I heard that you are always alone

Chapter 12 God Like a Child
It was already October in Beijing at this time, and finally after a few long hours, I walked out of the airport in a dusty environment and immediately called Xiangnan.

Just after two rings, the other side picked up.

"I am back."

"Jiuyue? Where are you?"

"What about you at the airport? I'll go find you."

"Okay, you can take a taxi directly to our company, you know the address." She said.

The journey was less than an hour, the car stopped and went, Beijing, the congested highway, I thought, when I found Xiangnan and asked about the situation, I would immediately appear in front of Shi Beicheng.

After finally arriving at Xiangnan's company, as soon as I got out of the car, Xiangnan rushed up to me and gave me a bear hug.

"Dead Jiuyue, where have you been? Be silent, what about the child, are you planning to hide alone and give birth to a big fat boy, and then suddenly come back and appear in front of Shi Beicheng? Well, now you can hug you The son went to find him, and he was miserably harmed by you."

I didn't understand it, and I didn't care about her son, so I asked her what was going on, why did Shi Beicheng break up with Mu Linxi, wasn't she pregnant and ready to get married?

"Come on, sit down and listen to me tell you slowly."

She poured me a glass of water, and I took the opportunity to take a closer look at her company. It is small and large, and the employees are getting more and more capable. I smiled and said, "Boss Xiang, you're doing well."

"Stop talking, let me tell you that Mu Linxi's pregnancy is actually a fake."

"Ah? What did you say?"

"When you disappeared, Shi Beicheng looked for you everywhere, and Ou Yao also looked for you everywhere, but no one had heard of you. Because Shi Beicheng looked for you every day, he and Mu Linxi began to quarrel frequently. There was a lot of rumors in the outside world, and then there was a car accident somehow, and no one was hurt, but Mu Linxi's fake pregnancy was leaked."

"and then?"

"Shi Beicheng broke up with her in a fit of anger, and she committed suicide after a fight, but Shi Beicheng's heart seemed to be dead. After a few times of fighting, she found it was useless, so she just gave up."

"Then where is Shi Beicheng now?"

"He drank every day except for drinking, and almost all the venues in Beijing were smashed by him. He changed women to play, but it was just for fun, and he didn't even have sex. No one can take him down, and they secretly bet that whoever can take down Young Master Shida will do whatever he wants."

"How about it?"

"Who knows, but if you ask Xiao Qing, she should know."

Xiangnan took a sip of water, looked at my face carefully, and then suddenly said distressedly: "Yue, why have you lost weight again!"

I touched my cheek and couldn't help but smile wryly, "It's good to be thinner, isn't it that many women are desperately trying to lose weight?"

"Then you are not allowed to be so skinny! Tell me, where have you been for so long? Where am I going to be my son?"

"Lost."

"What?" Xiangnan jumped up, "Did it fall?"

"Yes, because the child was lost and Shi Beicheng announced the marriage news, so I went to Austria. It was very good, very quiet, the scenery was good, the weather was good, and I was influenced by the artistic atmosphere all day long."

Xiangnan listened, and suddenly hugged me, her voice choked up: "Why are you so cowardly! They bully you, if you don't fight back, you just hide, what should I do if you hide? Do you know that I feel very distressed?"

"I'm sorry, Shannan."

"Come on, let me see if there are any other changes..."

She turned my face, took my hand, looked it over carefully, and finally found that it was intact, so she was relieved.

"Okay, thank you, Xiangnan, I'll go find Shi Beicheng and tell him that I'm back."

"Well, go. I wish you happiness."

I smiled and stood up, ignoring the overnight flight, and wholeheartedly looking forward to the moment when I saw Shi Beicheng. I want to tell him that I was pregnant with his child, but I lost it later. I also want to tell him that I am I no longer mind the past between him and Mu Linxi, as long as he is no longer entangled with her, I can be desperate, because, because of such a big circle, I realized that forgetting him is really better than anyone in the world. Everything is difficult, even though I imagined it was very simple.

I want to be with him, to have another child, to be fully in love.

It was 10:30 in the morning. I took a taxi from Xiangnan's company and went straight to Katie's diary. Before I got out of the car, I saw Katie's door. I was already surrounded by reporters. I hurriedly paid the money and rushed down, heartbroken." "Bang bang" was beating strongly, I had a bad feeling.

Sure enough, something went wrong.

I just pushed one reporter after another, and finally squeezed to the door, and bumped into him coming from the hall.

How tall and handsome he is, he is the man I miss day and night.

