windy daydream

Chapter 4 Li Nami's friendship "stolen" out

Name: Nami Lee
Nickname: Nano

Age: 13 years old

Birthday: May 3

I like--

Food: steak, chips

Drink: Coca-Cola

Color: Pale purple, pink, blue and yellow

Animals: as long as they are cute

Music: Upbeat and infectious music

Curriculum: Physical Education

I hate: others make trouble unreasonably and act like a baby to me
Biggest wish: to grow up well and be with my family who loves me forever

peep diary
Yu Qingxie's handwriting caught my eyes, telling me her true inner thoughts.

I have come to Yu's world, which has never been set foot before, and is tightly sealed like a forbidden area.Now there is no one in the classroom, my rapid heartbeat is like a rapid drumbeat, it is urging me: look, hurry up, Yu may come back at any time, if she finds that you are peeking at her diary, you It's over!
This exquisite book in my hand is like a hot potato. Although it is very hot, it tastes delicious. I will not throw it away casually.

My hands were trembling slightly, and I felt the temperature on my cheeks continue to rise, maybe it was as red as a big ripe tomato now - after all, I was peeping at other people's privacy!I pricked up my ears and listened carefully, listening for the sound of Yu's footsteps deliberately lowering or tiptoeing. I was afraid that I might not be able to hear correctly, so I sneakily glanced around again.

After confirming that she was not nearby, I read the long-coveted diary like a wolf.Looking carefully, it doesn't look like a diary, but rather some essays:
①I am like a hedgehog, covered with sharp thorns all over my body, and everyone who approaches and hugs me will be stabbed by me.But they don't know, this is not my intention.And after they are stabbed, they will only stay away from me even more, avoiding me for fear, leaving me with only the loneliness of one person.It's not my fault, why make me hurt?
②In order to prevent others from thinking that I am a stupid and ridiculous person, I can only wrap up my true self in an airtight manner.I wanted to meet more friends, but in the end, I didn't even have anyone to talk to.Am I doomed to live alone?
③I often have such a dream: I am sailing alone on a vast ocean, there is no sign of a continent, and I don’t know what lies ahead.The deep blue water wanted to engulf me, I was helpless, no one helped me, but it was like someone was strangling my throat with cold hands, I felt hard to breathe.

④I need someone to accompany me, just like fish need water and people need air.I was struggling, but I couldn't stop.

⑤A lot of girls are pursued by boys, but none of them like me, not even some rumors of rumors.Why doesn't a boy like me when I'm a girl?I also want to be the focus in front of everyone, to be discussed...

I didn't know Yu needed a friend so much, and I couldn't believe it.In the class, she is like a man: short hair, neutral dress, hate everything other girls like - she doesn't like pink, and no classmates have ever seen her wearing a skirt; she met The annoying person described it in sharp language without holding back. She just said that I think the most handsome combination. She pointed to the twelve people on the poster and said to me: "I think they only have shoes on their bodies. Not bad!" The students said that Yu is a very fake person, there always seems to be some purpose behind her smile, making people feel that she wants to get something from you.She is always indifferent when talking to people, but she is cautious, as if she is afraid of revealing her secrets and being laughed at, which makes people feel that her free and easy is only shown after some deliberation.Yu is very kind and polite to girls, never gets angry, with an unshakable smile, but we don't know her real thoughts at all.

Her taekwondo is as powerful as her mouth.Although she never used taekwondo to scare people, everyone kept her away, including me.As for her words, it is simply "to be reasonable and not to forgive others, to yell unreasonably, to scold gods when seeing gods, and to punish ghosts when encountering ghosts".She got into an argument with the boy, and she could make the boy want to shake his fist.The last time a hapless ghost stepped on the strap of her schoolbag, Yu stomped her feet, jumped up from the chair like burning her ass, and at the same time pulled out her poor schoolbag strap from under the hapless ghost's feet with lightning speed, and stepped on it by the way. A foot that didn't stand still and almost slipped.

When this series of actions was completed, the poor guy didn't know what happened, so he was standing on the North Pole to look for the North!He naively thought: Now it's over!So he raised his legs to leave, but when he raised his head, he found that Yu in front of him had wiped off the dust on his belt, put away his schoolbag, and had already set up a net to catch turtles in the urn!

Only then did the poor fellow suddenly realize that it was not that simple.Ah, what a pain to comprehend!He could only enter the net obediently, Yu didn't need to prepare, didn't need to drink water, she just exploded.

Yu's opening remarks are very simple: "You don't have eyes! When you see the belt, you don't know to take it aside? Or just step over it, why do you have to step on it! It's not your own schoolbag, you don't know how to cherish it! You If your shoes are dirty, step on my straps! Do you know how many bacteria are in your shoes? Seeing that you wear a pair of glasses, you can’t see clearly in all four eyes! Are you blind? Are you Isn't it because the cerebellum is underdeveloped and the body is uncoordinated?"

