The rest of my life is no longer sad for you
Chapter 8 Lost Love and Time
Chapter 8 Lost Love and Time
{You have grown taller and thinner, and the familiar outline is a little strange. It seems that a long time has passed since the day we parted.But when you opened your mouth and called my name, I was suddenly in a daze again, as if I was teasing the cricket just a moment ago, waiting for you in Xi He's room, it was only 5 minutes. }
001
"Doctor Shu! Doctor Shu!"
Shu Yan, who was sleeping on the chair, opened her eyes suddenly, her heartbeat was so fast that it seemed to jump out of her chest, and after a few seconds of slowing down, she resisted the discomfort, and said to the little nurse who slammed into the door: "What's wrong?"
"Doctor Shu, go and have a look. The family members of the patient with amniotic fluid embolism came to make a fuss the day before yesterday... Doctor Ou, you were beaten." The little nurse was incoherent in anxiety.
Shu Yan's heart tightened, and she ran out in a hurry.
In the lobby of Jiangzhou People's Hospital, several people were making trouble with banners. One of the elderly mother-in-law grabbed Ou Zichen's leg and fell to the ground crying, beating her chest and stamping her feet.Shu Yan saw the faint blood stains on Ou Zichen's white coat from a distance, her brain buzzed, and she rushed to block Ou Zichen's face.
She looked at the few people in front of her coldly, her tears of grief and angry eyes made her feel extremely ridiculous.
"I have time to pull up the banner here, but I would like to ask you, the patient had miscarriages in the first two pregnancies. When the patient was found to have gestational hypertension two months pregnant, the hospital suggested terminating the pregnancy. Why do you, as family members, insist on her Have a baby?"
Shu Yan knew that she was not calm anymore, these words should never have come out of her mouth.
Sure enough, several people pointed their finger at her: "You spout blood! She is an adult, not stupid or stupid, can we give birth to her when we let her?"
"My wife died in the delivery room, it was your mistake, you can't bully people like this!"
"One dead body and two lives, you pay for my daughter-in-law! Pay for my grandson!"
In the hospital hall where people come and go, there are more and more crowds of onlookers. The man standing at the corner of the stairs was talking with the doctor. Hearing the movement, the two turned their heads and looked together, just in time to see Shu Yan looking towards Ou Zichen The scene of the previous stop.
"That's... Shuyan?" The doctor held his glasses in surprise, turned around and apologized to the man, "I'm sorry, Mr. Ning, I'll excuse you first."
The doctor hurried over there, and when he was halfway there, he saw a scene of several people waving their hands towards Shuyan. Amidst the screams and abuse, the man on the stairs frowned and subconsciously took a step. When he saw Ou Zichen embrace the attacked Shu Yan into his arms, he withdrew his feet, frowned, and quietly watched the entangled people being separated by the rushing doctors and nurses.
Shu Yan got out of Ou Zichen's arms, her hair became messy while being pulled, people were still making noise, and some even took out their mobile phones to take pictures.Shu Yan pursed her lips, without saying a word, the doctor who rushed past turned her head and scolded her, she turned and walked inside, the moment she passed the stairs, her eyes swept past him, and met a stranger Generally, without any stop.
He wasn't sure if she saw him, or if she didn't recognize him.
Following her and disappearing into the corner of the corridor, Ning Zechuan snorted self-deprecatingly, how could he expect her to remember him after eight years of separation.
"Shu..."
Ou Zichen followed Shu Yan all the way into the office. As soon as the door was closed, he was about to say something when he saw Shu Yan squatting down with her back to him, her shoulders trembling.
"Shu Yan, what's wrong with you?" Ou Zichen became nervous, "Did you get hurt just now? Let me see!"
He tried to break her arms that were tightly hugging him, but failed.
"Zichen, I'm not injured, can you leave me alone for a while."
Shu Yan's voice trembled, begging softly.
Ou Zichen paused, then suddenly thought of something, slowly took his hand away: "Okay."
When the door was closed again, and she was the only one left in the dark room, Shu Yan couldn't bear it anymore, and tremblingly read out the name: "Ning Zechuan..."
It seemed that only by saying his name, the emotions in her chest that were about to explode could be soothed.
She saw him. For eight years, he had never been so close to her. At the foot of the stairs, she only had to turn around and take a few steps to touch him.
But she didn't dare, and she didn't deserve it.
That summer, he saw her suffering, saved her from siege, and became her sun, but this time, like those strangers, he seemed to be watching a play, his brows were light, and the heavy snow in the Northland buried in his memory seemed to travel across time and space. Like, the pieces fell on her body, she was shivering with cold.
When Ou Zichen stood in the stairwell and lit his fifth cigarette, Shu Yan appeared.
"Where are you hurt?" She stopped in front of him.
"Me?" Ou Zichen was stunned, looked at the place Shu Yan was staring at, the white coat was stained with blood, and shook his head suddenly, "This is not my blood, just now a patient in a car accident was rushed to the operating room, I helped push the flat car , the blood was splashed at that time."
Shu Yan breathed a sigh of relief, turned her eyes to the cigarette he held between her fingers, and frowned: "What is it worth worrying about?"
Ou Zichen leaned against the wall and let out a long breath, his expression hidden behind the white smoke was a bit ethereal: "Shu Yan, I'm very worried about you."
Shu Yan leaned against the wall next to him, with her hands in the pockets of her white coat: "I know I lost my composure, but just at that moment, I thought of my dad... I'm afraid that it will happen again in the surveillance video. thing."
"I know." Ou Zichen lowered his head.
That's what made him unable to face her with peace of mind at this moment.
When the two returned to the corridor of the hospital, the little nurse was looking from one office to another, and saw Shu Yan appearing in the corridor, complaining and anxious: "Shu Yan, where did you go, Chief Zheng is looking for you all over the hospital?" Well, if you don’t go, I’m afraid there will be an earthquake in the hospital!”
Shu Yan and Ou Zichen looked at each other, their hearts sank.
In the office, the gray-haired Section Chief Zheng sat behind the desk with a gloomy expression.
In the low-pressure atmosphere, Section Chief Zheng said heavily: "As a doctor, what is the most taboo thing?"
Shu Yan answered honestly: "Impulsive."
"I thought you forgot," Section Chief Zheng turned the laptop around, "Look for yourself, you'd better give me a reasonable explanation."
What was playing on the computer was a video posted by someone else on the Internet. The title was "Minghua Hospital disregarded human life, and family members were expelled by doctors for defending their rights." The protagonists in the video were naturally her and the patient's family members. In an hour's time, the number of hits on the video has reached nearly [-] times.
Shu Yan lowered her eyes: "I'm sorry, I have nothing to defend myself, and I am willing to bear the impact of this matter."
The meaning of these words couldn't be more obvious. She apologized for her impulsiveness, but she didn't regret what she said.
The patient was transferred to their department due to complications before her death. She learned in the chat that the patient had given birth to three daughters, but because she did not have a son, she was asked by her mother-in-law and husband to continue giving birth.The first two births were found to be girls by B-ultrasound, and the mother-in-law took her to undergo an artificial abortion. This birth is a son. The tradition of Chinese women is that the husband is the heaven, so even though she knew that her body would be very dangerous to give birth to a child, but Her husband's family said that she could not kill her son, so she made up her mind to give birth to a child.
On the day of delivery, there was an accident. The operation was performed by Ou Zichen, which lasted for four full hours. Shu Yan was also waiting outside the operating room after work.
When the operation was halfway done, the nurse came out and asked whether to protect the older child or the younger child, and the in-laws rushed forward, without even thinking about it: "Save the child!"
The patient's mother, a thin old man, was squeezed behind the crowd and said tearfully, "I beg you, save my daughter."
Her voice was very small, overshadowed by those clamoring to protect the child.For their joy, the woman who knew it was a dangerous situation but stepped in without hesitation was abandoned by them just like that.
As a doctor, with an equally precious life, Shu Yan can't judge who is right and who is wrong, but the longing that the patient told her "as long as I give birth to this child, my husband will not divorce me" has been lingering in her heart. In front of her eyes, she was particularly uncomfortable and brooding.
"You!" Section Chief Zheng stared at Shu Yan for a long time, and finally sighed, "I know that your father has precedent, and you are very sensitive to such things, but you have disturbed this matter so much. It's not that easy to end. The above means that your current state is not suitable for standing in front of the operating table, go back and rest for a while, and come back to work when you are notified."
Coming out of the section chief's office, Ou Zichen who was waiting outside should have heard the section chief's words clearly, and was about to push the door in with a stern face. Shu Yan took his hand: "As soon as you come out, I won't be temporarily It's that easy to rest."
The meaning of her words was obvious, Ou Zichen stopped and let go of the doorknob.The past few years of his career as a doctor have improved his previous stubbornness a lot.
"Shu Yan, my dad..."
