Pillow wife

Chapter 132 I Really Love You (4)
It rained on the day of the divorce, and he saw her wearing a light eggplant-colored A-line dress with pure black short boots on her feet, and her face was as peaceful as ever.

She held up an umbrella and stood on the side of the road waiting for him, her eyes were quiet, she didn't dodge or collapse, she just looked at him quietly.

He got out of the car and walked towards her step by step.

The two of them didn't even exchange the most basic greetings, so they turned around and entered the Civil Affairs Bureau.

This was the first time he walked in front of her so openly, but he didn't expect that he came to the Civil Affairs Bureau with her.

Facing the staff's questioning, she could still answer with a smile: "When we got married, we had no feelings. We each had our own goals. Now that our goals have been achieved, we're here for a divorce."

Her tone was calm, so calm that he felt as if she really had nothing to do.

She was laughing throughout the process, just like before, unable to see any emotions that a divorced woman should have.

It wasn't until he walked out of the gate of the Civil Affairs Bureau that he looked back at her and found that her face was a little pale, but she was still smiling. Although the smile on her face was shallow, it was still possible for people to clearly see that she was smiling.

He subconsciously asked how she was, but she just smiled and put away the divorce certificate and told him it was fine.

There was sweat on her forehead, and he subconsciously wanted to wipe it off, but she asked him to pay attention to the distance between them with a cold face.

It has to be said that Qin Yuexin was the first woman to let him be so deflated.

He thought she was pregnant, but she said she would not let herself be pregnant with his child.

Lu Chen'an couldn't tell what it was like, but looking at her sudden tears, he felt that the woman in front of him seemed not as cold and hard as he imagined.

He suddenly wanted to reach out and wipe away the tears on her face, which was probably a habitual action, but she took a quick step back and avoided his action directly.

She was crying, but she didn't show any concession on her face. Facing his merciless debunking, she was even able to fight back sharply.

No one would feel comfortable being called a scum face to face, and he was no exception.

He didn't want to say anything to her anymore, Qin Yuexin's language skills were very strong, and he knew it when she watched her face off against Qin Zhiru and Lu Tingyi.

Although he didn't think her scolding him would change anything, but being scolded by a woman, I believe any man would feel uncomfortable.

He already knew that Qin Yuexin wouldn't want anything. This woman was so proud that sometimes it made people feel boring.

But that apartment was what she deserved.

He wouldn't want the apartment for no reason, but he couldn't accept it falling into someone else's hands either.And in this world, in his opinion, the only person who is qualified to own that apartment is Qin Yuexin.

But she still didn't want it, after breaking away from his hand, Qin Yuexin left without looking back.

He just answered a phone call, but Qin Yuexin was no longer in his sight.

Xue Cheng asked him if he was reluctant.

In fact, this is not a matter of reluctance, because he has never tried to be reluctant.

He's just, a little unaccustomed to it.

Lu Qihua and Zhao Fen divorced, heh, he got everything he wanted.And that brief unaccustomed, who cares.

When I saw Qin Yuexin again, it was the day of worship. She was standing in front of the tombstone, and when she was silent, she was like a cloud floating in the sky.

He felt that Qin Yuexin seemed to be a little different, but he couldn't tell exactly what was different.

In fact, so what if it is clear, what does it have to do with him?
When he received Qin Zhiru's call, he had already guessed what this brainless woman wanted to do, but he didn't refuse because he hadn't gotten what he wanted yet.

When he arrived, Qin Yuexin was holding a chair and was about to throw it at Qin Zhiru. He walked unhurriedly, without any intention of going up to obstruct her.

Really, even if Qin Yuexin threw herself on Qin Zhiru, the most he could do was call 120, otherwise Qin Zhiru would just die.

As for the rest, to be honest, he didn't even think about it.

He just didn't expect to see Xu Huainan.

He remembered this man, and last time he saw him with Qin Yuexin.

What he didn't expect was that Qin Yuexin would faint like this all of a sudden. After calling out "Xu Huainan", she fainted right in front of him.

He subconsciously wanted to reach out to catch her, but found that another man moved faster than him.

Xu Huainan glanced at him before leaving, and the coldness in his eyes made him very unhappy.

Compared with Xu Huainan, he, Qin Yuexin's ex-husband, seemed to have more rights and reasons to go forward and hug her.

He was a little uncomfortable, because this man Xu Huainan took him one step away.

However, this woman Qin Zhiru still wanted to add fuel to the fire, but he didn't deal with this stupid woman immediately. It was not difficult to deal with Qin Zhiru, all he had to do now was wait.

I was a little surprised when I received the call from Mu Jianting, and what was even more surprising was that Qin Yuexin was pregnant.

At that moment, in fact, he couldn't tell what it was like, it was very strange, it was not as resistant and disgusting as he imagined.

It was the first time that Mu Jianting fought him because of a woman, but ironically, that woman was his ex-wife.

Mu Jianting asked him whether he loved Qin Yuexin or not.

But he doesn't know what love is at all. What is love?What is love?
Mu Jianting asked him sentence by sentence, but he didn't know how to answer.

Do you feel bad when you see her feel bad?

It's not uncomfortable, it's just that I can't help but want to wipe her tears away.

So when he saw her fainting, did he remain indifferent?

