The rest of my life is no longer sad for you
Chapter 11 All Shallow Kisses Are Deep Love
Chapter 11 All Shallow Kisses Are Deep Love
{Time will filter people’s memories. Over the years, I have experienced many things, walked many roads, and met many people. Finally, I stopped and looked back. In fact, I can’t remember many people and things. The lower part is very vague, only a small part about you is still so clear.Time has screened my life, and you are the last thing left. }
001
On a light rainy morning, Shu Yan found Ning Zechuan's residence in Shenxiang according to the address on the contract.Walking on the path full of phoenix trees, Shu Yan saw someone waiting with an umbrella in front of the villa with green bricks and black tiles from a distance. It should be the secretary Zhang Qingming who had contacted on the phone before.Shu Yan walked over at a faster pace, raised the canopy of the umbrella and apologized to him: "Is it Secretary Zhang? I'm sorry I'm late. It's really hard to wait for the bus on rainy days."
"It's okay," Zhang Qingming smiled, took the umbrella she put away, and put it in the storage box next to the door, "You should let me pick you up."
"That's too much trouble for you."
Zhang Qingming adjusted his glasses and did not speak. In fact, her lateness was the real trouble for him.Mr. Ning spent a whole night on business. Before dawn in the morning, Mr. Ning went to the kitchen to make porridge. After the porridge was ready, he sat downstairs and waited. The porridge was cold and then hot, hot and then cold, and the appointed time passed slowly. .
There was continuous light rain outside the house. Mr. Ning stared at it for a while, then asked him lightly, "Why didn't you think of picking up Dr. Shu?"
Zhang Qingming has been by Mr. Ning's side for many years, so he can hear the blame in this sentence.
He was wronged: "I mentioned it on the phone before, but Dr. Shu refused."
Mr. Ning stopped talking.
There was a business meeting with the Ning Group this morning. The original plan was that Dr. Shu would arrive on time. After the routine inspection, Mr. Ning would go to the meeting.In order to prevent Dr. Shu, who was delayed on the road, from being in vain, Mr. Kening temporarily canceled the meeting and rescheduled it to tomorrow.
No, he still had to go to Ning's to make amends to the board of directors who had been let go, and spend all his time trying to appease them.
"I have to go to work, Mr. Ning, please take care of me."
Shu Yan smiled: "Don't worry."
Zhang Qingming nodded to Shu Yan, turned and left.
The door was unlocked, Shu Yan pushed the door open and walked in. The lights in the room were not turned on, and the mist-covered skylight was projected in the cracks of the furniture, calm and gentle. Looking across the spacious living room, the balcony was full of life. green.
Shu Yan stood at the door for a while, and only walked further inside after the cool moisture on her body dissipated.
"Mr. Ning."
She stood in the living room and called, but no one answered, so she tried to find it from room to room.
The door of the study room on the second floor was half closed. She raised her hand to knock, but after seeing the figure leaning on the sofa behind the crack of the door, she changed to a gentle pushing posture, tried not to make any noise, and walked in cautiously.
Ning Zechuan fell asleep peacefully leaning on the reclining chair, with one hand resting on the arm of the chair, the other resting on his lap, and further down, most of the blanket was hanging on the ground.
Shu Yan bent down and pulled the blanket up to cover his chest.
Her movements were very light, but he was a light sleeper. As soon as the blanket was put on, he woke up. His eyelids slowly opened, revealing his misty eyes. What fell on his eyes appeared in a dream. That face came from the wind and rain, with hazy mist.
The two looked at each other for a long time, neither of them spoke, as if time stood still, only the sound of rain falling on the glass window, pattering.
In the end, it was Shu Yan who broke the silence: "Did I wake you up?"
Ning Zechuan responded softly: "Yes."
Shu Yan sneered slightly: "It's uncomfortable to sleep like this. Now that you're awake, let's go to bed and sleep, huh?"
He frowned and shook his head: "have breakfast first."
"What do you want to eat? I'll make it for you."
"There is porridge in the kitchen."
The two went to the kitchen one after the other.
The porridge was simmered over low heat, and Shu Yan consciously filled two bowls, sat down opposite Ning Zechuan, stirred it with a spoon, took a sip, and her eyes lit up: "You take the Cantonese cuisine master who was in Xihe in the past Please come back?"
When she used to work at Xihe, she liked the boat porridge made by the Cantonese cuisine master in the kitchen the most. She later ate many Hong Kong-style restaurants, but none of them tasted that way.
"You still remember the smell," Ning Zechuan stood up and walked towards the cupboard, opening the door and saying, "I cooked the porridge."
Shu Yan was surprised: "You still know this?"
"My sour plum juice is also very good." Ning Zechuan whispered, walked to Shu Yan's side, and poured some fried dough stick crumbs into her bowl.
"Thank you."
Watching his movements, Shu Yan felt warm. Over the years, she has not fixed three meals, and she is used to eating alone. It has been a long time since no one would do such a careful thing for her.
"I'll eat it up," she said.
After the operation, Ning Zechuan's appetite became worse and worse. After taking a few mouthfuls of porridge, he put down the spoon and concentrated on watching Shuyan eat. After Shuyan finished eating, she looked up and saw him quietly looking at her with his chin in his hands. .
Thinking of her not-so-genteel food completely falling into his eyes, Shu Yan blushed: "Why do you just look at me, don't you eat?"
Ning Zechuan leaned on the back of the chair and lazily replied, "Watching people eat will give you a sense of satisfaction."
Shu Yan couldn't help laughing: "However, this kind of satisfaction is not enough to fill the stomach."
Ning Zechuan was noncommittal: "Maybe one day in the future, someone will turn watching people eat into a business opportunity."
Shu Yan felt that she couldn't keep up with his leaping thinking. Today he was wearing a light gray home coat with Chinese buttons, making him look like a refined businessman from the Republic of China period who came out of TV. He also has a strong sense of business, so he looks so far away.She didn't know how he slowly gained his achievements from that silent and withdrawn boy, and grew into such a good man. The eight years she missed in his life reminded her more clearly at this moment, clamoring for uneasiness.
While she was in a daze, Ning Zechuan suddenly asked, "Did you call me Mr. Ning this morning?"
She thought about it for a while, and nodded. Although they were old acquaintances, Ning Zechuan was now her employer, so she called him by his first name when he came up, which seemed a little too close.
He frowned: "Not good."
Shu Yan probed: "Then, call you Young Master?"
He shook his head.
"Zechuan?"
He didn't say anything. After a brief silence, he stood up and walked out of the kitchen with his hands behind his back. The voice came from the stairs.
"Go wash the dishes."
"Understood, Zechuan."
Shu Yan couldn't help laughing, some things are still the same as before, for example, not speaking means not rejecting.
While Shu Yan was washing the dishes, Ning Zechuan returned to the study.She came up with the medicine and knocked on the door. He who was flipping through the official document did not lift his head and said: "Put it down first."
Shu Yan said "Oh", put the medicine aside, and sat on the sofa opposite the desk, holding a cup of brewed tea and drinking it in small sips.The way he worked seriously was no different from the way he used to study seriously, except for the frowning that made her feel that what he was solving was a difficult problem.
Time passed slowly, Shu Yan looked at her watch a few times, it has been a long time since the best time to take medicine after meals, but judging by his appearance, he has no intention of stopping for dozens of seconds to take medicine.
She opened her mouth to remind: "Zechuan, it's time to take medicine."
Ning Zechuan turned over a page of the document with a "wow".
She has seen him become stubborn, if she is smarter, she should learn not to fight with him, but she can't treat his body as a joke.
Shu Yan stood up with the medicine in her hand, walked to the desk, and covered the document he was reading with her hand.
Ning Zechuan finally raised his head, the frown still remained: "What's wrong?"
Shu Yan handed him the medicine: "Take the medicine."
Ning Zechuan frowned and looked at it: "Leave it alone, I'll eat it later."
He took out the document, and found that Shu Yan did not let go of his strength, but still firmly pressed down with the palm of his hand.
He was helpless: "What are you doing?"
"I am your caregiver. I have the obligation to be responsible for your health after receiving your money. It will not take much time to take a medicine. Will those documents be delayed for tens of seconds, which will lead to financial turmoil and unemployment? crisis?"
Her voice is as gentle as ever, with a flat tone, but the speed of her speech is several times faster than usual. It is the most basic way for human beings to transfer emotions. If he can't see that she is angry, it is useless to deal with those old foxes. for many years.
She is angry because she is worried about him.
Realizing this, a kind of joy slowly rose from Ning Zechuan's softened heart.
"What are you angry about?" He softened his tone.
Shu Yan didn't know where the confidence came from, so she blocked him: "What are you messing with again?"
Not taking medicine is a child's behavior, and he had such a precedent when he was a child.
