come on!you are the fattest

Chapter 14 Life is a Miss, May You Don't Waste It

〔one〕

Countdown to No.70 in six days.

I wake up at two in the middle of the night, and it's two again, which means I can't get back to sleep.I struggled to silently count a thousand sheep and once again conceded.Going to have insomnia again tonight.

Hao Zeyu hugged me tightly, I quietly broke free from his embrace, squatted beside the bed, and looked at him.When he fell asleep, he pouted slightly, like an angry child.I made a wish on his sleeping face: May I love you less every day.

After smoking two cigarettes in the living room, the anxiety was still as thick and boundless as the night.Tried to get a third cigarette to save me, but the pack was empty.The ashtray is full of cigarette butts. I smoke the ordinary cigarette butts, and he smokes the wet butts that have been bitten. The two of us are like a competition, with the frequency of one cigarette for three nights, creating this prosperous age of ashes.

I threw the empty cigarette case into the trash can, picked up my mobile phone, and habitually opened the "payment section" of the major portal sites-usually unknown actors who posted photos, accompanied by "the latest blockbuster exposure of so-and-so Male Charm" and the like.This reminds me of Hao Zeyu from before.At that time, we had to think about finding news for him and paying him to go on it, but now we don’t need it, and whoever he accidentally likes is a hot topic.

Sister Rose is really far-sighted, because the whole Chinese people know about Hao Zeyu's drug use.

How popular is he? My mother, who is in her 50s, would talk to her good neighbors at the entrance of the alley for a long time, "Your second child takes drugs, and Xiaoyu's child doesn't even know how to do so! That's a dutiful child! I've seen it before!"

But later, my mother became suspicious of me. She heard that people who take drugs lose weight, so why have I lost so much weight recently?

I explained to my mother that this is hype.

But my mother was puzzled: "Aren't you going to put shit on your face? What are you trying to do? You won't be hyping him up for whoring next time, will you?"

Hehe, if he likes men, it's not impossible. Doesn't a top "straight man" in the universe often release such rumors?No way, this is the era of ugliness.

In the era of aesthetics, people are cultured, like bees, where the truth, goodness and beauty go.

In the age of judging ugliness, people's hearts are impetuous, like flies, who will get into flowers?How lively the fishy meat is!When they got close to them, they buzzed and scolded, "You are the dirtiest! You are the cheapest! You are the most disgusting." After finishing speaking, the flies thought they were the purest bees, no, how could bees deserve their "broad" Be self-disciplined and be strict with others"?They are butterflies, butterflies of good times.

Sometimes I find those messages full of genitals, click on their profile pictures, and find that these people are all small and fresh profiles with chicken soup profiles, and I feel very split personality.But looking at their latest status, I laughed. Many people praised Hao Zeyu for being manly and handsome.

Sister Rose is really a wild psychologist and sociologist, and I want to learn from her.

"You are the biggest obstacle on his way to becoming famous, you have to break up with him." I looked at myself in the mirror, although I had the usual tiger expression on my face, but I learned that it was neither fish nor fowl.I was amused by my bad acting skills, squatted down and hugged my feet and laughed.

There was a bit of pain in the ribs, I touched it, and it was a jade pendant.She has lost so much weight. The jade pendant used to be wrapped in the flesh, but now it is hidden between the bones.

Why is it so hard to be thin?Because you have nothing on your mind.If you have something on your mind, you will not be able to eat, suffer from insomnia, smoke heavily, and run 5000 meters on the treadmill when you can't bear it anymore... These days, this is how I came here.I don't have much medical knowledge, and I also know that the sudden loss of flesh is because my body is giving me a red light.But I think this is pretty good, better than getting fat.

I dug out the dusty scale and was about to stand on it when Hao Zeyu's voice came from the bedroom.

He was nightmared again.

I ran over, and Hao Zeyu looked like a child crying, his face was full of tears.

I hugged him and gently stroked his back like a coaxing child, "What did you dream about again? Did the neighbor kid call you a child without a father or a mother?"

His eyes were still closed, and he hugged me like a conditioned reflex, making a whining sound from his mouth.

Nightmare is actually a knot in a person's heart.No matter how grown up you become, the things you used to fear still torment you in your dreams.

I went through the nightmares I experienced with him like a marquee in my mind.

If you dream that you can’t pay the tuition in art school, and the class teacher scolds you again, you have to tell her that you can earn 1000 million yuan a year now; Don’t be afraid if those reporters call you a bumpkin, you have won the championship. You have to tell them that a piece of clothing you are now is their monthly salary; Look at you, let them see, you now have two cars, and you take the subway now, it’s for the headlines, not to save money; don’t be afraid of heavy makeup on your face, you don’t have to do it yourself now, you have a makeup artist, The skill of small pine nuts is very good; if you dream that you are on TV and everyone laughs at you for being old, fat and disfigured, then don’t be afraid, those boys who were more handsome than you are now ugly, and now people on the Internet Everyone praises you for your good looks, the beauty is skinny...

I patted him lightly, and his crying gradually weakened, and I didn't know how long it took before I coaxed myself to sleep.no dream.

When I awoke, it was broad daylight.Hao Zeyu made breakfast, sat on the sofa smoking a cigarette, and looked at me stupidly.

While brushing my teeth, I asked him where he got the cigarettes, and he picked out the long butts in the ashtray.

I look at him and smile.He also laughed and said, "You smoke less recently."

"You too."

Hao Zeyu's breakfast is settled with a cup of coffee. He propped his head up and watched me eat.

In the past, I was obviously not full, but I pretended to be full.Now it is obvious that I can't eat it, but I still pretend to be able to add two bowls.No matter how preoccupied he was, he couldn't let him see it.

He suddenly asked: "Did I call out again last night?"

"What did you dream about this time?"

He lowered his eyes, feeling a little embarrassed at first. "I dreamed that I was going to kindergarten. After school, no one came to pick me up. My mother didn't come, my grandma didn't come, and Sister Dan didn't come. I was very anxious. Then I thought, and you, I kept waiting and waiting, but When the children in the kindergarten have grown into adults, you didn't come..."

I laughed: "Do you have to wait for someone to pick you up? You can come to me yourself."

"I'm too young, I can't walk far." He looked at me with an unprecedented serious expression, "Fuzi, stop smoking."

"why?"

"You want to live a hundred years, no, you don't have to live a hundred years, just live a little longer than me. Then every time I have nightmares in the future, you can be by my side."

"Forever?"

He nods. "Do you think life is very long? Let's bear with it and pass it by. I don't want nightmares to scare others anymore. The rest of my life is dedicated to scaring you."

"Then why is my life so miserable?" I hummed twice pretending to be sad, Hao Zeyu laughed so hard that his eyes narrowed.I looked at him and suddenly said, "Actually, I also have nightmares."

"Didn't you claim to sleep till dawn?"

"Yeah, are you kidding me? People like me also have nightmares."

"What's your nightmare like?"

I thought for a while: "My feet stink."

He laughed loudly, "You used to have stinky feet?"

"When I first went to "Fashion Trends", there were many assistants, and I stood out from the crowd in it, because I was fat, stupid, I always got into trouble, and my feet smelly. I wondered, normal people's feet sweat, no Does it smell like this? Later, my boss gave me a pair of brand-name shoes that she couldn’t wear. After I put them on, my feet didn’t smell anymore. It turns out that good shoes really don’t smell like feet! Before I was 27, I didn’t wear more than 200 yuan. The shoes, of course, stink. So, from then on, I only wear good shoes, and I have to buy good shoes even if I can’t eat.”

He nodded knowingly, "The first time I met you, I thought, this girl wears everything in disorder, but her shoes are well-dressed."

