Your warmth, my love

Chapter 74
Until now, I don't know what kind of medicine Zou Moyan injected me. Of course, I don't know how I came to the hospital. All the pictures in my memory are the pictures of him tying me with a tie. My Begging, my tears, under his cold appearance, turned into a very ridiculous scene.

Zou Moyan's behavior during this time has gradually become clear. He can pamper me like no one else, and he can abuse me physically and mentally when it's just the two of us. I always thought he loved me, but now it seems that this so-called Why does love scare me so much?

I began to think about what Lu Chengying said, perhaps, his return is not to relive old dreams with me, but for a revenge that no one can see.
"Sister Jiaran." Zhou Ling's small head appeared at the door of the ward. She looked left and right, made sure no one was there, and then came in. She asked cautiously, "How do you feel?"

I nodded quietly, "It's okay."

Zhou Ling breathed a sigh of relief, and sat next to me, "I overheard Zhou Luo calling Zou Moyan, and I knew you were hospitalized. I came to see you."

"Thank you Zhou Ling." I forced a smile, "I'm fine."

"Zou Moyan knows how to bully you. Zhou Luo has told him many times, but it feels like he doesn't listen to him every time. In fact, we have advised him, but you know who he is, and you have a better temper. Still stubborn."

"Who is Cher?"

"You mean Zou Xue!" Zhou Ling covered her mouth immediately after speaking, and looked at me in embarrassment, "You know that?"

邹雪
Ha ha
Should I know?Or am I like a fool paying for the love between Li Nan and Zou Moyan?

Seeing that I didn't speak, Zhou Ling's expression also became awkward. I didn't know what to say now. Li Nan said that the child would be called mother. I think it must be in his early one year old, and I left Zou Moyan for two years. A little more time is enough for them to conceive this little life together.

Turns out they had a child.
"Sister Jiaran, why are you crying? Let Zou Moyan know that you will scold me to death." Zhou Ling gave me a tissue and explained, "In fact, Zou Moyan doesn't love Li Nan, we can all see that, but That kid is so cute, we really."

"You all know about Li Nan and Zou Moyan? You also know about the existence of that child?" I interrupted Zhou Ling, Zhou Ling looked down at his fingers, and nodded after a while, and I laughed all of a sudden, " So it turns out that Li Nan is your sister-in-law."

"No, we were all joking around, but we always thought that you were our sister-in-law."

I closed my eyes, with tears streaming down my face. Zhou Ling's words untied my knots. Similarly, they also let me see clearly the purpose of Zou Moyan's approach to me. Like what Lu Chengying said, all of this is really nothing Yo so simple.

It hurts.

"Zhou Ling, can you lend me your mobile phone? I forgot mine at home." In order to prevent Zhou Ling from becoming suspicious, I emphasized, "I want to ask for leave for my leader."

Zhou Ling gave me the phone, "Wow."

I took the phone, and in order to avoid making Zhou Ling suspicious by calling Lu Chengying, I edited a message for him. After sending it, I chose to delete it immediately, and then sent it to Sister Liu of our unit in a decent manner. I sent a text message and asked her to ask for leave for me.

I have never doubted Zhou Ling, but Zhou Luo has always worn a pair of crotch pants with Zou Moyan. Since Zhou Luo is assured that Zhou Ling will come out alone, it is natural to have all the security systems in place so that the phone will not be monitored. I don't know, I can only take a gamble.

The only person who can rescue me now is Lu Chengying.

In other words, the only person I can trust is Lu Chengying.

My bargaining chip is very simple, like the fire two years ago, I said, Chengying, save me
This time, it was no exception.

There was the sound of leather shoes hitting the ground in the corridor. Zhou Ling and I both looked at the door. According to the sound of the steps, this person must not be Zou Moyan, and it is impossible for Lu Chengying to come here so soon.

Zhou Luo's expression was very ugly when he entered the door, especially when he looked at Zhou Ling and looked at me again, Zhou Ling pulled his sleeve to act cute for a while, and his expression slowly eased.

