Your warmth, my love

Chapter 94 Biochemical Pregnancy
Lu Xiaoxiao's question really made me silent for a while, who would I choose?

"Jiajia, you shouldn't hesitate about this question."

I froze for a moment, and answered her, "Can't I choose both?"

"It's impossible for me, but for you, if you're with my brother, I don't think you need to think about it, but if you're with Zou Moyan, you have to think about it."

"Xiaoxiao, I don't understand what you mean."

"I don't mean anything, I just think that if the person you believe can accept your family and is willing to come to your parents and say to marry you, then you are a happy person. If that person is hesitant or ambiguous or has other Mind, if you keep declining, you don’t really want to be with you, and I’m a living example.”

I understand what Lu Xiaoxiao means, she doesn't want to see me walk the roads he walked, I don't know what happened between her and Pan Yiming to make her so mature, but I'm sure that Lu Xiaoxiao What he said was definitely a golden word.

"That's right, I want to be the first to see the baby when it comes out. Although you and my brother are out of luck, it can't affect our friendship, right?"

"Of course, Lu Xiaoxiao, you have to be good!"

We chatted for a few more words before hanging up the phone. Lu Xiaoxiao's change made me sigh, another cute and beautiful girl surrendered to the interests of family marriage, and behind these interests are often those who are not in the body. by yourself.

What Lu Xiaoxiao said woke me up. I must let my father know about Zou Moyan and I reconnecting. Although he likes Lu Chengying very much, the person I love has always been Zou Moyan.

I'm taking him to meet my dad.

This thought began to surround me. Regarding the existence of Zou Moyan, my brother and Aunt Cai had both seen Zou Moyan when they were in the United States, only my father hadn't.

I came out of the room, Pan Yiming had already left, and Zou Moyan was on the phone, his tone was very soft, but I could hear the deterrent force inside, "The lawyer will represent me to handle these things, and I will see the results later, I don't care what you say What to do, in short, some things stop here." Seeing me coming out, he hung up the phone and walked to my side.

"Mo Yan, I want to take you to meet my father."

Zou Moyan was stunned for a moment, and asked, "What's the matter?"

"He also knows about my pregnancy. I want to take you to see him."

Zou Moyan was silent, I gently held his hand, "I just let him see your existence, so that he can rest assured."

"you sure?"

I nodded, "OK."

"OK."

Zou Moyan agreed very happily, and I was very happy in my heart, Lu Xiaoxiao, look, the man I love is willing to meet my parents, and I can be a woman who can have it both ways.

Zou Moyan put his palm on my lower abdomen. He used to do this when I had a stomachache during menstruation. This warm and generous palm gave me a steady stream of warmth. Now, it also gave me endless motivation.

At this time, I firmly believe that nothing is really unforgivable, and everything can start again.

I love Zou Moyan very much, I love this child very much, of course, I also love myself now.

I don't sleep very well at night, I always dream that I am walking in a dark forest, I can't find the exit, I shout but no one saves me
When I woke up, my forehead was covered in cold sweat, my stomach was a little swollen, and I went to the bathroom to see some dark brown discharge.

I panicked at the time, and unconsciously covered my stomach with my hands, for fear that something might happen to the baby.I entered my situation with my mobile phone, and I was relieved when I saw that the explanation of this situation on many websites was normal.

When I got up the next morning, there was still dark brown discharge on my newly changed underwear. I didn't feel any discomfort at the time, and I thought I'd go to the hospital soon, so I didn't take it seriously.

Zou Moyan and I went to the hospital early in the morning. The blood drawing process went smoothly. During the hour of waiting for the results, I was restless. Zou Moyan prepared breakfast for me, and I was not in the mood to eat it. I was so nervous. I know what to do, and I am afraid that I will make a mistake.

"Sit down and wait quietly."

"I'm afraid." I held Zou Moyan's arm, feeling uneasy, "What if the baby is not well?"

"I said, don't worry about things that haven't happened yet."

"But I'm afraid." I don't think anyone can understand my current mood, the anticipation, apprehension, worry, and even a trace of happiness, "Mo Yan, no matter what happens, you must be by my side."

"Mo Yan? Are you here?" Li Nan appeared in my line of sight with a few books. I haven't seen her for a while. She is a little thinner and she is very beautiful, especially today with light makeup on.

Women are often very sensitive to how another woman dresses, speaks and behaves.

