fish in the financial tsunami

Chapter 38 Su Xiaoyu's One Hundred Thousand Whys? (3)
I still have a headache, I couldn't think about it when the situation was urgent before, but now that I've calmed down, the throbbing pain has returned, but it's much lighter than before, and it's no longer unbearable.

There is only their car on the road, and the road ahead is even quieter. The rain under the street lamps is like thousands of silver threads. Apart from that, everything near and far is not in the dark. I gradually have the illusion that this road will never end. There is only him and her left in the world.

Su Xiaoyu, who was sitting next to her, was silent all the time, and she was still a little worried. After driving for a while, he reached out and stroked her hair. She was drenched in semen, and her hair was cold against her cheeks. The warmer the fingers, the more pronounced the contrast.

When she moved, she finally spoke, her voice was hoarse, she hadn't uttered the first sentence, and then she took a deep breath to speak clearly.

"Su Lei, why are you there?"

He didn't expect her to ask such a question. He was quiet for two seconds after listening, and finally couldn't help it. He glanced at her sideways. She was terribly frozen. Although the car was fully heated, her lips were still trembling. , with red eyes, looked at him and waited for an answer.

How could it be there?Shouldn't he be the one who asked this sentence first?

When he left the gas station, he was driving extremely fast, there were few cars on the highway, the road was wide, and the rain was rushing towards his face like sharp arrows amidst the roar of the engine, and the window was instantly blurred.

The throbbing pain in the forehead became severe later, the speed was too fast, the lights of the gas station disappeared in a blink of an eye, not to mention Su Xiaoyu's small figure standing in the rain.

He couldn't see her anymore, but his speed gradually slowed down, and he felt like vomiting with a headache, only the last figure of her was left in front of him, he opened the car door and walked into the rainy night without looking back.

He always does things casually, and people around him don't mind if they understand, and never bother to explain if they don't understand, but when facing Su Xiaoyu, he unknowingly said such a sentence, explaining to her that things are not what you think like that.

But she didn't care, and looked at him with such cold eyes, and said that she hadn't thought about it, she hadn't thought about anything!
So what exactly does she want?What he wants, what he can give, isn't it clear enough?He treated her so well, he didn't lock her in a fish tank, what he gave her was already a wide lake, giving her everything he thought she might want, and even more!
Why is she just not satisfied?Why can't she enjoy this tranquil waters, swim freely, insist on making progress, and exhaust all corners of the world?

The wiper was working at its maximum, the rain was blurring on the car window, and her back, nothing could be erased!He had a splitting headache, didn't know how to get rid of it, and finally hated it. He frowned tightly, turned sideways, and slammed on the brakes.

The road was wet and slippery, and it was not easy to stop. The car slanted half a parabola on the road, and finally stopped on the hard shoulder beside the guardrail.

Pushing the door to get out of the car, the cold rain fell on his face, he silently glanced back at the direction he came from, then stood in the rain and sighed.

When I hit the accelerator just now, I must have passed three kilometers. I haven't run for a long time, and it's such a hell of a weather. I don't know how long it will take to go back like this.

I wanted to call her to make sure if she was still in that gas station, but just as I dropped my finger, I heard a loud noise behind me. The crashes followed one after another. Finally, it became quiet and dead silent. Gradually, human screams sounded again. , Thrilling in the rainy night.

Looking back, I saw the tragic car accident behind, there were still steel bars rolling on the road, and someone in the bus was thrown onto the road, struggling and screaming. He had received some first aid training, so he couldn't care less about calling Su Xiaoyu at this time , First call the police, then leave the phone and run over.

The police cars and ambulances arrived very quickly. As soon as the professionals intervened, he stood up and planned to leave. When a medical staff came to take over, seeing the wounded he was handling, he gave a thumbs up in his busy schedule with admiration in his eyes.

He wanted to go back to the car and continue to dial the unfinished call just now, but when he turned around, he saw Su Xiaoyu.

She was standing on the edge of the isolation belt, her body was covered with mud, her hands were covering her knees, she was soaking wet, her hair was sticking to her face, she was in extreme embarrassment.There were so many people coming and going, she stood there alone, her shoulders were constantly rubbed, she didn't move, she just stared at a certain point of the car accident scene, her face was as pale as a dead person.

I don't know how she came here, and his heart tightened because of her appearance. When he walked over, he frowned and took big steps. In two or three steps, he arrived in front of Su Xiaoyu, grabbing her shoulders with both hands , Looked up and down first, her body was bruised everywhere, it was obvious that she had fallen, and it was very miserable.

She looked at him blankly, but there was no response. She was afraid that she would fall and broke, and she became anxious, so he exerted some strength in his hands.

Then she heard her cry.

It was real wailing, with turbulent tears, hoarse voice, calling his name, and hugging him with open arms regardless.

He was a little angry at first, annoyed that she was so ignorant of the danger, and that such a big person fell like this, but seeing her so sad, he knew that she had misunderstood before, maybe thought he had died in a car accident, so he said for a while No word of blame.Later, she cried so hard that she couldn't make a sound, but she didn't let go of her hand holding him, and her ten fingers were still working hard. He had taken off his coat long ago when he was doing first aid, and his shirt was thin. When she tried so hard, her nails dug into his skin, Gradually feel tingling, maybe the skin is broken.

It was time to pull her hand away and say a few words to her, but like a miracle, this tiny tingling actually made him feel happy, little by little, diluting the noise around him, diluting the many troubles in his chest, the coldness On a rainy night, at the scene of a car accident, holding her in his arms, and himself in the same embarrassment, he hadn't encountered such a terrible situation for many years, but at this moment he didn't feel troubled, lowered his head, knowing that she I can't see it, but I want to smile.

