The rest of my life is no longer sad for you

Chapter 15

{The one-year-old cried to express all wishes, and the eight-year-old has already forgotten the taste of tears. When I met you at the age of 16, whether you are happy or sad, you have a reason to exist. At the age of 25, I smiled and cried, and promised you that I would live the rest of my life without you and not feel sad for you anymore.In this life related to you, this time is too little, and the rest of this life is too long. }
001
At the beginning of April, it was cold in spring, and the temperature suddenly dropped. In the fickle weather, the whole family was in danger. Ning Zechuan still caught the wind and cold, and coughed intermittently. He took a lot of medicine, but it didn't get better.

Ordinary people's ailments will be magnified by Ning Zechuan. Shu Yan remembers the teacher's words, and dare not neglect for a moment, and dare not sleep soundly at night. She has to go over to see if there is any trouble. many.

Ning Zechuan was very distressed and wished he could recover immediately, but his body was never something he could control, so he could only say to Shu Yan: "Go back to your old room to sleep at night, I will disturb you when I cough, I’m also afraid of infecting you, so you’ll come back to sleep after I recover.”

Shu Yan naturally disagreed: "How can this be done? I will love you when you are well, oh, I will run far away when you are sick, who will take care of you? This is not for me to be a sweetheart but can't There is no such reason for a villain who suffers together."

Hearing what she said, Ning Zechuan frowned: "I used to come here like this, why can't I?"

"This is not the same thing at all. You used to be one person, but now we are one. If I am sick, wouldn't you take care of me in the same way? Only the state officials are allowed to set fires and the people are not allowed to light lamps?"

Ning Zechuan was silent: "Then call Zhang Qingming over, he will take care of me."

Shu Yan was completely annoyed, she put down half of the dishes in her hand, and said angrily, "Ning Zechuan, would you rather trouble Zhang Qingming? An... an outsider?"

"Trouble," Ning Zechuan shook his head, and held his forehead with a wry smile, "You say it's trouble, I trouble others is trouble, but trouble you is not trouble?"

It was only then that Shu Yan noticed that his face was very strange, and her tone lowered, trying to explain: "I didn't mean that, you are too sensitive."

Ning Zechuan shook his head: "Maybe I'm sensitive, but sickness is my own business, but now... Shu Yan, you should go and see you in the mirror, how bad your complexion is, you will make me feel sick A feeling that drags you down."

Shu Yan finally understood why he was so abnormal and aggressive today. This is the way he loves her, and he doesn't want to see her suffer. Her heart was instantly filled with tenderness. She walked over and hugged him, and said softly: "This pair It’s not a drag for me.”

But for me it is, yes.

Ning Zechuan's lips moved, but he didn't say anything. After a long time, he stroked her hand and said in a cold voice, "I'm tired, go to sleep."

He lowered his head and walked away from her, Shu Yan stared at his back in a daze, her hand felt a little hot after being brushed away.

At that moment, she felt an invisible barrier between the two of them.

Back in the room, Ning Zechuan lay on the bed, his throat was itchy, he couldn't help coughing, and he was afraid that Shu Yan would hear him, so he pulled the quilt to wrap himself tightly, curled up in the stuffy quilt, feeling to an unprecedented setback.

Ning Zechuan suddenly realized that it might be a mistake to pull Shu Yan back to his side. He considered the ending and thought it was a good idea, but he didn't think about it. What should Shu Yan do? With her character, she will do everything by herself, and she doesn't want to do anything to others, but he doesn't want her to see him in such a mess.The most important thing is that she is still so young, she should not serve a dying person covered in stench in her prime.

He was too selfish after all.

After that day, Ning Zechuan became even more silent, not showing any signs of anger.Shu Yan knew that his cough had been bad and his mood was also very irritable. If a person was ill for a long time, his mood would be affected, so he followed him in everything, and never confronted him like that day again, but this Ning Zechuan was even more upset.

After dinner that evening, when the two of them were sitting on the sofa watching an American movie, halfway through it, Ning Zechuan suddenly said that he wanted to eat Youth League.He ate very little recently, and finally found something he wanted, so Shu Yan was naturally very happy to go out and buy it for him.

As soon as Shu Yan left, Ning Zechuan couldn't hold it back any longer. He clutched his chest and coughed violently. He felt that his internal organs were about to be coughed up. When he finally calmed down, he opened his mouth and leaned on the sofa. Like a whale lacking in oxygen, his throat feels dry and sore like a knife while breathing heavily.

Then he fell asleep like this, and after an unknown amount of time, Ning Zechuan, who was sleeping, suddenly shivered and woke up instantly.The TV lost the signal, there was a snowflake on the screen, and there was a rustling sound, his heartbeat suddenly accelerated, and he shouted nervously: "Shu Yan?"

What responded to him was deathly silence.

Shu Yan is not at home, or rather, she hasn't come home yet.

And the time on the phone screen was past two o'clock in the night.

"Shu Yan, Shu Yan."

In a daze, Shu Yan heard someone calling her, the voice was approaching and far away for a while, the tone was faint, and it sounded terrified.She subconsciously opened her eyes, but her eyes seemed to be covered with a white veil, and she couldn't see anything clearly.

"It seems that it has been released too much, and I haven't woken up yet."

Someone put a hand on her face and stroked it gently. The strange skin contact made her very uncomfortable. She subconsciously wanted to avoid the strange hand, but she couldn't even turn her head.

