The rest of my life is no longer sad for you
Chapter 14 Until Winter Passes
Chapter 14 Until Winter Passes
{Some people love because of appearance, some people love because of connotation, some people love because of long-term companionship, there are thousands of possibilities to fall in love with someone.And I love you because I am moved. When you carry me on the mountain road full of pebbles, when you trek across mountains and rivers and give me bamboo grasshoppers, when you step into the snow in Tokyo without hesitation, love does not need emotion The world is moving, only one person needs to be touched.Nothing is possible in this life except you. }
001
On the second day after Shu Yan left, Ning Zechuan received a registered letter in which he signed a private care contract with Shu Yan and a money order from the post office. salary.
Ning Zechuan looked at it for a while with a gloomy face, then tore up the letter and threw it into the trash can.
She didn't want to owe him, and she didn't want him to owe her.
Nothing owes each other, this is the answer she gave him.
Ning Zechuan leaned on the sofa, with his hands slumped in his hair. He remembered that Shuyan stood at the door yesterday and said to him, "Zechuan, I'm leaving."
Ning Zechuan felt sore and sore in his heart, tears streaming down uncontrollably.
On the eve of the wedding, Gong Yu opened a stage at Chunfeng Full Moon Building to celebrate Ning Zechuan's last single night.
Ning Zechuan was not interested, and sat beside him with a pale face, holding a glass of watermelon juice that Gong Yu had stuffed for him.
He didn't have any friends, and after all these years, there was only Gong Yu alone. Gong Yu thought it was boring for them to sit together, so he called a group of his comrades in the army to support the scene. Everyone knew him well and toasted him one after another. They were all blocked by Gong Yu.
Gong Yu said nonsense: "He is allergic to alcohol, he will get a rash all over his body when he touches alcohol, and he might lose his life, so I don't want to owe him my life."
The comrade-in-arms booed: "Gongyu, why do you look like a little girl who stops her husband from drinking?"
"Fuck you, don't you know best if I'm a girl?"
Amidst the roar of laughter, Ning Zechuan felt that the gap in his heart was getting bigger and bigger since Shuyan left.
After tossing until midnight, the whole group dispersed, and only he and Gongyu were left in the drunken box.
Gongyu drank too much, vomited a few times, unbuttoned most of his shirt, staggered as he rubbed his forehead, Ning Zechuan walked over, straightened his shoulder, and patted his face: "Can I still go?"
Gongyu said "Well", "Yes."
"Then I'm leaving, it's up to you."
Ning Zechuan left as soon as he said that, but Gongyu hugged his arm: "Xiaochuan, don't worry, let's talk."
"You said Shu Yan..."
Ning Zechuan was about to push his hand away when he heard him mention Shu Yan, his heart skipped a beat.
"Why is she so cruel? The phone number has become empty, and no one can be found."
Ning Zechuan didn't speak, Ren Gongyu pulled him to sit down on the sofa.
"I've always felt sorry for her. Back then, I thought she was just like everyone else. She had prejudices against you and disliked you, so I chose to escape after hearing your confession. I think she is hypocritical. Like those people, I feel sorry for her. Very opinionated. When Wan Bing came back, she came to Pei’s house to find me and asked me for your address in Japan. I didn’t see her very well, and was annoyed by her coming to ask for it for several days, so I threatened her If you want the address, you have to kneel down to grandpa. I was happy, and then I went to sleep. I woke up the next day and found out that she really knelt in front of my house all night... But later, later I found out that we all misunderstood Actually, in that underground garage, she didn't hear all the words, she didn't know your intentions... She thought you were nice to her only because she was Dr. Shu's daughter..."
When Ning Zechuan first heard Gongyu utter the truth after drinking, his brows became more and more frowned, and the hand holding Gongyu's arm also tightened: "What did you say?"
Gongyu squinted her eyes halfway, and was still rambling: "Xiao Chuan, don't think that I can't see that you are unhappy, you are not happy at all, you don't want to marry Gu Taozhi at all, seeing you so unhappy, I am so happy." Very sad. I thought, if I didn’t write your address in Chinese on purpose, but gave her the Japanese version directly, would she have found you when she went to Japan? Would I have already gotten your address? Wedding wine?"
Ning Zechuan was buzzing in his head: "She went to Japan to find me? When?"
"Well," Gong Yu tilted her head and thought for a while, "It was in 2003, I remember, it was before Christmas, I guess, she wanted to surprise you on your birthday, but she didn't find you."
Ning Zechuan let go of his hand as if he was exhausted, his tense shoulders collapsed, and he recalled Tokyo in the same timeline in his mind.
In 2003, it was the year when he got engaged to Gu Taozhi for his adoptive father. The engagement day was Christmas. He remembered that a few days after Christmas, the local newspaper reported an accident that "Chinese girls were brutally abused when they traveled to Japan. The fellow teenager was seriously injured."
The reason why he noticed this palm-sized piece of news was that the location where the case happened was in his district, a cherry blossom forest not far from Morimoto's house.
Subconsciously connecting these together, Ning Zechuan suddenly had a terrible idea in his mind, that girl...
He stood up abruptly, pressed Gongyu's shoulder firmly, and gritted his teeth: "Gongyu, you should have told me earlier!"
Then, he turned and strode out of the box.
On the way to the parking lot, Ning Zechuan kept dialing Shuyan's cell phone, and the female voice on the other end repeated tirelessly: The number you dialed is empty, please check before dialing.
Feeling restless, he drove to the apartment where Shu Yan rented. It was already early morning, and he didn't care about disturbing other people's sleep. When the door was knocked open, he didn't wait for the person who opened the door to get angry, and handed over a check: " I need Shu Yan urgently."
Shu Yan's roommate was stunned for a moment, then stared suspiciously: "Shu Yan has moved away for half a month."
At that moment, Ning Zechuan stood in the dark corridor and suddenly panicked, the phone number was empty, and the people moved away, leaving no clues.
He can't find her.
where is she?
Suddenly, he thought of the news, "A Chinese girl who traveled to Japan was brutally abused, and a boy who was traveling with her was seriously injured." The boy who was traveling with her, he knew who to go to.
At that time, Shu Yan worked as a waiter in a Chinese restaurant in South Kensington, London. She worked [-] hours a day and lived in the restaurant's staff locker room.Every day, Shu Yan sleeps for a few hours after everyone leaves, and then gets up and packs everything before the vegetable delivery worker arrives.
Such a busy and exhausting life left her no time to think about other things. In fact, she hadn't looked at the calendar for a long time since she came to London, so she didn't know what evening it was.
The weather in London is very bad, cloudy and cloudy, the sun was shining one moment ago, and when I came out from the kitchen with the dishes, I found that it was raining heavily outside the glass window, and then turned around and it was sunny again.Ten rains a day, one for 2 minutes, this is the local people's jokes about the weather in London.
Shu Yan thought, the weather here is surprisingly similar to someone's temper, and then she shook her head in a godlike way, what in this world can be compared with him?Neither the sky nor the earth.
The people on Mo are like jade, and the son is unparalleled in the world.
She loves him beyond a demon barrier, and she is his devout follower.Kneeling for thousands of years, just to see his peerless elegance.
On Valentine's Day, there were many customers, and the Chinese restaurant was open until one o'clock at night.When Shu Yan was cleaning the hall, the boss strode over, took the rag in her hand, and announced with a smile: "I don't need to clean up today, tomorrow I will be closed for a day, holiday, holiday! Go celebrate with your dear ones!"
There was cheers and whistles in the restaurant, and everyone dropped the tools in their hands, rushed forward, lifted the boss up in a hurry, and walked out the door cheering.
The thin Shu Yan was caught in it, stumbled, and was squeezed out of the door.
When she managed to squeeze out of the crowd, she saw her colleague Dean locking the door of the restaurant.
"Wait! Dean! Don't close the door!"
Dean turned his head and saw Shu Yan rushing over to get the key, he quickly raised his hand high, and said exaggeratedly: "Oh, my God, Yan, don't you want to go back to sleep today? Oh, forget it Come on, come drink with us!"
"I……"
Unable to explain, Dean hooked her shoulders and caught up with the large army in front of him in three steps in two steps.
"I assure you, the most unmissable thing in the world is the night in London."
Shu Yan couldn't help curling her lips with Dean's innocent look. The group of British people she met when she first arrived in London were too enthusiastic, which set her off too withdrawn.In fact, she almost forgot the days when the three friends got together.
Colleagues choose a bar for revelry, beside the Thames, across the river is the London Eye, and you can see London's iconic Big Ben from a distance.
Dean was right, London nights were worth getting drunk on.
During the feasting and feasting, the colleagues who came with me were dancing wildly on the stage in the middle. Shu Yan was sitting alone in front of the bar. The blond-haired and blue-eyed guy at the bar showed great interest in Orientals, and almost mixed all the cocktails on the list. Give her a taste.
The cocktail is no better than Chinese liquor, it has great stamina, but Shu Yan didn't know it when she drank it for the first time, she only knew it was like fruit juice. All the sounds became indistinct, as if they were coming from a distant hill.
She heard the boy at the bar's indistinct voice, pointing to a row of cocktails of different colors in front of her and asking her, "Which one do you like?"
Shu Yan slowly pointed to one of the cups, and said with a smile, "This one."
Black is his color.
Shu Yan looked at her raised wrist. It was tied with the handkerchief he used to bandage her wounds many years ago. She kept it carefully like a treasure for many years. When she left Jiangzhou, she tied this handkerchief on her wrist. On the ground, close to the pulse, in the beating, it seems that he is beside him, and she can feel at ease in the day and night in London.
But he probably didn't remember it long ago, he has many handkerchiefs, even if he loses one, it doesn't matter, he also has many people who love him, and she is just one of them.
He didn't want the handkerchief any more than he wanted her.
Ning Zechuan, I miss you.
Ning Zechuan, no matter it was nine years ago or nine years later, every day after I separated from you, I miss you, and I never forget you, so the time becomes long, one day is like a year, and in a blink of an eye I feel like Lived to be 80 years old.
I've been away from you for so long.
The bell rang suddenly, as if hitting the heart, resonating with the pain suppressed for a long time in the body, making a dull and distant sound, Shu Yan covered her face sadly, tears could not stop falling down.