Ning Zechuan couldn't hold back that stern face anymore, the corners of his tense mouth bent down softly, took the medicine in her hand, tilted his head up and poured it all into his mouth, and drank it down with a large glass of water .
He put down the cup and said sincerely: "You are getting more and more capable."
Shu Yan curled her lips: "No, I have seen a lot."
Over the years as a doctor, she has seen all kinds of difficult patients. Among the patients who were rescued from the operating table by the doctors with all their might, there were always one or two out of ten patients who disobeyed the doctor's orders and liked to toss their own bodies. , The painstaking efforts of the family were in vain.She got angry when she saw it, and taught them sharp words on weekdays.
At the end, she couldn't help saying: "You have to take medicine well, so that your body will get better."
Ning Zechuan rubbed his forehead, with a painful look: "If you eat the same thing for ten years, you will resist it, and you will feel disgusted after seeing it."
Shu Yan's heart trembled, and suddenly she felt a pain indistinctly.She pulled his hand down, walked around behind him, and gently pressed his temple: "One day you can be fine without eating these."
"Will it be?" Ning Zechuan couldn't help laughing, even he himself didn't believe it.
The movements in Shu Yan's hands paused, then nodded and said: "Yes."
She believes in the speed of development of human medicine, as long as he wants, she can wait with him.
002
After dinner, staring at Ning Zechuan and taking the medicine, Shu Yan’s first day of nursing work was officially over, she stood at the door and bid farewell to Ning Zechuan: “I’m leaving, you should rest early, you don’t have to work so hard, it’s not like today If you don’t work overtime, the company will go bankrupt tomorrow.”
Ning Zechuan flipped through the newspaper and said absently "Hmm", Shu Yan curled her lips in self-indulgence, closed the door and left.
When the sound of closing the door sounded, Ning Zechuan put down the newspaper and looked at the empty room feeling a little disappointed. After thinking for a while, he pushed open the French window of the balcony, and the wind blew the moment the window was opened, and the gray screen agitated the rhythm of joy. , the moment I saw the figure on the phoenix tree path, I knew where my empty heart was.
However, he soon noticed that this road was different from the past, and Qingjuan's face gradually tightened, revealing an indescribable gloom.
Outside the villa, it was half dark, and the street lights were turned on, winding like a long dragon to the end of the invisible side.
Shu Yan didn't take a few steps when she heard the horn. She raised her head and saw Ou Zichen's car parked under a street light not far away. He was sitting in the driver's seat and beckoned to her.
Shu Yan pretended to be surprised and approached him: "Hey, are you following me?"
Ou Zichen smiled and said: "Yeah, it's not the first time anyway, if you want to beat or scold, you can do whatever you want, get in the car first."
Opening the car door, before Shuyan sat in, she turned her head and looked in the direction of the villa. She was slightly taken aback. On the balcony on the second floor, there was a figure standing vaguely. The lights in the villa were not turned on. She rubbed her eyes , I tried to look more carefully, but I couldn't see anything.
Ou Zichen turned around and asked, "What's wrong?"
"Oh, a bug flew into the eye, and I was confused for a while," she got into the car and closed the door, "it's all right now."
After she put on her seat belt, Ou Zichen started the car and asked, "Have you had dinner yet?"
"Eat, the refrigerator in Ning Zechuan's house is a small treasure house, and the food is quite rich."
Ning Zechuan had no appetite at first, so she couldn't eat any more after eating a small bowl of boiled noodles in clear water. She searched around in the refrigerator, fried tomatoes, eggs, and minced meat, and planned to make side dishes. The next noodles were eaten, and before they were cooked, Ning Zechuan followed the aroma and looked at her without saying a word.
She knew that he had eaten too much light food during this time, and wanted to eat some strong food to calm his appetite.But she is a doctor, and she can't ignore his health just because she pities him.
So, Ning Zechuan stared at her for the whole meal, and seeing that she had no intention of taking a piece of his pie, he became a little unhappy, and he didn't even want to talk to her when she left.
Thinking of Ning Zechuan's awkward appearance, Shu Yan couldn't help laughing.
Ou Zichen glanced in the rearview mirror and said sullenly, "It's just you two?"
"Yes."
Ou Zichen was silent for a while: "Won't it be embarrassing?"
Shu Yan shook her head honestly: "I thought it would, but it didn't."
Before going, she had imagined the scene where the two of them were alone, and she felt awkward no matter how she thought about it, but when it really came to that time, she didn't feel any awkwardness at all. When she got along with him, every word and every movement was very natural, just like they It's always been like this.
Later, she thought, this is not a matter of birth. When she was 16 years old, she worked as a summer job in Xihe. To put it bluntly, she was his exclusive waiter for Young Master Ning, which was similar to her current status as a private nurse.
Now he is no longer the boy who likes to order and torment her, her job is much easier, taking care of him to take medicine and food, and always paying attention to his health is all.
For the rest of the time, she spent the rest of the time on the sofa in his study reading professional books.
He has no demands on her, but she wants to do more for him.
The days are getting cooler, and the sycamore trees beside the path in front of the villa have also fallen golden.This afternoon Ning Zechuan received a call and hurried to the company, while Shu Yan stayed in the villa alone.
In the early morning, Zhang Qingming came back to get the materials, and was surprised to see that Shu Yan hadn't left yet: "Doctor Shu, are you still there?"
Shu Yan looked at the door and saw that Ning Zechuan did not come back with Zhang Qingming, her eyelids drooped in disappointment: "Well, yes, Mr. Ning hasn't taken his medicine yet...by the way, has he had dinner yet? "
"I've taken it. I'll take the medicine to the company now. Mr. Ning won't be coming back tonight. I'll take you back."
Shu Yan clasped her hands in silence, then nodded.
After going back that night, Shu Yan was restless and her eyelids kept twitching.
In the middle of the night, when the phone rang, she jumped up from the bed. The caller ID was Zhang Qingming.
"Hey?"
"Dr. Shu, could I trouble you to go to the villa and bring some Mr. Ning's change of clothes to the hospital? I can't leave now, and the spare key is under the pot of green radishes at the door."
She suddenly felt dizzy, and her voice was trembling: "I'll go right away."
Along the way, Shuyan's heart was beating extremely fast, and she didn't dare to think about the worse, but panic and fear kept enveloping her, and the feeling of being pulled out of the body bit by bit when Ning Zechuan was assassinated came back. .
When Shu Yan rushed to the hospital, Ning Zechuan had already fallen asleep.Shu Yan stood outside the ward and took a look, then turned to find a colleague to understand the situation.The patient's resistance is too weak, and the lung injury has not yet healed. During this period of time, he stayed up all day and night, exhausting his mind and mind, and easily developed a fever.
The colleague finally said: "To sum it up, I just collapsed from exhaustion."
Shu Yan took Ning Zechuan's diagnosis list and read it carefully, her face was very ugly.For Ning Zechuan's body riddled with holes, a normal person's minor cold might kill him, let alone a fever, if it causes pneumonia, the consequences will be disastrous.
After saying goodbye to her colleagues, she returned to the ward.
Zhang Qingming was standing at the door and talking to someone on the phone: "I fainted at work, um, I see, okay." Seeing Shu Yan walking towards this side, Zhang Qingming quickly hung up the phone to greet her. Go up and say hello to her: "Shu..."
Zhang Qingming was slightly frightened when he approached. Shu Yan's face was so pale that even her lips were bloodless, like a traveler who was exhausted after traveling thousands of miles. I called you...do you want to go to rest?"
Shu Yan shook her head: "It's okay, I'll go see him."
After walking a few steps, he turned back and asked, "Is he always this busy?"
"After returning to China, I'm busier than when I was in Japan," Zhang Qingming nodded, and sighed inaudibly, "In addition, there have been mistakes in the recent cooperation project with the Ning Group."
"A bug?"
Zhang Qingming was stunned: "Dr. Shu must not read the news usually, someone who drank the oral liquid launched by Morimoto and Ning had something wrong with it, so he lived in this hospital and contacted the media and lawyers. The impact of this incident has expanded It's getting out of hand.”
Shu Yan hasn't watched the news for more than half a year, and spends all day reading medical books to prepare for further study.She didn't know that such a big thing happened, no wonder his complexion was not very good these days, it was because she was too careless.
Shu Yan asked Zhang Qingming to rest and stayed to watch the night by herself.
Her hands and feet were cold, and she didn't dare to touch him. After the temperature on her body gradually returned to normal, she stretched out her hand and put it on his forehead. The scalding temperature made her uneasy. She changed the towel repeatedly all night long. , In the morning, Ning Zechuan's body temperature finally returned to normal.
Jiang Bozhou came to the hospital in the early morning. He stood beside the bed and looked at the sleeping Ning Zechuan for a long time without saying a word. When he finally left, he bowed to Shuyan: "Xiaochuan, please."