"Speaking of which, my nightmares are very boring. I always steal other people's shoes in my dreams. I am very embarrassed. I am terrified in my dreams. Just think about how terrible it is. I am a shoe thief with smelly feet."

"Do you still do it now?"

"After we were together, this dream turned into someone covering my nose and mocking me, saying that my feet are too smelly, and I was annoyed, so I just stretched out my feet, yes, my feet smell! I don't wear shoes! I'm so mad You! Since then, I have never had a nightmare again."

"That's great." He was sincerely envious.

I put down my chopsticks and looked into his eyes. "In all the nightmares, you are a fragile little boy who can't grow up. You are easily hurt, so you always want to rely on someone, grandma, sister Dan or me. But whether we are by your side or not, you have to Learn to grow up in your dreams. Next time when you are afraid, you have to shout in your dreams, 'I have grown up, I have made money, I have everything, I am not afraid of you anymore.' You have to learn to escape from those troubles. Live your nightmare, don't just think about relying on the person next to you."

Hao Zeyu pondered for a long time, nodded, and suddenly became alert, "Where are you going?"

I stood up, pretending to be heartless as usual, "Go to work."

He breathed a sigh of relief, and said "Yes", "It's good to go to work, so that my aunt won't have to think about it."

Afterwards, he said: "When he settles down, you quit your job and join me in filming. I think no matter where you are, you can be seen within five meters."

"Then what do I do when you're not filming?" I asked.

"Stay at home, isn't your dream lying down all the time?"

If it was before, I would definitely have a serious fight.But now I just say, "Let's talk again." The very word of talking about it carries a kind of false hope in itself.It seems that no matter what, as long as we talk about it, it will get better.

Before going out, I saw the weighing scale I dug out last night and stood on it.Countdown No.70 six days, I am 59 kg.

〔two〕

I thought that Hao Zeyu and I would continue to be so lingering, living life and death every day.

The situation suddenly changed.When the film was signed, Lao Niu suddenly became tough and asked the company's three fresh meats to play the role of the third male, the fourth male and the fifth male in the director's movie.

Letting Hao Zeyu be the number one male was originally a difficult task for Rose, and the director only talked and talked, and there was no further comment.The situation was already clear, but after Lao Niu tossed about like this, it suddenly changed.

Lao Niu is not panicking at all, it is Miss Rose who is panicking. Sister Rose called Hao Zeyu, her voice was so angry that I could hear it clearly without turning on the speakerphone. "...What does he mean by this? If you can't act in this movie, what good does he have!"

"I don't act, he is of no benefit, I play him. It must be a misunderstanding. So sister, you spend more time with the director..." Hao Zeyu talked for a long time before finishing the call.

Putting down the phone, he thought of another question, "Why did Rose call me? I should have called you, anyway, you have to ask your aunt in the end."

I thought to myself, there are more than two months to break up, why should she bother me?But she said: "She may think that Lao Niu and I are in the same group."

"We're just a team." He hesitated and asked me, "Isn't it?"

"of course."

His "really" question was really polite.I think the recent Hao Zeyu is a little inexplicably suspicious.But he didn't say anything more. After sitting on the sofa for a while, he started wandering around the room, discussing with me what to bring into the group.

He pulled out the fourth coat from the closet and measured it on his body. When he asked me if it looked good, I walked over and touched the coat with me. "Is this what the brand gave you last time? It's 6 yuan, are you really willing to wear it to the barren mountains? Don't make a hole when you turn around." I tugged at one sleeve of my coat, Jokingly said, "Besides, what if you can't act?"

Hao Zeyu's face changed: "Don't be kidding!"

My smile froze.

But in an instant, the atmosphere between us became inexplicably cold.He seemed to be distracted, and threw the clothes aside casually, and the high-quality sleeve quickly slid across the palm of my right hand.

I stretched out my left hand and touched the slightly itchy tiger's mouth.It's strange, it's so expensive cashmere, how can it make people feel so uncomfortable.

After an unknown amount of time, Hao Zeyu suddenly said, "Isn't it you who came up with this idea?"

"What?" I didn't understand for a moment.

He didn't answer me, he pursed his lips tightly until the edges of his lips were translucent white.After a while, he said: "I really don't understand what Lao Niu is thinking! He is playing with my future. He is not afraid of anything, just in case, in case I am really replaced. ? Has he thought of alternatives?"

It was as if someone had slammed on my cap, and I suddenly understood what he meant just now.People say that it is enlightening, but what I feel now can only be said to be bloody.It's just ironic, he just spoke for the old cow at Sister Rose's front foot, and then revealed the truth in a blink of an eye.I even suspected that I offered a plan and conspired with Lao Niu to cheat him.

The blood in my chest was surging, but I tried my best to suppress the energy, and I still smiled: "What's the matter with Lao Niu stuffing a few people here? Why don't you renew the contract with him now?"

He was silent for a while, then looked at me: "Are you going to quarrel with me?"

I laughed even more, heartless as usual, "No, I just want to make it clear that you keep saying that you want to fight for greater interests for Lao Niu, isn't this the only benefit he can get now? Lao Niu It may be reckless to do this, but why don't you think about it, what will he do if you leave suddenly?"

"What should he do? Don't I think enough about him? For the sake of Lao Niu, you know what kind of conditions I made with Rose. I've done everything I can, why does he have to make an inch of it?"

My anger burned to the top of my head, "Hao Zeyu, you forgot how Lao Niu gave you his heart and lungs at the beginning, didn't you! I used to talk about 'aunt' before, is it appropriate for you to say that now? And at that time , It was you who said that the four of us wanted to be together, you said that the relationship between us would never change. Are you revealing your true thoughts now?"

"Okay, okay, okay. Then I won't act, I'll go all out, that's okay? Do you think everything won't change if you pay for me?"

My internal organs seemed to be burned to the ground, and my throat was so tight that I couldn't utter a word.Why don't I understand, what Hao Zeyu said is right.Give back what you take, and push it up for thousands of years, Nezha will just pay his parents a life.The benefits he obtained for Lao Niu, compared with Lao Niu's contribution to him, are enough to pay for each other.I'm just wondering, how could he say these things so logically?Is this Hao Zeyu who can think about all the interests so thoroughly in front of him the same person as the idiot boy who treated each other as his relatives just because of a sweater?

The embarrassing silence lasted for a long time. Hao Zeyu seemed to have regained his strength. He stood in front of me dejectedly, and said, "I'm sorry, I was emotionally unstable. Just now I... I couldn't control it..."

I didn't say anything, I packed my things silently, and left with my bag.

He stopped me: "What are you doing? You want to play the trick of running away from home again?"

"This is not my house, why should I leave?" I twisted my wrist and broke free from his hand, "I just feel like I don't know you all of a sudden. Is this what you said, the big star's posture?"

I looked at him and subconsciously wanted to laugh, but I couldn't squeeze it out. I simply lowered my face, "Don't you want to know what Lao Niu thinks? Don't worry, I will ask Lao Niu to find out."

I hailed a taxi downstairs and got in it. When the car started, I still couldn't hold it back. I lay on the glass of the car and looked at the window of Hao Zeyu's house.The windows were covered by curtains so that nothing could be seen through.Ever since I saw the photo of me and Hao Zeyu being secretly photographed by Sister Rose, I have been vigilant all the time. As long as I am at home, the first thing I do is to check the curtains.

Thinking of the negotiation that was forced to a dead end, the bitterness in my heart surged up one after another.That's right, today is the countdown to our breakup No.70 two days, what am I doing?Why are you still arguing with him?Do you want to use this tragic trick to quickly end this tormenting countdown?

