The rest of my life is no longer sad for you

Chapter 9 Chasing the Shadow of Light

{In a sense, people and moths actually have the same characteristics. Moths fly into flames, while people spend their whole lives chasing the direction of light. There is light, and there is a world. For me, you are light . }
001
The hospital imposed salary deductions on the surface, but in fact Shu Yan was left on the bench, and she was forbidden to participate in all major and minor operations. Compared with the previous operation time of at least ten hours a day, the sudden ease made Shu Yan a little at a loss.

This day was the first time that Shu Yan got off work on time since she was working. The sky was not clear yet. When the bus passed by the park in the middle of the street, Shu Yan clearly saw the cherry blossoms protruding from the wall. The large expanse of pink and white attracted many people to take pictures.

That night, Shu Yan had a nightmare. She dreamed of blood-stained five-petal cherry blossoms covering her body densely. She opened her eyes suddenly in her deep sleep and stared at the dimly lit ceiling. After a long time, her dilated pupils slowly tends to be normal.

The dim light in the room came from the computer on the desk of roommate Luo Song, Shu Yan leaned forward and looked over.

It's a promotional poster for a lecture.

Luo Song noticed the movement, turned around and saw Shu Yan staring at the computer in a daze, so he pointed at the screen in a nympho and showed off: "I am a god, handsome."

"My first love, how can it be ugly, here," Shu Yan clicked on the mole under the man Danfeng's eyes on the screen, "I just saw the mole of tears back then and lost my life."

Luo Song giggled: "Come on, Jay Chou is still my first love."

Shu Yan also laughed, and quarreled with Luo Song for a while, then lay back on the bed and continued to sleep.

At the end of the month, Shu Yan and her colleagues transferred classes and went to University A to listen to lectures.When we arrived at the venue, the lecture had already been going on for half an hour, and the auditorium was full of seats.Standing in the back row wearing a peaked cap, Shu Yan was crowded with the media who had no seats. Looking at the figure in the white shirt and black suit pants on the podium, she couldn't help but sigh in her heart. Who would have thought that the silent boy who cherished words like gold back then, Now he can speak with eloquence in front of nearly a thousand people and become the sun in the eyes of these people.

Shu Yan suddenly thought of how Ou Zichen asked her at the height of [-] feet in Tokyo many years ago: "Why do you like a person far away?"

She replied slowly: "Because, he can shine."

Even if you trek in the dark, as long as you look at it from a distance, you will feel at ease.

After the two-hour lecture, it was time for the media questioning session.

"Mr. Ning, I heard that Morimoto Pharmaceutical's first project in China is to cooperate with Ning's to launch a popular calcium supplement oral solution. The current director of Ning's is your biological father. Does this mean that Morimoto and Ning Will the two become one in the future?"

It was the reporter on the left who asked the question. Although there was an entire auditorium away, when Ning Zechuan approached with prestige, Shu Yan pulled down the brim of her hat guiltily and shrank back.

"Ning and Morimoto, like China and Japan, will only cooperate, not unite."

Ning Zechuan's simple answer drew applause.

Shu Yan's face hidden in the darkness was full of admiration, and when the next reporter asked a question, she quietly backed out.

While walking on the remote tree-lined path of University A, Shu Yan received a call from Ou Zichen.

"Why did you switch shifts with Xiao Cui?"

"Oh, my teacher misses me. I'll change shifts to see her."

She lied to Ou Zichen, she didn't want Ou Zichen to know that she was going to Ning Zechuan's lecture.In a sense, that disaster was much deeper for Ou Zichen than for her, and things closely related to Ning Zechuan would directly touch his sensitive points.

"Say hello to her for me."

"Okay, what do you need from me?"

Ou Zichen said "Yes": "A patient sent a large box of Luo Han Guo to my dad, and I picked some for you."

Shu Yan smiled helplessly: "Ou Zichen, you're here again." But she didn't refuse his kindness, "Give it to me later."

Ou Zichen on the other end of the phone smiled brightly: "I still have an operation today, I'll pick you up when it's over?"

"Okay, call me when you get downstairs to the teacher's house, and I'll come out."

After hanging up the phone and raising her eyes, Shu Yan was startled. Lu Tang's hostile face was close in front of him, and he grinned at her: "Shu Yan, it's a coincidence to meet you here."

Shu Yan smiled bluntly and said: "I have something to do, please excuse me."

Just as he was about to pass him, he stretched out his hand to stop her, probably remembering the last time she knocked him down, deliberately kept a little distance from her, and asked with a playful smile: "Shu Yan, were you on the phone with your boyfriend just now?"