Shu Yan could see his embarrassment, Dean Ou didn't like her, and kept pressing her everywhere. If it wasn't for Ou Zichen to protect her, she wouldn't be able to make it through the end of her internship, let alone dream of being hired as a junior doctor. At this point In fact, Shu Yan is still very grateful to him.Shu Yan took a deep breath, made a stretching motion, and said with a nonchalant smile: "It just so happens that I've had a few surgeries recently, and I'm so tired, I'll take this opportunity to take a break."
"Then I'll take you back." Ou Zichen reached out to pat her on the head, but she easily dodged it.
Shu Yan covered her head and stared at him: "I hate it when people touch my head."
But there was a feeling of guilty conscience in her heart. Before the little nurse woke her up in the afternoon, she fell asleep in the office. She dreamed of the past. The temperature and touch were so beautiful that she sighed.
On the day when she reunited with Ning Zechuan after a long absence, Shu Yan suddenly realized that what she hated all these years was not being patted on the head, but that the person was wrong, so she didn't like it.
002
Ou Zichen drove her halfway, and received a call for emergency surgery.She got off the car on the side of the road, and seeing that the night was still not dark, she walked back.After graduating, she rented an old-fashioned residential building in the center of the city, with one bedroom and two living rooms. She shared the rent with three other girls. Actually, there were not many stalls. The most important thing is that the transportation around the house is convenient. It is most suitable for doctors who are called back to the hospital by the situation.
When she was about to reach the entrance of the community, she saw a black car parked under the streetlight from a distance, Gong Peilin stood there straight, and she didn't know how long she had been waiting.
She kept her eyes fixed on him as before, pretending not to see him, and walked past him without stopping.
"Miss..."
This title caused a flame of humiliation to burst out in her heart, and she quickened her pace.
"Shu Yan."
The footsteps chasing after her were a bit unsteady. After walking a few steps, Shu Yan finally couldn't bear it, stopped, frowned and turned around: "Uncle Gong, you just had joint surgery, didn't the doctor specifically tell you to rest more?" Move less."
"I haven't been here for long," Gong Peilin smiled gently. He already knew that Shu Yan went to the orthopedics department to understand his condition, and asked the doctor to take care of him. "If you didn't pretend you didn't see me, I would I won’t take a few more steps.”
Shu Yan walked over, helped him to the side of the car, and said seriously: "Uncle Gong, it doesn't matter how many times you come here, I won't go back."
In the year of the college entrance examination, she was successfully admitted to the medical university and received a full scholarship. She officially started to live independently. During her several years of university life, she worked as a nursing worker to earn tuition fees except for studying. She returned all the money her mother remitted to her. go back.She moved here right after college.Mr. Jiang and her mother have come to her many times, and she either hides or disappears, and even resists violently when forced. They know that she has a deep-seated heart, and they don't force it later, but they often let Gong Uncle used various excuses to invite her home, but she refused every time, and she didn't know what reason he would use this time.
Just as she was thinking, Uncle Gong grabbed her hand and said excitedly, "This time is different, Shu Yan, Xiao Chuan is back."
Shu Yan stared blankly at Uncle Gong, the joy on his face was not fake, besides, she had already met Ning Zechuan in the hospital today, and he came back.
home?
At night, Shu Yan lay on the bed tossing and turning, staring at the text message sent to her by Uncle Gong on the phone.
"Tomorrow at three o'clock in the afternoon, I will pick you up."
Shu Yan repeatedly edited the three words "no need" in the dialog box, and finally turned off the phone screen without pressing the send button.
In the darkness, the calendar hanging on the wall has a new chapter, Shu Yan sighs, it has been eight years, Ning Zechuan, so I have missed you for 970 days.
The next afternoon, Shu Yan showed up at the gate of the community on time. Gong Peilin smiled at her, opened the back door, and began to talk nonsense with open eyes: "The fruit shop at the door is on sale. I bought a fruit basket. I bought a fruit basket. During the recovery period of the operation, I can’t lift heavy things, so you can bring them in later.”
Shu Yan glanced at him angrily: "Understood, Uncle Gong."
An hour later, bypassing the noisy urban area, the car slowly drove closer to the place in memory.Gong Peilin, who was silent all the way, suddenly said: "Shu Yan, it's been so many years, no matter how big the grievances are, your mother...she is 53 years old, I am afraid that you will be like Gong Yu, son Desire to raise but not to be loved...your mother also suffers, you have to try to understand."
"I can't understand," Shu Yan interrupted him, "Even if they were separated by Mrs. Ning after their first love, it doesn't mean that my mother acted as the third party who destroyed Mr. Jiang and Mrs. Ning's family in their marriage. What I hate the most is doing things that hurt others in the name of love."
In the rearview mirror, the girl's young and beautiful face was full of stubbornness, just like when she stubbornly wanted to find Ning Zechuan.
Gong Peilin sighed and said no more.
Shu Yan turned her head and looked at the familiar and unfamiliar things outside the car window. She had mixed feelings. It has been six years, and the vermilion Ningzhai house number that hung on the gate back then has disappeared. The woman standing anxiously at the gate of the villa felt There was also Baisi in the room, and seeing Shuyan stepping out of the car, she greeted her with great joy.
"Yanyan, you're here."
Shu Yan's eyes only stayed on her for a moment, then she moved away and bowed politely: "Mr. Jiang, how is it?"
Sometimes, excessive politeness equals alienation.
Shi Manli's joy at seeing her daughter for the first time gradually turned into disappointment: "Mr. Jiang is very good... Yan Yan, you have been away all these years by yourself, how are you doing?"
Shu Yan looked at her, and wondered, "Aren't you the clearest about whether I'm doing well?"
Whether in college or after work, my mother will intervene in her life in various ways, asking others to take care of her with money.She was isolated at school and despised by Dean Ou at the hospital, which more or less accounted for the reason.
"Okay, what are you doing standing outside, come in quickly." Mr. Jiang came out in time to make a rescue, Shu Yan didn't say anything, and walked past Shi Manli into the room.
After entering the room, she found that the person she wanted to see was not there. She was a little annoyed, and approached Gong Peilin and asked in a low voice, "Didn't you say that Ning Zechuan is back?"
Gong Peilin smiled at her: "I didn't lie to you, Xiao Chuan will come, but it will take a while, I specially asked you to arrive an hour earlier, take this opportunity, you and your mother have a good talk."
Shu Yan turned her head and glanced at her mother who wanted to come but didn't dare to come and talk to her: "I'll go for a walk in the yard."
After leaving these words, Shu Yan hurried away with her bag.
It was not easy in the yard either. The servants who walked around would respectfully call "Miss" when they saw her, and each sound hurt her like a sharp knife.In the end, Shu Yan hid on the rooftop where Ning Zechuan and Gongyu set off fireworks together. She sat behind the water storage tank and watched the sky change from blue to orange and then from orange to gray. stand up.
After walking a few steps, I saw two fiery shadows intertwined by the wall near the door.
The two men also noticed the movement, and looked at her together. The man let go of his hand, and the girl in his arms ran out of the rooftop first, covering her face.
Shu Yan withdrew her gaze in embarrassment, and was about to pretend she didn't see it and leave here, but a hand blocked her way.
"It's you?" The man raised his eyebrows, looking interested, suddenly half-closed his eyes, raised a finger and nodded at her, "Ha, so you are Shu Yan?"
Shu Yan didn't know why, so she didn't like being so close to strangers, so she stepped aside: "Who are you?"
The man smiled: "You saved me, two years ago, in Xiuling Village."
Shu Yan was taken aback for a moment, and as her brain quickly recalled, she slowly opened her eyes wide, remembering who he was.
Two years ago, when she graduated from medical university, Gong Yu drove to pick her up, saying that she would celebrate her. When she was approaching the hotel, Gong Yu received a call, and then turned around with a bad face, and took her to Xiuling Village .
After arriving, Gongyu directly drove the car closer to the confrontation between the two confronting people, and as soon as she opened the door, she went to a girl who looked like a reporter, and she pulled the girl away.
While Shu Yan was sitting in the car waiting for Gong Yu to come back, listening to what the two parties said, she had a general understanding of the current situation.
Xiuling Village has been famous for its antique culture in recent years, and the government intends to develop it into a tourist village.A company bid a piece of land to build a resort, and recruited migrant workers there. It was the slack season, and the villagers showed face and signed up one after another.But seeing that the project was coming to an end, the more than [-] villagers had not received their wages. After asking for it several times, the company said that the money had already been given to the person who organized the villagers to work.
Not long after, a person got out of a car, which should be the representative of the company. He walked to the front, raised his glasses, scanned around and said, "Song Bowen is the one who organized you to sign up. Of course, I will pay for it." It’s also for him, but he didn’t give you any points, so why does our company have to pay twice?”
A villager asked the man carrying a shovel standing in the crowd: "Song Bowen, did they give you money?"
"They did, but the amount of money is wrong." Song Bowen blushed, pointing at the company representative, "The other day you called me over to get my wages, and you deliberately poured me wine. "
The company representative sneered: "You signed and took the money after you confirmed it. How do I know if you are pocketing it?"
