The rest of my life is no longer sad for you
Chapter 10 That Winter Cherry Blossom Snow
Chapter 10 That Winter Cherry Blossom Snow
{Perhaps the most painful part of memory is that it was caught off guard. On a peaceful afternoon, you were talking and doing insignificant things, and those sharp fragments suddenly rushed in like a flood. In your mind, stinging your heart, you can't hide. }
001
Ning suppressed the news of Ning Zechuan's accident and did not spread it. He notified Japan alone, and the Morimotos arrived three days after the incident.It was also at this time that Shu Yan was surprised to know that Ning Zechuan had separated from Mr. Jiang when he left for Tokyo.
This is the first time that Shuyan sees Ning Zechuan's Japanese father, the gray-haired but majestic old man, standing next to the still bright and charming wife is not a good match.
They only knew that Ning Zechuan was innocently victimized because of the historical legacy of the Ning Group, and the details related to Shu Yan were not mentioned.Shu Yan heard Mr. Morimoto talking to the representative of the hospital in Japanese, his voice was deep and old, but with a terrifying majesty.
Shu Yan was standing behind the expert team wearing a white coat and a mask. Mrs. Morimoto's eyes paused slightly on her when she glanced over. Look away from her.
After the meeting, Shu Yan didn't dare to stay for a moment, and followed a group of people out from behind.She went to the bathroom to wash her face, but when she looked up, she saw a familiar yet unfamiliar face in the mirror besides her.
Shu Yan turned around in a hurry: "Ning... Mrs. Morimoto."
Ning Yao stood in front of her and looked at her indifferently, with a cold and arrogant expression similar to Ning Zechuan: "Little girl from the Shu family, long time no see, I almost didn't recognize you."
Shu Yan lowered her head slightly. When she lived in the Ning family, she and Ning Yao rarely met each other. The real successor of the Ning family lived in the Ning family mansion like a ghost, and rarely left the building where she lived. The villa will only show up when there are guests.
Back then, Shu Yan was full of curiosity about this mysterious and beautiful Madam Ning, but after going here for many years, when she faced Madam Ning again, she was only left with embarrassment.
All her mental activities fell into Ning Yao's eyes.
"How did Xiao Chuan's surgery go?"
"very smooth."
"I heard that when it happened, were you by his side?"
Shu Yan raised her head suddenly, and when she saw Ning Yao's cold eyes, she nodded guiltily.
"You were by his side, but let him get injured, Shu Yan, do you know that his health is not good, and the risk his body will bear after such a major operation?"
"Know……"
Injured lungs are a hidden danger buried in the body. If the recovery is not good, complications or multi-organ failure will occur, and a small cold may kill him.
"However, I assure you that I will do my best to prevent the risk from happening. Now that medicine is becoming more and more advanced, I believe..."
"Medicine is getting more and more advanced? How long will I have to wait for that day? It's too long, Shu Yan." Ning Yao interrupted her slowly, her voice was very soft, and it fell on Shu Yan's heart, but it was as heavy as a thousand catties.
Ning Yao raised her hand, looked at her coldly, and said for no reason: "The gold and jade are outside, and the ruins are inside."
Shu Yan closed her eyes, but in the end the hand was only gently pressed against her cheek.
"Shu Yan, you let me down. Xiaochuan has been ill for too long, and his judgment is probably also ill. Since you don't have the ability to protect him, then..."
Ning Yao patted her face, didn't finish her sentence, smiled, opened the bathroom door and went out.
At the weekly operation summary meeting, about Ning Zechuan’s operation, Section Chief Zheng said something that made Shu Yan feel bitter: “Almost all the organs in the patient’s body are in a state of failure. I have carefully studied the patient’s condition, and almost Years ago, the patient's body should have shown improvement, but in recent years due to overwork, it has begun to deteriorate again, and the seriousness lies in the fact that the lesion is not acquired, but congenital."
All congenital causes are more difficult to overcome in medicine than acquired ones.
After the meeting that day, Shu Yan asked for leave to go to Ning's house to find Mr. Jiang, and asked him to show Ning Zechuan's old medical records. After reading page by page, she bit her lip in heartache, because the content on it , is too shocking.She suddenly realized that what Ning Yao said before, "Gold and jade are outside, and ruins are inside" was actually referring to Ning Zechuan.
"Why?" She put down the medical record, her voice trembling because of her anger and heartache, "Ms. Morimoto, why did you take so many abortion pills during pregnancy?"
Jiang Bozhou was standing in front of the window smoking. Hearing Shu Yan's question, he turned his head. For the first time, this businessman with a smile showed a pained expression on his face: "Because I made her hate me, she doesn't want this reason. A child born out of hatred, so... I don't know whether to say he is destined or God made a joke of him, he was born safely, but his body was destroyed by drugs in the womb."
Jiang Bozhou put out the cigarette, held his forehead with one hand, and took a deep breath: "My mistakes and his mother's mistakes are all retribution on him. After he was born, I watched him suffer from illnesses year after year. Every time I look at him, I'm so ashamed that I'm going crazy. Such a small child, the pain is so painful that he can't sleep at night, and the critical illness notice is a common occurrence. Sometimes I think, if those abortion pills killed him ..."
"Enough!" Shu Yan stood up angrily, "Since he was chosen to come into this world, he has the right to live a good life, even if this life is rough. Although you are his father, you don't even have the most basic respect for life." I didn't give it to him, you are my elder, but at this point, I think you are a father in vain."
She tried her best to restrain her emotions, but the heartache for Ning Zechuan had already made her lose the calmness she should have: "When I was in Ning's house before, I felt that the relationship between you and Mrs. Ning and Zechuan was too alienated. Excessive. You are too selfish. In order to make yourself less guilty, you isolate him like garbage from your world. Is this fair to him? He has always...always been alone."
Jiang Bozhou took a step back and sat down on the sofa. The girl's aggressive words were like arrows piercing the clouds, piercing his body to the point of bleeding, and his selfish and ugly soul was exposed like this: "Shu Yan..."
Shu Yan felt like a fishbone was stuck in her throat, and every word she said was extremely difficult, she couldn't stay in this place any longer, it would make her feel more deeply the 18 years before she never got close to him.
"For him, what is more unbearable than illness is the neglect of relatives and living alone."
Seeing the blood on Jiang Bozhou's face fade away little by little, Shu Yan felt a sense of revenge, she turned and walked out without looking back.
Walking on the path full of phoenix trees in Ning's house, the wind blowing her hair, in the cool night, Shu Yan seemed to see Ning Zechuan eight years ago.That year, he also walked on this path, heading towards the future he chose, and left this place where human feelings had changed without looking back.
After leaving Jiang Bozhou, Shu Yan did not go home. She returned to the hospital and went straight to the intensive care unit where Ning Zechuan was. superior.
In the room, the only light came from the instrument monitoring Ning Zechuan's vital signs, and he was sleeping.Shu Yan moved a chair and sat by the bed, carefully holding his hand hanging by his side.His hands were cold, as if they had been soaked in cold water.Shu Yan bent down, hugged his hand in her arms, closed her eyes, and sighed softly.
"Ning Zechuan, didn't you say that it's human nature to laugh when you're happy and cry when you're in pain? Then I've never seen you smile, have you never been happy?"
"Before I was born, my mother wanted me to die. After I was born, everyone wondered why I didn't die. The meaning of my coming into this world is that no one wants me to live well."
"His disease is not an infectious disease, but those people are afraid that the young master will infect them. Over time, if they don't do it, the young master also thinks that his disease is contagious, and those who are close to him will not end well, so... Keep your distance from everyone."
The words she thought she had forgotten, crossed time and space, and reappeared clearly in her mind in the middle of the night like pressing the reset button.She suddenly realized tonight that there were reasons behind his indifference beyond age when they first met.
She covered her eyes sadly, and something slowly soaked her palms.
Ning Zechuan didn't know how long he slept, these days he was always very tired and slept most of the time, he didn't like this feeling very much.This reminded him of the days when he was in a coma for a long time when he was young, he was like a useless person, and even hated himself.
That night, the incision in his abdomen throbbed with pain, which pulled a certain nerve and brought his consciousness back to his brain. The moment he opened his eyes, he clearly sensed that there was someone beside him.
He slightly turned his gaze to the side. From this angle, he could only see the girl's long, soft hair gently spreading on his body. She was lying on his side, holding his hand, her shoulders trembling.
When he realized what she was doing, he froze for a long time, and then said softly, "Are you crying?"
The reason why he had slept for a long time was that his voice was weak and hoarse, as if he had experienced an eternity. His thin shoulders stopped shaking in an instant and became stiff. When he raised his head, the corners of his mouth were bent: "No, I was laughing."
The room was too dark, and he couldn't see the subtle things on her face, so he snorted softly, "What are you laughing at?"
"Laughing, if you survive a catastrophe, you will be blessed."
He didn't believe it, but he couldn't find any clues to refute it. The eyes that were opened before were slowly half-closed, and the speed of opening and closing of the eyes was slow and frequent, as if trying to stay awake.
Shu Yan knew that he was still very tired, so she stuffed his hands back into the quilt and tucked the corner of the quilt: "Sleep, I will work night shift tonight, if there is no emergency, I will stay here all the time."
Ning Zechuan whispered "Mm", and closed his eyes with peace of mind.
002
Ning Zechuan slept very deeply that night. He was still awake when Gong Yu came in the morning. With a slap, Shu Yan scolded him in a low voice: "What's wrong with you so early in the morning?"
Gongyu was in pain, covered her hands and stared at her: "How can you be so superstitious as a doctor, you have to believe in science!"
"I don't look well."
Shu Yan took a look at the breakfast bag he brought, and was speechless for a moment: "He is a patient, you give him duck blood vermicelli?"
"What to eat, what to eat, didn't he bleed so much?" Seeing Shu Yan's face getting darker and darker, Gong Yu smiled complacently, "Okay, okay, I'm going to be stared out by you two blood holes , This is what I ate myself, you pretend I don’t know that the intensive care unit includes meals? The nutritious meal specially prepared by the hospital is delicious even thinking about it, I really want to try it.”
Shu Yan was amused by him: "Bah, Crow's mouth, you'd better not try it for the rest of your life."