Jiang Bozhou turned around so fast that Shu Yan was not sure if the flash of light on his face was his tears.
Not long after Jiang Bozhou left, Ning Zechuan woke up for a while, asked for some water and said he was still dizzy, and fell asleep again in a daze.
At lunch time, Zhang Qingming and Gong Yu came together. Knowing that Shu Yan hadn't slept all night, Zhang Qingming asked her to go back to rest, but Shu Yan was unwilling to say anything, and finally was dragged by Gong Yu to eat.
In a small restaurant near the hospital, Gongyu took the menu and asked, "What do you want to eat, just order, I will take care of my fill."
Shu Yan supported her chin and said weakly: "I have no appetite."
Gong Yu looked up at her, summoned the waiter, ordered a table of dishes, took the bowl and added food to Shu Yan, and said: "If you fall ill, who will take care of him, I won't do it, how much will you pay?" None."
Shu Yan smiled: "No, your Pei family is not short of money."
But she still took the bowl he handed over, lowered her head and ate it, it was true that she had no appetite, but what Gongyu said was right, she couldn't fall ill at this time.
003
When returning to the hospital, the two met Chief Zheng in the lobby.
Shu Yan hadn't seen him for a long time after working as a private nurse, so she went up to greet him: "Teacher."
Section Chief Zheng was not surprised to see her, but frowned instead: "How did you, a private nurse, actually take care of someone to the hospital? Didn't you say in the last meeting that Mr. Ning's physical decline is There can't be any more problems, you, are you going to throw everything I taught you back in my face?"
Shu Yan lowered her head and listened carefully to the admonition without saying a word.
Gong Yu listened beside him, and after Section Chief Zheng left, he let out a sigh of relief: "Your teacher is really evil."
"Love is deep and responsibility is serious." She is used to it. Since college, the teacher has been like this, and she is too strict with her, and she can't tolerate any mistakes.She knows that the teacher is good to her, her profession, and any mistake may make a life disappear.
Gong Yu sighed: "It's not your fault, Xiao Chuan's body is doomed for him not to have a hard life."
Shu Yan said lightly: "Let him be an idler, it would be better to kill him."
Gong Yu was stunned by these words, he looked at Shu Yan for a long time, and then said sincerely: "Shu Yan, I probably understand the meaning of having a confidant in life, what more can a husband ask for, Xiao Chuan is really lucky to have you .”
Shu Yan smiled: "You don't think that too."
Gongyu showed a proud smile: "It's normal for me to think this way. Xiao Chuan and I have slept in a pair of pajama pants for more than ten years. I know what he is thinking as soon as he blinks. No one in the world is better than me. If you know him better, you can’t do it either.”
Shu Yan teased him: "Why don't you get married when you are so nice?"
"If he wants to marry me, he will marry me. If he didn't kill you halfway..."
Gong Yu paused, looked at Shu Yan, looked very distressed, seemed to have something to say, and was considering whether to say it, finally, he approached Shu Yan, lowered his voice and said: "Speaking of it, I always wanted to say something. It doesn't make sense, you and Xiao Chuan didn't get together, you know, you are his first love."
"What are you talking about?" Shu Yan gave him a blank look.
When Gongyu was questioned, she was very unconvinced, and said seriously: "Who is talking nonsense? Xiao Chuan is so arrogant. I have known him for more than 20 years. The only time he humbled himself was for you, to let you move out of the room that is not resistant to cold. In the underground garage, he went to beg his mother. After being rejected, he asked you to help him with his homework and let you stay in his room every day to enjoy the heating. His grades required you to make up lessons? You didn’t think it was strange back then ?"
Of course Shu Yan knew this, she also felt strange, she even read the secret album, at that time, she also thought that she was in his heart, but... what was contained in Pandora's box turned out to be a misunderstanding.
"He is nice to me because of my dad."
Gong Yu's eyes widened: "Why do you think so?"
"I heard it." Shu Yan stopped and looked at him, "I heard the conversation between you and him on New Year's Eve that year."
Gong Yu was stunned for a long time before realizing what Shu Yan was talking about. It was the first New Year's Eve they spent together. He first went to the underground garage. He thought there were too many people, so he hid in a small room separated by wooden boards. , Ning Zechuan also came later, and they sat and chatted together.The soundproofing of the small room is not good, and the laughter from the TV outside almost drowned out their voices. After waiting for a long time, Shuyan did not deliver dumplings. When I opened the door, I was about to call her, when I saw a plate at the door that had been glued together. dumplings.He knew that Shu Yan must have been here and heard their conversation. Gu Taozhi also proved this point, saying that Shu Yan left in a restless state after delivering the dumplings.
After recalling this incident, Gong Yu seemed to feel that a certain link was missing in this seemingly flawless memory: "Wait, let me smooth it out, tell me first, what did you hear?"
"He said, because I am Dr. Shu's daughter."
Those words really hurt her at that time, and the sequelae are that every word and the ups and downs of his tone when he said these words are deeply engraved in her mind, accompanied by every sad dream of hers.
Gongyu was still waiting, seeing that she had nothing more to say, she asked suspiciously, "No more? That's all?"
She lowered her eyes and said "hmm".
These are enough, don't use more to hurt her heart.
Gong Yu understood: "So? You ran away the next day because of this?"
Shu Yan was silent, most of the reason she fled to her grandmother's house was because she didn't dare to face her mother and Ning Zechuan, but if she didn't hear those words, if she still thought she was in his heart, it might give her the courage to let her Face it bravely.
Ke Gongyu's next sentence completely stunned her.
He said: "Shu Yan, let me tell you now, you didn't listen to the whole conversation, do you believe it?"
"What did you say?"
"What Xiao Chuan told me at the time was that she is Dr. Shu's daughter. I am very grateful for this, otherwise, we would never have met. Although it started with my dislike for her, she still has This ability let me know how good she is. When I lost interest in life, she let me know that the world is colorful, and she also made me have a burning desire for life. I want to have a good time with her, yes , I like her, there is nothing to hide, now is not the time to be honest, in a few years, when I leave the Ning family, I want to have her in another identity."
"Back then Xiao Chuan liked you very much. He thought you had heard everything. After hearing his heart-breaking confession, he couldn't accept it and couldn't face it. That's why he left Jiangzhou. Not only Xiao Chuan, but also me. I thought so. That’s why when you came to me to ask for his address later, I couldn’t understand why you wanted to find him and hurt him again because you didn’t want him.”
"Shu Yan, I apologize to you for my stubbornness and making things difficult for you at that time. I'm sorry, I should have told you about this knot long ago. I am not worthy to be your friend and Xiao Chuan."
When the truth came out from Gong Yu's mouth and it was in front of her eyes, Shu Yan felt mixed emotions. It turned out that they were close before, and they could touch each other as long as they stretched out their hands, but by accident, they passed by. , it was too late.
In the blankness of her mind, Shu Yan seemed to be fighting a silent battle in her heart. After experiencing great joy and sorrow, she slowly regained her composure: "He is already engaged."
Now Gongyu was stunned, Ning Zechuan and Gu Taozhi's engagement in Tokyo, he has kept his mouth shut, never told anyone: "How...how did you know?"
Shu Yan lowered her eyes, and wrote lightly: "Now is the Internet age, there are no secrets, and Morimoto is a big family, let alone hide things."
Gong Yu remained silent for a long time, then he patted Shu Yan on the shoulder: "Hey, first loves, most of them end without a cause, Luo Fu has a husband, and now you also have that female friend, Dr. Ou."
Shu Yan was silent and did not deny it.
While sitting beside Ning Zechuan's bed, Shu Yan kept thinking about what Gong Yu said.
If I had to use anything to sum up this half-life of going around and going around, it would probably be that fate tricks people.
She felt that the root of her tongue was bitter, and a chain reaction was triggered in her stomach, with bursts of pantothenic acid. Later, she was really uncomfortable, and she went to the toilet to hug the toilet and vomited out.
When she finished vomiting and came out of the bathroom, she saw Ning Zechuan lift the quilt and get out of bed.
"What do you want? I'll get it for you." She hurried over to help him.
Ning Zechuan's eyes were focused on her pale face: "What's wrong with you?"
She rubbed her stomach and said, "It's probably because I ate bad food at noon."
"Call the doctor to take a look." He reached out and wanted to ring the alarm bell on the bedside.
Shu Yan took his hand: "You are confused, I am the doctor."
Seeing his brows wrinkled inadvertently again, she couldn't help reaching out and rubbing them: "I promise with my professionalism, I won't let anything happen to me."
He didn't believe what she said. He still remembered the fact that she was sent to the hospital because of gastroenteritis.
She can even eat expired food without any scruples, and she has exceeded her bad quota for herself.
But what she said next blocked his mouth.