"You! You are talking nonsense!"
"Brother Song is not such a person!"
A disagreement triggered a violent conflict, and the two parties fought in a chaotic manner. In full swing, Song Bowen hit the company representative on the back with a hammer, and the company representative fell straight to the ground.
Someone screamed: "Something went wrong!"
Out of professional instinct, Shu Yan hurriedly got out of the car and saw the young man lying on his back, rolling his eyes with his neck tilted, his whole body twitching and foaming at the mouth.
is a symptom of epilepsy.
She rushed into the crowd and shouted: "Get out of the way! Call 120!"
She quickly unbuttoned the man's tie and buttons, put one hand behind his head, and pushed his head aside with the other. When no filth came out of her mouth, she folded the untied tie and stuffed it into his mouth. Prevent him from biting his own tongue, and the whole first aid process is done in one go.
The ambulance arrived three or ten minutes later, and the man was quite awake, eyes half closed, the doctor carried him into the car, and thanked Shu Yan: "Little girl, thanks to you, otherwise, there would be trouble here today." People die."
Shu Yan also broke out in shock. She has studied medicine for five years, and this is the first time she really uses the professional knowledge she has learned to save people. Her hands are shaking.
Shu Yan smiled back excitedly, turned around, only to find that Song Bowen was escorted into the police car that came with the ambulance, and he stared at her with a particularly hateful look: "He is a bad guy, why did you save him?"
Shu Yan was still immersed in the joy of saving a life, and replied solemnly: "I am a doctor."
A doctor saves lives and heals the wounded. When facing sick people, he is just a patient, and there is no distinction between good and bad.Not to mention that she was just a passer-by and didn't know him, so she couldn't judge whether he was good or bad.
At that time, Shu Yan never imagined that one day, the medical belief she insisted on would completely collapse because of the person she saved.
That day she waited for a long time and Gongyu didn't come back, and finally she took the bus back by herself.At that time, this happy event that no one shared, she had long since forgotten about it.
003
Thinking of this, Shu Yanshu let out a smile: "I remembered, how are you after that?"
The man nodded: "Thanks to you, I recovered very well. I always wanted to find you and thank you very much, but you didn't leave your name and contact information that day, so I couldn't find it at all. But I didn't expect that you were Shu Yan, haha, this world is really small, let me introduce, I am Lu Tang, and Mr. Jiang is my uncle."
He stretched out his hand towards her, but Shu Yan's smile froze on his face and slowly faded away.
Lu Tang.
She knows the name.
The only time Gongyu mentioned this name to her was with a look of disgust: "He pushed the young master into the river, fortunately the adults came quickly, when he saw someone coming, he jumped down and pulled the young master up, and made a move He looked like he almost drowned in order to save the young master. After landing, the young master was speechless and told everyone that the young master wanted to pick lotus roots, so he fell into the water. He was only 13 years old that year, and his heart was so vicious. You He said, is this person a born bad guy? Before, he was not allowed to come to Ning's house when Master Ning was around, and once Master Ning died, he didn't care about anyone. Fortunately, he was sent abroad to study, but now, he always When I return to China, I can't wait to live in Ning's family, I just regard myself as the young master of Ning's family, tell me, is he disgusting?"
Bad, too bad!too disgusting!
At that time, she thought that if she met this man one day, she would punish him severely to avenge the young master.
She lived outside these years and never went back to Ning's house, so naturally she never met him face to face.
Unexpectedly, it turned out that she had met him a long time ago, and the relationship was quite deep.
Shu Yan's expression turned cold: "I'm a doctor, and it's my duty to help the sick and sick. No thanks."
Lu Tang raised his hand in the air, seeing Shu Yan's suddenly cold face, he couldn't help being curious, and even more amused, a frivolous smile slowly appeared on his gentle face: "But I want to repay you , what should I do? Are you free tomorrow? I'll treat you to dinner."
Shu Yan laughed: "I save so many people every year, if everyone wants to repay me, will I still have my own life?"
"I'm sorry to interrupt your good business, I'll go first, you can continue." Shu Yan couldn't help but sarcastically, trying to bypass Lu Tang who was blocking the door, but he grabbed his hand .
"Shu Yan, don't you think we are destined?" Lu Tang pulled suddenly, and Shu Yan, who was defenseless, almost fell into his arms. Fortunately, Shu Yan reacted quickly, and put her hand between the two. lead to further intimacy.
Shu Yan struggled angrily, but did not move away: "Mr. Lu, please respect yourself, this is not your home, don't bring your hormonal-exuberant hooliganism here."
"Oh?" Lu Tang's eyes widened as if suddenly enlightened, and he smiled softly, "Are you a taster? Wasn't that just... ah!"
Shu Yan suddenly raised her knee and bumped into his abdomen, his body went limp, clutching his stomach and staggered back a few steps, half leaning against the wall, his whole body was so weak that he couldn't stand up: "What did you do?"
Shu Yan smiled, took out a wet towel from her bag, and wiped the wrist he held just now: "Qihai point, hitting it quickly will make people lose their strength, Mr. Lu, this is rude to you punish."
Lu Tang watched her actions with a gloomy expression, and suddenly laughed loudly: "Interesting, Shu Yan, you are really interesting."
Just as Shu Yan was about to say something, she saw a figure appearing outside the door shrouded in darkness. As soon as the man lifted his foot, he stepped into the bright rooftop from the dark corridor. Shu Yan looked over slowly. Years ago, there was no change, except that he was taller and thinner, with soft features and a moon-white appearance, just like the son of a family of Zhilan Yushu in an ancient book, with a hazy moonlight on his body.
This man with his own follow spotlight.
"Shu Yan."
He made a sound, which was familiar and clear. Shu Yan seemed to be surprised that this was not a dream until then. With a shake of her hand, the wet wipe fell to the ground, and was stepped on by Ning Zechuan who stepped over to block her. .
Standing in front of her, Ning Zechuan glanced coldly at Lu Tang: "Shu Yan, go eat."
After saying that, he turned around and walked out the door, Shu Yan followed in a daze.
Lu Tang, who squinted his eyes and watched the two disappear at the corner of the stairs, his eyes gradually became dark.
"What are you afraid of?" Ning Zechuan, who was walking in front, suddenly asked.
Shu Yan who was still in shock was slightly startled: "Huh?"
Ning Zechuan glanced back at her: "Exhale."
It was only then that Shu Yan realized that she had been holding her breath since just now. She stared at the steps under her feet to adjust her breathing, but her face burned uncontrollably.
"Shu Yan."
She was startled.
Ning Zechuan could see that her nerves were tense, and frowned: "Are you afraid of me?"
Shu Yan shook her head quickly, and timidly said: "No."
"To Lu Tang just now, you were very confident."
Shu Yan didn't speak, and lowered her head even lower.
Ning Zechuan stared at the top of her supple head. Since just now, she has kept her head down, not daring to look him straight.What happened in these eight years?In his memory, she didn't look so low-browed and pleasing to the eye.
The two had already reached the gate. The moment the door was opened, Ning Zechuan suddenly turned around. Shu Yan, who had been staring at the floor, didn't pay attention and ran into his arms.
When she was in a daze, one hand was already supporting her chin, and with a little force, her eyes met those amber pupils, and the brown mole at the corner of her eye was just like in her dream, so beautiful that she couldn't help it. Stop sighing.
He stared at her for a moment, watching her every move: "What are you sighing?"
"No……"
She looked away and glanced to the side. She couldn't say that she was amazed by his beauty.
But in Ning Zechuan's mind, this act of trying to conceal the truth has another meaning.Over the years, he has always known that because of the two families, she became a person without a home. She was independent early on, living alone, studying alone, and working alone.
She didn't have to bear the mistakes of the previous generation, but she stubbornly made herself so tired.
Thinking of this, he softened his tone: "You don't have to be afraid of me."
"I'm not afraid of you, I'm just..."
no face to see you...
The more Shu Yan spoke, the lower her voice became, and finally she bit her lip and did not continue.
Something strange came to Ning Zechuan's heart, which made him want to do some inappropriate actions in this inappropriate place, but he still held back.
"Stay away from Lu Tang."
He withdrew his hand, dropped the words, and walked straight forward.
Shu Yan's eyes followed his hand hanging by his side, the slender fingers were not decorated.
Looking up, under the faint twilight, Ning Zechuan, who was dressed in a well-fitting suit, walked confidently and steadily, with a clear and mature back.Shu Yan's eyes were a little sore, she thought, her young master has grown into such an excellent man, but he is no longer her young master.
She knew before that her young master was so good, as long as he opened his heart and came out of that world where only he was alone, many people would be willing to approach him, listen to him, and care about him.
She was very happy to see this day, but it also meant that her special meaning in his heart would become insignificant.
Anyway, it doesn't matter anymore, the best time is over.
Things are different and people are different.
004
At the dinner table in the evening, the atmosphere was not as embarrassing as Shu Yan imagined.
