If you love, please love deeply

Chapter 32 entanglement
When she was about to tell Lei Yao about this, Lei Yao was playing with a pair of utensils.This is an ancient relic from the late Ming Dynasty. The chessboard is made of sandalwood, and the chess pieces are made of black jade and white jade.He has never understood Si Yu's preferences, and now he chooses gifts for Si Yu based on guesswork.She likes to play chess, and she should also like chess sets!Judging from her design preferences, she should like the ancient style, so it should be very suitable to give her...

Lei Yao raised his head inadvertently, and happened to see Si Yu standing beside him, he quickly smiled and beckoned her to sit down: "You came just in time, take a look at this chess set, do you like it?"

Si Yu smiled dumbly, took the chess set and put it aside, and took out a piece of paper from his pocket.

Lei Yao's expression immediately froze.

It is a divorce petition.

"Are you going to divorce me?" Lei Yao looked like he couldn't believe his eyes.

"Yes." Si Yu said with a smile, his slightly childish face was calm, "We are getting along well, and I don't ask for the division of property, and I don't take anything with me. Let's go through the divorce procedures today. I can leave in the afternoon." In fact, she had already decided to divorce Lei Yao, but Lei Yao was extremely depressed at that time, and she was worried about leaving.Now that Lei Yao's life is back on track, she should break out of her cocoon and fly to find her own sky.

Lei Yao still couldn't believe this was the truth, after a moment of stunned, he suddenly tore up the divorce application.

"If you tear it up, I will fight again." Si Yu was still smiling, with an indescribably mature and peaceful expression on his face.

"What are you doing?" Lei Yao said, with an expression that was about to vomit blood, "Didn't you treat me all the time... Isn't everything all right now? Why did you leave me?"

Si Yu smiled faintly: "Yes. But I figured it out."

"What do you want to understand?" Lei Yao's face turned gray quickly, his voice trembled, as if something was cracking in his heart, "I don't think you understand at all, you think I don't like you, Isn't it? No, I've already started to like you..." His throat choked up when he said this.In fact, thinking about it carefully, he didn't just start to like her, maybe he had been interested in Si Yu for a long time, but he just suppressed it subconsciously and didn't know it, otherwise when he was about to like her, the feeling wouldn't be so in place.

"No, I figured it out a long time ago." Si Yu smiled lightly, a dark but very profound bitterness and relief slowly spread in his eyes, "Your liking for me now may just be when your feelings are empty. Psychological needs..."

"No, I really like you!" Lei Yao hurriedly interrupted her.

"What kind of liking is that?" Si Yu still smiled calmly, but unknowingly carried a trace of resentment, "Is it the kind of liking for classmates when I was a student? Or just looking for a female companion at the beginning of youth That kind of like?"

Lei Yao knew what Si Yu meant, he stared into Si Yu's eyes, and said firmly: "Neither, my love for you is my love for my wife, I hope you can stay with me forever. It's true!"

"No." Si Yu shook her head disapprovingly, a sadness spread quietly on her face, "First of all, the gap between us is too big, I have already thought that sometimes, the status of a person will determine Human behavior. Maybe you now think that you can stay with me for the rest of your life, but when you meet someone better than me, you will definitely feel that you and I are no longer suitable. Moreover, depending on your identity, you will definitely meet someone more Alright, at that time, in order to match your identity, you will definitely choose a better one."

"No, I won't change my mind..." Lei Yao became more and more nervous, because he found that Si Yu was meek and gentle on the surface, but his heart was like an iceberg. He might not be able to move her at all.

"It's not a matter of changing one's mind." Si Yu shook his head sadly, "Marriage cannot be sustained only by feelings, it also requires many aspects of harmony. We are not in harmony in many aspects, and the gap between us is always too big .In addition, apart from the gap in status and material, our personalities and ways of doing things are not compatible. You are very possessive and manipulative, and you are also very machismo... I have felt it for a long time. At first I I think it might be because I am not the person you like that you treat me like that, and then you find out that you treat the person you love the same way.”

Lei Yao was stunned. Although he didn't fully understand Si Yu's words, he understood one meaning, that is, no matter what, he and her had nothing to do with each other. He refused to accept this fact, and after standing for a while, he roared: "I love you!"

Si Yu's heart trembled, and she almost shed tears. She quickly lowered her head and said, "I'm sorry. Let's get together and break up!" After saying that, he went to type another divorce application form, then walked into the garden and found a corner sat down.Although she thought that she should be calm and acted relatively calm in front of Lei Yao, in fact she still couldn't calm down in her heart.