Gong Yu smiled and took out the duck blood vermicelli, put a chopstick into her mouth, and shook her head in satisfaction: "I drove two hours to buy the vermicelli after getting off the plane. I ate half of it in Afghanistan. Months of dust, I really want to die of this smell."
Shu Yan frowned: "Afghanistan, why are you going to such a chaotic place?"
Gong Yu bit her chopsticks without making a sound, when the cell phone rang suddenly in the room, Shu Yan quickly took out her cell phone and pressed the ringer, looked at the caller number, and slapped her forehead: "Oops, I forgot to have an early meeting today, I'm leaving first .”
"Well, let's go, I'll see here..."
Gong Yu's voice stopped abruptly when Shu Yan rushed over to hug him.
This frightened Gong Yu so much that he dropped his chopsticks on the table, and even stuttered: "You... what are you doing?"
Shu Yan blushed and said with a smile, "Thank you."
Thank you for being by his side at that time, when everyone abandoned him, so that he was not alone.
Thank you for being a light that illuminated the darkness in front of his eyes.
Before Gongyu understood Shu Yan's inexplicable thank you, she ran out like the wind.
"Could it be because of my beauty?"
Gong Yu stared at the door for a long while, touched his chest while talking to himself while turning his head, his eyes swept across the bed opposite, and when he met those cold eyes, he was shocked again.
When did this person wake up again?
"Why are you staring at me! She hugged me! I have been treated lightly!"
Ning Zechuan said lightly, "You won't dodge?"
"Me!" Gong Yu pointed at herself, jumping her feet angrily, "Hide and show me!"
One month after the incident, the trial of Song Bowen's wounding case was held, and Shu Yan and Ning Zechuan went to attend the trial.
Lu Tang was also sitting in the auditorium, and saw Gongyu walking in with Ning Zechuan on his arm, and walked over to greet them: "Cousin, Ayu, you are here."
Ning Zechuan didn't even look at him, and just sat on the seat.
The new enmity was added to the old enmity, Gong Yu became angry when she saw Lu Tang, and choked him: "Big cousin, are you sitting in the wrong seat?"
Lu Tang raised her eyebrows: "Oh, then what does Ayu think, where is my position?"
"Here." Gong Yu raised a finger, facing the dock.
Lu Tang was not angry either, and said with a smile: "You are still so unscrupulous, you really don't look like the Pei family who have been serious all your life, maybe the Pei family made a mistake, after all, you have been outside for eight years."
Everyone has a bottom line, the bottom line that Gong Yu can't touch is the Pei family, and what Lu Tang is best at is to lightly uncover other people's scars and trample on them wantonly.
Gongyu's eyelashes fell down eeriely, those soft eyes that always contained spring rain were suddenly as cold as frost, as if ten thousand beasts were roaring inside him, he couldn't help but want to punch him on the ground. Tang's hypocritical face.
Ning Zechuan grabbed his clenched hand at the right time and shook his head. Gongyu's violent aura slowly dissipated, and he gave Lu Tang a cold look. He turned his eyes away and sat down beside Ning Zechuan.
No one was tit for tat, Lu Tang was bored and wanted to return to his seat, but at this moment he noticed the door, Shu Yan who was walking in with his head down, Lu Tang's eyes lit up, and he walked up.
"Long time no see, Shu Yan."
"Why are you here?" Shu Yan didn't expect to see Lu Tang here, this person has a really thick skin.
"Why not? The ins and outs of this case have nothing to do with my company. What's more," Lu Tang leaned over and whispered ambiguously, "I guessed that you, as a party involved, would definitely come, Shu Yan, I think you're going crazy."
He couldn't wait to see what color would appear on his dear cousin's emotionless dead face when his love was taken away and torn apart, and whether he would have a taste of his long-cherished wish.
He straightened his body, and slowly raised his eyes with the excitement that a beast would have when it treated its prey.
Shu Yan was frightened by his eyes. In a daze, someone had already grabbed her shoulders. She raised her head, and Ning Zechuan's side face was close in front of her eyes. With her jaw condensed into a cold arc, she said to Lu Tang in a deep voice: " I warned you."
Lu Tang smiled contemptuously: "Why do you?"
"Because my surname is Ning, and Ning's," Ning Zechuan frowned and said word by word, "I will never change my surname."
A sentence was poking at Lu Tang's death spot, and Lu Tang's smiling face twitched slightly.
At this moment, a member of the legal team came over and said to Ning Zechuan, "Mr. Ning, the defendant wants to see you before the trial."
Ning Zechuan nodded, lowered his head and said to Shu Yan, "You go with me."
When the two left, they didn't look at Lu Tang again. Lu Tang pulled his tie and moved his neck. Looking at the staggering back, his eyes gradually turned dark.
A sick man who lives on medicine, because his surname is Ning, everyone treats him like a prince, and he will do whatever he says.Back then, his words prevented him from even touching the door of Ning's house. In those few years, he was almost killed by those mocking and gloating eyes.If that old guy hadn't died early, he didn't know when he would be able to turn over.
His surname is Lu, but he is also half of the Ning family. If there was no Ning Zechuan, the Ning family would have been in his hands long ago.
Ever since he was a child, he has been waiting for this short-lived ghost to die. Watching him being rescued from a critical condition time and time again, watching him being dragged back from the gate of hell with only half a breath left, he feels resentment and hatred.
Ning Zechuan, why is he still alive? !Why not die? !
Shu Yan, who was sitting on the sofa in the conference room, suddenly shivered.She felt a chill down her spine, and instinctively raised her head to look at Ning Zechuan who was a few steps away. He was saying to Song Bowen, who was being held down by the prison guards, "I will not withdraw the lawsuit."
Song Bowen fell to his knees with a plop, hugged Ning Zechuan's leg and cried, "Mr. Ning, I beg you, I know I was wrong, but I can't go to jail anymore. My wife is very sick, and I still have to earn money. Money for her medical treatment, as well as my son, my son has to study, he has good grades, and he is good enough to pass the university entrance examination. If I go in again, who will pay for him to study, they, they will be finished! I beg you Mr. Ning! I kowtow to you!"
"Whatever you do, you have to bear the consequences." Ning Zechuan moved his legs coldly, stood up and straightened his cuffs, making a gesture to leave, and Shu Yan hurriedly followed.
Song Bowen refused to give up and wanted to pounce on him again, but his arm was pinned down by the prison guard, unable to move. He turned to look at Shu Yan who had been silent all this time: "It's all about you! If you didn't save Lu, all of this would be in vain. It will happen!"
Shu Yan opened her mouth, wanting to defend herself, but Ning Zechuan turned around abruptly, saying in a low voice, "You should thank her, if she hadn't saved Lu Tang back then, would you still have the chance to stand here today? "
"I……"
Song Bowen's eagerness to defend his words suddenly stopped in his throat, and Ning Zechuan's question made him shudder. It was only at this moment that he realized that when Lu Tang died, he was a murderer. There is no chance to be a husband and father again.
Song Bowen came back to his senses, but Ning Zechuan and Shu Yan had already left the conference room.
The trial went smoothly. Song Bowen confessed to his crime, and his attitude was beyond imagination. Because it was a recidivism, Song Bowen was finally sentenced to five years in prison.
After the trial ended, Shu Yan sat in her seat without moving. Her eyes were everywhere. The 15-year-old boy supported his weeping mother, and wiped his tears to bid farewell to his father who was taken away by prison guards.Judging from the clothes and appearance of the mother and child, one can imagine how poor they lived.The only labor force in the family is imprisoned again, orphans and widows, their future situation is indeed extremely worrying.
"I'm too cold?"
"No, you did the right thing." Shu Yan shook her head, turned her face, and said seriously to Ning Zechuan who had just sat down next to her, "Everyone should be responsible for their own words and deeds, Song Bowen is hurting He must have thought about the consequences when he was with you, but he still did it, and this is the price he should bear for it."
Just like me, I am afraid of losing, but I have lost more. My price is that you are by my side, but I cannot hug you.
Suddenly there was a lot of sadness in her eyes, Ning Zechuan thought she was sympathizing with Song Bowen's wife and children, and patted her on the head, feeling a little distressed: "I will be very happy if you are worse."
She widened her eyes: "What are you talking about, how can you teach others to be bad?"
"Because you forgive others, but you are too strict with yourself," he pointed out lightly, "for example, you and your mother."
Shu Yan turned her head childishly, not wanting to talk about this topic.
Ning Zechuan didn't say much, raised his wrist and glanced at his watch, stood up and said, "I'm leaving."
Shu Yan quickly asked: "Are you really going to be discharged from the hospital?"
"Ah."
Shu Yan couldn't help worrying: "But your body hasn't recovered yet."
"It's okay." Ning Zechuan had a strange expression, the corners of his mouth curled up like a smile, "I hired a private nurse."
003
As soon as Shu Yan arrived at the hospital the next day, she was told that the director had something to do with her.
Standing at the door of the dean's office, Shu Yan took a deep breath and knocked on the door nervously.
"Come in."
Shu Yan opened the door and walked in, and cautiously asked the person behind the desk: "Dean, are you looking for me?"
Dean Ou wrote something on the folder, without raising his head, and said, "You know that our hospital cooperates with Morimoto Group, right?"
Shu Yan was taken aback: "I know."
"Their representative director in China, Mr. Ning, needs a private nurse. I recommend you," Dean Ou put down his pen, his eyes behind the thick glasses rarely showed a smile when facing Shu Yan, "You also participated in Mr. Ning's operation. It is most suitable for you to follow up on the follow-up recovery. In addition, you are punished in the hospital and have no salary for half a year. If you go to private care, Morimoto will give you extra care fees. Kill two birds with one stone. "
Shu Yan didn't speak, she understood very well that Dean Ou has always hated her because of Ou Zichen's affairs, and was able to enter the hospital because of Ou Zichen's insistence, and that also made Dean Ou hate her even more, and suppressed her everywhere on weekdays She, otherwise she would have been judged as a full-time job based on her strength.
This time, Dean Ou suddenly changed his style of painting. It sounds like she has benefited from it, but in fact, transferring her from the hospital without offending Ou Zichen is the dean's killing two birds with one stone. But what can Shu Yan say? , only nodded: "Okay, thank you Dean."