Ning Zechuan and Mr. Jiang exchanged cups and chatted about business matters.The Japanese who Mrs. Ning remarried is the largest pharmaceutical company in Japan, and is engaged in the business of medicine and medical equipment.This time, Ning Zechuan set up the Chinese headquarters in Jiangzhou on behalf of Japan, and the Ning Group is their partner.
Jiang Bozhou was in high spirits, the wine in his glass was never broken, even Ning Zechuan drank a lot.
Seeing this, Shu Yan secretly kicked over the two bottles of Moutai that Jiang Bozhou had placed next to the chair, and the wine flowed into the carpet silently. When Jiang Bozhou found out, the bottles were already empty.
"Hey, why are they all down?"
"Maybe someone accidentally knocked it down." Lu Tang, who was sitting diagonally across from Shu Yan, looked at her vaguely.
Shu Yan lowered her head, calmly picking up and eating vegetables.
Shi Manli smoothed things over: "I've already drank a bottle, that's enough. Xiaochuan's physique is poor, so don't spoil him."
Jiang Bozhou nodded, and said to Ning Zechuan, "Why don't you stay at home tonight?"
Ning Zechuan shook his head faintly: "You are drunk, my home is in Tokyo."
Jiang Bozhou opened his mouth, wanted to say something, but swallowed it again.
There was no more alcohol between the men, and the dinner was over soon.
Shu Yan left first, Jiang Bozhou and Shi Manli saw her off, when she walked to the door, Jiang Bozhou said: "Yanyan, you are free, go home and see more."
Shu Yan raised the corner of her mouth sarcastically: "Home? Mr. Jiang, I have no home for a long time."
"Goodbye."
She turned around and left. Behind her was her mother's painful voice: "Yanyan, what can you do to forgive mom?"
She didn't answer, and she didn't look back. She didn't stop and walked out of the gate. This was her answer.
She couldn't forgive her mother, Gu Taozhi was right, they were like doves occupying magpies' nests.And as long as she stands on this land that has brought her many good memories, every minute and every second, she is reminded of this fact, which makes her conscience uneasy.
Walking out of the Ning family's mansion, Ou Zichen's car had already parked by the side of the road, he was leaning on the car to smoke, Shu Yan walked over and stretched out a hand to him: "Did you bring liver protection tablets?"
Ou Zichen glanced at her suspiciously, opened the car door, found a box of liver protection tablets from the passenger's storage box, and handed it to her: "It's really strange, who actually persuaded you to eat here? Your mother is very happy, tonight Drank a lot?"
"Thank you, just wait for me here for a while."
Shu Yan was noncommittal, and looked around the door with the liver protection tablet, and when she saw a car coming this way, she waved her hand from a distance.
The black car slowly stopped beside her, with the windows rolled down, Ning Zechuan's face slowly appeared in front of his eyes, and he asked, "Shall I see you off?"
Shu Yan pointed to the side of the road: "No need, someone is coming to pick me up."
Ning Zechuan looked over and saw the familiar man leaning on the car, and suddenly remembered that it was the male doctor he saw in the hospital that Shu Yan desperately defended. "Ou Zichen" is written in three large characters in the name column.
He has always had a good memory, so he naturally remembered that many years ago, he had a relationship with Ou Zichen, the neighbor's elder brother who was courteous to Shu Yan.He's a man, so he knows what it means for a man to do this to a girl.
When such a vulgar romantic drama plot with his childhood sweetheart growing up with him appeared in his mind, his heart was full of jealousy and stinging pain, but at this moment, seeing Ou Zichen standing quietly waiting under the street lamp, he and Shu Yan did not speak to each other. And Yu's intimacy made him feel that his heart was stabbed even more. Did he still lose in the past eight years?
"I went to your hospital the day before yesterday to do business." Ning Zechuan mentioned without reason, and his gaze slowly moved upwards to meet Shuyan's.
Shu Yan's eyes flickered slightly: "Ah? Our hospital? Did you see me?"
Ning Zechuan said softly: "I've changed too much, don't you recognize me?"
"A little bit," Shu Yan laughed, not wanting to continue the topic, she passed the medicine in her hand through the car window, "Take this after drinking, it's good for your health."
Ning Zechuan took it, held it in the palm of his hand and looked at it: "Thank you, goodbye."
It wasn't until she saw Ning Zechuan's car disappear at the intersection that Shu Yan let out a long breath and walked towards Ou Zichen.
Sitting in the car, Ou Zichen started the car and asked, "Who was in that car just now?"
"Ning Zechuan, he's back."
Shu Yan didn't hide from him, and answered honestly.
Ou Zichen was stunned by the movements of his hands, and turned to look at her. He finally understood the reason why her stubborn heart was loosened today: "Shu Yan, do you still care?"
Shu Yan smiled and shook her head: "Some time ago, it was reported in the news that he went to and from the hospital frequently. You know, his health is too poor."
"So you went to confirm it yourself? Then, what's the result?"
"He went in and out of the hospital to discuss business. He's fine." After a pause, she lowered her voice, "That's fine."
"Shu Yan, it's all over." After a while, Ou Zichen said softly, his voice was hoarse, revealing unspeakable discomfort.
When the car started, Shu Yan looked out the car window at the long line of lights and shadows winding in the dark night and thought, it has all passed, just like the 16-year-old her in the picture album, she has always stopped on the scale of time.
The past cannot be traced or remembered.
After two days of sleeping at home without hearing anything outside the window, Shu Yan received a call from the hospital. Section Chief Zheng said that her punishment had been fixed and asked her to go to the hospital.
Shu Yan rushed to the hospital as if facing an enemy, and stood in front of Section Chief Zheng with a disheveled face, waiting for him to convey the hospital's sentence.
Section Chief Zheng said: "Your salary for the next six months will be withheld by the hospital as compensation for the patient's family."
Shu Yan touched her chest and let out a sigh of relief.
Chief Zheng laughed and said, "What? Isn't this punishment expected?"
Shu Yan said honestly: "I thought I would be fired."
Chief Zheng gave her a white look: "You are only one step away from Chu, so it's because I'm taking care of you."
Shu Yan smiled obsequiously: "If I am fired, as a teacher, you will not be full of face?"
"Hmph, you still know how to care about my face? Come on, I will find a way to make up for you through other places for the salary of this half year. Don't worry, prepare for the exam." Chief Zheng said disgustedly, and changed the subject. , "Your teacher's wife is talking about you, you can go and see her and eat with her when you have time."
"it is good."
Shu Yan's heart warmed up, she knew it was because the teacher cared about her, fearing that her wages would be deducted and she would have no money to eat.
After walking out of the section chief's office and passing the emergency room, Shu Yan saw a sneaky figure hovering at the door, so she walked over and slapped him on the shoulder: "Gong Yu!"
Gongyu jumped up, turned around and scolded: "Oh my god, you scared me to death and you give me artificial respiration?"
Shu Yan looked into the emergency room curiously: "Hey, isn't that reporter Xiaobai? She was injured? Hey, Xiaobai..."
Before she finished speaking, Gong Yu covered her mouth and dragged her to the safe passage, before she let go: "What are you doing? You want everyone to know?"
Shu Yan looked at him contemptuously: "I just look down on your sneaky way of caring about yourself."
"I don't care, I'm just passing by." Seeing Shu Yan's apparent disbelief, Gong Yu changed the subject awkwardly, "Don't talk about that, I heard from Lao Pei that Xiao Chuan has returned to China."
Shu Yan rubbed her nose: "I know, I had dinner with Mr. Jiang a few days ago."
Gong Yu's eyes widened: "You guys have been hiding behind my back?"
"Fuck you," Shu Yan gave him an elbow, not wanting to discuss with him further on this issue, "I still have something to do, so let's go first, you can slowly pretend to be a passerby, bye."
As she spoke, she walked downstairs, and just halfway up a flight of stairs, she heard Gong Yu call her: "Shu Yan."
She turned around: "What's the matter?"
Gong Yu raised her brows and said, "When you went to Japan, did you really not find Xiao Chuan?"
Shu Yan paused for two seconds, raised her head and nodded to him: "Well, I don't understand Japanese, so I didn't find him."
"Oh……"
"Time is running out, I really have to go!"
Without waiting for Gongyu's answer, Shu Yan turned around, quickened her pace and ran down the stairs step by step, into the drizzled street.It is the season of late spring, and the coolness is penetrating.Shu Yan didn't hold an umbrella, walking on the crowded street, passers-by were in a hurry, the fine rain particles made her eyes blurred, in a trance, as if overlapping with a certain space in the memory through the rain and fog.
It was the winter of 2003, and there was rain and snow on the streets of Tokyo.
A vast villa in the suburbs is like a mirage in the rain and snow. Under the wall 200 meters away from the villa, Shu Yan has a sad smile on her pale face. She looks at the picture-like Mount Fuji in the distance. Finally understand what is so close.
She thought sadly, Ning Zechuan, so I am already so far away from you.
The love is separated by mountains and seas, and the mountains and seas cannot be flattened. She finally lost him.