The guy at the bar didn’t know why the girl who was smiling just now was crying so hard the next second. He was at a loss when a man suddenly walked in the crowd. His face was an oriental, so he stood out among a group of westerners. , he was wearing a black overcoat, striding forward, taking off his black gloves as he walked, and opening his arms.
"Shu Yan."
At this time, Big Ben was about to strike the third time. Shu Yan heard someone calling her in a trance. In summer, in the courtyard of the village in the city, she turned her head, and he stood there, frowning and looking at her quietly.
He just stood there.
Shu Yan slowly put down her hand, through the eyes full of mist, the person walking towards her looks like him, but not like him, she doesn't even know if she is awake or asleep now.
She was so drunk that she couldn't see clearly, she walked towards him tremblingly, fell into his open arms, grabbed his collar, and asked him with tears in her eyes: "You hated me so much when we first met, We could have become two parallel lines, it was you... that brick factory, you could have ended up with me there, but why, why did you take me away? Why did you get closer and closer to me? Why did you end up with me again? So cruel? Ning Zechuan, I feel as if I'm going to die here," she grabbed his hand and placed it where her heart was, "I gave it to you, why did you accept it...but let It broke?"
After some words, she spoke intermittently, and when the last word fell, she was heartbroken and fainted from the pain, but she didn't hear the man's choked up and sad answer.
"sorry."
Do you believe it or not, in this world, two people who have no blood relationship will have the same mind and have a magnetic field that belongs only to each other.
Believe it or not, no matter how far apart, even if the voice is blurred by time, as long as you rely on this magnetic field, you can find each other.
Ou Zichen said to him: "She went to London, and it was her dream to go to Imperial College for further study, but that's all I know. As soon as she left, there was no news. It was planned early in the morning. I was worried about her. I can't wait to go to London to find her immediately, but I respect her decision, if this is what she wants... But, you are different from me, you are her only request in this life, she made this decision to break with the past completely Because of you, a person who doesn't even have a dream, what else can't let go. Ning Zechuan, she has done so many things for you and lost so much, why are you so cruel and willing to hurt her so far?"
That's right, why was he so cruel and chilled her heart.
He took the flight to London that day, and it was supposed to be the time of the wedding, but he was above the clouds, crossing mountains, rivers, lakes and seas at a speed of [-] kilometers per hour, and his heart had already surpassed the speed of light, hovering in the streets of London Lane, looking for the soul that exiles itself.
Not knowing where she was, he searched inch by inch in South Kensington but found nothing, and today, the ninth day, he was walking along the banks of the Thames at night with sleepless nights.The night in London was wet and cold. At first he just wanted to drink a glass of wine to warm up, but somehow he walked into this bar, step by step, past the men and women, until he saw the person he was dreaming of in the distance.
Shu Yan, I finally found you.
The moment he hugged her into his arms, he felt the familiar body temperature, and he finally understood what it was like to regain something after losing it.
Similar souls will always meet.
002
Shu Yan had a dream.
In the dream, she arrived at Xihe somehow, wearing a white coat and black trousers work clothes, standing on the wooden corridor, the surrounding was very quiet, without a single sound, she came to a certain room with ease, opened the door, and smiled flower.
The young master of their family was lying on his side on the stone platform, propping his forehead with one hand, closing his eyes and recuperating.She walked over on tiptoe, knelt on the side of the stone platform, and boldly stretched out her hand to caress his eyebrows, eyes and nasal bones. When the pulp of her finger lightly brushed his lips, he suddenly opened his eyelids, and the amber pupils were so dazed. Looking at her, without saying a word.
"Master, you are so pretty."
After looking at each other for a while, she couldn't help admiring. Then, her young master raised his body slightly, pressed the back of her head with one hand, and kissed her so abruptly.She froze all over, but slowly melted in his gentle movements. The familiar texture, hot temperature, and longing demands made her fascinated by his tenderness. She just wanted to show him her soul and let him see it. Look how much she loves him, how much she loves him.
It's a dream, it's a good dream.
she thinks.
When she woke up, her whole body was sore as if she had just done a hundred sit-ups. Shu Yan opened her eyes uncomfortably. When the blurred vision gradually became clear, her consciousness gradually returned.
She realized that she was not in the familiar dressing room, it was more like a hotel, her clothes were hanging on the edge of the bed and on the floor, and she was naked under the quilt, and there was the sound of washing in the bathroom, what did all this prove, Shu Yan couldn't be more clear, the blood on her face faded instantly.She remembered that she was drunk in the bar last night, and she seemed to have hallucinations when her consciousness was blurred. She actually saw Ning Zechuan, and then rushed towards him without thinking. Can not remember.
Looking around, she landed on the shirt hanging on the back of the chair. The shirt looked familiar. Shu Yan stretched out her hand to take it in a daze, and she saw the slightly different buttons on the cuffs on both sides.It was when she was working as a personal protector for Ning Zechuan at Wutong Villa. One day when she was packing his clothes, she saw that his shirt buttons were off. The buttons were sewn on, and he wore the shirt a lot after that.
Is it really him?
Why is he in London?
Shu Yan's head exploded in pain.
When Ning Zechuan came out of the shower, there was no one in the bedroom, the quilt was lifted, and everything that belonged to her was gone. If it wasn't for the black handkerchief she had tied around her wrist beside the pillow, he would have even One must suspect that the girl trembling in his arms last night was another dream of his own.
He picked up the handkerchief, put it on his lips, and sniffed gently: "Shu Yan, this time, you still want to pretend that nothing happened?"
In fact, last night when their skins hugged each other, he knew that that "spring dream" was no longer a dream, and he could be sure that she was real in that dream-like night.As for why there was no sign of her presence in the room when she woke up the next day, she never mentioned it, and she knew it was Gu Taozhi's prompting.
Zhang Qingming's sudden return to Japan probably had something to do with Gu Taozhi.
Those seemingly insignificant things at the beginning, now that I think about it, they were all to cover up the fact that it was Shu Yan who was by his side that night.He could understand that it was Gu Taozhi who said something to Shu Yan, and Shu Yan never mentioned it, as if nothing happened, but this time, she left without saying goodbye, why?
Ning Zechuan turned on his phone, and on the GPRS map, a small green dot was heading south at a slow speed.
In the church of Gretna Green, a wedding under the iron drill was being held. All the residents of the town attended the wedding, and Shu Yan was among them. She wanted to give the couple a smile of blessing, but she couldn't do it.
It was purely accidental that I came here. On the train from London to Edinburgh, Shu Yan was facing a combination of eastern and western faces, talking quietly along the way.Shu Yan looked at the scenery passing by outside the window, her whole body was in a state of emptiness, only her soul was constantly suffering, and she couldn't forgive what she had done.
Westerners are much more tolerant and indulgent in their treatment of sex than other countries in the world. When she returned to the Chinese restaurant in the morning, Dean asked her ambiguously how she had a good night last night.Her face was pale, and every smiling face in the restaurant became an ambiguous ridicule in her eyes. She couldn't bear it, turned around and resigned, and ran to the train station with her luggage in her arms, buying a ticket for the earliest train to leave .
It's fine to go anywhere, as long as it's not here.
She was dazed until the sleeves were tugged, and she saw the little girl with an oriental face smiling shyly. After hesitating for a long time, the little girl said to her in Chinese: "Chinese?"
Shu Yan nodded: "Yes."
When she met someone from another country, the little girl laughed happily and started chattering: "Where are you going? Maybe we are going the same way."
Only then did Shu Yan take out the ticket to see that the destination on it was Edinburgh.
The little girl leaned over to look, and said frustratedly: "It's a pity, we got off the bus earlier than you. Why are you going to Edinburgh? Traveling?"
Shu Yan replied honestly: "That's right. In fact, I just found out my destination just now."
"A walk-and-go trip? Wow, you're so cool. In this case, why don't you get out of the car with us, Gretna green, you know?" The little girl pursed her lips shyly and hugged the blond boy who was giggling next to her. Arm, "We're going to get married there. It's rare for me to see a Chinese. The most important moment in my life is to be witnessed by people from my own country."
Shu Yan was taken aback: "How old are you this year?"
Gretna green is a world-famous wedding town and a paradise for elopements. It will become the first choice for boys and girls in love to get married because of its unique legal age of marriage.
Sure enough, the little girl said proudly: "I am."
Shu Yan was helpless: "You are the one who decides your own..."
Before she finished speaking, Shu Yan's voice stopped abruptly, because she suddenly thought that before she arrived, she had decided who she would spend the rest of her life with, except him.
Love is blind, cause and effect are all to blame.
So, just like this, Shu Yan got out of the car ahead of time and became the bridesmaid of the little girl Qiao Yue in Gretna green.
When the priest announced that the groom could kiss the bride, Shu Yan quietly hid behind the crowd. Amidst the laughter and laughter, she stood under the white roses with a flower basket and her eyes were blurred again.Since leaving Jiangzhou, she has lived like an ancient person, not looking at the Internet, mobile phones, and avoiding everything related to him. But now that she is hurt by the scene, she can't help thinking, what kind of prosperous world will be on the day he gets married Woolen cloth?
Thinking about it, the person walking towards him seemed to be him, wearing a black suit, going to lead his bride.
"Shu Yan."
The voice was so close at hand, her soul instantly returned to her body from a distant place, and she was fascinated by the person in front of her.
The sun shines on the man from the five-colored glass window at the top of the church. His tall body is tall and tall, and his face that will never be erased in memory seems to have passed through thousands of generations, spanning a long light-year, covered in dust, step by step, before he came to her. before.
Seeing that she hadn't moved for a while, Ning Zechuan couldn't help stretching out his hand and gently caressing her face: "Why, after a few days, you don't recognize me anymore?"
Shu Yan was stunned, slightly parted her lips, and looked at him dully: "Why are you here..."
"I downloaded a locator on your phone."
"cell phone……"
Seeing Shu Yan's conscience being tormented, Ning Zechuan suddenly had a strange feeling. Could it be that this girl hasn't watched the news all this time?I don't know that he released Gu Taozhi's pigeons on the wedding day and broke the engagement?Think you're having an affair with him?That's why she ran away?
So, the stroking movement was changed to pinching, and the corners of her mouth were pulled up by him, and her tone was a little aggrieved for the first time: "You can accurately bump into my arms among so many people in the bar, so you don't plan to treat me Am I responsible?"
