Your warmth, my love

Chapter 95 Why are you!
My excited reaction seemed normal in Li Nan's eyes, she was not in a hurry or annoyed, and there was no panic on her face, but Zou Moyan, who entered the door at this time, looked at me grabbing Li Nan's clothes, and asked, " What's wrong?"

I looked at Zou Moyan, and the grievance and sourness in my heart poured out. I let go of Li Nan, and threw myself into Zou Moyan's arms, crying loudly, "Mo Yan, the child is gone, the child is gone."

"What do you mean no more?" Zou Moyan pulled me out of his arms, frowning tightly: "Jiajia, what's going on?"

"The doctor's examination results just now said that the child is gone," I said, tears streaming down my face, and I held Zou Moyan tightly with my hand, because I didn't know if I would faint right now.

"The child is gone?" Zou Moyan's eyes darkened a little, and Li Nan said, "The doctor said it was a biochemical pregnancy, which means that the embryo did not implant after fertilization."

The doctors present were completely dumbfounded. I guess it was due to Zou Moyan's relationship, and he didn't care about the hospital here. Call him, "Mo Yan."

Zou Moyan stopped in his tracks, and Li Nan said behind him, "Persuade Jiaran well, maybe she ate something that caused her body's hormones to rise and she was misunderstood to be pregnant? After all, many foods now do not meet the safety requirements. She is still so Young, do you have any wrong understanding of pregnancy?"

Zou Moyan heard the meaning in her words: "Speak directly if you have something to say."

"I mean, could it be that Jiaran made a mistake and took a blood test and thought she was pregnant? After all, all the test results now show that the child is a biochemical pregnancy. I think, maybe... just Without that child?"

"Li Nan, take care of your own affairs." Zou Moyan looked at her coldly, "Talking right and wrong is useless in front of me."

"Mo Yan, do you know who He Jiaran is? Back then your father died because he ate the pineapple cake she gave. How could you be with her? She is the murderer who killed your father!" Li Nan lost control and also Regardless of his usual dignified image, "How did you get through those painful days? Have you forgotten?"

"I said it was my business."

"Mo Yan." Li Nan walked in front of Zou Moyan, angry and flustered, "You can see clearly that this is He Jiaran, the He Jiaran who took your father's money, poisoned him, and had sex with Lu Chengying!"

Zou Moyan looked at her, and said lightly: "So what?"

I watched Li Nan's face gradually become stiff, and after trying my best to calm down, I got out of Zou Moyan's arms.

I walked up to Li Nan and looked at her with disdain, "Do you think I'm not pregnant and want to threaten Zou Moyan with pregnancy? Do you think I poisoned Zou Moyan's father to death? You also Do you think I'm not chaste and unclean because I'm rolling in bed with Lu Chengying? Li Nan, you can think whatever you want, it doesn't matter what kind of person you think of me, in this world, I only need Zou Moyan to believe in me."

Li Nan scolded viciously, "You are all lunatics!"

"I'm crazy, what about you? What right do you have to question me here? Shout out to me?"

"What qualifications do I have, haha, He Jiaran, can't you love yourself a little? Zou Moyan tortured you so shamelessly and posted it? When you were under him, did you ever think about how to write the word shame? You are eating contraception Are you still pregnant with the medicine?" Li Nan was completely insane, "I have never seen such an irresponsible mother like you, don't you know what your own physical condition is like? It is simply that you have no children. If you really have a child Problem child, let me see where you go and cry!"

Li Nan's words hurt my heart deeply, tears flowed even more fiercely, and I couldn't control my emotions at all, "This is my business, do you care about it? Why do you use the ghost of Zou Moyan's confidante?" The appearance appeared in front of me, why do you teach me?"

"Because I'm the mother of a child."

"Li Nan, that's enough!" Zou Moyan finally spoke, but his tone was extremely cold, "Go away, don't get in my way."

Zou Moyan hugged me with his backhand and walked towards the parking lot. My steps were light and light, and my stomach felt a sharp pain.

We didn't speak when we got in the car, Zou Moyan took me home directly.

I went to the bathroom the first thing I got home, and when I saw a sticky blood clot on my underwear, I cried so hard.