(End of this chapter)
{You have grown taller and thinner, and the familiar outline is a little strange. It seems that a long time has passed since the day we parted.But when you opened your mouth and called my name, I was suddenly in a daze again, as if I was teasing the cricket just a moment ago, waiting for you in Xi He's room, it was only 5 minutes. }
001
"Doctor Shu! Doctor Shu!"
Shu Yan, who was sleeping on the chair, opened her eyes suddenly, her heartbeat was so fast that it seemed to jump out of her chest, and after a few seconds of slowing down, she resisted the discomfort, and said to the little nurse who slammed into the door: "What's wrong?"
"Doctor Shu, go and have a look. The family members of the patient with amniotic fluid embolism came to make a fuss the day before yesterday... Doctor Ou, you were beaten." The little nurse was incoherent in anxiety.
Shu Yan's heart tightened, and she ran out in a hurry.
In the lobby of Jiangzhou People's Hospital, several people were making trouble with banners. One of the elderly mother-in-law grabbed Ou Zichen's leg and fell to the ground crying, beating her chest and stamping her feet.Shu Yan saw the faint blood stains on Ou Zichen's white coat from a distance, her brain buzzed, and she rushed to block Ou Zichen's face.
She looked at the few people in front of her coldly, her tears of grief and angry eyes made her feel extremely ridiculous.
"I have time to pull up the banner here, but I would like to ask you, the patient had miscarriages in the first two pregnancies. When the patient was found to have gestational hypertension two months pregnant, the hospital suggested terminating the pregnancy. Why do you, as family members, insist on her Have a baby?"
Shu Yan knew that she was not calm anymore, these words should never have come out of her mouth.
Sure enough, several people pointed their finger at her: "You spout blood! She is an adult, not stupid or stupid, can we give birth to her when we let her?"
"My wife died in the delivery room, it was your mistake, you can't bully people like this!"
"One dead body and two lives, you pay for my daughter-in-law! Pay for my grandson!"
In the hospital hall where people come and go, there are more and more crowds of onlookers. The man standing at the corner of the stairs was talking with the doctor. Hearing the movement, the two turned their heads and looked together, just in time to see Shu Yan looking towards Ou Zichen The scene of the previous stop.
"That's... Shuyan?" The doctor held his glasses in surprise, turned around and apologized to the man, "I'm sorry, Mr. Ning, I'll excuse you first."
The doctor hurried over there, and when he was halfway there, he saw a scene of several people waving their hands towards Shuyan. Amidst the screams and abuse, the man on the stairs frowned and subconsciously took a step. When he saw Ou Zichen embrace the attacked Shu Yan into his arms, he withdrew his feet, frowned, and quietly watched the entangled people being separated by the rushing doctors and nurses.
Shu Yan got out of Ou Zichen's arms, her hair became messy while being pulled, people were still making noise, and some even took out their mobile phones to take pictures.Shu Yan pursed her lips, without saying a word, the doctor who rushed past turned her head and scolded her, she turned and walked inside, the moment she passed the stairs, her eyes swept past him, and met a stranger Generally, without any stop.
He wasn't sure if she saw him, or if she didn't recognize him.
Following her and disappearing into the corner of the corridor, Ning Zechuan snorted self-deprecatingly, how could he expect her to remember him after eight years of separation.
"Shu..."
Ou Zichen followed Shu Yan all the way into the office. As soon as the door was closed, he was about to say something when he saw Shu Yan squatting down with her back to him, her shoulders trembling.
"Shu Yan, what's wrong with you?" Ou Zichen became nervous, "Did you get hurt just now? Let me see!"
He tried to break her arms that were tightly hugging him, but failed.
"Zichen, I'm not injured, can you leave me alone for a while."
Shu Yan's voice trembled, begging softly.
Ou Zichen paused, then suddenly thought of something, slowly took his hand away: "Okay."
When the door was closed again, and she was the only one left in the dark room, Shu Yan couldn't bear it anymore, and tremblingly read out the name: "Ning Zechuan..."
It seemed that only by saying his name, the emotions in her chest that were about to explode could be soothed.
She saw him. For eight years, he had never been so close to her. At the foot of the stairs, she only had to turn around and take a few steps to touch him.
But she didn't dare, and she didn't deserve it.
That summer, he saw her suffering, saved her from siege, and became her sun, but this time, like those strangers, he seemed to be watching a play, his brows were light, and the heavy snow in the Northland buried in his memory seemed to travel across time and space. Like, the pieces fell on her body, she was shivering with cold.
When Ou Zichen stood in the stairwell and lit his fifth cigarette, Shu Yan appeared.
"Where are you hurt?" She stopped in front of him.
"Me?" Ou Zichen was stunned, looked at the place Shu Yan was staring at, the white coat was stained with blood, and shook his head suddenly, "This is not my blood, just now a patient in a car accident was rushed to the operating room, I helped push the flat car , the blood was splashed at that time."
Shu Yan breathed a sigh of relief, turned her eyes to the cigarette he held between her fingers, and frowned: "What is it worth worrying about?"
Ou Zichen leaned against the wall and let out a long breath, his expression hidden behind the white smoke was a bit ethereal: "Shu Yan, I'm very worried about you."
Shu Yan leaned against the wall next to him, with her hands in the pockets of her white coat: "I know I lost my composure, but just at that moment, I thought of my dad... I'm afraid that it will happen again in the surveillance video. thing."
"I know." Ou Zichen lowered his head.
That's what made him unable to face her with peace of mind at this moment.
When the two returned to the corridor of the hospital, the little nurse was looking from one office to another, and saw Shu Yan appearing in the corridor, complaining and anxious: "Shu Yan, where did you go, Chief Zheng is looking for you all over the hospital?" Well, if you don’t go, I’m afraid there will be an earthquake in the hospital!”
Shu Yan and Ou Zichen looked at each other, their hearts sank.
In the office, the gray-haired Section Chief Zheng sat behind the desk with a gloomy expression.
In the low-pressure atmosphere, Section Chief Zheng said heavily: "As a doctor, what is the most taboo thing?"
Shu Yan answered honestly: "Impulsive."
"I thought you forgot," Section Chief Zheng turned the laptop around, "Look for yourself, you'd better give me a reasonable explanation."
What was playing on the computer was a video posted by someone else on the Internet. The title was "Minghua Hospital disregarded human life, and family members were expelled by doctors for defending their rights." The protagonists in the video were naturally her and the patient's family members. In an hour's time, the number of hits on the video has reached nearly [-] times.
Shu Yan lowered her eyes: "I'm sorry, I have nothing to defend myself, and I am willing to bear the impact of this matter."
The meaning of these words couldn't be more obvious. She apologized for her impulsiveness, but she didn't regret what she said.
The patient was transferred to their department due to complications before her death. She learned in the chat that the patient had given birth to three daughters, but because she did not have a son, she was asked by her mother-in-law and husband to continue giving birth.The first two births were found to be girls by B-ultrasound, and the mother-in-law took her to undergo an artificial abortion. This birth is a son. The tradition of Chinese women is that the husband is the heaven, so even though she knew that her body would be very dangerous to give birth to a child, but Her husband's family said that she could not kill her son, so she made up her mind to give birth to a child.
On the day of delivery, there was an accident. The operation was performed by Ou Zichen, which lasted for four full hours. Shu Yan was also waiting outside the operating room after work.
When the operation was halfway done, the nurse came out and asked whether to protect the older child or the younger child, and the in-laws rushed forward, without even thinking about it: "Save the child!"
The patient's mother, a thin old man, was squeezed behind the crowd and said tearfully, "I beg you, save my daughter."
Her voice was very small, overshadowed by those clamoring to protect the child.For their joy, the woman who knew it was a dangerous situation but stepped in without hesitation was abandoned by them just like that.
As a doctor, with an equally precious life, Shu Yan can't judge who is right and who is wrong, but the longing that the patient told her "as long as I give birth to this child, my husband will not divorce me" has been lingering in her heart. In front of her eyes, she was particularly uncomfortable and brooding.
"You!" Section Chief Zheng stared at Shu Yan for a long time, and finally sighed, "I know that your father has precedent, and you are very sensitive to such things, but you have disturbed this matter so much. It's not that easy to end. The above means that your current state is not suitable for standing in front of the operating table, go back and rest for a while, and come back to work when you are notified."
Coming out of the section chief's office, Ou Zichen who was waiting outside should have heard the section chief's words clearly, and was about to push the door in with a stern face. Shu Yan took his hand: "As soon as you come out, I won't be temporarily It's that easy to rest."
The meaning of her words was obvious, Ou Zichen stopped and let go of the doorknob.The past few years of his career as a doctor have improved his previous stubbornness a lot.
"Shu Yan, my dad..."
