The rest of my life is no longer sad for you

Chapter 13 The Voice of Broken Dreams
{Wandering and feel the dew is cold, the shadow of the moon in the clear night, the hair of the piercing stone, suspected to be Xiao Hansheng, we can see each other at a glance, one step is like a heavy city, the love is separated by mountains and seas, and the mountains and seas cannot be flattened. }
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It was after three o'clock in the morning when we returned to the community. Zhang Qingming parked the car in front of the apartment building, moved all the luggage out of the trunk, hesitated, and said to Shu Yan: "Doctor Shu, let me help you carry it up. With so many books, you can’t move them by yourself.”

Shu Yan casually picked up a cardboard box and picked it up, shaking her head: "It's really unnecessary, all the people living in my place are girls, and you are a man, and it's so late, how inconvenient it is."

Zhang Qingming didn't force it, and said with a "hmm", "Then I'll go back, Mr. Ning..."

Zhang Qingming's silence caused Shu Yan's eyes to darken, she nodded her head in thanks: "Thank you for taking me back, drive carefully... goodbye."

After saying some polite words, Shu Yan turned around and walked into the corridor. Halfway through the walk, she heard the sound of the car starting. She stopped and looked down through the window of the corridor. The red taillights disappeared at the gate of the community. Her soul It seemed that she was thrown on the leaving car and walked away. She leaned against the wall and sat down slowly. Thinking of what happened a few hours ago, she was still palpitating with fear.

She knew how important her father was to Ning Zechuan, it was reasonable for him to be so excited, it was her fault, she should have said something different.

But when she just learned the truth, she was unprepared. She was also flustered and lost the ability to handle things. This was not a reason for her to excuse herself. She knew his physical condition very well.

Great joy, great sorrow and great anger will all stimulate his fragile body and trigger a chain reaction.

When Ning Zechuan suddenly fainted, with a bang, the sound of falling to the ground was like a thunderbolt being struck on her celestial cap, the cold poured into her body, and every pore exploded.

The visiting room became a mess in an instant, and everyone rushed to send the dark-faced Ning Zechuan to the traditional Chinese medicine hospital near the police station.Fortunately, it was just a sudden fainting caused by the attack of Qi and blood, and it was not a serious problem.After the traditional Chinese medicine massaged his veins, he slowly woke up, his still dazed eyes became cold after seeing Shu Yan who was staring at him eagerly.

"go out."

His voice was very soft, without much strength, but it was undeniable.

In a trance, Shu Yan thought of the overly indifferent young man in the year when he first met, and the adult man now merged into one.She opened her mouth, but didn't know what to say, she bit her lip and retreated out of the ward.

Ou Zichen stood outside the whole time, and wanted to meet her when he saw her coming out: "Shu..."

"I beg you, don't talk to me now." She took a step back, raised her hands in resistance and crossed her chest.

Ou Zichen's hands drooped down, and he looked at her with a particularly sad expression, his eyes were so red that they could bleed.

She felt overwhelmed and uncomfortable, she turned her eyes away, unwilling to see him.

She didn't know when Ou Zichen left. When she heard the door opening, she looked up. Zhang Qingming helped Ning Zechuan out.Ning Zechuan didn't even look at her, leaving her behind as if she was air.She followed them and got off the parking lot. As soon as she got out of the elevator door, she saw Ning Zechuan's car speeding away.Her bag was left in Ning Zechuan's office, she didn't bring any money with her, and she walked for a long time before returning to the villa.In the night, she saw her luggage neatly stacked outside the house from a distance.

In the cold wind of late autumn, she suddenly realized that she had been expelled from his world.

Shu Yan panicked and frantically rang the doorbell.

"Ning Zechuan! Ning Zechuan! I have something to tell you, can you open the door? Ning Zechuan."

After waiting for a while, the door was opened.

"rather……"

"Doctor Shu."

It's Zhang Qingming.

She looked behind him with some disappointment. In the room with no lights turned on, it was so dark that she couldn't see anything.

Zhang Qingming quickly closed the door, and said in an unfriendly tone, "Doctor Shu, fortunately, the villas here are separated by a certain distance, otherwise, if you make such a noise at this time, we will be complained."

"I'm sorry, I didn't think twice." Shu Yan wanted to pass him and get into the door, but when she saw him close the door, she became anxious, grabbed his arm and said, "Secretary Zhang, I have something to say to Mr. Ning, you close the door Open."

Zhang Qingming withdrew his hand calmly, adjusted his glasses, and said, "Mr. Ning said that he has nothing to say to you."

Shu Yan was stunned for a long time, and asked in disbelief, "He really said that?"

Zhang Qingming did not answer.

The two stood in the howling autumn wind, speechless to each other.Shu Yan opened her mouth slightly and stared blankly at a certain place, the light in her eyes slowly disappeared, and finally merged with Ye.

Zhang Qingming was a little moved. Today he stood outside the door of the visiting room and heard clearly that it was Shu Yan who was sorry for Mr. Ning and made Mr. Ning faint.

He was very angry at first. He was an orphan of Chinese and Japanese mixed race. He was rescued by Mr. Morimoto from the bandits who sold organs, and he received strict internal training from the Morimoto family since he was a child.When Ning Zechuan was 20 years old, he became his personal secretary. From then on, Ning Zechuan's safety was everything to him.

It's just that this indifferent and stubborn master who always ignores his own body during work gives him quite a headache. Fortunately, Shu Yan's appearance has improved everything. He is grateful to Shu Yan from the bottom of his heart.

He only knew that Mr. Ning and Shu Yan were good friends who reunited after a long absence when they were teenagers, but he was not stupid. During this period of time, he could see the ambiguity between the two of them beyond friends.He knew that Shu Yan cared more about Mr. Ning than anyone else, but he didn't know why today, she would choose another person and abandon Mr. Ning like a trash.

And at this moment, her performance confused him again, he thought, maybe there is an unknown secret behind it, but this is not something that a subordinate like him should take care of.

It was late at night when the frost was heavy, Zhang Qingming sighed inaudibly, and softened his tone: "Doctor Shu, I will take you home."

Shu Yan went up and down the stairs three times before moving all her luggage to the door. She tried her best to keep her movements light, but still woke up the roommate next door.

The roommate frowned and opened the door, and said in an unhappy tone, "It's Shu Yan? What's your situation? Why are you back at this time?"

"I……"

"It's not that I said why you choose a big night when you move, and you don't let people sleep. You have to get up for work tomorrow."

Shu Yan bowed repeatedly apologetically: "I'm sorry, I'll be fine soon."

