Your warmth, my love

Chapter 75 Love is drinking arsenic with a smile

Chapter 75 Love is drinking arsenic with a smile

Under Lu Chengying's meticulous care, my body gradually recovered, and Zou Moyan never showed up again. When I was fully recovered, Lu Chengying also started to be busy and often didn't see anyone for three or two days.

I moved out of Zou Moyan's house, in other words, I didn't move out, but I never went back.

I took a half-month vacation, and I started to go to work after my injuries healed a bit, and the unit is a yearly New Year gathering. Under the care of the leader, Lao Yu gave us all red envelopes, He Changan The money has been deposited in, and my performance salary this month is No.1 in the whole bank, and the figures are very objective.

I offered 40 yuan to Lu Chengying, and he accepted it without refusing.

The money my brother couldn't get back, I had to pay him back, because between me and Lu Chengying, I don't want to owe him too much.

Lu Xiaoxiao also became taciturn, and often looked at me without saying a word, and I never saw Pan Yiming come to her again, everything was as if nothing had happened.

Lao Yu is very satisfied with the completion of the performance, and he would praise me every meeting. Yu Xiaomai signed a formal employment contract, came to our department, and went in and out with Song Li every day, discussing fashion and caring about trends. Girlfriend's yes.

When Lao Yu gave me some work, I became more and more lazy, as if I had seen through it all, and I didn’t go to any social gatherings. I went to and from work every day and went home to eat. I never went to my brother’s place. Money He didn't bring it back to me either, which is what I expected. My sister-in-law is his pillow person, and my brother is a soft-hearted person. After all, he was the one who made the move first, so naturally there is no reason to ask for money.

After I returned my savings to Lu Chengying, I didn't have much left in my hand. The matter of buying a house was delayed. Thinking that the rent of the house was changed, I couldn't help but think about the recent expenses.

"Jiajia, Fu Xuan said to invite the two of us to dinner tonight." Lu Xiaoxiao shook her phone in front of me. She has been very skinny recently and she has no look at all. "Let's go together after get off work."

Fu Xuan, Lu Xiaoxiao's blind date?
I politely refused: "I won't go."

"I don't want to go either, but Fu Xuan asked me to thank him for his help during the last blind date. I thought about it for a long time, let's go together, as if it were to accompany me."

I didn't have anything to do when I went back at night, so I agreed.

"Xiaoxiao." I asked him to come out with me, and we both went to the separate reception room, "I always wanted to ask you, why did you commit suicide?"

"I just want to forget Pan Yiming and start over. I didn't use the courage, so I chose this way." Lu Xiaoxiao looked at me and smiled hard, "But what should I do? Jiajia, I still Can't forget him."

I can fully understand Lu Xiaoxiao's current mood, knowing that there is nothing I can do, I can only comfort her: "Pan Yiming is serious about you, I can see that there may be some realistic resistance in front of you, it depends on how you go about it face."

"I know all of this." Lu Xiaoxiao looked at me at this time, her eyes filled with tears instantly, she sobbed and refused to speak, in front of the so-called love, Lu Xiaoxiao's innocence paid for Pan Yiming's resolute hatred.

Lu Xiaoxiao suddenly came over and hugged me, her tears flowed wantonly on my shoulders, those words that can't be said are not so important at the moment, her grievance, her dissatisfaction, at this moment, silently vented come out.

"Lu Xiaoxiao, if you forget so easily, you won't love him so much."

"Pan Yiming is a good man. We have lost to reality. If he proposes marriage to our family, we may still have a chance, but if he refuses, I think we will end here." Lu Xiaoxiao's eyes were full of deep Deep despair, "It's like Zou Moyan hurt you so much, you still love him, otherwise you wouldn't leave him now."

The appearance of Zou Moyan appeared in my mind, and I smiled wryly: "The so-called love is just drinking arsenic with a smile."

In the evening, Fu Xuan came to pick us up. He should have just got off work. He looked very energetic in a suit and leather shoes. He drove to the restaurant of a five-star hotel nearby. Lu Xiaoxiao was still depressed. Fu Xuan asked her what she would do. What to say, when it was time to order, Lu Xiaoxiao said that she had no appetite, and only wanted a dessert, and I said anything would be fine, so Fu Xuan decided to order according to his own taste.

"Can you two women who have been hurt by love stop doing this? I saw that it affected my appetite. Lu Xiaoxiao, the whole world knows about your suicide, and you, He Jiaran, you and that Zou Moyan are really speechless !" Fu Xuan cut the steak gracefully, his eyes wandering between me and Lu Xiaoxiao, "Didn't anyone tell you that if you get angry, you will grow old very easily?"

Lu Xiaoxiao sighed leisurely: "You don't understand."

"I don't understand why, I didn't say it, you two look at the person you are looking for, I don't understand Pan Yiming, that Zou Moyan is different, he is a pervert with a high IQ."

