Your warmth, my love

Chapter 193 There is nothing like marriage to prove that a man cares about your attitude
Zou Moyan's reaction was to freeze there, he looked at me and didn't speak, I grabbed his hand and put it on my heart, "I know you're doing it for my own good, I know everything you do, I know everything, I'm selfish, I'm hypocritical, I take myself too seriously, Mo Yan, do you like such a He Jiaran?"

"You are Mrs. Zou." Zou Moyan kissed my brow, "Is there anything else that can prove my attitude better than this?"

Yes, indeed not.

Nothing can prove that a man cares about you more than marriage, and nothing can withstand the test more than his feelings for me.

I took the initiative to get close to Zou Moyan, and gently kissed the corner of his lips, "Zou Moyan, thank you for loving me."

Zou Moyan hugged me in his arms, his hands moved on my back, I hugged him tightly like a drowning person twisting and turning a lifebuoy, Zou Moyan's movements were very gentle, as if he was Caring for a precious treasure, he cares about my feelings very much, magnifies every reaction of mine, my pain, my joy, all are treasured by him.

It's been a long time since we got so deep into each other's bodies. Zou Moyan was very patient. He came in after making sure that I was fully ready. He hugged me and put me in the troughs and peaks again and again. Under the exaggeration of this atmosphere Next, I forgot everything, and followed his pace, tightly intertwined in this long night.

Speaking of having a child, although Zou Moyan didn't express his opinion, his actions at the last moment betrayed his thoughts. He shot those seeds on my stomach, just like before, and wiped them carefully for me. I looked at him and knew what he cared about, and I couldn't help feeling a little distressed in my heart.

Zou Moyan is still sensitive about this kind of matter. To put it bluntly, he wants to give me the most perfect side and prevent me from seeing these shortcomings.

But Zou Moyan, I am your wife, no matter what the problem is, we will face it together.

We slept very well that night. Although I woke up twice in the nightmare, I quickly calmed down. Zou Moyan kept hugging me. In fact, everyone knows that sleeping in a hug position is very uncomfortable, but he wanted to Give me a sense of security, so that I can feel his presence at any moment.

In the morning when he went to work, I went to find Gao Ziqian.

Gao Ziqian was not surprised that I came, I said my reason for coming, and asked about Zou Moyan's current physical condition, and when we could have children.

I have never been to my aunt, never.

Gao Ziqian made an appointment with me to draw blood and asked me to do a detailed examination. As for Zou Moyan, he will make an appointment to do it with me.

I thought of Lu Chengying again in Gao Ziqian's hospital. He followed me like a shadow. The emergency room is also under the control of his people, but his people are not trying to kill me, but to delay the time, Zou Moyan and Zhou Luo are the same, those people have no weapons, just fists and kicks, and after a while Zou Moyan wants to come up, but those people Even if it is blocked, it will not hurt, it is just delayed."

I said 'hmm', and Gao Ziqian continued, "Mo Yan is fully prepared, and there are people ambushing outside, but Zhou Luohe, Chang'an and Pan Yiming came by themselves, Mo Yan didn't ask them to help, as for me , Zou Moyan also told me not to interfere, otherwise I would not have gone to the emergency room at that critical moment. In fact, this was a premeditated suicide incident. He Jiaran, unfortunately, you are the witness of this whole incident. I caught Lu Chengying's hook."

I knew that this was a suicide incident planned by Lu Chengying himself, but what I didn't expect was that the person he ambushed was not trying to harm Zou Moyan, but just to delay time and have a space to be alone with me.

"I know, all this happened, and he's gone." I sighed, "Actually, I know it all, but I just can't forget it a lot of times."

"When I was hypnotizing you, you kept calling Lu Chengying's name." Gao Ziqian looked at me with a half-smile, "You must know that Zou Moyan's face turned green when he was listening."

I don't know what happened under hypnosis, "What else did I say?"

"You said Lu Chengying don't leave, you kept repeating this sentence, many times you sat up excitedly."

This is probably a thought in my heart, I don't want Lu Chengying to leave, I don't want to see him die by my side.

But what can I do? Everyone advised me that all this is over.

Gao Ziqian didn't say anything consoling, but just told me to take good care of my body. If I want to have children, I must first be in good health.

Coming out of Gao Ziqian, I wandered around the city alone. It was already summer, and white legs and white breasts began to flow on the street again. The city was still busy, and lying down was still the most inconspicuous one. .