Dean Ou nodded, and handed the contract to her with satisfaction: "Sign it, you take one, the hospital and Mr. Ning keep one each, the phone number and address are on the contract, you don't use the hospital tomorrow, go directly to Ning Mister that."
Shu Yan flipped through the contract casually, and the hospital and Ning Zechuan had already signed the contract. After the three words "Ning Zechuan", she neatly signed her name.
As soon as he went out, he saw Ou Zichen walking back and forth at the door. As soon as he saw Shu Yan coming out, he immediately leaned over and asked, "My dad is embarrassing you again?"
It was too late for Shu Yan to cover his mouth. Dean Ou on the other side of the door had heard it, and he threw something in spite of himself. Amid the bang, a stern voice came: "I put She was rushed out of the hospital!"
Seeing that Ou Zichen was about to rush in to argue, Shu Yan quickly hugged his arm and dragged him back until he reached the safe passage. She said, "Your father is just joking with you, I'm just going to be a private nurse temporarily."
Ou Zichen paused: "Private nurse? What's going on?"
Knowing that she couldn't hide it from him, Shu Yan simply repeated Dean Ou's words: "Dean Ou is doing it for my own good, and the money for a private nurse is not low, and I can save enough for half a year's tuition."
"You need money and I can..."
"Ou Zichen!" Shu Yan interrupted him, "Stop talking about this, I won't take your money."
Ou Zichen leaned against the wall without strength: "But I don't worry about you going to be Ning Zechuan's caretaker."
"So what if you take care of him? Ou Zichen, you're too sensitive. It's been five years. I don't want you to dig it out again because of some irrelevant connections, and make the wound drip with blood forever. That's okay. ?"
Shu Yan wanted to say these words a long time ago, she knew that Ou Zichen was still doing psychotherapy until today.She tried not to mention the people and things related to Tokyo that year because she didn't want to stimulate him to recall the old things too much, instead of being trapped in the heavy snow in Tokyo that year.
"I know," Ou Zichen looked at her, his eyes were reddish, and he was a little incoherent, "I know, Shu Yan, since he came back, it seems that there are two invisible hands pushing you together, I'm not jealous He, it's just that he's different... I'm afraid that will hurt you in the end, I hope someone can give you happiness, but that kind of happiness must be clean and honest, and you won't be poked in the back by rumors... I also know that I am not the one who can The person who gave you happiness, when you were suffering, I did nothing, I... I am not worthy."
Shu Yan couldn't express the sadness in her heart: "Don't say that, it's not your fault, you have done enough for me."
"It's not just that matter, you don't understand, Shu Yan, I, I..."
At that moment, Ou Zichen was about to blurt out the secret that had tortured him for many years, let her hate him, be an upright hero for a second or a coward who lies for a lifetime, he finally chose the latter.
He covered his face in pain: "I'm sorry."
"Zichen, you can't always be entangled in the nightmares of the past, I know it's hard, but you must do it," Shu Yan stretched out her arms to hug him, "I also hope you can be happy, you have to move forward, don't look back .”
In the quiet and silent corridor, the wind blows in from the unclosed transom. With each breath, it brings the waste paper scraps beside the trash can into the air, and then spins and falls slowly.Shu Yan stretched out her hand unconsciously, and the moment a scrap of paper fell on her palm, Shu Yan shivered from the cold, and in an instant, cold memories flooded into her brain like a flood, catching her off guard.
In 2003, on the flight from Jiangzhou to Tokyo, Shu Yan opened her mouth wide and looked at Ou Zichen who was sitting next to her, and said in disbelief: "Ou Zichen? Why are you here?!"
Ou Zichen took off his peaked cap, and asked without answering, "Why are you here?"
"I... I'm going on vacation."
"Application to postpone the exam for vacation? I trust others, but Shuyan, you are really not this kind of person."
Shu Yan is stubborn: "You say it as if you know me very well. I'm just going on vacation. Believe it or not, let's talk about it."
She squinted at him: "Ou Zichen, what am I going to do has anything to do with you?"
Ou Zichen's eyebrows were almost frowned: "What are you talking about, Mr. Zheng asked me if something happened to your family and applied to postpone the exam. As soon as I heard it, I knew you had a problem. How could you go back to that house? , find someone to check your ID card and know what you are going to do."
Shu Yan's eyes widened in shock: "You checked me? So you followed me?"
"What are you doing in Tokyo?"
"On vacation."
"Didn't the youngest son of the Ning family go to Tokyo?"
"..."
"Are you looking for him?"
"Ou Zichen! You are my mother, you are so lenient!"
"I am your senior brother, and I am obliged to be responsible for your safety."
"Who cares that you are in charge?" Shu Yan had a terrible headache, "Let's say it first, I'll take my vacation, why do you want to go, I like solo travel, don't follow me."
Ou Zichen stared at her without saying a word, turned to ask the stewardess for two blankets, one for Shu Yan, and one to wrap around his head.
After more than four hours of flight, the plane landed in Tokyo. Shu Yan walked very fast with her bag on her back, and looked back from time to time. Ou Zichen was behind her at most three meters away.She is fast and he is fast, and she is slow and he is slow.She got on the bus, and he followed, Shu Yan scolded him angrily, Ou Zichen didn't reply or speak, and followed all the way to the end.
Shu Yan had no choice but to treat him as air and let him follow, while thinking about finding an opportunity to get rid of him.
After getting off the passenger bus, Shu Yan stood in the vast snow field, looking dumbfounded at the strange country. After getting the address, she was dizzy with joy, and only realized the address Gongyu gave her when the cold wind from the northern country It was written in Chinese, and she pointed fingers at fellow travelers: "I want to go there, you know?"
Passers-by shook their heads and waved their hands.
The night gradually floated into the sky, Shu Yan still made no progress, scurrying around in the streets and alleys of buildings like headless ants, and finally crouched down rubbing her sore knees in frustration.
Frustrated, a hand reached out from behind and snatched the note with the address in her hand.
"Hey, Ou Zichen, you..."
As soon as Shu Yan raised her head, she was speechless. In front of her, Ou Zichen spoke some not-so-fluent Japanese and said something to a passer-by. The passer-by nodded after listening to it, and pointed in a direction after chattering.
Ou Zichen bent down to thank him, and then walked up to Shu Yan: "The place is just two streets away, it's too late now, let's go find a place to stay and go tomorrow."
After saying that, he picked up her suitcase and walked forward.
Shu Yan was stunned for a long time, and after realizing it, she quickly chased after her: "You can actually speak Japanese, why didn't you speak it earlier?"
"If I don't give you a little bit of trouble, how would you know how reckless it is to rush to Tokyo like you?" Ou Zichen muffled.
Shu Yan pouted, tugged at the hem of his clothes, a little embarrassed: "Ou Zichen, thank you."
On the first night in Tokyo, Shu Yan didn't fall asleep for the first half of the night, excited, excited, and more apprehensive.The air ticket from Jiangzhou to Tokyo is not cheap. She broke away from the family after college and paid for the tuition and living expenses by herself. She worked several jobs, worked part-time and studied, and saved for three years before scraping together enough money.
It's been so long, I don't know if he still recognizes her?Are you still willing to recognize her?
She actually didn't know what to say when she saw him, apologize or say goodbye?
The person you dream about in your dream, go see him when you wake up.
The next day Shuyan got up very early, and when Ou Zichen woke up, she was already dressed and sitting at the door of the hotel. Her expectant and anxious look made him feel blocked and breathless.This feeling was magnified when he was about to reach the destination. Ou Zichen was dizzy, his eyes were dazzled by the white snow, and his breathing became heavy. He stopped and called Shu Yan who was rushing forward: " Shu Yan, I seem to be sick."
Only then did Shu Yan realize that his face was not right, and put her hand on his forehead, it was terribly hot: "You have a fever."
Fortunately, there was a private clinic nearby, Shu Yan placed Ou Zichen there, and continued on her way.
Ou Zichen gave her his mobile phone, on which was the location he had navigated: "You follow the green line, and if you need anything, call the clinic. The number is already stored in my mobile phone."
Shu Yan followed the navigation and quickly found the place. It was a Japanese-style villa built in a private park, occupying almost half of the park.Gongyu said that Morimoto is a big family with a long history, and judging from the living environment, this is indeed the case.
The Morimoto family seems to be holding some kind of event, there are many people and cars coming and going.Shu Yan didn't dare to rush in, she chose the most stupid way, standing in the flower bed not far from the villa and waiting for the rabbit, this guarded for several hours.The winter in the northern country is very cold, her teeth chatter constantly, and when she can't stand the cold, she hugs herself and jumps on the spot.In the end, she couldn't move anymore, and the muscles all over her body were frozen and numb. Just before she fainted, she saw the thick gate of the villa opened, and a tall boy in a black traditional Japanese kimono was passing by in the car. Like a ray of light, it illuminates the dim world in front of Shu Yan's eyes.
Only then did she realize that it had snowed all night and stopped.
When Shu Yan chased after her, the car that Ning Zechuan was riding in had disappeared. She stood at the door of the villa and looked around. When she was at a loss, someone came out of the villa in a hood.
The moment the man stopped in front of her and took off his hood, Shu Yan was a little dumbfounded: "Sister Taozi?!"
Gu Taozhi was wearing a black and red kimono with peach blossom makeup, as beautiful as a geisha in a portrait, his bright red lips parted slightly: "Shu Yan, long time no see."
Gu Taozhi looked at her with unfriendly eyes, which reminded Shuyan of the scene when they broke up in Ning's house.She was at a loss for words for a while, but why did Gu Taozhi appear here in Ning Zechuan's home in Japan.
"It's not convenient to talk here, come with me."
Gu Taozhi led her to a secluded place on the other side of the villa.
"You... are you looking for Ning Zechuan?"
Shu Yan nodded blankly.
Gu Taozhi frowned: "I don't quite understand why you still come to him. He left his hometown because of you and sent him under the fence. In Morimoto, a big traditional family, he suffered all kinds of humiliation as an outsider, and even had to rely on marriage to prove it. You and your mother are the root cause of all this. He finally had the opportunity to get rid of the past, and you showed up at the right time."
Shu Yan didn't understand, she tilted her head and asked, "Marriage?"