After a pause, Yu said with full of sympathy and sincerity: "Don't procrastinate if you are sick, go to the hospital!"

This outburst frightened the man for a moment, and he didn't even dare to vent his breath.Yu gave him a big roll of the eyes, turned around and went back to his seat to do his homework.

That person felt very humiliated, and was scolded by a girl in front of the whole class, how embarrassing!But he was also afraid of Yu's Taekwondo, so he only dared to punch and kick a few times behind Yu who was concentrating on doing homework, and against Yu's back.

In the face of Yu's reprimand, there are people who are not afraid of death and dare to refute.It's a pity that Yu can't listen to rebuttals when he is cursing. As long as someone defends himself, even if it is a small excuse, Yu's anger will become more intense-this is simply adding fuel to the fire!She is like a wind-up doll that can't stop at all, so boys are afraid of her.Since it was too late to hide, how could he like her?
Just as I was reading the diary with relish, I suddenly heard the door of the classroom being kicked open with a bang, and my heart tightened suddenly.Sure enough, Yu's trembling voice sounded like a thunderclap in my ears: "You... what are you doing?!"

shop thief

When I heard that sound, it was like an invitation from hell. Every cell in my body was shaking and screaming, and I wanted to turn around and run away.But I felt that my legs no longer had the strength to support my body, and maybe I would collapse on the ground in the next second.I didn't even have the courage to look back at her - the moment I turned my head, I would definitely see Yu who wanted to strangle me to death.Not only did I peek into other people's privacy, but I was also caught!From now on, maybe I won't dare to face Yu in the rest of my life... My palms are already sweating more and more.

The diary finally fell on the table with a "click".I dare not move, let alone pick it up.The sound of the diary dropping was so harsh—at such a crucial moment, at such a quiet moment.Every second now feels like a century to me.I don't know how many centuries passed, I heard the sound of Yu's approaching footsteps, she walked slowly to my side...

She took the diary from the table - she didn't scold me in a mean or acerbic tone, and I was secretly grateful for her rare calm.

But immediately after, her whispered, choked-up words weighed heavily on me like a stone, all of which weighed on my heart: "Your behavior...is unforgivable!"

After she finished speaking, she ran away, leaving me exhausted.I suddenly had a lot of courage and shouted at her back: "I can be your friend!"

Yu seemed to be crying, she stopped, without turning around, and said word by word: "You are not worthy."

Her back was so obstinate and stubborn, and all the defenses in my heart were really broken at this moment. I looked straight ahead helplessly, and my mind was buzzing. "Unforgivable", will Yu never forgive me?
Am I doing well, Biyu?It's not much better.I just have parasite-like "friends" around me because I study well.They are close to me on the surface, but they are speaking ill of me behind the scenes.

After school, I walked alone to the small shop in front of the school. Although it is small, it has all kinds of internal organs, and it has all kinds of pens.But I don't come here often these days, because I heard from my classmates that there was a thief in the shop.Although I have never stolen anything, I am also afraid that the shopkeeper who has been made nervous by the thief will mistake me for a thief. How shameful it is!

I took a closer look, and there was a notice posted on the door of the store: Thieves frequently appear in Japanese stores, please report actively, and there will be rewards for reporting!The bonus is ten yuan.The students may have laughed at the previous words, but the last sentence made everyone a little bit tempted - "a bonus of ten yuan"!This is a sum of private money. If the money is hidden, parents can spend it casually without knowing it.Alas, I have to report to my superiors when I spend every penny or dime. Maybe my parents will force me to bargain with the owner of the small shop. It’s really embarrassing!Ten dollars is quite tempting to me.Every time I go home, my parents are like interrogating prisoners, asking: "What did you buy today? How much?" If my parents think it is expensive, maybe the pocket money for the next time will be lost.

I shook my head and walked into the small shop. Although the reward is very attractive, it is not so easy to meet a thief!

As soon as I entered the store, I was immediately attracted by the dazzling array of products in the small store, and began to pick and choose on the glass cabinet.I took a fancy to a small pink mirror, which is light, small and cute, and looks beautiful.I couldn't put it down, and took a small mirror to look at it.The proprietress kept staring at me, for fear that I would run away without paying any money with a small mirror in my pocket.

Did she think I was a thief!I felt that the landlady's gaze was following me closely like a magnet.snort!The more you stare at me, the more slowly I have to pay, I just don't put the bills in your hand so quickly.I pretended not to notice the eyes of the proprietress, but kept admiring her.

I took a small mirror to look east and west, and the proprietress couldn't help but said: "Be careful! Don't fall!" I agreed with my mouth, but my heart was unhappy: How could it be possible to fall?At worst, I will pay for it!