He has a calm expression and his usual expressionless face. It is really funny to say such words.
Shu Yan suddenly came back to her senses, her brain spinning rapidly, she was not a stupid person at all, after realizing what he meant, her hand trembled, and the flower basket fell to the ground, among the spread petals, Shu Yan intuitively thought He wanted to escape, but the moment he turned around, he was hugged by someone around the waist.
"Don't run away again, I'm afraid that next time, I won't have the strength to go all the way to find you."
His head rested on her shoulder, his arms were tightly wrapped around her, and he pressed against her ear, rubbing his lips against her small and bright red earlobe, and sighed softly.
"I came to you to tell you that I love you, in the past, now, and in the future. In this life, there is only you."
Shu Yan's whole body froze, did she have an auditory hallucination?What is he saying?
Feeling her stiffness, Ning Zechuan felt distressed but did not intend to let her go. He knew that this might be his only chance in this life.
"I didn't marry Gu Taozhi. The engagement back then was just a deal in black and white, because my ego and that damn self-esteem never told you about it. I did a public relations job and thought you didn't know it by chance, let you I have misunderstood for so long, I am sorry...Shu Yan, I did not expect you to go to Japan to find me, I am very touched."
The person in his arms trembled violently, and after a long time, he spoke with difficulty: "You...know?"
"Ah."
"Ou Zichen told you?"
"Ah."
"how many."
He hugged her even tighter, and even his voice trembled unbearably: "All."
When he confirmed his guess from Ou Zichen, his heart ached to the point of breaking, why was he not there at that time, why such a kind girl would suffer such a crime, he wished to use Morimoto's power to kill those people.But Ou Zichen told him that the doctor Nantiao who helped them back then had a deep social background, and under the pressure of the society, those gangsters died in prison not long after they were imprisoned, which was retribution.
But there was still a breath in his heart, which made him feel uneasy.
003
He turned Shu Yan around, she had embarrassment and uneasiness in her eyes, trying to avoid his sight, Ning Zechuan raised her chin, forced her to look at him, and said word by word: "Shu Yan, that's not your fault , you are a victim, in my heart, you are cleaner than Liuli, I am so jealous because of you, I am jealous of everyone who gets your attention, I want you to only see me, in order to keep Ou Zichen's secret And when defending him, I was dazzled by jealousy, my heart hurt so much, so I lost my normal calm and couldn't think, I did a lot of jerk things, said a lot of things that made you sad, and hurt you You, I'm sorry."
"Shu Yan, I want to tell you that I love you, and I want you to know that if everyone comes to this world has a certain meaning, my meaning is you."
In my life that was not expected to come into this world like garbage, when I was full of despair in this world, when I lost interest in everything, it was you who let me know that life is so good.As long as I see you, I am happy, as long as I think of you, I know how good it is to be alive.
He thinks that he has always been arrogant and stern, but what does it matter if he lowers his posture for love? Who made him love her?
Shu Yan didn't know why Ning Zechuan kept apologizing to her. It was she who deliberately concealed it, and those who didn't know were innocent, but it was she who took care of the righteousness in her heart and hurt him.
She wanted to say sorry to him, but when she opened her mouth, there was an uncontrollable cry.
Ning Zechuan was both distressed and funny: "When did you become so able to cry? You wet my shirt that night at the bar, and it's still in the hotel laundry room. This time I came out in a hurry, but I didn't change it."
Shu Yan wiped her tears, feeling a little embarrassed when he said that, and couldn't help but retort: "Just, you talk too much."
As she spoke, she sobbed, looking pitiful.Seeing this, Ning Zechuan's heart almost melted, and he lifted the hand holding her chin slightly, and kissed her.
There were still tears in Shu Yan's eyes, she was so stunned, she couldn't see anything clearly for an instant, all she could see was his fluffy eyelashes.
After the kiss, his forehead was pressed against hers, and he didn't move for a long time.
The people in the church disappeared at some point, and only the two of them were left. When the draft passed, the rose petals scattered on the ground were swept up by the wind, hovering in mid-air, and the two of them fell together.
Ning Zechuan looked up, and when he lowered his head, there was a smile on his lips: "Does it look like we are newcomers?"
What answered him was the little head buried in his arms and the hands that hugged him behind their backs.
The dinner was cooked in the hotel in the small town by borrowing the owner's kitchen. Shu Yan made simple hand-rolled noodles with the flour bought in the supermarket. Everyone in the small town went to Qiao Yue's wedding banquet, and the hotel was empty. of.
Originally, Shu Yan and Ning Zechuan were also at the wedding banquet, but when Shu Yan led Ning Zechuan to greet Qiao Yue, Qiao Yue's eyes widened when she saw Ning Zechuan: "Sister Shuyan, this is... ..."
Shu Yan couldn't be more clear about the meaning of this gaze, and stood in front of Ning Zechuan calmly, pulling him down with her hands behind her back while standing on tiptoes, trying to block his sinful face.
"My boyfriend."
Seeing Qiao Yue's unbelievable expression, Shu Yan murmured in her heart, don't she and Ning Zechuan look like a couple?No one is more suitable than them, okay?
"We still have some things to deal with, so I won't bother you."
As she spoke, she pulled Ning Zechuan and left without looking back.
After walking a certain distance, the people around him suddenly burst into laughter. Shu Yan turned her head, looked at Ning Zechuan who was smiling with her lips covered, and also smirked.She thought that the reason why he seldom smiled was probably because his smile was too pretty.
Ning Zechuan asked, "What are you laughing at?"
Shu Yan said straightforwardly, "What are you laughing at?"
"I'm laughing at the way you protect the calf."
Shu Yan affirmed herself: "I have always had an almost perverted desire to monopolize my possessions."
Ning Zechuan rubbed her head: "This is very good, I like it very much."
After dinner, Shu Yan hurriedly took a shower and sat on the sofa to watch TV. In fact, she didn't know what was going on on TV, and she was absorbed in listening to the sound of water in the bathroom, feeling a little uneasy.She is a normal adult, two people share a room and only one bed, she knows what will happen, although they love each other, and it is not the first time they have been close, but those two times were When one party is not sober enough.
Just as he was thinking, Ning Zechuan came out of the shower, shirtless, with wet hair and steam all over his body.Shu Yan's mouth was dry, and she took a sip of water while holding the water cup. Ning Zechuan came over and sat down beside her, wrapping her arms around her waist naturally.
"Did you eat salty tonight?"
Shu Yan shook her head, not daring to look at him: "No."
Of course Ning Zechuan knew why she was so nervous, but her shy look was so cute, he couldn't help but want to tease her: "I heard from Zhang Qingming, last time I was drunk, you gave me a bath?"
"..."
"I don't quite remember, did I mess with you?"
"No." Shu Yan glanced at him, thinking of his childish behavior that day, she wanted to laugh again, "When you're drunk, you're very obedient, very...cute."
Ning Zechuan covered his lips and coughed, and changed the subject: "You hugged me and cried all the time when you were drunk, and you stopped when I kissed you..."
Shu Yan stood up abruptly: "Let me blow dry your hair, you will have a headache when you sleep with wet hair."
Ning Zechuan suppressed a smile and nodded: "Okay."
Shu Yan came to the amnesty, and trotted to get the hair dryer. She specially adjusted the minimum wind, and slowly blown his hair. For men with short hair, 10 minutes of wind is enough.
"If you blow it up again, it will turn into grass."
Ning Zechuan reminded her loudly.
Shu Yan said "oh", and turned off the hair dryer bravely, unplugged it, and when she wanted to put the hair dryer back to its original position, someone gently pulled her wrist, and she fell into a hot embrace.
Ning Zechuan put his arms around her waist, and naturally turned his head to kiss her. He had waited for this moment for too long, and he didn't want to waste any more time.
Shu Yan closed her eyes, wrapped her hands around his neck like a snake, and responded awkwardly to him. At the last moment lost in his tenderness, what Shu Yan thought was that she must be like a boiled shrimp now.
Shu Yan was awakened by a nightmare, opened her eyes, the sky was gray and it was raining.
"Why did you wake up?"
The chest that was close to it shook slightly, and Shu Yan rubbed upwards: "I had a nightmare."
Ning Zechuan's voice was low and hoarse, and he stroked her bare back as if comforting: "What did you dream about?"
"I don't remember it as soon as I wake up," Shu Yan said, holding him tightly, "Probably, I was finally able to be with you. I was terribly afraid, afraid that this was just a dream."
Ning Zechuan comforted her: "Except death, nothing can take me away from you."
But death is so close to them.
Thinking of this, both of them were silent at the same time.
After a long time, Ning Zechuan buried her neck, and said slowly: "I am a selfish villain. With a body like mine, what I should do is to push you far away, but not only did I not do that, but I also went through mountains and rivers I chased you back without hesitation. People live one day at a time, especially me. I don’t want to miss it anymore, but I am very conflicted. I don’t ask tomorrow in the name of love. Is it right or wrong? For me, Naturally, there is nothing, when the time comes, the lights will go out after death, and I will be relieved to leave, but what about you, what are you going to do."
What is more terrible than death is to stay in this world and live alone.
Shu Yan raised her head from his arms, held his face, gave him a long kiss, and said seriously: "If I haven't been with you in this life, what's the point of giving me such a long time. Instead of letting me live my whole life like a walking dead, what you are doing to me now is that the gods will hang up on me alone. Yes, love will disappear, people will die, and the stars in the universe will also be destroyed one day. It’s an illogical lie, I only want this moment, it’s worth years and years.”
Ning Zechuan had hot eye circles: "You always move me like this."
Shu Yan smiled: "It's my honor to be able to move you."
Ning Zechuan didn't know, but she knew it very well. I'm afraid there are many girls in this world who have done earth-shattering things for him, but they alone didn't touch him. A stone whose heart is harder than iron and colder than ice.
Recalling those days when she first met him, Shu Yan held her chin and said: "You don't know, I was a little afraid of you the first time I saw you."
Ning Zechuan raised his eyebrows: "Afraid of me?"
"Yeah, you're too cold, you're cold when you talk, you're cold when you don't talk, and your eyes are even colder. You don't even know, sometimes you just glance over so coldly, I dare not say anything, I just want to kneel in front of you and say A small obedience."
The corner of Ning Zechuan's mouth slightly moved upwards: "It's you who are too noisy."