A faint smile appeared on Gu Taozhi's glamorous face: "Today is my engagement day with him. If you are a guest, I welcome you, but if you are an old friend, I don't want your presence to remind him of bad things." thing."
004
In winter, on a sunny day with the slight dew of morning light, the pale golden sun fell on the white snow. Gu Taozhi stretched out his hand and made a gesture of invitation. There was something dazzling on her ring finger, which attracted Shu Yan's attention. She stared at the silver ring in a daze for a while, and finally lowered her head: "Excuse me."
Shu Yan didn't know where she was going, she lowered her head and walked in the snow in a trance, the snow started to fall again, mixed with rain, Shu Yan's whole body was soaked, she shrank her neck, folded her arms and hugged herself shoulder, walking very slowly.
Someone took her hand later, and she instinctively shook it off, but instead of shaking it off, she was dragged into the arms of a stranger.
The stench of body odor and the smell of alcohol brought her back to her senses in an instant. When she found herself in a remote place surrounded by several strange men, she felt fear.
"You, who are you? Let me go, I don't know you!"
She wanted to break away from the man who was holding her, but her strength couldn't match it, which made the men burst into laughter.
Several people spoke a language she did not understand, and they got closer and closer to her. Shu Yan even found it difficult to breathe. She was terrified, and tried her best to avoid the approach of the man. Only then did she know that when people are extremely frightened, they are physically It can't stop getting weak.
"Help! Help! Help!"
The moment the sky fell, suddenly a black figure rushed over, the man who grabbed her was knocked down with a punch, and Shu Yan also fell to the ground because of the man's drag when he fell to the ground.
"Come on!"
Ou Zichen, who fell from the sky, picked her up from the ground and almost ran away with her.
But before she ran a few steps, someone hugged her waist from behind, Shu Yan screamed in fear, Ou Zichen turned her head, the two of them watched as their clenched hands were pulled away, and Shu Yan was thrown into the cold snow on the ground.
Ou Zichen said something sharply in Japanese and rushed towards the group of people, wrestling with them, while the man who restrained Shu Yan had already started to lay hands on him.
Shu Yan struggled desperately, the scream attracted Ou Zichen's attention, he left the scuffler and wanted to rush to Shu Yan, at this moment of distraction, someone picked up a piece of wood and knocked on Ou Zichen's head.
"Zi Chen!"
Like a slow motion in a movie, a small column of blood flowed from Ou Zichen's forehead along his eyelids, drop by drop, staining his white down jacket. He looked at her dimly, his eyes were distracted, and his body shook After a few shakes, he fell straight backwards.
Several people quickly surrounded him, kicking him hard, and one of them even jumped on his body, laughing and bouncing vigorously.
Ou Zichen was in so much pain that he couldn't even make a sound, curled up on the ground, his whole body was soaked in rain and snow, and the snow under his body bloomed a large blood-colored flower.
Shu Yan bit her lip and turned her face away, unable to bear to look, the rusty smell of blood quickly spread between her teeth.
When Ou Zichen could no longer move, the rest of the people sat on his back and pressed him firmly, and the rest walked towards Shu Yan.
Shu Yan sat on the ground shaking her head and backed away until her back touched the tree trunk. There was no way for her to retreat. The moment her coat was ripped off by sinful hands, she knew that she was done. She turned her head in despair and lay on the ground The dying Ou Zichen said, "Close your eyes and don't look."
Her voice was distorted, Ou Zichen's eyes were red, he wanted to yell and curse these beasts with the most vicious language, but he vomited blood as soon as he opened his mouth, he shook his head, digging his nails into the snow, thinking Crawling in front of her with all his strength, she was being bullied right in front of his eyes, how could he close his eyes and do nothing.
But he can't do anything.
The last undershirt on her body was about to be torn off, Shu Yan looked at him beggingly while clutching her chest, big tears rolled down from the corners of her eyes, she whispered in a small voice while crying: "Please gone."
This was the first time he saw Shu Yan cry. This strong girl never wanted others to see her weakness since she was a child.She is beautiful when she smiles, her eyes are curved like crescent moons.
It turned out that when she cried, her eyes would bend into crescent moons.
Ou Zichen wept bitterly with his mouth open, he closed his eyes tightly, the sound of cloth being torn and the men's obscene teasing sounds cut across him like sharp knives.Shu Yan's heart-piercing wailing tore the last string in his brain, and the girl's broken and desperate cry became smaller and smaller, until finally it was deathly still.
Who will save her?
Who will save them?
After an unknown amount of time, Ou Zichen heard the sound of cars, yelling and footsteps, and a strong light flashed in front of his eyes. He opened his eyes and saw those people running away in a panic, and there were a few beams of light from the flashlight a little outside the cherry blossom forest. Light comes in.
The first person who appeared in front of his eyes was Izumi Nanjo, a doctor from a private clinic. He was shocked to see the shocking scene under the cherry blossom tree, and quickly took off his coat to cover Shuyan who was still.
Then he went to look at Ou Zichen who was a few steps away, Ou Zichen said "thank you" to him in Japanese, stood up slowly with his support, and walked towards Shu Yan step by step.
The blood flowed down his trouser legs and landed on the white snow, which was diluted by the snow into patches of mottled pink and white, blooming every step of the way.Shu Yan was discarded in the snow like a broken doll, covered in white petals, and the skin exposed outside the coat was covered with scars after being ravaged.
She opened her eyes, her empty eyes couldn't see a little light, and the cherry blossoms were scattered by the rain and snow above her head, and the petals fell on her eyes. She didn't even blink, like a dead body without a soul, unable to hear and see No sight, no perception.
"Shu Yan..."
Ou Zichen knelt down in front of her with a plop, tears streaming down his face, as soon as his trembling hands touched her, Shuyan trembled suddenly, as if awakened from a dream, she slowly rolled her eyes, and finally fell On Ou Zichen's body, she moved her lips together and opened her mouth, her voice was rotten and hoarse like a gear that had rusted for a hundred years.
She said, "Why is it so dark?"
Ou Zichen raised his head in a daze, and among the intertwined branches of cherry trees, he saw the most terrifying night in his life.The whistling north wind blew across, whining, whistling, the sound of crying hovered in the air, rain mixed with snow, rustling down.The dark clouds seemed to fall down at any moment, burying them in endless blackness.
He thought that this was what the end of the world would look like. Their world collapsed at this moment, and there was no more color, only black and white.
There are good people and bad people in the world.
The same is true in a strange country, they encountered the worst thing, but also met the best person, Dr. Nanjo.
Ou Zichen couldn't wait for her news at the clinic that day. Seeing that the night was getting darker, he borrowed the computer to find his location, and found that his mobile phone was walking on a remote track. He was worried, and took the coat while the nurse was changing the water He ran out, and when Nantiaoquan chased him out, he had already disappeared.
Fortunately, there was still his location information on the computer. Nantiaoquan drove someone to look for him, but he was still a step late.
Nanjo Izumi couldn't even bear to see the tragedy of the scene. After witnessing all these sinful cherry blossom trees, they seemed to be blown by the wind and sobbed non-stop. The petals were like tears, mixed with rain and snow, falling one by one Kneeling on two people.
After the police arrived, they were sent back to the clinic. Shuyan was as quiet as a lifeless doll, neither crying nor speaking. Nanjo Quan's mother led her to wash her body.After Shuyan was settled, Nantiaoquan's always calm mother secretly wiped away tears, saying that the girl was too pitiful, and the injuries all over her body, including pinches, bruises, scratches, and frostbite, were shocking.
Ou Zichen's condition is not much better than Shu Yan's. Four ribs are broken, and there are many soft tissue bruises on his body. The most serious one is his most secret part. emergency surgery.
After that, Shu Yan and Ou Zichen lived in Nantiaoquan's private clinic and spent the most difficult days. Looking back now, it was two months filled with tears and silence.They didn't dare to tell their family, they just said that they went on a trip, and the school also called to ask for a long vacation.
Every day, except for a small amount of food, Shu Yan sleeps most of the time, in fact, she is not asleep at all, she is just too tired to open her eyes, and she does not want to open them to see this colorless world.She knew that Ou Zichen often came to visit her, and carefully sat beside her, but he didn't dare to reach out to touch her, so he just sat there and wept silently.
Shu Yan couldn't figure it out, she couldn't figure out why such a thing happened to her.
She has been upright all her life and has not committed any crimes, why should her life be destroyed.
It took her a long time to understand that God never picks people, and what God is best at is rolling dice.
In Japan in 2003, the black forces were still rampant. The criminals were members of one of the small organizations, and they often tried to trick tourists from foreign countries. Originally, when such things happened in foreign countries, the victims were powerless and powerless. Ordinary tourists can only ask for help and suffer from being dumb.But with the help of Dr. Nanjo's family, those people were punished by law, and the small organization was also disintegrated.
After the trial, Shu Yan and Ou Zichen bid farewell to Doctor Nanjo. Doctor Nanjo asked Ou Zichen worriedly. Tidying up the scarf that was messed up by the wind for her, brushing off the petals of cherry blossoms that got on her hair at some point, trying to make an expression similar to a smile: "We're going home."
Just as he was about to walk forward, his sleeve was pulled by a strong force. He stopped and met Shu Yan's dark eyes. It was the second time she spoke to him after the incident: "This is the relationship between the two of us." a secret, okay?"
He was taken aback, and after a short silence, he understood what she meant. He said "um", grabbed her hand, hooked her little finger with her little finger, and then gently held it: "If you hang yourself with a hook, you can't let it go for 100 years. "
Shu Yan lowered her eyes, snow flakes fell on the dense eyelashes, the sunshine was so rare at that time, it reminded her that a few days ago, the sunshine was so good that day, she secretly went to Morimoto's house, she stood under the gray wall, hands Pasted on the cold blue brick wall, softly bid farewell to the young love.
"Ning Zechuan, goodbye."
If I can't see you again in this life, what I regret most is that I didn't say goodbye to you.
But that's all I can do.
Do you know winter cherry?It blooms in winter, representing secrecy, and the flowers bloom and wither quietly.
Have you ever seen winter cherry?It is the same color as snow, and it is the most beautiful and the most unspeakable wound in my heart.