Then she heard the sound of water, and then her face was suddenly hit by cold water, and some water flowed into her nose, Shu Yan couldn't defend herself, she choked and coughed desperately.

After coughing, her vision became clearer, and she realized that she was sitting in the bathtub, and the shower hanging on the side was leaking water.She turned her head slowly, and when she saw the gentle smiling face staring at her, she shivered instantly.

"Lu Tang?!"

"Shu Yan, long time no see, I miss you very much, do you miss me?"

Lu Tang supported the edge of the bathtub with both hands, leaned over, and got very close to her. His breath sprayed on her face when he spoke, making her very uncomfortable. Shu Yan wanted to hide, but she still couldn't lift her body. work together.

He has a mixed smell of tobacco and cologne, which reminds Shu Yan of him.

She went to the pastry shop at the corner of the street to buy green balls, came out of the shop, and when she walked around a corner, she suddenly smelled this smell from Lu Tang's body, and when she turned around to look at it, she was suddenly covered nose.The strong irritating gas filled her mouth and nose in an instant, she was unprepared, she inhaled all of it, after struggling for a while, she lost consciousness.

"It's you? What did you do to me? What do you want?"

Lu Tang backed away, bent his knees, propped his chin with one hand, and laughed: "Shu Yan, when did you become so stupid? Obviously, I stunned you, or in other words, I kidnapped you. you."

Lu Tang said this without hesitation, and Shu Yan felt a burst of fear. She tried to calm down and said, "You are committing a crime. Do you know the consequences you will bear if you continue?"

Lu Tang shrugged indifferently: "Well, I know, but anyway, I'm already a wanted criminal, so it doesn't matter if there is one more crime or one less crime."

Shu Yan choked all of a sudden, and after a long time, she said with difficulty: "What are you doing for? Money?"

"Money?" Lu Tang snorted, as if hearing some joke, holding his forehead and laughing unsteadily, just when Shu Yan wondered if he was crazy, Lu Tang's laughter subsided, and the moment he looked up, his face suddenly changed Turning into a sly gray, there was a vicious light in his eyes, and his tone became eccentric, "What's the use of me asking for money? I hide like a mouse all day long, never seeing the light of day. No matter how much money you give me, I won't give you money." Nowhere to enjoy, Houfu jade food? Beauty in my arms? I have nothing! Shu Yan, look at me now! I am not even as good as a beggar! All this is because of Ning Zechuan! I have nothing, so why don’t I just drag It is better for him to perish together than for me to go to hell alone!"

Shu Yan's head hurts intermittently, she guessed right, Lu Tang tied her up for Ning Zechuan, this is the last thing she wants to see.So, she softened her tone and tried to persuade Lu Tang: "If you don't want to hide, you can turn yourself in. Mr. Jiang is your cousin. If you admit your mistake with Mr. Jiang, if he pleads, the procuratorate will give you a lighter sentence. "

Lu Tang didn't appreciate it: "Surrender yourself? Tell me, what's the difference between a mouse locked in a cage and a mouse hiding in the sewer? As for pleading? You really don't know Jiang Bozhou, he's just a hypocrite mask An old fox who doesn't spit out his bones!"

Shu Yan had nothing to say for a while, Lu Tang finished venting, and sat down outside the bathtub, tugging at the collar of his shirt, with a look of remorse: "I was careless, no matter what happened to Ning Zechuan and Jiang Bozhou. Alienation is also a father and son, both of them have the same vicious blood flowing in their bodies, I have worked so hard for so many years, and my dream is about to come true, but this father and son made a fool of me."

Shu Yan felt that Lu Tang's words were really ridiculous, she knew it would be very bad for her to say something that would irritate Lu Tang at this time, but things related to Ning Zechuan would always make her lose her mind: "Lu Tang, Why do you say that others are vicious, have you forgotten what you have done? I have always wanted to ask you, how black is your heart when you know that you are harmful at the age of 13. "

Her words seemed to touch a certain nerve in Lu Tang. Lu Tang looked at her faintly, his facial features distorted: "Is this what he told you? Did I harm him? Oh, let's just count it because of his sentence He said he hated me and didn't want to see me, so that old man ordered me not to enter Ning's house for five years, not even to touch the door. In those five years, I was like a discarded dog, and everyone laughed at me , he thought that he would be better off like this. Shu Yan, you should really look at his appearance at that time, he is not even as good as a dog, he and I are really a perfect match, we are both destined to rot in the mud, I It's vicious, how good do you think he can be? You don't know anything! You guys don't know anything!"

After saying that, he suddenly leaned over again, lowered his eyes, but the corners of his eyes were raised, and looked at her nakedly.

Shu Yan shrank back into the bathtub, groped for the shower with her hands tied behind her back, held it tightly, and looked at Lu Tang vigilantly and uneasily.She didn't know what Lu Tang was going to do. This person was very fickle, and she couldn't figure out what he was thinking and doing, but if he wanted to do something to her, she would not let him succeed even if she died.

Lu Tang stood up, looked down at her, and regained her elegant smile on her face: "Shu Yan, don't put on such a look of death, I won't let you die, I like you so much, how can I be willing to let you die?" Die, but you and Ning Zechuan love each other to death, which makes me very unhappy, I have to think about how to punish you, let me think about it."

Lu Tang rubbed her chin in distress, turned and walked out of the bathroom, and even locked the door. Shu Yan curled up in the bathtub, and after a long time of silence, she turned off the faucet tremblingly.Her clothes were soaked in cold water and she was shivering with cold.There was no window and no light in the airtight bathroom. She didn't know what time it was, and she began to think wildly.