The roommate gave her a sideways look and closed the door dissatisfied.

Shu Yan didn't dare to catch her breath, and quickly and carefully moved the luggage to her and Luo Song's room, and she was already covered in sweat when she closed the door.

Luo Song had always been a deep sleeper, lying on her back in bed whistling soundly. Although she was not woken up, Shu Yan was still worried that she would be frightened when she woke up in the middle of the night and saw someone lying next to her, so she took a towel and was sent to the hospital. balcony.

The balcony of the old building has only railings and no windows, and she sits on a wicker chair.The late autumn wind poured in from all directions, making her scalp tight. She rubbed her scalp with both hands, thinking painfully, how did things turn out like this?
Ou Zichen, Ning Zechuan, Dean Ou, father...

The truth is a three-edged sword, she ignores the other and stabs everyone.

Ning Zechuan was completely disappointed in her today.

At 16, she paid a heavy price for avoiding him because she was afraid he would disappoint her.

This time, is she going to lose him again?

How long will that take?
Another eight years, or a lifetime?
Shu Yan stayed up all night. When the sky slowly dawned, she found a layer of frost on the branches extending into the balcony. Her eyes stretched out, and the whole tree was covered with frost flowers. It was as beautiful as a distant dream, but she stretched out her hand touchable.

At that moment, Shu Yan made a decision in her heart, stood up abruptly, and ran out.

The place she went to was Wutong Villa. After a few bells, someone came to open the door. This time Shu Yan didn't give Zhang Qingming a chance to close the door, and slipped in like a loach.

"Doctor Shu, why do you..."

Zhang Qingming reached out to stop her, but the girl had already taken off her shoes and ran towards the second floor like a gust of wind.He froze for a moment, and after realizing it, he wanted to perform his duties as an employee and catch up. As soon as he stepped on the first step, Zhang Qingming's rare smiling face suddenly appeared in Zhang Qingming's mind, and he couldn't move anymore. He was silent for a while. When he heard the three words "get out" coldly from a man upstairs, he lowered his eyes, answered "yes" in a low voice, and obediently got out.

Naturally, Ning Zechuan didn't say these three words to Zhang Qingming.

The person who was supposed to take over is standing in front of his desk without seeing anything at this moment, taking something out of the thermal bag: "Mung bean porridge, clear heat and heat, rice cake, I remember you used to like it very much, um, this wonton noodle has already been eaten." It's mushy...but it's still edible, Zechuan, which one would you like to eat?"

Three packing boxes were lined up in front of him.

Ning Zechuan stared at her coldly for a long time, then raised his hand and swept the breakfast she bought halfway across Jiangzhou off the table, leaving a mess on the expensive carpet.

Shu Yan's face turned pale, and after a brief daze, she managed to keep smiling, and asked his opinion in a cheeky soft voice: "Don't you want to eat these? Then, what do you want to eat? Tell me, I'll buy it for you, Or make it for you to eat?"

Ning Zechuan stood up, walked around the desk, stepped on the mess, and stopped in front of her. He was only a fist away from her, his eyes were downcast, his indifferent face was like frost on the glass window: "You have been fired .”

"This is the second time you have driven me away." Shu Yan clutched her clothes tightly with her hands hanging by her side, holding her head up, neither humble nor overbearing, "But this time, we signed a contract."

"cancelled."

"I have already taken your wages, and I will not spit out the money," Shu Yan said confidently, "It is clearly written in the contract, unless there are irresistible factors such as natural disasters or terrorist attacks, this contract shall not expire within the time specified in the contract." be released in any way within the scope."

Ning Zechuan was silent. This contract was drafted by him by a professional lawyer. It was a thick stack. Apart from the insignificant content, a few really important sentences were scattered among it. When signing the contract, he will receive it once. Clear paychecks.A normal person wouldn't spend time reading dozens of pages of the contract carefully under such circumstances, but this girl not only read it, but also used it against him.

Did he dig a hole for himself to jump into?

Ning Zechuan lowered his voice: "Are you threatening me?"

"I just want to do my job well."

He knew that she loved her job, but that wasn't a reason for her to hurt him repeatedly.

Ning Zechuan stared at her sullenly, and didn't speak for a long time. Shuyan's mouth was parched, and she tried not to swallow her saliva, and looked at him without blinking.

After a long time, Ning Zechuan suddenly turned his head and strode out: "Zhang Qingming! Drive to the company."

The door slamming to vent her anger made Shu Yan tremble, she held the desk and let out a long breath, and let out her chest with lingering fear.

A sick person is prone to lose his temper. Judging from the sound of the door slamming, he was very angry with her, but fortunately, he tacitly left her to meet the time stipulated in the contract.

Although she knew that he would not let her have such an easy life in the days to come.

At noon, Shu Yan made mung bean lily porridge, scrambled eggs with bitter gourd, and boiled pear syrup, all of which relieved heart fire.

Ning Zechuan did not come back, she packed these things into a box and took them to the company, but was stopped by security in the lobby.

"I'm sorry, Dr. Shu, Mr. Ning specifically told me not to let you in."

This was something Shu Yan didn't expect. She said "oh" in embarrassment, and handed the lunch box to the security guard: "Then can I trouble you to take this to Secretary Zhang? Just say it's specially made for Mr. Ning's diet."

"Okay, don't worry."

002
"what is this?"

In the office, Ning Zechuan looked coldly at the lunch box in Zhang Qingming's hand.

Zhang Qingming didn't intend to lie to him: "Doctor Shu brought it."

"Throw it away."

He ordered in a cold voice, and flipped through the pages of the document with a "wow".

"Yes."

Zhang Qingming nodded, casually threw the lunch box into the trash can beside him, and then backed out.

The office was quiet, and there was no sound of paper being flipped for a long time. Finally, Ning Zechuan slowly put down the documents, stood up, walked to the trash can, and bent over to pick up the lunch box inside.

When it was opened, the dishes separated and packed in different layers were mixed together in the toss. The appearance was extremely poor, and even a little disgusting. He scooped a spoonful of porridge mixed with bitter melon and put it into his mouth. He closed his eyes, and it was sweet, salty, and bitter. The taste is just like his complicated mood at the moment.

After slowly calming down from the unbelievable anger, he was actually a little ashamed of Shu Yan.

Whoever she treats well and whoever she loves is her freedom.Just as an old friend, he has indeed gone too far.

Although he didn't want to admit it, but from what he knew, Ou Zichen was good-looking, with a decent career and family background. He had been by Shu Yan's side for more than ten years, and he had withstood the test of time and love. He was a good partner worth entrusting for life.