"Oh, I don't have anything to guarantee, otherwise, you wouldn't be here." She lowered her hand in frustration, looked at her fingertips, and said solemnly, "It's my fault."
Ning Zechuan watched the sad look on her face, and realized that the girl began to take other people's mistakes on her own body again: "Shu Yan, this is not your fault."
Shu Yan shook her head: "I'm your personal nurse, and I can't get away with it."
Ning Zechuan felt a headache and a pain in his heart. He had never comforted anyone, and he didn't know what to do to make her get out of the horns.
"No one is watching, I can't take care of myself well, or," he stared at her face seriously, not letting go of a slight change in expression, "you can move here temporarily."
Shu Yan suddenly raised her head to look at him.
When these words came out of his own mouth, Ning Zechuan himself was taken aback. He added dryly: "Don't get me wrong, in fact, most of the private nurses live in the employer's house."
Seeing that she didn't speak, he was worried that she had misunderstood his intentions, and in a hurry, his chest and lungs were stretched, and he covered his lips and coughed.
Shu Yan quickly stroked his back and gave him comfort: "Okay, okay, I'll move over."
Her tone was as if she was comforting a kid who couldn't get candy, and the corner of his mouth covered under the palm of his hand couldn't help but smile.
004
The day before Ning Zechuan was discharged from the hospital, Shu Yan left the rental house, and Zhang Qingming went to help her move. Zhang Qingming was a little surprised when he saw the crowded and simple cubicle for the first time.He knew that Shu Yan's mother and the current director of Ning's Group had a reorganized family. With this relationship, she shouldn't live in such an embarrassing state.But he didn't show the surprise in his heart. He is a professional secretary, so he can think too much, but it's his professionalism not to talk too much.
Shu Yan didn't have much luggage, most of them were medical books, and each book was at least ten centimeters thick. Zhang Qingming sighed while helping her put it on the bookshelf: "Are you going to finish reading all these books?"
Shu Yan nodded: "For our profession, there is no limit to learning. Everything we read can be applied clinically. We are not afraid that we can't finish the reading, but we are afraid that it is not enough."
Zhang Qingming was filled with admiration: "It's really amazing."
Shu Yan's room was arranged across from Ning Zechuan's room. After cleaning up, Zhang Qingming stood in the aisle and thanked her sincerely: "I'm relieved that you can move here. Mr. Ning doesn't listen to anyone. I heard you I am an old friend with Mr. Ning, I hope he can listen to your advice and take care of his health."
Shu Yan felt guilty: "I hope so."
Ning Zechuan returned home after being discharged from the hospital, but he was well-behaved for a while, took medicine and meals on time, even if he went to the company, he would return home on time after get off work, lay on the bed at ten o'clock in the evening, and said good night to Shu Yan, but not many One day, Shu Yan accidentally discovered that he would secretly go to the study to work after she fell asleep, and then return to bed before she woke up, pretending to have slept soundly all night.
"What are you doing?" Shu Yan asked him angrily, "Hide-and-seek with me? You don't have to put on an act to show me. Your body is yours. You don't want it. It's useless if I stare at you 24 hours a day." , but before that, please fire me, I don't want you to have an accident during my care, making me appear useless!"
Ning Zechuan held a teacup and looked at her indifferently. The girl's face turned red with anger. Because of her height, she had to raise her head and stare at him. From his perspective, she was so cute, like an irritated deer , as if the next moment she would swing her hooves and knock him over with her horns.
It's been a long time since she looked angry, and he missed it very much.
He really wanted to laugh, but he was afraid that she would be even more angry, so he had to keep his face tight and try his best to maintain his facial expression.
Shu Yan was so angry by his reaction that she couldn't speak, she stomped her feet and went downstairs, and then there was the sound of the door being slammed shut.Ning Zechuan wasn't worried at all that she would leave just now, no, after a while, she came back with vegetables to cook.
For several days, Shu Yan did not speak to Ning Zechuan.
In the middle of the night, in the study room, Ning Zechuan got up to refill the tea after reviewing the documents. There were black shadows flickering in the light from the half-covered door. He stopped to take a closer look, and Shuyan in pajamas seemed to be possessed He walked up and down the aisle with his head down.
Sleepwalking?
Neither.
Ning Zechuan opened the door and asked softly, "What are you doing when you're not sleeping?"
Shu Yan, who was spinning like a spinning top, suddenly stopped and turned to him: "I... am waiting for you, I can't sleep peacefully."
Ning Zechuan frowned. What is this? If he doesn't sleep, she won't sleep, so she declares war on him?
He still has to work, Ning is an empty shell that can't afford money, and there are negative news, internal and external troubles, so many employees are waiting for him to solve the problem of food and clothing, how can he sleep when he thinks of this?
He suddenly felt that Shu Yan was a little ignorant, and his voice became cold: "I will go to sleep, but not now."
Shu Yan opened her mouth, wanting to say something, but his indifferent face made her unable to say anything.
She knew how bad his body was. It was like a machine that was running non-stop. After a long time, the gears got stuck. If he didn't stop for repairs and maintenance, the whole machine would soon be scrapped.But he was always disobedient, and she had no choice but to watch him destroy her body bit by bit, and develop to an irreversible point.
He really will die.
Shuyan's tense nerves finally collapsed at this moment. She stood in the dark, Ning Zechuan couldn't see her expression clearly, but saw her squatting down slowly as if she was out of strength. She covered her face, and her voice came from Brokenly leaked out between the fingers: "Ning Zechuan, I'm afraid, I hope you can live longer..."
Even if you are thousands of miles away from me, as long as you are alive, let me know that you are alive.You are very important to me, I can't imagine the days when I will never hear from you again, and I don't know how to stand in this sky without you.
This was the first time that Shu Yan showed weakness in front of him, and Ning Zechuan's heart softened and warmed instantly, as if thousands of tender feelings poured into his limbs.He walked over and took her into his arms, wanting to take her hand and wipe away her tears.
But she was very strong, probably because she didn't want him to see her tears.
She tried hard to suppress the crying, but the unstoppable sobs sounded more distressing, the shoulders trembled, a small ball, pitiful, her crying broke his heart.
The only times Ning Zechuan comforted others were because of her, he patted her on the back awkwardly, and apologized to her: "I'm sorry, don't cry, I will live a long time, as long as it is what you wish, I will do it, okay?"
"You lied, you can't even take care of your own body, why should you promise me?" Her accusing voice came from between her fingers, and at this moment no one understood her helplessness.
Ning Zechuan was dumbfounded, the facts were in front of him, he had no way to explain, he could only try to explain to her, telling her the most hidden business secret: "I admit, I can't guarantee you. In fact, shortly after the oral liquid poisoning incident During the investigation, Mr. Jiang discovered that the financial situation of the Ning Group was in serious crisis. The current Ning Group is like an empty shell. The person who did this must be an internal member of the Ning Group. Mr. Jiang found me in private , I want me to help you find out at which link the group's assets have been secretly transferred over the years. Ning's has a lot of derivative industries, and several years of ledgers have piled up in a whole data room. If a loophole is found one day later, Ning's The crisis of bankruptcy will increase. The Ning Group is a business kingdom founded by my grandfather, and I can't stand by."
Her crying gradually weakened, and Ning Zechuan was able to break her hand away. In the dark, he brushed away the hair that was stained with tears on her cheek, held her face and said slowly: "This matter Only I can do it, no one can do it better than me."
Shu Yan looked at him twitching, he had never talked to her so much, even though it was dark, she could still see the firm and confident light in his eyes, just like in that lecture, facing thousands of people The radiant him when he was human.
Such a him makes her feel far away, she can't stop his flying speed, breaking off the wings of an eagle is tantamount to Ling Chi, she understands this truth.
So, she could only nod with a sob: "I see."
If you want to do something, just do it, she won't stop him anymore, if one day, he is destined to fly to a place where you can't see, then let her follow his trail, spend your whole life, or the next life , until death.
"I won't stay up late anymore," he pressed her head to his chest, hugged her gently, rested his chin on top of her head, and sighed softly, "I also want to live a long life."
Shu Yan stopped talking and crying, her head slowly drooped, like an old desk lamp full of dust.
That night, Shuyan cried out all her strength, and finally fell asleep in Ning Zechuan's arms. After realizing this, Ning Zechuan couldn't laugh or cry, and bent over to hug her.He is a patient, but he still has the strength to lift her up. She is very light and seems to weigh nothing in his hands.
Ning Zechuan put her on the bed and covered her with the quilt.
Always she was taking care of him, always she looked at his sleepy face with fear, always she couldn't sleep peacefully.
Under the dim light of the bedside lamp, her face looked exhausted. Ning Zechuan knew that she hadn't slept well during the Cold War. He stroked her face and thought that he would never torture her again.