You won't know, I'll keep this secret until death.
(End of this chapter)
{Perhaps the most painful part of memory is that it was caught off guard. On a peaceful afternoon, you were talking and doing insignificant things, and those sharp fragments suddenly rushed in like a flood. In your mind, stinging your heart, you can't hide. }
001
Ning suppressed the news of Ning Zechuan's accident and did not spread it. He notified Japan alone, and the Morimotos arrived three days after the incident.It was also at this time that Shu Yan was surprised to know that Ning Zechuan had separated from Mr. Jiang when he left for Tokyo.
This is the first time that Shuyan sees Ning Zechuan's Japanese father, the gray-haired but majestic old man, standing next to the still bright and charming wife is not a good match.
They only knew that Ning Zechuan was innocently victimized because of the historical legacy of the Ning Group, and the details related to Shu Yan were not mentioned.Shu Yan heard Mr. Morimoto talking to the representative of the hospital in Japanese, his voice was deep and old, but with a terrifying majesty.
Shu Yan was standing behind the expert team wearing a white coat and a mask. Mrs. Morimoto's eyes paused slightly on her when she glanced over. Look away from her.
After the meeting, Shu Yan didn't dare to stay for a moment, and followed a group of people out from behind.She went to the bathroom to wash her face, but when she looked up, she saw a familiar yet unfamiliar face in the mirror besides her.
Shu Yan turned around in a hurry: "Ning... Mrs. Morimoto."
Ning Yao stood in front of her and looked at her indifferently, with a cold and arrogant expression similar to Ning Zechuan: "Little girl from the Shu family, long time no see, I almost didn't recognize you."
Shu Yan lowered her head slightly. When she lived in the Ning family, she and Ning Yao rarely met each other. The real successor of the Ning family lived in the Ning family mansion like a ghost, and rarely left the building where she lived. The villa will only show up when there are guests.
Back then, Shu Yan was full of curiosity about this mysterious and beautiful Madam Ning, but after going here for many years, when she faced Madam Ning again, she was only left with embarrassment.
All her mental activities fell into Ning Yao's eyes.
"How did Xiao Chuan's surgery go?"
"very smooth."
"I heard that when it happened, were you by his side?"
Shu Yan raised her head suddenly, and when she saw Ning Yao's cold eyes, she nodded guiltily.
"You were by his side, but let him get injured, Shu Yan, do you know that his health is not good, and the risk his body will bear after such a major operation?"
"Know……"
Injured lungs are a hidden danger buried in the body. If the recovery is not good, complications or multi-organ failure will occur, and a small cold may kill him.
"However, I assure you that I will do my best to prevent the risk from happening. Now that medicine is becoming more and more advanced, I believe..."
"Medicine is getting more and more advanced? How long will I have to wait for that day? It's too long, Shu Yan." Ning Yao interrupted her slowly, her voice was very soft, and it fell on Shu Yan's heart, but it was as heavy as a thousand catties.
Ning Yao raised her hand, looked at her coldly, and said for no reason: "The gold and jade are outside, and the ruins are inside."
Shu Yan closed her eyes, but in the end the hand was only gently pressed against her cheek.
"Shu Yan, you let me down. Xiaochuan has been ill for too long, and his judgment is probably also ill. Since you don't have the ability to protect him, then..."
Ning Yao patted her face, didn't finish her sentence, smiled, opened the bathroom door and went out.
At the weekly operation summary meeting, about Ning Zechuan’s operation, Section Chief Zheng said something that made Shu Yan feel bitter: “Almost all the organs in the patient’s body are in a state of failure. I have carefully studied the patient’s condition, and almost Years ago, the patient's body should have shown improvement, but in recent years due to overwork, it has begun to deteriorate again, and the seriousness lies in the fact that the lesion is not acquired, but congenital."
All congenital causes are more difficult to overcome in medicine than acquired ones.
After the meeting that day, Shu Yan asked for leave to go to Ning's house to find Mr. Jiang, and asked him to show Ning Zechuan's old medical records. After reading page by page, she bit her lip in heartache, because the content on it , is too shocking.She suddenly realized that what Ning Yao said before, "Gold and jade are outside, and ruins are inside" was actually referring to Ning Zechuan.
"Why?" She put down the medical record, her voice trembling because of her anger and heartache, "Ms. Morimoto, why did you take so many abortion pills during pregnancy?"
Jiang Bozhou was standing in front of the window smoking. Hearing Shu Yan's question, he turned his head. For the first time, this businessman with a smile showed a pained expression on his face: "Because I made her hate me, she doesn't want this reason. A child born out of hatred, so... I don't know whether to say he is destined or God made a joke of him, he was born safely, but his body was destroyed by drugs in the womb."
Jiang Bozhou put out the cigarette, held his forehead with one hand, and took a deep breath: "My mistakes and his mother's mistakes are all retribution on him. After he was born, I watched him suffer from illnesses year after year. Every time I look at him, I'm so ashamed that I'm going crazy. Such a small child, the pain is so painful that he can't sleep at night, and the critical illness notice is a common occurrence. Sometimes I think, if those abortion pills killed him ..."
"Enough!" Shu Yan stood up angrily, "Since he was chosen to come into this world, he has the right to live a good life, even if this life is rough. Although you are his father, you don't even have the most basic respect for life." I didn't give it to him, you are my elder, but at this point, I think you are a father in vain."
She tried her best to restrain her emotions, but the heartache for Ning Zechuan had already made her lose the calmness she should have: "When I was in Ning's house before, I felt that the relationship between you and Mrs. Ning and Zechuan was too alienated. Excessive. You are too selfish. In order to make yourself less guilty, you isolate him like garbage from your world. Is this fair to him? He has always...always been alone."
Jiang Bozhou took a step back and sat down on the sofa. The girl's aggressive words were like arrows piercing the clouds, piercing his body to the point of bleeding, and his selfish and ugly soul was exposed like this: "Shu Yan..."
Shu Yan felt like a fishbone was stuck in her throat, and every word she said was extremely difficult, she couldn't stay in this place any longer, it would make her feel more deeply the 18 years before she never got close to him.
"For him, what is more unbearable than illness is the neglect of relatives and living alone."
Seeing the blood on Jiang Bozhou's face fade away little by little, Shu Yan felt a sense of revenge, she turned and walked out without looking back.
Walking on the path full of phoenix trees in Ning's house, the wind blowing her hair, in the cool night, Shu Yan seemed to see Ning Zechuan eight years ago.That year, he also walked on this path, heading towards the future he chose, and left this place where human feelings had changed without looking back.
After leaving Jiang Bozhou, Shu Yan did not go home. She returned to the hospital and went straight to the intensive care unit where Ning Zechuan was. superior.
In the room, the only light came from the instrument monitoring Ning Zechuan's vital signs, and he was sleeping.Shu Yan moved a chair and sat by the bed, carefully holding his hand hanging by his side.His hands were cold, as if they had been soaked in cold water.Shu Yan bent down, hugged his hand in her arms, closed her eyes, and sighed softly.
"Ning Zechuan, didn't you say that it's human nature to laugh when you're happy and cry when you're in pain? Then I've never seen you smile, have you never been happy?"
"Before I was born, my mother wanted me to die. After I was born, everyone wondered why I didn't die. The meaning of my coming into this world is that no one wants me to live well."
"His disease is not an infectious disease, but those people are afraid that the young master will infect them. Over time, if they don't do it, the young master also thinks that his disease is contagious, and those who are close to him will not end well, so... Keep your distance from everyone."
The words she thought she had forgotten, crossed time and space, and reappeared clearly in her mind in the middle of the night like pressing the reset button.She suddenly realized tonight that there were reasons behind his indifference beyond age when they first met.
She covered her eyes sadly, and something slowly soaked her palms.
Ning Zechuan didn't know how long he slept, these days he was always very tired and slept most of the time, he didn't like this feeling very much.This reminded him of the days when he was in a coma for a long time when he was young, he was like a useless person, and even hated himself.
That night, the incision in his abdomen throbbed with pain, which pulled a certain nerve and brought his consciousness back to his brain. The moment he opened his eyes, he clearly sensed that there was someone beside him.
He slightly turned his gaze to the side. From this angle, he could only see the girl's long, soft hair gently spreading on his body. She was lying on his side, holding his hand, her shoulders trembling.
When he realized what she was doing, he froze for a long time, and then said softly, "Are you crying?"
The reason why he had slept for a long time was that his voice was weak and hoarse, as if he had experienced an eternity. His thin shoulders stopped shaking in an instant and became stiff. When he raised his head, the corners of his mouth were bent: "No, I was laughing."
The room was too dark, and he couldn't see the subtle things on her face, so he snorted softly, "What are you laughing at?"
"Laughing, if you survive a catastrophe, you will be blessed."
He didn't believe it, but he couldn't find any clues to refute it. The eyes that were opened before were slowly half-closed, and the speed of opening and closing of the eyes was slow and frequent, as if trying to stay awake.
Shu Yan knew that he was still very tired, so she stuffed his hands back into the quilt and tucked the corner of the quilt: "Sleep, I will work night shift tonight, if there is no emergency, I will stay here all the time."
Ning Zechuan whispered "Mm", and closed his eyes with peace of mind.
002
Ning Zechuan slept very deeply that night. He was still awake when Gong Yu came in the morning. With a slap, Shu Yan scolded him in a low voice: "What's wrong with you so early in the morning?"
Gongyu was in pain, covered her hands and stared at her: "How can you be so superstitious as a doctor, you have to believe in science!"
"I don't look well."
Shu Yan took a look at the breakfast bag he brought, and was speechless for a moment: "He is a patient, you give him duck blood vermicelli?"
"What to eat, what to eat, didn't he bleed so much?" Seeing Shu Yan's face getting darker and darker, Gong Yu smiled complacently, "Okay, okay, I'm going to be stared out by you two blood holes , This is what I ate myself, you pretend I don’t know that the intensive care unit includes meals? The nutritious meal specially prepared by the hospital is delicious even thinking about it, I really want to try it.”
Shu Yan was amused by him: "Bah, Crow's mouth, you'd better not try it for the rest of your life."