Shu Yan could see his embarrassment, Dean Ou didn't like her, and kept pressing her everywhere. If it wasn't for Ou Zichen to protect her, she wouldn't be able to make it through the end of her internship, let alone dream of being hired as a junior doctor. At this point In fact, Shu Yan is still very grateful to him.Shu Yan took a deep breath, made a stretching motion, and said with a nonchalant smile: "It just so happens that I've had a few surgeries recently, and I'm so tired, I'll take this opportunity to take a break."
"Then I'll take you back." Ou Zichen reached out to pat her on the head, but she easily dodged it.
Shu Yan covered her head and stared at him: "I hate it when people touch my head."
But there was a feeling of guilty conscience in her heart. Before the little nurse woke her up in the afternoon, she fell asleep in the office. She dreamed of the past. The temperature and touch were so beautiful that she sighed.
On the day when she reunited with Ning Zechuan after a long absence, Shu Yan suddenly realized that what she hated all these years was not being patted on the head, but that the person was wrong, so she didn't like it.
002
Ou Zichen drove her halfway, and received a call for emergency surgery.She got off the car on the side of the road, and seeing that the night was still not dark, she walked back.After graduating, she rented an old-fashioned residential building in the center of the city, with one bedroom and two living rooms. She shared the rent with three other girls. Actually, there were not many stalls. The most important thing is that the transportation around the house is convenient. It is most suitable for doctors who are called back to the hospital by the situation.
When she was about to reach the entrance of the community, she saw a black car parked under the streetlight from a distance, Gong Peilin stood there straight, and she didn't know how long she had been waiting.
She kept her eyes fixed on him as before, pretending not to see him, and walked past him without stopping.
"Miss..."
This title caused a flame of humiliation to burst out in her heart, and she quickened her pace.
"Shu Yan."
The footsteps chasing after her were a bit unsteady. After walking a few steps, Shu Yan finally couldn't bear it, stopped, frowned and turned around: "Uncle Gong, you just had joint surgery, didn't the doctor specifically tell you to rest more?" Move less."
"I haven't been here for long," Gong Peilin smiled gently. He already knew that Shu Yan went to the orthopedics department to understand his condition, and asked the doctor to take care of him. "If you didn't pretend you didn't see me, I would I won’t take a few more steps.”
Shu Yan walked over, helped him to the side of the car, and said seriously: "Uncle Gong, it doesn't matter how many times you come here, I won't go back."
In the year of the college entrance examination, she was successfully admitted to the medical university and received a full scholarship. She officially started to live independently. During her several years of university life, she worked as a nursing worker to earn tuition fees except for studying. She returned all the money her mother remitted to her. go back.She moved here right after college.Mr. Jiang and her mother have come to her many times, and she either hides or disappears, and even resists violently when forced. They know that she has a deep-seated heart, and they don't force it later, but they often let Gong Uncle used various excuses to invite her home, but she refused every time, and she didn't know what reason he would use this time.
Just as she was thinking, Uncle Gong grabbed her hand and said excitedly, "This time is different, Shu Yan, Xiao Chuan is back."
Shu Yan stared blankly at Uncle Gong, the joy on his face was not fake, besides, she had already met Ning Zechuan in the hospital today, and he came back.
home?
At night, Shu Yan lay on the bed tossing and turning, staring at the text message sent to her by Uncle Gong on the phone.
"Tomorrow at three o'clock in the afternoon, I will pick you up."
Shu Yan repeatedly edited the three words "no need" in the dialog box, and finally turned off the phone screen without pressing the send button.
In the darkness, the calendar hanging on the wall has a new chapter, Shu Yan sighs, it has been eight years, Ning Zechuan, so I have missed you for 970 days.
The next afternoon, Shu Yan showed up at the gate of the community on time. Gong Peilin smiled at her, opened the back door, and began to talk nonsense with open eyes: "The fruit shop at the door is on sale. I bought a fruit basket. I bought a fruit basket. During the recovery period of the operation, I can’t lift heavy things, so you can bring them in later.”
Shu Yan glanced at him angrily: "Understood, Uncle Gong."
An hour later, bypassing the noisy urban area, the car slowly drove closer to the place in memory.Gong Peilin, who was silent all the way, suddenly said: "Shu Yan, it's been so many years, no matter how big the grievances are, your mother...she is 53 years old, I am afraid that you will be like Gong Yu, son Desire to raise but not to be loved...your mother also suffers, you have to try to understand."
"I can't understand," Shu Yan interrupted him, "Even if they were separated by Mrs. Ning after their first love, it doesn't mean that my mother acted as the third party who destroyed Mr. Jiang and Mrs. Ning's family in their marriage. What I hate the most is doing things that hurt others in the name of love."
In the rearview mirror, the girl's young and beautiful face was full of stubbornness, just like when she stubbornly wanted to find Ning Zechuan.
Gong Peilin sighed and said no more.
Shu Yan turned her head and looked at the familiar and unfamiliar things outside the car window. She had mixed feelings. It has been six years, and the vermilion Ningzhai house number that hung on the gate back then has disappeared. The woman standing anxiously at the gate of the villa felt There was also Baisi in the room, and seeing Shuyan stepping out of the car, she greeted her with great joy.
"Yanyan, you're here."
Shu Yan's eyes only stayed on her for a moment, then she moved away and bowed politely: "Mr. Jiang, how is it?"
Sometimes, excessive politeness equals alienation.
Shi Manli's joy at seeing her daughter for the first time gradually turned into disappointment: "Mr. Jiang is very good... Yan Yan, you have been away all these years by yourself, how are you doing?"
Shu Yan looked at her, and wondered, "Aren't you the clearest about whether I'm doing well?"
Whether in college or after work, my mother will intervene in her life in various ways, asking others to take care of her with money.She was isolated at school and despised by Dean Ou at the hospital, which more or less accounted for the reason.
"Okay, what are you doing standing outside, come in quickly." Mr. Jiang came out in time to make a rescue, Shu Yan didn't say anything, and walked past Shi Manli into the room.
After entering the room, she found that the person she wanted to see was not there. She was a little annoyed, and approached Gong Peilin and asked in a low voice, "Didn't you say that Ning Zechuan is back?"
Gong Peilin smiled at her: "I didn't lie to you, Xiao Chuan will come, but it will take a while, I specially asked you to arrive an hour earlier, take this opportunity, you and your mother have a good talk."
Shu Yan turned her head and glanced at her mother who wanted to come but didn't dare to come and talk to her: "I'll go for a walk in the yard."
After leaving these words, Shu Yan hurried away with her bag.
It was not easy in the yard either. The servants who walked around would respectfully call "Miss" when they saw her, and each sound hurt her like a sharp knife.In the end, Shu Yan hid on the rooftop where Ning Zechuan and Gongyu set off fireworks together. She sat behind the water storage tank and watched the sky change from blue to orange and then from orange to gray. stand up.
After walking a few steps, I saw two fiery shadows intertwined by the wall near the door.
The two men also noticed the movement, and looked at her together. The man let go of his hand, and the girl in his arms ran out of the rooftop first, covering her face.
Shu Yan withdrew her gaze in embarrassment, and was about to pretend she didn't see it and leave here, but a hand blocked her way.
"It's you?" The man raised his eyebrows, looking interested, suddenly half-closed his eyes, raised a finger and nodded at her, "Ha, so you are Shu Yan?"
Shu Yan didn't know why, so she didn't like being so close to strangers, so she stepped aside: "Who are you?"
The man smiled: "You saved me, two years ago, in Xiuling Village."
Shu Yan was taken aback for a moment, and as her brain quickly recalled, she slowly opened her eyes wide, remembering who he was.
Two years ago, when she graduated from medical university, Gong Yu drove to pick her up, saying that she would celebrate her. When she was approaching the hotel, Gong Yu received a call, and then turned around with a bad face, and took her to Xiuling Village .
After arriving, Gongyu directly drove the car closer to the confrontation between the two confronting people, and as soon as she opened the door, she went to a girl who looked like a reporter, and she pulled the girl away.
While Shu Yan was sitting in the car waiting for Gong Yu to come back, listening to what the two parties said, she had a general understanding of the current situation.
Xiuling Village has been famous for its antique culture in recent years, and the government intends to develop it into a tourist village.A company bid a piece of land to build a resort, and recruited migrant workers there. It was the slack season, and the villagers showed face and signed up one after another.But seeing that the project was coming to an end, the more than [-] villagers had not received their wages. After asking for it several times, the company said that the money had already been given to the person who organized the villagers to work.
Not long after, a person got out of a car, which should be the representative of the company. He walked to the front, raised his glasses, scanned around and said, "Song Bowen is the one who organized you to sign up. Of course, I will pay for it." It’s also for him, but he didn’t give you any points, so why does our company have to pay twice?”
A villager asked the man carrying a shovel standing in the crowd: "Song Bowen, did they give you money?"
"They did, but the amount of money is wrong." Song Bowen blushed, pointing at the company representative, "The other day you called me over to get my wages, and you deliberately poured me wine. "
The company representative sneered: "You signed and took the money after you confirmed it. How do I know if you are pocketing it?"
"You! You are talking nonsense!"