He leaned down and kissed her frowning brow lightly.
"Good night."
My love
(End of this chapter)
{Time will filter people’s memories. Over the years, I have experienced many things, walked many roads, and met many people. Finally, I stopped and looked back. In fact, I can’t remember many people and things. The lower part is very vague, only a small part about you is still so clear.Time has screened my life, and you are the last thing left. }
001
On a light rainy morning, Shu Yan found Ning Zechuan's residence in Shenxiang according to the address on the contract.Walking on the path full of phoenix trees, Shu Yan saw someone waiting with an umbrella in front of the villa with green bricks and black tiles from a distance. It should be the secretary Zhang Qingming who had contacted on the phone before.Shu Yan walked over at a faster pace, raised the canopy of the umbrella and apologized to him: "Is it Secretary Zhang? I'm sorry I'm late. It's really hard to wait for the bus on rainy days."
"It's okay," Zhang Qingming smiled, took the umbrella she put away, and put it in the storage box next to the door, "You should let me pick you up."
"That's too much trouble for you."
Zhang Qingming adjusted his glasses and did not speak. In fact, her lateness was the real trouble for him.Mr. Ning spent a whole night on business. Before dawn in the morning, Mr. Ning went to the kitchen to make porridge. After the porridge was ready, he sat downstairs and waited. The porridge was cold and then hot, hot and then cold, and the appointed time passed slowly. .
There was continuous light rain outside the house. Mr. Ning stared at it for a while, then asked him lightly, "Why didn't you think of picking up Dr. Shu?"
Zhang Qingming has been by Mr. Ning's side for many years, so he can hear the blame in this sentence.
He was wronged: "I mentioned it on the phone before, but Dr. Shu refused."
Mr. Ning stopped talking.
There was a business meeting with the Ning Group this morning. The original plan was that Dr. Shu would arrive on time. After the routine inspection, Mr. Ning would go to the meeting.In order to prevent Dr. Shu, who was delayed on the road, from being in vain, Mr. Kening temporarily canceled the meeting and rescheduled it to tomorrow.
No, he still had to go to Ning's to make amends to the board of directors who had been let go, and spend all his time trying to appease them.
"I have to go to work, Mr. Ning, please take care of me."
Shu Yan smiled: "Don't worry."
Zhang Qingming nodded to Shu Yan, turned and left.
The door was unlocked, Shu Yan pushed the door open and walked in. The lights in the room were not turned on, and the mist-covered skylight was projected in the cracks of the furniture, calm and gentle. Looking across the spacious living room, the balcony was full of life. green.
Shu Yan stood at the door for a while, and only walked further inside after the cool moisture on her body dissipated.
"Mr. Ning."
She stood in the living room and called, but no one answered, so she tried to find it from room to room.
The door of the study room on the second floor was half closed. She raised her hand to knock, but after seeing the figure leaning on the sofa behind the crack of the door, she changed to a gentle pushing posture, tried not to make any noise, and walked in cautiously.
Ning Zechuan fell asleep peacefully leaning on the reclining chair, with one hand resting on the arm of the chair, the other resting on his lap, and further down, most of the blanket was hanging on the ground.
Shu Yan bent down and pulled the blanket up to cover his chest.
Her movements were very light, but he was a light sleeper. As soon as the blanket was put on, he woke up. His eyelids slowly opened, revealing his misty eyes. What fell on his eyes appeared in a dream. That face came from the wind and rain, with hazy mist.
The two looked at each other for a long time, neither of them spoke, as if time stood still, only the sound of rain falling on the glass window, pattering.
In the end, it was Shu Yan who broke the silence: "Did I wake you up?"
Ning Zechuan responded softly: "Yes."
Shu Yan sneered slightly: "It's uncomfortable to sleep like this. Now that you're awake, let's go to bed and sleep, huh?"
He frowned and shook his head: "have breakfast first."
"What do you want to eat? I'll make it for you."
"There is porridge in the kitchen."
The two went to the kitchen one after the other.
The porridge was simmered over low heat, and Shu Yan consciously filled two bowls, sat down opposite Ning Zechuan, stirred it with a spoon, took a sip, and her eyes lit up: "You take the Cantonese cuisine master who was in Xihe in the past Please come back?"
When she used to work at Xihe, she liked the boat porridge made by the Cantonese cuisine master in the kitchen the most. She later ate many Hong Kong-style restaurants, but none of them tasted that way.
"You still remember the smell," Ning Zechuan stood up and walked towards the cupboard, opening the door and saying, "I cooked the porridge."
Shu Yan was surprised: "You still know this?"
"My sour plum juice is also very good." Ning Zechuan whispered, walked to Shu Yan's side, and poured some fried dough stick crumbs into her bowl.
"Thank you."
Watching his movements, Shu Yan felt warm. Over the years, she has not fixed three meals, and she is used to eating alone. It has been a long time since no one would do such a careful thing for her.
"I'll eat it up," she said.
After the operation, Ning Zechuan's appetite became worse and worse. After taking a few mouthfuls of porridge, he put down the spoon and concentrated on watching Shuyan eat. After Shuyan finished eating, she looked up and saw him quietly looking at her with his chin in his hands. .
Thinking of her not-so-genteel food completely falling into his eyes, Shu Yan blushed: "Why do you just look at me, don't you eat?"
Ning Zechuan leaned on the back of the chair and lazily replied, "Watching people eat will give you a sense of satisfaction."
Shu Yan couldn't help laughing: "However, this kind of satisfaction is not enough to fill the stomach."
Ning Zechuan was noncommittal: "Maybe one day in the future, someone will turn watching people eat into a business opportunity."
Shu Yan felt that she couldn't keep up with his leaping thinking. Today he was wearing a light gray home coat with Chinese buttons, making him look like a refined businessman from the Republic of China period who came out of TV. He also has a strong sense of business, so he looks so far away.She didn't know how he slowly gained his achievements from that silent and withdrawn boy, and grew into such a good man. The eight years she missed in his life reminded her more clearly at this moment, clamoring for uneasiness.
While she was in a daze, Ning Zechuan suddenly asked, "Did you call me Mr. Ning this morning?"
She thought about it for a while, and nodded. Although they were old acquaintances, Ning Zechuan was now her employer, so she called him by his first name when he came up, which seemed a little too close.
He frowned: "Not good."
Shu Yan probed: "Then, call you Young Master?"
He shook his head.
"Zechuan?"
He didn't say anything. After a brief silence, he stood up and walked out of the kitchen with his hands behind his back. The voice came from the stairs.
"Go wash the dishes."
"Understood, Zechuan."
Shu Yan couldn't help laughing, some things are still the same as before, for example, not speaking means not rejecting.
While Shu Yan was washing the dishes, Ning Zechuan returned to the study.She came up with the medicine and knocked on the door. He who was flipping through the official document did not lift his head and said: "Put it down first."
Shu Yan said "Oh", put the medicine aside, and sat on the sofa opposite the desk, holding a cup of brewed tea and drinking it in small sips.The way he worked seriously was no different from the way he used to study seriously, except for the frowning that made her feel that what he was solving was a difficult problem.
Time passed slowly, Shu Yan looked at her watch a few times, it has been a long time since the best time to take medicine after meals, but judging by his appearance, he has no intention of stopping for dozens of seconds to take medicine.
She opened her mouth to remind: "Zechuan, it's time to take medicine."
Ning Zechuan turned over a page of the document with a "wow".
She has seen him become stubborn, if she is smarter, she should learn not to fight with him, but she can't treat his body as a joke.
Shu Yan stood up with the medicine in her hand, walked to the desk, and covered the document he was reading with her hand.
Ning Zechuan finally raised his head, the frown still remained: "What's wrong?"
Shu Yan handed him the medicine: "Take the medicine."
Ning Zechuan frowned and looked at it: "Leave it alone, I'll eat it later."
He took out the document, and found that Shu Yan did not let go of his strength, but still firmly pressed down with the palm of his hand.
He was helpless: "What are you doing?"
"I am your caregiver. I have the obligation to be responsible for your health after receiving your money. It will not take much time to take a medicine. Will those documents be delayed for tens of seconds, which will lead to financial turmoil and unemployment? crisis?"
Her voice is as gentle as ever, with a flat tone, but the speed of her speech is several times faster than usual. It is the most basic way for human beings to transfer emotions. If he can't see that she is angry, it is useless to deal with those old foxes. for many years.
She is angry because she is worried about him.
Realizing this, a kind of joy slowly rose from Ning Zechuan's softened heart.
"What are you angry about?" He softened his tone.
Shu Yan didn't know where the confidence came from, so she blocked him: "What are you messing with again?"
Not taking medicine is a child's behavior, and he had such a precedent when he was a child.
