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Chapter 22 Terrible Suspicions
It was Lei Shuo's voice. It turned out that they were making such a fuss in the house, which had alarmed the whole family.Not only Lei Shuo stood outside the door, but also Chen Ma and several servants.

Lei Yao squinted at the door with resentment, the muscles around his mouth were deeply sunken due to clenching his teeth.

Si Yu just woke up like a dream, and hurried over to open the door.Seeing her pale face and disheveled clothes, Lei Shuo was both horrified and suspicious: "What's wrong with you?"

Lei Yao lowered his head and squeezed out from the door without saying a word.Si Yu watched him leave, shedding tears in a daze.Lei Shuo became even more suspicious, waved the others to leave temporarily, pulled Si Yu aside, and asked in a low voice, "What happened?"

Si Yu shook her head, and was about to speak, when tears suddenly fell uncontrollably, and soon she choked up with sobs.Lei Shuo's brows were almost knotted, he sighed deeply, sent her back to the room to sit down, then closed the door silently and went out.After Lei Shuo left, Si Yu stopped crying.She kicked off her shoes, sat on the bed, hugged her knees and began to meditate.She didn't know what she should think about now, she just felt that she had to think about it.She has already entered the maze, she has to clear her mind quickly, find the exit of the maze, at least find the way forward, but can she find it?

Lei Yao didn't come back that night, so he didn't know where to spend the night.Si Yu couldn't sleep, and had dark circles under her eyes the next day.Seeing her like this, Lei Shuo had a heartache and guilt on his face—obviously because of Lei Yao, so he proposed to take Si Yu out to relax. Si Yu didn't think he could help her relax, but there was nothing else to do at the moment. , and followed him foolishly.

Lei Shuo took Si Yu to an ice cream shop and ordered an ice cream called "Good Time".The snow-white ice cream and the bright red and green fruits complement each other, which is also delicious.Si Yu had already passed the age of being elated at the sight of ice cream, so he just casually scooped up a mouthful and put it in his mouth.

An incredible thing happened. Si Yu felt comfortable all over his body as soon as he took the ice cream. Halfway through eating it, he felt like lying in the middle of flowers. When he finished eating, Si Yu seemed to hear the celestial music in the sky.

When Si Yu came back to his senses, he suddenly found that he had finished eating the ice cream.On the table next to it, even the children only ate half of it.Si Yu suddenly felt embarrassed, smiled and stuck out her tongue at Lei Shuo.

Lei Shuo was amused, and asked Si Yu softly, "How is it? Are you in a better mood?"

Only then did Si Yu realize that the silt in his heart was no longer so deep, and his body relaxed a lot. He was stunned, a small plate of ice cream has such a big effect?
"I discovered this store a few years ago. Haha, I'm not afraid of your jokes." Lei Shuo looked at Si Yu with a smile, his eyes were deep and warm, "At this age, I still like to eat ice cream." "Wear two words" I used to think that using these two sentences to describe life is very shallow, but when I get older, I find that it is true. Humans are such easy-to-satisfy animals. A delicious meal and a beautiful dress can make people happy. I am much happier. When you are not happy in the future, come here to eat ice cream! Haha, it’s okay not to eat ice cream, as long as you can find fun for yourself. When you are in a bad mood, don’t keep drilling inside, but to Find a way to go outside. In life, there are not many real difficulties. Many difficulties are found for yourself. As long as you don’t make trouble for yourself, life will be much easier.”

Si Yu pursed her lips and nodded heavily.She understood what Lei Shuo said, but couldn't follow through.In fact, the difference between a saint and an ordinary person is probably whether he can act according to reason, and the things she encountered are too complicated and serious, and they cannot be solved casually.

Lei Shuo looked at her words and knew that she was still depressed, so he took her to go fishing.He didn't take Si Yu to a modern fishing ground, but to a small river in the suburbs.This small river is naturally formed by rainwater. It flows down from the mountain, carrying natural dirt. Although it is not so clear, it can still see the bottom.Because it is far away from the urban area, and there are no people living nearby, it has not been polluted much.The aquatic plants at the bottom of the river are tall and strong, and the fish are also very energetic. Seeing people coming, they dived towards the river bank curiously, and then slipped away quickly.

