goodbye, childhood
Chapter 1 Cracks
Chapter 1 Cracks
01
My name is An Shinian, and I hate An Zhimo.
That's right, our surname is An, and An Zhimo is my younger brother. If I hadn't seen him come out of my mother's belly with my own eyes, I would never admit that this cowardly, incompetent and brainless guy is my younger brother.
From the day An Zhimo came to this world, I have been living a life of wiping someone's ass.
When An Zhimo was still biting his pacifier, his parents were busy with work, and I, who was three years older than him, couldn't even take care of myself, so I had to learn to change An Zhimo's diapers.An Zhimo was a little older, and when he could walk, he always liked to follow us big kids and run around with us.At that time, I was five or six years old, and I had to learn to clean the wound of a young child, because An Zhimo often fell down because he chased us.A little older, An Zhimo is in kindergarten, and I, who is in primary school, have to be responsible for taking An Zhimo home every day.Because the kindergarten ends half an hour earlier than the elementary school, every time An Zhimo has to stay with the teacher for half an hour after the other children have left, waiting for me to pick him up, and then he cries at me, accusing me of being late, saying The children are gone.For this reason, I have to save fifty cents every day to buy lollipops for An Zhimo just to coax him.
An Zhimo is in elementary school. He is in the first grade and I am in the fourth grade. The time after school is the same. I am still responsible for taking him home. He has become more fond of pestering me.In school, it is common for senior students to bully lower grade students. I always feel that An Zhimo is bullied by senior students, which is a good opportunity to exercise his strong character. When I was on the ground, crying and shouting "Sister save me", I knew that An Zhimo was determined to be my sister for the rest of his life.
So, in the same elementary school for three years, I fought with boys of different grades for three years because of An Zhimo, and the scars left all over my body undoubtedly proved that I was helpless to protect An Zhimo to the extreme.
Then, I went to junior high school, and An Zhimo was in the fourth grade. I thought that I could get rid of An Zhimo's sticky guy, and someone could grow up like a man in the process of being beaten and beaten. However, the sad thing is that the primary school and the junior high school are separated by a big road. Every time An Zhimo was beaten, he always rushed out of the primary school gate crying with two long noses, crossed the road, and got into it. In our junior high school, we were still crying "Sister save me" all the way.
Not surprisingly, I spent three years in junior high school between beating and being beaten for An Zhimo, and then spent three years in high school. During the three years one after another, I was like a "man". Grow into a big girl.
Why do I say "beaten", that's because not only An Zhimo has a sister, but the group of kids who bullied An Zhimo and I bullied also have brothers and sisters. The most tragic time I was beaten by a group of brothers My sister "Justice League" fought around, and as a result, my two front teeth were "sacrificed" in that battle.
After that time, I hated An Zhimo even more.
But I hate it, I hate it, every time I see An Zhimo being bullied, I will directly rush to challenge him like a conditioned reflex.
Habits are a terrible thing, I think.It has become a habit for me to protect An Zhimo, and it has become a habit for An Zhimo to be protected by me. Therefore, I am used to being in this society where the jungle preys on the jungle, plundering everything I want like a wild beast, and An Zhimo, I am used to it. In the combination of the greenhouse and the ivory tower, it looks like a weak flower with its not very shrewd head up, waiting for the moisture of the rain and dew.
An Zhimo is not smart, although his academic performance has always been very good, but I always feel that An Zhimo's brain is not good, so he was beaten in elementary school but did not ask the teacher for help. I helped, and I felt in my heart that this kid is not good at thinking.
It's fine to set yourself on fire, but to lead this fire to an innocent person like me is definitely not something a person with a brain can do.
After a long time, I finally went to university. Although the university is still in this city, but because An Zhimo is studying high school in the county, I finally got rid of him. As long as I think that I will never have to wipe his ass again, I will immediately get rid of him. I feel comforted and excited.
Three years have passed without An Zhimo being a slug. Although he would still come to the university to find me to help him solve any problems, compared to the days in junior high school and high school, it is so much better!
Just when my junior year was over and I entered my senior year, I thought that I would be able to go to further cities as soon as I graduated from university, and I would no longer have to help An Zhimo charge into battle. An Zhimo who signed up, at that moment, I wanted to cry.
I asked my mother depressedly: "Why did you let An Zhimo come to my university? Don't you know that with An Zhimo's grades, you can go to a better university? No matter how much the family loves him, you can't spoil him like this! Son! You have to grow up in a harsh environment to learn to be strong. Boys have to be tempered like steel, and the more frustrated they become, the more courageous they become like men!"
My mother rubbed her temples, looked at me with a headache, and said to me: "Shi Nian, what are you talking about? It's not that my mother is used to Zhimo, it's because he had to fill in your university when he filled out his own volunteers. With you here, he feels at ease and can devote himself to his studies better. What’s wrong with your brother and you going to the same university? We can take care of each other! Why do you get involved with boys who don’t look like you?”
Then, under my mother's inexplicable gaze, I was stunned, and looked at An Zhimo who was standing aside and smiling at me obediently, thinking in my heart, An Zhimo, An Zhimo, am I in my previous life? I owe you, do you have to haunt me for the rest of your life?Your superficial innocence is just pretending, right?In fact, he is a wolf with a big tail at heart, right?
Completely ignoring my helplessness and even anger, the little An Zhimo grinned at me with a big smile, and shouted: "Sister, we can study together again!"
Hearing An Zhimo's words, I almost burst into tears on the spot. What I hate the most is that An Zhimo and I are together, whether it's studying or other things.
However, things are set and I can't change them.It is a certainty that An Zhimo will come to our university to study.In the end, I couldn't escape the fate of fighting for him and living like a bull.
Looking at the shining gate of Jingfeng University, I couldn't help but fell into deep thought.Suddenly, someone patted me on the shoulder, and Yang Fan beside me stared at me with raised brows, opened and closed his mouth and said, "Why are you in a daze! What are you going to do next? What about this girl?"
My ears hurt from Yang Fan's soprano, so I quickly put Fei Yuan's thoughts back.I rubbed the sore bridge of my nose, and yelled at the group of girls in front of me: "Sorry, sorry, I was distracted."