The most important thing is that he has a healthy body.

Ning Zechuan was maddened with jealousy, but there was nothing he could do. When he faced her, he would think of these things, and he couldn't even control his temper, just like returning to the old manic self who was very angry with everyone.

But she still felt sad, why wasn't he the one she risked everything to protect?Why should he be burdened by such a body that is so rich and jaded?
Complicated emotions weighed on his chest, he was depressed, his appetite was poor, and he ate very slowly.

When Zhang Qingming came in with the materials, he happened to see the scene where Ning Zechuan was holding a spoon and putting it into his mouth. He was slightly startled, not knowing whether to go in or leave as if he hadn't seen anything.

Ning Zechuan didn't raise his head: "Come in."

Zhang Qingming closed the door and handed the folder over without looking sideways: "Mr. Ning, this is the acquisition plan of Hairun Industry. The meeting of the Jiangzhou Chamber of Commerce is scheduled for [-] o'clock tomorrow afternoon, and Manager Ning has been notified to attend. You have drawn up The list of participants of the charity night delegation from the Japanese headquarters has been emailed, and Mr. Morimoto has no objection."

After explaining the work, Zhang Qingming turned around and was about to leave when Ning Zechuan suddenly called out to him: "Zhang Qingming."

"Book two afternoon air tickets to go to Hairun for a field trip."

so suddenly?It's totally like an impromptu idea.

Zhang Qingming's heart skipped a beat, but he still nodded and said, "Yes, Mr. Ning." After a pause, he asked a little redundantly, "Do you want to call Dr. Shang Shu?"

Ning Zechuan put down the spoon and shook his head: "Don't tell her."

He can't face it, she has to be responsible for her work, staying in front of him will only hurt him more deeply, then he is the only one to leave.

Zhang Qingming's work efficiency has always been high. Three hours later, Ning Zechuan sat on the plane and fastened his seat belt, just in time to receive a text message from Shu Yan.

"I made squirrel mandarin fish, when will you go home?"

He stared at the phone screen in a daze until the flight attendant reminded him that the plane was about to take off, please turn off the phone.He casually deleted the text message and put Shu Yan's number into the blacklist of the address book.

Shu Yan is sick.

That night, she spent the whole night on the balcony blowing the wind, and the next day her throat felt a little strange.Sure enough, three days later, when she woke up, she found that her voice was hoarse, painful and itchy.After a few days, her breathing began to be difficult, tears and sneezes flowed together, and she really staged the process of a cold from mild to severe.

Lying on the bed with a thermometer in her mouth, Shu Yan thought it was a good thing that Ning Zechuan wasn't here. She didn't know until the day after he left Jiangzhou that his phone couldn't be reached. She called Zhang Qingming at night and found out that he was on a business trip and the return date was undecided. .

Shu Yan can be sure that Ning Zechuan does not want to see her. Although she is forced to stay by relying on the contract, he uses another method to isolate her from the world. It is more terrifying than stabbing each other with the most vicious words. Cold violence.

After Ning Zechuan left, Shu Yan's heart seemed to be separated from her body, and she flew aimlessly to the city where he was on a business trip thousands of miles away, always wanting to know his every move.If she couldn't contact him, Zhang Qingming became her life-saving straw to relieve her miss.

"There is no acclimatization, and Mr. Ning is in good health."

"The company here has hired a famous doctor to follow up and check up every day."

"Mr. Ning is in a meeting, and the meeting won't be long, because there will be a banquet afterwards."

"I didn't bring it with me, but I bought it now, so you don't need to send it here."

For the last time, Zhang Qingming took a long time to answer the phone and said, "Doctor Shu, don't make things difficult for me."

Shu Yan held the phone, and couldn't say anything about Ning Zechuan's daily well-being.

"sorry."

Shu Yan hung up the phone, and slowly lowered her hand, she thought she was really sick this time, and she didn't even have the strength to hold the phone.

That day was Christmas Eve, Ning Zechuan's birthday, and Shu Yan just wanted to say "Happy Birthday" to him.

There are people celebrating in the streets and alleys, a festive and peaceful color, only she is the same as this silent snow.What made her disheartened was not that he was not around, but that the laughter had nothing to do with her.

After that, Shu Yan never called Zhang Qingming again.

After several days of frost, the weather was getting colder and colder. On the day Ning Zechuan returned to Jiangzhou, it snowed at the airport, and the plane was delayed for six hours. It was after four in the morning when he landed in Jiangzhou.

Ning Zechuan returned home, leaned on the sofa with the lights off, raised one arm across his eyes and took a nap.He couldn't sleep well these days, and the follow-up doctor specially invited by Hairun said that if this situation continued, his body would be exhausted.

After an unknown amount of time, he heard the sound of the door opening. It was winter, the nights were long and the days were short, and the world was still shrouded in darkness. His eyes had already adapted to the darkness, and he saw a mass of people pushing open the door and walking in.

With a "click", the light turned on.

"what!"

When Shu Yan saw someone in the living room, she yelled in fright and almost jumped up. When she saw him, her frightened face immediately turned into surprise: "You, you...you are back."

Ning Zechuan couldn't help frowning and squinting at the sudden glare of the lights.She was wrapped in a thick cloak, her face was swollen, her nose was red, her eyes were drooping, and she looked sick.

Ning Zechuan just glanced at it, and his chest was filled with a complex feeling of distress and anger. He couldn't help but said meanly: "Go back when you're sick, and hang around here. Who do you want to infect?"

Shu Yan was taken aback: "I didn't know you came back today..."

In fact, her typhoid fever is almost cured, but the illness has been too long, and the sickness has not faded.

Before she could explain, Ning Zechuan stood up, passed her and opened the door to go out.

It was a long time after the door closed that Shu Yan made a move, her shoulders slumped, and she lowered her head as if discouraged.

At the company's regular meeting that day, Ning Zechuan called a company veteran who always likes to make money in projects. The company's management knows all about this person's faults.At the beginning, he was a hero who followed Ning Qiguang to fight the world, and the money he got was only a fraction of the various projects, not too much, so he turned a blind eye to it.Everyone murmured in their hearts, it's not that Ning Zechuan didn't know about this, and it's a bit inexplicable to be expelled suddenly and directly like this.

The elder, who was in his 60s, stood at the door of the office and scolded Ning Zechuan for a long time, even scolding him for admitting that he was his father.