He was walking in front, with handcuffs on his hands, and four policemen followed him on both sides.

"Let go, I will go by myself." He turned his head and looked at his subordinates, "Tell the chairman that I was framed."

It was his voice, so familiar, so gentle and stern, no other person could have it.I looked over in the crowd, in the backlit hall, the golden sun shone in from outside, his body seemed to be covered with dazzling light, and his slender body was reflected in my pupils.

I just feel sore eyes and throbbing stomach pain.

I almost blurted out: "Shi Beicheng!"

Hearing this, he immediately turned his head to look for the direction of the voice. However, the reporters flooding up instantly overwhelmed me. I tried to stand on tiptoes, but I couldn't see him.

No matter how hard I try, I can't, can't...

Tears fell down drop by drop, and hit the back of his hand. I was in the crowd, and he looked around in the middle of the hall, but he never saw me, and was taken out fiercely by the police next to me.

Before I had time to think about it, I quickly called Ou Yao.

It was him, it must be him, he didn't even give me any time, so he attacked him.

The phone was connected, but an unusually calm voice came from the other end: "Jiuyue."

"What do you want to do? What the hell do you want to do? You're so boring doing this, don't you know?"

He smiled, "I don't think anything is meaningful as long as it can bring you back to me."

"I'm not yours, why come back to your side, Ou Yao, you have to be clear, some people will never be yours, don't try to get them by improper means, otherwise it's called stealing!"

"It doesn't matter whether it's stolen or robbed. In short, Shi Beicheng is in my hands now. As long as I withdraw the lawsuit against him and clarify to the media that all this is just a misunderstanding, then all problems will disappear. .”

"Ou Yao!"

"You know, I do everything for you—even if you hate me."

Put down the phone, I can't think for a long time.I still remember the first time I saw Ou Yao, he was like a god in Xiaozhou's mouth, tall and handsome, young and promising, gentleman and polite... When he was eating with me and Xiao Qingxiangnan, he smiled simply and purely , like a child, no matter when he sees me, even when he is busy or annoying, there is always a slight smile on his mouth, he is always good for me, when I tell him that I like Shi Beicheng At that moment, the despair and helplessness in his eyes, in Gulangyu Island, he took care of me who was sick without eating or sleeping...

But at this moment, I knew that the Ou Yao in my heart who was always humble and always working hard for my joy and anger no longer existed, and something was severely torn and split in a corner of my heart. The open wound is ugly and unbelievable. The purest gratitude I once had was crushed by his own hands, scattered all over the sky, and I can never go back.

At this time, Xiangnan's phone call came in, and as soon as I picked it up, I heard her shouting voice on the other end: "Xiaoyue, where are you? Are you at Shi Beicheng's place? I just heard from the news that Katie Something went wrong with the diary, is it true? What about Shi Beicheng, was he really arrested?"

"Well," I nodded, my voice was so low that I almost couldn't hear myself, "Xiangnan, what should I do?"

"What should I do? He won't do this. There must be a reason. Let me help you. We can find out who is behind the scenes, and Shi Beicheng can come out..."

"No, I know who it is."

"What did you say? You know..."

"Yes, I know, I'll take care of it, Xiangnan, thank you, and you care about me."

Although she still doesn't believe me, I don't have the energy to explain anymore, and I don't want to talk any more. I need to think carefully and calmly.

I thought of Shi Jingchun, his father.

He must have a way, he must not just watch his son suffer, so I rushed upstairs immediately, the front desk stopped me, and I said: "I want to find Shi Jingchun."

"Excuse me, our chairman is out, who are you?"

"I……"

When I opened my mouth, I didn't know who I should tell her who I was. After thinking about it, I had to say, "I'm Shi Beicheng's friend."

"Oh, the chairman just went out for the general manager's business. If you don't mind, just sit inside and wait."

"Oh, good."

Not long after, about an hour later, Shi Jingchun came back. When I heard the sound of him opening the door, I turned my head and was stunned for a moment.

Because behind him was Mu Linxi.

That's right, why did I forget, I have nothing to worry about, no matter how big it is, Mu Linxi can handle it well, her father is so powerful.

"Miss Jiu?" Shi Jingchun was a little surprised, and frowned unconsciously when he saw me.

"Hello, Chairman Shi." I bowed slightly.

"Excuse me, what's the matter with you?"

"I..." I looked up and looked at Mu Linxi, who also stared at me blankly, she was still so proud.

"Tell me, what's the matter."

