In the end, we all cried

Chapter 186 190 One: Dawn in the Darkness
Cambridge
Standing beside the bridge in a daze, the sea breeze caressed his cheeks and blew the ends of his hair.Looking at the ships coming and going in the distance, my heart became more and more empty.

Ten days, ten days have passed.Suffering, every day is suffering.Without the motivation to live, it feels like nothing matters.

The seagulls in the distant sky are flying carefree, as if they are going to break through the sky and rush into the distance.There was once such a person who said he wanted to promise me worry-free, but how did he know that I would never be worry-free without him.

That smiling face appeared in front of my eyes again, every frown and smile were very real, and that image disappeared just as I was about to put my hand on his cheek.My hand is suspended in the air, like a boat that has no destination and never docks on the shore.

I closed my eyes and stood here, letting the sea breeze blow me, the face that took away the smile will never appear in front of my eyes again, and the doting tone of "Shanshan" will never sound again ;The phrase "Shanshan" became the last time he called my name; that deer-like eyes had appeared in my dreams countless times, but when I opened them, there was nothing, only the dark One piece and then couldn't sleep again.

There was a sudden tumbling in my stomach, and I crouched by the guardrail with a pale face and retched, ah, without Lu Yu, my stomach feels uncomfortable, what should I do, I can't leave you for a moment.After I calmed down, I got up slowly, and then my body fell freely like a seagull, and my long white skirt fluttered with the wind.

The sky is blue and the clouds are white. My Lu Yu, I'm here to find you.

Along with my whereabouts, shouts sounded from the side of the bridge, but even if it was buried by sea water, nothing could be heard.

———Timeline———

"Why is Shanshan so stupid, woo woo woo, I know she is reluctant, I never thought she would want to commit suicide, she doesn't know if she is pregnant, woo woo woo"

"Qiuyue, it's okay, there's me"

Suddenly, I heard some voice crying beside my ear, I opened my eyes with difficulty, but saw Lin Qiuyue and Yu Yuanxi standing beside.

I was in a trance for a while, shouldn't I be dead?Or was it all a dream.I said hoarsely to the side, "...Qiuyue"

Hearing my voice, Lin Qiuyue turned around slowly, then quickly walked to the bed and hugged me excitedly, "Shanshan, you're awake! That's great! Why are you so stupid!"

My head was a little heavy, and then I stupidly couldn't tell the truth from reality and said, "Where is Lu Yu? Why am I at your house?"

Lin Qiuyue was shocked when she heard Lu Yu's name, and then tears fell on my clothes, making my skin feel cool.This reaction gave me a pause, and then I looked at Yu Yuanxi who was standing beside me questioningly, and he was dressed in black.

"..."

There was no response, and my heart sank.It turns out that it's all true, it's all true!I suddenly became a little hysterical, "Why save me! Why! I'm going to find Lu Yu! I'm going to find him!" My forehead hit the corner of the bed, but I still kept struggling in Lin Qiuyue's arms .

My madness made both of them a little uncomfortable and couldn't bear it, "Shanshan, don't do this!"

"what--!"

As soon as I broke free from Lin Qiuyue's embrace, Yu Yuanxi held my shoulder and said, "Cheng Yueshan, wake me up! You don't want to kill me, but I want the child!"

child……

child!

Hearing this, I stopped struggling, then raised my head in disbelief and asked, "...child?"

Yu Yuanximin nodded and said, "Yes, it's been three months..."

"..."

Three months, isn't that the day!No wonder it's been a rough few days.

"Shanshan, for the sake of the child, for him, and for the sake of Uncle Lu and Aunt Lu, live well! It can be regarded as an explanation for you!"

Lin Qiuyue's words are imprinted on my heart, for Lu Yu, for my children, for those who love me, I want to live a good life, but how can I live without him.The ring on my finger caught my eyes through the sunlight, and I suddenly felt dangling and hopeless.

The scene of that day is vivid in my mind, the white hair that day hurt my eyes, I'm sorry.

I stopped crying and then stared blankly at the sky outside the window. The gloomy sky was like my mood at this moment, extremely complicated.

Children, never thought we would have children.Could it be that God loves Lu Yu too, so he left the child behind...

Close your eyes, tears fall slowly again, child, what should I do...

(End of this chapter)