Shu Yan didn't like the way Lu Tang looked at her, it was too naked and ambiguous between the sexes, which made her feel uncomfortable.So, he looked at him and said, "Yes, it's my boyfriend, is there a problem?"

The foot that was about to step out of the sycamore tree ten meters away from the two of them stopped, and then suddenly retracted. Shu Yan, whose back was turned, didn't notice it, but Lu Tang saw it with sharp eyes.

Lu Tang looked away calmly, raised his eyebrows and smiled at Shu Yan: "Oh? Shu Yan, then you have a big problem. How can you lie to your boyfriend that you are at the teacher's mother's house?"

"My teacher's wife is a teacher of University A and lives in the faculty dormitory."

"You lied, I followed you out of the auditorium," Lu Tang exposed her lie without hesitation, "Bioengineering lecture, Shu Yan, you are so special, you are actually interested in this."

Shu Yan blushed, and her mouth was still firm: "For medical workers, there is no end to learning."

She didn't want to talk to him anymore. This man is too cunning and sophisticated, and he always feels like being led by the nose into a trap when talking to him, but Lu Tang is obviously a brown candy who can't read his face. in front of her.

Shu Yan couldn't bear it anymore, and raised her volume: "Lu Tang! What do you want to do?"

Lu Tang blinked innocently: "I want to pursue you, can't you see it?"

"you!"

"I really love you."

Shu Yan was so angry at his thick skin that she almost scolded him with the swear words she had learned all her life, but a familiar magnetic field came from behind her at the right time, and a warm and generous palm rested on her shoulders, gently pulling her away from Lu Tang. brought it over.

Ning Zechuan stared at Lu Tang coldly, and said word by word: "This is the last time."

Lu Tang shrugged with a smile: "Cousin, 'My fair lady, a gentleman is so good'."

Ning Zechuan took a small step forward, almost touching Lu Tang's face, his face was so cold that Shu Yan had never seen before.

"I said, this is the last time."

It wasn't until sitting in Ning Zechuan's car that Shu Yan let out a long breath. She glanced at Ning Zechuan secretly, the gloom on his face hadn't completely faded away, and his handsome face was covered with black air.

"scared?"

Sensing her gaze, Ning Zechuan asked her while turning the steering wheel.

"Yes," Shu Yan patted her chest, and said with lingering fear, "I'm afraid you guys will fight."

The two men faced each other without making a sound, their eyes were colder than the other, and they looked like they were going to fight no matter what.Fortunately, a group of students who had just finished class walked towards them, interrupting the simmering atmosphere between them.

Ning Zechuan didn't answer the call, the car drove out of the school gate, and he asked, "Where are you going?"

Shu Yan thought for a while and said, "Shiyu Garden."

Since she lied, she has to go to circle. Anyway, she hasn't visited her teacher for a long time.

The whole journey was silent, and when she was about to reach the location, Shu Yan took off her hat, let her hair down, took out lipstick from her bag, and painted it on in the side-view mirror.

At the red light, Ning Zechuan stepped on the clutch, turned his head and looked at her indifferently: "You want to make up when you see your elders?"

"Um……"

Putting away her lipstick, Shu Yan's face turned red, and her teacher kept saying that she lived too casually, didn't dress up, and didn't look like a girl.It was scary for the old man to talk about it, so she would dress up every time she went to see her teacher, but this time it happened suddenly, so she had to simply tidy herself up in the car.

but……

"How do you know I'm going to see the elders?"

The red light turned green, and the car started slowly. Ning Zechuan looked straight ahead and answered irrelevant questions: "Next time you listen to a lecture, don't stand behind."

Shu Yan was taken aback for a moment, and then realized, did he see her conversation with Lu Tang, or did he hear it?

The temperature inside the car became a bit cooler. Shu Yan rubbed her arms and reached out to turn down the air conditioner, but the strange thing was that the temperature in the car still didn't rise until she got out of the car.

"Thank you for sending me off, goodbye."

Shu Yan walked into the community for a long time, but Ning Zechuan still did not leave. He rolled down the car window, lit a cigarette, and looked deeply.In her mind, the words she said to Lu Tang kept echoing.

"Yeah, it's my boyfriend, is there a problem?"

The hand holding the cigarette butt was slowly squeezed until the sparks burned his fingers, his hand shook instinctively, he came back to his senses, stared at the small flame of the cigarette butt for a while, then extinguished it casually, and drove away.

When Shu Yan left from the teacher's house, she carried two big boxes of side dishes. The teacher's wife thought she was thin, so she prepared almost all the edible things in the refrigerator for her. Those dishes can be eaten by normal people for three days at most, but Shu Yan was enough. I ate for two weeks.