Maybe he was really a little indifferent, but thinking about it now, he felt that he seemed strange.It was a feeling that he couldn't explain, he only knew that he didn't want anything to happen to Qin Yuexin.

To be honest, she really did nothing wrong. If she had to say that she did something wrong, it was probably marrying him.

He didn't know why he suddenly wanted to find her, and he went to her for no reason.

When he saw her with Xu Huainan, he felt a little irritated, but he couldn't find any reason to be irritated, so he could only suppress the irritability that came to him.

Her attitude was very cold, so cold that he couldn't help being a little annoyed.

Although he didn't know why he was angry, it just seemed that he had always looked at her with a smile on his face, but now with such an expression, he felt very uncomfortable.

Yes, if you have to use one word to give a reason, it is probably a reaction.

He asked her if she was pregnant, but she said that even if she was pregnant, the child was not his.

At such a moment, he actually wanted to strangle her to death.

But he held back, held back the inexplicable anger.

She had never faced him with such an attitude, but today, she seemed to be a stranger to him, and the deliberate alienation in her tone was very obvious.

He didn't know why, but suddenly pointed out her wound.

As if to make sure of something, before leaving, he did not forget to sprinkle salt on her wound.

Xinxin, you still love me.

With such a firm tone, he actually didn't know whether he was speaking to her or to himself.

When I saw her at the engagement banquet, I had to say she was amazing.

Qin Yuexin has always been good-looking and has a good temperament, but she never seems to care about her capital, and rarely wants to show it off like this today.

Undoubtedly, Qin Yuexin is definitely another focus tonight, and no one can ignore the aura that comes with her.

Qin Zhiru always likes to do such boring and meaningless things. She has been targeting Qin Yuexin like this all the time, but she never knew that from the very beginning, Qin Zhiru was the loser.

Qin Yuexin never let her gaffe show in front of others, she can always maintain her dignified and decent side in front of others.

It was as if now, she was standing on the stage with a haughty and cold expression on her face, and with just one look, she had already easily suppressed Qin Zhiru.

He had already guessed that Qin Zhiru would not let go of such an opportunity, but he never worried about it.

The Qin Yuexin he knew was always proud.

He just didn't guess that Xu Huainan would propose, nor did he think that Qin Yuexin would agree.

Mu Jianting asked him if he was happy. After tonight, he got the Qin's shares in Fang Sujiao's hands.

He thought he would be very happy, but in fact, he was not as happy as he expected.

Really not, he even remembered Qin Yuexin's expression when he said "as you wish".

She seemed to be looking at him, and the emotion in her eyes made him inexplicably uneasy.

It's been a long time since he felt so uneasy. For so many years, he was almost living on a wire rope. He planned everything step by step, but he had never felt so uneasy.

That anxiety was too much for him to ignore, so he went to her again for no reason.

When he saw the intimate interaction between her and Xu Huainan, he didn't know why, but the anger that had been suppressed for a long time seemed to be uncontrollable.

But he finally held back, his self-control has always been very good.

In fact, he didn't know why, so stubbornly wanted to give her all those things.

It seems that in his subconscious, those things should belong to her, and it can only be said to belong to her.

He felt that something was wrong with him, but he didn't know what was wrong.

He clearly knew that she wouldn't want anything, but he still shamelessly put everything on her hands.

He wouldn't take it away, and knew she wouldn't throw it away.

He just took advantage of her compassion again in such a despicable way, just like before, this kind of use seems to be addictive.

The ring was donated by her, and he bought it back at a high price.

He didn't know what he was stubborn about, just like a child robbing a toy, even if his parents bought one, he still wanted to rob someone else.

He was like a robber, disregarding her wishes at all, he bought the ring and forced the ring into her hand.

She asked him why, but to be honest, he didn't know why.

He just felt that the ring on her finger was not given by him, it would be very dazzling.

This was the first time Qin Yuexin asked him out after the divorce. He just didn't expect that she asked him out for a breakup meal.

Those things he forced to her forcefully, she also forcefully returned to him.

The two of them are like two people in a tug-of-war, neither of them wants to let go and retreat.

That thing just stayed there, and no one took it away.

He suddenly felt that today's Qin Yuexin made him extremely uncomfortable and made him extremely uneasy.

She refused to let him see her off, but suddenly stopped him after he turned around.

Good morning.

It's been a long time since they divorced, and she hasn't heard her call herself that.

I don't know why, but when I heard these two words, I felt a little relieved.

But I never thought about it, but in the next second, I heard her say "goodbye."

She stood there and said these two words without haste.

Under the sun, a tear fell from her face, and he felt as if something had twisted his heart.

He looked at her and felt that her goodbye seemed different from the previous ones.

He just didn't expect that she would fly over and push him away at such a moment.

Just like back then, like more than ten years ago, I was desperate.

It's just that he suffered pain that he shouldn't have to bear because of her selflessness more than ten years ago; but now, she has endured pain that he shouldn't have to bear for him.

He looked at her legs being pressed under the car, the double eyelids that were gradually falling, and he felt his heart beat a little fast, so fast that he could no longer hear any sound.

He told her not to sleep, but she took her hand and pressed it on her chest, telling him: Lu Chenan, I'm in pain here.

At that moment, he suddenly felt as if his heart was in pain.

(End of this chapter)