Long time no see, ex-wife!

Chapter 365

When I finally sat down and was able to face each other quietly, I became the most nervous one, the content of the conversation was boring, she didn't even put her eyes on me, she blindly coaxed the little guy around her, that Mr. Fang's daughter, still He likes her as much as before, and he can't help guessing, have they...haven't been separated all this time?
Fortunately, the atmosphere was really depressing. Yaling got up to leave. I knew she couldn't keep her, so I followed closely. I was persuaded to leave by her many times along the way. When I got in the car, I was almost left by her. Looking at her from the crowd, she turned her back to me and only looked at the little guy in her arms. The little thing had a very sweet voice, and anyone who heard the word "mother" would inexplicably feel a little bit of happiness.

Yaling, I like children very much...

Those topics that were intentionally or unintentionally in my ears, now I think about which sentence does not contain earnest hope and strong hints?She said: "Look, the wrinkled face is so ugly, but in a few days, it will definitely be white and fat and soft in the arms..."

"If this room is made smaller, it will be enough to fit two small things. If the wall is opened up to the bedroom, you can see what's going on there every night just by opening the small window. It's quite convenient, what do you think?"

"It was a little noisy, but... very cute, isn't it?"

She didn't even raise her head, she just lowered her head to tease the boy in the cart on the street. The boy's face was covered with jam, and his fingers grabbed her. When she said this, her voice was extremely low, mixed with the boy's babbling. Amidst the noise, I didn't hear very clearly, my mind was busy with work, so I ignored it, and just waited patiently for her. She didn't have any interest until I got an answer, and stood up after a while, Smiled, let me go first...

I really don't want to think about these anymore, I always feel like a sentimental woman, those circling pictures suddenly hit my mind, I will always be caught off guard, and my heart slowly tightens.

Yaling got out of the car, waved to me through the thick car window, and spit out: "Goodbye."

goodbye?I'm afraid, what she wanted to say was actually 'see you again'.

In the end, she escaped. There was no penny in her pocket, and the phone only had half a battery. Zhou Zhouzhuan was transferred to her home. After waiting for several hours, when the sky darkened, she heard her call again. The voice, as expected, was still accompanied by that man.

I took half a minute to quiet myself and I asked myself, what are you thinking right now?
The answer is clear: separate them.

why?
...because I wanted to do it.

Because she looked at you in the past and suddenly looked at someone else?Or does she no longer see you as the only one, your pride for many years suddenly overturned, collapsed, and no longer exists, so you, started to panic?

...No, I don't know, I just want to do it.

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I seem to hear my own sighs resounding in my mind, I feel helpless, I want to say simply and naturally: I am not willing, maybe I love her, or, I will fall in love with her .But if I could say it so easily, why would I insist on sticking to this awkward set of principles, vowing to find the most accurate answer before I would give her forever?

In fact, after all, a person like me is a devil, and it would be really unfortunate if she fell in love with her. I was too selfish, and I used compassion as an excuse to do the most cruel things. I thought it was right She is good, it is actually a sharp knife that hurt her, no matter how hesitant I was, the knife penetrated deep, when it hurt her, but, I kept finding gorgeous excuses for myself...

Just like now, behind me, Yaling is grabbing her other happiness and trying to continue her future life, but I, her ex-husband, almost tore that man apart in my heart, screaming in my heart, not doing things As long as she is involved, rationality and self-restraint become vain, and a child with an empty mind is not as good as a child, and she is driven entirely by instinct.

It's normal for Elling to be angry with such overreaching, why should I?Why are you jealous?And why force her to do such intimate things?
Yaling yelled for me to leave, never before seriously, as if I would disappear immediately.

I don't believe it, I have to confirm it again, her eyes are fixed on me, seeing through my last fantasy, luckily, there is only gray in my heart.

Going back in a dawdling manner, sat in the study until dusk, burned her hands with soot, hurriedly slapped the ashes off the diary she left behind, and the lines of small words suddenly stuck into her eyes again, floating in the moonlight. So, the idea of ​​going back was dispelled again.