It took a long time for the security guards to pull him away. When Zhang Qingming returned to the office after finishing his work, Ning Zechuan was sitting behind the desk with one hand on his forehead, looking at the dark sky outside the window.

"gone?"

"gone."

Then Ning Zechuan withdrew his gaze and explained the work arrangement while flipping through the documents.

Soon someone knocked on the door, and it was director Zhou, a member of the company's board of directors, who came to intercede with the elders.

"Old Lin grew up with the company. When Mr. Ning divided the shares, he insisted on not taking them on the grounds that his brothers didn't pay. Much more than those he lost."

"So you mean, he deserves all the money he lost?" Ning Zechuan closed the folder with a "snap", "Does he need the entire company to be his regret medicine for the shares he gave up?"

Standing beside Ning Zechuan, Zhang Qingming winked at Director Zhou and shook his head.

Director Zhou is a discerning person. After receiving Zhang Qingming's wink, he knew that Ning Zechuan was in a bad mood, and that Lao Lin had hit the gun, so he immediately apologized and smiled: "It must not be the case. Lao Lin really shouldn't have done this. I’m getting older, so I’m not restrained. It doesn’t matter if I’m retired now. His daughter has a second child, and he just went home to take his grandson. Lao Lin has a way of taking care of children. When you were born, you cried when anyone hugged you. As soon as he hugs you, you will be quiet."

Ning Zechuan's frowning brows were a little loose, and Director Zhou hurriedly added to his anger: "He has a bad temper, and he said those things because he wanted to save face. Don't bother with him. Sigh, if Brother Ning is here, you know How sad it is for him to make trouble like this, after all, we have been friends for so many years... we can't just become enemies like this, how about this, I will be the host at night, and we will have dinner together. "

Shu Yan's face flashed in Ning Zechuan's mind, so, for the first time, he did not reject Director Zhou's proposal.

In fact, after Ning Zechuan went out from home that morning, Shu Yan also left. Everyone around her will gradually become separated from her in the end, mother, Gu Taozhi, Ou Zichen, and Ning Zechuan, she has never felt more lonely than at this moment, the sky and the earth are big, and there is no place to accommodate her.

Lonely people have to sleep besides getting drunk. Shu Yan chose the latter. She put a small amount of sleeping pills in the milk. She slept very deeply without dreaming. Later, she was woken up by the phone, and she touched the phone in a daze. , completely awake.

The night view light at the bedside showed that it was [-]:[-] in the morning. Zhang Qingming would call at this time. Something must have happened to Ning Zechuan.

Her scalp was numb, and she answered the phone while dressing: "What's the matter?"

"Mr. Ning is probably drunk...I really can't help it," Zhang Qingming on the other end of the phone seemed hesitant, "Dr. Shu, you should come and see for yourself."

"I'm coming right now!"

As soon as Ning Zechuan was drunk, Shu Yan felt a headache. His body is no better than others. If he is unlucky, alcohol may even kill him. Is he really so unwilling to see her?

When Shu Yan rushed to the villa, Zhang Qingming was waiting for her at the door, leading her to Ning Zechuan's bedroom.

"How is he?"

"Three times."

Shu Yan felt distressed: "Why don't you look at him to order, drink? Still drunk?"

Zhang Qingming couldn't explain why he didn't stop him, but the group of directors forgot everything when they drank, and all his attention was on blocking Mr. Ning's drink. After dealing with it for a few rounds, he realized that Mr. Ning had drunk all by himself. A bottle of white wine, he was scared out of his wits.

Pushing open the door of the bedroom, Zhang Qingming walked to the door of the bathroom and pointed in: "I was going to take a bath, but I didn't hear the sound of water for a long time, so I came in and took a look... I called him several times, but he didn't Don't want to talk to me."

Shu Yan looked into the bathroom and was dumbfounded.

When people are drunk and have no self-awareness, they will do things that are very different from usual, but she still can't connect this Ning Zechuan with the usual him for a while.

Ning Zechuan sat in the bathtub with his knees bent, his head resting on his knees, he was drunk, holding his head, squatting there pitifully.

"Have you never encountered such a situation before?" Shu Yan asked.

Zhang Qingming shook his head: "This is the first time."

"Let me try."

Shu Yan walked over, squatted down next to the bathtub, and only found his lips moved slightly when he got closer, as if he was saying something.She leaned over, leaned closer to listen, and then heard clearly.

"you do not want me."

"You don't want me."

"Every one of you, don't want me."

Shu Yan's heart melted in an instant, she took his hand and said softly: "Master, what nonsense are you talking about, forget it, we agreed, I will guard you."

Let me be with you, heaven or hell.

Ning Zechuan slowly raised his head, his long and narrow phoenix eyes gleamed with a clear light, he didn't seem to be drunk, he looked at Shu Yan, and slowly uttered two words.

"fraud."

Shu Yan could hear the meaning of grievance in these two words, and Ning Zechuan was like a child after she was drunk, arousing her maternal side: "I won't lie to you, now, take a bath first, okay? It smells too bad."

Ning Zechuan was a little slow to react, and nodded in slow motion after a pause for a few seconds: "Okay."

Zhang Qingming hurried over to help: "Mr. Ning, I'm here..."

"Not you!"

Ning Zechuan suddenly raised his voice and hugged Shu Yan's neck.

This action is the most obvious meaning.

"Let me do it," Shu Yan couldn't help laughing, "You don't smell as bad of alcohol as him, so go home early, take a shower and rest."

Zhang Qingming looked at her thoughtfully.

Immediately noticed that Shu Yan blushed a little: "I'm a doctor, it doesn't make any difference to me whether he wears clothes or not."

That's right, doctors usually come into contact with this kind of work, it's nothing more than normal.Dr. Shu is high-spirited, because he thinks too much, besides, a girl doesn't care about these things, so why should he worry about Mr. Ning being taken advantage of?

"Then trouble you."

Zhang Qingming then left with peace of mind.

003
Shu Yan calmly took off Ning Zechuan's vomited clothes, put water in the bathtub, and Shu Yan wiped his body without looking sideways.

Nightingale and Bethune testified that at this moment, she really kept silently saying in her heart: "This is a mannequin, this is a mannequin, this is a mannequin."

Fortunately, Ning Zechuan was very quiet, he didn't say a word, and let her manipulate him, he was really a good example of a good boy.

After taking a shower, Shu Yan blow-dried his hair. He sat on the toilet with his hands straight on his knees, his eyes closed, and his waist straight. Shu Yan couldn't help laughing. Is this a return to childhood?He was so good when he was a child?
After feeding him liver protection tablets and watching him fall asleep, Shu Yan went to sleep in peace.