Everyone rolled their eyes, and spit came flying.
"An Shinian, why don't you die! Do you still want to do it? Everyone hasn't had dinner yet!" The group of girls in front of me surrounded a girl who was very lolitaly dressed and yelled at me impatiently.
The group of girls yelling at me are my sisters.I——An Shinian, a senior, have been at the top of the school's blacklist from junior high school to university.
At this moment, I am taking my sisters who "smell like me" around a little girl.What was different this time was that the little girl surrounded by us didn't offend any of us at all.There is only one reason why she was blocked by our scary big sisters when she was out of school—she messed with An Zhimo.
You don't need to know An Shinian, but you must not forget that An Shinian has an incompetent younger brother named An Zhimo.
Surrounded by everyone, the little girl had long been crying like a frightened bunny holding her schoolbag, looking at us with red eyes in horror.
Our group of people doesn't look too vicious, it's just that the hair colors of a few people add up, and it is estimated that they can open a dyeing workshop.Of course, I am pure black.Why?Because I am a good student!
Pooh!
"An Shinian, you can really die!"
There was another bark in the ear.
Well, I digressed again.
Now that I am digressing, let me make it clear that the reason I don't dye my hair is because I am afraid of death.Dyeing my hair hurts my body. I finally wiped An Zhimo's ass and grew up like a weed until I was 21. I don't want to abuse myself anymore.To a certain extent, hair dyeing is self-abuse. It is better to stay away from hair dyes, which have more benzene rings.
"An Shinian..."
Countless white eyes were thrown over me, and I smiled resentfully at the impatient sisters, bent down, and leaned towards the frightened girl sitting on the ground.
I squeezed the girl's chin with my cold fingers, forcing her to look up at me, while I studied her face seriously.
With an immature and delicate face, if it was bigger, it would definitely be a beautiful woman. This kid An Zhimo is very lucky!
And why am I looking for this girl?Is it because she hit An Zhimo?Or did someone related to her hit An Zhimo?neither.
The reason why I found this girl was because when I just left school and was going to have dinner with everyone, I happened to see An Zhimo and this little girl holding hands and saying goodbye across the road.
what's the situation?This kid is in love?Although the school does not advocate falling in love, it is actually not a rare thing among college students!But the problem is, it's strange that An Zhimo is in love.
So, after seeing An Zhimo parting with this girl, I wanted to see what kind of child would fall in love with An Zhimo, a kid with a "showy" head, and see if the future candidate for sister-in-law could pass the test. In the mood, he led a group of sisters to block the girl.
I blocked her, neither violence nor conspiracy, just a sister who wiped her brother's ass for 18 years, simply wanted to meet the girl who fell in love with her brother.
This kid, An Zhimo, was almost like me growing up with shit, piss and snot all over him. Suddenly there was someone beside him, can we not pay more attention?If he was cheated, tricked, played, when he got hurt, cried, and wailed, wouldn't it be me who was unlucky?
02
This girl is very good, what I ask, what she answers, she doesn't hide anything.
Her name is Tong Jianing. She is also studying in Jingfeng this year. She is not in the same class as An Zhimo. The two of them met during the freshman military training and have been dating for almost half a year.
Tong Jianing's grades are very good. Like An Zhimo, he is a good baby in the eyes of the teacher. It's just that no matter how good a child is, when he reaches puberty, he will start to be a little bit rebellious.For them, love is like the forbidden fruit that exudes sweet temptation in the Garden of Eden. More and more students around them start to fall in love. The atmosphere is like the snake in the Bible, constantly tempting them to pick the green fruit. But attractive fruit.
Although you won't be punished for dating in college, Tong Jianing and An Zhimo's relationship is still in a sneaky state. I really think that An Zhimo's brain is better for the first time. It's been more than half a year. , He even hid it from me.
But I'm not an unreasonable old lady. Knowing this, I have no intention of stopping An Zhimo from falling in love.I looked at this girl, she's not bad, very docile, An Zhimo shouldn't be at a disadvantage when she's with her, and I feel relieved.
Tong Jianing was still obediently telling me everything about her in detail, and I didn't interrupt her, I listened with great interest, but Yang Fan and Wang Ya, who were standing aside, stared at her impatiently. I.
I smiled at them and begged them to wait.
Tong Jianing was still talking to me timidly with her head down. She probably didn't understand why a big sister like me suddenly came out and asked her these inexplicable questions. There was obvious doubt in her eyes, but she didn't dare to ask. I was frightened by the posture just now.
Tong Jianing's family background is good. His father works in a bank and his mother is a kindergarten teacher. They are considered a good family. I thought about it secretly, and they are worthy of our family.My dad's snobbish eye is very important to the right family.
what!Having said that, I have to digress again.Although I used to live in the county seat, it wasn't because my family couldn't afford to live in the city, but because my parents didn't have time to take care of me and An Zhimo.My grandfather who lived in the county town was a folk painter, and my grandmother was a dancer. My parents, who had difficulty seeing people when I was young, were translators because they were busy with work, so An Zhimo and I lived with our grandparents all the time.
My family can be regarded as half a scholarly family!After thinking about it for a while, I feel more and more that Tong Jianing is a good match for our family's An Zhimo.Suddenly, an explosive name rang in my ears.
"I also have an older sister named Tong Ruting who is also studying in Jingfeng. She is already a senior. She is not in good health."
Tong Jianing said in a weak voice, then stretched out his hand and pointed in the direction of our school.
There must be a lot of people with the same name in the world, but I think there is only one girl named Tong Ruting who is in the same school and grade as me, and who is in poor health.
As for this person, I don't want to have any interaction with her at all.
The few people who were joking and joking just now obviously heard what Tong Jianing said, they all fell silent and looked at me with stiff expressions.
I didn't respond, but my expression calmed down, I stared at Tong Jianing's blank face, and asked her: "Are you and Tong Ruting real sisters?"
Tong Jianing froze for a moment, seemed to feel that my question was inexplicable, but still nodded vigorously.
