The days of cohabitation with gangster boyfriend

Chapter 40

"Do you like it?" This was the first sentence he said after he kissed me. I was so ashamed to ask, I buried my blushing face in the bath towel and shook my head vigorously.

It's a bit sad to be snatched by him for the first kiss, the saddest thing is - I like it!
His magnetic voice said ambiguously in my ear: "It's okay, I will slowly make you like it..."

His words made my heart feel a bone-chilling chill. I wrapped my trembling body tightly with a bath towel, pretending not to hear the violent heartbeat.

Such a kiss, I can't guarantee that my reason can resist a second time!

While I still have reason, I have a question, and I know I shouldn't ask it, but I have to hurry up and ask it.

I gritted my teeth, no matter what, I have to ask clearly. "Xiaojing...he really won't come back?"

His eyes suddenly turned cold, he held my shoulders with both hands and forced me to face his furious face: "Didn't I tell you not to think about him anymore, why are you still thinking about him?!"

"You promised him to give him eight years, today is exactly eight years..."

"You remember so clearly?" I saw him angry for the first time, the blood vessels on his forehead were throbbing, his eyes were full of burning flames, and his hands were so strong that they seemed to crush me: "I tell you, He will never come back, you must stop thinking about him!"

"It's not up to you!" I yelled at him loudly, and after I finished, I pushed him away, ran back to the room and slammed the door hard.

This is the only way I can express my dissatisfaction.

How sad, eight years of waiting has come to nothing, everything about me is being controlled by him, and the most I can do is slam the door on him!

After a while, I heard a door slam louder than me.

I saw him drive away from the window, but never came back.

For the first time in eight years, I didn't come home overnight.

For the first time, I sat by the window and watched the whole night with tears in my eyes.

Originally, I thought that there would be many opportunities to kill him when I was by his side, but today I realized that if I stay with a man like him for too long, there will be more opportunities to fall in love with him!

I don't know when it started, but I've gotten used to watching him come back and then go back to the room, and when he covered me with the quilt, he kissed my forehead before falling asleep.

I'm used to seeing him first thing in the morning before I wake up completely from sleep, and then I can judge his mood by observing the color of his clothes.

I'm used to sitting quietly on the sofa with him, even if I don't say a word all night.

I tried my best to keep my heart, but I lost it after all!

……

When it was dawn, I went downstairs listlessly, and was about to go to school, when Aunt Li called me: "Miss, do you want to go to school after dinner?"

My heart trembled, and I hurriedly turned around: "He's back?!"

"No! I called back early in the morning and asked me to prepare cake and milk for you."

I put down my schoolbag in a bit of disappointment, sat down to eat, and faced the empty seats, my heart was also empty. Even the most hated cream cake couldn’t taste bad...

Because my mind was full of unanswered questions: Where did he go?Are you hugging some woman for the night?Are you kissing other women like you are kissing me?

Sad and ridiculous question, but it just makes my heart ache!

Don't love him?Deceive yourself!

After listening to an unknown class, I finally made it to the middle of the break, packed up my things and prepared to skip class.

As soon as I left the school gate, I saw a car parked outside the school gate that was only responsible for picking me up. I walked over curiously and asked the driver: "Why are you here?"

He said: "The boss told me in the morning that he will wait here for you after school from now on, and you can't leave for a minute!"

"That's just right!" I opened the car door and got in the car: "Today there is a ballet I really want to see..."

"But……"

"drive!"

(End of this chapter)