At this moment, I suddenly had an idea, I hope this car suddenly loses control, maybe I can try my luck, crash into the space-time tunnel, and go back to before we quarreled.Even if there are only 72 days left, I want to go through this journey with him in a good and peaceful way.

However, in reality, not only can I not go back in time, but next, I have to face another embarrassing situation.I still made this decision, if there must be someone who can speak the ugly words first, if there must be someone who offends both sides, then I will do it.

I don't think I'm great, but I'm a little sad, why this is so.This matter is difficult to complete in ancient times, except for Fuzi who is too fat and has no other bright spots, what else can he do.

I went to the office to ask Lao Niu for an appointment, and Lao Niu's attitude was categorical: there is nothing to say, the three little fresh meats must be packaged and signed.

I sighed, "Lao Niu, do you really think Miss Rose won't turn against you?"

He smiled, "Flip? Am I worth it? Not worth it. Xiaoyu's business is tens of millions. For money, she will find a way to satisfy me."

"Then how do you go down?"

Lao Niu casually threw me a sentence, "Let's talk again."

It's "talk again", this word stabbed me soberly.

I became serious, "It's useless to talk about it any more. If you continue playing like this, have you ever thought that it will destroy Hao Zeyu?"

"What are you talking about?" He grinned, "Yo yo, after you lost weight, your eyes look like a wolf..."

I lit a cigarette and stared straight at him without blinking my eyes, which made him a little overwhelmed and turned his head to one side.

The words were in my mouth for a long time, I brewed it up, and said in a neutral way: "Anyway, I think the bottom line has been tested, and the anger has been vented, it is almost enough..."

"You want to smoke to death!" The old cow reached out to grab the cigarette from my mouth and threw it out of the window.He stood in front of the window and looked into the distance. In fact, there was nothing to see, they were all bungalows to be demolished.

The old cow turned his back to me, and his tone suddenly softened, "You let me think again."

I thought for a while and shook my head, "Lao Niu, although Hao Zeyu can no longer be counted as a member of our side, there is no righteousness in business, and you are really too risky for him. If the other party refuses to give in, he……"

As I said that, I suddenly felt sad, and the tears fell like a broken thread. Recently, I really want to shed all the tears in my life.But fortunately, crying in front of the old cow is not ashamed.

The old cow looked at me from afar and suddenly smiled.He said softly: "I thought you lost weight successfully, became independent, and dared to negotiate terms with me, so that people can become tougher. In the end, you are still so cowardly. When will you get rid of this problem?"

I wiped my nose and said, "You just don't know, it's changed a long time ago."

"That's fine, I hope I still have a chance to see it." Lao Niu suddenly sighed, "Don't think I'm black-hearted, but this time, I may have to do this, I... Fuzi, see Hello, I am happier than anyone else. I want to get better and better, don't go back, it was so hard at that time..."

I thought about what was wrong with my words, and suddenly became alert: "Old Niu, what do you mean? Are you going to withdraw early?"

He suddenly got excited, "I withdraw? Make that old woman happy? Don't be ridiculous, if she is a rose, I will still be a mace studded with diamonds! See who has more thorns!"

I don't know if what he said is true or not.I just can't understand it, my heart is full of pits and valleys, only sadness.

I don't intend to go back to Hao Zeyu's side in desperation, and coax him in a low voice-if I want to coax, he should coax me. What did I do wrong?I made up my mind on the street, wiped my face with my phone, and ran straight home.

Entering the yard, a bunch of old neighbors surrounded the door of Er Ya's house. Her house was on fire?It turned out that Erya's parents had sold the house, and just after signing the contract, they heard that it was sold for less than 1000 million, and the whole yard was a sensation.I was shocked, crazy, his house is not as big as a public toilet.

Uncle Ma next door said who gave us a good location, the school district housing cost more than 30 per square meter.They are all old neighbors who have lived for decades, and by the smell of the meal, they can guess who improved the food. Erya's family became multi-millionaires first for no reason.

Mom is also quite funny. When I got home, I saw that the light bulb in the living room was not pleasing to the eye, and I thought it was too dark. I said you are not saving electricity?

Mom patted the table. "We live in a house of more than 1000 million yuan, so we have to brighten it up!"

Mom instructed me to change the light bulb, and the room was pitch black. When Dad came back, Mom started talking to him about the sale of the house next door.

Erya's family moved here from Hebei, and my father said that people from other places are like this. Who sold the house in old Beijing?We will not sell it for any amount of money, this is our root.

When Dad saw my figure, he was a little puzzled, saying who is this?

I didn't look at my father either, and told my mother that I hadn't been at home for a few days, and I couldn't even recognize him.

The light bulb was replaced at this time, and the room was lit up. Dad was startled, his voice trembling, "Why are you so thin?"

Of course, "like this" is not a good word, but I am quite happy in my heart. Our father and daughter have not spoken for a long time, and Dad loves me.

My heart was hot, but my mouth couldn't speak well, "What do you mean by 'like this'? What's wrong with me!"

"You won't go for stomach reduction surgery, will you? You don't want to die!"

"The two virtuous couples have a good understanding. Your wife thinks I've taken drugs, and you think I've had an operation. Do I have the money?"

Mom was eating melon seeds, and suddenly shot an arrow, "She has no money, and the money is used for plastic surgery—Old Fu, didn't you realize that the bridge of your daughter's nose is padded to the hairline?"

I jumped up, "Who put it on? I took hyaluronic acid!"

My dad was confused and didn't know what hyaluronic acid was. I yelled at him to popularize science.

Dad stared at me, with tears streaming from the corners of his eyes.

This scares me.

Mom asked him why he was crying, hey, the old man wiped his eyes, looked at the newly replaced lamp in the living room, and said that the lamp was too bright and hurt his eyes.

Dad went into the bedroom again.

I slapped the ground as big as my palm, and I complained in a low voice to my mother's talkativeness.

Mom said she wouldn't interrupt, and we had to quarrel again.

I said regretfully, "I feel like if our father and I quarrel for a while, we will be able to reconcile as before!"

After dinner, I went out for a walk, passed by a pharmacy, went in for a walk, and went out with a bag of medicine in my hand, Huoxiang Zhengqi Water, Banlangen, Niuhuang Jiedu Tablets, Mint Ointment, Mayinglong Hemorrhoid Ointment——I have to explain a little bit, It is inevitable to have bumps and bumps when filming, this thing is especially good for reducing blood stasis, and it is a must for the crew when filming.

I realized that I felt stupid and hated myself for not improving.

When I got home, Dad was watching TV, and I stood by the sofa for three seconds, thinking that if we broke up at this time, the cold war should be over.But I felt aggrieved again for no reason, the two men I love the most in the world, why do I have to coax them, I still want to be coaxed!I threw the medicine on the table and went back to the house angrily.

Lying on my little bed at night, I suffered from insomnia again.The reason for insomnia, I am ashamed to say.I miss Hao Zeyu, and I still want to see him.

A whole day passed, and Hao Zeyu didn't come to coax me, no, it should be said that he ignored me at all.As for me, I don't know how to face him now after leaving so aggressively.

I laughed at myself, if it keeps being so cold, there is no need to count down the breakup, and we will break up directly, and it will save time and death.

〔three〕

The only way to relieve worries is to work.

The casting of the movie came to a conclusion quickly, both sides took a step back, and the director let go of the two roles.Of the three newcomers in the company, only two can appear in Hao Zeyu's movie, and the 19-year-old Dong En is left behind.