"No! It's you... ah!"
The people who were chattering about old accounts just now have been transferred, and they are under the pressure. Ning Zechuan is condescending, with bright eyes, and a charming smile: "Give you a pole, and you will follow the sky."
Shu Yan picked his chin and giggled: "Is it okay for me to be proud of being favored?"
Ning Zechuan gave her a big kiss on the face: "Sure."
004
The two of them didn't get up slowly until noon. After lunch, the sky cleared up.Shu Yan happily took Ning Zechuan to wander around the town, passing by the municipal square, there were a few scattered people painting, Shu Yan looked around, and stopped in front of an old man with a white beard.Others' paintings have the sky, trees with single branches and leaves, and nearby buildings, all of which are suitable for the scene. Only his paintings are large clusters of brocade-shaped flowers.
Shu Yan looked around and asked curiously: "Old man, it's still so cold, where do the flowers you draw grow?"
The old man with white beard smiled, and said to her with exaggeration and humor unique to Westerners: "Winter is coming to an end, and the flowers are already blooming in my heart."
Shu Yan smiled, and said novelty: "This flower is so beautiful, can you draw us in it?"
The old man with the white beard made an OK gesture: "No problem, go sit there, don't need to deliberately move, you can just chat, how come naturally."
So, the two sat side by side on the steps of the fountain not far away, without speaking for a while, just quietly hugging each other.
Ning Zechuan is a taciturn person, he only talks a little more when he is alone with Shu Yan, but Shu Yan likes him very much, which makes her feel that she is the most special, and there is no such person who can bring her peace of mind, There is no better interpretation of the meaning of time and tranquility than this moment, and there is no such love that can make her do her best until she dies.
Winter is coming to an end, and the wind in the air has also faded the chill.Shu Yan was blown comfortably, a little sleepy, leaning on Ning Zechuan's shoulder, yawning.
"Shu Yan."
In a daze, she heard Ning Zechuan calling her softly.
"Ah."
"If I live to be 30, let's get married."
Shu Yan hugged him tightly, hearing his sonorous and powerful heartbeat, but sadness filled her heart for no reason, her words choked up: "Okay."
If you don't know how tomorrow's people will love each other, then let's treat every day as the end of the world.
On the canvas of the old man, it gradually becomes richer. The unparalleled land is only a line away from the blue sky. Flowers bloom from the clouds, and among the scattered petals, the man looks down at the sleeping face of the woman, with the corners of his mouth slightly When I raised my eyes, there was a mist in my eyes, as if two lines of tears would flow in the blink of an eye.
It is a kind of tranquility and tranquility beyond the years, like the rivers, mountains and rivers, the sun, the moon and the stars, which last forever.
On the fifth day of Gretna green, Ning Zechuan developed a fever due to unacclimatized conditions and the cold and humid weather in the UK. After several days of infusion in the hospital, he recovered a little, but he still had low-grade fever intermittently.Afraid that something might go wrong, Shu Yan hurried back to the country with Ning Zechuan.
As soon as she got off the plane, Shu Yan dragged Ning Zechuan to the hospital, and she was relieved after showing it to Director Zheng himself.
After returning to the country, Ning Zechuan became the busy Mr. Ning who forgot to sleep and eat. This day Shu Yan went to the hospital alone to get Ning Zechuan's physical examination report. In the office, Dean Zheng pointed to the CT scan and said to Shu Yan: "Here, here Did you see it? His body’s resistance will drop when it is under load, like a cake exposed to the air without a glass cover, bacteria and flies bite upwards, a cold and fever are considered mild, bad luck, it’s not It's so simple to have a cold and a fever. To put it plainly, if he wants to live longer, he must stay healthy, be pampered, and stop running around and working hard."
After a pause, Dean Zheng looked at Shu Yan, and complained hesitantly: "I'm not a master who is short of money, it would be great to concentrate on being a second master who recuperates and recuperates, not for myself... but also for you .”
After Shu Yan reacted slowly, her face burned up: "Teacher, you...I..."
"What are you and me, your little flirtatious tricks can still escape my eyes? If you didn't see that you like that kid, do you think I would agree with Lao Ou to sign you to him as a private nurse?"
Shu Yan scratched her ears embarrassingly, and Dean Zheng stretched out his hand to pat her on the head: "Don't worry, with me here, can you still trust the teacher's medical skills? Just for you, I will try my best to live a few more years .”
Shu Yan's nose was sore, and she said firmly, "Teacher, you will live a long life."
Lying on the bed after washing in the evening, Shu Yan hugged the pillow behind her back and thought about something, the bed next to her collapsed, a hand was dishonestly stretched out, put it on her waist, and the palm casually covered her belly, Rubbing lightly, Shu Yan typed with a "click": "You are not in good health yet, go back to your own room and sleep."
Ning Zechuan buried his head in her hair, sniffed lightly and thought about it, and answered absent-mindedly, "Yes."
His movements couldn't be more obvious, Shu Yan pressed his hand and said: "The teacher told me today."
"say what?"
"Say you shouldn't be tired."
Ning Zechuan was silent, and retorted in a muffled voice: "That doesn't count."
"You have already had a meeting during the day, and I heard from Secretary Zhang that you didn't take a break in between."
The person close to her was silent for a while, Shu Yan suddenly felt bad, turned around, and saw that he was half-covering his deep brows and eyes, looking like he was thinking about something.Shu Yan sat up, pointed his forehead with one hand on hips and taught him: "Secretary Zhang cares about you, he is such a good person, don't try to do anything to him."
Ning Zechuan was stunned for a moment, couldn't help laughing, grabbed her hand and gently pulled her into his arms again, before saying, "I know what you're worried about... Although I can't promise you anything right now, But I have slowly started to let go of Ning's work. I have a cousin who was raised abroad since he was a child, the one you met last time. He is a businessman. I have recommended him to my father. As for Morimoto, I can't let go of it for the time being. This is what I promised my adoptive father, but I will gradually retreat behind the scenes. The achievements I have made over the years have been very good. No one can look down on me anymore. I have also earned a lot of money, enough You've wasted your entire life."
A warm current surged in Shu Yan's heart suddenly, what was she thinking in her heart, it turned out that he knew, he made these decisions for her, she was really moved.
"No one has ever looked down on you," Shu Yan hugged him, blinking slyly, "They are all jealous of you."
Ning Zechuan nodded in agreement, in a good mood: "You make a lot of sense."
He is so infatuated with her because he is always so relaxed and happy when he is with her. This is a feeling that other people can't give him. As if thinking of something, Ning Zechuan stroked her hair repeatedly: " When I arrange everything, we will go to London. After you finish your studies, we will go wherever you want to go... By the way, I always remember that you said that you want to take me to your hometown. Does it count?"
Ning Zechuan, who didn't get a response for a long time, lowered his head, only to realize that the person in his arms had fallen asleep, snoring like a cat.
Ning Zechuan laughed helplessly, bowed his head and kissed the tip of her nose, and hugged her to sleep contentedly.
That night Shuyan slept very deeply, and woke up refreshed in the morning, and took Ning Zechuan for a walk outside, breathing in the fresh air with morning dew, and went to the vegetable market to buy vegetables.
When they came back, the two made a somewhat hearty breakfast together. Zhang Qingming came to pick Ning Zechuan to go to the company, just happened to meet, and was invited by Shu Yan to eat together.
Shu Yan has a big appetite recently, and she didn't pay attention to eating too full for a while, so her stomach reacted immediately.Ning Zechuan was funny and angry, sat on the sofa and gently rubbed her belly to help her digest, and inevitably said a few words: "A few days ago I forced you to eat, but now I can't stop you from eating, it's too irregular, It's a good thing you're a doctor."
Shu Yan was unconvinced: "I was too nervous before, so I couldn't even eat. Isn't it that I am slowly relaxing now, and my appetite has increased." After thinking about it, she put on a good face and said, "I was worrying too much. , my young master is so capable, it's my turn to worry about it."
Ning Zechuan stared at her, but the corners of his mouth curled up unconsciously.
Zhang Qingming, who was standing aside, waved the flag and shouted bitterly in his heart, but he still kept a calm smile on his face, which was really exhausting.His boss is capable, and his ability is to sit behind the scenes and give advice. Before Ning Zechuan went to London, he called him back. All the mess was left to him to clean up alone.It was a time of war and chaos, and just dealing with the collapsed Gu Taozhi was enough to kill his life. With the addition of the media, public relations, and drafts, now looking back, he feels his scalp is numb, and he grew a lot of gray hair because of it.
Naturally, Shu Yan didn't know about this.
Before returning to the country, Shu Yan thought that there would be a storm waiting for her in the country, so she didn't sleep well, and her mind was full of thinking about how to deal with it.After returning to China, I was even more trembling, and I was in a state of preparation all day long. Unexpectedly, a month passed, and everything was calm.Gu Taozhi didn't come to trouble her, she had never even met Gu Taozhi, and the people around her didn't show surprise or complaints about her being together with Ning Zechuan, they were even more natural than her. It seemed that she and Ning Zechuan were lovers in the first place, and they just came back from a trip abroad.
Gongyu also shamelessly ran to her to ask for a handicraft, but was stared away by Ning Zechuan in the end. When she left, Gongyu looked at Ning Zechuan and hesitated to speak, with a peachy face so wronged that she could squeeze out water .
Shu Yan felt that the atmosphere between the two of them was rather weird, so she asked Ning Zechuan, "Did you quarrel with Gongyu?"
Ning Zechuan flipped through the book in his hand, and let out a lazy "huh".
"Why?" Shu Yan started to gossip. She has never seen them have a conflict since she was 16 years old. They are as good as conjoined twins. The unintentional, just complement each other.
The two had a conflict, which was an unprecedented event.
It's a pity that Ning Zechuan didn't intend to satisfy Shu Yan's curiosity, he said concisely: "Old accounts." Want him to calm down?First go and kneel back the account of that night.
Shu Yan saw that he didn't intend to say more, so she took the watering can and went to the balcony embarrassingly.After a while, Shu Yan ran out screaming excitedly, holding a small stone basin, yelling at him as if she had discovered something new and amazing.
"Zawakawa, look, look, it's sprouting! Spring is here!"
In the stone basin, a new sprout stood there tremblingly, it was really thin.