A person appeared in the mirror, she turned her back to everyone, walked to the corner, pretending to be picking something, not attracting attention.She didn't look left and right either, but carried her own things like no one else was there.I saw her standing in front of a wall covered with pen refills, looking at each pen refill seriously.Suddenly, she put a pen refill into her sleeve, and put her hands in her pockets.

I immediately wanted to shout out: "Thief!" Just when I was about to blurt out, the girl turned around and I saw her side face. This face is a face I have never dared to look at, and I didn't expect to meet it here!I covered my mouth and said nothing.Seeing that the girl didn't look at anyone, she went straight out of the store.

sparkling new energy
The girl walked out of the store, and I quickly put down the small mirror in my hand.I saw the proprietress gave me a big white eye, and muttered in a low voice: "I haven't bought it after looking at it for so long."

I followed her out of the store and sneaked into a nearby park without her looking back.Passing through this park is a community, she should be home by now!I'm not sure if she'll respond when I call her name, but I think this is the perfect place for her to stop.

"Yu...is that you?" I carefully called out the name that I had called countless times in my heart, my voice was a little trembling - how I wish it wasn't her, what a fragile girl Yu is!

The figure froze for a moment, didn't look back, didn't turn around, just froze for a moment, and then continued walking.But her faster and faster pace made me think that the word "run" should be used.Without hesitation, I chased after her——I want to see her true face!

I grabbed her wrist, the girl was hurt by my scratch, and turned around.It's really Yu!I took a few steps back, I always thought that the thief was so out of reach for me, but it turned out to be close at hand!

"You...why are you like this?" I said in disbelief, "You are not particularly poor, why do you want to steal?"

Yu's two hands were twisted together, she took a step back, and shouted to me: "What do you know! It's my first time, and I only stole once! You don't understand me, you only know how to sneak around behind my back!" She Tears welled up almost instantly and flowed down her face.

"I only know how to sneak around behind my back." Of course I knew what she was referring to, and my face turned red again—that incident was my fault, it was my scar, and I couldn't touch it, let alone uncover it.I also didn't expect that she would forgive herself because of the "first time"—isn't the first time also stealing?Is there any difference between it and the second steal?

Looking at Yu who was crying in front of me, I finally understood that we are all fragile girls, and we may choose to avoid some problems, but I want her to understand.

I stretched out my hand and grabbed her hand that was tightly clenched into a fist: "I will always stand behind you and accompany you to do all the right things, including correcting your wrong things."

Yu raised her head, and I saw something shining in her clear eyes.And the hand in my hand has already held my hand in turn. A steady stream of new forces are growing vigorously.

When I returned the refill from the small shop and walked out, it happened to be when the sun was setting.The light from the setting sun was like pieces of golden butterflies, floating gently on Yu's face, coating her round cheeks with a layer of golden halo.Yu became more brilliant, she could finally raise her head to face the oncoming sunshine calmly, she felt the warmth on her face.

She closed her eyes, like a little sunflower, and said to me: "Open up, what I see now is a piece of orange, how comfortable it is!" I stayed with her like this, and I know that from now on, she will It will definitely be like a little sun, bringing warmth to those around you.

"Today I invite you to eat ice cream!" I said proudly.

"Thank you!" Yu's face turned into a flower with a smile, and the thin sweat on the tip of her nose was particularly dazzling in the sun.

"Buy the one you like!" I emphasized it again, "I reward you for admitting your mistakes bravely!"

Yu lowered her head shyly: "No, I don't need a reward. I did something wrong, and I will never admit my mistakes again."

"Why?" I asked suspiciously.Could it be that Cheng Yu changed his mind again?
"Because I will try my best not to let myself make mistakes again!" Yu smiled mischievously at me.

I believe she must be relieved in her heart.We stopped talking about it and held hands to eat ice cream.Yu said that this ice cream was the happiest she had ever eaten.

The Secret of the Lonely Bear's Mind
If I hadn't peeked at Yu's diary, how would I have known that such a thorny girl would feel so lonely and long for a friend?

Yu Mingming looks very powerful, she never seems to be sad, and always has a "unshakable" smile;No one would think that when such a sharp thorn hurts others, it also hurts herself.When you make others fear, you can only enjoy the bitter taste of loneliness; when you hurt others severely, you will not be happy.

Therefore, when you give others pain, you will also suffer; when you give others warmth, you will also get warmth.You get what you give.But why are so many "lonely bears" so stupid?Wrap your true self tightly, and would rather choose bitter pain than show your true side.In fact, it's not that they don't want to, but they don't dare.They are more vulnerable than ordinary people.Afraid of being ridiculed and disliked by others, I feel that I am not good enough, so I am cautious.

When encountering such "lonely bears", please remember to approach them boldly.Because, they have been waiting for you who will encourage them and like them.

(End of this chapter)