She hid in the garden for a few hours, and felt that it was time for Lei Yao to calm down, so she returned to the room.Lei Yao was smiling, as if he didn't care anymore.Si Yu's heart was relieved, but he was also violently sour, and he couldn't help feeling sorry for himself. It seemed that he really didn't care!Then I went to find the divorce application that should have been filled out, as well as her luggage.

However, she did not find the divorce application, and her luggage was also missing.She froze for a few seconds, then turned to Lei Yao and asked, "Where's the divorce application?"

"I shredded it with a paper shredder." Lei Yao said indifferently.

Si Yu was stunned, glared at Lei Yao bitterly, and went to find the files in the computer.

"I've also deleted the files!" Lei Yao smiled badly, "I've also moved the printer."

Si Yu looked at the table again.

"I also put away all the paper and pens." Lei Yao laughed even worse, "Now you don't even think about finding a piece of paper and a pen at Lei's house. Oh, by the way, you probably don't know. If you need a marriage certificate, I have hidden the marriage certificate in a place where you will never find it. Also, I will keep your luggage for you too!"

"You..." Si Yu was angry and funny, and said with a straight face, "Do you think you can keep me in this way?"

"Of course I can't keep you." Lei Yao said bluntly, "I just want to use this method to show that I really want to keep you." At the end of the speech, he smiled charmingly.

Si Yu subconsciously lowered her head.That evil Lei Yao... Whenever "he" appears, her heart beats faster...

However, she quickly calmed down. After all, she had already made a decision, and she sneered at Lei Yao: "Okay, I accept your wish, but I'm sorry, I can't stay. You should obediently take Hand over your marriage certificate, and register for a divorce with me! At present, I am still willing to get married. If you don’t give me a marriage certificate, that’s okay. I have friends who are lawyers, and some have solutions... If you don’t want to get along with me He Hao San, I have no choice but to sue in court. Your family is a respectable family, if there is a quarrel, I am afraid it will not look good!" At the end of the sentence, it was already a threatening tone, and she felt very helpless and regretful about it.She didn't want to threaten Lei Yao, she always wanted to get together and break up, but she knew that now she had to cut the mess quickly.

"It's okay, just go make trouble." Lei Yao disagrees, "But even if you sue, I'm afraid you won't get what you want. Marriage is not something you can divorce if you want. Divorce, as far as I know, requires certain conditions, such as one party abusing The other party, or one party cheated... Haha, strictly speaking, I have cheated, but I'm sorry, you didn't find any evidence, so it means there is no evidence. Anyway, it is necessary to prove that the relationship between the husband and wife did break up, haha, in the existing Under the circumstances, I'm afraid you have no evidence to prove that our relationship between husband and wife really broke down, right?"

Yeah, she has no proof.Because Luan Luan is a lawyer, she also learned some rules of litigation, that is, even if everyone knows something, if there is no evidence that can be recognized by the court, it will still not be accepted by the court. How should she obtain evidence...

A light flashed in her heart suddenly, this method was a bit ruthless, but she couldn't hesitate any longer, if she hesitated any longer, she might fall into it!

"I haven't had sex since we got married. Is this enough?" She gritted her teeth and said, the color on her face was gone. "This can definitely prove that we are not a normal husband and wife relationship, and it can definitely lead to our divorce!" At that time, she stared straight at Lei Yao, thinking that her eyes were full of cruelty and determination, but she didn't know that her cruelty and determination did not show much, and she showed full of "sternness and softness", in fact, she didn't want to do it at all.

Lei Yao's face flushed slightly, and now he was really flustered.It was a deadly weapon indeed, it could have brought about a divorce, and if it had been exposed in court, it would have been deadly to him.The public will definitely suspect that he is impotent, but isn't what men fear most is that others say he is impotent?

However, he remained calm and continued to laugh disapprovingly: "But you are also not easy to obtain evidence, and no one listens to the root of the wall every night. Who can prove that we have not done it?"

"I'm still a virgin!" Feeling insulted, Si Yu gritted her teeth and said, "I just need to go to the hospital to prove it!"