The last bottle of milk has passed its expiry date for a long time, Shu Yan took out her passbook while drinking it nonchalantly, and the number on it was still far behind the expensive tuition fee of Imperial College.The doctor's income is not high at all. She usually saves so much by living frugally. Now that she has no income, her heart bleeds every time she withdraws a little money.

Patting her stomach, Shu Yan said to herself: "Be more energetic, don't keep calling yourself hungry."

That night, Shu Yan started to have a stomachache. When Luo Song found out that her pajamas were soaked in cold sweat, she was curled up under the quilt, her pale features wrinkled in pain.

"Shu Yan? What's wrong with you? Don't scare me?"

Luo Song shook her, her consciousness was fuzzy, she was so painful that she couldn't speak, she could only hold her stomach and keep curled up, and broke out in a cold sweat when she moved a little.

Luo Song was about to call 120, when Shu Yan's cell phone by the bed rang, and Luo Song picked it up.

"Hey?"

There was silence for a while, and a deep male voice sounded: "Where's Shu Yan?"

"She's sick, she's lying in bed in so much pain that she can't speak! I don't know what's wrong with her? Who are you? Are you Shu Yan's friend? You..."

"address."

"what?"

"address!"

Luo Song quickly reported the address, and 15 minutes later, there was a knock on the door.Luo Song went to open the door, and the man who barged in made her stare straight.She watched him walk straight into the room, hug Shu Yan by the waist, and then ran out like a gust of wind, Luo Song recovered from the shock: "Oh my god, that's Ning Zechuan, Ning Zechuan actually Appeared right in front of me?! They really know each other? Damn! Shu Yan is not joking with me?!"

002
"Acute gastroenteritis should be caused by eating spoiled food."

The doctor adjusted his glasses, and frowned at Shu Yan who was lying on the hospital bed: "Doctor Shu, how could you make such a mistake..."

Shu Yan looked bitter and bitter, and almost buried her head in the pillow. She was hung with a needle, the pain has eased, and her consciousness has become clearer. The stomach pain stopped, but the head began to hurt.

How could it be such a coincidence that she was sick and he happened to be looking for her?

"It still hurts?"

Ning Zechuan's voice sounded faintly, and he frowned. Today when he was washing the car, he found the lipstick she had left on his car last time, and asked Gongyu to call her. He wanted to return the lipstick, but happened to bump into her because of illness. A scene of unconsciousness.

Shu Yan shook her head: "It doesn't hurt anymore."

Ning Zechuan walked from the end of the bed to the side of the bed facing her and sat down, looking at her with an expression on his face: "Then, why didn't the doctor answer the questions you asked?"

Shu Yan was silent, she couldn't tell him, because she had no money, and she wanted to save money, so she ate spoiled food on a fluke mentality, it was too embarrassing.She could bargain with the vegetable vendor in the vegetable market for a dime, but she didn't want to behave so lowly in front of him.

"You can obviously live well," Ning Zechuan knew how harsh she was on him from the moment he stepped into her crowded rental room, he sighed, "Shu Yan, it's not your fault, the previous generation Human entanglements have nothing to do with us. Back then, it was my mother who initiated the divorce, and I also asked my mother to go to Japan. It was our own choice that my mother and I left the Ning family, not caused by anyone. No one needs to be held accountable for this.”

Shu Yan looked at him in surprise, Uncle Gong and mother had told her these words, she didn't believe it.But now, Ning Zechuan said it himself, which has proved its authenticity.All these years, what she has been brooding about and feeling guilty about has been dismissed lightly by him in just a few words.

There were mixed feelings in her heart. She felt that Ning Zechuan was really kind-hearted and too magnanimous, so that his logic had serious deviations. How could it not be her fault? If she had been braver back then, she would have When she found out about her mother and Mr. Jiang, she didn't choose to escape, and Ning Zechuan didn't have to leave her hometown to live a life of being dependent on others... But she couldn't refute anything, Ning Zechuan didn't know about it, so she could only bite her lip, Deal with him with silence.

Ning Zechuan saw her silence, thought of something, hesitated, and said softly: "Back then I..."

"Shu Yan!"

The door was pushed open suddenly, and Ou Zichen, who had just come off the operating table, blew in like the wind. He was too anxious to notice the other man beside the bed, so he rushed straight to the bed, grabbed Shu Yan's hand, and asked : "How can you get acute gastroenteritis?"

Shu Yan glanced to the side and coughed awkwardly.

Only then did Ou Zichen notice the existence of Ning Zechuan, he was stunned for a moment, not knowing what to say.

Ning Zechuan glanced lightly at the hands they held together, his eyes became indifferent, he stood up, took out the lipstick from his pocket, put it beside Shu Yan's pillow, turned and walked out without saying anything.

