From the ashes: Return of the General

Chapter 514
Jianchun knew it, and she knew it too, but they just couldn't change it.And if they really changed, they would no longer be them, let alone come to where they are today.

Crying silently, but soon after, Hu Tao reported that the emperor had arrived outside Zhanghua Palace and was going down.

His eyes were red and he didn't know how to see him, Mei Linlang thought for a while and then ordered Jianchun to step back first.

Jianchun wished so much and left from the side hall with the incense in his hand, but the emperor didn't touch her because she cried that night.

It is a joyous thing for people who love each other to sleep on the same bed, but two people are at a loss as if they are strangers.Especially the emperor Cheng Qingrui didn't know what to say, his hands were more like a young man in love who had nowhere to put his beloved.

Knowing that there are countless beauties in the harem, he has been elected twice in the past eight years when she was behind closed doors, and she was very disgusted.Even if he smoked her favorite flower fragrance specially tonight, she didn't want to get close to him, let alone have any contact with him.

Wuxiang didn't want to bother, so Mei Linlang held back his hand and took the initiative to hold his hand and said: "Recently, Empress Empress often visits me. Although I am older than her, I can chat very well. How close, I want to visit her tomorrow morning, I wonder if it is possible?"

Perhaps it was out of guilt that he was very considerate recently, and heard from the little eunuch below that he had not been to any other concubine's palace except once in the past half a month, and stayed with her most of the time.

Listening to her carefully asking the emperor's heart tightened, feeling sorry for her, he squeezed her hand tightly and said: "If you ask for peace, you will be spared. You are not in good health and the weather is cold, so you must rest well. The wind has been blowing again these two days. Big, it’s going to snow again, and it’s going to freeze again.”

Empress Xianhui also knew about her situation, and would ask the imperial physician every two days, so she would not care about it with her.But he didn't expect the queen to chat with her, you must know that she used to be the most impatient to talk to a woman who was raised in a deep boudoir.

The words that were obviously caring felt like a needle prick in Mei Linlang's heart, and she also found it ironic, like a joke: "It's just that I bleed a little, so I'm so delicate, besides, the empress has come to see me so many times, I should also go to see her. It is not easy for the empress to rule the six palaces, and I have just been promoted. If I am arrogant and do not take the empress seriously, it will not be an opportunity for others to take advantage of."

Looking at him with no expression on his side, Mei Linlang gently tugged his hand and said: "The state-owned state law palace has rules, a wife is a wife, and a concubine is a concubine. The emperor will never want others to say that you Dote on your concubine and destroy your wife."

Every word is like a cuckoo crying blood. Eight years ago, she was absolutely unable to say it, but eight years later, she said it easily.The emperor felt uncomfortable hearing all kinds of things, and felt like a knife was stabbed in his heart, but he couldn't say anything.He could have chosen his wife and concubine. He could have made her his queen eight years ago, but he missed it out of anger.

Right now, the queen is a virtuous, virtuous and virtuous mother, and she will never have another chance.When he was young, he promised that he would not marry unless she was the only one, and that he would only have one wife in his life. After all, he broke his promise.

Looking sideways at her face to face, the emperor raised his hand and gently touched her face and said, "Lin Lang, I'm sorry, I failed you, I'm sorry for you."

As an emperor, the Ninth Five-Year Lord, being able to apologize, being able to say such words is already touching, but Mei Linlang was not moved at all.Not only was she unmoved, but she also found it extremely harsh. If she could choose, she would not want to hear it at all.

No matter how disgusting he is now, he can't tear his face apart, and it's impossible to kill him with a single knife. Meilin Langxu and Wei Snake leaned against the place where he was lying and said: "I have forgotten the past, and I don't want to think about it again. Who is right and who is wrong It's not important anymore. Your Majesty, let's not mention it anymore, let those things go with the wind, let's go."

Mei Linlang, who loved him deeply, had already been killed by his own hands eight years ago, and she didn't say a single word wrong.She will no longer remember the beauty of the past, she will no longer remember those vows, she has forgotten them all, all of them have been forgotten.

It's not that the emperor can't hear a pun, but it's all his fault, saying nothing will help, nothing will help.Perhaps all he can do is keep silent, and only slowly compensate her and start over with her in the days to come.

Suppressing the nausea in her heart and snuggling into his arms, Mei Linlang pulled the quilt on her body and said, "I'll take it as your consent to meet the queen. Don't worry, Nanny Han and the others will take good care of me, and I don't plan to sit for a long time, I'll be back in a while."

Turning her back to him, she whispered "I'm sleepy" and closed her eyes.

I thought I would be sleepless all night, but who knew that Hu Tao lit a soothing incense.In addition, she was weak and tired from crying, and soon fell into a deep sleep.

She was asleep, and she was deeply asleep, but the emperor couldn't fall asleep.Especially looking at her thin back, I felt mixed emotions, and thinking of her heroic appearance when I was young, my heart was as blocked as a big rock.

As time went by, he thought that as long as they were still together nothing would change, but he didn't realize that it was just his wishful thinking.After all, she blamed him, and she couldn't let go of those sad past after all.

Lin Lang, are you really unwilling to forgive me?Was it really wrong to go my own way back then?Your father said, if I really love you, I shouldn't let you enter the palace, how can I live if I don't let you enter the palace?
I know that I am selfish, selfishly watching you lose everything and abandon your family, and selfishly occupying you alone, but my heart has never changed from the beginning to the end.I love you, just like when I was a teenager, no matter whether you are willing to accept me or forgive me, I will never let you go.Live and die in the same bed, you will always be mine alone.

He couldn't help hugging her tightly, just like sleeping on the same bed in the past, the emperor himself comforted himself, deceiving himself and others.

At midnight, in the dead of night, a dark shadow broke into the side hall of Zhanghua Palace.Like a ghost but not a ghost, Jianchun was alarmed the moment he entered the side hall.

She sat up in the dark, glanced at the black shadow as usual, and said: "It's urgent, and it must be delivered to the eldest lady tomorrow. Also, I will tell the eldest lady that if there is any way, please invite her into the palace. It is extremely urgent."

She couldn't persuade Mei Linlang to put all her eggs in one basket, and now she could only pin her hopes on Mei Xin.It's just that she is currently on the Zhuangzi under the emperor's order, and she doesn't know if she can rush back. She escaped tonight, but what about tomorrow? What will she do tomorrow?

Heiying nodded in agreement, took the envelope and put it into his arms, then gestured to her to ask if there was anything else he wanted to ask, and left without him.

(End of this chapter)