Gong Yu smiled and took out the duck blood vermicelli, put a chopstick into her mouth, and shook her head in satisfaction: "I drove two hours to buy the vermicelli after getting off the plane. I ate half of it in Afghanistan. Months of dust, I really want to die of this smell."
Shu Yan frowned: "Afghanistan, why are you going to such a chaotic place?"
Gong Yu bit her chopsticks without making a sound, when the cell phone rang suddenly in the room, Shu Yan quickly took out her cell phone and pressed the ringer, looked at the caller number, and slapped her forehead: "Oops, I forgot to have an early meeting today, I'm leaving first .”
"Well, let's go, I'll see here..."
Gong Yu's voice stopped abruptly when Shu Yan rushed over to hug him.
This frightened Gong Yu so much that he dropped his chopsticks on the table, and even stuttered: "You... what are you doing?"
Shu Yan blushed and said with a smile, "Thank you."
Thank you for being by his side at that time, when everyone abandoned him, so that he was not alone.
Thank you for being a light that illuminated the darkness in front of his eyes.
Before Gongyu understood Shu Yan's inexplicable thank you, she ran out like the wind.
"Could it be because of my beauty?"
Gong Yu stared at the door for a long while, touched his chest while talking to himself while turning his head, his eyes swept across the bed opposite, and when he met those cold eyes, he was shocked again.
When did this person wake up again?
"Why are you staring at me! She hugged me! I have been treated lightly!"
Ning Zechuan said lightly, "You won't dodge?"
"Me!" Gong Yu pointed at herself, jumping her feet angrily, "Hide and show me!"
One month after the incident, the trial of Song Bowen's wounding case was held, and Shu Yan and Ning Zechuan went to attend the trial.
Lu Tang was also sitting in the auditorium, and saw Gongyu walking in with Ning Zechuan on his arm, and walked over to greet them: "Cousin, Ayu, you are here."
Ning Zechuan didn't even look at him, and just sat on the seat.
The new enmity was added to the old enmity, Gong Yu became angry when she saw Lu Tang, and choked him: "Big cousin, are you sitting in the wrong seat?"
Lu Tang raised her eyebrows: "Oh, then what does Ayu think, where is my position?"
"Here." Gong Yu raised a finger, facing the dock.
Lu Tang was not angry either, and said with a smile: "You are still so unscrupulous, you really don't look like the Pei family who have been serious all your life, maybe the Pei family made a mistake, after all, you have been outside for eight years."
Everyone has a bottom line, the bottom line that Gong Yu can't touch is the Pei family, and what Lu Tang is best at is to lightly uncover other people's scars and trample on them wantonly.
Gongyu's eyelashes fell down eeriely, those soft eyes that always contained spring rain were suddenly as cold as frost, as if ten thousand beasts were roaring inside him, he couldn't help but want to punch him on the ground. Tang's hypocritical face.
Ning Zechuan grabbed his clenched hand at the right time and shook his head. Gongyu's violent aura slowly dissipated, and he gave Lu Tang a cold look. He turned his eyes away and sat down beside Ning Zechuan.
No one was tit for tat, Lu Tang was bored and wanted to return to his seat, but at this moment he noticed the door, Shu Yan who was walking in with his head down, Lu Tang's eyes lit up, and he walked up.
"Long time no see, Shu Yan."
"Why are you here?" Shu Yan didn't expect to see Lu Tang here, this person has a really thick skin.
"Why not? The ins and outs of this case have nothing to do with my company. What's more," Lu Tang leaned over and whispered ambiguously, "I guessed that you, as a party involved, would definitely come, Shu Yan, I think you're going crazy."
He couldn't wait to see what color would appear on his dear cousin's emotionless dead face when his love was taken away and torn apart, and whether he would have a taste of his long-cherished wish.
He straightened his body, and slowly raised his eyes with the excitement that a beast would have when it treated its prey.
Shu Yan was frightened by his eyes. In a daze, someone had already grabbed her shoulders. She raised her head, and Ning Zechuan's side face was close in front of her eyes. With her jaw condensed into a cold arc, she said to Lu Tang in a deep voice: " I warned you."
Lu Tang smiled contemptuously: "Why do you?"
"Because my surname is Ning, and Ning's," Ning Zechuan frowned and said word by word, "I will never change my surname."
A sentence was poking at Lu Tang's death spot, and Lu Tang's smiling face twitched slightly.
At this moment, a member of the legal team came over and said to Ning Zechuan, "Mr. Ning, the defendant wants to see you before the trial."
Ning Zechuan nodded, lowered his head and said to Shu Yan, "You go with me."
When the two left, they didn't look at Lu Tang again. Lu Tang pulled his tie and moved his neck. Looking at the staggering back, his eyes gradually turned dark.
A sick man who lives on medicine, because his surname is Ning, everyone treats him like a prince, and he will do whatever he says.Back then, his words prevented him from even touching the door of Ning's house. In those few years, he was almost killed by those mocking and gloating eyes.If that old guy hadn't died early, he didn't know when he would be able to turn over.
His surname is Lu, but he is also half of the Ning family. If there was no Ning Zechuan, the Ning family would have been in his hands long ago.
Ever since he was a child, he has been waiting for this short-lived ghost to die. Watching him being rescued from a critical condition time and time again, watching him being dragged back from the gate of hell with only half a breath left, he feels resentment and hatred.
Ning Zechuan, why is he still alive? !Why not die? !
Shu Yan, who was sitting on the sofa in the conference room, suddenly shivered.She felt a chill down her spine, and instinctively raised her head to look at Ning Zechuan who was a few steps away. He was saying to Song Bowen, who was being held down by the prison guards, "I will not withdraw the lawsuit."
Song Bowen fell to his knees with a plop, hugged Ning Zechuan's leg and cried, "Mr. Ning, I beg you, I know I was wrong, but I can't go to jail anymore. My wife is very sick, and I still have to earn money. Money for her medical treatment, as well as my son, my son has to study, he has good grades, and he is good enough to pass the university entrance examination. If I go in again, who will pay for him to study, they, they will be finished! I beg you Mr. Ning! I kowtow to you!"
"Whatever you do, you have to bear the consequences." Ning Zechuan moved his legs coldly, stood up and straightened his cuffs, making a gesture to leave, and Shu Yan hurriedly followed.
Song Bowen refused to give up and wanted to pounce on him again, but his arm was pinned down by the prison guard, unable to move. He turned to look at Shu Yan who had been silent all this time: "It's all about you! If you didn't save Lu, all of this would be in vain. It will happen!"
Shu Yan opened her mouth, wanting to defend herself, but Ning Zechuan turned around abruptly, saying in a low voice, "You should thank her, if she hadn't saved Lu Tang back then, would you still have the chance to stand here today? "
"I……"
Song Bowen's eagerness to defend his words suddenly stopped in his throat, and Ning Zechuan's question made him shudder. It was only at this moment that he realized that when Lu Tang died, he was a murderer. There is no chance to be a husband and father again.
Song Bowen came back to his senses, but Ning Zechuan and Shu Yan had already left the conference room.
The trial went smoothly. Song Bowen confessed to his crime, and his attitude was beyond imagination. Because it was a recidivism, Song Bowen was finally sentenced to five years in prison.
After the trial ended, Shu Yan sat in her seat without moving. Her eyes were everywhere. The 15-year-old boy supported his weeping mother, and wiped his tears to bid farewell to his father who was taken away by prison guards.Judging from the clothes and appearance of the mother and child, one can imagine how poor they lived.The only labor force in the family is imprisoned again, orphans and widows, their future situation is indeed extremely worrying.
"I'm too cold?"
"No, you did the right thing." Shu Yan shook her head, turned her face, and said seriously to Ning Zechuan who had just sat down next to her, "Everyone should be responsible for their own words and deeds, Song Bowen is hurting He must have thought about the consequences when he was with you, but he still did it, and this is the price he should bear for it."
Just like me, I am afraid of losing, but I have lost more. My price is that you are by my side, but I cannot hug you.
Suddenly there was a lot of sadness in her eyes, Ning Zechuan thought she was sympathizing with Song Bowen's wife and children, and patted her on the head, feeling a little distressed: "I will be very happy if you are worse."
She widened her eyes: "What are you talking about, how can you teach others to be bad?"
"Because you forgive others, but you are too strict with yourself," he pointed out lightly, "for example, you and your mother."
Shu Yan turned her head childishly, not wanting to talk about this topic.
Ning Zechuan didn't say much, raised his wrist and glanced at his watch, stood up and said, "I'm leaving."
Shu Yan quickly asked: "Are you really going to be discharged from the hospital?"
"Ah."
Shu Yan couldn't help worrying: "But your body hasn't recovered yet."
"It's okay." Ning Zechuan had a strange expression, the corners of his mouth curled up like a smile, "I hired a private nurse."
003
As soon as Shu Yan arrived at the hospital the next day, she was told that the director had something to do with her.
Standing at the door of the dean's office, Shu Yan took a deep breath and knocked on the door nervously.
"Come in."
Shu Yan opened the door and walked in, and cautiously asked the person behind the desk: "Dean, are you looking for me?"
Dean Ou wrote something on the folder, without raising his head, and said, "You know that our hospital cooperates with Morimoto Group, right?"
Shu Yan was taken aback: "I know."
"Their representative director in China, Mr. Ning, needs a private nurse. I recommend you," Dean Ou put down his pen, his eyes behind the thick glasses rarely showed a smile when facing Shu Yan, "You also participated in Mr. Ning's operation. It is most suitable for you to follow up on the follow-up recovery. In addition, you are punished in the hospital and have no salary for half a year. If you go to private care, Morimoto will give you extra care fees. Kill two birds with one stone. "
Shu Yan didn't speak, she understood very well that Dean Ou has always hated her because of Ou Zichen's affairs, and was able to enter the hospital because of Ou Zichen's insistence, and that also made Dean Ou hate her even more, and suppressed her everywhere on weekdays She, otherwise she would have been judged as a full-time job based on her strength.
This time, Dean Ou suddenly changed his style of painting. It sounds like she has benefited from it, but in fact, transferring her from the hospital without offending Ou Zichen is the dean's killing two birds with one stone. But what can Shu Yan say? , only nodded: "Okay, thank you Dean."