Ning Zechuan couldn't hold back that stern face anymore, the corners of his tense mouth bent down softly, took the medicine in her hand, tilted his head up and poured it all into his mouth, and drank it down with a large glass of water .
He put down the cup and said sincerely: "You are getting more and more capable."
Shu Yan curled her lips: "No, I have seen a lot."
Over the years as a doctor, she has seen all kinds of difficult patients. Among the patients who were rescued from the operating table by the doctors with all their might, there were always one or two out of ten patients who disobeyed the doctor's orders and liked to toss their own bodies. , The painstaking efforts of the family were in vain.She got angry when she saw it, and taught them sharp words on weekdays.
At the end, she couldn't help saying: "You have to take medicine well, so that your body will get better."
Ning Zechuan rubbed his forehead, with a painful look: "If you eat the same thing for ten years, you will resist it, and you will feel disgusted after seeing it."
Shu Yan's heart trembled, and suddenly she felt a pain indistinctly.She pulled his hand down, walked around behind him, and gently pressed his temple: "One day you can be fine without eating these."
"Will it be?" Ning Zechuan couldn't help laughing, even he himself didn't believe it.
The movements in Shu Yan's hands paused, then nodded and said: "Yes."
She believes in the speed of development of human medicine, as long as he wants, she can wait with him.
002
After dinner, staring at Ning Zechuan and taking the medicine, Shu Yan’s first day of nursing work was officially over, she stood at the door and bid farewell to Ning Zechuan: “I’m leaving, you should rest early, you don’t have to work so hard, it’s not like today If you don’t work overtime, the company will go bankrupt tomorrow.”
Ning Zechuan flipped through the newspaper and said absently "Hmm", Shu Yan curled her lips in self-indulgence, closed the door and left.
When the sound of closing the door sounded, Ning Zechuan put down the newspaper and looked at the empty room feeling a little disappointed. After thinking for a while, he pushed open the French window of the balcony, and the wind blew the moment the window was opened, and the gray screen agitated the rhythm of joy. , the moment I saw the figure on the phoenix tree path, I knew where my empty heart was.
However, he soon noticed that this road was different from the past, and Qingjuan's face gradually tightened, revealing an indescribable gloom.
Outside the villa, it was half dark, and the street lights were turned on, winding like a long dragon to the end of the invisible side.
Shu Yan didn't take a few steps when she heard the horn. She raised her head and saw Ou Zichen's car parked under a street light not far away. He was sitting in the driver's seat and beckoned to her.
Shu Yan pretended to be surprised and approached him: "Hey, are you following me?"
Ou Zichen smiled and said: "Yeah, it's not the first time anyway, if you want to beat or scold, you can do whatever you want, get in the car first."
Opening the car door, before Shuyan sat in, she turned her head and looked in the direction of the villa. She was slightly taken aback. On the balcony on the second floor, there was a figure standing vaguely. The lights in the villa were not turned on. She rubbed her eyes , I tried to look more carefully, but I couldn't see anything.
Ou Zichen turned around and asked, "What's wrong?"
"Oh, a bug flew into the eye, and I was confused for a while," she got into the car and closed the door, "it's all right now."
After she put on her seat belt, Ou Zichen started the car and asked, "Have you had dinner yet?"
"Eat, the refrigerator in Ning Zechuan's house is a small treasure house, and the food is quite rich."
Ning Zechuan had no appetite at first, so she couldn't eat any more after eating a small bowl of boiled noodles in clear water. She searched around in the refrigerator, fried tomatoes, eggs, and minced meat, and planned to make side dishes. The next noodles were eaten, and before they were cooked, Ning Zechuan followed the aroma and looked at her without saying a word.
She knew that he had eaten too much light food during this time, and wanted to eat some strong food to calm his appetite.But she is a doctor, and she can't ignore his health just because she pities him.
So, Ning Zechuan stared at her for the whole meal, and seeing that she had no intention of taking a piece of his pie, he became a little unhappy, and he didn't even want to talk to her when she left.
Thinking of Ning Zechuan's awkward appearance, Shu Yan couldn't help laughing.
Ou Zichen glanced in the rearview mirror and said sullenly, "It's just you two?"
"Yes."
Ou Zichen was silent for a while: "Won't it be embarrassing?"
Shu Yan shook her head honestly: "I thought it would, but it didn't."
Before going, she had imagined the scene where the two of them were alone, and she felt awkward no matter how she thought about it, but when it really came to that time, she didn't feel any awkwardness at all. When she got along with him, every word and every movement was very natural, just like they It's always been like this.
Later, she thought, this is not a matter of birth. When she was 16 years old, she worked as a summer job in Xihe. To put it bluntly, she was his exclusive waiter for Young Master Ning, which was similar to her current status as a private nurse.
Now he is no longer the boy who likes to order and torment her, her job is much easier, taking care of him to take medicine and food, and always paying attention to his health is all.
For the rest of the time, she spent the rest of the time on the sofa in his study reading professional books.
He has no demands on her, but she wants to do more for him.
The days are getting cooler, and the sycamore trees beside the path in front of the villa have also fallen golden.This afternoon Ning Zechuan received a call and hurried to the company, while Shu Yan stayed in the villa alone.
In the early morning, Zhang Qingming came back to get the materials, and was surprised to see that Shu Yan hadn't left yet: "Doctor Shu, are you still there?"
Shu Yan looked at the door and saw that Ning Zechuan did not come back with Zhang Qingming, her eyelids drooped in disappointment: "Well, yes, Mr. Ning hasn't taken his medicine yet...by the way, has he had dinner yet? "
"I've taken it. I'll take the medicine to the company now. Mr. Ning won't be coming back tonight. I'll take you back."
Shu Yan clasped her hands in silence, then nodded.
After going back that night, Shu Yan was restless and her eyelids kept twitching.
In the middle of the night, when the phone rang, she jumped up from the bed. The caller ID was Zhang Qingming.
"Hey?"
"Dr. Shu, could I trouble you to go to the villa and bring some Mr. Ning's change of clothes to the hospital? I can't leave now, and the spare key is under the pot of green radishes at the door."
She suddenly felt dizzy, and her voice was trembling: "I'll go right away."
Along the way, Shuyan's heart was beating extremely fast, and she didn't dare to think about the worse, but panic and fear kept enveloping her, and the feeling of being pulled out of the body bit by bit when Ning Zechuan was assassinated came back. .
When Shu Yan rushed to the hospital, Ning Zechuan had already fallen asleep.Shu Yan stood outside the ward and took a look, then turned to find a colleague to understand the situation.The patient's resistance is too weak, and the lung injury has not yet healed. During this period of time, he stayed up all day and night, exhausting his mind and mind, and easily developed a fever.
The colleague finally said: "To sum it up, I just collapsed from exhaustion."
Shu Yan took Ning Zechuan's diagnosis list and read it carefully, her face was very ugly.For Ning Zechuan's body riddled with holes, a normal person's minor cold might kill him, let alone a fever, if it causes pneumonia, the consequences will be disastrous.
After saying goodbye to her colleagues, she returned to the ward.
Zhang Qingming was standing at the door and talking to someone on the phone: "I fainted at work, um, I see, okay." Seeing Shu Yan walking towards this side, Zhang Qingming quickly hung up the phone to greet her. Go up and say hello to her: "Shu..."
Zhang Qingming was slightly frightened when he approached. Shu Yan's face was so pale that even her lips were bloodless, like a traveler who was exhausted after traveling thousands of miles. I called you...do you want to go to rest?"
Shu Yan shook her head: "It's okay, I'll go see him."
After walking a few steps, he turned back and asked, "Is he always this busy?"
"After returning to China, I'm busier than when I was in Japan," Zhang Qingming nodded, and sighed inaudibly, "In addition, there have been mistakes in the recent cooperation project with the Ning Group."
"A bug?"
Zhang Qingming was stunned: "Dr. Shu must not read the news usually, someone who drank the oral liquid launched by Morimoto and Ning had something wrong with it, so he lived in this hospital and contacted the media and lawyers. The impact of this incident has expanded It's getting out of hand.”
Shu Yan hasn't watched the news for more than half a year, and spends all day reading medical books to prepare for further study.She didn't know that such a big thing happened, no wonder his complexion was not very good these days, it was because she was too careless.
Shu Yan asked Zhang Qingming to rest and stayed to watch the night by herself.
Her hands and feet were cold, and she didn't dare to touch him. After the temperature on her body gradually returned to normal, she stretched out her hand and put it on his forehead. The scalding temperature made her uneasy. She changed the towel repeatedly all night long. , In the morning, Ning Zechuan's body temperature finally returned to normal.
Jiang Bozhou came to the hospital in the early morning. He stood beside the bed and looked at the sleeping Ning Zechuan for a long time without saying a word. When he finally left, he bowed to Shuyan: "Xiaochuan, please."