"It's Shi Beicheng's matter, I want to know if it's serious?"

"Is it serious?" Shi Jingchun repeated my words, his expression suddenly very severe, "I ran a big circle without any room for maneuver, and all the accusations were directed at Bei Cheng. I really can't think of what he offended. people."

"Then, is there no other way?"

"I can't think of it for the time being." He rubbed his temples, looked at Mu Linxi wearily, and said, "Linxi, you can chat with Miss Jiu, I'm tired, I want to go in and think about it."

"Okay, uncle, take care of yourself."

Seeing him dragging his tired body into the office inside, Mu Linxi and I looked at each other in blank dismay. For a long time, neither of us knew what to say.

"Jiuyue, although uncle doesn't know who it is because of, but I know, I beg you, just let Bei Cheng go." She said suddenly, her voice was sluggish and damp.

"What did you say?" I raised my head in a daze, and it took me a long time to understand the meaning of this sentence, as if my brain stopped thinking for a moment.

"You know, you are the only one who can save Bei Cheng. Do you have the heart to kill the innocent Bei Cheng because of your own selfish thoughts? He doesn't know what's going on in prison now. The place is so cold and humid, he... ..."

"It's not like what you said," I looked at her, "Mu Linxi, is this how you talk to people? You never make things difficult for others because of your own private thoughts."

"No, for him, I can do anything."

"No, no," I shook my head, desperately, "but I can't..."

"You can! Ou Yao loves you so much, why can't you marry him? As long as you marry him, you will be happy, Ou Yao will be happy, and Bei Cheng and I will be happy. Why do you have to hold on to Bei Cheng?"

"I grabbed Bei Cheng?" I couldn't control my emotions because of my excitement, "Who wanted to catch him? If you hadn't pretended to be pregnant, would I have gone to Austria alone? Now you say I was the one who caught him , if I wanted to catch him, I would have caught him long ago!"

I can hardly think about it, and when I think about it, I feel a dull pain in my stomach. If it wasn't for her, how could my child die?
However, compared to me, Mu Linxi's expression was cold and rational. She just brushed the hair on her forehead lightly, with a haughty smile on the corner of her mouth: "I know your love is great, So I believe in you, no matter what, you will help us, right?"

I sneered, "Even if I agree to Ou Yao, it's still unknown whether you will get back together with him, right?"

I turned around to leave, but she suddenly grabbed my arm, "Jiuyue, you..."

I slowly pushed her hand away, and my face had returned to calm and calm, "In the future, the person who will accompany Bei Cheng on the road, even if that person is not me, it will not be you."

After finishing speaking, I left the office without looking back. The afternoon sun was scorching hot on my face. At this moment, my heart was suddenly calm, so peaceful that I couldn't even feel the blood flowing in my body.

I and Shi Beicheng, it seems that I have never had any vows, unwavering, even I have never become the woman he recognized in front of others, I don't know if it is worth it, but I know that I love him, truly love A person will disregard everything, don't pay back, just hope that he is good, and everything else can be unimportant.

But now, our fate is probably really exhausted, there is no need to struggle, and no need to work harder, as long as we accept it quietly, maybe everything will suddenly become clear.

Before calling Ou Yao, I went to the Public Security Bureau and met him.

He is still in detention pending investigation. When he heard my name, he ran out almost like a gallop.

I couldn't wait to look up at him. He was still wearing the white shirt that day, the tie was gone, and the neckline was exposed. The moment he saw me, his eyes were quiet and deep, like dew in the morning .

In the blink of an eye, tears rolled down like beads.

He just looked at me quietly, looked at me, and didn't speak for a long time.

The last time we said goodbye, even though it was only half a year ago, everything seemed to be different.It seems that I haven't seen him for too long, even in my dreams, he never appeared.

I stared blankly and lost my words. Finally, he was the one who broke the silence first: "You are back."

This sentence, four words, was like four heavy irons hitting my heart heavily. I was so painful that I couldn't speak, I just looked at him stupidly, and there was a deep sadness in those moist eyes. deep mist.

How much I want to tell him, yes, I am back, your month is back.

However, the reality is so cruel that people are unable to bear it.

I tried my best to hold back the tears that came up one after another, "Yes, I came back to tell you that I am going to marry Ou Yao. This time, I really forgot about you, so I don't have to run away anymore. I wanted to tell you how happy I am, but I didn't expect to see you here..."

"What... what?" He looked at me blankly, "What they said is true, are you really going to marry him? Didn't you come back to me?"