After Ning Zechuan packed her luggage and threw it out in the middle of the night, she never stayed here again. Fortunately, the room she slept in hadn't been touched.During the days when Ning Zechuan was away, she even took out the quilt to bask in the sun.

In the middle of the night, Shu Yan, who was in her sleep, heard the sound of the door opening, and then the place beside her collapsed, and in the next second, she was tightly hugged by both hands including the person and the quilt.

She opened her eyes abruptly and held her breath.

After that incident, she thought that she would be like many girls who had been sexually assaulted, leaving a shadow since then, resisting being touched and being intimate with others.

But when she smelled the faint scent of medicine from the person behind her, she suddenly felt relieved, closed her eyes and sighed, she knew before, as if she was born to be with him, only by his side can she Feel at ease for no reason.

Only he is different.

In this life, only he is right.

The two hugged each other until they fell into a daze, Ning Zechuan got under the quilt at some point, Shu Yan also turned around at some point, the two faced each other, the tip of each other's nose was only a finger away, embracing like a vine other side.

In the darkness, Shu Yan opened her eyes as if she felt something, facing a pair of glazed eyes, Shu Yan thought that he really drank too much, even his eyes were so intoxicating.

She didn't know if he was awake or dreaming, or if she was dreaming or real.All she knew was that when he lowered his head and kissed her lips, and his hot palms lingered on her body, she slowly closed her eyes, and tightly clung her hands to his bare back along the pajamas.

When the sky was slightly bright, Shu Yan woke up from Ning Zechuan's arms, his long arms were still on her belly, Shu Yan's face was slightly red, and she gently slipped out from under his arms.He slept deeply, his thin lips were lightly parted, and he was not restless from a hangover. His fluffy eyelashes rested on his handsome face, like a jade-like young master in a picture handed down from generation to generation. The rivers and mountains are not as good as what he brought to her. Thrilling.

Shu Yan couldn't help but lowered her head and kissed him, then put on her clothes and went to the bathroom on the first floor to take a shower.

In the bathroom, Shu Yan looked at her red and swollen lips in the mirror, and then she realized that she was shy. He and her were still in a cold war yesterday, but in one night, they became the closest relationship.The culprit of this too rapid development was alcohol, but she didn't know how to face him when he was sober.

So, Shu Yan hid in the bathroom for a long time. After she had figured out how to deal with all the embarrassing scenes she would face and went out, when she saw the person standing outside the door, her mind went blank for an instant.

The man was wearing a black overcoat, his hair was tied neatly behind his head, and his unpainted face was not pretty.When Shu Yan saw her last time, her face was still full of happiness, and her whole body exuded a kind of beautiful light.

Suddenly, Shu Yan realized who had stripped those happiness and beauty from her face, and she instantly turned pale.

"Shu Yan, you can really do it."

Gu Taozhi spit out a sentence softly, his eyes were as cold as ice blades, and Shuyan couldn't lift his head. Then Gu Taozhi turned around, walked up to Zhang Qingming who was standing by the sofa with his head bowed, and raised his hand Just a loud slap.

With a "slap", Shu Yan's whole body trembled, as if the slap had hit her face.

"Mr. Ning is drunk and you won't notify me? He doesn't know that I'm back to China, but you don't? Zhang Qingming, you forgot your identity? Is this how you repay the Morimoto family for their kindness in raising you?"

Zhang Qingming lowered his head and did not speak. On the right side of his face, there were five clear fingerprints, shocking.

Gu Taozhi is the unmarried daughter-in-law of the Morimoto family and his half master, but he knows that Ning Zechuan doesn't want to see her when he is awake, let alone when he is most vulnerable after drunk.

"You've also read Mrs. Morimoto's souvenir. Why did I come? Do as the Romans do. In Japan, if you betray your lord, you have to apologize with your heart." Gu Taozhi said this to Zhang Qingming, but his eyes kept looking at Shu. Yan, watching Shu Yan's rosy face fade away from the bathroom just now, Gu Taozhi felt a sense of revenge, "You go back to Japan immediately, and I will tell Mr. Ning that you were recalled by the headquarters. went."

Zhang Qingming was silent, lowered his head: "Yes." Then he walked out.

When there were only Shu Yan and Gu Taozhi left, Gu Taozhi approached Shu Yan and smiled strangely: "Shu Yan, the first day I knew you, I treated you as my own sister, even after I I can't agree with your behavior and gradually alienate you, and I never thought of tearing face off with you, but Shu Yan, you have proved what it means to be shameless."

Shu Yan was stung, she bit her lip, not daring to look up at Gu Taozhi, and couldn't think of anything to refute.

"You and your mother are really alike."

Accompanied by these words were the clothes that fell on her head and face, Shu Yan closed her eyes and let Gu Taozhi vent without moving. Shu Yan seemed to be on the verge of an amnesty, picked up the clothes and items scattered under her feet, and ran out.

As soon as the door of the villa was closed, she went limp. Fortunately, a hand stretched out from the side and grabbed her shoulder so that she didn't fall down in the snow.

Zhang Qingming said, "Doctor Shu, I'll give you a ride."

Shu Yan wanted to refuse, but her legs were as heavy as lead, and she couldn't walk at all.

In the car, Shu Yan huddled in the back seat and said in a very low voice: "I'm sorry..."

Zhang Qingming heard it. In fact, he can't make any comments on this matter. After drinking, many uncontrollable things will happen, and there is a man and woman who like each other: "The responsibility is not yours alone, I am also responsible."

If he hadn't called Shu Yan last night, perhaps these things would not have happened.

However, the facts are unpredictable, he would never have thought that Director Zhou would call Ning Yao to care about Ning Zechuan, who was drunk last night, without seeing Ning Zechuan when he went to the company in the morning.Therefore, Ning Yao notified Gu Taozhi, her prospective daughter-in-law, to take care of Ning Zechuan.

On the way Gu Taozhi asked him to drive her to the villa, he was careful and made several calls secretly, but neither Ning Zechuan nor Shu Yan answered.

"He and I... nothing happened, and I didn't come here last night." Shu Yan said suddenly.

Zhang Qingming was startled, looked at her in the rearview mirror, nodded, "I see."

Shu Yan hugged herself a little tighter, leaned on the back seat, her mind swelled up and down.She thought she would be happy as long as she saw him well from afar, but since reuniting with him, everything that happened told her that she couldn't do it.

People are all greedy animals. When they can't see, they want to see, and when they see, they want to touch, and when they touch, they want to hide him well and become her own treasure.