Jiang Bozhou turned around so fast that Shu Yan was not sure if the flash of light on his face was his tears.
Not long after Jiang Bozhou left, Ning Zechuan woke up for a while, asked for some water and said he was still dizzy, and fell asleep again in a daze.
At lunch time, Zhang Qingming and Gong Yu came together. Knowing that Shu Yan hadn't slept all night, Zhang Qingming asked her to go back to rest, but Shu Yan was unwilling to say anything, and finally was dragged by Gong Yu to eat.
In a small restaurant near the hospital, Gongyu took the menu and asked, "What do you want to eat, just order, I will take care of my fill."
Shu Yan supported her chin and said weakly: "I have no appetite."
Gong Yu looked up at her, summoned the waiter, ordered a table of dishes, took the bowl and added food to Shu Yan, and said: "If you fall ill, who will take care of him, I won't do it, how much will you pay?" None."
Shu Yan smiled: "No, your Pei family is not short of money."
But she still took the bowl he handed over, lowered her head and ate it, it was true that she had no appetite, but what Gongyu said was right, she couldn't fall ill at this time.
003
When returning to the hospital, the two met Chief Zheng in the lobby.
Shu Yan hadn't seen him for a long time after working as a private nurse, so she went up to greet him: "Teacher."
Section Chief Zheng was not surprised to see her, but frowned instead: "How did you, a private nurse, actually take care of someone to the hospital? Didn't you say in the last meeting that Mr. Ning's physical decline is There can't be any more problems, you, are you going to throw everything I taught you back in my face?"
Shu Yan lowered her head and listened carefully to the admonition without saying a word.
Gong Yu listened beside him, and after Section Chief Zheng left, he let out a sigh of relief: "Your teacher is really evil."
"Love is deep and responsibility is serious." She is used to it. Since college, the teacher has been like this, and she is too strict with her, and she can't tolerate any mistakes.She knows that the teacher is good to her, her profession, and any mistake may make a life disappear.
Gong Yu sighed: "It's not your fault, Xiao Chuan's body is doomed for him not to have a hard life."
Shu Yan said lightly: "Let him be an idler, it would be better to kill him."
Gong Yu was stunned by these words, he looked at Shu Yan for a long time, and then said sincerely: "Shu Yan, I probably understand the meaning of having a confidant in life, what more can a husband ask for, Xiao Chuan is really lucky to have you .”
Shu Yan smiled: "You don't think that too."
Gongyu showed a proud smile: "It's normal for me to think this way. Xiao Chuan and I have slept in a pair of pajama pants for more than ten years. I know what he is thinking as soon as he blinks. No one in the world is better than me. If you know him better, you can’t do it either.”
Shu Yan teased him: "Why don't you get married when you are so nice?"
"If he wants to marry me, he will marry me. If he didn't kill you halfway..."
Gong Yu paused, looked at Shu Yan, looked very distressed, seemed to have something to say, and was considering whether to say it, finally, he approached Shu Yan, lowered his voice and said: "Speaking of it, I always wanted to say something. It doesn't make sense, you and Xiao Chuan didn't get together, you know, you are his first love."
"What are you talking about?" Shu Yan gave him a blank look.
When Gongyu was questioned, she was very unconvinced, and said seriously: "Who is talking nonsense? Xiao Chuan is so arrogant. I have known him for more than 20 years. The only time he humbled himself was for you, to let you move out of the room that is not resistant to cold. In the underground garage, he went to beg his mother. After being rejected, he asked you to help him with his homework and let you stay in his room every day to enjoy the heating. His grades required you to make up lessons? You didn’t think it was strange back then ?"
Of course Shu Yan knew this, she also felt strange, she even read the secret album, at that time, she also thought that she was in his heart, but... what was contained in Pandora's box turned out to be a misunderstanding.
"He is nice to me because of my dad."
Gong Yu's eyes widened: "Why do you think so?"
"I heard it." Shu Yan stopped and looked at him, "I heard the conversation between you and him on New Year's Eve that year."
Gong Yu was stunned for a long time before realizing what Shu Yan was talking about. It was the first New Year's Eve they spent together. He first went to the underground garage. He thought there were too many people, so he hid in a small room separated by wooden boards. , Ning Zechuan also came later, and they sat and chatted together.The soundproofing of the small room is not good, and the laughter from the TV outside almost drowned out their voices. After waiting for a long time, Shuyan did not deliver dumplings. When I opened the door, I was about to call her, when I saw a plate at the door that had been glued together. dumplings.He knew that Shu Yan must have been here and heard their conversation. Gu Taozhi also proved this point, saying that Shu Yan left in a restless state after delivering the dumplings.
After recalling this incident, Gong Yu seemed to feel that a certain link was missing in this seemingly flawless memory: "Wait, let me smooth it out, tell me first, what did you hear?"
"He said, because I am Dr. Shu's daughter."
Those words really hurt her at that time, and the sequelae are that every word and the ups and downs of his tone when he said these words are deeply engraved in her mind, accompanied by every sad dream of hers.
Gongyu was still waiting, seeing that she had nothing more to say, she asked suspiciously, "No more? That's all?"
She lowered her eyes and said "hmm".
These are enough, don't use more to hurt her heart.
Gong Yu understood: "So? You ran away the next day because of this?"
Shu Yan was silent, most of the reason she fled to her grandmother's house was because she didn't dare to face her mother and Ning Zechuan, but if she didn't hear those words, if she still thought she was in his heart, it might give her the courage to let her Face it bravely.
Ke Gongyu's next sentence completely stunned her.
He said: "Shu Yan, let me tell you now, you didn't listen to the whole conversation, do you believe it?"
"What did you say?"
"What Xiao Chuan told me at the time was that she is Dr. Shu's daughter. I am very grateful for this, otherwise, we would never have met. Although it started with my dislike for her, she still has This ability let me know how good she is. When I lost interest in life, she let me know that the world is colorful, and she also made me have a burning desire for life. I want to have a good time with her, yes , I like her, there is nothing to hide, now is not the time to be honest, in a few years, when I leave the Ning family, I want to have her in another identity."
"Back then Xiao Chuan liked you very much. He thought you had heard everything. After hearing his heart-breaking confession, he couldn't accept it and couldn't face it. That's why he left Jiangzhou. Not only Xiao Chuan, but also me. I thought so. That’s why when you came to me to ask for his address later, I couldn’t understand why you wanted to find him and hurt him again because you didn’t want him.”
"Shu Yan, I apologize to you for my stubbornness and making things difficult for you at that time. I'm sorry, I should have told you about this knot long ago. I am not worthy to be your friend and Xiao Chuan."
When the truth came out from Gong Yu's mouth and it was in front of her eyes, Shu Yan felt mixed emotions. It turned out that they were close before, and they could touch each other as long as they stretched out their hands, but by accident, they passed by. , it was too late.
In the blankness of her mind, Shu Yan seemed to be fighting a silent battle in her heart. After experiencing great joy and sorrow, she slowly regained her composure: "He is already engaged."
Now Gongyu was stunned, Ning Zechuan and Gu Taozhi's engagement in Tokyo, he has kept his mouth shut, never told anyone: "How...how did you know?"
Shu Yan lowered her eyes, and wrote lightly: "Now is the Internet age, there are no secrets, and Morimoto is a big family, let alone hide things."
Gong Yu remained silent for a long time, then he patted Shu Yan on the shoulder: "Hey, first loves, most of them end without a cause, Luo Fu has a husband, and now you also have that female friend, Dr. Ou."
Shu Yan was silent and did not deny it.
While sitting beside Ning Zechuan's bed, Shu Yan kept thinking about what Gong Yu said.
If I had to use anything to sum up this half-life of going around and going around, it would probably be that fate tricks people.
She felt that the root of her tongue was bitter, and a chain reaction was triggered in her stomach, with bursts of pantothenic acid. Later, she was really uncomfortable, and she went to the toilet to hug the toilet and vomited out.
When she finished vomiting and came out of the bathroom, she saw Ning Zechuan lift the quilt and get out of bed.
"What do you want? I'll get it for you." She hurried over to help him.
Ning Zechuan's eyes were focused on her pale face: "What's wrong with you?"
She rubbed her stomach and said, "It's probably because I ate bad food at noon."
"Call the doctor to take a look." He reached out and wanted to ring the alarm bell on the bedside.
Shu Yan took his hand: "You are confused, I am the doctor."
Seeing his brows wrinkled inadvertently again, she couldn't help reaching out and rubbing them: "I promise with my professionalism, I won't let anything happen to me."
He didn't believe what she said. He still remembered the fact that she was sent to the hospital because of gastroenteritis.
She can even eat expired food without any scruples, and she has exceeded her bad quota for herself.
But what she said next blocked his mouth.