"What's going on with him?"

Ou Zichen came back to his senses and asked Shu Yan.

Shu Yan put the back of her hand on her forehead, closed her eyes and shook her head: "Zichen, can we talk about it tomorrow, I have a headache and want to sleep for a while."

Ou Zichen opened his mouth, but finally swallowed what he wanted to say: "Okay, okay, you rest first, I won't disturb you."

He tucked the quilt up for Shu Yan, closed the door and walked out.

The next day Shu Yan woke up, the hanging needle on the back of her hand had been pulled out in a deep sleep, she touched the back of her hand and smiled, she slept peacefully that night because she knew that Ou Zichen would watch over her.

Sure enough, when the door was opened, Ou Zichen was sitting on a chair in the corridor, drinking a bowl of porridge and reading the newspaper.Shu Yan walked over, and naturally picked up the enamel bowl he put on the seat next to him, sat down and took a big sip from the bowl.

Ou Zichen put down the newspaper and began to peel the boiled eggs.

Shu Yan glanced at Ou Zichen: "Give me some pickles."

"No." Ou Zichen poured all the pickles that came with the porridge into his own bowl, and handed the peeled egg in front of her, "You have to eat lightly, it's not that I won't let you eat, it's up to you. "

Shu Yan knew that what she did was self-inflicted, she was greedy for petty gains and suffered big losses, she couldn't refute, so she took a bite of the egg with the hand he handed over, and glared at him with puffed cheeks.

"What kind of hamster are you pretending to be?"

Amused by her appearance, Ou Zichen smiled softly, so satisfied and so gentle.

The hospital is already busy in the early morning, and passers-by will cast curious glances at a man standing motionless at the junction of the hall and the corridor. It was exquisite in imagination, but his face was like a dark cloud, and one could feel the gloom on his body even a few meters away.

In the corridor not far away, the man and woman were talking and laughing while eating breakfast. Ning Zechuan saw it, and the sour taste in his heart was overwhelmed.He felt that all the muscles in his body were tense, but at the same time he felt unprecedentedly tired. It was like a heavy iron was tied to his body, pulling him down. This kind of frustration was the first time he felt in more than 20 years.

He turned around silently, and threw the medicated porridge that he had boiled for half a night into the trash can.

Acute gastroenteritis comes quickly and heals quickly.

When Shu Yan returned to her post, she found that there were several bouquets of flowers in the corner of the office. There were various types of flowers, such as roses, lilies, baby's breath, and tulips. Shu Yan opened her mouth wide: "Who is lucky?"

The colleagues looked at each other and smiled: "Yes, one bunch every day, this Mr. Lu is really caring."

Mr. Lu?
Shu Yan's smile froze on her face, she had a bad feeling, could it be the Mr. Lu she knew?

"Is Dr. Shu back?"

The door was pushed open, and the little nurse walked in with a bouquet of daisies in her hands. When she saw Shu Yan, she smiled ambiguously: "Hey, Doctor Shu, you are here. It's great. I can finally hand over the flowers to you today."

Shu Yan held the flowers that the little nurse forced into her arms: "Hey, don't..."

The little nurse left without giving her a chance to push her.

Shu Yan glanced at the bouquet in her hand, and threw it into the trash can casually. Her colleague Xiao Zhao came over and whispered to her: "Shu Yan, although Doctor Ou doesn't understand these romantic tricks, I'm still on Doctor Ou's side." .”

Shu Yan pushed her angrily, and said with a smile, "What is it?"

"Xiao Zhao, I don't agree with what you said. Dr. Ou bought flowers for Shu Yan and still let you see it? Maybe he did a lot of romantic things in private, Shu Yan, am I right?"

Shu Yan smiled: "Does it count as giving me cauliflower?"

Laughing, the phone rang.

Shu Yan smiled and picked it up: "Hello?"

"So happy, it seems that I gave it right today, do you like little daisies?"

The voice on the other end of the phone made Shu Yan unable to laugh for a moment, and her voice immediately turned eight degrees colder.

"Where did you get the call from?"

Lu Tang smiled lightly: "From the official website of your hospital."

"Please don't call me again in the future, I don't want to change this three-year-old number because of you." Shu Yan wanted to hang up the phone as she said that.

Lu Tang leisurely spit out three words: "Ning Zechuan..."

Shu Yan paused, put the phone back to her ear, held her breath and listened.

"Hehe," Lu Tang sneered, "Even if you hate me so much, as long as you hear about Ning Zechuan, you are not willing to hang up the phone. Shuyan, I guessed right, you like my expression younger brother."