I suddenly had a headache, so I smiled wryly at Yang Fan and the others helplessly, then turned my head and patted Tong Jianing on the shoulder, exhaled, and said solemnly, "Break up with An Zhimo!"
After speaking, I left with my sisters.
Unexpectedly, the little girl threw away her fear and chased me, and asked me, "What did you say? Who are you? Why did you want me to break up with Zhimo?"
I tugged the corner of my mouth at her, my smile was not warm at all.
"Listen! I'm An Zhimo's sister, and my name is An Shinian!"
"What? You are bad...ah no, you are An... Shi Nian?" Tong Jianing's eyes widened when he heard my words.
Seeing her terrified expression, I snorted coldly and said, "That's right, you don't have to be afraid to say it, I am the bad girl An Shinian that you all know. But that's not the point, you're fine, you're a good girl." Girl, I was very happy with my younger brother. But there is one thing wrong with you, that is, your sister is called Tong Ruting. If I'm not wrong, your sister's health is not good because of leukemia. You Do you know what the disease is? You look quite normal, but I can’t tell if you have the disease-causing gene in your body. After all, you are sisters. Sister, let me tell you, our family will not have a family with leukemia It belongs to the daughter-in-law of the medical history. Therefore, short-term pain is worse than long-term pain, you should break with An Zhimo!"
"I never thought about marrying An Zhimo! We are still young, so we can't just stay together like this? What's wrong with my sister being sick? Why do you all look down on my sister? My sister is very pitiful! Aren't you An Shi? Years? Why don't you like me or my sister? Don't you just want me to break up with An Zhimo? I don't care if we share! I hate you!"
Tong Jianing cried and yelled at me, and even wanted to hit me with her fist, but was pulled over by Yang Fan and the others.
"Why are you arguing! Who looks down on your sister! Our Shi Nian is just stating the facts, why are you yelling?" Yang Fan and Jia Liang grabbed Tong Jianing's arms, while Tang Xiaowan frowned and cursed at the little girl.
Yang Fan, Jia Liang, Tang Xiaowan and I, there are four of us in total, and we have always been bad girls who "do evil" in the eyes of everyone.
Seeing that Xiaowan was going to slap Tong Jianing habitually, I quickly stopped drinking.
"What are you fussing about with her! She's still young, so it's normal for her not to understand some things! Let's go! Didn't you say you're hungry? I'm treating you today!"
As soon as I yelled, everyone let go, and Tong Jianing was left crying on the ground alone.
I glanced at her and didn't bother to care about her, so I pushed away with Yang Fan and the others.
It was as if nothing happened, but everyone's mood changed.
The name Tong Ruting is really not that simple to me.
03
We ate dinner at a food stall. The four of us ordered six dishes and one soup.
At the table, everyone was chatting nonsense.For a while, they joked about Yang Fan's test paper that scored three points, and then brought the topic to Tang Xiaowan's new boyfriend. It's natural for girls to gossip.
At times like this, I've always been in charge of eating and listening, and rarely chatted with them. I'm a rather boring person, and I don't know much about gossip.Several people at the table have long been used to my state, but they didn't think about letting me go like this, so every time I lay down, I would be shot.
"An Shinian, don't just eat! Let's gossip and know that Tong Ruting's sister has become your sister-in-law. How do you feel?" Yang Fan, who was sitting on my left, tapped my hand with chopsticks and asked narrowly. road.
I laughed dryly, picked up a piece of chicken with my chopsticks, stuffed it into my mouth, lowered my head and said inarticulately: "How do you feel? What do you think? Aren't they going to share now?"
Yang Fan snorted, patted my hand again, and said angrily, "I tell you! An Shinian, don't think about fooling around again today! Don't you think? Who are you lying to? Just now you know that girl is When Tong Ruting was her sister, your face looked so ugly, it's no wonder you didn't feel it."
"Don't talk about the year of poetry, I was shocked at the beginning. Why did you say it was such a coincidence? Why did An Zhimo find his brother-in-law's ex-girlfriend's sister to be his girlfriend! It's like a dog blood series!" Liang knocked on the bowl and echoed, still biting the meatballs in his mouth.
"Not to mention, it's normal for that kid Zhimo to fall in love with Tong Jianing. That girl looks just like her sister, with a beautiful temperament! Men like this, I wonder if Ji Yu was dumped by Tong Ruting back then, he guessed You won't look for us, Shi Nian. Why are you staring at me? Am I telling the truth? Everyone knows how much we weigh, and you all know what others say about Shi Nian! Ji Yu is not worthy of her, Shi Nian and we are both labeled as bad students, but who is Jiyu? He is a good student in the eyes of the teacher. Look at him, he is more handsome than girls, with a bookish face, and even his body seems to be full of That kind of faint ink fragrance, he and Tong Ruting are the same kind of people, they both belong to the temperament style. When the two of them talked back then, how many people in the school liked it, saying that she was a golden boy and a jade girl! I don’t know why Tong Ruting went crazy. Ji Yu was kicked. It hasn't been half a year since the two broke up, and Tong Ruting was rumored to have that disease again. I don't know whether to say she is pitiful or what. Ji Yu is also, and I don't know why he went crazy. We are in Shi Nian. It is said that it is to transfer emotional trauma, so there is no need to find Shi Nian who is so different from Tong Ruting, right? Anyway, let’s talk about it, Shi Nian, don’t be popular, just take this opportunity to talk about it, Which of your nerves is wrong, and then you agreed to talk to Jiyu? You two have been together for almost half a year, can't it be for real?"
Tang Xiaowan, who has always been the loudest, stood up and asked me loudly with a blushing face.Yang Fan and Jia Liang also put down their chopsticks to look at me.
They have asked this question several times, but each time I have not seriously answered it.
My scalp was a little tingling from being watched by them, I put down the bowl in my hand, was silent for a while, then raised my head and looked at the group of girlfriends in front of me with a serious expression.