Fu Xuan looked familiar, chatting with us in various ways, Lu Xiaoxiao ignored him, and I didn't know what to say, Fu Xuan quickly realized the problem, took a tissue to wipe his mouth, pursed his mouth and left people.

Lu Xiaoxiao was eating dessert, staring at Razhu in a daze in front of her, "Jiajia, are we going to start a new life?"

I nodded.

But how easy is the new life?If it's really that easy, why would Lu Xiaoxiao commit suicide, and why should I be so depressed?
Lu Xiaoxiao snapped her fingers, and the waiter came to him immediately. Lu Xiaoxiao ordered a few bottles of wine. When I heard the year, I drank one bottle and one less bottle.

The waiter quickly prepared the red wine. During the process of sobering up, Lu Xiaoxiao kept staring at the dark red liquid in a daze, "Jiajia, do you know why I chose to take sleeping pills? Because I think it hurts too much to cut my wrist. This red color really looks like blood."

Lu Xiaoxiao felt that death could solve everything because he had never had such a hurdle in his peaceful life. She also knew clearly that as long as she wanted something, Lu Chengying would definitely give it to her. This Pan Yiming was an accident, and it was also Lu Xiaoxiao's forever Can't get enough of the pain.

But I'm different. I don't have the courage to die. What happened to Lu Xiaoxiao completely woke me up. In the torment that Zou Moyan gave me, death is the easiest way to escape.

And what he gave me, besides the pain in the body, was also the fear in the heart.

Each of us sipped a glass of red wine back and forth, chatting at first, but then neither of us talked, Lu Xiaoxiao had something on his mind, and I was not happy, and when Lu Chengying came to pick us up, we both drank red wine Almost ten bottles.

I was not drunk at all, so I looked at Lu Chengying soberly. After he put Lu Xiaoxiao in the car, he carefully tied the scarf on me, "Don't drink like this in the future, it will hurt your health."

"Yeah." I lowered my head, "Lu Chengying, let's go sing, I really want to sing now, especially the one I miss, is that okay?"

Without the slightest hesitation, Lu Chengying drove directly to Blu-ray. Lu Xiaoxiao was already asleep. Lu Chengying gave her a room on the Blu-ray for her to sleep. We sang in the private room downstairs, and Lu Chengying called some meals over. Holding the microphone, I sang those love songs that can be sung when I am sad, one by one.

Especially that song, which I miss, I sang it ten times.

In the end, I was so hoarse that I couldn't speak. I squatted on the ground hugging my knees and weeping. My head was full of the past between me and Zou Moyan. I felt uncomfortable and felt unspeakable pain in my heart.

"Jiajia, you can start over at any time, as long as you want, I will always be waiting for you."

I raised my head to meet Lu Chengying's deep gaze, and the emotion in my heart gradually spread, but it was only a emotion about companionship, and had nothing to do with love.

"Lu Chengying, I can't think about your feelings after these things happened. Whether it's fate or sin between me and Zou Moyan, you can see it all. You are different from him. He gave me the best love. It also gave me the deepest pain, and you are the only friend I can trust, I didn't expect that in the end, I would lose even you."

Lu Chengying snorted coldly, "Then don't call me again next time when you're about to die, it will affect my dating girls."

"Well, as long as you have a girlfriend, I will definitely keep a distance, fade out of your life, and not create trouble for you."

"Okay, okay, why are you talking so seriously." Lu Chengying pulled me up, "Let's go, there's a room up there, I'm so sleepy."

I let Lu Chengying pull me up the elevator, and when I got to the door of the room and was about to swipe my card to get in, the door next to me suddenly opened. It was about three o'clock in the morning. I instinctively looked up and saw Zou Moyan coming out of a room on the other side.

Zou Moyan was still as radiant as ever, with a decent suit and a delicate shirt, and he didn't show any expression after seeing us. Lu Chengying glanced at me in his arms, swiped the magnetic strip, and the door in front of me opened in response.

As soon as I took a step, Zou Moyan grabbed my wrist fiercely, and said in a cold tone, "He Jiaran, let's talk."

At this moment, Lu Chengying took my other hand, I stopped, looked back at Zou Moyan, the corner of my mouth slightly raised, "Mo Yan, I'm sleepy, I'm talking tomorrow, okay?"

Zou Moyan didn't seem to expect me to be so calm, the corners of his mouth twitched, and he didn't say anything when he reached the edge of his mouth, but Lu Chengying took my hand and exerted a little force, as if he wanted to wake me up.

Lu Chengying, do you know?I am very sober now and very serious.

"Not good." Zou Moyan grabbed my hand hard, my wrist hurts a lot, just like every time he hurts me, the tight restraint, the pain of bruises all over my body.When he couldn't get an answer from me, Zou Moyan lowered his eyes and set his eyes on my already flushed wrist: "Jiajia, my patience is limited."

(End of this chapter)

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