Pillow wife

Chapter 133 I Really Love You (5)
After Qin Yuexin was pushed into the emergency room, he was the only one in the corridor, and the sound of breathing echoed in his hearing little by little. The quietness that he usually likes most made him extremely tired at this time.

Everyone is blaming him, but he doesn't really have any reason to fight back.

He asked Han Zhen why, and Han Zhen's straightforward answer finally angered him.

He didn't know why, but he couldn't stand Han Zhen saying that he loved her so confidently in front of him.

Qin Yuexin will be fine, he knows it.

Although he didn't know how he was so sure, but he knew how could something happen to a woman like her so easily.

As he expected, she was really fine, but it would take at least half a year for her legs to recover.

He wanted to watch her wake up, even though he didn't know what to say.

Han Shuya didn't let him get close at all like a cat with its hair blown.

He thought that Han Shuya was going to beat him again, but he didn't realize that she really wanted to ask him.

At this moment, he suddenly felt as if he had really done something wrong.

When he walked out of the hospital, he suddenly felt a little cold.

In fact, it is not cold. The weather in April is not cold.

But Han Zhen's words were like that ice bar, hitting him one by one. He couldn't avoid it, so he could only bear it.

It was obvious at first glance that this matter was not such a simple car accident. As he thought, the results of the investigation would come out soon.

When he saw that person, he had the urge to kill someone for the first time. As soon as he thought of Qin Yuexin's pale face being crushed under the wheel, he couldn't help but intensify the movements of his hands.

Mu Jianting told him not to interfere in Qin Yuexin's life anymore, and he actually thought the same way when he divorced.

To Qin Yuexin, to be honest, he didn't feel much guilt.

This is the choice she made at the beginning, and everyone must be responsible for their own choice.

He also felt that it would be the best end for the two of them to have nothing to do with each other, but he didn't expect that he could not help but want to find her again and again.

In the past, he thought that Qin Yuexin was just one of many chess pieces, but now he finds that even if she is, she is also the most different one.

He suddenly found that he didn't want to treat Qin Yuexin as he expected, and his abnormal unaccustomed made him a little troubled.

After waking up, Qin Yuexin was more indifferent than any Qin Yuexin he had ever seen, and she no longer had any emotional fluctuations when facing him.

Qin Yuexin's caregiver really has no eyesight, knowing the relationship between him and Qin Yuexin, but still doing such an annoying thing.

For him, no one can stop him from doing what he wants to do.

He just didn't expect that Qin Yuexin would not fall asleep, let alone that she would say such a thing.

For a moment, he was a little stunned, and an unknown emotion loomed in his heart.

It just came too slowly, appeared too short, he didn't even have time to analyze what it was, and disappeared soon.

Xu Huainan is really an annoying existence, but he can't touch him.

The existence of such a diaphragm made him irritable, and he could only see and calm down.

It's just that there is no way to calm down, and he suddenly remembered one thing: the things left in the western restaurant on the day of the car accident have not yet been returned.

The boss seemed to have expected that he would go back and look for it, and when he saw him, he took out the things.

I couldn't tell what I felt at that moment, but I began to doubt whether I was really right to do so.

When he left, the boss said a word to him: If you really love her, don't let her go.

Everyone was talking about love, and everyone was asking him if he loved Qin Yuexin.

But what is love?
What exactly is love?
He realized that he didn't know, let alone why, so many people were struggling with the word "love".

But the moment Qin Yuexin was proposed by Han Zhen, I have to say that my heart suddenly sank.

Even though he knew that she would not agree, he was still so uncomfortable that he wanted to find someone to fight, as if that was the only way to vent his inexplicable depression.

As he thought, Qin Yuexin refused, but the answer made him even a little irritable.

Sorry, I don't know how to love someone anymore.

He asked Xue Cheng, have you ever loved anyone?
It's a pity that Xue Cheng never loved.

He has never loved, and he doesn't even know what love is.

But Mu Jianting said that when you can't live without someone one day, you will know what love is.

He didn't want to leave Qin Yuexin, he just felt that, as if she wasn't having a good time, he didn't seem to be very happy either.

He always felt that he couldn't leave Qin Yuexin until he found out that she actually wanted to leave.

Only then did he realize that he never thought of letting this woman escape from his hands.