"Actually, I don't know why Ji Yu wants to date me. I have been thinking about this question for half a year, but I still don't know why Tong Ruting doesn't want Ji Yu. It’s so good that no one can bear to get rid of him, right? Not only does he take care of me, but he also takes care of you buddies. You see, the schoolbag that Yang Fan is carrying now is also picked by Ji Yu, he even knows you better than me As for me! Why did I agree to him at the beginning? I don’t know why. It’s just that such an excellent person came to confess to me. I agreed. After talking about it, I found that Jiyu is even better than the legend. I also know that we are not compatible, but he is very good to me, and I am used to him being good to me, as if it has always been like this It’s good to go on. Hehe, don’t laugh! I don’t have as much emotional experience as you, and I met such a good person in our first conversation. If I let go, I can’t bear it! But if he wants to leave me, I also promise that I have to wake up after a long dream. Oh, stop talking, let's eat! The food is cold!"
I waved my chopsticks and said to everyone, everyone looked at me sadly as if they hadn't heard enough, but seeing that I didn't intend to continue, they didn't ask any more questions, and each continued to eat with their chopsticks.
They started a new gossip, but who knows what to say, and finally turned to me.
"Shi Nian, you asked Tong Jianing to break up with your brother, isn't it because of Tong Ruting?" Jia Liang raised his head and asked me.
I sipped my beer and raised my eyebrows: "Am I like this kind of person? Tong Ruting and I have never met formally, so there is no reason to hinder her sister's happiness because of her affairs. I have no prejudice against her, mainly It's her disease. Her younger sister was born with the same parents as her. I don't know if there is a genetic gene for this disease. You say, her younger sister and An Zhimo are still young, and it's okay to fall in love casually, but who can tell? Guaranteed that there will be no accidents in the future? If the two of them have a deep relationship by then, but Tong Jianing gets that disease, do you think those elders in my family will let Tong Jianing in? It’s not good for relatives in the family to have this disease. Me too For their own good, they are still young and their relationship is not deep, so it won't be so uncomfortable if they break up early."
After finishing speaking, everyone at the table laughed: "Shi Nian, so you love my little brothers and sisters so much!"
"Originally!" I gave them a blank look and snorted coldly.
"Si Nian, you are so farsighted, have you ever thought about your future with Ji Yu? Are you sure your parents will accept him?"
"What's the point of asking! Ji Yu's family conditions are so good, and he is so good, it's no wonder her parents don't accept Shi Nian! I think it's true that Ji Yu's parents should accept Shi Nian. "
"It's still early, what's the use of you talking about it now? It's not my crow's mouth, Shi Nian and Ji Yu, I'm not optimistic about them now, it's not that I don't want to be optimistic about them, but I dare not! I have a hunch that they Sooner or later, the two will break up!"
"Tang Xiaowan, don't keep saying such ugly things!"
"Fan girl, let me tell you, whether it is a blessing or a disaster is not determined by saying good or bad things! Shi Nian and Ji Yu, no one can say for sure!"
……
Yang Fan and Jia Liang kept arguing with Tang Xiaowan, but I seemed like an outsider, patronizing my meal.
What Tang Xiaowan said was right, whether it was a blessing or a curse, it was fate, and she couldn't escape it.
"Shi Nian, if your brother knows that you let Tong Jianing break up with him, will he make trouble with you?"
On the way back after dinner, Yang Fan suddenly asked me.
"Arguing with me because of his death-dealing virtue?" I shook my dizzy head and turned to Yang Fan who was leaning on Jia Liang's shoulder.
"That's right, your brother doesn't seem to be troublesome either!" Jia Liang burped.
"Maybe, puberty is here, maybe the nerves are wrong!"
"Tang Xiaowan, you're scaremongering again!"
"Don't listen to me if you think my words are ugly! It's not the first day you know me!"
"Yeah, you've been known for your 'venomous tongue' for a long time!"
The three behind them began to tease each other again.I walked ahead, looking up at the dark sky.
It's night, there are too few stars tonight, and it is expected to rain tomorrow.
04
When I received the call from An Zhimo, I had just come out of the bathroom after taking a shower. Several sisters in the same dormitory said that the phone on my bed had been ringing for a long time. When I picked it up, it was actually An Zhimo.
An Zhimo seldom calls me.Although he said when he entered the school that he was very happy to be in the same school as me again, and that he could be with me every day, but in fact he has been in Jingfeng for more than half a year, and there are only a handful of calls to me.I checked the time on my phone again, it was already past ten o'clock in the evening, I don't know why this kid An Zhimo is still awake and calling me?
He used to call me, and if I didn't answer, he was fine with it, but this time, he was unusually persistent, it seemed that if I didn't answer, he would just keep calling.
Feeling awkward being stared at by my roommate, I frowned and pressed the answer button.
"What do you want from me?" I said lazily, and when I heard An Zhimo's sniffling voice on the phone, I vaguely guessed the reason for his call.
"An Shinian, I hate you! Why do you want to find Tong Jianing? Why do you want to make her cry? Why do you tell her not to be with me? Woohoo, why do you want to meddle in my affairs? You can't even manage yourself , why do you want to meddle in my business! A lot of people fall in love, you talk about it yourself, why do you want to break us up?"
An Zhimo was crying and yelling at me on the phone like a madman.
In my memory, An Zhimo has always been a docile little white rabbit. No matter how others tease him, he never gets angry, at most he feels sad, and then cries pitifully at me.It was the first time I heard him yelling at me. My sister stopped yelling and just yelled "An Shi Nian An Shi Nian".
I guessed that he would be angry, but I didn't expect him to act like this.
This is too unlike An Zhimo.
"An Zhimo, calm down, don't yell, listen to me first. I'm not letting you fall in love, I just let you break up with that girl, you two are not suitable. I'm your sister, I won't hurt you."
Before I finished speaking, An Zhimo started howling again, and my ears hurt from the shock.
"Yes, you won't hurt me, but you will hurt Tong Jianing. Why do you say you beat her? Don't you feel ashamed when so many of you bully her as a little girl? Everyone says my sister An Shinian is a bad girl , I didn’t believe it before, but now I believe it. You are a complete hooligan, and you know how to use violence against others. You said that I am not suitable for Tong Jianing, then you are not suitable for Brother Jiyu. Why don’t you follow me? He broke up? You broke up with him, you!"