"What does who I like have anything to do with you?"

"It's him, and it has something to do with me," Lu Tang sighed for a long time, "I'm really jealous of him, all of you, are you sick, betting your treasure on a short-lived rat? Hahaha."

"You have the disease!"

Lu Tang's laughter was cold, Shu Yan quickly hung up the phone, but the ghostly laughter lingered.

The jealousy towards Ning Zechuan revealed in Lu Tang's words made Shu Yan uneasy. What is more terrifying than the disease is the human heart. Besides, Lu Tang has a precedent of hurting Ning Zechuan. He took out the talisman, wrapped it tightly in his palm, and said sincerely and silently: "Bless Ningzechuan, bless Ningzechuan."

003
After that day, Lu Tang didn't send any more flowers.

Shu Yan searched the Internet for news about Ning Zechuan, his personal homepage, and the official blog of Morimoto Pharmaceutical Co., Ltd. every day. Seeing Ning Zechuan attending various events in an orderly manner, he looked healthy and dazzling under the spotlight, and her heart was hanging. Also slowly put down.

Not long after the flu broke out in Jiangzhou, the hospital became busy, and Shu Yan also returned to being busy from the bench.That day Shu Yan just came out of the operating room when someone grabbed her arm.

It was a man wearing a hard hat, his tanned face was full of anxiety: "Doctor, my wife is weak and can't bear it while sitting on the water, I told you to arrange a bed for us, but you People don’t listen, it’s not that I can’t afford the money, I have money!”

Shu Yan apologized and said: "I'm sorry sir, it's not that we won't arrange for you, the beds are full now, as you have seen, the corridors are full of flat cars, if there are beds, we will definitely arrange for you."

"How can such a big hospital not even have a bed! Who are you bluffing!"

The man on this side was relentless, but the little nurse on the other side rushed over and said, "Doctor Shu! There is an emergency!"

"what's the situation?"

"It was a car accident, bleeding heavily..."

Shu Yan took off her mask, and while rushing to the emergency room with the little nurse, she listened to the little nurse's description of the emergency situation, but didn't notice that the man who was left behind widened his eyes when he saw her face under the mask: "It's her? "

After dealing with the emergency of the car accident, it was already night, Shu Yan's tense spirit finally relaxed, and her stomach growled loudly after a day of hunger.The hospital has been overcrowded these days, and the cafeteria is almost sold out for supper. Shu Yan sat in the corner of the cafeteria with a cup of diluted corn juice, playing with her mobile phone, drinking every sip. lunch box.

Shu Yan raised her head with a smile: "Ou..."

She choked back the last two words abruptly, as if swallowing a jujube, her throat hurt.

"Very disappointed?"

Ning Zechuan pulled out the chair, sat down opposite her, glanced at her expression, and felt a little sullen in his heart.

"Why are you here?" After a brief astonishment, Shu Yan began to panic because of his appearance in the hospital, "Is there something uncomfortable?"

"Meeting, Morimoto and Ning's will introduce new medical devices to your hospital."

"Is that so..."

Shu Yan breathed a sigh of relief, it wasn't because of physical reasons that she appeared here, that's fine.

She murmured in a low voice with some fear: "I really don't want to see you here."

These words fell into Ning Zechuan's ears, but they had another meaning. I didn't want to see him here because I was afraid that my boyfriend would misunderstand him if he saw him.He knows that his behavior is not a gentleman. Among the many hospitals in Jiangzhou, Minghua Hospital is not the best. He chose this place to fulfill his own selfishness. .

Seeing it, he couldn't help but want to get closer to her, closer, closer, even if there was another voice in his heart scolding, stop!She has a boyfriend!

Human greed is like a snake swallowing an elephant.

Lowering his eyelashes and hiding his emotions, he lifted the lid of the lunch box and pushed it in front of her: "Eat."

The steaming beef rice bowl, mixed with the aroma of rice and meat, made Shu Yan's stomach growl. She picked up the chopsticks and glanced at him lightly: "How do you know that I haven't eaten?"

Because I care about your every move and know that the car accident operation lasted from afternoon to night, so I asked the store to deliver one every 15 minutes, just so that the food will be hot when it is delivered to you.

"I don't have an appetite for the supper provided by the hospital. I just saw you."

"Doraemon."

"Ok?"

"I'm really hungry."

She poked at the rice bowl and laughed, her nose turned sore, she lowered her head to concentrate on eating, almost buried her face in the lunch box.

It's always been like this, it was like that eight years ago, it's like that eight years from now, always whatever I need, you'll be there.Nobita has Doraemon, and I have you.

Ning Zechuan, do you know that I am so lucky to meet you.