Has Ning Zechuan noticed that she is gone? He must be very anxious. He is still sick. When he is anxious, his cough will worsen.At this moment, Shu Yan sincerely prayed that Ning Zechuan would be more slow. Maybe, she could rely on herself to return to him before he found out that she was missing, as if she was just late after shopping.

However, the reality is always very different from the ideal. At this time, the Ning family mansion in Jiangzhou has become a mess.

002
Jiang Bozhou was holding a cigarette in his hand, his forehead was full of veins due to anger, and he spoke harshly to Gong Peilin who came to report: "Why don't they file a case within 48 hours? They won't look for it, right? Let's look for it ourselves! People from the Ning family , Morimoto’s people, let me find them all! Go and send me an urgent overtime notice immediately, and the daily salary is their current monthly salary! Even if all the money is lost, I must find Shuyan back!”

Gong Peilin nodded again and again: "Yes."

"Uncle Jiang, don't worry. The police also have their considerations. Maybe it's just a conflict between the young lovers. Shu Yan went out to relax."

It was Gu Taozhi who was talking. She was sitting next to the sofa, she winked at Jiang Bozhou while she was talking, and glanced at Shi Manli on the sofa who had been crying since she heard the news of Shuyan's disappearance.

Jiang Bozhou looked at Gu Taozhi, understood her meaning, took a breather for a while, then turned to comfort Shi Manli: "What Xiao Gu said is not unreasonable, don't think badly, it's not even 24 years old. How about you, take a rest first, maybe Shuyan will come back after a while."

When he turned around again, his eyes met Ning Zechuan who was sitting in a dark corner, and they both saw a trace of deep meaning in each other's eyes.

After Ning Zechuan found out that Shu Yan hadn't come back, he called people he knew to check if Shu Yan had gone to the other party's place.Gu Taozhi was there when he went to the Ning family's mansion. Today is the anniversary of Gu Taozhi's father's death. During the day, Gu Taozhi drove back to his hometown to worship the mountains with Jiang Bozhou and his wife, and he came back very late.Shi Manli felt that it was too dangerous for her to go back home with a girl so late, so she left her to stay overnight. It was a coincidence that she ran into this incident.

Ning Zechuan pondered for a moment, then waved to Zhang Qingming who was standing aside.Zhang Qingming came over and bent slightly: "Mr. Ning?"

Ning Zechuan glanced at Gu Taozhi's direction and lowered his voice: "Go and check."

Zhang Qingming understood, nodded, turned around and backed out. When he pushed open the door, he was almost bumped into by Gong Yu who rushed in like the wind.

"Xiaochuan, Uncle Jiang!" Gongyu was out of breath, and shook the black box in his hand, "The monitoring, monitoring is here."

When he said this, he had already walked to the TV, turned on the video recorder, and put the video tape in it.

Everyone held their breath. On the screen, Shu Yan turned around a street, followed by a man in a hoodie unhurriedly.After a few seconds, the man suddenly strode forward, trapping Shu Yan from behind, a handkerchief covering Shu Yan's face, Shu Yan grabbed his arm and struggled a few times, before dropping his hand.When the man took Shu Yan to the alley where the monitoring was blind, he accidentally raised his head and glanced in the direction of the monitoring.

The picture freezes on that ghostly smiling face.

"Lu Tang?!"

"Fuck! Is it him?"

"My face..."

"Gong Peilin, take the videotape and let's go to the Municipal Administration. I don't believe that they won't file a case with this!"

"Uncle Jiang, I'll go with you. The bureau chief was old man Pei's former subordinate. I've met him a few times. It's easy to get acquainted."

"Okay, let's go then."

In just a few seconds, almost all the men in the room were gone, leaving only Ning Zechuan.

Amidst Shi Manli's worried cries, Gu Taozhi softly comforted him, while looking towards Ning Zechuan from time to time. He was sitting on the sofa, his eyes fixed on the fixed frame of the TV screen, like a statue, which has been lost for a long time. no action.

Such an atmosphere was indescribably weird, with the heater turned on in the room, Gu Taozhi felt goosebumps all over his body inexplicably.

"Zechuan...why don't you go with Uncle Jiang and the others?"

Gu Taozhi couldn't help asking.

Ning Zechuan slowly turned his head, his face hidden in the shadows was exposed to the light.Gu Taozhi saw the murderous look on his face, like a night rakshasa in the field of Shura, with cold blades in his eyes, and no grass grew anywhere he looked.

He spit out a few words slowly: "Oh, I was thinking how to kill him."

Gu Taozhi shivered violently.

"Where are you taking me?"

When they set foot on a field of reeds, Shu Yan asked Lu Tang No. 17.

Lu Tang took her hand, waved away the reed stalk in front of him in a gentlemanly manner, and, like the sixteen times before, turned his head and winked at her: "Guess."

Guess again!
Guess your uncle!

Shu Yan couldn't help rolling her eyes, she really wanted to pounce on him and make a few slits on his smiling face, that would be in line with his sinister and evil temperament.

It has been almost half a month since she was taken away by Lu Tang. In the past half month, Lu Tang took her out day and night, walking all the paths close to the mountains, forests and fields.She tried to resist, but the disparity in strength between men and women made her useless.She also tried to escape, but in the mountains and forests without a mobile phone or a compass, she quickly lost her way and was finally captured by Lu Tang.After catching her back that time, Lu Tang gave her an injection of anesthetic, and touched her face, which was weak and slowly losing consciousness, and said, "You'd better be obedient, or I'll just give you this every day .”