Lei Shuo found two clean boulders by the river, one to sit on by himself and the other to sit on Si Yu, and then taught Si Yu to put fish food on the pole, and told Si Yu to focus on the hook when fishing. To bite the hook, you must lift the fishing rod as quickly as possible.

It sounded easy, so Si Yu casually hooked it, and soon lost her mind, because there were too many things that bothered her.When her mind was in a mess, Si Yu suddenly felt the fishing rod in her hand sink slightly, and quickly lifted the fishing rod, only to find that the bait on the hook had been eaten by the fish.

Lei Shuo laughed out loud, Si Yu blushed, and re-baited and unhooked embarrassingly.This time she didn't dare to be half-hearted, and focused on the buoy.It's strange to say that just now there were fishes stealing food, but this time no fish came to bite the hook for a long time.Even so, Si Yu didn't dare to be distracted.This kind of subconscious concentration soon turned into a conscious focus, with a clear mind, so peaceful and refreshing.Si Yu now knows why Lei Shuo brought her to fish. It turns out that fishing can calm a person's heart naturally, and even temporarily forget all unpleasant things—Si Yu suddenly had a childish idea, that is, It would be great if her time could be fixed in this afternoon forever, without having to worry about those messy things.

Lei Shuo was concentrating on fishing, and suddenly felt a slight heaviness on his shoulders. Turning his head, he found that Si Yu had fallen asleep on his shoulders, sleeping soundly and sweetly like a child, with a drop of crystal light in the corner of his mouth. Drooling, still holding the fishing rod tightly in his hand.

Lei Shuo smiled lovingly and helplessly, gently took the fishing rod out of Si Yu's hand, carried her to the car, let her continue to sleep in the back seat, and then drove home.In order not to let her feel the bumps, he drove the car very slowly and steadily, so he arrived home after dark.

Lei Yao has already come back, seeing that Si Yu is not there, he is anxious like an ant on a hot pot, seeing Lei Shuo carrying Si Yu out of his car, his eyes suddenly stare like eggs.

Lei Shuo looked at him calmly, and handed Si Yu to him.Lei Yao took it in a daze, still looking straight at him.Lei Shuo pretended not to see his eyes, turned and left, and after walking five steps away, he suddenly sighed deeply.

Si Yu was sleeping soundly when she suddenly felt something strange in her body.She opened her eyes in a daze, and suddenly saw Lei Yao taking off her clothes, and sat up immediately: "What are you doing?! Do you still want to do that kind of thing?"

Lei Yao stopped his hands, sneered scornfully and said, "Don't you want me to check your body?"

"Check your body?" Si Yu hugged her body instinctively, "Why should I let you check?"

"Why?" There was a strange light in Lei Yao's eyes, he shook his shoulders and sneered a few times, then he suddenly yelled, "Don't play tricks on me! What are you going out with the old man today!? What did you do with him? "

"What?" Si Yu stayed for a few seconds before realizing that the "old man" was referring to Lei Shuo, and hearing that Lei Yao suspected her relationship with Lei Shuo, she immediately jumped up from the bed, "What nonsense are you talking about?! He is Your father!"

Lei Yao ignored her, and stared at her as she approached a step closer, almost stabbing a knife in his eyes: "What did you do with him today?!"

"What?!" Si Yu was startled, angry and wronged, his face turned pale, "He saw that I was in a bad mood, so he just took me out to relax!"

"Why did he take you out to relax?" Lei Yao obviously didn't believe her words, and sneered loudly mockingly, "Since it was out to relax, why did you come back in his arms?"

"That's when I fell asleep while fishing! Because of you, I didn't sleep all night last night!" Si Yu felt his chest swell up to the point of exploding, "He is your father! To me Just like my dad! I don't think it's a big deal..."

Lei Yao laughed as if he had heard some absurd statement, his laughter was full of anger: "It's the first time I've heard that my father-in-law is equal to my father... Haha, if my daughter-in-law doesn't know how to avoid suspicion like you, The bloodlines of the whole world will probably be chaotic!"