When I first signed Dong En, I was interested in his beauty and wanted to build him in the direction of "Little Hao Zeyu", but after I signed the contract, I found out that apart from his beauty, he didn't have any other skills.Later, he led his team to change jobs collectively, and Hao Zeyu became popular again, so he has been left there and no one cares about him.

When I found Dong En on the basketball court, he was playing basketball. I was shocked. This kid was white and tender, but now he is a tanned and strong man, and he doesn’t even shave. Don’t even think about acting in idol dramas. You can go directly to the countryside to farm.

I pushed Dong En to Peng Song and forced Xiao Songzi to save his image for free.

I think Xiaosongzi is perfunctory to me, he finished remodeling Dong En in the time I went out to smoke a cigarette.He didn't even shave his beard, so he just trimmed it, cut his head short, wore a suit, white T-shirt and white sneakers... This is no "Little Hao Zeyu", it's Hao Zeyu's big brother!

Xiaosongzi and Dong En were quite satisfied, saying it was very sexy.

I stomped my feet angrily, "Where is this girl idol, this is the cowboy who sells meat..."

This stomp gave me an idea, so let me sell the meat.

Re-shooting a promotional photo for Dong En, the photographer asked me what style I wanted, and I said, "Porn star."

This set of photos inspired me.I forced him into a popular beauty show as a human vase, and it was easy to convince the producer: We don't need money, and we can stay shirtless on the show.

Pushing newcomers now, without spending resources, it is really impossible to have any movement.I am not as aggressive as Miss Rose, so I have to use my brain a bit.When there were few people on the subway, I asked Dong En to wear a hurdling vest that showed his figure, and pretended to secretly take pictures of him. The passengers in the same car thought I was a tram slut.

After filming, I sent a gossip group on a trumpet with the title "I Saw a Handsome Guy on the Subway Today", and then hired two groups of sailors, one to say he was handsome and the other to say he was ugly, to incite the onlookers to join the battle. After a few pages, I found marketing accounts to repost it one after another, labeling Dong En as "Metro Meat Brother".When the popularity subsided, I finally posted it on the Internet: "Aside from 'Subway Meat Guy', which handsome guys have you seen on the subway?"—Anyway, the ancestor is my Dong En.

In the end, I laughed.

When I was working in a fashion magazine, I scolded those "most beautiful candidates" for their bad marketing, and I was short of "I want to be popular, but I pretend I'm not an artist" engraved on my forehead.As a result, today, I did it more blatantly than others. They can at least be called "the most beautiful". As for me, I almost stripped Dong En naked and hoped that the masses would take him away.It's disgraceful.

In the past, I always imagined that one day, I would become a unique marketing master in the entertainment industry.Now I admit that this "one day" probably won't come. I can't become Sister Rose, and I can't become an old cow. I can only learn from the embarrassing experience of my predecessors and make even more embarrassing marketing.

However, even if the moves are so bad, some people still say that I did a good job.

I was staring at the computer with a sad face, looking like I was exhausted to push back Dong En's announcement-in fact, I was wondering why Hao Zeyu ignored me.

Lao Niu scolded me, "Do you know that you have been hated by people in the industry recently? People have spent millions of yuan on newcomers, and there is no movement at all. You are fine. Xiaomi's wild way of adding a rifle has turned Dong Now that you've done it, do you still have the face to be constipated?"

Hehe, what a misunderstanding, none of this was done by me, it was all others who helped me inadvertently.I just complained a few words in the group of friends, and some friends in the media said that Dong En could not be interviewed, so he should be a model head office.I was having dinner with a friend who advertised, and I casually said that my child is in good shape. He looked at the photos and said that there was a swimsuit advertisement, let’s try a mirror, and it was done.It was the birthday of a big-name manager, and I took Dong En to visit the pier. A young queen in the music industry thought that Dong En had a good eye, so she asked Dong En to be the male lead in her MV.

Only then did I realize that I have a lot of friends on set.What is "friends on the scene"?If you can help others, they will help you.It made me re-examine myself, like I'm still useful?

Originally, I was going to push Dong En's work, and I was going to toss a few times. If there is no big splash, I will stop cooking, but now I don't want to let go.I want to try, what is the limit of my ability.

Work is healing, and I can't get tired of pushing Dong En.

Getting in touch with Dong En also gave me a lot of insight. I found that the new generation of stars is quite different from the previous ones.Like Hao Zeyu's generation, the family conditions are not very good, and the studies are not good. The entertainment industry is full of accidents, and whether they are popular or not depends on luck.But Dong En's generation has no worries about food and clothing. The goal of becoming a star is very clear, which is to realize the value of life, and has a very good attitude.

For example, I received Dong En's first commercial event, 10 yuan to a fitness chain brand platform, but I rejected it. After Dong En found out, the boss was not happy.A sentence of "for your own good" can fool Hao Zeyu back then, but it can't deal with him.I have to let him know tactfully that he's smart and I'm smarter than him.

I took out the energy of writing a graduation thesis in college, first set up the argument, and then set up the argument. "This activity will confuse your personality. What is the value of a celebrity? It is the personality! If you accept this fitness event for 10 yuan, your personality is a fitness trainer. Who can the fitness trainer attract? Lonely A rich wife? Or a married gay guy? It’s your luck to attract them, but they won’t spend money for you, they will only masturbate to your photos.”

"Then who am I going to attract?"

"Those young girls who are clamoring on the Internet to sleep with you, now those who win girls win the world, do you know why Andy Lau became a superstar? It is because he won the hearts of all Chinese girls back then..."

At first he was almost convinced by me, but when he heard Andy Lau's name, he suddenly frowned, "He is a bit older, older than my father..." Hey, a child born in [-], his tone is too It's rampant.

I was angry: "You don't even look down on Andy Lau? You must know that Hao Zeyu asked when he could become like Andy Lau. I also said that the screen savers of [-] million girls' mobile phones will be replaced with his photos. Take a look at him." Now..." I stopped suddenly.

Time flies so fast, it turns out that the things between me and Hao Zeyu can be talked about back then.It was so good back then, I was an unsatisfactory assistant, he was an unsatisfactory [-]th-line artist, but we were very happy, unlike now, we both care about each other.

"I don't want to be Brother Xiaoyu, he is too bitter." Dong En's words pulled me out of my memory.

I seized the opportunity to give him a political lesson, "What's wrong with suffering? The fragrance of plum blossoms comes from the bitter cold! How can you see a rainbow without going through wind and rain?"

"Why can't you? If you hold a water pipe and sip it against the sun, you can also see a rainbow. It's just a small dot, but it's also a rainbow, right? Why do you have to suffer?"

So the new generation thinks so?I suddenly felt a sense of urgency. The children born after 00 are almost the mainstream consumer group, and I, an elderly person, have to keep up with their thoughts at any time.

I brewed it up and wanted to continue persuading him, but he figured it out first.

"If you don't pick it up, don't pick it up. Anyway, I'm not short of money, so I need to be higher-end. Then what should I do next?"

I tossed the underwear blockbuster filming plan of "Woman State", and he was anxious again, "Isn't this still just showing flesh? How high-end."

"Underwear is high-end! It's from Armani! I've made up my mind. Next, we're going to transform. Even if we're fully exposed at three o'clock, we have to wear brand-name underwear on our heads."

Of course, I didn't tell my children about my selfishness.On the day of entering the studio, Hao Zeyu will also shoot magazines in the same studio.Be motivated, but you can't completely leave Hao Zeyu alone.

However, people are not as good as heaven, and that day was really weird. I wandered around there several times, trying to find the right opportunity to pretend to meet by chance, but I couldn't meet Hao Zeyu.I had no choice but to abandon this plan first and go back to see Dong Eun.