Ning Zechuan smiled lightly, the long winter has finally passed.
(End of this chapter)
{Some people love because of appearance, some people love because of connotation, some people love because of long-term companionship, there are thousands of possibilities to fall in love with someone.And I love you because I am moved. When you carry me on the mountain road full of pebbles, when you trek across mountains and rivers and give me bamboo grasshoppers, when you step into the snow in Tokyo without hesitation, love does not need emotion The world is moving, only one person needs to be touched.Nothing is possible in this life except you. }
001
On the second day after Shu Yan left, Ning Zechuan received a registered letter in which he signed a private care contract with Shu Yan and a money order from the post office. salary.
Ning Zechuan looked at it for a while with a gloomy face, then tore up the letter and threw it into the trash can.
She didn't want to owe him, and she didn't want him to owe her.
Nothing owes each other, this is the answer she gave him.
Ning Zechuan leaned on the sofa, with his hands slumped in his hair. He remembered that Shuyan stood at the door yesterday and said to him, "Zechuan, I'm leaving."
Ning Zechuan felt sore and sore in his heart, tears streaming down uncontrollably.
On the eve of the wedding, Gong Yu opened a stage at Chunfeng Full Moon Building to celebrate Ning Zechuan's last single night.
Ning Zechuan was not interested, and sat beside him with a pale face, holding a glass of watermelon juice that Gong Yu had stuffed for him.
He didn't have any friends, and after all these years, there was only Gong Yu alone. Gong Yu thought it was boring for them to sit together, so he called a group of his comrades in the army to support the scene. Everyone knew him well and toasted him one after another. They were all blocked by Gong Yu.
Gong Yu said nonsense: "He is allergic to alcohol, he will get a rash all over his body when he touches alcohol, and he might lose his life, so I don't want to owe him my life."
The comrade-in-arms booed: "Gongyu, why do you look like a little girl who stops her husband from drinking?"
"Fuck you, don't you know best if I'm a girl?"
Amidst the roar of laughter, Ning Zechuan felt that the gap in his heart was getting bigger and bigger since Shuyan left.
After tossing until midnight, the whole group dispersed, and only he and Gongyu were left in the drunken box.
Gongyu drank too much, vomited a few times, unbuttoned most of his shirt, staggered as he rubbed his forehead, Ning Zechuan walked over, straightened his shoulder, and patted his face: "Can I still go?"
Gongyu said "Well", "Yes."
"Then I'm leaving, it's up to you."
Ning Zechuan left as soon as he said that, but Gongyu hugged his arm: "Xiaochuan, don't worry, let's talk."
"You said Shu Yan..."
Ning Zechuan was about to push his hand away when he heard him mention Shu Yan, his heart skipped a beat.
"Why is she so cruel? The phone number has become empty, and no one can be found."
Ning Zechuan didn't speak, Ren Gongyu pulled him to sit down on the sofa.
"I've always felt sorry for her. Back then, I thought she was just like everyone else. She had prejudices against you and disliked you, so I chose to escape after hearing your confession. I think she is hypocritical. Like those people, I feel sorry for her. Very opinionated. When Wan Bing came back, she came to Pei’s house to find me and asked me for your address in Japan. I didn’t see her very well, and was annoyed by her coming to ask for it for several days, so I threatened her If you want the address, you have to kneel down to grandpa. I was happy, and then I went to sleep. I woke up the next day and found out that she really knelt in front of my house all night... But later, later I found out that we all misunderstood Actually, in that underground garage, she didn't hear all the words, she didn't know your intentions... She thought you were nice to her only because she was Dr. Shu's daughter..."
When Ning Zechuan first heard Gongyu utter the truth after drinking, his brows became more and more frowned, and the hand holding Gongyu's arm also tightened: "What did you say?"
Gongyu squinted her eyes halfway, and was still rambling: "Xiao Chuan, don't think that I can't see that you are unhappy, you are not happy at all, you don't want to marry Gu Taozhi at all, seeing you so unhappy, I am so happy." Very sad. I thought, if I didn’t write your address in Chinese on purpose, but gave her the Japanese version directly, would she have found you when she went to Japan? Would I have already gotten your address? Wedding wine?"
Ning Zechuan was buzzing in his head: "She went to Japan to find me? When?"
"Well," Gong Yu tilted her head and thought for a while, "It was in 2003, I remember, it was before Christmas, I guess, she wanted to surprise you on your birthday, but she didn't find you."
Ning Zechuan let go of his hand as if he was exhausted, his tense shoulders collapsed, and he recalled Tokyo in the same timeline in his mind.
In 2003, it was the year when he got engaged to Gu Taozhi for his adoptive father. The engagement day was Christmas. He remembered that a few days after Christmas, the local newspaper reported an accident that "Chinese girls were brutally abused when they traveled to Japan. The fellow teenager was seriously injured."
The reason why he noticed this palm-sized piece of news was that the location where the case happened was in his district, a cherry blossom forest not far from Morimoto's house.
Subconsciously connecting these together, Ning Zechuan suddenly had a terrible idea in his mind, that girl...
He stood up abruptly, pressed Gongyu's shoulder firmly, and gritted his teeth: "Gongyu, you should have told me earlier!"
Then, he turned and strode out of the box.
On the way to the parking lot, Ning Zechuan kept dialing Shuyan's cell phone, and the female voice on the other end repeated tirelessly: The number you dialed is empty, please check before dialing.
Feeling restless, he drove to the apartment where Shu Yan rented. It was already early morning, and he didn't care about disturbing other people's sleep. When the door was knocked open, he didn't wait for the person who opened the door to get angry, and handed over a check: " I need Shu Yan urgently."
Shu Yan's roommate was stunned for a moment, then stared suspiciously: "Shu Yan has moved away for half a month."
At that moment, Ning Zechuan stood in the dark corridor and suddenly panicked, the phone number was empty, and the people moved away, leaving no clues.
He can't find her.
where is she?
Suddenly, he thought of the news, "A Chinese girl who traveled to Japan was brutally abused, and a boy who was traveling with her was seriously injured." The boy who was traveling with her, he knew who to go to.
At that time, Shu Yan worked as a waiter in a Chinese restaurant in South Kensington, London. She worked [-] hours a day and lived in the restaurant's staff locker room.Every day, Shu Yan sleeps for a few hours after everyone leaves, and then gets up and packs everything before the vegetable delivery worker arrives.
Such a busy and exhausting life left her no time to think about other things. In fact, she hadn't looked at the calendar for a long time since she came to London, so she didn't know what evening it was.
The weather in London is very bad, cloudy and cloudy, the sun was shining one moment ago, and when I came out from the kitchen with the dishes, I found that it was raining heavily outside the glass window, and then turned around and it was sunny again.Ten rains a day, one for 2 minutes, this is the local people's jokes about the weather in London.
Shu Yan thought, the weather here is surprisingly similar to someone's temper, and then she shook her head in a godlike way, what in this world can be compared with him?Neither the sky nor the earth.
The people on Mo are like jade, and the son is unparalleled in the world.
She loves him beyond a demon barrier, and she is his devout follower.Kneeling for thousands of years, just to see his peerless elegance.
On Valentine's Day, there were many customers, and the Chinese restaurant was open until one o'clock at night.When Shu Yan was cleaning the hall, the boss strode over, took the rag in her hand, and announced with a smile: "I don't need to clean up today, tomorrow I will be closed for a day, holiday, holiday! Go celebrate with your dear ones!"
There was cheers and whistles in the restaurant, and everyone dropped the tools in their hands, rushed forward, lifted the boss up in a hurry, and walked out the door cheering.
The thin Shu Yan was caught in it, stumbled, and was squeezed out of the door.
When she managed to squeeze out of the crowd, she saw her colleague Dean locking the door of the restaurant.
"Wait! Dean! Don't close the door!"
Dean turned his head and saw Shu Yan rushing over to get the key, he quickly raised his hand high, and said exaggeratedly: "Oh, my God, Yan, don't you want to go back to sleep today? Oh, forget it Come on, come drink with us!"
"I……"
Unable to explain, Dean hooked her shoulders and caught up with the large army in front of him in three steps in two steps.
"I assure you, the most unmissable thing in the world is the night in London."
Shu Yan couldn't help curling her lips with Dean's innocent look. The group of British people she met when she first arrived in London were too enthusiastic, which set her off too withdrawn.In fact, she almost forgot the days when the three friends got together.
Colleagues choose a bar for revelry, beside the Thames, across the river is the London Eye, and you can see London's iconic Big Ben from a distance.
Dean was right, London nights were worth getting drunk on.
During the feasting and feasting, the colleagues who came with me were dancing wildly on the stage in the middle. Shu Yan was sitting alone in front of the bar. The blond-haired and blue-eyed guy at the bar showed great interest in Orientals, and almost mixed all the cocktails on the list. Give her a taste.
The cocktail is no better than Chinese liquor, it has great stamina, but Shu Yan didn't know it when she drank it for the first time, she only knew it was like fruit juice. All the sounds became indistinct, as if they were coming from a distant hill.
She heard the boy at the bar's indistinct voice, pointing to a row of cocktails of different colors in front of her and asking her, "Which one do you like?"
Shu Yan slowly pointed to one of the cups, and said with a smile, "This one."
Black is his color.
Shu Yan looked at her raised wrist. It was tied with the handkerchief he used to bandage her wounds many years ago. She kept it carefully like a treasure for many years. When she left Jiangzhou, she tied this handkerchief on her wrist. On the ground, close to the pulse, in the beating, it seems that he is beside him, and she can feel at ease in the day and night in London.
But he probably didn't remember it long ago, he has many handkerchiefs, even if he loses one, it doesn't matter, he also has many people who love him, and she is just one of them.
He didn't want the handkerchief any more than he wanted her.
Ning Zechuan, I miss you.
Ning Zechuan, no matter it was nine years ago or nine years later, every day after I separated from you, I miss you, and I never forget you, so the time becomes long, one day is like a year, and in a blink of an eye I feel like Lived to be 80 years old.
I've been away from you for so long.
The bell rang suddenly, as if hitting the heart, resonating with the pain suppressed for a long time in the body, making a dull and distant sound, Shu Yan covered her face sadly, tears could not stop falling down.
