurt very much.

Cheng Moyi struggled to break Tian Xiaoxiao's hand away, panting and said: "You lunatic, Xue Jinhan doesn't have you in his heart, it's none of my business, when we left Beijing three years ago, we had nothing to do with each other, you If you have the ability, then go grab his heart!" She shook off Tian Xiaoxiao with a cold expression.

Yes, from the day they saw the picture of Xue Jinhan and Tian Xiaoxiao happily, they were over.Or, when they saw Xue Jinhan's signature on the operation sheet, they were completely finished.

He actually stunned her in order not to have a child!

How ridiculous!

"Cheng Moyi, haven't you been blaming Xue Jinhan for killing your child? Aren't you already engaged to Li Zerui? Didn't you say that you and Xue Jinhan are completely over? Well, that's great, then let me tell you, kill him." Your child's person is not him, but me!"

"what?!"

"Yes, I was not convinced at the beginning, so I bought someone to investigate everything about you, but I didn't expect that you were pregnant. I was afraid that you would find Xue Jinhan to threaten him to marry you, so I sent you those pornographic photos. The purpose was to make you give up on taking away the child, but you still didn't go to the hospital. At that time, I was very anxious, because I was afraid that you would tell Xue Jinhan, and then he would leave me and marry you! I couldn't let him do that, I love him so much, I can't lose him, even if his heart doesn't belong to me, as long as I can be by his side, that's enough."

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Tian Xiaoxiao laughed, "So, I set up a game. Originally, I thought you were so smart, and I was afraid that you would not be hooked. I found a man with a voice similar to Xue Jinhan to make the call. You go to Shanghai On that day, I drugged Xue Jinhan and let him lie down in the hotel to sleep. When he appeared on his bed and had fun with me, he was just a man similar to him. You passed out in the elevator, I was the one who lied to you The medicine is also the small clinic that that man and I sent you to, and then signed Xue Jinhan's name on the abortion operation sheet."

She leaned into Cheng Moyi's ear: "How is it? I'm smart, his signature font, but I practiced it for a long time before I got it right."

Cheng Moyi didn't have any words anymore. Looking at the woman in front of her, she never imagined that she was so vicious. In order to get her so-called love, she actually used her child as an innocent sacrifice!

God, she really couldn't say anything.It turned out that after so many years of tormenting and hating Xue Jinhan, everything turned out to be a conspiracy manipulated in the name of love!It turned out that during the three years of intertwined love and hate, someone hid behind her pain and laughed heartily!

Cheng Moyi, you are so stupid!
Have you forgotten that you once left a scar on Xue Jinhan's back that will never heal?Have you forgotten that Xue Jinhan never said more than ten words when he was angry?

Cheng Moyi, you killed your own child with your own hands!It was you who gave Tian Xiaoxiao a chance and killed his own child!She held her head, feeling powerless for such a truth, her tears dried up, and she could no longer shed them.

Tian Xiaoxiao was still smiling, smiling at Cheng Moyi's painful expression, she picked up the apple and gnawed it while saying, "Cheng Moyi, do you know that the happiest thing in my life is watching you suffer!"

The door of the private room was kicked open with a bang, Xue Jinhan stood at the door with a livid face, exuding a murderous look all over his body, he gritted his teeth, "Tian Xiaoxiao! How dare you come back!"

Tian Xiaoxiao saw who was coming, her exquisite makeup couldn't hide her instant loss of color, her whole body trembled, "You... how could you... be here?" Then she turned her head to look at Cheng who was still holding her head in pain. Mo Yi, "You bitch, you actually called Xue Jinhan!"

Cheng Moyi raised her head in pain, and met Xue Jinhan's sad eyes, but she didn't know how to face it. She used to love him, and she loved him without dignity, but she also hated him, and hated him to the bottom of her heart. But it was a farce arranged by Tian Xiaoxiao!

Child, her last thought was actually killed by jealousy!
Cheng Moyi couldn't accept it. She would rather Xue Jinhan killed their child with her own hands, than it would be so painful when she knew the truth three years later.

Ah Jin, how do you want me to face you?
She hugged her head, screaming and wanted to escape, but Xue Jinhan pulled her into her arms, even though she punched and kicked, she would not let go.

"Momo, Momo...I'm sorry." He hugged the woman in his arms tightly, his heart was wet.Thousands of words are not enough to express his apology, express his remorse.If he hadn't just stayed outside, he might have been kept in the dark for the rest of his life, until he died alone.

Tian Xiaoxiao, why didn't he think that this woman would not let it go?He shouldn't have nodded his head when she asked, "You two have sex?"However, he hated himself more, hated himself for being so timid and cowardly, he couldn't even protect the people he wanted to protect, and he was deceived by Tian Xiaoxiao for so many years!

Damn it, Xue Jinhan, you are not a man!

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He scolded himself bitterly, and even wanted to cut himself into pieces to apologize to Cheng Moyi.

Tian smiled.

He swore that he would never let her go easily this time!

Cheng Moyi gradually calmed down in his arms, Xue Jinhan helped her to the sofa, and closed the door with one kick.He saw the two bouquets of blue roses on the tea table at a glance. They had long lost their luster and lay there limply. The card was soaked in snow, and the words on it could vaguely recognize the original appearance.

Tian Xiaoxiao didn't know what to do for a long time, she even forgot to run away, and just stood there blankly, watching Xue Jinhan's every move.I have to admit that Xue Jinhan, a monster, even looks so handsome when he is angry.

(End of this chapter)