Lei Yao was startled, when he heard Si Yu say that he had no love experience, he didn't believe it at all.Unexpectedly, this was the case. He showed a shocked expression, and at the same time, there was an unspeakable heat in his eyes.He lowered his head in a daze, rubbed his nose, and looked up at Si Yu.At this moment, he didn't dare to continue to take it seriously, with regret, sadness and reluctance on his face: "Do you want to leave me that much? Are you really determined?" He looked at Si Yu pitifully, like a A suckling dog about to be abandoned.

Si Yu bit her lip and nodded, then looked away.It is undeniable that his gaze is very magical. If she takes another look, she will probably soften her heart.

"Okay." Lei Yao gritted his teeth and said hesitantly after thinking for a moment, "It's a bit hard to say, you said you would like to have a good break up with me, before you leave, can you do me a favor?"

"Of course." Si Yu tried his best to smile calmly.From this point of view, Lei Yao has agreed to divorce, she should be happy and relaxed.For some reason, she felt relaxed, but not necessarily happy.She just felt that her heart was empty all of a sudden, and naturally she would no longer feel that there was anything in her heart.

"I'm negotiating a business with a person." Lei Yao said hesitantly, "That business is quite special, when signing the contract, both husband and wife need to sign, can you wait until I finish the business negotiation before leaving? "

"Okay." Si Yu agreed bluntly, wanted to smile at him, but couldn't lift the corners of his mouth.It turned out that he just asked her to help with business matters.At the thought of this, Si Yu couldn't help feeling a little resentful, so he quickly held back.

Si Yu stayed at Lei's house for the time being, and now she has publicly separated from Lei Yao, packing her luggage and living in the guest room.After a big fuss, Lei Shuo and Li Buyan both knew what Lei Yao had done and felt that Si Yu and Lei Yao might divorce.Afterwards, although I felt that their relationship had warmed up, and it was sad to see Si Yu and Lei Yao separated, but I still felt that it was expected, so I didn't say much.But obviously they are very sorry - Li Buyan's attitude may not be clear, but Lei Shuo's regret can be seen at a glance: it's almost like Lei Yao lost a rare treasure in the world.But even so, he couldn't say anything, who made Lei Yao do that kind of thing?

On the first day Si Yu moved into the guest room, it rained heavily, and at night, it was even more thunderous and lightning, and the rain was like a torrential rain.I don't know if it's the emptiness in my heart or what, but Si Yu gets flustered when he hears thunder and sees lightning.She laughed and scolded herself as a coward, and was about to wear earmuffs to sleep, but suddenly it was dark around her.

power failure? !Will there be a power outage here too?

Si Yu, who fell into the darkness, felt as if he had fallen into cold water, and was at a loss for a while.

"My God, it's really scary. This community should have an independent power supply system, but there is also a power outage. It must have been struck by lightning." Lei Yao came in with a candle in his hand, and asked with great concern: "Are you still alive?" Ok?"

"Of course I'm fine." Si Yu pouted and smiled, "I'm not a child, am I afraid of a power outage?" As he spoke, he carefully looked at the candle in his hand.

It was not an ordinary candle, but an anthurium-shaped candle mixed with rose essence, placed in a lily-shaped glass cup, exuding pink light and a refreshing aroma.

Si Yu's heart was hot, but also slightly sour, and he murmured: "Do you always keep this?" As the saying goes, you can see everything at a glance.From this point, it can be seen that Lei Yao must have always prepared this kind of thing in the past, ready to please girls at any time... Si Yu suddenly thought that she should not be entangled with this kind of thing anymore, so she quickly cut off her thoughts.

"No." Lei Yao smiled wryly, "I bought this specially to please you. I didn't expect that you would divorce me before you could use it. You thought you wouldn't need it!"

"Oh." Si Yu's heart felt a little better, and his complexion looked better.

Lei Yao put the candle on the table, thinking about how to proceed to the next step.At this moment, there was a sudden muffled thunder outside the window, and Si Yu shivered in fright.

"Can I sit here for a while?" Lei Yao quickly seized the opportunity, "The corridor is dark now, I don't want to walk around with a candle in my hand."

"Okay." Si Yu knew that he just wanted to stay here, but he didn't want to make a fuss.Because this is equivalent to showing that she still cares about him.

Lei Yao hurriedly sat next to her, and Si Yu subconsciously moved to one side.Lei Yao pretended not to see it, stared at the candle and said with a smile, "Do you remember when we first met?"

Si Yu's eyelashes trembled, of course he remembered, that was the beginning of a dream.

"To be honest, don't be angry, you looked very pitiful at that time." Lei Yao smiled wistfully, "The dark clothes and yellow complexion are like a... wild flower that cannot see the sun."