The guy at the bar didn’t know why the girl who was smiling just now was crying so hard the next second. He was at a loss when a man suddenly walked in the crowd. His face was an oriental, so he stood out among a group of westerners. , he was wearing a black overcoat, striding forward, taking off his black gloves as he walked, and opening his arms.
"Shu Yan."
At this time, Big Ben was about to strike the third time. Shu Yan heard someone calling her in a trance. In summer, in the courtyard of the village in the city, she turned her head, and he stood there, frowning and looking at her quietly.
He just stood there.
Shu Yan slowly put down her hand, through the eyes full of mist, the person walking towards her looks like him, but not like him, she doesn't even know if she is awake or asleep now.
She was so drunk that she couldn't see clearly, she walked towards him tremblingly, fell into his open arms, grabbed his collar, and asked him with tears in her eyes: "You hated me so much when we first met, We could have become two parallel lines, it was you... that brick factory, you could have ended up with me there, but why, why did you take me away? Why did you get closer and closer to me? Why did you end up with me again? So cruel? Ning Zechuan, I feel as if I'm going to die here," she grabbed his hand and placed it where her heart was, "I gave it to you, why did you accept it...but let It broke?"
After some words, she spoke intermittently, and when the last word fell, she was heartbroken and fainted from the pain, but she didn't hear the man's choked up and sad answer.
"sorry."
Do you believe it or not, in this world, two people who have no blood relationship will have the same mind and have a magnetic field that belongs only to each other.
Believe it or not, no matter how far apart, even if the voice is blurred by time, as long as you rely on this magnetic field, you can find each other.
Ou Zichen said to him: "She went to London, and it was her dream to go to Imperial College for further study, but that's all I know. As soon as she left, there was no news. It was planned early in the morning. I was worried about her. I can't wait to go to London to find her immediately, but I respect her decision, if this is what she wants... But, you are different from me, you are her only request in this life, she made this decision to break with the past completely Because of you, a person who doesn't even have a dream, what else can't let go. Ning Zechuan, she has done so many things for you and lost so much, why are you so cruel and willing to hurt her so far?"
That's right, why was he so cruel and chilled her heart.
He took the flight to London that day, and it was supposed to be the time of the wedding, but he was above the clouds, crossing mountains, rivers, lakes and seas at a speed of [-] kilometers per hour, and his heart had already surpassed the speed of light, hovering in the streets of London Lane, looking for the soul that exiles itself.
Not knowing where she was, he searched inch by inch in South Kensington but found nothing, and today, the ninth day, he was walking along the banks of the Thames at night with sleepless nights.The night in London was wet and cold. At first he just wanted to drink a glass of wine to warm up, but somehow he walked into this bar, step by step, past the men and women, until he saw the person he was dreaming of in the distance.
Shu Yan, I finally found you.
The moment he hugged her into his arms, he felt the familiar body temperature, and he finally understood what it was like to regain something after losing it.
Similar souls will always meet.
002
Shu Yan had a dream.
In the dream, she arrived at Xihe somehow, wearing a white coat and black trousers work clothes, standing on the wooden corridor, the surrounding was very quiet, without a single sound, she came to a certain room with ease, opened the door, and smiled flower.
The young master of their family was lying on his side on the stone platform, propping his forehead with one hand, closing his eyes and recuperating.She walked over on tiptoe, knelt on the side of the stone platform, and boldly stretched out her hand to caress his eyebrows, eyes and nasal bones. When the pulp of her finger lightly brushed his lips, he suddenly opened his eyelids, and the amber pupils were so dazed. Looking at her, without saying a word.
"Master, you are so pretty."
After looking at each other for a while, she couldn't help admiring. Then, her young master raised his body slightly, pressed the back of her head with one hand, and kissed her so abruptly.She froze all over, but slowly melted in his gentle movements. The familiar texture, hot temperature, and longing demands made her fascinated by his tenderness. She just wanted to show him her soul and let him see it. Look how much she loves him, how much she loves him.
It's a dream, it's a good dream.
she thinks.
When she woke up, her whole body was sore as if she had just done a hundred sit-ups. Shu Yan opened her eyes uncomfortably. When the blurred vision gradually became clear, her consciousness gradually returned.
She realized that she was not in the familiar dressing room, it was more like a hotel, her clothes were hanging on the edge of the bed and on the floor, and she was naked under the quilt, and there was the sound of washing in the bathroom, what did all this prove, Shu Yan couldn't be more clear, the blood on her face faded instantly.She remembered that she was drunk in the bar last night, and she seemed to have hallucinations when her consciousness was blurred. She actually saw Ning Zechuan, and then rushed towards him without thinking. Can not remember.
Looking around, she landed on the shirt hanging on the back of the chair. The shirt looked familiar. Shu Yan stretched out her hand to take it in a daze, and she saw the slightly different buttons on the cuffs on both sides.It was when she was working as a personal protector for Ning Zechuan at Wutong Villa. One day when she was packing his clothes, she saw that his shirt buttons were off. The buttons were sewn on, and he wore the shirt a lot after that.
Is it really him?
Why is he in London?
Shu Yan's head exploded in pain.
When Ning Zechuan came out of the shower, there was no one in the bedroom, the quilt was lifted, and everything that belonged to her was gone. If it wasn't for the black handkerchief she had tied around her wrist beside the pillow, he would have even One must suspect that the girl trembling in his arms last night was another dream of his own.
He picked up the handkerchief, put it on his lips, and sniffed gently: "Shu Yan, this time, you still want to pretend that nothing happened?"
In fact, last night when their skins hugged each other, he knew that that "spring dream" was no longer a dream, and he could be sure that she was real in that dream-like night.As for why there was no sign of her presence in the room when she woke up the next day, she never mentioned it, and she knew it was Gu Taozhi's prompting.
Zhang Qingming's sudden return to Japan probably had something to do with Gu Taozhi.
Those seemingly insignificant things at the beginning, now that I think about it, they were all to cover up the fact that it was Shu Yan who was by his side that night.He could understand that it was Gu Taozhi who said something to Shu Yan, and Shu Yan never mentioned it, as if nothing happened, but this time, she left without saying goodbye, why?
Ning Zechuan turned on his phone, and on the GPRS map, a small green dot was heading south at a slow speed.
In the church of Gretna Green, a wedding under the iron drill was being held. All the residents of the town attended the wedding, and Shu Yan was among them. She wanted to give the couple a smile of blessing, but she couldn't do it.
It was purely accidental that I came here. On the train from London to Edinburgh, Shu Yan was facing a combination of eastern and western faces, talking quietly along the way.Shu Yan looked at the scenery passing by outside the window, her whole body was in a state of emptiness, only her soul was constantly suffering, and she couldn't forgive what she had done.
Westerners are much more tolerant and indulgent in their treatment of sex than other countries in the world. When she returned to the Chinese restaurant in the morning, Dean asked her ambiguously how she had a good night last night.Her face was pale, and every smiling face in the restaurant became an ambiguous ridicule in her eyes. She couldn't bear it, turned around and resigned, and ran to the train station with her luggage in her arms, buying a ticket for the earliest train to leave .
It's fine to go anywhere, as long as it's not here.
She was dazed until the sleeves were tugged, and she saw the little girl with an oriental face smiling shyly. After hesitating for a long time, the little girl said to her in Chinese: "Chinese?"
Shu Yan nodded: "Yes."
When she met someone from another country, the little girl laughed happily and started chattering: "Where are you going? Maybe we are going the same way."
Only then did Shu Yan take out the ticket to see that the destination on it was Edinburgh.
The little girl leaned over to look, and said frustratedly: "It's a pity, we got off the bus earlier than you. Why are you going to Edinburgh? Traveling?"
Shu Yan replied honestly: "That's right. In fact, I just found out my destination just now."
"A walk-and-go trip? Wow, you're so cool. In this case, why don't you get out of the car with us, Gretna green, you know?" The little girl pursed her lips shyly and hugged the blond boy who was giggling next to her. Arm, "We're going to get married there. It's rare for me to see a Chinese. The most important moment in my life is to be witnessed by people from my own country."
Shu Yan was taken aback: "How old are you this year?"
Gretna green is a world-famous wedding town and a paradise for elopements. It will become the first choice for boys and girls in love to get married because of its unique legal age of marriage.
Sure enough, the little girl said proudly: "I am."
Shu Yan was helpless: "You are the one who decides your own..."
Before she finished speaking, Shu Yan's voice stopped abruptly, because she suddenly thought that before she arrived, she had decided who she would spend the rest of her life with, except him.
Love is blind, cause and effect are all to blame.
So, just like this, Shu Yan got out of the car ahead of time and became the bridesmaid of the little girl Qiao Yue in Gretna green.
When the priest announced that the groom could kiss the bride, Shu Yan quietly hid behind the crowd. Amidst the laughter and laughter, she stood under the white roses with a flower basket and her eyes were blurred again.Since leaving Jiangzhou, she has lived like an ancient person, not looking at the Internet, mobile phones, and avoiding everything related to him. But now that she is hurt by the scene, she can't help thinking, what kind of prosperous world will be on the day he gets married Woolen cloth?
Thinking about it, the person walking towards him seemed to be him, wearing a black suit, going to lead his bride.
"Shu Yan."
The voice was so close at hand, her soul instantly returned to her body from a distant place, and she was fascinated by the person in front of her.
The sun shines on the man from the five-colored glass window at the top of the church. His tall body is tall and tall, and his face that will never be erased in memory seems to have passed through thousands of generations, spanning a long light-year, covered in dust, step by step, before he came to her. before.
Seeing that she hadn't moved for a while, Ning Zechuan couldn't help stretching out his hand and gently caressing her face: "Why, after a few days, you don't recognize me anymore?"
Shu Yan was stunned, slightly parted her lips, and looked at him dully: "Why are you here..."
"I downloaded a locator on your phone."
"cell phone……"
Seeing Shu Yan's conscience being tormented, Ning Zechuan suddenly had a strange feeling. Could it be that this girl hasn't watched the news all this time?I don't know that he released Gu Taozhi's pigeons on the wedding day and broke the engagement?Think you're having an affair with him?That's why she ran away?
So, the stroking movement was changed to pinching, and the corners of her mouth were pulled up by him, and her tone was a little aggrieved for the first time: "You can accurately bump into my arms among so many people in the bar, so you don't plan to treat me Am I responsible?"
He has a calm expression and his usual expressionless face. It is really funny to say such words.