I know Tong Yan Wuji, and I also know that An Zhimo is talking nonsense because of his emotions. I shouldn't care about it, but I was still annoyed by his words.
"What are you talking about? When did I hit her? I didn't even touch her with a little finger!"
Annoyed, I pulled the towel on my head, pushed open the door and left the dormitory, went to the stairwell outside and continued: "Call me a hooligan, let me tell you An Zhimo, anyone in the world can call me, You are not qualified! Think about it, for whom did I become like this? Do you think I like violence? Who asked me for help as soon as I was beaten! Do you think it is so fun to fight with people? On your body, your indestructible body doesn’t hurt, does it? At first I didn’t think the little girl was bad, but now I’m talking nonsense to her, and I won’t let you two be together! You hate me, don’t you? ?Okay, even though I hate you, I don’t care about your sister, anyway, I tell you, you want to walk with that girl again, and I will beat her once I see her! Anyway, once is also beaten, and twice is also beaten, I will be posted This label, what else can I not dare to do!"
When people are angry, they are easy to say angry words, but my brainless brother took it seriously and cried even more fiercely on the phone.
"An Shinian, you scoundrel, why are you so bad! If you don't let me be with Tong Jianing, I won't recognize you as my sister. You are my shame, I don't want you as a bad sister. I want to tell cum Brother Yu, let him know how bad you are, let him not want you. No one will want you anymore, it depends on you!"
"Go and tell him! Hurry up, I beg you, please hurry up and tell Jiyu, it's best to let him break up with me early! If you are a man, just tell me what you say, and I'll wait for you to go Find Jiyu to sue me. You think I’m your shame, don’t you? An Zhimo, you are so ruthless! What kind of white-eyed wolf is it? , I am not lucky to be your sister!"
My nose was sore for a while, I wiped the sore corners of my eyes, and after yelling at the phone, I reached out and pressed the phone decisively.
An Zhimo's mournful cry came from the phone.
"Sister, you can fulfill me!"
Nonsence!Who is your sister!
I pressed the phone angrily, held the phone in my hand, and spat and cursed.
From time to time, people in the corridor walked out of the dormitory to look towards the stairs, but no one dared to come over.I sat alone on the stairs.
The phone was still ringing, and the word "brother" was beating on the screen. I felt depressed for a while, and turned off the phone angrily.When excited, the whole person coughed desperately, and tears overflowed from his eyes.
damn it!I was so angry and cried by a hairy child!
An Shinian, you have failed enough as a sister.
05
"Shi Nian, what happened last night? People on your level said that you got very angry in the corridor by yourself."
Early in the morning, Yang Fan sat down on the seat in front of me, babbling at me.
I rolled my eyes at her, pulled the sleeves of my clothes, and continued to sleep in another direction.
Someone behind me kept poking my back with fingers.
"Shi Nian! What's wrong with you to tell us? Last night you were asked to play with us. You pretended to be a child and said you wanted to go back to bed early, and now you come to the classroom to sleep early. What are you playing? "
Tang Xiaowan's eccentric soprano floated over, and Yang Fan, who hadn't calmed down, immediately followed up.
I had a headache and couldn't sleep because of the noise from those two people. I raised my head and stared at those two with my big eyes with thick dark circles.
"What's wrong with learning, it's so annoying to have to learn from others! What can I do? You are not in our class, what are you doing here? Get lost, give back your seat! You can do whatever you want!"
Impatiently, I pushed Yang Fan and Tang Xiaowan with my hands. Those two girls are stubborn. You let them go, but they won't go. I pushed them a little with all my strength.
"An Shinian!" A figure suddenly flashed in from the back door of the classroom, and when he saw me, he shouted excitedly at me.
"Get out! Get out for me! If you have something to say, go out!"
I grabbed Yang Fan and Tang Xiaowan with two hands respectively, and I didn't have a third hand to emerge, so I could only yell at Jia Liang who was rushing over with a straight face.
Jia Liang froze for a moment, then smiled at me tremblingly: "What are you thinking! I didn't come here to gossip about you! Don't forget, we are in the same class! Oh, yes, Ji Yu is outside, holding a bag in his hand, and it’s likely to bring you a loving breakfast again!"
As soon as Jia Liang finished speaking, Yang Fan and Tang Xiaowan stopped moving.
"A good student is here. It won't hinder you from being sweet. Let's go first!" Yang Fan broke away from my hand, patted my shoulder and said, then pulled Tang Xiaowan away with a condensed expression.
Tang Xiaowan doesn't like me being with Ji Yu, I know this, and I know even more that in this school, no one actually thinks highly of our couple.
Even an ignorant brat like An Zhimo said that Ji Yu and I were totally incompatible, so I should break up with Ji Yu.
However, I don't know why I kept messing with Jiyu like this as if I didn't care about anything.
Yang Fan dragged Tang Xiaowan away early, Jia Liang winked at me with a smirk, and the rest of the class also looked at me secretly.
I suddenly felt a little tired, so I took a deep breath and went out depressed.
From a distance, he could see the boy standing at the end of the corridor.
Even wearing ordinary clothes, it can't hide his clean and refined aura at all.The morning sun shone a few rays of light on his body, and the young man's delicate silhouette was bathed in warm light, which was soft but cold.
For the first time, I didn't rush towards that slender figure as fast as usual.
For the first time, I stood in the distance, quietly staring at the boy who was holding a plastic bag in one hand and in his trouser pocket with the other, facing me sideways.
For the first time, I found that when he was waiting for me, his expression was indifferent and his eyes were lifeless.
For the first time, I realized that I didn't know this boy at all.
It was just that on a rainy night, I met him who was suffering from a broken relationship and saw him crying alone under the street lamp by the side of the road. I don't know if it was out of kindness or sympathy that I handed him an umbrella.
Then, I don't know if it was a week or six days later, I met him again.On a sunny afternoon, he stood at the door of my classroom with the umbrella sent by Telecom, and said he was looking for An Shinian.I was surprised to go out, a little surprised to see him, and a little stunned to hear his invitation to associate with me.
The words are like this.
"An Shinian, I'm Jiyu! I'll chase you!"