"Su Lei, why are you there?"

He didn't answer, he glanced sideways at her, and then continued to drive in silence. She persistently wanted to speak again, but when her shoulders warmed up, it was he who stretched out his hand and embraced her.

The body was forced to lean against his body, the sports car was low, and there was no dividing armrest between the seats. When the body fell, her cheek was pressed against his chest. He was only wearing a shirt and had been exposed to rain before. Although the car was warm, But it was still a little wet, sticking to the skin, the familiar light fragrance mixed with the moist warmth, and the faint sound of heartbeat, she was just shaken, and wanted to ask him countless things, but at this moment she forgot I just want to reach out and hug him, just hug him, and don't care about anything.

That's what she thought, and she did the same. She buried her head in his arms, hugged his waist, and calmed down without making a sound.

He seemed to sigh lightly, then spoke in a low voice, and only said a few words.

"Okay, let's go back."

This is the first time she heard the word "we" from him. She should be happy, but she felt her nose sour. She didn't look up at the end, but closed her arm holding him, and gave a soft "um" .

8
It was already midnight when we returned to the apartment. After a lot of trouble, both of them were in a mess. Chen Sulei had done first aid before, and there were mud and blood on his clothes. Su Xiaoyu was even worse, with bruises all over his body. It's too long, dragging the hem, pulling up the sleeves, the hair is all wet, and the lips are white.

He said to go to the hospital on the way, but Su Xiaoyu refused, it was just a fall, and it was so late, so she would have to go to the emergency department of the hospital, and she would probably die of shame in the eyes of the doctor.

The bathroom was very warm. She took off her clothes amidst the sound of rushing water. The stockings were stuck to the wound, and no matter how careful she was, she couldn't take them off.

The tearing pain from the condensed wound, she couldn't help but gasped, threw away the stockings and simply gritted her teeth and jumped into the water. If you want to hurt, let's finish the pain together.

The water temperature was very high, and apart from the knees, the places where the palms supported the ground were also worn out. The moment I fell into the water was extremely painful, but it gradually became numb, and then I didn't feel it anymore.

There was a light sound, it was he who pushed the door and came in, still wearing a blood-stained shirt, after he came in, he took a look at her torn clothes first, without saying a word, lowered his eyes to look at her, his eyes were like black jade, then he lowered his head , reached out to unbutton the watch.

She was completely in the water, the water was hot, she was pale and trembling just now, but now she has recovered, she was a little surprised to see his movements, her face slowly blushed, and her chin sank into the water.

"Little fish." He called her.

Looking up, she saw that he had bent down, his wrist was in front of her eyes, the watch was still there, the cuffs of his shirt were all torn in the confusion just now, and the buckle was entangled with the fabric at the damaged place, and it has not been caught up to now. Open.

She understood the meaning, raised her wet hand from the water to help him, and everything happened as soon as it touched his skin. The bathtub in the master bedroom is oval, wide and boundless, the water was too full, and then overflowed , falling to the ground and splashing.

Her body soared into the air, and quickly fell back into the water. Her eyes were blank. He reached out to grab something. She knew what he was going to do. He had always taken precautions for so long. In the past, she never She cared, but this time she suddenly became obsessed, she lowered her head and kissed him forcefully, the tip of her tongue fell behind his ear, and then rolled into his ear canal, trying to imitate everything he taught her.

His shirt was soaked, and the buttons were small, so it was difficult to untie them. Her fingers groped in the water, trying her best to untie those knots, but she gave up, her hands passed through those obstacles, and pressed against his naked skin. I fell down.

There was his heartbeat under the palm of her hand, and the real feeling brought by the skin-to-skin contact finally made her short of breath. It turned out that she was so scared, afraid that she would never see him again, afraid that he would disappear out of thin air in this world, so afraid that she could only use the most primitive There is no way to prove his real existence, afraid to forget his own sorrow, afraid to compromise with the established future.

That being the case, since there is no escape, then even once, she will always leave something from him, even if everything is just an illusion, she at least knows that they happened.

She had never taken the initiative, but today she went against her temper. He was caught off guard, and the darkness in his eyes could not be condensed, and he was instantly distracted.Even so, he opened the drawer in confusion, with too much force, and with a bang, everything scattered on the ground, and she suddenly became desperate amidst the noise, closed her eyes tightly, and didn't want to look any further. glance.

They made love in the water for a long time, no one spoke, their lips and teeth met, their breaths were entangled, and they always remembered the time she fell. All I had left was the strength to breathe.

Afraid that she would fall, he put his hands together, lay down with his arms around her for a while, and then slowly took her hand to look at it.

After being in the water for so long, the bloodstains on her palms had already been washed clean, but the scratches were still there, finely bruised and slightly white.

He looked at it for a long time, and finally asked in a low voice, "Does it hurt?"

Her face was still buried in his chest, the water was getting cold, but she didn't feel it, didn't speak, just shook her head, her movements were so small that she couldn't feel it if she wasn't careful.

Her cheek was right at his heart, and that slight friction made him confused for a moment, and suddenly felt that there was a place in his body that was full, overflowing, and he couldn't stop it no matter what.

He always thought that he understood her and the little fish on his body, but at this moment he felt confused, not knowing what she was thinking or what she was going to do.

But he thought none of that was important, what was important was that she was still here, with him.

(End of this chapter)