Shu Yan could feel that she was being devoured by greed little by little, she lost her judgment and morality, and did something despicable to others.

Ning Zechuan was drunk, she was sober, she did not refuse.

Such a girl even despises herself.

Ning Zechuan didn't wake up until noon.

His head was hurting, and he couldn't help frowning until a pair of fragrant hands pressed on his temples and rubbed them gently.

He froze for a moment, then opened his eyes suddenly, the name that was about to be pronounced came back to his belly when he saw the person who was sitting bent over beside him, he pushed her hand away with obvious resistance, and frowned: "Why are you here?"

Gu Taozhi smiled, and his voice was so soft that water could be squeezed out: "You were drunk yesterday, and Zhang Qingming also drank a lot. He called me and asked me to take care of you. You vomited all over and got drunk again. You're unconscious, I changed your clothes for you, don't you mind?"

She saw it, before he opened his eyes and saw her, the fleeting tenderness on his face, that look, he would only show when facing Shu Yan, no one else.

At that moment, Gu Taozhi's hatred for Shu Yan deepened.

Ning Zechuan turned cold, and repeated every word: "I mean, why are you here?"

Gu Taozhi knew that he couldn't pretend to be stupid, so he told the truth: "It's your mother, she doesn't worry about you and wants me to take care of you, so she helped me go back to China."

Ning Zechuan's face was a little gloomy, he was silent for a while, looked at her abnormally calmly and said: "No matter what she promised you, you have to be clear, our engagement is just to get what we need, you'd better not think of other ideas. "

What he meant was so obvious that even the most stupid person could hear it, besides, Gu Taozhi was smarter than anyone else.

He has never had a good impression of Gu Taozhi. He could tell from Xihe back then that this woman's smile was too fake and she was too sophisticated. Mingli got along well with everyone, but in fact she was in control of everything, so he wouldn't suffer a little. , such a person is the most terrifying, talking and laughing will hurt people invisible.The reason why he was able to see it so quickly was because there was a person similar to her by his side, Lu Tang.

If Gu Taozhi were a man, he would be a formidable opponent or a good business partner.

But she is a woman, and she is also a greedy person who is not satisfied with the status quo.

She didn't know what method she used back then to make Jiang Bozhou trust her more, and arranged for her to travel across the ocean, enter Morimoto's house, and be placed by his side to report on his daily life.

Gu Taozhi took the initiative to tell him and Ning Yao what Jiang Bozhou asked her to do, and said that he would agree only because the Ning family was kind to her, and she wanted to maintain the blood relationship between Jiang Bozhou and Ning Zechuan.

Her cleverness is that Ning Yao will eventually find out about these things if she doesn't tell them. If she speaks out on her own initiative, Ning Yao can rest assured of her and stay by her side.He even got engaged to him by accident, and sometimes he even wondered if Gu Taozhi was involved in the promotion of the whole thing in this matter?Otherwise, why did those old men of the Morimoto family suddenly use China's "getting a family and starting a business" as an example?

He would be so suspicious because she showed too much purpose towards him after the engagement. Over the years, she really regarded herself as his fiancee, so when she wanted to go back to the country with him, he He stayed in Japan with his right to speak in Morimoto.But he didn't expect that Ning Yao, who had always ignored his emotional problems, would step in and send this person whose behavior he couldn't control to his side.

This annoyed him so much that he didn't want to see her for a second longer.

"go out."

Ning Zechuan spat out two words coldly.

Gu Taozhi felt that he couldn't keep the smiles that were deliberately piled up on his face, so he simply gave up, his face became ugly in an instant, and his eyes were red.

"Ning Zechuan, if you don't treat me as a woman, you should at least treat me as a person, right? What's wrong with me liking you? Have I ever hurt you? I am a girl, for you, from China to Japan, for you Don’t you feel touched by your dedication to your career? I’ve been waiting for you for so long, have you seen me?”

She almost broke down in tears, and everyone would feel pity for Lihua's rainy appearance, but Ning Zechuan has always been different from ordinary people. He looked at her coldly, and suddenly let out a strange smile.

Gu Taozhi felt that this person was too scary, and she suddenly realized that her best disguise had never had any effect on him, she seemed to have no skin and flesh in front of him, only a beating heart under the skeleton, exposed to him In front of you, you can see everything at a glance.

Before she was about to show these panics, she turned and ran out covering her face.

When the room became quiet and Ning Zechuan was the only one left, he leaned down with his eyebrows held together.

His mind was full of Shu Yan, and Gu Taozhi was forgotten in just a second.

Ning Zechuan was never willing to waste a little heart on insignificant people, his heart was too small, pretending to be alone would be too crowded.

In fact, since Shu Yan moved away from here, he has been unable to sleep at night, and he can only sleep peacefully in this room, lying on the bed she used to sleep on.

Therefore, it is not uncommon to wake up here.

just last night...

He flipped off the quilt and took a look, the slightly messy white quilt was normal.

He can't say whether he is disappointed or relieved. He is a normal adult man. It is normal to have some beautiful dreams. Maybe it is because of drunkenness. So full that he almost thought that Shu Yan spent the night by his side.

The reason why he believed that the protagonist was Shu Yan's dream, and not Gu Taozhi who took care of him all night, was because only Shu Yan could make him become the person in the dream with infinite passion and pursuit.

Only she can arouse his greed.

004
After that day, a few days later, Shu Yan returned to the villa to do her work.

That day Gu Taozhi brought the scallops brought from Japan, and said Mrs. Morimoto asked to bring them.Ning Zechuan didn't know how many letters his mother had prepared to give Gu Taozhizuo one reason after another to approach him, which made him feel ridiculous and even more irritated.

Just as she was restless, Shu Yan came, and when she saw the two people sitting in a stalemate in the hall, she was slightly taken aback, then stopped taking off her shoes, and stood at the door looking at them stupidly.

After not seeing her for a few days, she became haggard again, and her sickness not only did not subside, but intensified instead.

This girl has a good way of taking care of others since she was a child, but she is always careless about herself.

Ning Zechuan turned his inner irritability on her: "What are you doing with the door open? In such a cold day, who do you want to freeze to death?"

Shu Yan was startled by his tone, she quickly closed the door like a frightened bird, and stepped in.

When the snow-stained shoes stepped on the floor heater, they left a string of snow particles.

Ning Zechuan frowned, why is she in a trance, has something on her mind?
Gu Taozhi has already greeted him, took Shu Yan's hand, and said with a smile: "Shu Yan, you forgot to change your slippers, come, let me help you, it's so cold outside, it's freezing."