Shu Yan suddenly came back to her senses, her brain spinning rapidly, she was not a stupid person at all, after realizing what he meant, her hand trembled, and the flower basket fell to the ground, among the spread petals, Shu Yan intuitively thought He wanted to escape, but the moment he turned around, he was hugged by someone around the waist.
"Don't run away again, I'm afraid that next time, I won't have the strength to go all the way to find you."
His head rested on her shoulder, his arms were tightly wrapped around her, and he pressed against her ear, rubbing his lips against her small and bright red earlobe, and sighed softly.
"I came to you to tell you that I love you, in the past, now, and in the future. In this life, there is only you."
Shu Yan's whole body froze, did she have an auditory hallucination?What is he saying?
Feeling her stiffness, Ning Zechuan felt distressed but did not intend to let her go. He knew that this might be his only chance in this life.
"I didn't marry Gu Taozhi. The engagement back then was just a deal in black and white, because my ego and that damn self-esteem never told you about it. I did a public relations job and thought you didn't know it by chance, let you I have misunderstood for so long, I am sorry...Shu Yan, I did not expect you to go to Japan to find me, I am very touched."
The person in his arms trembled violently, and after a long time, he spoke with difficulty: "You...know?"
"Ah."
"Ou Zichen told you?"
"Ah."
"how many."
He hugged her even tighter, and even his voice trembled unbearably: "All."
When he confirmed his guess from Ou Zichen, his heart ached to the point of breaking, why was he not there at that time, why such a kind girl would suffer such a crime, he wished to use Morimoto's power to kill those people.But Ou Zichen told him that the doctor Nantiao who helped them back then had a deep social background, and under the pressure of the society, those gangsters died in prison not long after they were imprisoned, which was retribution.
But there was still a breath in his heart, which made him feel uneasy.
003
He turned Shu Yan around, she had embarrassment and uneasiness in her eyes, trying to avoid his sight, Ning Zechuan raised her chin, forced her to look at him, and said word by word: "Shu Yan, that's not your fault , you are a victim, in my heart, you are cleaner than Liuli, I am so jealous because of you, I am jealous of everyone who gets your attention, I want you to only see me, in order to keep Ou Zichen's secret And when defending him, I was dazzled by jealousy, my heart hurt so much, so I lost my normal calm and couldn't think, I did a lot of jerk things, said a lot of things that made you sad, and hurt you You, I'm sorry."
"Shu Yan, I want to tell you that I love you, and I want you to know that if everyone comes to this world has a certain meaning, my meaning is you."
In my life that was not expected to come into this world like garbage, when I was full of despair in this world, when I lost interest in everything, it was you who let me know that life is so good.As long as I see you, I am happy, as long as I think of you, I know how good it is to be alive.
He thinks that he has always been arrogant and stern, but what does it matter if he lowers his posture for love? Who made him love her?
Shu Yan didn't know why Ning Zechuan kept apologizing to her. It was she who deliberately concealed it, and those who didn't know were innocent, but it was she who took care of the righteousness in her heart and hurt him.
She wanted to say sorry to him, but when she opened her mouth, there was an uncontrollable cry.
Ning Zechuan was both distressed and funny: "When did you become so able to cry? You wet my shirt that night at the bar, and it's still in the hotel laundry room. This time I came out in a hurry, but I didn't change it."
Shu Yan wiped her tears, feeling a little embarrassed when he said that, and couldn't help but retort: "Just, you talk too much."
As she spoke, she sobbed, looking pitiful.Seeing this, Ning Zechuan's heart almost melted, and he lifted the hand holding her chin slightly, and kissed her.
There were still tears in Shu Yan's eyes, she was so stunned, she couldn't see anything clearly for an instant, all she could see was his fluffy eyelashes.
After the kiss, his forehead was pressed against hers, and he didn't move for a long time.
The people in the church disappeared at some point, and only the two of them were left. When the draft passed, the rose petals scattered on the ground were swept up by the wind, hovering in mid-air, and the two of them fell together.
Ning Zechuan looked up, and when he lowered his head, there was a smile on his lips: "Does it look like we are newcomers?"
What answered him was the little head buried in his arms and the hands that hugged him behind their backs.
The dinner was cooked in the hotel in the small town by borrowing the owner's kitchen. Shu Yan made simple hand-rolled noodles with the flour bought in the supermarket. Everyone in the small town went to Qiao Yue's wedding banquet, and the hotel was empty. of.
Originally, Shu Yan and Ning Zechuan were also at the wedding banquet, but when Shu Yan led Ning Zechuan to greet Qiao Yue, Qiao Yue's eyes widened when she saw Ning Zechuan: "Sister Shuyan, this is... ..."
Shu Yan couldn't be more clear about the meaning of this gaze, and stood in front of Ning Zechuan calmly, pulling him down with her hands behind her back while standing on tiptoes, trying to block his sinful face.
"My boyfriend."
Seeing Qiao Yue's unbelievable expression, Shu Yan murmured in her heart, don't she and Ning Zechuan look like a couple?No one is more suitable than them, okay?
"We still have some things to deal with, so I won't bother you."
As she spoke, she pulled Ning Zechuan and left without looking back.
After walking a certain distance, the people around him suddenly burst into laughter. Shu Yan turned her head, looked at Ning Zechuan who was smiling with her lips covered, and also smirked.She thought that the reason why he seldom smiled was probably because his smile was too pretty.
Ning Zechuan asked, "What are you laughing at?"
Shu Yan said straightforwardly, "What are you laughing at?"
"I'm laughing at the way you protect the calf."
Shu Yan affirmed herself: "I have always had an almost perverted desire to monopolize my possessions."
Ning Zechuan rubbed her head: "This is very good, I like it very much."
After dinner, Shu Yan hurriedly took a shower and sat on the sofa to watch TV. In fact, she didn't know what was going on on TV, and she was absorbed in listening to the sound of water in the bathroom, feeling a little uneasy.She is a normal adult, two people share a room and only one bed, she knows what will happen, although they love each other, and it is not the first time they have been close, but those two times were When one party is not sober enough.
Just as he was thinking, Ning Zechuan came out of the shower, shirtless, with wet hair and steam all over his body.Shu Yan's mouth was dry, and she took a sip of water while holding the water cup. Ning Zechuan came over and sat down beside her, wrapping her arms around her waist naturally.
"Did you eat salty tonight?"
Shu Yan shook her head, not daring to look at him: "No."
Of course Ning Zechuan knew why she was so nervous, but her shy look was so cute, he couldn't help but want to tease her: "I heard from Zhang Qingming, last time I was drunk, you gave me a bath?"
"..."
"I don't quite remember, did I mess with you?"
"No." Shu Yan glanced at him, thinking of his childish behavior that day, she wanted to laugh again, "When you're drunk, you're very obedient, very...cute."
Ning Zechuan covered his lips and coughed, and changed the subject: "You hugged me and cried all the time when you were drunk, and you stopped when I kissed you..."
Shu Yan stood up abruptly: "Let me blow dry your hair, you will have a headache when you sleep with wet hair."
Ning Zechuan suppressed a smile and nodded: "Okay."
Shu Yan came to the amnesty, and trotted to get the hair dryer. She specially adjusted the minimum wind, and slowly blown his hair. For men with short hair, 10 minutes of wind is enough.
"If you blow it up again, it will turn into grass."
Ning Zechuan reminded her loudly.
Shu Yan said "oh", and turned off the hair dryer bravely, unplugged it, and when she wanted to put the hair dryer back to its original position, someone gently pulled her wrist, and she fell into a hot embrace.
Ning Zechuan put his arms around her waist, and naturally turned his head to kiss her. He had waited for this moment for too long, and he didn't want to waste any more time.
Shu Yan closed her eyes, wrapped her hands around his neck like a snake, and responded awkwardly to him. At the last moment lost in his tenderness, what Shu Yan thought was that she must be like a boiled shrimp now.
Shu Yan was awakened by a nightmare, opened her eyes, the sky was gray and it was raining.
"Why did you wake up?"
The chest that was close to it shook slightly, and Shu Yan rubbed upwards: "I had a nightmare."
Ning Zechuan's voice was low and hoarse, and he stroked her bare back as if comforting: "What did you dream about?"
"I don't remember it as soon as I wake up," Shu Yan said, holding him tightly, "Probably, I was finally able to be with you. I was terribly afraid, afraid that this was just a dream."
Ning Zechuan comforted her: "Except death, nothing can take me away from you."
But death is so close to them.
Thinking of this, both of them were silent at the same time.
After a long time, Ning Zechuan buried her neck, and said slowly: "I am a selfish villain. With a body like mine, what I should do is to push you far away, but not only did I not do that, but I also went through mountains and rivers I chased you back without hesitation. People live one day at a time, especially me. I don’t want to miss it anymore, but I am very conflicted. I don’t ask tomorrow in the name of love. Is it right or wrong? For me, Naturally, there is nothing, when the time comes, the lights will go out after death, and I will be relieved to leave, but what about you, what are you going to do."
What is more terrible than death is to stay in this world and live alone.
Shu Yan raised her head from his arms, held his face, gave him a long kiss, and said seriously: "If I haven't been with you in this life, what's the point of giving me such a long time. Instead of letting me live my whole life like a walking dead, what you are doing to me now is that the gods will hang up on me alone. Yes, love will disappear, people will die, and the stars in the universe will also be destroyed one day. It’s an illogical lie, I only want this moment, it’s worth years and years.”
Ning Zechuan had hot eye circles: "You always move me like this."
Shu Yan smiled: "It's my honor to be able to move you."
Ning Zechuan didn't know, but she knew it very well. I'm afraid there are many girls in this world who have done earth-shattering things for him, but they alone didn't touch him. A stone whose heart is harder than iron and colder than ice.
Recalling those days when she first met him, Shu Yan held her chin and said: "You don't know, I was a little afraid of you the first time I saw you."
Ning Zechuan raised his eyebrows: "Afraid of me?"
"Yeah, you're too cold, you're cold when you talk, you're cold when you don't talk, and your eyes are even colder. You don't even know, sometimes you just glance over so coldly, I dare not say anything, I just want to kneel in front of you and say A small obedience."
The corner of Ning Zechuan's mouth slightly moved upwards: "It's you who are too noisy."
"No! It's you... ah!"