"What are you looking for?" I smiled, "Shi Beicheng, from the moment I left Beijing, we are over. During this period of time, Ou Yao has been by my side to take care of me. He treats me well, I think , I was finally moved."

"What about me?" He choked up, his eyes flushed, "What should I do? What should I do?"

"You..." I ruthlessly said, "Don't worry, when I came here I saw your father and Mu Linxi running around about your affairs, I believe you will be able to leave here in a short time, don't you Something will happen."

"Jiuyue, you know that's not what I'm talking about."

"What is that?" I looked up, pretending not to know.

"Me and you, what shall we do?"

"Without us, you would have given up long ago, and I would have given up too."

Shi Beicheng, please forgive me, and treat it as compensation for hurting me back then.I didn't mean to hurt you like this, but I have no choice but to pretend that I can't hear or see your sadness, anyway, our world will never have any intersection again.

"If I had held your hand, wouldn't everything be like it is now? But, I never thought of giving up. It was you, it was you who were so indifferent that I didn't want to and didn't dare to challenge. It was you from the beginning You didn't tell me to hold on to you from the beginning..." He murmured, his voice became smaller and smaller, his throat became more and more trembling, I couldn't bear to look at the grief he was holding back.

I finally raised my eyes, smiled at him, and then stood up. The moment I turned around, I couldn't help the tears falling again. I had to leave immediately, otherwise I couldn't help but threw myself into his arms, and I would go crazy kiss him.

"Jiuyue..."

He called me from behind, but I never looked back, everything was over, I walked forward stiffly with stiff steps, I was carrying a pure white leather bag, my expression was firm, my back was determined, I never imagined him behind me, now it is What a sad and hopeless face.

I want him to know that I will never come back again. After he goes out, I may have married Ou Yao, so there is no need for him to hurt himself and get drunk every night.

Three days later, when Ou Yao returned to China, I stood in the airport lobby waiting for him like a fiancée.

Relatively speechless, he tried to find a topic, asking me if I was hungry, and asking me if I wanted to rest.

I kept shaking my head with a blank expression on my face. I wanted him to know that he seemed to have got me now, but what he lost was the beautiful Jiuyue in his heart. He got a woman, but he would lose his love forever.

It was raining all the way back to the hotel. He looked at me while driving, "Maybe you will still hate me now, but I believe that after some days, you will slowly forgive and even fall in love with me."

"You're so confident," I said.

"I said earlier that it doesn't matter if I don't fall in love, as long as I can see you all the time."

I stopped talking, the raindrops outside were beating on the car window, and the road in Beijing became more and more difficult to walk, just like my future life, it was foggy and I couldn't see the direction clearly.

But there are some people, maybe I will spend my whole life looking through the water in the future, and it is impossible to see them again.

"Next week," he said quietly, "I will take you to South Korea to participate in the Korean Film Festival. By the way, let's play and relax. Your mood should be much better."

I don't talk, just treat him as talking to himself.

"Okay, don't be angry anymore, everything will be fine." He stretched out his hand and covered mine.

I slowly withdrew my hand and just looked outside blindly.

The silent sound of the rain will wash away the despair in my heart, but at the same time, the coolness is deep, and it will never fade away.

The next day, Xiangnan found me, and she asked me why I did this.

I didn't explain, just looked at her weakly, and I believed she would understand.

She said, "I don't understand why you went back to Ou Yao when you saw Shi Beicheng collapsed, but Jiuyue, let me tell you, Shi Beicheng is fine, his family has solved all the difficulties for him, it is said that the next Week will come out."

"Really?" I responded lightly, always looking into the distance.

Come out, just come out.

A week later, Ou Yao and I walked out of the exit gate of Incheon Airport, and there were already people waiting for us in the crowd.

I followed Ou Yao and walked towards the man, and he immediately greeted him and said in jerky Chinese, "Hi Mr. Ou, Mrs. Ou. My name is Lin Yang, and I am your host this time."

"Sorry, I'm not Mrs. Ou," I said.

Ou Yao turned his head to look at me, then turned back to look at Lin Yang, and said apologetically, "She is my fiancée, just call her Jiuyue."

"Oh, that's it." Lin Yang smiled awkwardly, bowed and said, "Okay, Miss Jiu, I'm really sorry."

"It's ok."

After I finished speaking, I got into the car. Ou Yao's outstretched hand stopped awkwardly in mid-air. I just looked ahead and didn't look at him.

I heard the two of them talking politely along the way, Ou Yao didn't talk much, that Lin Yang always wanted to say something tremblingly, but was always afraid of saying the wrong thing.