But this luck, I don't deserve it.

Under the dim light of the cafeteria, the two people who had their own thoughts did not notice that there were two pairs of eyes watching their every move in the dark corner.

One pair looked at them slightly, and the other pair was full of jealousy.

His wife, who had been hanging water for a whole day, just got better and had an appetite. Song Bowen went to the cafeteria to buy some food, but he couldn't find it, but he saw the doctor again.

At this moment, he saw it for real. Two years ago in Xiuling Village, she was the one who saved the profiteer who killed a thousand knives!
"Song Bowen."

The shadow that stepped out of the darkness looked at him with a smile.

"It's you?!" Song Bowen's eyes widened. Even if he turned into ashes, he would not forget this face. He gritted his teeth and said, "Manager Lu! Don't come here without any problems!"

Lu Tang stretched out a hand towards him: "Long time no see, how are you?"

"Okay?!" Song Bowen grabbed his collar and stared at him fiercely, almost gnashing his teeth, "Do you think I will be better off?"

Two years ago, he spent two years in prison for intentionally hurting someone, and he was only released a few days ago.In addition to being charged with intentionally hurting others, he was also charged with embezzling villagers' wages. His wife and children were driven out of Xiuling Village by angry villagers, and his relatives severed ties with them.In the past two years in prison, the family lost its mainstay. In order to support the family, his wife worked several jobs and became exhausted. His son also dropped out of school early.Because he had been in prison and had a criminal record, even if he was released from prison, no one dared to use him. He could only do the lowest work on the construction site and earn the least money.

His home is ruined!It's because of this surname Lu!He wished he could kill him!

"Brother Song, it seems that you misunderstood me quite a bit." Lu Tang stared at Song Bowen's red eyes, pushed aside his fingers one by one, and pulled out his collar, "Calm down, I I will take the initiative to find you, just because I want to tell you the truth back then."

Lu Tang straightened the wrinkled collar, then pointed in Shuyan's direction: "Do you still remember that doctor, the one who saved me back then, why did she appear there? Have you never doubted it? Now, you Take a look at the man sitting opposite her, that is the only son of our chairman, the sole heir of the Ning family, their relationship, you can tell without me going into it."

Song Bowen was silent, the way that man looked at Shu Yan was completely like a man with deep roots looking at his beloved partner.

Song Bowen's expression fell in Lu Tang's eyes, which was completely expected by him. He raised the corners of his mouth evilly and continued: "I am a migrant worker just like you. I am employed by the Ning Group. The superior wants us to We do what we do. For example, in the pneumoconiosis incident that was raging a while ago, the lawyer filed a lawsuit for the defendant, and the lawyer’s previous case was to help a victim of school violence seek justice. Can you say he is a Bad lawyer? What happened back then was completely decided by the directors. I was also the one who conveyed it. Who is the person who hates?"

Lu Tang's voice seemed to have the magic power of manipulating people's hearts. Song Bowen looked at Ning Zechuan and Shu Yan's eyes gradually reddened by hatred.

Lu Tang put his hand on Song Bowen's shoulder, with a satisfied smile on his face: "If you don't believe me, you can go to the Internet to find out what is the relationship between Ning Zechuan and Jiang Bozhou, the chairman of the Ning Group. By the way, check it out. Check the relationship between Jiang Bozhou's current lover and Dr. Shu."

After saying this, Lu Tang slowly backed away, and his figure disappeared into the cafeteria.

Song Bowen was still standing there, looking at the two people in the same painting not far away, so glaring, in stark contrast to his wife's haggard and sick appearance, the knuckles of the clenched fists creaked.

004
Shu Yan ate very slowly, she wanted the two of them to be alone for a longer time, even if they were relatively silent.

But all things come to an end, when the last grain of rice was put into her mouth, she put down her chopsticks, and smiled to Ning Zechuan, who had a pale complexion: "The rice bowl is delicious, thank you."

Ning Zechuan stood up: "Do you want to go home? I'll see you off."

"No, I, I still have some materials to sort out, and I can't get off work yet."

Ning Zechuan glanced at her lightly, and Shu Yan's heart skipped a beat, as if he could easily see through the lies she had fabricated.But he didn't say anything, nodded, and walked out first.

The road is very quiet, there are few pedestrians, the moon is bright and the stars are sparse, and there is a small step between the two of them.Walking in front of the outpatient building, Ning Zechuan stopped. Just as he was about to say something, he saw a person suddenly appearing from the shadows of the trees and rushing towards them. He instinctively pulled Shu Yan behind him.

Shu Yan was taken aback by Ning Zechuan's sudden movement, and after reacting, she also saw the man rushing towards him and the silver knife on his cuff.