No one can understand my current mood. This little life suddenly came to me, and when I accepted him, it suddenly left me. I sat on the toilet, thinking about everything that happened these days, Completely entered the deep self-blame.

In the final analysis, I was too irresponsible.

Maybe Li Nan is right, I shouldn't welcome this little life without any preparations, if there is any problem with him, all of us will regret it.

Zou Moyan was probably a little worried because he saw that I hadn't come out for a long time, but when he entered the bathroom and looked at me sitting on the toilet, the panic on his face turned into distress, especially when he saw the blood on my underwear. My arms are a little tighter.

He carried me to the bed, covered the quilt carefully, "sleep for a while, huh?"

I kept my tears silent, the corners of my mouth twitched, Zou Moyan hugged me gently, and lay beside me, "Jiajia, it's okay, I'm here."

Yes, there are you.

"Mo Yan, I'm sorry." My hand unconsciously touched my lower abdomen, and now there is nothing inside, as if my heart has been completely hollowed out, "I thought you were going to be a father I thought I was going to be a mother."

"We still have more, huh?" Zou Moyan hugged me tightly, "Just now the doctor sent me an email saying that you are weak now, listen to me, rest well, eat well, and wait for you to recover After we're done, we're having a baby, okay?"

"Will there be a child between us?" I sighed softly, "Isn't it because of this child that you are willing to accept me?"

"What do you think?" Zou Moyan caressed my cheek and kissed, "These are not important, you have to be good, huh?"

I couldn't tell what it was like in my heart, so I could only lean on him tightly, not wanting to say anything.

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If I was lying at home for three days, then Zou Moyan was also lying at home for three days. He ate when he was hungry, and slept when he was full. He didn't answer the phone or watch TV, and just stayed with me so attentively.

I'm in a better mood, and my period is on schedule. Zou Moyan didn't prepare these things at home. When he asked his secretary to deliver them, he explained some things about work. He said, there is nothing special, so don't bother me .

"What about America?"

Zou Moyan said without hesitation, "Anything."

The secretary's executive ability is very high. After receiving Zou Moyan's order, he left and sent a lot of fresh vegetables and fruits. Zou Mo cooked all kinds of delicious food for me every day for the past three days. A few words of conversation, and no other exchange.

During these three days, I thought a lot.

The problems between me and Zou Moyan were originally thought to be completely resolved with one child, but now that the child is gone, the quarrel between us has to be brought up again, and the matter of meeting my father is also Let it go.

Although Zou Moyan gave me the most company, but many times when we are together, we feel that our hearts are actually far away.

I have no reason to be with him.

The hurts I have suffered in the past are remembered one by one by me.

And what Li Nan said in the hospital that day reminded me of the relationship between Zou Moyan and Li Nan. I don't know what it is, but looking at the subtle conversation between them, I know their relationship. Really It's not as simple as a confidante.

I think I have to talk to him, if I don't I think I'm going crazy!
At night, I snuggled into his arms, the two of us lying on the bay window watching the stars.

"Mo Yan, what happened between you and Li Nan in the past two years? Why did she have a child?"

"That's her business." Zou Moyan replied very simply, "What does she do?"

"That child, why is he called Zou Xue?"

"Jiajia," Zou Moyan hugged my hand tightly, "There are many things that I don't explain, but it doesn't mean that I acquiesce. I will naturally give you an explanation when I deal with Zou Xue's matter. Now, it's not the time yet."

"She is a very cute and beautiful girl, right?" I imagined Zou Xue's appearance, she must be like Li Nan, even though I don't like Li Nan, Li Nan's beauty is recognized.

If I have a daughter, follow me, she should be a beautiful girl~
Zou Moyan replied, "Yes."

"Mo Yan, have you ever been together? I'm talking about the one on the body. Have you ever been with her?" I specially emphasized the word 'body', and Zou Moyan understood.

I was ready to accept all the answers that I couldn't bear. Although Zou Moyan told me before that there was nothing between him and Li Nan, how could Zou Moyan let Li Nan's child be named Zou?Between them, will it be because they can't bear the loneliness on the body?
But I'm really afraid of hearing the result I don't want to hear. Just because I'm curious doesn't mean I'm strong inside.

"No." Zou Moyan buried his face into my neck, and said after a while, "I told you about this, I, you are the only woman."

only me.

(End of this chapter)