Shu Yan is a doctor, knowing the dangers of frequent injections of anesthetics to the human body, she dared not run away.Later, Lu Tang handcuffed their hands together just to be on the safe side.

Moreover, what surprised Shu Yan the most was that she always thought that the kidnapping was done by Lu Tang alone, but after so long, she noticed that something was wrong, Lu Tang kidnapped her too smoothly.He had been wanted by the police for so long, and Ri Ridong was hiding in Tibet. How could he have the opportunity to prepare ether, anesthetics, and handcuffs, which required some identification and background to obtain.What's more, Lu Tang took her all the way too smoothly. There was no police, and no one came to find them. They perfectly missed all the possibilities of being discovered, as if there was an anti-reconnaissance master who kept pointing at Lu Tang behind his back. Lu, and Lu Tang often looked at her mobile phone for a long time, and then took her for a walk. All this seemed to prove her guess.

It is easy to dodge an open sword, but it is difficult to guard against an arrow in the dark.

Although Lu Tang is sinister and vicious, the person behind this is the most terrifying person who kills people invisible.

Just as she was thinking, Lu Tang had already led her out of the reed field. In front of her was a long river, and a boat was docking there.

Lu Tang smiled and said to her: "Shu Yan, we are going to board the boat."

What Shu Yan was worried about finally happened. She was far away from the ground, and it was impossible for her to escape.

Shu Yan shook her head desperately, unwilling to move forward: "I'm seasick, I don't want to sit."

Lu Tang raised his eyebrows: "You are a hostage, and you still pick and choose? Should I say that you are not afraid of anything, or that you have a good attitude?"

Shu Yan finally couldn't bear it anymore: "No, where are you taking me?"

"Well, if I tell you now, there will be no surprises," Lu Tang said with a smile in his eyes, covering his mouth with one hand, and lowered his voice mysteriously, "Anyway, it's a place that's no stranger to you, and the scenery there is amazing. It’s beautiful, you’ll know when you go.”

A man emerged from the deck of the small boat, pointed at his wrist and shouted at them, "Big brother, hurry up, or you won't be able to catch the ferry if you're late."

Lu Tang nodded to him, then turned his head and said to Shu Yan impatiently: "Are you going? If you don't, I'll force it."

Shu Yan bit her lip, and finally struggled to say: "Lu Tang, after all, I am not from the Ning family. If you catch me, you won't worry that the bamboo basket will be empty?"

Lu Tang was too lazy to talk nonsense with her, so he bent over and picked her up like a sandbag, and said as he walked to the boat: "Shu Yan, Shu Yan, you underestimate yourself. Your mother is Jiang Bozhou's wife who didn't have a marriage certificate. As for you, you and Ning Zechuan are only short of a marriage certificate. If I do something to you, I can hurt that old fox Jiang Bozhou and my dearest cousin in one fell swoop. This is killing two birds with one stone. I'm a businessman, and I have to do everything I can to make money without losing money."

Shu Yan screamed and kicked him forcefully: "Ah, Lu Tang, let me go! You have thought it through, there is no turning back if you continue! Ning Zechuan will not let you go!"

Lu Tang stepped onto the deck with one foot, put Shu Yan down, casually flicked the reed fluff floating on her body, and said with a smile: "It's just right, I don't want to let him go either."

After speaking, he took off the bag behind his back and rummaged through something.

Shu Yan stepped back alertly: "What are you doing?"

Lu Tang winked at her, took out the needle from the bag, inhaled the medicine skillfully, grabbed Shu Yan, and smiled softly: "Good baby, sleep, we will be there."

When the needle was inserted into the neck, every inch of Shu Yan's body became stiff and heavy, and her strength was gradually withdrawn.

At the moment before losing consciousness, Shu Yan watched the boat start and murmured in despair: "Ning Zechuan..."

In a car thousands of miles away, Ning Zechuan seemed to sense something, his heart suddenly constricted, he hissed in pain, and his face instantly turned pale.

Zhang Qingming looked over from the rearview mirror and asked worriedly: "Mr. Ning, why don't you go back? I'll just follow up with Captain Wang and the others. I'll let you know as soon as I have news."

Ning Zechuan shook his head silently, swallowed the salty blood in his mouth, took out a small medicine box from his pocket, poured out the medicine inside and swallowed it in one gulp, leaned back on the seat, closed his eyes and calmed down his breath.

Zhang Qingming was full of worries. Mr. Ning's health was getting worse and worse just like the weather.

Since Shu Yan disappeared, Ning Zechuan's daily work has been to watch the surveillance cameras at various intersections on the day of Shu Yan's disappearance over and over again, trying to find some clues, and only sleeps intermittently for a few hours.Normal people can't stand such a heavy workload, let alone a patient.Everyone is persuading him to rest, but the only person in this world who can persuade him has no news at this moment, and he does not know whether he is alive or dead.

"Gu Taozhi still hasn't found any problems?" Ning Zechuan suddenly asked, and Zhang Qingming shook his head: "The private detective has been following her and found no problems... Could it be that you are wrong?"