"Beware!"

She didn't know where the strength came from, she broke away from Ning Zechuan's hand, and stood in front of him. The man had already rushed in front of her, and he faced her face to face with just one step. Before she could close her eyes, everything happened between lightning and flint. The man's target was Ning Zechuan, and he pushed her away fiercely. Her head hit the flower bed, causing her eyes to blur from the pain.

She endured the pain and turned around, and saw the man's hand pressed against Ning Zechuan's abdomen, and the blood quickly splattered on his white shirt.Ning Zechuan's hand was bleeding, and he held the blade with all his strength so as not to let the blade completely sink into his body.

Shu Yan had seen this scene on the surveillance video before, and his father was like this too, he went up and down with swords, he didn't even say a word, and left her and mother, she will never see him in this life.

Ning Zechuan...would it be the same?

"no no!!"

Shu Yan felt that her breathing was stagnant at that moment, she screamed and rushed over, and bit the man's arm holding the knife fiercely, the man screamed in pain, let go of the hand holding the knife, and beat Shu Yan desperately. and wanted her to let go, but Shu Yan was like a wild beast, no matter how painful it was, she would never let go.

The movement here attracted the attention of other people, and they rushed towards them in shock, screaming all around, Shu Yan could feel several hands pulling her, but she remained motionless, her eyes were nothing but red She couldn't see it either, and even the voice seemed to come into her ears after a distance of several mountains, which was indistinct.

She has only one thought, let's die together.

"Shu Yan..."

Ning Zechuan, who was carried onto the flat car by doctors and nurses, weakly called her name, his pale face was covered with beads of sweat from the pain, the assailant had been restrained, but Shuyan still bit her hard Holding onto his arm, they couldn't pull her away with all their strength.

Ning Zechuan clutched his stomach and wanted to get off the flat car, but someone beside him immediately stopped him: "Mr. Ning, you can't mess around..."

The voice stopped abruptly under Ning Zechuan's icy gaze, and for a while, no one dared to stop him.

Ning Zechuan slowly walked in front of Shu Yan and hugged her into his arms, only then did he realize that she was trembling.

Silly girl, what are you afraid of?

The pain in the abdomen seemed to be transferred to the heart, his lips kissed her trembling earlobe, and his voice was soft: "Don't be afraid, I won't die."

I don't know if it was the kiss or the whispered words like the agreement, Shu Yan was shocked, as if all her strength had been taken away, she fainted softly in Ning Zechuan's arms, and Ning Zechuan, also because of the severe pain, He lost consciousness and fell into a coma holding her.

"No! Don't! Ning Zechuan... Zechuan!"

Shu Yan screamed and jumped up, her eyes opened at the same time.

Before everything was clear in front of her, the person who was holding her hand for a nap had already woken up, leaned over and put her arms around her shoulders, both distressed and worried: "It's okay, Shu Yan, it's okay."

Shu Yan calmed down slowly, and her breathing became smooth under Ou Zichen's caress. She turned her head to look at him in a daze, and said in a daze, "Zichen...are we going home?"

Ou Zichen's heart was shocked, and he immediately realized that Shuyan woke up from the nightmare, and he was still a little vague. He didn't know what day and night, and regarded the moment of waking up as the year when she returned to China from Japan. when.

"Shu Yan..."

"Ning Zechuan!" Before he could point it out, Shu Yan's pupils shrank, her chaotic memory returned to its original position, and she also remembered the assassination of Ning Zechuan before she lost consciousness.

She lifted the quilt and wanted to jump down, but the hanging needle on the back of her hand was torn off due to the movement, and a string of blood beads came out.

Ou Zichen quickly pulled her back: "Don't worry, Ning Zechuan is still alive, his lungs were injured, and he has been transferred to the intensive care unit after emergency surgery. You know the visiting conditions of the ICU, and he is not within the visiting hours now. .”

Shu Yan's tense body slowly relaxed, she sat back on the bed again, was stunned for a while, then buried her head between her bent knees, and wrapped her arms around herself.

Ou Zichen knew that she wanted to be alone at this moment, so he put the quilt over her body, gently closed the door, and walked out.

Shu Yan gradually calmed down, and those churning things in her heart gradually settled down.

Just now, he was stabbed right in front of her eyes, with so much blood, she was really scared.

In the past few years as a doctor, she has seen more serious injuries and more blood flow, but none of them is as shocking as his blood. Her soul and soul are scattered.

At that moment, she suddenly knew that she couldn't treat him as a beautiful and distant dream. If the dream was shattered, it would be terrible. She could only hold him in her hand and curl up to protect him.