"No, I myself..."

Shu Yan quickly waved her hand and took a step back, but Gu Taozhi had already squatted down and grabbed her feet.

Shu Yan could only ask her to take off her shoes in embarrassment, and put on indoor slippers, and let Gu Taozhi lead her to the table: "This is a precious scallop brought from Japan. I cooked some porridge, and you can quickly Try it."

Ning Zechuan's gaze was locked on Shuyan's body, the closer she was to him, the more obvious her sunken eye sockets and thin cheeks became.When she sat down opposite him, he couldn't help asking, "Don't doctors treat themselves?"

Shu Yan's expression was in a trance, and he didn't react in a daze. A gleam flashed in Gu Taozhi's eyes, and he served Shu Yan with porridge and said: "Shu Yan was afraid of the cold since she was a child, I still remember that she was so cold that winter. The deputy always looks like he can't wake up, and he is in a trance when doing things. It's nothing serious. After staying in the heating room for a while, he will be alive and well. And you think, even if the doctor doesn't treat himself, Shu Yan's boyfriend is still a As for the doctor, how could he be willing to let her be sick, Shu Yan, right?"

The angle Gu Taozhi looked back at Shu Yan was a coincidence, it happened to be within Ning Zechuan's blind spot, but Shu Yan could see it clearly, she nodded following Gu Taozhi's words as if her throat was choking.

Ning Zechuan was stung again, why is she always like this, when he finally hid the pain, with one word and one movement, his wound was opened again, and a fresh opening was drawn on it.This kind of Lingmo is no different from Lingchi, she was too cruel to him.The pity in Ning Zechuan's heart that was born because of her just now disappeared suddenly. He just wanted everyone to accompany him in the pain. It is interesting to feel the feeling that life is worse than death.

The more you care, the harder it is to forgive.

"Shu Yan."

He suddenly called her softly, Shu Yan looked up at him, he looked at him with tremblingly cold eyes, and pronounced her death sentence word by word.

"Gu Taozhi and I are getting married next month, you are welcome to attend."

With a sound of "click", the spoon in Shu Yan's hand fell to the ground.

That night, the snow that had been falling all day finally stopped. In the middle of the night, the sky began to rain, and the raindrops hit the glass windows, making the sound of dreams shattering.

Shu Yan's dream that she had had for almost ten years was shattered like this, the pieces fell into the snow, and there was no dross left. What the world returned to her was endless cold.

In her sleep, Shu Yan hugged herself tightly, covered her body with two quilts, and was still shivering from the cold.

When Ning Zechuan discovered that Gu Taozhi's existence could make him no longer look like a loser full of jealousy and resentment in front of Shuyan, he began to acquiesce in Gu Taozhi's behavior of treating Wutong Villa as his home.

He was like a child who couldn't get candy from Shuyan, so he ran to other people to ask for something he didn't like, and he was disgusted after eating it, and he also made a face to Shuyan that the candy was delicious.

Sometimes when Shu Yan was waiting with medicine in hand, he would chat with Gu Taozhi happily, talking about the eight years of life in Tokyo that he didn't have a deep impression of.It was a place where Shu Yan had never been involved, and he just wanted to make her feel embarrassed and ignored.

After finally finishing the conversation, when he finally "remembered" Shuyan, he would start to find fault with the medicine, hurting his stomach when it was cold, and scalding her mouth when it was hot, repeatedly tossing her.

Love can't get it, love causes resentment, love causes anger.

He was looking forward to seeing helplessness or grievance on Shu Yan's face. He thought that if she showed weakness to him, he would not care about anything. Only him.

However, Shu Yan was extremely calm and patient, not at all like the girl before who would write her emotions on her face even if she didn't quarrel with him.

She is so calm.

Such tranquility made him uneasy, especially now that the news that he and Gu Taozhi were going to get married spread at a feverish speed.

Ning Zechuan didn't need to do anything, Gu Taozhi already wanted the whole world to know about it.The Jiangzhou Commercial Daily also conducted an exclusive interview with Gu Taozhi, and the interviewer was a Xiaobai reporter who had a close relationship with Gongyu.

Because of Gong Yu's relationship, Shu Yan has a moderate friendship with Reporter Xiaobai.

Reporter Xiaobai called Shu Yan after finishing the interview that day.

"She found our editor-in-chief herself. Maybe she released all the news on the market now. Who knows if it's true or not."

Shu Yan said: "It's true, they have been engaged for many years."

Reporter Xiaobai was indignant: "Engagement is not marriage."

Shu Yan smiled: "You have brought in too many personal feelings. If I were in Gu Taozhi's position now, you would definitely not say that."

"I..." Reporter Xiaobai choked for a while, hesitantly said, "Sister Shuyan, are you okay, don't you... love Ning Zechuan very much?"

Shu Yan was slightly dazed, as if everyone in the world knew that she loved him, but he was the only one who didn't know, or he knew but pretended not to know, she smiled bitterly: "I love him, with him and who Marriage is two different things."

There was silence on the other end of the phone, Shu Yan took a deep breath and said, "Xiaobai, nice to meet you, take care."

That day Shuyan went to the hospital to resign.

After Dean Ou was imprisoned, Section Chief Zheng was promoted to become the dean, and the resignation procedures were easily completed.

Dean Zheng handed her the stamped document: "I have already written a letter of recommendation from the school, so you can rest assured and prepare for the exam."

Shu Yan joked: "Aren't you worried that I won't pass the exam?"

Dean Zheng gave her a white look: "Do you dare not pass the exam?"

Shu Yan giggled, but Dean Zheng's eyes were red: "Look at your heartless appearance, you have to take care of yourself when you go there, the outside is no better than at home, it's messy, your teacher is getting old, don't Tell her to worry, don't just call back to save phone bills, at worst, I will reimburse you for the money. "

Shu Yan choked up and said "hmm": "You just wait for my sky-high phone bill."

After coming out of the dean's office, Shu Yan went to the obstetrics and gynecology department. Ou Zichen was sitting in the clinic. She was standing in the corridor, facing the door diagonally, and could just see the scene in the office.We have known each other for more than ten years, but this seems to be the first time she has looked at him seriously. It turns out that he has such a beautiful face, with sword eyebrows and starry eyes, and there is always a warm smile on his face. No wonder so many little The nurses all sharpened their heads and wanted to go to the gynecology department. There was also a widespread saying in the hospital that "Even if you can't give birth to Dr. Ou in this life, you should at least let him deliver a baby for you once." This made her laugh for a long time.