Ning Zechuan was silent. He saw an unconcealable fear on Gu Taozhi's face that day. She couldn't be so kind because she was afraid of Shu Yan's situation. The only explanation is that she and Lu Tang are inextricably linked. The connections are the participants in the kidnapping of Shu Yan.His intuition has always been accurate, especially when it comes to matters related to Shu Yan.

"You should be familiar with Gu Taozhi's methods. Let them continue to investigate and provide them with everything they want."

"Yes."

After a while, the car stopped in front of the police station. It was pouring rain outside. Zhang Qingming pulled the handbrake and hurried down to hold an umbrella. When he looked up, Ning Zechuan had already walked a long way.

"Mr. Ning, umbrella..."

The rain was pattering on Ning Zechuan's body, he seemed to be unconscious and only knew how to stride forward.Zhang Qingming was stunned for a moment, and hurriedly chased after him, but within a few steps, Ning Zechuan in front of him leaned forward in the rain and fog, and fell straight down, splashing a splash of water.

"Mr. Ning!"

003
"how is he?"

"very bad."

The light shone on Ning Zechuan's pursed lips, his face was strangely pale. He had been in a coma for six days.Dean Zheng held a small flashlight, opened his eyelids to take a picture, shook his head and sighed.

"Fatigue, typhoid, worry, unhealed old diseases, in short, all kinds of reasons have caused pneumonia. His organs are almost all prosperous and damaged. If one is broken, the rest may be affected. If this goes on, if Shuyan’s child is not found, he will collapse.”

Ning Yao looked at the sleeping Ning Zechuan, as if she had seen a ten-year-old skinny boy curled up on the hospital bed after a while. She even had to breathe heavily, so she forced herself to look away and asked, "What can I do?" Can it be saved?"

"There is always a way," Dean Zheng put away the flashlight, and scribbled something on the recording board, "I'll go back and hold a surgery preparation meeting, and arrange surgery for him as soon as possible."

After Dean Zheng left, Ning Yao sat down, her brows were tightly knit together, and she pressed her temples with a headache.

Zhang Qingming lowered his head, blaming himself in his heart: "Mrs. Morimoto, I'm sorry, I didn't take good care of Mr. Ning."

Ning Yao closed her eyes without saying a word. After a long time, she opened them suddenly, gritted her teeth and said two words: "Lu! Tang!"

If Ning Zechuan lost his life because of this, she would let him accompany him on the road to Huangquan.

When Ning Zechuan was in a coma, he had a dream. He dreamed that he was standing on a snow field, and he couldn't see the edge of white.There is great beauty in the world, and it is empty and vast.He walked aimlessly in the snow until he saw a five-petaled cherry blossom suddenly growing in the snow. It was a lonely branch, but the howling cold wind did not blow it.He walked over and pulled it up, bringing a patch of snow under the pine flower.There was a light blue layer of ice under the snow, and he pushed aside the snow that covered it. Shu Yan was lying under the ice, with her hands clasped in front of her chest, her hair was spread out like seaweed, and there were colorful swimming patterns. Fish swam around her.

He said, "Shu Yan, what are you doing here?"

She opened her eyes, looked at him full of sadness, and asked, "Has the green dill bloomed at home?"

He said: "Silly girl, how can the green radish bloom?"

She said, "Don't you have it in your hand?"

He looked down, and the five-petal cherry blossom in his hand turned into a heart-shaped green leaf at some point, and the fierce cold wind suddenly slowed down.He smelled the smell of green grass and soil, and when he looked up again, he was already surrounded by lush greenery.

Surrounded by birds, insects and flowers, Shu Yan stood under a sycamore tree with her back to him.

"The phoenix is ​​a lovebird, and the phoenix tree is planted to attract the phoenix," she murmured aggrievedly without turning her head, "Ning Zechuan, I'm homesick, and I miss you too."

"I know, that's why I'm here."

He walked towards her, and she disappeared in the blink of an eye. He shouted anxiously: "Shu Yan! Shu Yan! Where are you?"

Turning around, she appeared a few steps away from him again, pointing to the snow-white mountain top in the distance, and said with a smile: "It's so beautiful, but Jiang Ze's mountains and rivers are not as good as you, my Ze Chuan."

She walked toward the mountain, but the green under her feet suddenly turned into burning coals, and the flames engulfed her along her bare feet.

Ning Zechuan woke up all of a sudden, he sat up abruptly, his head spinning, he resisted the feeling of wanting to vomit, lifted the quilt and got out of bed, staggered a few steps, almost fell down, but fortunately someone left and right hold him up.

"Zawakawa, where are you going?"

He tried to calm his breath, and the chaotic feeling in his head that he had just woken up from sleep gradually improved.He waved Gu Taozhi's hand away, his voice was very soft, but with courage that could not be refused: "Get out of the way."

Zhang Qingming supported him on the other side: "Mr. Ning, calm down, what happened? Where are you going? Let's take it easy."

Ning Zechuan gasped and said, "Go to the airport, we'll go to Tokyo right away."

At the end of the dream, where Shu Yan was going, he remembered that it was Mount Fuji. In the Morimoto family's mansion, when the weather was fine, he could overlook the top of Mount Fuji.

"Tokyo?"

Zhang Qingming didn't react for a while.

"Don't go anywhere, the hospital is ready, you need to have an operation right away."

It was only then that Ning Zechuan noticed that there was another person in the ward. He glanced over coldly, and said coldly to the same cold eyebrows: "Mom, you forgot, you have already signed the promise to give up the operation, Now, won't you?"