Dean Ou nodded, and handed the contract to her with satisfaction: "Sign it, you take one, the hospital and Mr. Ning keep one each, the phone number and address are on the contract, you don't use the hospital tomorrow, go directly to Ning Mister that."
Shu Yan flipped through the contract casually, and the hospital and Ning Zechuan had already signed the contract. After the three words "Ning Zechuan", she neatly signed her name.
As soon as he went out, he saw Ou Zichen walking back and forth at the door. As soon as he saw Shu Yan coming out, he immediately leaned over and asked, "My dad is embarrassing you again?"
It was too late for Shu Yan to cover his mouth. Dean Ou on the other side of the door had heard it, and he threw something in spite of himself. Amid the bang, a stern voice came: "I put She was rushed out of the hospital!"
Seeing that Ou Zichen was about to rush in to argue, Shu Yan quickly hugged his arm and dragged him back until he reached the safe passage. She said, "Your father is just joking with you, I'm just going to be a private nurse temporarily."
Ou Zichen paused: "Private nurse? What's going on?"
Knowing that she couldn't hide it from him, Shu Yan simply repeated Dean Ou's words: "Dean Ou is doing it for my own good, and the money for a private nurse is not low, and I can save enough for half a year's tuition."
"You need money and I can..."
"Ou Zichen!" Shu Yan interrupted him, "Stop talking about this, I won't take your money."
Ou Zichen leaned against the wall without strength: "But I don't worry about you going to be Ning Zechuan's caretaker."
"So what if you take care of him? Ou Zichen, you're too sensitive. It's been five years. I don't want you to dig it out again because of some irrelevant connections, and make the wound drip with blood forever. That's okay. ?"
Shu Yan wanted to say these words a long time ago, she knew that Ou Zichen was still doing psychotherapy until today.She tried not to mention the people and things related to Tokyo that year because she didn't want to stimulate him to recall the old things too much, instead of being trapped in the heavy snow in Tokyo that year.
"I know," Ou Zichen looked at her, his eyes were reddish, and he was a little incoherent, "I know, Shu Yan, since he came back, it seems that there are two invisible hands pushing you together, I'm not jealous He, it's just that he's different... I'm afraid that will hurt you in the end, I hope someone can give you happiness, but that kind of happiness must be clean and honest, and you won't be poked in the back by rumors... I also know that I am not the one who can The person who gave you happiness, when you were suffering, I did nothing, I... I am not worthy."
Shu Yan couldn't express the sadness in her heart: "Don't say that, it's not your fault, you have done enough for me."
"It's not just that matter, you don't understand, Shu Yan, I, I..."
At that moment, Ou Zichen was about to blurt out the secret that had tortured him for many years, let her hate him, be an upright hero for a second or a coward who lies for a lifetime, he finally chose the latter.
He covered his face in pain: "I'm sorry."
"Zichen, you can't always be entangled in the nightmares of the past, I know it's hard, but you must do it," Shu Yan stretched out her arms to hug him, "I also hope you can be happy, you have to move forward, don't look back .”
In the quiet and silent corridor, the wind blows in from the unclosed transom. With each breath, it brings the waste paper scraps beside the trash can into the air, and then spins and falls slowly.Shu Yan stretched out her hand unconsciously, and the moment a scrap of paper fell on her palm, Shu Yan shivered from the cold, and in an instant, cold memories flooded into her brain like a flood, catching her off guard.
In 2003, on the flight from Jiangzhou to Tokyo, Shu Yan opened her mouth wide and looked at Ou Zichen who was sitting next to her, and said in disbelief: "Ou Zichen? Why are you here?!"
Ou Zichen took off his peaked cap, and asked without answering, "Why are you here?"
"I... I'm going on vacation."
"Application to postpone the exam for vacation? I trust others, but Shuyan, you are really not this kind of person."
Shu Yan is stubborn: "You say it as if you know me very well. I'm just going on vacation. Believe it or not, let's talk about it."
She squinted at him: "Ou Zichen, what am I going to do has anything to do with you?"
Ou Zichen's eyebrows were almost frowned: "What are you talking about, Mr. Zheng asked me if something happened to your family and applied to postpone the exam. As soon as I heard it, I knew you had a problem. How could you go back to that house? , find someone to check your ID card and know what you are going to do."
Shu Yan's eyes widened in shock: "You checked me? So you followed me?"
"What are you doing in Tokyo?"
"On vacation."
"Didn't the youngest son of the Ning family go to Tokyo?"
"..."
"Are you looking for him?"
"Ou Zichen! You are my mother, you are so lenient!"
"I am your senior brother, and I am obliged to be responsible for your safety."
"Who cares that you are in charge?" Shu Yan had a terrible headache, "Let's say it first, I'll take my vacation, why do you want to go, I like solo travel, don't follow me."
Ou Zichen stared at her without saying a word, turned to ask the stewardess for two blankets, one for Shu Yan, and one to wrap around his head.
After more than four hours of flight, the plane landed in Tokyo. Shu Yan walked very fast with her bag on her back, and looked back from time to time. Ou Zichen was behind her at most three meters away.She is fast and he is fast, and she is slow and he is slow.She got on the bus, and he followed, Shu Yan scolded him angrily, Ou Zichen didn't reply or speak, and followed all the way to the end.
Shu Yan had no choice but to treat him as air and let him follow, while thinking about finding an opportunity to get rid of him.
After getting off the passenger bus, Shu Yan stood in the vast snow field, looking dumbfounded at the strange country. After getting the address, she was dizzy with joy, and only realized the address Gongyu gave her when the cold wind from the northern country It was written in Chinese, and she pointed fingers at fellow travelers: "I want to go there, you know?"
Passers-by shook their heads and waved their hands.
The night gradually floated into the sky, Shu Yan still made no progress, scurrying around in the streets and alleys of buildings like headless ants, and finally crouched down rubbing her sore knees in frustration.
Frustrated, a hand reached out from behind and snatched the note with the address in her hand.
"Hey, Ou Zichen, you..."
As soon as Shu Yan raised her head, she was speechless. In front of her, Ou Zichen spoke some not-so-fluent Japanese and said something to a passer-by. The passer-by nodded after listening to it, and pointed in a direction after chattering.
Ou Zichen bent down to thank him, and then walked up to Shu Yan: "The place is just two streets away, it's too late now, let's go find a place to stay and go tomorrow."
After saying that, he picked up her suitcase and walked forward.
Shu Yan was stunned for a long time, and after realizing it, she quickly chased after her: "You can actually speak Japanese, why didn't you speak it earlier?"
"If I don't give you a little bit of trouble, how would you know how reckless it is to rush to Tokyo like you?" Ou Zichen muffled.
Shu Yan pouted, tugged at the hem of his clothes, a little embarrassed: "Ou Zichen, thank you."
On the first night in Tokyo, Shu Yan didn't fall asleep for the first half of the night, excited, excited, and more apprehensive.The air ticket from Jiangzhou to Tokyo is not cheap. She broke away from the family after college and paid for the tuition and living expenses by herself. She worked several jobs, worked part-time and studied, and saved for three years before scraping together enough money.
It's been so long, I don't know if he still recognizes her?Are you still willing to recognize her?
She actually didn't know what to say when she saw him, apologize or say goodbye?
The person you dream about in your dream, go see him when you wake up.
The next day Shuyan got up very early, and when Ou Zichen woke up, she was already dressed and sitting at the door of the hotel. Her expectant and anxious look made him feel blocked and breathless.This feeling was magnified when he was about to reach the destination. Ou Zichen was dizzy, his eyes were dazzled by the white snow, and his breathing became heavy. He stopped and called Shu Yan who was rushing forward: " Shu Yan, I seem to be sick."
Only then did Shu Yan realize that his face was not right, and put her hand on his forehead, it was terribly hot: "You have a fever."
Fortunately, there was a private clinic nearby, Shu Yan placed Ou Zichen there, and continued on her way.
Ou Zichen gave her his mobile phone, on which was the location he had navigated: "You follow the green line, and if you need anything, call the clinic. The number is already stored in my mobile phone."
Shu Yan followed the navigation and quickly found the place. It was a Japanese-style villa built in a private park, occupying almost half of the park.Gongyu said that Morimoto is a big family with a long history, and judging from the living environment, this is indeed the case.
The Morimoto family seems to be holding some kind of event, there are many people and cars coming and going.Shu Yan didn't dare to rush in, she chose the most stupid way, standing in the flower bed not far from the villa and waiting for the rabbit, this guarded for several hours.The winter in the northern country is very cold, her teeth chatter constantly, and when she can't stand the cold, she hugs herself and jumps on the spot.In the end, she couldn't move anymore, and the muscles all over her body were frozen and numb. Just before she fainted, she saw the thick gate of the villa opened, and a tall boy in a black traditional Japanese kimono was passing by in the car. Like a ray of light, it illuminates the dim world in front of Shu Yan's eyes.
Only then did she realize that it had snowed all night and stopped.
When Shu Yan chased after her, the car that Ning Zechuan was riding in had disappeared. She stood at the door of the villa and looked around. When she was at a loss, someone came out of the villa in a hood.
The moment the man stopped in front of her and took off his hood, Shu Yan was a little dumbfounded: "Sister Taozi?!"
Gu Taozhi was wearing a black and red kimono with peach blossom makeup, as beautiful as a geisha in a portrait, his bright red lips parted slightly: "Shu Yan, long time no see."
Gu Taozhi looked at her with unfriendly eyes, which reminded Shuyan of the scene when they broke up in Ning's house.She was at a loss for words for a while, but why did Gu Taozhi appear here in Ning Zechuan's home in Japan.
"It's not convenient to talk here, come with me."
Gu Taozhi led her to a secluded place on the other side of the villa.
"You... are you looking for Ning Zechuan?"
Shu Yan nodded blankly.
Gu Taozhi frowned: "I don't quite understand why you still come to him. He left his hometown because of you and sent him under the fence. In Morimoto, a big traditional family, he suffered all kinds of humiliation as an outsider, and even had to rely on marriage to prove it. You and your mother are the root cause of all this. He finally had the opportunity to get rid of the past, and you showed up at the right time."
Shu Yan didn't understand, she tilted her head and asked, "Marriage?"