What he said was very cryptic, but in fact it was very ugly.After hearing this, Si Yu almost vomited blood: "Lei Yao, listen to what you said, are you talking in human terms? You are insulting us, and it's fine if you insult me. How can you insult me ​​like that? your father?"

Lei Yao ignored her, took a step forward and grabbed Si Yu's collar, poking her eyes straight into her eyes: "Speak! Do you feel that you are not favored by me, so you turned to seduce the old man?! The old man has no shame, That's how you accept it, right?!"

Si Yu almost fainted: "How can you say that about me? You are too much!"

"Hmph." Lei Yao smiled contemptuously, "Isn't that what a woman like you should be like?"

Si Yu was stunned, not because of anger.Lei Yao inadvertently revealed an important secret, which was so terrifying that it made her whole body tremble.

"What is 'my kind of woman'?" Si Yu stared straight at Lei Yao, "What kind of woman do you think I am? If you think I'm not good, why did you marry me in the first place? You said it was because I have Are traditional virtues all lies?"

Lei Yao's face changed drastically, and he coughed violently a few times as if he had been choked.Si Yu felt his eyes go dark, and when he came back to his senses, he found himself collapsed on the ground.Lei Yao's expression told him that she guessed right!
Lei Yao looked at her nervously, and it was only at this moment that he became really nervous, and he couldn't help himself.Even so, he calmed down quickly, and was about to say something when he heard someone knocking on the door again.

Lei Yao opened the door, and standing at the door was Lei Shuo again, asking him sullenly, "What's going on? Why are you arguing like this again?"

The muscles on Lei Yao's face convulsed violently, he lowered his head and squeezed out.Lei Shuo looked at Si Yu suspiciously, and Si Yu also lowered his head.Her heart has sunk to the bottom of the dark valley, and she can't say anything or do anything.

Seeing her like this, Lei Shuo knew that there was nothing he could ask in this situation, so he closed the door again.At the moment of closing the door, he glanced at Si Yu with great pity, as if he had a lot to say, but he didn't say anything.

After everyone left, Si Yu suddenly felt that she was very strange. At this time, her mood was inexplicable, just so blank, and no matter what she did, she felt that something was wrong.She staggered onto the bed, feeling as though her body was empty—no bone, no muscle, no blood, just a thin layer of dead skin.It stands to reason that she couldn't sleep because she felt so uncomfortable.However, she didn't know whether it was because of the excessive pain and loss of physical strength, or because she was too tired for the past few days, and she fell asleep dizzily.

This sleep was also very deep, but it was not a smooth sleep.After an unknown amount of time, Si Yu opened his astringent eyes, and found that the sun was already rising outside, and subconsciously moved his body, and found that his bones were swollen and painful.

"Are you awake?" Lei Yao walked in with a smile.Today his smile is so gentle, so warm, almost like the sun in early winter, and he is completely different from the fierce him yesterday.

Si Yu sat up in a daze, and suddenly felt that something fell from his forehead, it was a folded towel.

"You, you..." Lei Yao came over and gently pushed Si Yu back on the bed, "You had a fever last night! You probably caught a cold while fishing. The fever was so high that I was frightened. Lie down quickly. !"

Si Yu felt a warm current flow through his heart, but then he felt even more rejection and contempt.Lei Yao is acting, right? The way he acted yesterday almost made her eat her up. Will he be frightened when he sees her having a fever?joke!

Lei Yao helped Si Yu lie down, touched Si Yu's forehead, smiled reassuringly, put the towel in the basin not far away, and went out to bring another bowl of soup.

"Come on, open your mouth." Lei Yao scooped up a spoonful of soup, blew carefully, and handed it to Si Yu's lips.His demeanor is full of love, as if he is a good husband whom Ai Siyu loves deeply.

Si Yu swallowed subconsciously, although he had tried to curry favor with her before, but today he is very different.The way he feeds her soup is very charming, which is quite different from the restrained look he used to have.This proves that he has tried his best to seduce her deliberately.

Si Yu opened his mouth to drink the spoonful of soup, and his face blushed involuntarily.No way, she couldn't resist this.Besides, she is not feeling well now, and she doesn't want to turn against him again.