"Brother Song is not such a person!"
A disagreement triggered a violent conflict, and the two parties fought in a chaotic manner. In full swing, Song Bowen hit the company representative on the back with a hammer, and the company representative fell straight to the ground.
Someone screamed: "Something went wrong!"
Out of professional instinct, Shu Yan hurriedly got out of the car and saw the young man lying on his back, rolling his eyes with his neck tilted, his whole body twitching and foaming at the mouth.
is a symptom of epilepsy.
She rushed into the crowd and shouted: "Get out of the way! Call 120!"
She quickly unbuttoned the man's tie and buttons, put one hand behind his head, and pushed his head aside with the other. When no filth came out of her mouth, she folded the untied tie and stuffed it into his mouth. Prevent him from biting his own tongue, and the whole first aid process is done in one go.
The ambulance arrived three or ten minutes later, and the man was quite awake, eyes half closed, the doctor carried him into the car, and thanked Shu Yan: "Little girl, thanks to you, otherwise, there would be trouble here today." People die."
Shu Yan also broke out in shock. She has studied medicine for five years, and this is the first time she really uses the professional knowledge she has learned to save people. Her hands are shaking.
Shu Yan smiled back excitedly, turned around, only to find that Song Bowen was escorted into the police car that came with the ambulance, and he stared at her with a particularly hateful look: "He is a bad guy, why did you save him?"
Shu Yan was still immersed in the joy of saving a life, and replied solemnly: "I am a doctor."
A doctor saves lives and heals the wounded. When facing sick people, he is just a patient, and there is no distinction between good and bad.Not to mention that she was just a passer-by and didn't know him, so she couldn't judge whether he was good or bad.
At that time, Shu Yan never imagined that one day, the medical belief she insisted on would completely collapse because of the person she saved.
That day she waited for a long time and Gongyu didn't come back, and finally she took the bus back by herself.At that time, this happy event that no one shared, she had long since forgotten about it.
003
Thinking of this, Shu Yanshu let out a smile: "I remembered, how are you after that?"
The man nodded: "Thanks to you, I recovered very well. I always wanted to find you and thank you very much, but you didn't leave your name and contact information that day, so I couldn't find it at all. But I didn't expect that you were Shu Yan, haha, this world is really small, let me introduce, I am Lu Tang, and Mr. Jiang is my uncle."
He stretched out his hand towards her, but Shu Yan's smile froze on his face and slowly faded away.
Lu Tang.
She knows the name.
The only time Gongyu mentioned this name to her was with a look of disgust: "He pushed the young master into the river, fortunately the adults came quickly, when he saw someone coming, he jumped down and pulled the young master up, and made a move He looked like he almost drowned in order to save the young master. After landing, the young master was speechless and told everyone that the young master wanted to pick lotus roots, so he fell into the water. He was only 13 years old that year, and his heart was so vicious. You He said, is this person a born bad guy? Before, he was not allowed to come to Ning's house when Master Ning was around, and once Master Ning died, he didn't care about anyone. Fortunately, he was sent abroad to study, but now, he always When I return to China, I can't wait to live in Ning's family, I just regard myself as the young master of Ning's family, tell me, is he disgusting?"
Bad, too bad!too disgusting!
At that time, she thought that if she met this man one day, she would punish him severely to avenge the young master.
She lived outside these years and never went back to Ning's house, so naturally she never met him face to face.
Unexpectedly, it turned out that she had met him a long time ago, and the relationship was quite deep.
Shu Yan's expression turned cold: "I'm a doctor, and it's my duty to help the sick and sick. No thanks."
Lu Tang raised his hand in the air, seeing Shu Yan's suddenly cold face, he couldn't help being curious, and even more amused, a frivolous smile slowly appeared on his gentle face: "But I want to repay you , what should I do? Are you free tomorrow? I'll treat you to dinner."
Shu Yan laughed: "I save so many people every year, if everyone wants to repay me, will I still have my own life?"
"I'm sorry to interrupt your good business, I'll go first, you can continue." Shu Yan couldn't help but sarcastically, trying to bypass Lu Tang who was blocking the door, but he grabbed his hand .
"Shu Yan, don't you think we are destined?" Lu Tang pulled suddenly, and Shu Yan, who was defenseless, almost fell into his arms. Fortunately, Shu Yan reacted quickly, and put her hand between the two. lead to further intimacy.
Shu Yan struggled angrily, but did not move away: "Mr. Lu, please respect yourself, this is not your home, don't bring your hormonal-exuberant hooliganism here."
"Oh?" Lu Tang's eyes widened as if suddenly enlightened, and he smiled softly, "Are you a taster? Wasn't that just... ah!"
Shu Yan suddenly raised her knee and bumped into his abdomen, his body went limp, clutching his stomach and staggered back a few steps, half leaning against the wall, his whole body was so weak that he couldn't stand up: "What did you do?"
Shu Yan smiled, took out a wet towel from her bag, and wiped the wrist he held just now: "Qihai point, hitting it quickly will make people lose their strength, Mr. Lu, this is rude to you punish."
Lu Tang watched her actions with a gloomy expression, and suddenly laughed loudly: "Interesting, Shu Yan, you are really interesting."
Just as Shu Yan was about to say something, she saw a figure appearing outside the door shrouded in darkness. As soon as the man lifted his foot, he stepped into the bright rooftop from the dark corridor. Shu Yan looked over slowly. Years ago, there was no change, except that he was taller and thinner, with soft features and a moon-white appearance, just like the son of a family of Zhilan Yushu in an ancient book, with a hazy moonlight on his body.
This man with his own follow spotlight.
"Shu Yan."
He made a sound, which was familiar and clear. Shu Yan seemed to be surprised that this was not a dream until then. With a shake of her hand, the wet wipe fell to the ground, and was stepped on by Ning Zechuan who stepped over to block her. .
Standing in front of her, Ning Zechuan glanced coldly at Lu Tang: "Shu Yan, go eat."
After saying that, he turned around and walked out the door, Shu Yan followed in a daze.
Lu Tang, who squinted his eyes and watched the two disappear at the corner of the stairs, his eyes gradually became dark.
"What are you afraid of?" Ning Zechuan, who was walking in front, suddenly asked.
Shu Yan who was still in shock was slightly startled: "Huh?"
Ning Zechuan glanced back at her: "Exhale."
It was only then that Shu Yan realized that she had been holding her breath since just now. She stared at the steps under her feet to adjust her breathing, but her face burned uncontrollably.
"Shu Yan."
She was startled.
Ning Zechuan could see that her nerves were tense, and frowned: "Are you afraid of me?"
Shu Yan shook her head quickly, and timidly said: "No."
"To Lu Tang just now, you were very confident."
Shu Yan didn't speak, and lowered her head even lower.
Ning Zechuan stared at the top of her supple head. Since just now, she has kept her head down, not daring to look him straight.What happened in these eight years?In his memory, she didn't look so low-browed and pleasing to the eye.
The two had already reached the gate. The moment the door was opened, Ning Zechuan suddenly turned around. Shu Yan, who had been staring at the floor, didn't pay attention and ran into his arms.
When she was in a daze, one hand was already supporting her chin, and with a little force, her eyes met those amber pupils, and the brown mole at the corner of her eye was just like in her dream, so beautiful that she couldn't help it. Stop sighing.
He stared at her for a moment, watching her every move: "What are you sighing?"
"No……"
She looked away and glanced to the side. She couldn't say that she was amazed by his beauty.
But in Ning Zechuan's mind, this act of trying to conceal the truth has another meaning.Over the years, he has always known that because of the two families, she became a person without a home. She was independent early on, living alone, studying alone, and working alone.
She didn't have to bear the mistakes of the previous generation, but she stubbornly made herself so tired.
Thinking of this, he softened his tone: "You don't have to be afraid of me."
"I'm not afraid of you, I'm just..."
no face to see you...
The more Shu Yan spoke, the lower her voice became, and finally she bit her lip and did not continue.
Something strange came to Ning Zechuan's heart, which made him want to do some inappropriate actions in this inappropriate place, but he still held back.
"Stay away from Lu Tang."
He withdrew his hand, dropped the words, and walked straight forward.
Shu Yan's eyes followed his hand hanging by his side, the slender fingers were not decorated.
Looking up, under the faint twilight, Ning Zechuan, who was dressed in a well-fitting suit, walked confidently and steadily, with a clear and mature back.Shu Yan's eyes were a little sore, she thought, her young master has grown into such an excellent man, but he is no longer her young master.
She knew before that her young master was so good, as long as he opened his heart and came out of that world where only he was alone, many people would be willing to approach him, listen to him, and care about him.
She was very happy to see this day, but it also meant that her special meaning in his heart would become insignificant.
Anyway, it doesn't matter anymore, the best time is over.
Things are different and people are different.
004
At the dinner table in the evening, the atmosphere was not as embarrassing as Shu Yan imagined.