The people who were chattering about old accounts just now have been transferred, and they are under the pressure. Ning Zechuan is condescending, with bright eyes, and a charming smile: "Give you a pole, and you will follow the sky."
Shu Yan picked his chin and giggled: "Is it okay for me to be proud of being favored?"
Ning Zechuan gave her a big kiss on the face: "Sure."
004
The two of them didn't get up slowly until noon. After lunch, the sky cleared up.Shu Yan happily took Ning Zechuan to wander around the town, passing by the municipal square, there were a few scattered people painting, Shu Yan looked around, and stopped in front of an old man with a white beard.Others' paintings have the sky, trees with single branches and leaves, and nearby buildings, all of which are suitable for the scene. Only his paintings are large clusters of brocade-shaped flowers.
Shu Yan looked around and asked curiously: "Old man, it's still so cold, where do the flowers you draw grow?"
The old man with white beard smiled, and said to her with exaggeration and humor unique to Westerners: "Winter is coming to an end, and the flowers are already blooming in my heart."
Shu Yan smiled, and said novelty: "This flower is so beautiful, can you draw us in it?"
The old man with the white beard made an OK gesture: "No problem, go sit there, don't need to deliberately move, you can just chat, how come naturally."
So, the two sat side by side on the steps of the fountain not far away, without speaking for a while, just quietly hugging each other.
Ning Zechuan is a taciturn person, he only talks a little more when he is alone with Shu Yan, but Shu Yan likes him very much, which makes her feel that she is the most special, and there is no such person who can bring her peace of mind, There is no better interpretation of the meaning of time and tranquility than this moment, and there is no such love that can make her do her best until she dies.
Winter is coming to an end, and the wind in the air has also faded the chill.Shu Yan was blown comfortably, a little sleepy, leaning on Ning Zechuan's shoulder, yawning.
"Shu Yan."
In a daze, she heard Ning Zechuan calling her softly.
"Ah."
"If I live to be 30, let's get married."
Shu Yan hugged him tightly, hearing his sonorous and powerful heartbeat, but sadness filled her heart for no reason, her words choked up: "Okay."
If you don't know how tomorrow's people will love each other, then let's treat every day as the end of the world.
On the canvas of the old man, it gradually becomes richer. The unparalleled land is only a line away from the blue sky. Flowers bloom from the clouds, and among the scattered petals, the man looks down at the sleeping face of the woman, with the corners of his mouth slightly When I raised my eyes, there was a mist in my eyes, as if two lines of tears would flow in the blink of an eye.
It is a kind of tranquility and tranquility beyond the years, like the rivers, mountains and rivers, the sun, the moon and the stars, which last forever.
On the fifth day of Gretna green, Ning Zechuan developed a fever due to unacclimatized conditions and the cold and humid weather in the UK. After several days of infusion in the hospital, he recovered a little, but he still had low-grade fever intermittently.Afraid that something might go wrong, Shu Yan hurried back to the country with Ning Zechuan.
As soon as she got off the plane, Shu Yan dragged Ning Zechuan to the hospital, and she was relieved after showing it to Director Zheng himself.
After returning to the country, Ning Zechuan became the busy Mr. Ning who forgot to sleep and eat. This day Shu Yan went to the hospital alone to get Ning Zechuan's physical examination report. In the office, Dean Zheng pointed to the CT scan and said to Shu Yan: "Here, here Did you see it? His body’s resistance will drop when it is under load, like a cake exposed to the air without a glass cover, bacteria and flies bite upwards, a cold and fever are considered mild, bad luck, it’s not It's so simple to have a cold and a fever. To put it plainly, if he wants to live longer, he must stay healthy, be pampered, and stop running around and working hard."
After a pause, Dean Zheng looked at Shu Yan, and complained hesitantly: "I'm not a master who is short of money, it would be great to concentrate on being a second master who recuperates and recuperates, not for myself... but also for you .”
After Shu Yan reacted slowly, her face burned up: "Teacher, you...I..."
"What are you and me, your little flirtatious tricks can still escape my eyes? If you didn't see that you like that kid, do you think I would agree with Lao Ou to sign you to him as a private nurse?"
Shu Yan scratched her ears embarrassingly, and Dean Zheng stretched out his hand to pat her on the head: "Don't worry, with me here, can you still trust the teacher's medical skills? Just for you, I will try my best to live a few more years .”
Shu Yan's nose was sore, and she said firmly, "Teacher, you will live a long life."
Lying on the bed after washing in the evening, Shu Yan hugged the pillow behind her back and thought about something, the bed next to her collapsed, a hand was dishonestly stretched out, put it on her waist, and the palm casually covered her belly, Rubbing lightly, Shu Yan typed with a "click": "You are not in good health yet, go back to your own room and sleep."
Ning Zechuan buried his head in her hair, sniffed lightly and thought about it, and answered absent-mindedly, "Yes."
His movements couldn't be more obvious, Shu Yan pressed his hand and said: "The teacher told me today."
"say what?"
"Say you shouldn't be tired."
Ning Zechuan was silent, and retorted in a muffled voice: "That doesn't count."
"You have already had a meeting during the day, and I heard from Secretary Zhang that you didn't take a break in between."
The person close to her was silent for a while, Shu Yan suddenly felt bad, turned around, and saw that he was half-covering his deep brows and eyes, looking like he was thinking about something.Shu Yan sat up, pointed his forehead with one hand on hips and taught him: "Secretary Zhang cares about you, he is such a good person, don't try to do anything to him."
Ning Zechuan was stunned for a moment, couldn't help laughing, grabbed her hand and gently pulled her into his arms again, before saying, "I know what you're worried about... Although I can't promise you anything right now, But I have slowly started to let go of Ning's work. I have a cousin who was raised abroad since he was a child, the one you met last time. He is a businessman. I have recommended him to my father. As for Morimoto, I can't let go of it for the time being. This is what I promised my adoptive father, but I will gradually retreat behind the scenes. The achievements I have made over the years have been very good. No one can look down on me anymore. I have also earned a lot of money, enough You've wasted your entire life."
A warm current surged in Shu Yan's heart suddenly, what was she thinking in her heart, it turned out that he knew, he made these decisions for her, she was really moved.
"No one has ever looked down on you," Shu Yan hugged him, blinking slyly, "They are all jealous of you."
Ning Zechuan nodded in agreement, in a good mood: "You make a lot of sense."
He is so infatuated with her because he is always so relaxed and happy when he is with her. This is a feeling that other people can't give him. As if thinking of something, Ning Zechuan stroked her hair repeatedly: " When I arrange everything, we will go to London. After you finish your studies, we will go wherever you want to go... By the way, I always remember that you said that you want to take me to your hometown. Does it count?"
Ning Zechuan, who didn't get a response for a long time, lowered his head, only to realize that the person in his arms had fallen asleep, snoring like a cat.
Ning Zechuan laughed helplessly, bowed his head and kissed the tip of her nose, and hugged her to sleep contentedly.
That night Shuyan slept very deeply, and woke up refreshed in the morning, and took Ning Zechuan for a walk outside, breathing in the fresh air with morning dew, and went to the vegetable market to buy vegetables.
When they came back, the two made a somewhat hearty breakfast together. Zhang Qingming came to pick Ning Zechuan to go to the company, just happened to meet, and was invited by Shu Yan to eat together.
Shu Yan has a big appetite recently, and she didn't pay attention to eating too full for a while, so her stomach reacted immediately.Ning Zechuan was funny and angry, sat on the sofa and gently rubbed her belly to help her digest, and inevitably said a few words: "A few days ago I forced you to eat, but now I can't stop you from eating, it's too irregular, It's a good thing you're a doctor."
Shu Yan was unconvinced: "I was too nervous before, so I couldn't even eat. Isn't it that I am slowly relaxing now, and my appetite has increased." After thinking about it, she put on a good face and said, "I was worrying too much. , my young master is so capable, it's my turn to worry about it."
Ning Zechuan stared at her, but the corners of his mouth curled up unconsciously.
Zhang Qingming, who was standing aside, waved the flag and shouted bitterly in his heart, but he still kept a calm smile on his face, which was really exhausting.His boss is capable, and his ability is to sit behind the scenes and give advice. Before Ning Zechuan went to London, he called him back. All the mess was left to him to clean up alone.It was a time of war and chaos, and just dealing with the collapsed Gu Taozhi was enough to kill his life. With the addition of the media, public relations, and drafts, now looking back, he feels his scalp is numb, and he grew a lot of gray hair because of it.
Naturally, Shu Yan didn't know about this.
Before returning to the country, Shu Yan thought that there would be a storm waiting for her in the country, so she didn't sleep well, and her mind was full of thinking about how to deal with it.After returning to China, I was even more trembling, and I was in a state of preparation all day long. Unexpectedly, a month passed, and everything was calm.Gu Taozhi didn't come to trouble her, she had never even met Gu Taozhi, and the people around her didn't show surprise or complaints about her being together with Ning Zechuan, they were even more natural than her. It seemed that she and Ning Zechuan were lovers in the first place, and they just came back from a trip abroad.
Gongyu also shamelessly ran to her to ask for a handicraft, but was stared away by Ning Zechuan in the end. When she left, Gongyu looked at Ning Zechuan and hesitated to speak, with a peachy face so wronged that she could squeeze out water .
Shu Yan felt that the atmosphere between the two of them was rather weird, so she asked Ning Zechuan, "Did you quarrel with Gongyu?"
Ning Zechuan flipped through the book in his hand, and let out a lazy "huh".
"Why?" Shu Yan started to gossip. She has never seen them have a conflict since she was 16 years old. They are as good as conjoined twins. The unintentional, just complement each other.
The two had a conflict, which was an unprecedented event.
It's a pity that Ning Zechuan didn't intend to satisfy Shu Yan's curiosity, he said concisely: "Old accounts." Want him to calm down?First go and kneel back the account of that night.
Shu Yan saw that he didn't intend to say more, so she took the watering can and went to the balcony embarrassingly.After a while, Shu Yan ran out screaming excitedly, holding a small stone basin, yelling at him as if she had discovered something new and amazing.
"Zawakawa, look, look, it's sprouting! Spring is here!"
In the stone basin, a new sprout stood there tremblingly, it was really thin.
Ning Zechuan smiled lightly, the long winter has finally passed.
(End of this chapter)
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