Si Yu was stunned as soon as the fish soup entered the mouth. This fish soup is very delicious, it is not something Chen Ma and the others can make.

Lei Yao saw her surprise and smiled happily: "Surprised? I did it myself."

Si Yu was even more surprised.

"Haha, I didn't expect your husband to be so good at cooking, right?" Lei Yao smiled even more seductively, and took another spoonful of soup to her lips, "I also researched this method myself, this soup There is also a name, called Apology Soup!" At this point, his voice suddenly became extremely gentle and magnetic, and rosemary came towards Si Yu: "Take this as an opportunity, please forgive me?"

Si Yu didn't speak, but opened his mouth to swallow the soup, his face flushed, extremely charming.But no matter how coy she seemed, she knew it in her heart.Lei Yao is still acting now, it is still connected with yesterday's play, or it is a remedy for that play.

"I'm sorry." Lei Yao thought that Si Yu was moved, so he hurriedly struck while the iron was hot, and made a shameful but aggrieved look. This expression was very appropriate, "I know I behaved too badly yesterday, it was really bad, I I know maybe I shouldn't make excuses for myself, but I still hope you can listen to me explain, okay?"

Si Yu nodded silently, lowering her eyes gently.

"My father is not a perfect father." Lei Yao began to narrate with a bit of resentment and embarrassment, "You should also know that in his generation, after getting rich halfway, there is a problem, that is, betraying his wife .”

Si Yu's eyelids trembled slightly, and to be honest, she wasn't surprised.She had already discovered the photo of Lei Shuo and that woman together, and she also knew that Lei Yao hated him - otherwise Lei Yao wouldn't have hidden that photo.When a person has a great hatred for someone or something, there is always a keepsake.

"I was very young at the time." Lei Yao fell into resentment, his face was extremely dark, but his eyes were shining with a cold light, like two cold stars peeking out from the dark clouds, "Mom was afraid that I would be hurt if I found out, so I tried my best to I hid in bed and cried secretly, but I knew everything. I knew it when my father had an affair for the first time. Children are actually the most sensitive. My father is the most sensitive to the family. The attitude is different, how could I not know?"

Si Yu bit her lip hard.She can judge that what Lei Yao just said is true.That genuine pain cannot be faked.Si Yu felt heartache, and his heart began to be confused.

"I have been paying attention to my father's actions, and the result surprised me very much. I feel very distressed to be his son." Lei Yao's tone became angry, and he also unknowingly changed the title of Lei Shuo, "The old man is simply a shameless man. A curable pervert, I am ashamed to say the things he did, he is ashamed to reach out to women decades younger than him, and he is very greedy, just like collecting stamps!"

Si Yu bit his lip, Lei Yao's feelings were equally sincere when he said this, but it cannot be ruled out that he deliberately smeared his father in order to make it easier for him to lie - anyway Lei Shuo cheated on him, anyway Lei Yao hated him he.Describing fifty steps as a hundred steps may be nothing in Lei Yao's view.Of course, apart from rational factors, Si Yu didn't want to believe Lei Yao's words, and it was also because Lei Shuo had a good impression on her.She couldn't easily believe that the old man who was so kind to her would be such a person who pursued promiscuity.

Lei Yao observed her expression calmly: "Because of this, I will be overly nervous when I see you with him, although I don't think he is the kind of beast that even a daughter-in-law can reach out, but I suspect There are still some... I'm sorry, I think it's too much, I shouldn't be suspicious, please forgive me, okay?"

Si Yu bit her lip and nodded hesitantly.She didn't believe Lei Yao's words, if Lei Yao was really angry because he doubted her relationship with Lei Shuo, he would never change so quickly.Because if there is no evidence to prove her innocence for this kind of misunderstanding, he will not dispel his suspicion of her out of thin air. The only explanation is that he is acting, either yesterday and today together, or today.But the way he got angry yesterday didn't look like he was pretending. If he really doubted her relationship with Lei Shuo, he would definitely not let it go. Why is he?
Seeing Si Yu nod his head, Lei Yao smiled comfortably.But from his flickering eyes, Si Yu still read some doubts, and his heart sank suddenly, it seemed that he also saw that she still had doubts!

(End of this chapter)