I don't know what happened to me at that time, but my heart beat a little faster, seeing the blush on his fair face, I just nodded my head in a mysterious way.
Then, Ji Yu didn't chase after him at all, so I agreed to date him.
He treats me very well, not only brings breakfast every day, but also as long as I am hungry at night, no matter how late, he will show up downstairs in my dormitory with supper.Give me an umbrella when it rains, and I'm not allowed to fight with others.If I was beaten, he would always stand in front of me.Even if everyone dislikes us, even if the teacher talked to him and advised him not to be obsessed with ghosts, he will still be my perfect boyfriend, An Shinian.However, even though he was extraordinarily good to me, I still felt that there seemed to be something missing between us.
It's throbbing!It belongs to the throbbing of love.But we, it seems not.
His kindness to me is actually the same as his current state, even he is at a loss.And besides accepting his kindness habitually, I actually don't know him at all.
what does he likeWhat does he hate?What is his inner world like?I, An Shinian, don't know anything.
Everyone is right, we really shouldn't be together.
06
Hearing footsteps, Ji Yu turned around, and the moment he saw me, I noticed the trance in his eyes.
Slowly, those clear eyes condensed into a focal point, my shadow was reflected in the bright black pupils, and then the pretty thin lips pursed into a slight smile, just like in the past, every morning after dating, he Standing at the stairway, which is only half illuminated by the sun, smiling sweetly at me.
"Qiaoxiaoqianxi" is an adjective suitable for girls, but please forgive my lack of words, my language is too bad, and I really can't find other words to describe this boy who is more delicate than a girl.
I walked towards Jiyu, but the smile on my face was not as natural as before, but a little stiff.
Because I found out that it turns out that Ji Yu's smile on me also needs time to condense.
"Hungry! Something happened in the morning, so I'm a little late today."
Cum Rain smiled at me.Those slender hands were frantically flipping through the meals in the plastic bag. I didn’t rummage with him like before to see what he had brought. I just took the soy milk and siu mai he handed over and ate them silently. .
Ji Yu always watched me finish my food before leaving. I didn't have much to talk to him about, but I managed to say a few words.But today, I can't tell why, I just don't want to speak, for fear that if I do, I will say some hypocritical words.
Ji Yu seemed to have noticed my silence, his expression was a little stiff, and the smile on his face couldn't hold back anymore, and gradually faded.The man leaned against the railing at the corner of the stairs again, his body was facing me, but his back was against my shoulder, whether it was intentional or not.
We have been dating for nearly half a year, and the number of times we even hold hands is very limited. Except for him to bring me breakfast, we rarely see each other.After all, the circles of the two people are too different, and it is difficult to blend in, so I have been curious about how Jiyu knows all my preferences, as well as the preferences of my group of buddies.It can only be said that he is a keen observer!
The intimacy that couples should have, I and cum rain have always been rare.At this moment, the young man's thin back is just sticking to my shoulder, and the faint warmth is transmitted from his body, and my mood is still disturbed.
"Today, I met your brother! In the breakfast shop outside the school, he seemed to know that I would go, so he was waiting for me there."
The sound of cum rain is very nice, clear and crisp, and the articulation is very clear.
Even though he said it in a low voice, I still listened to it word for word. Subconsciously, I shook my hand. I lost my grip on the soy milk and spilled my hand.
"Hehe! An Zhimo really looked for you! It's been 18 years, and it's the first time I've seen him look like a man, and he speaks quite well! What's the matter, what did he tell you about me? What do you have? If you want to express your opinion, I will listen!"
I casually wiped the soy milk on my hands with the sleeve of my clothes, and said in a bit acid tone.
Jiyu stared at my dirty sleeves, frowned and said, "Didn't I tell you not to wipe things with your clothes? You wipe it over and over again, and you always like to wipe your mouth with it after it gets dirty. , very unhygienic!"
"As the old saying goes, if you don't clean, you won't get sick if you eat it. If it's unhygienic, it's unhygienic, and you can't die. Tell me, what did An Zhimo tell you?"
Impatiently, I pulled the dirty sleeve from Ji Yu's hands, put my hands behind my back, turned my head and said.
Ji Yu still refused to let go, grabbed my hand from behind me, rolled up my dirty half sleeve with a straight face, and said angrily: "Go back tonight and change the clothes for me, I will wash it for you I'll give it to you tomorrow morning. Don't use this to wipe your mouth in the future, when all the bacteria are eaten into your stomach, you will know the pain if your stomach hurts."
When it comes to my health, no one is more in control of me than cum rain.Take breakfast as an example. I never ate breakfast before, but Ji Yu said that skipping breakfast was bad for my health, so he got up early every day, went out of school to the breakfast shop outside, and bought breakfast for me and delivered it to me.
Sometimes I feel that cum rain cares more about my dying body than my soul.
He couldn't get in, and he didn't seem to want to get into my heart, but he controlled my body very tightly.
This makes me feel cold.
"Your brother asked me to persuade you. I hope you can let him continue to fall in love. He really likes that girl and doesn't want to be separated from her." Ji Yu said while straightening my sleeves with her head down.
I looked at the hair on his head, and said stiffly, with a cold voice: "Do you know who An Zhimo is dating?"
Ji Yu stopped what he was doing, and looked up at me with flickering eyes.
"Actually, Jianing is a very good girl. You don't have to worry about her hurting your brother. Your brother is now in a rebellious period. If you stop them like this, it may arouse your brother's rebellious emotions even more. Even if you don't want them to be together , there is no need to bring someone to bully Tong Jianing, she is just a little girl, so many of you..."
Before Ji Yu could finish speaking, I shook off his hand and stared at him angrily.
"What? Do you also think that I brought Yang Fan and the others to beat that girl? Good girl, good girl! I have never seen a good girl talking nonsense! If I, An Shinian, really hit her, she will still have her life with An Zhimo Crying? How do you know she is a good child? Do you know her very well? Oh, I forgot, you had a relationship with her sister! It's normal to help her talk!"
I don't know why I suddenly brought up the past between Ji Yu and Tong Ruting, but I suddenly felt aggrieved and resentful, and I urgently needed to vent.