It's really right to be back, as soon as I entered the door, I saw the clothing editor assistant looking shy to help Dong En with oil.How can my child let this low-end gay guy take advantage of him.I drove the assistant away, and taught him the first lesson of the "Porn Star Work Rules" while wiping it back: Your body is precious, and you can't let ordinary people touch it at will.

Dong En turned around, and I focused on oiling his chest muscles.He felt tired after lifting his arms for a while, so he put both arms on my shoulders, keeping his face very close to me.

He looked at me and suddenly smiled: "Sister, you don't look very good from a distance."

"Hmph, you look like a migrant worker from a distance."

"But if you take a closer look, it looks pretty pretty."

I am dissatisfied: "To praise me for being beautiful is to scold me!"

"Really! I posted a group photo of the two of us a while ago, and many of my friends said that your manager is pretty good-looking."

This kid has also learned to flatter horses.I wiped the oil on his face, "Let you talk nonsense!"

Dong En hid with a smile, then suddenly waved, "Brother Xiaoyu."

I glanced at it, and Hao Zeyu, the executive agent and his assistant came over together.

There was a burst of ecstasy in my heart, but I pretended to be calm, and while anointing Dong En, I asked, "Why didn't the old cow come over?"

This was originally thrown at Hao Zeyu, so I didn't expect the executive agent to talk to me first.I secretly hated, I glared at her, I have no eyesight at all, and I will fire you when I go back!
Hao Zeyu only cared about talking to Dong En, you said one sentence to another, and even said to have dinner together later.

I took the opportunity to interject: "Are there any good restaurants around?"

Hao Zeyu ignored me, said goodbye to Dong En, and left directly.

I didn't come back to my senses for a long time.

With a big wave of Dong En's hand, he pushed me aside, "I'm still wiping it! I've become a roast suckling pig!"

When Dong En was putting on makeup, I held my breath and played a lot of selfishness, constantly picking on the makeup artist's professional ability.

At this time, Hao Zeyu's assistant came over and asked me to come over.

"Hao Zeyu let me go there?"

"No, brother Xiaoyu seems dissatisfied with today's outfit, we want you to help me take a look."

I sneered: "Not satisfied? Is it work or vacation? Solve your own affairs."

I'm obsessed with overseeing Dong Eun's panties shoot.In front of me is a beautiful and strong body, but my heart is full of Hao Zeyu with a small belly.Not thinking affectionately, but with a trace of hatred.I want to ask him, is it okay?The matter of the movie has been resolved, you are still the unshakable number one male, how long are you going to hang out with me?We don't have much time left, do you want to continue to be angry?What are you angry about?
The phone vibrated suddenly. It was Hao Zeyu's assistant who sent a message saying that Brother Xiaoyu lost his temper for no reason.

I was thinking about how to reply, when the second message came again - "Sister, I called you just now, Brother Xiaoyu asked me to come here, but he didn't let me tell."

I almost fell on my knees to pray.He still misses me.

I had the bottom line in my heart, and I was ready to reconcile with him no matter what.Just as he was about to run over, the photography assistant suddenly sprayed water on Dong En's underwear.It doesn't matter if you spray water, the tight-fitting panties are even more tightly attached to Dong En's buttocks, and even the lines of the groin are instantly exposed.

I jumped up all of a sudden: "What are you doing!"

The photography assistant who was still holding the watering can was stunned, and looked at the photographer helplessly, "No, isn't that so?"

Angrily, I stepped forward to argue. It took a long time for a group of people to understand that the photographer had misunderstood the intention of the editor.Dong En wrapped a bath towel to change his underwear. I stayed on the scene and lost my temper for a long time before giving up.If you don't take this opportunity to show off, you won't bully our children next time?
When the other party came to calm me down with a flattering smile on his face while holding a cup of coffee, I suddenly remembered to look for Hao Zeyu. Immediately, I couldn't care less about doing all the acting, so I rushed to Hao Zeyu's side.

As soon as he arrived at the place, he learned that Hao Zeyu was playing big cards, so he didn't shoot and left.I had a closed door in a disguised form. I couldn't tell the pain, so I could only go back and wait for Dong En to finish filming with renewed anger.

The location of the studio is so remote that no bird can lay eggs, and it is not easy to take a taxi.I walked along the road with Dong En, Dong En kept laughing at me for being crazy today, shrew and depressed for a while.

I muttered and complained: "If it's not good luck, the number of the car is limited, so I have to limit my number today."

It suddenly occurred to me that Hao Zeyu bought this car.That's right, they spend so much money, why can't I take the initiative to call the sponsor?
Just thinking about it, a taxi passed by, I immediately stretched out my hand, and the taxi just ran straight away!
I yelled twice, but it didn't work, so I wanted to say forget it.But Dong En, who was beside him, rushed out like a whirlwind, desperately chasing the car, and after chasing for a long time, the taxi finally stopped.

I ran out of breath, and my heels hurt like hell, probably because of the wear and tear from the high heels.I blamed him: "As for it, if you can't, just wait for the next car."

Dong En opened the car door for me, facing the moonlight, and smiled brightly: "What if there is no next car?"

I was a little dazed, when I knew Hao Zeyu, he was so brilliant.However, what he said was something Hao Zeyu couldn't say.

The opportunity is here, why should I miss it?This made me wake up suddenly.In these countdown days, why should I hesitate to waste time?
Sitting in the car, I decided to call Hao Zeyu.Even if it is a quarrel, it is better than ignoring it now.

However, the notification tone for connecting only rang twice, and Hao Zeyu pressed my phone.After calling a few more times, he simply shut down the phone.I comforted myself that maybe his cell phone was out of battery.

I called his assistant again, but the phone was also pressed.I held the phone tightly, and saw my face in the rearview mirror was ugly.

Annoyance is really the most important emotion for productivity.I turned to look at Dong En: "I thought of your next promotion point."

He asked innocently, "What?"

"The new four big butt kings in the entertainment industry!"

〔Four〕

I have been busy for a month, just to let the whole world know that my Dong En's delicate buttocks are so high that I want to go to the sky.

However, my fate is good and bad, and I accidentally created a trend.

The current fans are really unrestrained, and they all think that their idols have perfect buttocks.Why worry about this, I won't really take it off for you to see!Why are you so enthusiastically participating in the "Four New Butt Kings in the Showbiz" event? It was originally prepared for us, Dong En!
The fans of several companies were tearing up bloody storms, leaking scandals about their opponents one after another, and the activities were out of control. I was busy looking for sailors in my dreams, and I was so busy that my hair was disheveled.

I finally understand what's going on with those workaholics. I used to think that those people were born with low lives, and it was uncomfortable not to work overtime or work all night. Now I understand, who wants to be burdened, but if your work is very handy, the process of being tired It also secretes dopamine, which makes you feel happy.

Thanks to the development of China's entertainment industry, I have the opportunity to burn myself with scraps like this.What are men!I want to be a strong woman!When I am developed, what is Hao Zeyu?Every day I unspoken rules of little fresh meat!
I worked so hard that my stools became dry and my mouth grew foamy. In addition, I smoked two packs of cigarettes a day, my mouth stinks badly, and I tried my best to create a reputation for Dong En.

The kids in the company said, Sister, you just posted Dong En's nude photos on the Internet, and then shouted for everyone to comment, to see if my child's butt is up!
I really considered the feasibility of this trick - a little crazy.

At this time, Lao Niu called me into his office and listened to a phone call.It turned out to be the assistant who joined the crew with Hao Zeyu, crying and complaining how difficult Hao Zeyu was to serve, and even wanted his pillow for sleeping.

Lao Niu was so comforting, he hung up the phone, but scolded me head and face, and told me to send a pillow immediately, saying that if I continued to work, Hao Zeyu was really forced to run away.

