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Chapter 220 It Will Hurt Here (1)
May 2005, [-] was sunny.

He never drinks coffee, but only loves wine, the kind of wine that is so strong to the heart and lungs, he doesn't like to talk, he likes to light a cigarette by himself, and then let it burn out, he likes especially black, the kind that is similar to his bones The color of melting seems to be born with it, but it makes people feel distressed.

July 2005, [-] was sunny.

We have met for three months, but we have never known each other. On that day, he walked from the dying camphor tree, and the twilight behind him became the background. He said: Will you marry me?Don't ask why.

That day came without warning, and I fell into an abyss all at once, as Eileen Chang said: There is such a person, he was born to overcome the calamity for you.He is my robbery.

Then, I nodded my head, without asking why.

August 2005, [-] was sunny.

I became his wife, Zuocheng's wife, my name was written in his household registration book, there was no wedding banquet, no wedding, no candlelight, and even no ring, but I was willing.

October 2005, 22 rain.

He doesn't love me, I knew it from a very early age, and I'm even glad that even if he doesn't love me, he doesn't love anyone else.I wove such a dream for myself.

Snow on January 2006th, [-].

I woke up from the dream, on the first day of Xia Chu's arrival, he never looked at me, or any woman, with such eyes, only looked at Xia Chu that way, wishing to rub into the scorching heat of the bone marrow.

I finally knew that the reason she married me and never wanted to touch me was because of Xia Chu.I don't blame Xia Chu, such a man is not what I want.

It rained on February 2006, [-].

do you know?That man, since we met for a year, he has only said one word to me: Will you marry me?Don't ask why.

These twelve words imprisoned my short life.Throughout my life, I will never forget that day under the camphor, that man, and the twilight of July in that place.

March 2006, [-] was sunny.

He taught Xia Chu how to cycle, saying how stupid he was, but kept wiping her sweat with his hands.

It turns out that this man can also be gentle.

March 2006, [-] was sunny.

That day, he drank a lot of wine, got drunk, and muttered a name in his mouth: Xia Chu——

I think, I'm not as generous as I thought, and I'm starting to blame her, my sister.

In April 2006, NO.18 was sunny.

It turns out that I don't live long, no wonder God took pity on me and sent him to my side.

April 2006, 27 was sunny.

Early Xia was mischievous, drank wine secretly, fell into a drowsy sleep, he hugged her all night, and I watched him all night.

I was suddenly afraid, I was afraid that there would be no him in the world I was going to.

June 2006, [-] was sunny.

I was gradually losing sight of things, and I was suddenly thankful, fortunately, he didn't love me, so if I left, he wouldn't be sad, and even fortunate, fortunately, there was Xia Chu, she could accompany him for me.

July 2006 NO.12 rain.

I thought, I should probably give up, but I was greedy, thinking, I won't live long anyway, can I be greedy once, if I can't live as his woman, can I die in the name of his woman.

August 2006, 25 was sunny.

I know, I don't have many days, I want to tell Xia Chu several times, if I am no more, please love this poor man for me, he has been alone for so many years... It's just, I After all, she is a greedy woman, she can't say anything when the words come to her lips...

October 2006, [-] was sunny.

Today I realized how selfish I am, I said to Xia Chu, I regret not being able to have my wedding with him.

NO.2006 sunny in November 20.

Finally, he walked into the auditorium with me on his arm. The wedding dress was beautiful, like a dream.

It's just that I woke up so early from the dream, why didn't I persist for a while, and left my lifelong regret for a while.

Rain on November 2006, 25.

I don't have a few days left, this life is really short, I have no complaints or regrets when I met him and married him, I only regret that I met him too late, in my next life I will definitely meet him, earlier than early Xia.

November 2006 NO.30 rain.

When I die, Xia Chu must dream of me. At that time, maybe I will have the courage to tell you, Xia Chu, that man, the man my sister can’t love, please treat him well for my sister, love him, and stay with me for the rest of my life he.

All the stories end on this day, November 2006, 30, is Jiang Shenxia's death day, perhaps, some things are too late to record.

A woman, in her short life, only wrote about one man, is it luck or misfortune?Maybe like a person drinking water.

Jiang Shenxia once said, no complaints and no regrets, just hate meeting too late, so they have no fate and no share.

For six years, Zuo Cheng never took a step forward, and the notebook was covered with a thick layer of dust, forgotten in a corner where no one cares about it.

For a lifetime, be left behind.

Jiang Shenxia didn't entrust Jiang Xiachu with dreams. Fortunately, she will love him, but not for someone else.

After Jiang Xiachu went downstairs, he didn't return to his room. He walked half a circle around the living room on the first floor, but Zuo Cheng was nowhere to be seen.

"What about him?"

Zuo Yu stared at the wedding dress in Jiang Xiachu's hand in a daze for a few seconds before answering: "Mister is out."

"Where did you go?" Jiang Xiachu frowned, and tightened her grip on the wedding dress.

"No message."

What happened?Zuo Yu became more and more confused.

Jiang Xiachu's eyes were a little disappointed: "Forget it, let's talk about it tomorrow."

After speaking, she returned to her room with her wedding dress in her arms.

"What's going on?" Zuo Yu muttered to himself, and followed.

Jiang Xia went back to the room at the beginning, nestled in the quilt, her mind was full of Zuo Cheng's face over and over again, and she couldn't get rid of it no matter what, she just got up and stared at the lamp in a daze.

"Jiang Xiachu." She murmured with a wry smile, but she had no further words.

Jiang Xiachu sat until midnight without closing his eyes.

The poet is right, the beans of lovesickness always germinate at night.

The weather seemed to be getting colder, tossing and turning until the middle of the night, Jiang Xiachu was in a daze, and was about to fall asleep with the lights on, when suddenly there was a sound of hurried footsteps outside the door.

"Young Madam." You can tell that Uncle Jin is flustered just by hearing the voice.

Jiang Xiachu opened her eyes suddenly, without a trace of sleepiness in her eyes. Before she could open her mouth, the chaotic knocks on the door seemed to be urging: "Young Madam, are you asleep?"

"What's the matter?" There seemed to be a panic, spontaneously subconsciously.

Zuocheng... Only Zuocheng could make Uncle Jin lose in such a panic.

"Master, he—"

She was flustered and confused, before she could wait for Uncle Jin's words, she opened her mouth: "He's back?"

(End of this chapter)