Sure enough, Ji Yu's expression turned cold, he looked at me fixedly, gnashing his teeth.
"An Shinian, can you make some sense, can't you just discuss the facts? Why mention those things?"
"Yes, I'm unreasonable. An Zhimo called me a hooligan and didn't want to recognize my sister, but you said I was unreasonable. I really don't understand why you despise me so much, why are you still pestering me? Let's break up." Oh, look, people all over the world are waiting for us to break up! It’s not that I, An Shinian, have arms and legs broken and are so long that no one wants me, why should I be talked about by others, saying that I ruined you what!"
I yelled at the cum rain, my eyes a little sore.
Bypassing the cum rain, I threw all the unfinished breakfast in my hands into the trash can beside me, turned around and was about to leave, but was held tightly by the cum rain.
"An Shinian, I don't despise you!" He said, his voice flattering.
I brushed my hair back, turned around, and looked at him.
"Whatever you think! You say I'm unreasonable! Then I'll tell you clearly that I don't want Tong Jianing to be with that boy An Zhimo for one reason, and that's because Tong Jianing's sister is Tong Ruting. I don't care about you I just care about her illness. Who knows if leukemia will be inherited, and who knows if Tong Jianing will get this disease in the future. If my family knows that she has an older sister who has this disease, Regardless of whether she and An Zhimo can make it to the end, my family will definitely not agree with them being together. Anyway, if there is no good result, it is better to let them end as soon as possible. "
"Even if Tong Ruting has leukemia, you can't treat her sister like this! This disease is not hereditary, aren't you too decisive? You are so healthy that you don't know the suffering of the sick. She is already very pitiful. Why do you You have to keep mentioning her illness. An Shinian, do you know how cruel you are! "
"Cruel? Haha, there are more and more words to slander me! Well, I'm cruel, you can do whatever you like! If you think that boy is pitiful, you can go to her! Don't bother me!"
I was stabbed somewhere on my body, and the pain made me want to howl.But in the end, I just shook off Jiyu, dropped this sentence, and then ran back to my classroom in embarrassment.
When I entered the door, out of the corner of my eye, I caught a glimpse of him standing motionless around the corner, and then walked down the stairs without looking back.
I suddenly wanted to laugh, and habitually wiped my face with my hands, and my hands were wet.
Damn it!Why are you so vulnerable recently?I was made to cry again.
(End of this chapter)
01
My name is An Shinian, and I hate An Zhimo.
That's right, our surname is An, and An Zhimo is my younger brother. If I hadn't seen him come out of my mother's belly with my own eyes, I would never admit that this cowardly, incompetent and brainless guy is my younger brother.
From the day An Zhimo came to this world, I have been living a life of wiping someone's ass.
When An Zhimo was still biting his pacifier, his parents were busy with work, and I, who was three years older than him, couldn't even take care of myself, so I had to learn to change An Zhimo's diapers.An Zhimo was a little older, and when he could walk, he always liked to follow us big kids and run around with us.At that time, I was five or six years old, and I had to learn to clean the wound of a young child, because An Zhimo often fell down because he chased us.A little older, An Zhimo is in kindergarten, and I, who is in primary school, have to be responsible for taking An Zhimo home every day.Because the kindergarten ends half an hour earlier than the elementary school, every time An Zhimo has to stay with the teacher for half an hour after the other children have left, waiting for me to pick him up, and then he cries at me, accusing me of being late, saying The children are gone.For this reason, I have to save fifty cents every day to buy lollipops for An Zhimo just to coax him.
An Zhimo is in elementary school. He is in the first grade and I am in the fourth grade. The time after school is the same. I am still responsible for taking him home. He has become more fond of pestering me.In school, it is common for senior students to bully lower grade students. I always feel that An Zhimo is bullied by senior students, which is a good opportunity to exercise his strong character. When I was on the ground, crying and shouting "Sister save me", I knew that An Zhimo was determined to be my sister for the rest of his life.
So, in the same elementary school for three years, I fought with boys of different grades for three years because of An Zhimo, and the scars left all over my body undoubtedly proved that I was helpless to protect An Zhimo to the extreme.
Then, I went to junior high school, and An Zhimo was in the fourth grade. I thought that I could get rid of An Zhimo's sticky guy, and someone could grow up like a man in the process of being beaten and beaten. However, the sad thing is that the primary school and the junior high school are separated by a big road. Every time An Zhimo was beaten, he always rushed out of the primary school gate crying with two long noses, crossed the road, and got into it. In our junior high school, we were still crying "Sister save me" all the way.
Not surprisingly, I spent three years in junior high school between beating and being beaten for An Zhimo, and then spent three years in high school. During the three years one after another, I was like a "man". Grow into a big girl.
Why do I say "beaten", that's because not only An Zhimo has a sister, but the group of kids who bullied An Zhimo and I bullied also have brothers and sisters. The most tragic time I was beaten by a group of brothers My sister "Justice League" fought around, and as a result, my two front teeth were "sacrificed" in that battle.
After that time, I hated An Zhimo even more.
But I hate it, I hate it, every time I see An Zhimo being bullied, I will directly rush to challenge him like a conditioned reflex.
Habits are a terrible thing, I think.It has become a habit for me to protect An Zhimo, and it has become a habit for An Zhimo to be protected by me. Therefore, I am used to being in this society where the jungle preys on the jungle, plundering everything I want like a wild beast, and An Zhimo, I am used to it. In the combination of the greenhouse and the ivory tower, it looks like a weak flower with its not very shrewd head up, waiting for the moisture of the rain and dew.
An Zhimo is not smart, although his academic performance has always been very good, but I always feel that An Zhimo's brain is not good, so he was beaten in elementary school but did not ask the teacher for help. I helped, and I felt in my heart that this kid is not good at thinking.
It's fine to set yourself on fire, but to lead this fire to an innocent person like me is definitely not something a person with a brain can do.
After a long time, I finally went to university. Although the university is still in this city, but because An Zhimo is studying high school in the county, I finally got rid of him. As long as I think that I will never have to wipe his ass again, I will immediately get rid of him. I feel comforted and excited.