"Busy, no time." I threw such a sentence at Lao Niu, and ran out without looking back.

I was so busy that my head became dizzy. I was so tired that I fell asleep as soon as my head touched the pillow. However, I barely slept for two hours before I woke up again.

Go to sleep quickly, go to sleep, it is enough to worry about work, how can there be time to think about the love of children!I usually brainwash myself like this, thinking about it for a while, and I can still squint for a while, but today the more I think about it, the more I can't sleep, and my mind is full of Hao Zeyu over and over again.

Hey, he has so many problems, and he loves the bed so much, if he can't sleep well, how can he film the next day?How important this play is, in case he can't perform well...

The more I thought about it, the more anxious I became, and finally I couldn't take it anymore, put on my clothes and went to his house.

When I got to his house, I really hoped that the combination of his door lock had been changed, so that I wouldn't be a bitch.I tried pressing it, and the password turned out to be my birthday.I'm a little touched.Does this mean that he still loves me?

A voice suddenly sounded in my heart: If he loves you, why doesn't he take the initiative to reconcile with you?
But another voice said: Why didn't you take the initiative to reconcile with others?All of this was done by you, Fuzi, can you blame others?
I am a woman!I refute the voice in my heart, can't you let me, don't confront me head-on?
The voice from the bottom of my heart laughed loudly: Are you a woman too?You pee and look in the mirror.

I took a look at Hao Zeyu's fitting mirror.I still have eyeballs in the corners of my eyes, my head is loose and swollen, my hair sleeps like a chicken coop, I wear a pilling T-shirt, and I wear flip-flops—toenails should be trimmed, too.

It's ugly.Fat people lose weight, maybe they will become beautiful women.But if the fat Fuzi loses weight, he will only become an ugly Fuzi.Ugliness is not terrible, but if a woman is ugly, she will act like a tiger again, so why pretend to be a strong woman?
I suddenly became timid and felt that the people around me were too kind to me.Even Miss Rose, that old fox, didn't say to your face that you look like this, and you still want to date a big star?Shame on you!
I hugged Hao Zeyu's pillow with mixed feelings in my heart, and then I just fell asleep on his bed.

A phone call woke me up.I picked it up in a daze, and when I heard the old cow's anxious voice, I stayed for a few seconds and squeezed myself hard.Pain, not nightmare.

I heard me talking to Lao Niu calmly, "I understand, I know he fell off the wire, Lao Niu, don't cry, let's buy a plane ticket to Hengdian now."

On the plane, I hugged Hao Zeyu's pillow and tried to let myself sleep for a while to recharge my batteries.

The dream is like a torn rag, fragmented.I was still rummaging through the pile of shoes, and finally found the pair I wanted, but a group of people surrounded me.The head teacher in high school, the female teacher who caught me cheating in college, the boss when I sold subway tickets, the female devil in "Fashion Trends", the security guard who didn't let me in when I participated in the fashion event for the first time... They all watched People with low ego, people who often appear in nightmares.I waved the shoes in my hand and beat them, yelling that I am not afraid of you anymore, my feet don't stink.They all turned into tumblers. After being knocked down, they staggered and stood up again. They laughed at me and said that this is not your shoe.The shoes in my hand turned out to be men's shoes.They leaned their heads together, everyone turned into a weird fox face, and they collectively said: "He won't need to wear shoes from now on..." One of them was holding a man's leg, dripping with blood, and I was familiar with the appearance of the leg hair ...

I woke up with a start.The jade pendant on her neck seemed to be a kind of comfort. After touching it for a long time, she stopped crying.

I turned my head and saw Rose and Lao Niu in the seat next to me holding hands and falling asleep.It's too scary, two strong women who never deal with each other now become each other's reliance.

I laughed.But after laughing, I got scared.Hao Zeyu should be seriously injured if he can turn the two of them into friends.

I continued to touch the jade pendant on my neck, and reached out to the stewardess for a glass of wine.First class is good, one glass after another.

I prayed over and over again in my heart, God, it’s okay for me to break up with him, it’s okay for me to become a pig again, it’s okay for me to remain in such a poor state for the rest of my life, and it’s okay for me to live ten years less.I just hope that my beloved man is safe and sound.

I pulled out my phone and checked my bank account.Not a lot of money, but it still made me feel a little bit more at ease.It's okay, I'm not afraid even if he becomes disabled, I still have two hands, I'll take care of him.But... what if he died?What if he becomes a vegetable?
I went to the toilet to wash my hair in a hurry and calm down.I looked in the mirror and comforted myself like this: I am not afraid of him dying.I killed the director first, then Wu Xing, and finally Sister Rose, and then fled to the end of the world.

However, Hao Zeyu only broke a leg!Who are you scaring!I cursed secretly, Gao Xuan's heart finally returned to his stomach.

When he rushed into the ward, Hao Zeyu was lying on the hospital bed, surrounded by investors, producers, and creators, playing games without listening to him, with his little mouth pouted, making him even more childish.

I haven't seen each other for two months, and he is a bit strange at this moment.He's darkened, thinner, and his make-up hasn't been removed. Is it a scene on a battlefield in ancient costumes?The migrant workers on the construction site are also cleaner than him.

But among the people in the room full of heads and faces, he was the only shining existence.Because there is a unique aura on his face, which is the trace of the love of thousands of troops - like a popular star.

I was suddenly in awe.How could the love I gave him alone outweigh the love of so many people for him?But even so, he still loves me.A love that depends on each other, pulls on each other, and tortures each other.All the resentment and complaints that I once held were all gone at this moment.

He raised his eyes, the eyes were still so bright, his eyes drifted over and fixed on me.

We just looked at each other silently for a while across the crowd.

He suddenly said, "What are you doing here?"

The tone was so indifferent that the whole room fell silent, and everyone in the room looked at me.

In fact, I have a lot to say, in a complaining way, in an angry way, in a plaintive way.

However, when I opened my mouth, I just choked up and said, "Have you changed everything?"

He looked at me, this fat version of Lin Daiyu, laughed and cried again.

We hug each other tightly.

I cried too, with two thoughts in my mind: I actually got reconciled like this; my old lady made a plan to support you when you are disabled, but in the end you just broke a leg, and I was moved in vain.

〔Fives〕

After pretending to be a strong woman for a while, I was beaten back to my original shape.After sending the old cow away, I immediately turned into a 24-hour assistant, bought a voltage cooker, and cooked big bone stick soup every day.

The director came to visit him, and I poured him a bowl of soup. The director praised me, "Your assistant is good."

Hao Zeyu answered lightly, "This is my girlfriend."

The director was stunned holding the bowl, obviously at a loss.

I took out the sea salt and asked the director enthusiastically, "I thought Hao Zeyu couldn't eat too salty food now, so I didn't add salt. Is it a bit too bland?"

Hao Zeyu stared at him, "You are the first to know that I have a girlfriend."

Da Dao shook his hand and poured half a bottle of salt into it.

Hao Zeyu continued: "If this matter is known to others, it must be you who said it."

A bowl of seawater bottomed out, and the leader ran away.Really, such a big-name director can't stand the joke.

I was on set for a week.Dong En made a video call with me, shirtless and showed me how he was doing in his recent practice, and asked, "Oh my god, when will you come back and take care of me?"

Hao Zeyu took the phone away: "Your mother is taking care of your father and me, son, you can fend for yourself."

He was so scared that he quickly picked up the phone.Afterwards, Dong En told me that the mobile phone was broken, and asked me curiously, when did it start?

I cherish words like gold and share with him a song, "About Winter".I don't know if he can get my old-fashioned sense of humor.