She wanted to hold him, crush him to the bone, live with him, or die.

Not long after Ou Zichen left, a nurse came to change Shuyan's dressing and re-inject the needle. The nurse knew her well, and while changing the gauze on her head, she said: "The wound doesn't look big, but there is a lot of blood... Alas, Dr. Shu, you don’t know yet. Dr. Ou was undergoing surgery when the incident happened. After hearing about it, he didn’t even have time to change the surgical gown, so he came to see you. A man who is about three feet tall. He is 1.8 meters tall. Tall, when I saw you, my eyes turned red, and tears fell down... At that time, the new intern was moved to tears, Dr. Ou, you are such a sweetheart."

Shu Yan felt very uncomfortable when she heard that, she could imagine that scene, she had seen Ou Zichen like that before.

In the vast expanse of fallen cherry blossoms, he knelt down in front of her, without a sound, only tears flowing wantonly on his face.She never knew that a person's tears could be so many, like a flood that burst a bank, without end.

The secret made them become the closest people. She once thought that she and Ou Zichen could only depend on each other like two scarred animals in this life, but after going through this incident, she knew that she would never be able to do it again.

Probably in this life, she is destined to owe Ou Zichen.

When Shu Yan went to visit Ning Zechuan, he was still in a deep sleep.

During half an hour of visiting time, she sat beside his bed, staring at his baby-like sleeping face without blinking.His pale, almost transparent facial features made her palpitate, if it weren't for the slightly undulating chest, she would have thought that what was lying here was a lifeless shell.

Shu Yan put her hands on his chest, closed her eyes, and in the quiet room, apart from the occasional ticking sound from the instrument, she could still feel the sound of his heart beating. Until this moment, Shu Yan felt the pain in her chest. A heart beats in response.

After coming out of the intensive care unit, Gong Yu wandered in the corridor. When she saw her, she said solemnly, "This matter is not that simple. I can be sure that it has something to do with Lu Tang."

Shu Yan agrees: "It must be him."

The day after she woke up, she took notes. Shuyan watched the criminal coldly through the glass. Under his narration, she slowly remembered the person who asked her "why did she save a bad guy" two years ago? villagers.

In Song Bowen's dictation, a key person was mentioned, Lu Tang. It was under Lu Tang's hint and instigation that he thought that it was not a coincidence that Shu Yan appeared on the scene to save Lu Tang. The whole thing was premeditated from beginning to end, and Ning Zechuan was the instigator back then.

The police then found Lu Tang, but Lu Tang produced sufficient alibi, including personal and material evidence.

Song Bowen was empty-mouthed, but was bitten back by Lu Tang: "This person has a deep plan. He has embezzled the villagers' wages before, and even provoked troubles to cause conflicts between the villagers of Xiuling Village and the company. This is also recorded in the police station. He just remembered what happened in the past, so he planned this atrocity, and made up unwarranted charges to frame me. How could I harm my cousin? My cousin who grew up, I love him very much too, I am not willing to let him lose a single hair."

Shu Yan was dubious about Song Bowen's words at first, but after Lu Tang said these words, she can be sure that Song Bowen did not lie, and Lu Tang's four or two words almost killed Ning Zechuan.

When she left the police station that day, Song Bowen said to her sympathetically: "You must regret it now, if you hadn't saved that bastard, Ning wouldn't be lying in the intensive care unit, don't know if he can survive Well, such a life for another life, is it worth it?"

She didn't answer then.

If it's about the same now, after knowing what happened two years ago, Gong Yu also asked her: "Do you regret it?"

Shu Yan shook her head: "Didn't you be sent to serve as a soldier by Grandpa Pei for two years? You will take an oath when you enlist in the army, and we will too. Our oath is that I volunteer to dedicate myself to medicine, love the motherland, be loyal to the people, and abide by medical ethics." , make every effort to eradicate human sufferings, help improve health, maintain the sanctity and honor of medical skills, and strive for the development of the medical and health cause of the motherland and the physical and mental health of mankind throughout his life."

"This is the oath that every medical student must swear when they step into the palace of medicine. The healing of the patient is my light. Walk towards the light and die without regret." She raised her chin and looked at him with firm eyes. "As Dr. Shu, I have no regrets. I am worthy of myself and Ning Zechuan."

Her voice echoed in the quiet corridor, the light shone on her, and Gong Yu saw a kind of solemnity in her in a trance.

During family visit time the next day, Gong Yu followed Shu Yan's example and told Ning Zechuan these words.

Ning Zechuan was lying on the bed, smiling gratifiedly, this is his girl, always frank, like her father, she will dedicate her life to medicine and will not be shaken by others.

(End of this chapter)