Meeting her again was thanks to Jiaru's blessing. The auras of the two were completely different. I dragged them into the hospital with difficulty. I know that Yaling is afraid of pain, and Jiaru can't cry. Liren, it's just that Jiaru took the initiative to pull my clothes, but Yaling wanted me to be on guard against her escaping at any time.

It's still the same little habit of frowning and yelling when it hurts. I looked at her for a while and stuffed candy for her. Just like the scene that year, she narrowed her eyes in instant satisfaction, everything changed, and everything suddenly returned. At the beginning.

Maybe it was just this second, when she squinted her eyes and looked at me contentedly sucking the sweet juice, I heard the sound of her chest trembling slightly.

With a very small sound, a very thin nerve was pulled, and it was strung to the limbs, to the brain, and to the heart, and the person was suddenly shocked.
There seems to be a change in her in my eyes, but I can't tell where it is, I only know that she is different, with gold trim or gold powder?No, she is still her, so ordinary, but in my opinion, I can't bear to let go of even a small movement of her, I just want to look at her, look at her like this... It's not that I have anything to say to her Said, because my heart is also at peace, I have no desire/desire, no extravagance, no intention of chatting with her, just looking at her like this, seems to be a very happy thing...

This, isn't it, the so-called heartbeat?
It's like I found a mine, and when I went down with a shovel, the ore was so beautiful that people couldn't let go of it, so I couldn't bear to drop the shovel halfway, and I had greater confidence to believe that what was hidden here must be the best in the world. Rare treasure!
My thick skin got thicker very quickly, and after Elling escaped again, I actually ran to her house.

Auntie closed the door, but uncle opened the door when he heard the voice, but he didn't say please come in. I waved my hand secretly, uncle's movement remained unchanged, looking at the void with a smile on his face, feeling a little sad in my heart, I couldn't help but imagine that if Yaling didn't If he leaves, will his illness not be so serious...

A cup of tea was placed in front of them, and the two old men ran to another room and did not come out again. It became very difficult to talk to them about the daily life, let alone expect them to take the initiative to talk about their difficulties. When Elling left, there was nothing. Taking everything away, my aunt and uncle have no source of income, and they leave their hometowns and come to a strange city to re-establish the family business. Each of these requires a lot of expenses, not to mention the uncle's illness.

Thinking of this, she seemed to understand the reason why Ya Ling was getting thinner. She had the urge to pinch her shoulders and ask her why she was so stubborn. People are walking forward dullly with such a heavy burden, who else is such a stupid person besides her?Does she really understand her identity?Even if she said that half of the Su family belongs to her, I wouldn't have any objection, so why bother...

Wait, wait, wait, she turned waiting into life so easily, but I even looked up four or five times in a minute.

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Because it is really about to end, this chapter is a bit slow. Hua self-reflected, and some plots have been skipped directly, so there should not be many chapters left, plus the post-marriage and Mr. Fang For the extra episode, twenty or so chapters should be enough. Bread from the novel bar, it’s fine if you can’t deliver the props. Keep the novel coins and read more novels. Hua doesn’t care about these. In addition, dear Yunjuan, your message Hua I saw it, and it was all displayed, so I don’t have to wonder why the message is gone. Heh, there are many messages from relatives. Hua has seen it. I can’t introduce them one by one, but I really thank you all. There is no way to log in to the novel bar, so I can’t reply to the message, so I can only leave some words for you at the back of the article, heh, and Hua also saw the message from my relatives in Hongli. Hua is deeply grateful here, Hua knows that this article Insufficient, so I have always been very low-key in the code, I don’t want to have a big achievement, I just want to be liked by my relatives, so thank you for your support, thank you for forgiving Hua’s shortcomings and encouraging Hua to go all the way to Wen’s It's over, thank you, really thank you.

(End of this chapter)