Ning Zechuan and Mr. Jiang exchanged cups and chatted about business matters.The Japanese who Mrs. Ning remarried is the largest pharmaceutical company in Japan, and is engaged in the business of medicine and medical equipment.This time, Ning Zechuan set up the Chinese headquarters in Jiangzhou on behalf of Japan, and the Ning Group is their partner.
Jiang Bozhou was in high spirits, the wine in his glass was never broken, even Ning Zechuan drank a lot.
Seeing this, Shu Yan secretly kicked over the two bottles of Moutai that Jiang Bozhou had placed next to the chair, and the wine flowed into the carpet silently. When Jiang Bozhou found out, the bottles were already empty.
"Hey, why are they all down?"
"Maybe someone accidentally knocked it down." Lu Tang, who was sitting diagonally across from Shu Yan, looked at her vaguely.
Shu Yan lowered her head, calmly picking up and eating vegetables.
Shi Manli smoothed things over: "I've already drank a bottle, that's enough. Xiaochuan's physique is poor, so don't spoil him."
Jiang Bozhou nodded, and said to Ning Zechuan, "Why don't you stay at home tonight?"
Ning Zechuan shook his head faintly: "You are drunk, my home is in Tokyo."
Jiang Bozhou opened his mouth, wanted to say something, but swallowed it again.
There was no more alcohol between the men, and the dinner was over soon.
Shu Yan left first, Jiang Bozhou and Shi Manli saw her off, when she walked to the door, Jiang Bozhou said: "Yanyan, you are free, go home and see more."
Shu Yan raised the corner of her mouth sarcastically: "Home? Mr. Jiang, I have no home for a long time."
"Goodbye."
She turned around and left. Behind her was her mother's painful voice: "Yanyan, what can you do to forgive mom?"
She didn't answer, and she didn't look back. She didn't stop and walked out of the gate. This was her answer.
She couldn't forgive her mother, Gu Taozhi was right, they were like doves occupying magpies' nests.And as long as she stands on this land that has brought her many good memories, every minute and every second, she is reminded of this fact, which makes her conscience uneasy.
Walking out of the Ning family's mansion, Ou Zichen's car had already parked by the side of the road, he was leaning on the car to smoke, Shu Yan walked over and stretched out a hand to him: "Did you bring liver protection tablets?"
Ou Zichen glanced at her suspiciously, opened the car door, found a box of liver protection tablets from the passenger's storage box, and handed it to her: "It's really strange, who actually persuaded you to eat here? Your mother is very happy, tonight Drank a lot?"
"Thank you, just wait for me here for a while."
Shu Yan was noncommittal, and looked around the door with the liver protection tablet, and when she saw a car coming this way, she waved her hand from a distance.
The black car slowly stopped beside her, with the windows rolled down, Ning Zechuan's face slowly appeared in front of his eyes, and he asked, "Shall I see you off?"
Shu Yan pointed to the side of the road: "No need, someone is coming to pick me up."
Ning Zechuan looked over and saw the familiar man leaning on the car, and suddenly remembered that it was the male doctor he saw in the hospital that Shu Yan desperately defended. "Ou Zichen" is written in three large characters in the name column.
He has always had a good memory, so he naturally remembered that many years ago, he had a relationship with Ou Zichen, the neighbor's elder brother who was courteous to Shu Yan.He's a man, so he knows what it means for a man to do this to a girl.
When such a vulgar romantic drama plot with his childhood sweetheart growing up with him appeared in his mind, his heart was full of jealousy and stinging pain, but at this moment, seeing Ou Zichen standing quietly waiting under the street lamp, he and Shu Yan did not speak to each other. And Yu's intimacy made him feel that his heart was stabbed even more. Did he still lose in the past eight years?
"I went to your hospital the day before yesterday to do business." Ning Zechuan mentioned without reason, and his gaze slowly moved upwards to meet Shuyan's.
Shu Yan's eyes flickered slightly: "Ah? Our hospital? Did you see me?"
Ning Zechuan said softly: "I've changed too much, don't you recognize me?"
"A little bit," Shu Yan laughed, not wanting to continue the topic, she passed the medicine in her hand through the car window, "Take this after drinking, it's good for your health."
Ning Zechuan took it, held it in the palm of his hand and looked at it: "Thank you, goodbye."
It wasn't until she saw Ning Zechuan's car disappear at the intersection that Shu Yan let out a long breath and walked towards Ou Zichen.
Sitting in the car, Ou Zichen started the car and asked, "Who was in that car just now?"
"Ning Zechuan, he's back."
Shu Yan didn't hide from him, and answered honestly.
Ou Zichen was stunned by the movements of his hands, and turned to look at her. He finally understood the reason why her stubborn heart was loosened today: "Shu Yan, do you still care?"
Shu Yan smiled and shook her head: "Some time ago, it was reported in the news that he went to and from the hospital frequently. You know, his health is too poor."
"So you went to confirm it yourself? Then, what's the result?"
"He went in and out of the hospital to discuss business. He's fine." After a pause, she lowered her voice, "That's fine."
"Shu Yan, it's all over." After a while, Ou Zichen said softly, his voice was hoarse, revealing unspeakable discomfort.
When the car started, Shu Yan looked out the car window at the long line of lights and shadows winding in the dark night and thought, it has all passed, just like the 16-year-old her in the picture album, she has always stopped on the scale of time.
The past cannot be traced or remembered.
After two days of sleeping at home without hearing anything outside the window, Shu Yan received a call from the hospital. Section Chief Zheng said that her punishment had been fixed and asked her to go to the hospital.
Shu Yan rushed to the hospital as if facing an enemy, and stood in front of Section Chief Zheng with a disheveled face, waiting for him to convey the hospital's sentence.
Section Chief Zheng said: "Your salary for the next six months will be withheld by the hospital as compensation for the patient's family."
Shu Yan touched her chest and let out a sigh of relief.
Chief Zheng laughed and said, "What? Isn't this punishment expected?"
Shu Yan said honestly: "I thought I would be fired."
Chief Zheng gave her a white look: "You are only one step away from Chu, so it's because I'm taking care of you."
Shu Yan smiled obsequiously: "If I am fired, as a teacher, you will not be full of face?"
"Hmph, you still know how to care about my face? Come on, I will find a way to make up for you through other places for the salary of this half year. Don't worry, prepare for the exam." Chief Zheng said disgustedly, and changed the subject. , "Your teacher's wife is talking about you, you can go and see her and eat with her when you have time."
"it is good."
Shu Yan's heart warmed up, she knew it was because the teacher cared about her, fearing that her wages would be deducted and she would have no money to eat.
After walking out of the section chief's office and passing the emergency room, Shu Yan saw a sneaky figure hovering at the door, so she walked over and slapped him on the shoulder: "Gong Yu!"
Gongyu jumped up, turned around and scolded: "Oh my god, you scared me to death and you give me artificial respiration?"
Shu Yan looked into the emergency room curiously: "Hey, isn't that reporter Xiaobai? She was injured? Hey, Xiaobai..."
Before she finished speaking, Gong Yu covered her mouth and dragged her to the safe passage, before she let go: "What are you doing? You want everyone to know?"
Shu Yan looked at him contemptuously: "I just look down on your sneaky way of caring about yourself."
"I don't care, I'm just passing by." Seeing Shu Yan's apparent disbelief, Gong Yu changed the subject awkwardly, "Don't talk about that, I heard from Lao Pei that Xiao Chuan has returned to China."
Shu Yan rubbed her nose: "I know, I had dinner with Mr. Jiang a few days ago."
Gong Yu's eyes widened: "You guys have been hiding behind my back?"
"Fuck you," Shu Yan gave him an elbow, not wanting to discuss with him further on this issue, "I still have something to do, so let's go first, you can slowly pretend to be a passerby, bye."
As she spoke, she walked downstairs, and just halfway up a flight of stairs, she heard Gong Yu call her: "Shu Yan."
She turned around: "What's the matter?"
Gong Yu raised her brows and said, "When you went to Japan, did you really not find Xiao Chuan?"
Shu Yan paused for two seconds, raised her head and nodded to him: "Well, I don't understand Japanese, so I didn't find him."
"Oh……"
"Time is running out, I really have to go!"
Without waiting for Gongyu's answer, Shu Yan turned around, quickened her pace and ran down the stairs step by step, into the drizzled street.It is the season of late spring, and the coolness is penetrating.Shu Yan didn't hold an umbrella, walking on the crowded street, passers-by were in a hurry, the fine rain particles made her eyes blurred, in a trance, as if overlapping with a certain space in the memory through the rain and fog.
It was the winter of 2003, and there was rain and snow on the streets of Tokyo.
A vast villa in the suburbs is like a mirage in the rain and snow. Under the wall 200 meters away from the villa, Shu Yan has a sad smile on her pale face. She looks at the picture-like Mount Fuji in the distance. Finally understand what is so close.
She thought sadly, Ning Zechuan, so I am already so far away from you.
The love is separated by mountains and seas, and the mountains and seas cannot be flattened. She finally lost him.
(End of this chapter)
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