"Yeah." Zou Moyan concentrated on eating without raising his head, "This is not the hospital where you work."

"I'm here to attend a seminar on clinical medicine," Li Nan looked at me enthusiastically, "Jiaran, what's wrong with you, are you feeling uncomfortable?"

I don't know why, but I don't want Li Nan to know about my pregnancy, but when I saw Li Nan, I also thought of another name that has always been in my heart, Zou Xue.

"No."

"It's been a while since we met. Let's have lunch together. There's a good western restaurant nearby." Although Li Nan looked at me, he was asking Zou Moyan what he meant, because I'm not interested in Western food at all, and Zou Moyan, He is indeed a weirdo who loves western food.

"I have something to do at noon." Zou Moyan replied indifferently, and looked up at Li Nan, "Another day."

"Okay then," Li Nan smiled at me with regret on his face, "Then you guys make an appointment, now I have a lot of free time, and I have plenty of time."

idle?A woman with words!

I don't need to show weakness in front of Li Nan at all, "Okay, let's invite everyone to our house for dinner someday, we just have a gathering together, and I haven't shown my hand for a long time."

"Eat your dark food? It's the shadow of He Chang'an and Zhou Ling's life." Zou Moyan's answer was completely disruptive. I glared at him, "Aren't you fine after eating for two years!"

"It's so inconvenient to go home, and besides, we have to clean up." Li Nan looked at me and said with a smile, "Jiaran, how about we go to the suburbs some other day? I know a manor where the food is good. There are both Chinese and Western styles, and most importantly, you can also ride a horse.”

Li Nan's inexplicable overtures made me a little awkward, and I didn't know what to say, when Zou Moyan said, "She can't ride a horse, so she should come to my house another day."

I was very proud of myself, there was a feeling that Zou Moyan was leaning towards me, but Li Nan was still smiling.

At this time, the nurse shouted at the door: "He Jiaran, your results are out, the doctor told you to come over."

I hurried towards the direction of the nurse, completely ignoring Li Nan who was following me. The doctor saw me entering the door and said, "Miss He, I just checked your blood value. Combined with yesterday's B-ultrasound results, you This child has been biochemical."

"Biochemical?" I was stunned for a moment, "What does biochemical mean?"

"Biochemical pregnancy means that although the sperm and egg combine to form a fertilized egg, but do not return to the uterus for implantation, it is called biochemical pregnancy. The current values ​​of your hormones and progesterone are matched with the results of your B-ultrasound yesterday, and this is the conclusion."

My legs went limp all of a sudden. Although what the doctor said was very clear, I still couldn't believe it. "Doctor, do you mean that my child is gone?"

"Yes. Don't worry, you are still young and you can ask for it anytime."

"Impossible, impossible." I was so flustered that I didn't know where to look, I snatched the test result from the doctor's hand, and after seeing the confirmed biochemical pregnancy on it, tears fell on the table, " Doctor, my blood test was normal a few days ago, do you want to give me an injection, is it necessary to prevent the miscarriage, is there any way?"

"Miss He, calm down, according to my judgment, you should discharge some menstruation-like or dark brown discharge within a day or two. After you have a normal menstruation, you can still continue to have children. "

I can no longer listen to what the doctor said. How could my child be gone?I obviously felt it, the happy feeling of that warm little life in my body. Li Nan looked at me and asked cautiously, "How could you be pregnant?"

How can I not be pregnant.
Hehe, the question Li Nan asked me is really strange!

"Why can't I get pregnant? Just allow you to have a daughter, but don't allow me to get pregnant?" I was completely on the verge of collapse now, and I grabbed Li Nan's collar and asked, "Do you think it's weird?"

"I'm just surprised. Didn't you take those contraceptive pills?"

"Birth control pills." I sneered, looking at Li Nan's bland expression, "Those birth control pills are like poison to me."

"How can you say that? Even if you and Zou Moyan have no results, you still have to cherish your body. He Jiaran, from the point of view of a female friend, I hope you can protect yourself. When something like this happened, I pushed myself into an unbearable situation.”

Female friend, does Li Nan define her own existence in this way?

"What a bad result, what an unbearable situation?" I still didn't let go of Li Nan's clothes, and stared at her with scarlet eyes, "This is my own business, and it's not your turn to worry about it! Can't you see that, Is your presence disturbing?"

(End of this chapter)