Ning Yao choked, her face was a little hot, but she still forced herself to be calm and said: "Since you call me mom, I have the right to make a decision. Now you go to bed and lie down, waiting for the operation in the afternoon!"

Ning Zechuan sneered, turned his head and continued walking without answering.

"Zechuan, you can't go, you listen to your aunt, I beg you, I beg you to have something to do after the operation, huh?"

"That's right, Mr. Ning, do the surgery first, your body... really can't wait any longer."

Ning Zechuan couldn't help the bloody smell rising from his chest, and coughed out while covering his mouth.

Ning Yao walked over a few steps, grabbed his hand and turned it over, the blood on the palm was shocking.

Gu Taozhi covered his mouth and exclaimed, "Blood..."

Ning Yao's voice was trembling, and she squeezed Ning Zechuan's hand tightly: "Don't you want to live?"

Ning Zechuan looked at her coldly: "Let go."

Ning Yao remained unmoved and increased her hand strength.

"I've been a dead person for a long time," Ning Zechuan said with a calm expression. Looking at this woman who gave him life but never gave him hope of life, he just felt strange, her lips stained with blood turned red strangely, " Shu Yan is my life, after meeting her, every day I live is thanks to her and earned, I go to her to renew my life."

Every word Ning Zechuan uttered felt like it was piercing Ning Yao's heart, and the blood on that noble and beautiful face slowly peeled off.Ning Yao's eyes were red, and she kept taking deep breaths, but she couldn't control her trembling lips.

Ning Zechuan turned a blind eye to it, and with a little force, this time he easily pulled out his hand.

"Zhang Qingming, go drive."

Ning Yao staggered back two steps, all the way back to the chair, she held on to the armrest with a dazed look, and didn't stop her.

Seeing this, Zhang Qingming had no choice but to bite the bullet and go get the car.

Ning Zechuan took his coat and put it on casually, and was about to go out, but was hugged from behind.

Gu Taozhi's expression, which has always been good at controlling, is now on the verge of cracking. She is unwilling and unwilling to admit defeat, crying hysterically: "I don't allow you to go! Why are you dying for her? What good is she! But She is a scum that has been tasted by thousands of people! Do you think she is still that innocent little girl? She has long been unchaste!"

Ning Zechuan didn't move for a long time, letting her hug and cry.

Suddenly, Gu Taozhi heard Ning Zechuan laugh out loud.

He grabbed her and moved his hands around him, turned around slowly, and held her chin with one hand, his eyes were gloomy: "How do you know that Shuyan was violated?"

The fact that Shu Yan had been to Japan was hidden from everyone, and he only pieced together the clues when Gong Yu uttered the truth after drinking. With Ou Zichen's confession, he knew the truth.

This was a secret matter, but Gu Taozhi knew about it.

Gu Taozhi froze suddenly, and the crying stopped abruptly. Only then did she realize what she had revealed to him during the panic.She wanted to say something to get around, but Ning Zechuan squeezed her chin tighter and tighter. She was so painful that she couldn't speak, and wanted to escape, but Ning Zechuan didn't give her this chance. Push her hard against the hard, cold wall behind her.

"I always think that when Shu Yan came to Japan, since she knew about my engagement with you, she must have found the Morimoto family. She can't speak Japanese, and a girl who speaks Chinese and English will definitely provoke people. Pay attention, but why hasn't anyone mentioned this? The guard doesn't know? I don't know at all? The only explanation is that she was intercepted before she had contact with the Morimoto family. "

"As soon as the newspaper came out back then, you knew it was her, right? You have always been good at using people's secrets. What do you want to do with this dead spot? You always retaliate. I regret my marriage, and you will swallow this in silence. Tone?"

Ning Zechuan's mind was spinning rapidly, Lu Tang, Gu Taozhi, Japan, and the weird dream, each seemingly unrelated individual, gradually connected in his mind to form a complete picture.

A picture that made him hate it to the bone.

Ning Zechuan's hand moved down suddenly, and he firmly held Gu Taozhi's neck, his eyes suddenly became fierce: "You asked Lu Tang to take her to Tokyo, that cherry blossom forest."

Gu Taozhi's pupils opened suddenly, and she couldn't help trembling. She had no doubt at all that Ning Zechuan would do this, crushing her to death without blinking his brows like crushing an ant.

But in fact, Ning Zechuan let go of his hand, turned and walked out.

Gu Taozhi couldn't care less about the pain, and yelled, "It's all because I love you..."

Ning Zechuan's footsteps stopped.

This is the third time she has stopped him, and he won't give her another chance.

He turned his head and looked at the poisonous snake lying on the ground: "Don't lie to yourself, you don't love me, what you love is this canary life."

There was a grim smile on that three-pointed and seven-pointed gloomy face, like a mandala flower protruding from hell, representing death and destruction.

Gu Taozhi shivered suddenly.

Gu Taozhi has never seen Ning Zechuan smile at anyone other than Shu Yan, and she has wished more than once to see him smile at her one day, but now that her wish has come true, this smile makes her terrified and her soles feel weak , can't wait to escape to the sky immediately.

"Then, as you wish."

He turned his head away, exchanged meaningful glances with Ning Yao, then opened the door and walked out.