She can hate him or blame him, except leave him.

He thought it was like this, horrible possessiveness.

He had never been so angry when he saw her being blocked by other men.

His people, why should others touch them.

Yes, you can't even touch it.

She fell at his feet, and she was in a mess.

Those faintly suppressed habits made him unable to resist. He wanted to kiss her and hug her, just like before.

Yes, he calls them habits.

She wanted to run away, and the thought of it made him feel like he couldn't help himself.

Mu Jianting said, you are in love with Qin Yuexin, good morning.

love?

He didn't know, but when he saw her treating him like an enemy, he felt irritable, annoyed, and even felt a little inexplicably wronged.

This was an emotion he had never experienced before, and it was so complicated that he didn't know how to distinguish it or how to explain it.

Those were really uncomfortable days, even though the Qin family had already got what he wished, Lu Qihua had no ability to stand up again.

He finally achieved everything he wanted to do ten or twenty years ago, but he was not as happy as he imagined.

Qin Yuexin is like a hedgehog to him, no matter what he does, she will always face him with such disgust and hatred.

Mu Jianting said he was ruthless, and Qin Yuexin would be even more ruthless.

What Mu Jianting said was right, Qin Yuexin was really ruthless enough to leave as soon as he said it, without any leeway.

She left, and the moment he learned that she was gone, he felt a little dazed for the first time.

At a loss, I haven't felt this way for a long time.

Only when he learned that his parents would never show up again more than 20 years ago, did he feel at a loss and couldn't see the future clearly.

But now, Qin Yuexin has left, completely gone, the people sent out searched again and again, but they couldn't find her.

He wouldn't have found her if she hadn't been self-righteous in trying to mislead them by posting a photoshopped photo.

Those three months were very torturous, even more torturous than when I learned that my parents had left forever.

It seemed that something was missing in his life, but in fact he knew what he was missing, but he couldn't figure out why it happened.

His emotions have always been well controlled, but during that period of time he was unprecedentedly violent.

Xue Cheng took him to see a psychiatrist without telling him, and he didn't know why until later.

As a cold-blooded psychopath, you really don't want him to know what love is.

Looking at the test results, he just thought it was funny: "How do I look like a mental patient?"

If it was normal, Xue Cheng would definitely deny it.

But this time, Xue Cheng looked at him and disapproved for the first time: "Chen An, I always feel that something is wrong with you, don't resist anymore, you must receive treatment. You love Qin Yuexin, but you lack such Emotional perception, do you still want her to come back and escape again?"

Just kidding, if Qin Yuexin came back, how could he give her another chance to escape.

He knows that Qin Yuexin still loves him, so don't ask him why he is so determined.

In spite of her cruelty, she loved him, and he knew it.

He just never knew that she had experienced such despair.

After all, Fang Sujiao is still a little smarter than Qin Zhiru, and she is very handy in using divorce schemes.

If Qin Yuexin didn't ask, it would become an eternal barrier between the two of them.

He didn't want to have any estrangement. He didn't know if it was because he was getting older. A man in his 30s wanted to live a quiet life.

These days, he began to miss the two years when he married Qin Yuexin very much. Although he was acting, when he thought about it now, he found that Qin Yuexin was not the only one involved in the drama.

At least now, he has begun to miss and miss, hasn't he?
He does not admit that he is sick, nor is he willing to accept any treatment.

How could he be sick? Even if he was sick, he didn't need to be treated.

After three months, he finally found Qin Yuexin.

He knew that she had resentment in her heart, but he knew better that he couldn't let her go.

Even if it exists when you don't know it, it doesn't feel so real.

When she knew that she really loved this woman, any act of hurting herself was like cutting a knife in her heart.

In fact, he still doesn't know what love is, he just can't see her treating him like this.

Xue Cheng persuaded him to receive treatment, but why should he receive treatment?
Is it just for the so-called love?

Seriously, how long does love last?

Even if he can truly experience that feeling, will it be worse than now?

He doesn't know what the feelings he is experiencing now, but he knows that he cares about Qin Yuexin, and that he can't do without her.

If you know yourself, you will never let her have any accidents again.

When the knife stabbed, he almost jumped at it without thinking.

He didn't know whether he loved this woman or not, but he knew that if her life was threatened, he would instinctively let himself block it.

Isn't that enough?

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