A week later, Hao Zeyu limped off to film, and the attending physician almost went mad.What Hao Zeyu meant was that if the crew stopped filming for one day, it would be a loss of millions of yuan, which could not be spent any longer.

The director was deeply moved by this, and he held Hao Zeyu's hand and sighed again and again, and he has become friends with him since then.Isn't this scene very similar to "Who gets fat first dies" back then?
I broke my leg in the past, but it was just a pain in the leg when it rained.Now with a broken leg, he will never be able to run long distances, and he will never be able to play basketball.

Broken legs in the past were nothing more than winning the hearts of outdated Hong Kong directors.Now that his leg is broken, he has become the leading male lead of the director, and Haofeng uses his strength to send him to the front line.

In the past, he broke his leg because of his carelessness and his fate.Now that his leg is broken, it is his dedication, a singing team composed of fans and insiders, singing his praises of virtue and skill in various forms.

It is indeed a bit sad.

Suddenly, I could understand why everyone desperately wanted to succeed, and why those mentally handicapped books on "Airport Success" were selling well.It's great to be successful, you don't have to be obsessed with it, and it also has a grand echo like a symphony orchestra.

Although I have a lot of emotions, I have very few words with Hao Zeyu.It's not that there's nothing to say, it's that thousands of words only need a look, and each other can understand each other's thoughts.

Seeing that the play was about to wrap up, I said to Hao Zeyu the longest sentence during the crew, "I'm going back first, and I will finish Dong En's management work and hand it over to Lao Niu, so I can concentrate on being with you."

He nodded: "When you resign, tell your aunt well, don't make him worry."

I laughed and answered him: "It's done."

I packed up my things, drew three tickets on the hotel letter paper, and handed them to him.I explained: "If you ask for a ticket, I will promise you anything." It means that if I have a seizure in the future, as long as he gives me a ticket, I will not do it immediately, and I will promise him whatever he asks.

He treasured it in his wallet and sent me to the car.Talking saves trouble to the point of being haunted.

On the plane back to Beijing, I suddenly remembered something. How many days is the countdown now?
Hmph, who remembers.I stretched and felt a relief I had never felt before.Why remember the countdown?Why do you care if others know about our relationship?I'm happy with myself, no matter what other people think.Why should I be a strong woman?What else do I bring with me "Little Hao Zeyu"?I already have a real Hao Zeyu.Why should I break up with him?What good does it do me?After breaking up with him, can I go to the Spring Festival Gala next year?This shouldn't be a yes or no question, Miss Rose can't interfere with me!

I can not break up, but I can be sacrificed.I can go out to work without showing my face, and I can pay attention not to let the paparazzi take pictures of me, so I can just be a housewife at home, okay?I do my nails and perm my hair every day, drink tea during the day, and walk the dog in the afternoon. My biggest worry every day is that I can’t make enough mahjong games for four people.Wasn't it my long-cherished wish to be taken care of by others?From the age of two to the age of 30, the dream is close at hand, but I didn't realize it?
I had a sweet dream.I dreamed that after I married Hao Zeyu, I gained weight again. When Hao Zeyu was filming, he got married with an actress from the same crew.Ah, what a dream.

When I got off the plane, it was already twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, and I didn't return home, so I went straight to Lao Niu's house.He was wearing a nightgown and accompanied a movie with red wine. When he opened the door to see my situation, he was shocked.

It's not the right time, but this matter can't be delayed any longer, there is no time.I tried to talk at night by candlelight, and played the emotional card for a long time, but I haven't talked about resignation yet.

The old cow asked me directly, "You don't want to do it, do you?"

If you just admit it so directly, will Lao Niu be unhappy?I hesitated, and when I was about to explain, Lao Niu slapped the table, "I should have quit long ago!"

I talked with Lao Niu about Dong En's work for a while, and I called Dong En on the spot and had a conference call. I thought Dong En would cry and cry and be unhappy, but he said calmly, "OK "Ah, sincerity is exchanged for unfeeling, I thought you all missed me.

After solving all this, Lao Niu asked me if I was done?Hurry up and get out after finishing speaking, just like this drove the reluctant me away.Really, this ending is too neat, what about the scene where I die and don't hug each other and cry?I have all these tears stored up.

I pouted and got out of the elevator, moved slowly to the gate of the community, and was stopped by a man who claimed to be Lao Niu's neighbor and handed me a bag.

I opened it and saw that it was a wad of money... why give me this!I wanted to go back to find Lao Niu, but the man stopped me, "Why do you go back, you don't know him yet? On the surface, he is a super sissy, but in fact he is more manly than anyone else. He loves face. Don't go back and make him cry. gone."

After getting in the car, I immediately called Lao Niu.

"Did you get the severance pay?"

"Ah."

"I won't say anything about those hypocritical people. I can see that you can't become Du Shiniang, but you have to have some money to defend yourself. Don't waste his money."

"I don't have any money, except for a few clothes, which I bought to make him happy. At most, he gave me a car, which is also in his name, and I remember the account. Don't forget, I was taught by you People, we are good at raising men, and we are guilty of spending a man's money."

"Then I taught you wrong. I can't spend a man's money to be an independent and self-reliant career woman."

We both laughed on the phone.

"I recently re-watched Zweig, and he said, 'She was too young to know that all the gifts of fate have already been secretly marked with a price'. It was bought with hands, and no one can take it away." Lao Niu said, choked up, "Fuzi, we have survived, and we will be fine in the future."

Hao Zeyu said that he wanted to change to a bigger community, and I spent two days looking at the house.In fact, it is not accurate to say "looking at the house", it should be said to look at the community.I like a high-end residential area on the East Fourth Ring Road, more than [-] yuan per square meter, so good that I was a little stunned. Is this Beijing?In other communities, there are trees between the buildings, but in this community there are several buildings in a forest, and you will not see a few Chinese people at all. Even the baby strollers are all Filipino maids who speak English.I am teasing children, and I didn’t dress up much today. A Filipino maid mistakenly thought that I was also a nanny and asked me what my master does.I laughed and said how can I say that.

I'm really not angry at all, that's right, in the future life, I will be Hao Zeyu's little nanny, he can play with the meat maid when he comes home and fall in love with me, maybe he will accidentally give birth to a child or something.I want to have a fat baby, dad will be so happy.

By the way, what house am I still looking at here, Dad's problem has not been resolved yet!

It was also a coincidence that I went home. As soon as I arrived at the door, I found my mother dragging a small bag and going out, saying that I would stay at the second aunt's house for two days.I'll stop her, don't leave even if you quarrel, I still have something to say to you old couple.

Mom pushed me very angrily, "You can tell him." She pointed at me again, said "you" meaningfully, and then left.

I should have stopped her, but Mom's "you" made me clear my head.For the happiness in front of me, I can give up everything.Dad's question, I still have to face it head-on, I can't make it difficult for Hao Zeyu.

When my dad saw me entering the house, he automatically hid in the bedroom. I stopped him and went straight to the point, "Dad, we may be getting married."

Of course, we are far from getting married, but my dad may not understand what we have settled on, so I will overdraw the progress in advance, so that he can feel at ease.

Dad really stopped.

I changed my face, lowered my head and subdued him, "I don't want you to be unhappy, you think your daughter will get hurt, but I'd be happy if I get hurt."

Dad's lips trembled for a long time, and finally he spoke, "You are crazy!"

I nodded, "I'm crazy, but isn't this good? I lost weight, I was so afraid of injections, but I injected so many injections in the face, I became beautiful. If I am wrong, then I I don’t even know what’s right.”