The ward was quiet for a long time before Gu Taozhi came back to his senses. She hurriedly straightened her hair, stood up, and walked towards Ning Yao who was still sitting on the chair. She knelt down in front of Ning Yao, hugged her leg, and cried He said: "Ma'am, help me, you promised me, you promised me to let me be his wife, you took the initiative to find me, you wanted to help me become his wife, you said that Shuyan would only It's useless to watch him hurt. You need someone with the wrist and ability to protect him. I can do a good job. I promise you, ma'am, ma'am, you gave me hope, You help me."

She couldn't cry, but the way Ning Yao looked at her made her despair, and the face that was three points similar to Ning Zechuan made her even more frightened.

Ning Yao stretched out her hand, put it on her head, and patted it lovingly: "Don't cry, if such a beautiful face fades from crying, how can you marry?"

Gu Taozhi didn't understand, so he asked, "Married?"

Ning Yao smiled, but that smile was exactly the same as Ning Zechuan's, which made people shudder: "Didn't Xiaochuan say that I want to fulfill your long-cherished wish."

She was worrying about how to destroy that nephew who was related to her by blood without hurting her ancestors. It turned out that Gu Taozhi was the culprit. As an outsider, she didn't have to think about anything.

Xiao Chuan could have lived with that sick body for a few more years, perhaps, there is still time to wait until the progress of medicine can save him, it is because of Gu Taozhi, this stupid woman, that the current situation is irreversible.

She has a wronged person and a debtor, and the feeling that life is worse than death, she will make Gu Taozhi feel the same.

Ning Yao suddenly laughed wildly, the laughter was full of desperation and grief, it was very creepy.

Gu Taozhi's back felt inexplicably cold, and he couldn't say anything.

004
When she returned to the ground, Shu Yan could hardly walk anymore, she was dizzy and nauseated unceasingly, and she couldn't recover for a long time while leaning on the cargo container at the port.

Lu Tang said: "You didn't lie, did you really get so seasick?"

Shu Yan stared at him, without even the strength to speak.Although she grew up in a small town with mountains and water, and she can swim well, she can't take a boat alone.

Lu Tang took her into the boat, and after a short time she started throwing up on the side of the boat, and then the boat turned into a big boat.She and Lu Tang stayed in the warehouse below the deck all day long, and never went on deck once. They stayed with fish and shrimp, and the smell of fish and vomit mixed together made the situation worse.She vomited so faintly that she was about to vomit out bile.That pervert Lu Tang was able to eat and sleep in such an environment.

In the past few days, except for being forced to drink water a few times by Lu Tang, she couldn't eat anything.So at this moment, her body is extremely weak, her hands and feet are weak, and she can't lift a little strength.This made Lu Tang no longer worried about her running away and rebelling, and took her all the way to a homestay, where Shu Yan passed out as soon as she got to the room.

After an unknown amount of time, she was woken up by Lu Tang, who brought a bowl of soup to her mouth and said, "Eat it, I don't want you to die like this."

Shu Yan said weakly: "Don't you just want me to die?"

Lu Tang showed a playful smile: "Don't take me too kindly, what I have to do is much more interesting than death."

"You are such a pervert... I can't eat it, so you put it away first."

"Drink quickly!" Lu Tang suddenly pushed the bowl in front of her.

The hot soup spilled on Shu Yan's arm, and she cried out in pain, blisters had formed where the hot soup splashed.

Lu Tang scratched her hair irritably, and stared at her coldly: "Don't fight against my patience, as you can see, I am a pervert, if you annoy me, I have ten thousand perverted ways to torture you .”

Shu Yan pursed her lips tightly, and the hand hanging by her side trembled uncontrollably.

It has been so long, she has already lost her original composure, the farther she is from Ning Zechuan, and the longer she stays with Lu Tang, the greater the fear of devouring people will be.Sometimes she even thought that it would be better to give her a good time than to suffer without end.

Lu Tang picked up the spoon, scooped up the soup, lowered his head and blew it, and brought it to her mouth: "Baby, be good, open your mouth."

Shu Yan opened her mouth obediently, suppressed the feeling of nausea and swallowed the soup, Lu Tang smiled with satisfaction: "That's right, she's a good girl like this."

In the evening of the next day, when Shu Yan recovered a little strength, Lu Tang took her away from the hotel.

After walking a certain distance on the street, Shu Yan realized something was wrong after a while. She stared at the string of Japanese words on the shop, and couldn't believe it: "This is... is it Tokyo?"

Lu Tang nodded: "Yes."

He actually brought her to Tokyo by smuggling? !

A bad premonition suddenly came to Shu Yan's heart. After that incident, she had an inexplicable fear of Tokyo, and she stepped back and asked, "Lu Tang, what did you bring me here for?"

Lu Tang stretched out his hand to pull her: "Why are you so impatient, you will know after a while."

Shu Yan hid for a while but did not dodge, and was pulled into Lu Tang's arms. Her physical strength had not yet recovered, and she struggled as if she had been hit by cotton.

Lu Tang seemed very satisfied with her current state, showing a refreshed smile, and pulled her away.

Shu Yan felt that she was being led step by step by Lu Tang into a dead end, knowing that there was something waiting for her in the dead end that could give her a fatal blow, but she could do nothing about it. This kind of chronic torture gave her little hope for life. Run out.

In a strange country and a strange language, no one would care about her.

And when the cherry blossom forest appeared in the twilight, Shu Yan finally understood what Lu Tang wanted to do in bringing her to Tokyo after so many days. She relives this desperate moment, pushing her into hell again.

"No... I'm not going..."

This day was the same as the end of the world in memory, there was no one around, except for a few birds that were frightened by her broken scream and fluttered away with their wings.

