The days of cohabitation with gangster boyfriend

Chapter 41

With magnificent scenes, light and smooth dancing postures, beautiful and moving melody, coupled with the most beautiful legend, it is no wonder that "Swan Lake" will become a world classic.

But I seem to have a problem with my senses. When the devil died, everyone in the audience smiled with relief, and I was the only one who shed tears...

That sword pierced not the devil's heart, but mine!

That hopeless and empty expression is not the devil, but Dai Xichen's expression when he heard me yell.

In the fierce applause, everything came to an end, and I was the only one lying on my knees, crying heartbroken.

I really felt his death in my arms, and the heart that was full of love stopped beating little by little.

The pain is suffocating, I am on the verge of death...

Hate itself is a very tormenting thing, but it happens to be entangled with love.

I really reminded myself countless times, not to fall in love with him, not to fall in love with him...

However, I couldn't stop seeing and experiencing every expression and every movement of his.

Look at him, understand him, and fall in love with him!
I really want to just leave like this, to escape this love, and also escape the hatred for him.

There are scenes of him killing my whole family in front of me, and I can clearly see every drop of blood falling to the ground. This kind of hatred runs deep into my bones and blood, and I can't escape it no matter where I go.

I bit my hand, letting myself regain my strength from the pain.

I can't go, even if I die!
It wasn't until everyone left with a happy smile that I stood up feebly and left step by step.

Some people say that when people are saddest, it will rain.

Unexpectedly, it was true. I stood at the gate of the theater, and the drizzle shrouded me in hazy sadness.

Every drop of water that breaks on the paint road is like my tears...

I suddenly wanted to see a person very much, and wanted to hold him and cry loudly.

I squatted on the ground and pressed my knees against the painful position. I couldn't hold him and cry. If I held him, I couldn't let go! ! !

A crystal clear umbrella opened in front of me, blocking the cold raindrops for me.

I just wanted to say: Thank you!I do not need.

What I saw when I looked up was... Dai Xichen who was looking at me with a smile.

His face was paler than usual, and there were bloodshot eyes oozing from his eyes. He must have not slept well last night!
"Why are you crying?" He hurriedly leaned over to help me up, wiped my tears with his sleeve, his brows were furrowed because of the heartache: "Didn't it say that the prince and princess are happily together, a perfect ending?"

"But... the devil is dead!"

I looked at him who was close at hand, and it was only a night away, but it seemed like I hadn't seen him for a year.

I really want to hug him.

My heart tells me: hug once, just once.Let me experience the warmth of his embrace once, let me remember his heartbeat, I am not greedy, once is enough.

My reason is yelling at me fiercely: You can't hug him!Not once!
I let out a long breath, stepped back, and suppressed the sinful urge.

Unexpectedly, he opened his arms and took me into his arms.

His heart was beating steadily, so beautiful!
If I could choose, how much I don't want him to die, my world can't live without him!

(End of this chapter)