Long time no see, ex-wife!

Chapter 364

After getting off the plane, I went to Yaling's "home" first, but the building was empty. I asked the owner of the house, and I heard that the family had moved out long ago. I kept asking, but I couldn't get any answers.

But I got an important clue. The owner said that the male owner of the family seemed to be in poor health and had to go to the hospital from time to time.

My heart sank, I only kept her address in my hand during this time, and I didn't dare to keep abreast of her latest situation, but I didn't know that my uncle had something wrong with his body.

There are not many hospitals in this city, but it is enough for me to search for me for a while. There are people I know well in several large hospitals, but the rest of them have to keep running to confirm or simply try their luck. In the evening, Jiaru, who had been running with me for a day, started to lose her temper. Looking at the sky, I felt that I could only continue the next day, but I never thought that there is really a kind of power that is holding me and her down. , It is still so accidental to meet again.

I was not far away when she helped her uncle go in for inspection. When I saw her for the first time, I was not sure if it was her, because she had her hair tied up, her body was thinner, and she was wrapped in a piece of clothing. It can be ignored, her life is not good.

Uncle walked in a strange way, the wooden stick in his hand made me startled, I turned to look at her, but saw that she only had a smile on her lips, and there was a lingering melancholy in her eyes, so I couldn't help but followed her, even going Jiaru in the bathroom forgot.

It wasn't the first time that my uncle was inspected. Yaling found the place with ease, and I hid by the door, separated from her by a wall.

Until now, I still have a feeling of unreality in my heart.

This encounter is too fast, and I am too prepared for the future.

Later, she had an inexplicable attack. She vomited weakly while holding on to the bathroom partition alone. I hugged her and called the doctor all over the world. generally.

During the treatment, she became conscious, but when she looked at me, she asked who I was. I felt distressed and didn't want to say anything, for fear that she would find out who I was. She pulled my sleeve and was tormented by pain. I spit out every word, but I just want a little bit of support. The panic and helplessness made me unable to continue rationally.

I can't be so cruel, I will give her everything, I will give her whatever she wants, but she asks: "I want to sleep. Will you still be there when I wake up?"

I have no way of answering this question, where will there be an answer?

Leaving aside my decision, if it's her alone, if she knows who the person in front of her is, will she still want me to stay?
Protecting her, being held by her hand, and finally holding her through wave after wave of pain, both of them seemed to have fought a tough battle, it was extremely hard work.

I withdrew before she woke up, but I got her procuratorial report. I don't understand the data on the report, so I don't know whether her illness is heart disease or something else, so I had to mail it to the United States My friend, who later became Dr. Ying, hoped to get an accurate result from him.

Yaling didn't know that I had been here, and I didn't show up in front of her. This simple side has already made me feel confused. If we meet now, the result will only be the worst.

I don't decide anything when I'm emotionally confused, and likewise, I don't say radical words before it's clear, I know some words once said can last a lifetime, and sometimes, a sentence is misplaced , it may turn the original life into a moment, I have to be responsible for her, and likewise, I have to be responsible for my own life, because the things I want to decide last forever, not overnight.

So, I watched her leave with my own eyes, but couldn't say a word.

After I settled down, everything settled down. I hired a special person to accompany Jiaru, and I had my own time during the day. It was not difficult to get her address. I just needed to call my father, who had a strange attitude on the other end of the phone. After being silent for a while, I actually wanted me to find out about the recent situation of Yaling's mother.

Even the address can be found, but I dare not go to find out more information that I am interested in. How much better than me is my father who always says that I am hopeless?
I took the address and found Yaling's residence. Since the morning, I have been hiding behind the old tree by the courtyard gate. I don't know what I want to do, and I have no purpose at all. When I realized that it was noon, my aunt came out When buying vegetables, I hid deeper, saw her clearly from a distance, and wrote a text message to my father.

Soon I received a reply: "Is your complexion, condition, and body all right?"

In fact, it was not good. His face was a little yellow, his body was thinner than before, he was wearing simple clothes, and he was carrying an old bamboo basket. However, he couldn't bear it and made up a lie for the first time: "Everything is fine. .”

Then there are no more replies.

The sun goes from east to west, the street turns from noisy to quiet, and then from quiet to noisy, and a day has passed. A child ran by, turned around and made a face at me, saying: "Uncle, I caught you is you."

I smiled and wanted to answer, when I suddenly heard a familiar voice not far away, it belonged to Yaling, and was hiding from these naughty children. A male voice joined in, and the tone of love and sarcasm was clearly very familiar.

In a few seconds, my mind became empty, and it was clearly separated by a long distance, but every word seemed to be repeated in my ear several times, and it was destined to sink into my heart. I couldn't escape, and I couldn't escape at all.

she.
Have you cleared the space in your heart, prepared, and accepted others?

. . . . . .

I still don't want to leave at night, the door shakes from side to side, I rarely smoke, but there are cigarette butts all over the floor under my feet, I have been standing on this street all day, I don't need to look to know that my face must be gray at this time, and my hair is covering me. When he blinked, his chin was dark blue, and he looked like a vagabond.

The light in her room was still on, and it was very late, but it still didn't turn off, and the corners of her mouth twitched slightly: "It's time to sleep." But she just said it to herself.

Xing was that my weird behavior scared her, she called the police, and I entered the police station with honor. When the police officer asked me about my identity, I paused slightly, and when they were about to repeat the question again, I opened my mouth softly: "I was an old acquaintance with her, it was just a misunderstanding."

I know the end of what I said, and I keep guessing in my heart how she will react when she sees me. I have mixed feelings all night, but the only thing is clear, I really want to see her.

The idea came so strongly that when someone told me the next day that she was coming, I even wanted to ask them to let me look in the mirror and take care of my personal image, lest she would be disappointed.

After waiting for a short time, someone pushed the door and said that someone was coming. My eyes tightened, and I heard Elling's footsteps and stepped into the door hesitantly.

Thinking about it, she must have been terribly flustered, because she would talk non-stop when she was nervous, but it was all unnutritious content.

She must also be waving her left hand, with her index finger slightly bent and her little finger pointing upwards, she is clearly speaking marginal words, but her eyes are full of seriousness.

After a light glance, it was exactly as I guessed.

Oh, those little problems of hers are actually all recorded in my mind, and I can guess nine out of ten without looking at them, and I don't know when they were deeply entered.

"do you know him?"

Her head turned around, I stopped breathing slightly, and saw her turn her head away immediately: "En, yes."

She said with a smile, but I felt a slight chill in my heart, that smile never reached my eyes.

Following her closely all the way, her steps were big and small, until she walked out of the police station, her voice was a little panicked: "Would you like a cup of coffee?"

She didn't answer, but put her arms around the little guy named Lele, my eyes burned again.

It seems that during the time I was away, she didn't know how many new landscapes were squeezed into her side, and how many traces of me would there be in those not-so-big hearts?

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The second update is over, and today is over. Hua used to find strength in the message boards, but now he rarely dares to go to the message boards. He is really helpless, alas.

(End of this chapter)