"go home."

"No, I'm here to accompany Sister Jiaran."

"What do you worry about other people's housework!" Zhou Luo glanced at me, and pulled Zhou Ling out with a cold face.

I watched their backs as they left, and buried my face in the pure white sheets.

Zou Moyan came back a few minutes after they left. Seeing me lying motionless, he also took off his shoes and came up, wrapping his arms around my waist from behind. My whole body tensed up instinctively, and the consciousness of self-defense came up. Zou Moyan patted my shoulder lightly, and murmured, "I'm back."

I didn't want to talk or move, so I just lay there obediently, Zou Moyan sighed deeply, and hugged me tighter, "Jiajia, there are two more questions for Truth or Dare, you can continue to ask .”

"It's not necessary." My eyes looked at the moonlight outside the window, and the corners of my mouth slowly raised, "You want me to ask who Zou Xue is, and you want me to ask where you went, right?"

Zou Moyan turned my whole body around, stared at me, and asked, "Don't you want to know?"

"I don't want to." I closed my eyes, not wanting to meet his gaze, "Even if it's your wife or your child, so what, you will call me a third party who meddles in other people's lives, you Will ruin my reputation, will you let me go?"

Zou Moyan took a deep breath, I still didn't look at him directly, "I know you hate me, you've been venting all your dissatisfaction, I understand, so I will bear it silently, Mo Yan, you have to know, My body is here with you, and my heart is also here, you can torture as much as you want, your means and methods are meaningless to me."

"It doesn't make sense?" Zou Moyan pinched my chin with force, his voice was a little low, "He Jiaran, if this is considered to be venting my emotions to you, I'm too gentle, and you still bear it silently, hmph, look Come on, you really don’t know what real venting is.”

It turned out that when I did this, the physical and mental pleasure was such a high level, but now, I am in pain like I am about to die.

I am terrified, I am disappointed.
I can't wait to die right away, this is the love I told Lu Xiaoxiao, my love that flies to the flame.
Zou Moyan abused me in many poses that I had never seen before. When the sky gradually dawned, he got dressed and went out. I was discovered by the nurse during the ward rounds. I came with the nurse and Lu Chengying.

My mouth was very swollen, and the corners of my mouth were covered with the liquid left by Zou Moyan. My body was covered with bruises, and none of it was intact. Seeing my appearance, Lu Chengying silently left the ward. The nurse carefully put on some clothes for me. , Send me to the gynecologist for a checkup.

I was as numb as a rag doll, my consciousness gradually lost, and I passed out at the door of the gynecology clinic.

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When I woke up, I was in my own home. My quilt was still my quilt, and my bed was still my bed. Lu Chengying was sitting by the bed and was playing with her mobile phone. Seeing me open my eyes, she asked with concern, "Is there anything?" not feeling well?"

"My whole body hurts." I glanced out the dark window, "Is it dark?"

"You've been dizzy for a day, I'll get you something to eat."

Lu Chengying came back with a bowl of porridge. He was not the kind of person who would feed me patiently, so he put the straw on the side of the cup, "The doctor said you can only eat this. There is a straw, so you can drink it yourself."

I drank the porridge quietly, and Lu Chengying looked at me with an unbelievable expression on his face.

"There is a tearing wound, you need to rest."

"Ah."

"Jiajia, Zou Moyan treats you like this, I won't let him go."

"No, Lu Chengying, don't fight Zou Moyan for me, he is no longer what he used to be."

Lu Chengying sighed, "Is he the only one in your eyes? Jiajia, look at your current appearance, isn't it thanks to him? Do you have Stockholm Syndrome? He abused you and you are addicted. Can't leave him?"

"I do not have."

"Girls with a hard mouth have always been disliked, Jiajia, you forgot. When I rescued you from the fire two years ago, you also behaved like this!"

I turned around and didn't want to talk. If I wanted to quarrel, I had never won. Lu Chengying seemed helpless, and sighed: "Forget it, if these things were compared to you, I guess I would have been pissed off by you long ago."

(End of this chapter)