Finally arrived at the hotel, I got out of the car, Lin Yang once again faced a difficult problem.

After hemming and hawing for a long time, he finally said: "Mr. Ou said before that he and his wife will be two people, so I only booked one room. So, is it one room or..."

"Two." I said.

Ou Yao's face suddenly became ugly.Lin Yang looked at him, not knowing whether to agree or not.

I turned my face to face Ou Yao.

After thinking about it, he had no choice but to say to Lin Yang, "Two rooms."

"Ok."

After Lin Yang spoke, he went to talk to the front desk. I looked at Ou Yao and said, "It's nice of you rich people. Everywhere you go, people bow down."

"But," he took out a cigarette from his pocket, lit it, and suddenly said sadly, "I still want to bow down to you."

At this point in the topic, I felt that there was no need to continue, so I turned my head to look at the furnishings of the hotel. He stopped talking and smoked silently at the side.

"Okay, you two, come upstairs with me." Lin Yang smiled.

That night, I slept very restlessly, and my chest was stuffy all the time. I went downstairs to buy water in the middle of the night, and went out to get some air. The figure, probably he also does not sleep, so why would he go all out to keep me.

Lin Yang took us around for two days before the opening ceremony of the film week.

As Ou Yao's fiancée, I sat side by side with him under the stage, dressed in noble clothes, smiling at the camera and the media.

At the end of the interview, Ou Yao was stopped by the reporters for an interview, so I carried my bag and walked out alone.I received a text message from him on the way, and he said: Don't wander around, wait for me obediently.

I said: I'm going out for a walk, and I'll go back to the hotel at night.

I really just wanted to get some air, but I didn't expect that things would develop into what they were later.

I just left the door of the studio hall, and I haven’t been walking for a long time. Suddenly, my stomach hurts like hell. I squatted down and held my stomach, but it didn’t help. It still hurt like a knife stabbing me. Suddenly, a car suddenly stopped beside me, my brain was still buzzing, I tried to raise my head, the sun was dazzling, standing in front of me, but it was a face that made me unable to distinguish whether it was real or an illusion .

"boarding."

He opened the door of the car, picked me up and threw me in, he also sat up at random, and hurriedly told the driver to drive to the hospital.

I hurriedly shouted: "No, there is no need to go to the hospital."

"You're in such pain that you don't need to go to the hospital?"

"Maybe it's just temporary, it'll be fine after a while."

"I'm relieved when the doctor says it's all right."

I don't struggle any more, the pain made me feel at a loss as to how he would appear here, but the faint familiar smell on his body made me feel extra relieved, I closed my eyes, and even expected the car to keep driving, all the time Don't go to the hospital, even if the pain is always there.

But it didn't take long, and he arrived. He helped me out of the car, and I wanted to go by myself, but he was still so domineering, and he didn't want to listen to my nonsense at all.

I went to the emergency room, but the doctor said that the water and soil were not acclimatized, and I probably ate something bad.

The infusion was left behind, and as time passed, he sat by my bed and looked at me without blinking his eyes.

When the pain subsided gradually, I asked him seriously: "Why are you here?"

Shi Beicheng nodded, and said mockingly: "Well, after being released from prison, I don't feel like working, so I just come out to relax."

I pouted, knowing that he was lying, but I didn't want to expose him.

"How is it? Is it better? Does it still hurt?" He asked with concern.

I shook my head, for a moment, I said: "You should know, I came with Ou Yao, you shouldn't show up."

"Why, why Ou Yao? You once told me that you didn't like him."

"You said it too, that was in the past."

"Then have you ever had feelings for me?"

"Yes." I answered succinctly.

I forgot who once said to me that as long as you don’t love someone, you just need to put on a numb expression. After a long time, your heart will become numb. Slowly, you really don’t love him anymore.

Just like now, I sat on the bed, the infusion bottle above my head was almost empty, and I watched the liquid tick-tock into my body, and there was a little bit of coolness, which I imagined as an anesthetic.

"I heard that you are getting married." He said dully.

"Well." I replied.

"It's a bad feeling to hear about your marriage from someone else," he said.

"Yes, I understand." I looked into his foggy eyes, "Because I was the same as you before, passively listening to news about you and her more than once."

"Are you punishing me?"

I laughed, "I've already forgotten it, so why punish me? I just remember the pain at that time, but I don't remember how it hurt, and I've let go of it long ago."