"Is it a weed?" Si Yu said with a wry smile.

"Haha." Lei Yao smiled awkwardly, pretending to be innocent and continued, "It's strange to say, when I first saw you, I thought you could help me."

"You think I can take advantage of you?" Si Yu still didn't show him any mercy.

Lei Yao smiled awkwardly again, his face had already been cut enough, but he still pretended not to know, and quickly changed the topic to another part, "Actually, when you blocked the drink for me, I treated you like that." I have a good impression, and then I saw you treat me with trepidation... Haha, don't think I don't feel it, I always know it in my heart... In fact, I felt guilty at the time, and I liked you even more... But at that time My heart is already filled, so just..."

The more Si Yu listened, the more awkward she became. Although it was the past and Lei Yao and Lan Ling were over, she was still very sad and jealous.She needed to end this topic, because if she continued, she would definitely make another mistake—everyone would make some small movements, and she subconsciously touched the ground with the sole of her shoe.

The voice was very soft, but Lei Yao had already sensed her intentions, and quickly changed his tone: "No, it's not really... In fact, you have been slowly entering my heart... It must be like that, otherwise I wouldn't Block the knife for you."

Si Yu's heart trembled, and he looked at Lei Yao's wrist.

Seeing her gentle, guilty and sad expression, Lei Yao knew that he had already touched her heart, so he hurriedly struck while the iron was hot: "Later I discovered that you have many advantages, many, many...all are as precious as treasures...haha , I won’t list them one by one, otherwise it would seem to be deliberately sensational..." His tone contained guilt, regret, and self-deprecation, and there was also an unspeakable heartache, which was not sensational, but it was already sensational to the extreme.Si Yu also knew that he was sensationalizing, but he had no choice but to soften his heart.

"Who can blame this? I can only blame myself... But even if you don't believe me, I still want to say..." Lei Yao smiled wryly, his voice was like bitter blood oozing from his heart, he turned his head and stared at Si Yu said to her word by word, as if trying to pull out his heart, "I am really in love with you. In the end, if I miss you, I will definitely regret it for the rest of my life."

Si Yu felt his heart boil and churn, and knowing that something was wrong, he quickly shifted his gaze to the ground.Lei Yao bit his lips as if someone had whipped him. He seemed to have a lot to say, but he didn't say anything in the end.

"It seems that it must be over." He said quietly, as if he was extremely sad and depressed, "Then... let's get together... I have one more request... let's have a farewell ceremony, at least, let us My relationship has an ending...can you not reject me?" As he spoke, he stared at her intently, his eyes full of pleading and fear.

Si Yu wanted to ruthlessly cut everything off, but he couldn't help but said: "Okay." His eyes seemed to have magic power, making people unable to bear to let him get hurt again.Besides, it wasn't a big deal if it was just a kiss—she thought the farewell was just a kiss.However, just when she was considering whether to kiss her by herself or wait for Lei Yao to kiss her, Lei Yao had already put his arms around her waist, and reached out to unbutton her clothes.She understood immediately what "farewell" really meant.

She hurriedly pushed his hand, but her heart was filled with confusion. At this moment, a flash of lightning suddenly flashed outside the window, illuminating the whole room brightly.Under the light of the lightning, Si Yu clearly saw Lei Yao's eyes.In an instant, she suddenly had a feeling of being stabbed, and struggled desperately.

Lei Yao didn't expect that she would exert so much strength, so he let go unexpectedly.

"Get out!" Si Yu shrank into the corner and shouted hoarsely at Lei Yao, "Get out immediately!"

Because she saw in Lei Yao's eyes, not only the dazzling ecstasy and burning desire, but also a hint of triumph and secret joy of a successful scheme.Lei Yao didn't just want to say goodbye to her, he wanted to use this to destroy her most powerful weapon - after doing it, she would no longer be able to say that there was no sex between them, let alone prove that their relationship really broke down, he is so cunning , It's so insidious, to use this method to set her up!

Lei Yao understood that she had seen through his intention, and retreated angrily.He gritted his teeth and walked into the darkness, his fists clenching loudly.As soon as he left, Si Yu locked the door, blew out the candles, and shivered in the darkness.She didn't know if she was angry or scared, maybe both.She had no time to savor her feelings, but gritted her teeth and squeezed all these feelings out of her brain.

Only by being completely calm can it be said that she has completely given up on him.

(End of this chapter)