A faint smile appeared on Gu Taozhi's glamorous face: "Today is my engagement day with him. If you are a guest, I welcome you, but if you are an old friend, I don't want your presence to remind him of bad things." thing."
004
In winter, on a sunny day with the slight dew of morning light, the pale golden sun fell on the white snow. Gu Taozhi stretched out his hand and made a gesture of invitation. There was something dazzling on her ring finger, which attracted Shu Yan's attention. She stared at the silver ring in a daze for a while, and finally lowered her head: "Excuse me."
Shu Yan didn't know where she was going, she lowered her head and walked in the snow in a trance, the snow started to fall again, mixed with rain, Shu Yan's whole body was soaked, she shrank her neck, folded her arms and hugged herself shoulder, walking very slowly.
Someone took her hand later, and she instinctively shook it off, but instead of shaking it off, she was dragged into the arms of a stranger.
The stench of body odor and the smell of alcohol brought her back to her senses in an instant. When she found herself in a remote place surrounded by several strange men, she felt fear.
"You, who are you? Let me go, I don't know you!"
She wanted to break away from the man who was holding her, but her strength couldn't match it, which made the men burst into laughter.
Several people spoke a language she did not understand, and they got closer and closer to her. Shu Yan even found it difficult to breathe. She was terrified, and tried her best to avoid the approach of the man. Only then did she know that when people are extremely frightened, they are physically It can't stop getting weak.
"Help! Help! Help!"
The moment the sky fell, suddenly a black figure rushed over, the man who grabbed her was knocked down with a punch, and Shu Yan also fell to the ground because of the man's drag when he fell to the ground.
"Come on!"
Ou Zichen, who fell from the sky, picked her up from the ground and almost ran away with her.
But before she ran a few steps, someone hugged her waist from behind, Shu Yan screamed in fear, Ou Zichen turned her head, the two of them watched as their clenched hands were pulled away, and Shu Yan was thrown into the cold snow on the ground.
Ou Zichen said something sharply in Japanese and rushed towards the group of people, wrestling with them, while the man who restrained Shu Yan had already started to lay hands on him.
Shu Yan struggled desperately, the scream attracted Ou Zichen's attention, he left the scuffler and wanted to rush to Shu Yan, at this moment of distraction, someone picked up a piece of wood and knocked on Ou Zichen's head.
"Zi Chen!"
Like a slow motion in a movie, a small column of blood flowed from Ou Zichen's forehead along his eyelids, drop by drop, staining his white down jacket. He looked at her dimly, his eyes were distracted, and his body shook After a few shakes, he fell straight backwards.
Several people quickly surrounded him, kicking him hard, and one of them even jumped on his body, laughing and bouncing vigorously.
Ou Zichen was in so much pain that he couldn't even make a sound, curled up on the ground, his whole body was soaked in rain and snow, and the snow under his body bloomed a large blood-colored flower.
Shu Yan bit her lip and turned her face away, unable to bear to look, the rusty smell of blood quickly spread between her teeth.
When Ou Zichen could no longer move, the rest of the people sat on his back and pressed him firmly, and the rest walked towards Shu Yan.
Shu Yan sat on the ground shaking her head and backed away until her back touched the tree trunk. There was no way for her to retreat. The moment her coat was ripped off by sinful hands, she knew that she was done. She turned her head in despair and lay on the ground The dying Ou Zichen said, "Close your eyes and don't look."
Her voice was distorted, Ou Zichen's eyes were red, he wanted to yell and curse these beasts with the most vicious language, but he vomited blood as soon as he opened his mouth, he shook his head, digging his nails into the snow, thinking Crawling in front of her with all his strength, she was being bullied right in front of his eyes, how could he close his eyes and do nothing.
But he can't do anything.
The last undershirt on her body was about to be torn off, Shu Yan looked at him beggingly while clutching her chest, big tears rolled down from the corners of her eyes, she whispered in a small voice while crying: "Please gone."
This was the first time he saw Shu Yan cry. This strong girl never wanted others to see her weakness since she was a child.She is beautiful when she smiles, her eyes are curved like crescent moons.
It turned out that when she cried, her eyes would bend into crescent moons.
Ou Zichen wept bitterly with his mouth open, he closed his eyes tightly, the sound of cloth being torn and the men's obscene teasing sounds cut across him like sharp knives.Shu Yan's heart-piercing wailing tore the last string in his brain, and the girl's broken and desperate cry became smaller and smaller, until finally it was deathly still.
Who will save her?
Who will save them?
After an unknown amount of time, Ou Zichen heard the sound of cars, yelling and footsteps, and a strong light flashed in front of his eyes. He opened his eyes and saw those people running away in a panic, and there were a few beams of light from the flashlight a little outside the cherry blossom forest. Light comes in.
The first person who appeared in front of his eyes was Izumi Nanjo, a doctor from a private clinic. He was shocked to see the shocking scene under the cherry blossom tree, and quickly took off his coat to cover Shuyan who was still.
Then he went to look at Ou Zichen who was a few steps away, Ou Zichen said "thank you" to him in Japanese, stood up slowly with his support, and walked towards Shu Yan step by step.
The blood flowed down his trouser legs and landed on the white snow, which was diluted by the snow into patches of mottled pink and white, blooming every step of the way.Shu Yan was discarded in the snow like a broken doll, covered in white petals, and the skin exposed outside the coat was covered with scars after being ravaged.
She opened her eyes, her empty eyes couldn't see a little light, and the cherry blossoms were scattered by the rain and snow above her head, and the petals fell on her eyes. She didn't even blink, like a dead body without a soul, unable to hear and see No sight, no perception.
"Shu Yan..."
Ou Zichen knelt down in front of her with a plop, tears streaming down his face, as soon as his trembling hands touched her, Shuyan trembled suddenly, as if awakened from a dream, she slowly rolled her eyes, and finally fell On Ou Zichen's body, she moved her lips together and opened her mouth, her voice was rotten and hoarse like a gear that had rusted for a hundred years.
She said, "Why is it so dark?"
Ou Zichen raised his head in a daze, and among the intertwined branches of cherry trees, he saw the most terrifying night in his life.The whistling north wind blew across, whining, whistling, the sound of crying hovered in the air, rain mixed with snow, rustling down.The dark clouds seemed to fall down at any moment, burying them in endless blackness.
He thought that this was what the end of the world would look like. Their world collapsed at this moment, and there was no more color, only black and white.
There are good people and bad people in the world.
The same is true in a strange country, they encountered the worst thing, but also met the best person, Dr. Nanjo.
Ou Zichen couldn't wait for her news at the clinic that day. Seeing that the night was getting darker, he borrowed the computer to find his location, and found that his mobile phone was walking on a remote track. He was worried, and took the coat while the nurse was changing the water He ran out, and when Nantiaoquan chased him out, he had already disappeared.
Fortunately, there was still his location information on the computer. Nantiaoquan drove someone to look for him, but he was still a step late.
Nanjo Izumi couldn't even bear to see the tragedy of the scene. After witnessing all these sinful cherry blossom trees, they seemed to be blown by the wind and sobbed non-stop. The petals were like tears, mixed with rain and snow, falling one by one Kneeling on two people.
After the police arrived, they were sent back to the clinic. Shuyan was as quiet as a lifeless doll, neither crying nor speaking. Nanjo Quan's mother led her to wash her body.After Shuyan was settled, Nantiaoquan's always calm mother secretly wiped away tears, saying that the girl was too pitiful, and the injuries all over her body, including pinches, bruises, scratches, and frostbite, were shocking.
Ou Zichen's condition is not much better than Shu Yan's. Four ribs are broken, and there are many soft tissue bruises on his body. The most serious one is his most secret part. emergency surgery.
After that, Shu Yan and Ou Zichen lived in Nantiaoquan's private clinic and spent the most difficult days. Looking back now, it was two months filled with tears and silence.They didn't dare to tell their family, they just said that they went on a trip, and the school also called to ask for a long vacation.
Every day, except for a small amount of food, Shu Yan sleeps most of the time, in fact, she is not asleep at all, she is just too tired to open her eyes, and she does not want to open them to see this colorless world.She knew that Ou Zichen often came to visit her, and carefully sat beside her, but he didn't dare to reach out to touch her, so he just sat there and wept silently.
Shu Yan couldn't figure it out, she couldn't figure out why such a thing happened to her.
She has been upright all her life and has not committed any crimes, why should her life be destroyed.
It took her a long time to understand that God never picks people, and what God is best at is rolling dice.
In Japan in 2003, the black forces were still rampant. The criminals were members of one of the small organizations, and they often tried to trick tourists from foreign countries. Originally, when such things happened in foreign countries, the victims were powerless and powerless. Ordinary tourists can only ask for help and suffer from being dumb.But with the help of Dr. Nanjo's family, those people were punished by law, and the small organization was also disintegrated.
After the trial, Shu Yan and Ou Zichen bid farewell to Doctor Nanjo. Doctor Nanjo asked Ou Zichen worriedly. Tidying up the scarf that was messed up by the wind for her, brushing off the petals of cherry blossoms that got on her hair at some point, trying to make an expression similar to a smile: "We're going home."
Just as he was about to walk forward, his sleeve was pulled by a strong force. He stopped and met Shu Yan's dark eyes. It was the second time she spoke to him after the incident: "This is the relationship between the two of us." a secret, okay?"
He was taken aback, and after a short silence, he understood what she meant. He said "um", grabbed her hand, hooked her little finger with her little finger, and then gently held it: "If you hang yourself with a hook, you can't let it go for 100 years. "
Shu Yan lowered her eyes, snow flakes fell on the dense eyelashes, the sunshine was so rare at that time, it reminded her that a few days ago, the sunshine was so good that day, she secretly went to Morimoto's house, she stood under the gray wall, hands Pasted on the cold blue brick wall, softly bid farewell to the young love.
"Ning Zechuan, goodbye."
If I can't see you again in this life, what I regret most is that I didn't say goodbye to you.
But that's all I can do.
Do you know winter cherry?It blooms in winter, representing secrecy, and the flowers bloom and wither quietly.
Have you ever seen winter cherry?It is the same color as snow, and it is the most beautiful and the most unspeakable wound in my heart.
You won't know, I'll keep this secret until death.
(End of this chapter)
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