"If," he stretched out his hand and slowly covered mine, "if I tell you not to—don't marry him, is that okay?"

"Impossible." I pulled out my hand, "Why do you tell me not to marry him?"

He froze for a moment, his eyes fixed on me, as if he wanted to expose me.

I didn't speak, I still looked up at the ticking infusion bottle.

Suddenly, he lowered his eyes and said sadly: "I don't have the capital to make such a request to you, but this time, I think I'm really going to lose you——I'm afraid, Jiuyue."

I suddenly felt blurred in front of my eyes, maybe I stared at one place for too long and focused too much.

He stretched out his hand again and pulled me into his arms. I was held tightly by him, and suddenly I couldn't say anything.

There is a voice in my heart that keeps saying, don't, don't be obsessed with such an embrace.

However, the body could not move at all, and the brain could no longer think.

A woman loves a man so hard, how can she resist him?

Until someone beside him exclaimed with displeasure: "Don't get tired of it, you don't look at it even if you lose, how can you be a boyfriend!"

We separated quickly and saw a young nurse who looked at me unhappily and said, "Give me your hand."

I stretched out my hand, and she mercilessly pulled off the tube inserted into it, threw a cotton ball over, and said, "Press it yourself."

"I'll do it." Shi Beicheng took it gently.

The nurse gave me another look, turned around and left with her hips twisted.

That day, I didn't go back to find Ou Yao, even though the phone rang again and again, I put it in my bag, and finally turned it off.

Shi Beicheng took me to a small hotel, where the owner was a Chinese Korean, and he could speak Chinese.

I asked Shi Beicheng: "How do you know this place?"

He smiled and didn't answer.

But the boss still remembered him, saying that it was winter when he and his girlfriend came last time, and there was not much fun except for the snow scene. This time, he introduced us more interesting attractions.

I suddenly realized, no wonder, he is so familiar with everything here, it turned out that he used to come here with Mu Linxi.

Suddenly my temper came again. We went upstairs and entered the room. I threw my bag on the bed and went to the bathroom.

He hugged me from behind, with a slightly warm breath: "Are you angry again?"

"No need."

"That's all in the past, you clearly know that I have already..."

"none of my business."

"Jiuyue." He leaned on my shoulder and said softly, "Let's not start arguing every time we meet, and stop hurting each other, okay?"

"Okay, then you come with me, I'll take you to the hotel where Ou Yao and I stayed." I turned around and looked at him in protest.

He suddenly fell silent, and stared blankly at me for a few seconds. I thought he was going to get angry. In the past, he was the one who got angry first, and then we each had a cold war.

This time, he didn't, he just looked at me for a long time, and said bitterly: "I understand, then let's change."

"No," I stood there, motionless, "didn't you hear, 'If I talk, it's just me coming tenderly.' Now that's it, you're not thinking in my shoes, then It's not mutual understanding, but completely self-centered, I don't need your obedience, what I need is you to understand me."

"Okay, I'm sorry, Jiuyue, I will try my best to change in the future, so don't marry him, let's go together, okay?" He begged in a low voice.

I turned my back and didn't look into his eyes, a crack was drawn in my heart, "No, I must marry him."

"I never regretted my past before, but now, I really regret that I loved Mu Linxi."

"That's your business too. If she chills you, you will regret it, right?"

"No, I regret it because of you. If I never had that past with her, maybe you would come back to me."

"Is that what you think?" I asked.

"Is not it?"

"No, it has nothing to do with her. You should know that women are often jealous when they have a rival in love, and they want to hold on and possess them more. But yours didn't make me have this kind of impulse. That can only mean——I I don't love you enough."

"No." He roared, "You can't not love me!"

Turning around my body, his kisses came overwhelmingly, I wanted to hide, but the ridiculous thing is, I have come here with him like a demon, where else can I escape?
"You can only belong to me alone, I don't care what you had with Ou Yao before, you can only belong to me in the future!" He gasped, and kissed my earlobe domineeringly, what I smelled was still the same. The familiar taste is his taste.

However, does he know that during the days when he was away, nothing happened to Ou Yao and me. Perhaps the previous self was not a complete self, but after meeting him, I can no longer treat myself Give it to another man.

He crazily demanded, I don't know how much strength and how much resentment he has, to impose on me so extreme, gentle and cruel, domineering and intolerable.I closed my eyes several times, and tears rolled down my cheeks. Perhaps, no matter how hard it is to love, it is worth it.

Although no one can experience such hard work, including Shi Beicheng.

(End of this chapter)