I don't know how long it took, the people in the corridor disappeared, Ou Zichen raised his head while supporting his neck, the moment his eyes raised, his movements froze suddenly, Shu Yan knew that he had seen her, so she waved to him , walked towards him.

It wasn't until she sat down on the seat opposite him that Ou Zichen came back to his senses and looked a little surprised: "Shu Yan... why are you here? How long have you been here?"

"It won't be long. I'll come to resign and come to see you."

"Resign?" Ou Zichen was taken aback again.

Shu Yan explained: "I'm going to London."

"Isn't there still a few months before the entrance exam?"

Shu Yan knew that sooner or later she would go to Ou Zichen in London. All these years after graduation, she has been working hard to save money and study for further study at Imperial College of Medicine.

"The tuition fee is still a little short. I contacted a local private clinic in London. The salary there is relatively high. I can prepare for the exam while working. It is not bad to get familiar with the environment in advance."

"This is different from your previous plan." Ou Zichen was silent, thinking of the news that came out a few days ago, he said clearly, "Is it because of Ning Zechuan?"

Shu Yan nodded, she didn't want to deny that she made such a decision because of Ning Zechuan, she had witnessed his engagement scene, so she couldn't watch him marry someone else, and couldn't imagine all the people around him Everyone is celebrating the day he left her world, what he looked like.

From the day he announced to her that he wanted to marry Gu Taozhi, she was like a prisoner on probation waiting to die, every day was suffering, she was too uncomfortable, she could only leave, run away, laugh loudly or cry.

Ou Zichen covered his face and was silent for a while, then let out a sigh of frustration: "When are you leaving?"

"New Year's Eve."

"I send you?"

Shu Yan shook her head: "No, I can't stand parting." Seeing Ou Zichen's face getting more and more depressed, Shu Yan felt warm in her heart, reached out to hold his hand, and comforted, "It's not that I won't come back, and you can also Go see mine."

Ou Zichen's eyes lit up: "Really? Can I visit you?"

Shu Yan smiled and nodded: "Really."

That night Ou Zichen and Shu Yan had dinner together, and the two had a tacit understanding not to mention their respective fathers.Ou Zichen drank a lot of wine, and finally fell asleep on the table with the bottle in his arms. In his dream, he sobbed a few times, and Shu Yan heard it clearly, saying, "Shu Yan, I'm sorry."

Shu Yan looked at the heavy snow outside the window, and said softly, "I know...it's okay."

In fact, Ou Zichen didn't know that before Dean Ou was imprisoned, Shu Yan had visited him once alone.

Dean Ou said bluntly in his statement that he would cooperate with Lu Tang because of Shu Yan, who now has an inseparable relationship with the Ning Group, and he wants to destroy everything related to her.

Shu Yan was a little dazed, she couldn't keep up with Dean Ou's thinking rhythm, and she couldn't understand: "Don't you feel guilty at all for my father taking the blame for you all these years? Why do you want to hurt me? ?”

Dean Ou slapped the table and cursed excitedly: "Are you ashamed to ask this? Haven't you hurt Zichen badly enough? You broke up our Ou family! You made him unable to be a complete man again! Death must be blamed!"

Shu Yan understood that he hated her as a father, and because he hated her, he lost his original intention of being a doctor.

In the end, does this count as her sin?
At dawn, Shu Yan untied her shawl and covered Ou Zichen who was still awake, leaned over and hugged him, and then left the hotel.Taking advantage of the early time, Shu Yan went to the cemetery, the place where her father was buried. She wiped off the falling snow on the tombstone, stared at the face that had been blurred in her memory, for a long, long time, without saying a word.

On New Year's Eve, Gong Peilin called Shu Yan, casually said that Gu Taozhi had already taken his husband and wife to Xihe for the festival, and asked if Shu Yan would like to come together.

Shu Yan was sitting in front of the suitcase waiting for the instant noodles to be soaked, she was stunned for a moment and said, "No need."

After hesitating for a while, Gong Peilin still asked the main point of his call: "Are you and Xiao Chuan okay?"

Shu Yan avoided the serious and took the light: "Isn't he and I always like that, Uncle Gong, I'm leaving tomorrow to study abroad."

"Why so suddenly?"

"Where is it suddenly? I have been preparing for several years. I finally saved money. I don't want to go right away. Who knows if the tuition fee will increase."

Shu Yan's tone was relaxed, but Gong Peilin still heard a hint of pretense, sighed and said: "You, you, I don't know if it's a good thing to be too self-reliant, so it's up to you, young people are willing to learn, it's a good thing , don't worry, I'll be watching at home, and I'll talk to your mother about it in a few days, so as not to make her feel sad, for the New Year's Eve, you want to win a good fortune, if you cry, it won't go well for a whole year. "

Shu Yan said "Mmm", and quickly hung up the phone, remembering Gong Peilin's words, she kept her neck up for a long time to keep her tears from streaming down.

The next morning, after Shu Yan stored her luggage in the supermarket outside the villa area, she started a day of private care work.

As usual, with Gu Taozhi around, there is actually nothing she can do to help. Now, Gu Taozhi has even learned how to prepare several medicines very well.

He already has someone else to take care of him, which is good.

The closer the farewell is, the faster the time passes, as if the twilight is ushered in with just a blink of an eye.

After thinking about it, Shu Yan went to say goodbye to Ning Zechuan, who was talking with Gu Taozhi in the study.

Shu Yan gently knocked on the door of the study, and Ning Zechuan glanced at her lightly.

Shu Yan said, "Zechuan, I'm leaving."

As expected, he lowered his head without any reaction, and continued the conversation with Gu Taozhi.

Shu Yan was stunned for a moment, then turned and left, his world never needed her, she was an inadvertent key in the music, an accidentally bent stroke in the ink painting, and the redundant back in the landscape photo.

Until the sound of closing the door came, Ning Zechuan suddenly fell silent. He slowly straightened his back, looked at the empty corridor outside the door, suddenly panicked for no reason, and couldn't help covering his chest.

Gu Taozhi asked, "What's wrong?"

He impatiently waved her outstretched hand: "Get out!"

Shu Yan booked a night flight, and when the flight attendant reminded her to turn off the phone, she took out the SIM card, folded it in half, and threw it in the trash bag.

Amidst the roar of the plane taking off, Shu Yan suddenly thought that she didn't deliberately hide from him when she left, and he didn't notice it at all. This is probably a kind of fate.

Since then, the mountains have been long and the waters are wide, and you cherish yourself.

(End of this chapter)