Dad was so angry that his eyes were red, and he turned around, just about to get angry.I thumped and knelt down, "Dad, I don't want to quarrel with you anymore, I was wrong, can't I be wrong? But you make me wrong, okay?"

I looked at Dad, and Dad looked at me.The father and daughter looked at each other for a while, and the father collapsed and sat on the sofa, covering his face, and remained silent for a long time.

To be honest, I didn't feel sad at all when I knelt down.

I even felt that Xu Wei was singing beside me: "Nothing can stop me, my longing for freedom."

What is freedom?Even if I want to be with Hao Zeyu now, I feel happy even if I sacrifice myself. For this kind of happiness, I am willing to give up everything—so, so what about kneeling?

After a while, Dad's expression returned to normal. He wiped his eyes and asked me to stand up first.He took out a card, "Here is 50 yuan, you take it."

I do not understand.

"If you want to be crazy, go crazy together. You have to have what other girls have. Take care of yourself. You can follow your mother. You have a good foundation." Dad looked at me calmly, and put the card into my hand. "Whether to get married or not, it doesn't matter what he says, I have the final say. When he comes back someday, you can ask him to have a meal together."

〔six〕

Today's schedule: face-lifting injections; take Hao Zeyu to have dinner with dad.

However, since I woke up in the morning, my eyelids have been twitching.Sure enough, the day has been rough.

When I went to a private plastic surgery clinic, the front desk made a mistake about the appointment time, and the customers in the front kept adding items, which made me wait for a long time.

I was not idle, so I called to book restaurants during this time, but I kept asking several restaurants that I wanted to eat, and they were all full.What's worse is that Hao Zeyu also had a moth. He called and told me that there will be a press conference this afternoon, and there will be an interview later. The end time is uncertain. He will try to come back before midnight.

I was a little angry and asked him if he knew that today's meal was very important to me and to him.

He said it wasn't that he didn't come back on purpose.

I was about to quarrel with him, but he put the phone down.

Hey, it’s against you, I was about to call him in a row, but I didn’t expect him to send a picture, which was a "response ticket"-"Can I not be angry today?"

I was so angry that I jumped up and down, but I could only reply to him: "Okay."

When he called, he didn't speak, but the laughter came first.

I said bitterly: "You know what? Your 'everything is under control' way of laughing is very hateful."

He continued to laugh for a while, then suddenly fell silent, so silent that I thought the connection was disconnected, I said "Hello" for a long time before he spoke.

"I'm a little proud, aren't I? Forgive me, I just realized it. But I'm about to succeed? Do you know, Fuzi, there was a time when I didn't even have money to eat." Such sad words, he said so cloudily Light breeze.He went on to say: "The war is over, and there will be good days in the future."

I laughed: "Look at what you said, why is it like the finale of a TV series, it won't be the same in the future?"

"The finale? Don't be funny, this is at most half of the act, and the climax will come later." His tone was very solemn, "Fuzi, today is a very important day for me, if I can't make it back, don't mind, I can't talk to you today Dad eats, we eat tomorrow and the day after tomorrow, from now on, we have plenty of time."

The press conference was about to start, Hao Zeyu said a few more words, and hung up the phone hastily.Putting down the phone, I feel refreshed. Since I can’t book a seat, I’ll have dinner at Hao Zeyu’s house. I’ll cook, and after I finish eating, I’ll let my dad stay with him for the night. Even if Hao Zeyu comes back tomorrow morning, we can still have breakfast together .

Planning happily, the nurse came to remind me that it was my time.When the injection was given, the doctor said that the injection on the calf can thin the legs, but it is more expensive, [-] yuan.

I waved my hand and swiped my card!On such an important day, let me give myself a big gift too.

After it was over, the doctor told me that my legs would be a little soft these days, and told me to go home and lie down.I agreed to all the precautions, but I was not obedient at all. I went to the imported food supermarket downstairs of Hao Zeyu's house for a long time, and picked a cart full of ingredients from the recipe software on my phone.

When passing by the cooked food area, it feels a bit like a world away.It seems that not long ago, when I was unemployed, I ran here to grab food, and was pestered by an old lady, Hao Zeyu fell from the sky.At that time, I thought that a cucumber here cost ten yuan, and everyone who came here to buy things must be sick.Now, I also buy things without looking at the price.It's not that I'm rich, it's that I have "leisure" in my heart, leisurely and leisurely.

I lined up patiently, and the two girls in front were watching the live broadcast with their mobile phones.I glanced at it, yo, I was watching the premiere of Hao Zeyu's new film.

Can you make it back today?As I was thinking, pushing the cart forward, my neck suddenly tightened.Looking down, the jade pendant on her neck was stuck between the gaps in the shopping cart.I was about to take it out, but the girl in front of me got excited for some reason. As soon as I touched the car, the rope of the jade pendant was torn off, and the jade pendant fell directly to the ground, breaking in two.

I was a bolt from the blue.sky!This is Hao Zeyu's family heirloom!How should I explain to him!

As soon as I picked up Yupei, my dad called. While I felt sorry for Yupei, I wanted to tell my dad where you are. Let's eat at Hao Zeyu's house instead.

But there was a slightly anxious strange male voice on the other end of the phone, "Are you his daughter? Your father passed out."

I froze for a few seconds, then suddenly laughed, "That's funny, I'm sorry to ask you, can you get money with such a rough trick?"

Another woman answered the phone, "Is your dad fat? His name is Fufangshu? He drives a taxi. His taxi number is..."

I'm a little fooled, this liar's information is quite accurate, "Where are you from?"

"We belong to the Lian family! Your father is selling a house here and passed out. You should go to Chaoyang Hospital quickly..."

I pushed the shopping cart and wanted to run outside.However, the upper body went out, and the lower body remained motionless. I fell to the ground and felt no sensation in my calf. Oops, the thin leg needle started to work.

I threw down the girl's cell phone in front of me. The earphones were still on her body, and the cell phone fell in front of my eyes.The sound of the mobile phone began to play, and Hao Zeyu on the screen put his arms around the shoulders of the female number one, and said with a smile: "I am indeed in a relationship with her..."

I giggled.Don't cry, Fuzi, don't cry, Dad just fainted, it's fine.I crawled towards the door, and people around me cleared the way for me, and some called for security.I ignored them and crawled all the way to the door.I can't tell the direction, just crawl forward, just crawl forward.

Dad, Dad, Dad...

I finally climbed to the door, I couldn't crawl anymore, I took out my phone and wanted to call Hao Zeyu.The phone rang a few times and was disconnected.Ah, yes, he is attending a film festival, so he probably didn't have his mobile phone with him.So when can you come back?
I sent him a message: something happened to my dad, come back soon.

Can you put the film festival aside for now, and another day, you will be a CP with a sister, and come back to accompany me?Don't leave me alone.Please, I beg you.

There were drops of water on the screen of the phone, I wiped my tears, hey, I didn’t cry.I looked up, the sky was crying, and it was raining.I suddenly laughed, it's not your father, I didn't cry, why are you crying, why are you making trouble.The sky cried even harder, pouring a vast expanse of whiteness on the ground.

In God's tears, I continued to crawl forward like a spider.Seeing my strange appearance, the people on the side of the road ran away in fear of avoiding it. No one was willing to lend a helping hand, and I didn't have the extra strength to ask for help. I held my breath in my heart and urged myself to say, I have to hurry up. Go faster, faster, faster.

Dad should be fine, just like Hao Zeyu broke his leg, I thought he was dead, it was all to scare myself.I comforted myself like this, but I remembered what Lao Niu said to me. He was too young at that time to know that all the gifts given by fate had already secretly marked their prices.

Dad, Dad, Dad...

(End of this chapter)