As I was walking, I suddenly thought of my house that had not been rented out.

I really had the key to that house, took a taxi and went to that address. When I got home, I was about to open the door. The neighbor next to me was about to come out. When he saw me, he said in surprise, "Oh, you It can be regarded as coming back.”

I pointed to myself, and he nodded, but I knew that this person was my neighbor, and he had talked to those who came in and out several times before, but there was no intersection.

"Someone sent you a box before, and there was no one in your house, so he entrusted me to hand it over to you. Wait a minute, and I'll take it for you." The neighbor turned around and entered his home, and took it out soon He took out an exquisite black box with a password on it, and he handed the box to me, "The man said that whenever he sees you, he wants me to hand it to you."

"who?"

"It's called Jing Qi, and you gave me 500 yuan to make sure I do it. A few days ago, I saw someone coming to your house, and I knew it wasn't you, so I just didn't give it out."

I really have an impression. When Jing Qi left that time, he said that he had delivered something to me. At that time, I was with Zou Moyan. I didn't dare to go even knowing that he was the person Lu Chengying arranged by my side. To provoke, he said he had delivered something to me, and I completely forgot about it.

I took the box, thanked the neighbors, and returned to my home.

The house is still the same as before I left. I changed my shoes and looked carefully at the password on the box. What will Jing Qi give me?

The box is very delicate, and the code lock is a six-digit code. I tried my birthday directly, but it didn’t open. I thought about other numbers, but I still couldn’t open it. The code card didn’t tell me about the box Jing Qi gave me. , what's the matter! !

After thinking about it, I tried Lu Chengying's birthday, but I didn't think about it, the box opened immediately.

He used to use this method to create a sense of presence.

Inside the box was a card and a piece of paper with a note:

Jiajia, the money in this card was given to me by your father to repay your family’s debts. I have never had the chance to pay you back. I don’t have time to meet your father in person. Please pass this card over to me. It will put a perfect end to these things, some things, I prepared two years ago.

Goodbye, He Jiaran.

never see again.

The date was several months ago. I held the letter and wept bitterly on the keyboard.

For a long time, I have felt aggrieved by so many things, but I have never vented it. I am afraid, I am timid, I dare not even cry, and many times I lick my own wounds. Zou Moyan knew that I was afraid that I would influence him.

But today I was finally able to cry happily. It turned out that Lu Chengying had already arranged everything. He should have already made plans to leave this world when he wrote this letter to me. He was right, two years He was about to do this a few days ago, but it was delayed until two years later because he had to take care of me.
Memories are full of those bits and pieces. I held that card, and I felt mixed feelings. If I had this money, I could pay off all the debts, give Aunt Cai a good environment, and support myself. I don't need to be taken care of by Lu Chengying for everything. After all, it's completely unclear who to blame for these things.

I cried for a long time, and the more I cried, the happier I felt. I put away the letter and the card properly. I was not as depressed as before. I packed some summer clothes, thinking that it would be summer soon, and I couldn’t I have to buy new ones for everything. Although Mr. Zou can make a lot of money, I can't waste it too much!

I took a taxi to Zou Moyan's company. The secretary at the front desk knew me. I took the general manager's elevator and went up. The secretary's staff also greeted me when they saw me. I didn't stop me. I came to Zou Moyan's office smoothly all the way. Standing at the door, I heard Zhou Luo arguing with Zou Moyan inside.

Said it was a quarrel, because they thought their voices were very loud, and it could be heard that both of them were very excited.

"Zou Moyan, no matter what, you have to leave tomorrow!"

"not the right time yet."

"Can you stop messing around, even I can see that you are getting more and more unable to control yourself. How long do you want to delay? If it gets serious, your whole nervous system will be damaged."

"I know, but not now."

"Whatever you want, I'll see what you do when you can't even hold your chopsticks, and you can't control your emotions at all!"

Can't hold your chopsticks?
Gao Ziqian also talked about this issue that day, saying that it can't be delayed. I thought it was a matter of Zou Moyan's body. Gao Ziqian also explained that it was fine. Why is Zhou Luo still talking about this matter now? Could it be the body?
What happened to Zou Moyan?
While I was thinking, the little fox patted me on the shoulder from behind. I was startled, but she smiled and said, "What are you doing? What are you doing? Is there anything interesting in it?"

(End of this chapter)