Lu Tang dragged her into the cherry blossom forest while covering her mouth, she bit Lu Tang's hand fiercely, the bloody smell spread from between her teeth, Lu Tang let her bite as if she didn't feel it.

When he approached the depths of the cherry blossom forest, Lu Tang let go of her, shook his hand, stared at the bloody tooth marks on it, frowned and said, "Are you a dog? Do you bite every time?"

Shu Yan turned around and wanted to run away, but Lu Tang had quick eyes and quick hands, grabbed her by the collar of her clothes, and carried her back like a chicken.

Shu Yan yelled in horror: "Let me go!"

"You're being naughty again."

Lu Tang sighed, restrained Shu Yan with one hand, took out the disposable needle tube from the backpack with the other hand, and skillfully tore open the package with his teeth.Shu Yan struggled fiercely, he moved with one hand, and only half of the anesthetic was injected.

"Lu Tang, you must die!"

Looking at the liquid in the needle tube, Shu Yan gave up struggling and bit her tongue. Just as she was about to push hard, someone pinched her jaw hard. She felt the pain and opened her mouth reflexively. Then, a stab came from her neck. Pain.

Lu Tang raised the corners of his mouth: "Bite your tongue and kill yourself?" After the meaningful ending, he pulled out the needle and gently wiped the blood from her mouth, "I said, I'm not willing to let you die."

The effect of the anesthetic came quickly, Shu Yan gasped for breath, her body began to slowly stiffen, and she could only look at Lu Tang with a particularly hateful look.

"Don't look at me like that. You must be wondering how I know this place. Gu Taozhi told me. It doesn't matter if you tell her. I have no obligation to help her cover up. We can come here so smoothly. It’s also thanks to her to get here, she hates you for having what she can’t get in her whole life. Shu Yan, do you still regard her as a natural and harmless big sister at this moment? If you can survive, then you have to remember my words, people in this world are sinister, how many pairs of eyes do you have, you can't see other people's happiness."

Lu Tang watched the hatred in Shu Yan's eyes turn into unbelievable. He was in a good mood. He stood up, turned on the phone and set it to shooting mode, and put it in a position where he could take pictures of the two of them. Then he walked over slowly, pulled The next flower branch came to her lips, and she closed her eyes and sniffed: "Winter cherry blossoms bloom twice a year, with one flowering period in spring and winter. You see, I did my homework and came here prepared. I gave you that You don't like many flowers, so only cherry blossoms are the best match for you."

He took off his coat, unbuttoned his shirt, and smiled happily: "Shu Yan, why don't you take this as a kind of enjoyment? I'm different from those stinky hooligans. There are countless women who want to sleep in my bed. Remember that time we met in the Ning family? That woman, the youngest daughter of the Ning family’s kitchen, I gave her a few casual smiles, and she dreamed that she could fly on a branch and become a phoenix, haha, the mistress of the Ning family? , you are talking about, what is so good about the Ning family, so many whores have sharpened their heads to fight for that position."

Perhaps it was because half of the anesthetic was spilled, Shu Yan didn't pass out immediately as usual, but she couldn't move or speak, she could only look at Lu Tang who was like a madman, and became more and more frightened.

"Yo, are you crying?" Lu Tang glanced at Shuyan, and laughed gloatingly, with madness in his eyes, "You said, when I'm done, send this video to my dear cousin, his stiff How wonderful would the numb face be? I want to see it for myself, I can't wait! Will he be angry and sad and just die?"

Lu Tang clapped his hands, and his face was distorted with a smile: "It's good to die, it's good to die, I'll dig his grave after he dies..."

Suddenly, Lu Tang didn't move, his eyes stared straight, his throat let out a sharp cry, his head suddenly fell back, and his whole body fell down stiffly.He lay on the ground twitching non-stop, foaming at the mouth, the crotch of his body was wet, and the stench spread in the air.

Shu Yan was dumbfounded for a few seconds, then suddenly remembered that Lu Tang had epilepsy, and there was a chance of falling ill when his mood fluctuated greatly.

He is sick.

In a remote location, with no one around, and the only person who could save him was given anesthesia by him.

Shu Yan could only watch him twitch, from a high frequency to an occasional twitch like an electric shock, her heart was filled with mixed feelings, she knew that if she could do a little movement, she would save him without hesitation.She is a doctor with a benevolent heart, watching a life disappear in front of her eyes, but feeling helpless is too complicated.

The effect of the anesthetic slowly took effect, and the heaviness weighed on her limbs bit by bit, Shu Yan thought sadly, this life might end like this, this cherry blossom forest once buried her soul, now, Even the flesh will rot here.

But why can't I say goodbye to Ning Zechuan every time?
When her consciousness was blurred, Shu Yan seemed to see Ning Zechuan, who came galloping from a sea of ​​gorgeous cherry blossoms, wearing the stars and wearing the moon, his weathered face was engraved with surprise and fear.

He threw himself on her side, opened his arms, and hugged her tightly.

She felt the real temperature and couldn't help sighing and shedding tears.

He came, he found her.

He can always find her like this, in the sea of ​​people, in thousands of mountains and rivers.It was as if he had put a spell on her, allowing her to hide under his Five Fingers Mountain with peace of mind throughout her life, forever and everlasting.

When she fell into the boundless darkness, she heard his sigh of lost and found.

"I'm sorry I'm so late."

Fortunately, you are still here.

(End of this chapter)