"Oh, I don't have anything to guarantee, otherwise, you wouldn't be here." She lowered her hand in frustration, looked at her fingertips, and said solemnly, "It's my fault."
Ning Zechuan watched the sad look on her face, and realized that the girl began to take other people's mistakes on her own body again: "Shu Yan, this is not your fault."
Shu Yan shook her head: "I'm your personal nurse, and I can't get away with it."
Ning Zechuan felt a headache and a pain in his heart. He had never comforted anyone, and he didn't know what to do to make her get out of the horns.
"No one is watching, I can't take care of myself well, or," he stared at her face seriously, not letting go of a slight change in expression, "you can move here temporarily."
Shu Yan suddenly raised her head to look at him.
When these words came out of his own mouth, Ning Zechuan himself was taken aback. He added dryly: "Don't get me wrong, in fact, most of the private nurses live in the employer's house."
Seeing that she didn't speak, he was worried that she had misunderstood his intentions, and in a hurry, his chest and lungs were stretched, and he covered his lips and coughed.
Shu Yan quickly stroked his back and gave him comfort: "Okay, okay, I'll move over."
Her tone was as if she was comforting a kid who couldn't get candy, and the corner of his mouth covered under the palm of his hand couldn't help but smile.
004
The day before Ning Zechuan was discharged from the hospital, Shu Yan left the rental house, and Zhang Qingming went to help her move. Zhang Qingming was a little surprised when he saw the crowded and simple cubicle for the first time.He knew that Shu Yan's mother and the current director of Ning's Group had a reorganized family. With this relationship, she shouldn't live in such an embarrassing state.But he didn't show the surprise in his heart. He is a professional secretary, so he can think too much, but it's his professionalism not to talk too much.
Shu Yan didn't have much luggage, most of them were medical books, and each book was at least ten centimeters thick. Zhang Qingming sighed while helping her put it on the bookshelf: "Are you going to finish reading all these books?"
Shu Yan nodded: "For our profession, there is no limit to learning. Everything we read can be applied clinically. We are not afraid that we can't finish the reading, but we are afraid that it is not enough."
Zhang Qingming was filled with admiration: "It's really amazing."
Shu Yan's room was arranged across from Ning Zechuan's room. After cleaning up, Zhang Qingming stood in the aisle and thanked her sincerely: "I'm relieved that you can move here. Mr. Ning doesn't listen to anyone. I heard you I am an old friend with Mr. Ning, I hope he can listen to your advice and take care of his health."
Shu Yan felt guilty: "I hope so."
Ning Zechuan returned home after being discharged from the hospital, but he was well-behaved for a while, took medicine and meals on time, even if he went to the company, he would return home on time after get off work, lay on the bed at ten o'clock in the evening, and said good night to Shu Yan, but not many One day, Shu Yan accidentally discovered that he would secretly go to the study to work after she fell asleep, and then return to bed before she woke up, pretending to have slept soundly all night.
"What are you doing?" Shu Yan asked him angrily, "Hide-and-seek with me? You don't have to put on an act to show me. Your body is yours. You don't want it. It's useless if I stare at you 24 hours a day." , but before that, please fire me, I don't want you to have an accident during my care, making me appear useless!"
Ning Zechuan held a teacup and looked at her indifferently. The girl's face turned red with anger. Because of her height, she had to raise her head and stare at him. From his perspective, she was so cute, like an irritated deer , as if the next moment she would swing her hooves and knock him over with her horns.
It's been a long time since she looked angry, and he missed it very much.
He really wanted to laugh, but he was afraid that she would be even more angry, so he had to keep his face tight and try his best to maintain his facial expression.
Shu Yan was so angry by his reaction that she couldn't speak, she stomped her feet and went downstairs, and then there was the sound of the door being slammed shut.Ning Zechuan wasn't worried at all that she would leave just now, no, after a while, she came back with vegetables to cook.
For several days, Shu Yan did not speak to Ning Zechuan.
In the middle of the night, in the study room, Ning Zechuan got up to refill the tea after reviewing the documents. There were black shadows flickering in the light from the half-covered door. He stopped to take a closer look, and Shuyan in pajamas seemed to be possessed He walked up and down the aisle with his head down.
Sleepwalking?
Neither.
Ning Zechuan opened the door and asked softly, "What are you doing when you're not sleeping?"
Shu Yan, who was spinning like a spinning top, suddenly stopped and turned to him: "I... am waiting for you, I can't sleep peacefully."
Ning Zechuan frowned. What is this? If he doesn't sleep, she won't sleep, so she declares war on him?
He still has to work, Ning is an empty shell that can't afford money, and there are negative news, internal and external troubles, so many employees are waiting for him to solve the problem of food and clothing, how can he sleep when he thinks of this?
He suddenly felt that Shu Yan was a little ignorant, and his voice became cold: "I will go to sleep, but not now."
Shu Yan opened her mouth, wanting to say something, but his indifferent face made her unable to say anything.
She knew how bad his body was. It was like a machine that was running non-stop. After a long time, the gears got stuck. If he didn't stop for repairs and maintenance, the whole machine would soon be scrapped.But he was always disobedient, and she had no choice but to watch him destroy her body bit by bit, and develop to an irreversible point.
He really will die.
Shuyan's tense nerves finally collapsed at this moment. She stood in the dark, Ning Zechuan couldn't see her expression clearly, but saw her squatting down slowly as if she was out of strength. She covered her face, and her voice came from Brokenly leaked out between the fingers: "Ning Zechuan, I'm afraid, I hope you can live longer..."
Even if you are thousands of miles away from me, as long as you are alive, let me know that you are alive.You are very important to me, I can't imagine the days when I will never hear from you again, and I don't know how to stand in this sky without you.
This was the first time that Shu Yan showed weakness in front of him, and Ning Zechuan's heart softened and warmed instantly, as if thousands of tender feelings poured into his limbs.He walked over and took her into his arms, wanting to take her hand and wipe away her tears.
But she was very strong, probably because she didn't want him to see her tears.
She tried hard to suppress the crying, but the unstoppable sobs sounded more distressing, the shoulders trembled, a small ball, pitiful, her crying broke his heart.
The only times Ning Zechuan comforted others were because of her, he patted her on the back awkwardly, and apologized to her: "I'm sorry, don't cry, I will live a long time, as long as it is what you wish, I will do it, okay?"
"You lied, you can't even take care of your own body, why should you promise me?" Her accusing voice came from between her fingers, and at this moment no one understood her helplessness.
Ning Zechuan was dumbfounded, the facts were in front of him, he had no way to explain, he could only try to explain to her, telling her the most hidden business secret: "I admit, I can't guarantee you. In fact, shortly after the oral liquid poisoning incident During the investigation, Mr. Jiang discovered that the financial situation of the Ning Group was in serious crisis. The current Ning Group is like an empty shell. The person who did this must be an internal member of the Ning Group. Mr. Jiang found me in private , I want me to help you find out at which link the group's assets have been secretly transferred over the years. Ning's has a lot of derivative industries, and several years of ledgers have piled up in a whole data room. If a loophole is found one day later, Ning's The crisis of bankruptcy will increase. The Ning Group is a business kingdom founded by my grandfather, and I can't stand by."
Her crying gradually weakened, and Ning Zechuan was able to break her hand away. In the dark, he brushed away the hair that was stained with tears on her cheek, held her face and said slowly: "This matter Only I can do it, no one can do it better than me."
Shu Yan looked at him twitching, he had never talked to her so much, even though it was dark, she could still see the firm and confident light in his eyes, just like in that lecture, facing thousands of people The radiant him when he was human.
Such a him makes her feel far away, she can't stop his flying speed, breaking off the wings of an eagle is tantamount to Ling Chi, she understands this truth.
So, she could only nod with a sob: "I see."
If you want to do something, just do it, she won't stop him anymore, if one day, he is destined to fly to a place where you can't see, then let her follow his trail, spend your whole life, or the next life , until death.
"I won't stay up late anymore," he pressed her head to his chest, hugged her gently, rested his chin on top of her head, and sighed softly, "I also want to live a long life."
Shu Yan stopped talking and crying, her head slowly drooped, like an old desk lamp full of dust.
That night, Shuyan cried out all her strength, and finally fell asleep in Ning Zechuan's arms. After realizing this, Ning Zechuan couldn't laugh or cry, and bent over to hug her.He is a patient, but he still has the strength to lift her up. She is very light and seems to weigh nothing in his hands.
Ning Zechuan put her on the bed and covered her with the quilt.
Always she was taking care of him, always she looked at his sleepy face with fear, always she couldn't sleep peacefully.
Under the dim light of the bedside lamp, her face looked exhausted. Ning Zechuan knew that she hadn't slept well during the Cold War. He stroked her face and thought that he would never torture her again.
He leaned down and kissed her frowning brow lightly.
"Good night."
My love
(End of this chapter)
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