Three years have passed without An Zhimo being a slug. Although he would still come to the university to find me to help him solve any problems, compared to the days in junior high school and high school, it is so much better!
Just when my junior year was over and I entered my senior year, I thought that I would be able to go to further cities as soon as I graduated from university, and I would no longer have to help An Zhimo charge into battle. An Zhimo who signed up, at that moment, I wanted to cry.
I asked my mother depressedly: "Why did you let An Zhimo come to my university? Don't you know that with An Zhimo's grades, you can go to a better university? No matter how much the family loves him, you can't spoil him like this! Son! You have to grow up in a harsh environment to learn to be strong. Boys have to be tempered like steel, and the more frustrated they become, the more courageous they become like men!"
My mother rubbed her temples, looked at me with a headache, and said to me: "Shi Nian, what are you talking about? It's not that my mother is used to Zhimo, it's because he had to fill in your university when he filled out his own volunteers. With you here, he feels at ease and can devote himself to his studies better. What’s wrong with your brother and you going to the same university? We can take care of each other! Why do you get involved with boys who don’t look like you?”
Then, under my mother's inexplicable gaze, I was stunned, and looked at An Zhimo who was standing aside and smiling at me obediently, thinking in my heart, An Zhimo, An Zhimo, am I in my previous life? I owe you, do you have to haunt me for the rest of your life?Your superficial innocence is just pretending, right?In fact, he is a wolf with a big tail at heart, right?
Completely ignoring my helplessness and even anger, the little An Zhimo grinned at me with a big smile, and shouted: "Sister, we can study together again!"
Hearing An Zhimo's words, I almost burst into tears on the spot. What I hate the most is that An Zhimo and I are together, whether it's studying or other things.
However, things are set and I can't change them.It is a certainty that An Zhimo will come to our university to study.In the end, I couldn't escape the fate of fighting for him and living like a bull.
Looking at the shining gate of Jingfeng University, I couldn't help but fell into deep thought.Suddenly, someone patted me on the shoulder, and Yang Fan beside me stared at me with raised brows, opened and closed his mouth and said, "Why are you in a daze! What are you going to do next? What about this girl?"
My ears hurt from Yang Fan's soprano, so I quickly put Fei Yuan's thoughts back.I rubbed the sore bridge of my nose, and yelled at the group of girls in front of me: "Sorry, sorry, I was distracted."
Everyone rolled their eyes, and spit came flying.
"An Shinian, why don't you die! Do you still want to do it? Everyone hasn't had dinner yet!" The group of girls in front of me surrounded a girl who was very lolitaly dressed and yelled at me impatiently.
The group of girls yelling at me are my sisters.I——An Shinian, a senior, have been at the top of the school's blacklist from junior high school to university.
At this moment, I am taking my sisters who "smell like me" around a little girl.What was different this time was that the little girl surrounded by us didn't offend any of us at all.There is only one reason why she was blocked by our scary big sisters when she was out of school—she messed with An Zhimo.
You don't need to know An Shinian, but you must not forget that An Shinian has an incompetent younger brother named An Zhimo.
Surrounded by everyone, the little girl had long been crying like a frightened bunny holding her schoolbag, looking at us with red eyes in horror.
Our group of people doesn't look too vicious, it's just that the hair colors of a few people add up, and it is estimated that they can open a dyeing workshop.Of course, I am pure black.Why?Because I am a good student!
Pooh!
"An Shinian, you can really die!"
There was another bark in the ear.
Well, I digressed again.
Now that I am digressing, let me make it clear that the reason I don't dye my hair is because I am afraid of death.Dyeing my hair hurts my body. I finally wiped An Zhimo's ass and grew up like a weed until I was 21. I don't want to abuse myself anymore.To a certain extent, hair dyeing is self-abuse. It is better to stay away from hair dyes, which have more benzene rings.
"An Shinian..."
Countless white eyes were thrown over me, and I smiled resentfully at the impatient sisters, bent down, and leaned towards the frightened girl sitting on the ground.
I squeezed the girl's chin with my cold fingers, forcing her to look up at me, while I studied her face seriously.
With an immature and delicate face, if it was bigger, it would definitely be a beautiful woman. This kid An Zhimo is very lucky!
And why am I looking for this girl?Is it because she hit An Zhimo?Or did someone related to her hit An Zhimo?neither.
The reason why I found this girl was because when I just left school and was going to have dinner with everyone, I happened to see An Zhimo and this little girl holding hands and saying goodbye across the road.
what's the situation?This kid is in love?Although the school does not advocate falling in love, it is actually not a rare thing among college students!But the problem is, it's strange that An Zhimo is in love.
So, after seeing An Zhimo parting with this girl, I wanted to see what kind of child would fall in love with An Zhimo, a kid with a "showy" head, and see if the future candidate for sister-in-law could pass the test. In the mood, he led a group of sisters to block the girl.
I blocked her, neither violence nor conspiracy, just a sister who wiped her brother's ass for 18 years, simply wanted to meet the girl who fell in love with her brother.
This kid, An Zhimo, was almost like me growing up with shit, piss and snot all over him. Suddenly there was someone beside him, can we not pay more attention?If he was cheated, tricked, played, when he got hurt, cried, and wailed, wouldn't it be me who was unlucky?
02
This girl is very good, what I ask, what she answers, she doesn't hide anything.
Her name is Tong Jianing. She is also studying in Jingfeng this year. She is not in the same class as An Zhimo. The two of them met during the freshman military training and have been dating for almost half a year.
Tong Jianing's grades are very good. Like An Zhimo, he is a good baby in the eyes of the teacher. It's just that no matter how good a child is, when he reaches puberty, he will start to be a little bit rebellious.For them, love is like the forbidden fruit that exudes sweet temptation in the Garden of Eden. More and more students around them start to fall in love. The atmosphere is like the snake in the Bible, constantly tempting them to pick the green fruit. But attractive fruit.
Although you won't be punished for dating in college, Tong Jianing and An Zhimo's relationship is still in a sneaky state. I really think that An Zhimo's brain is better for the first time. It's been more than half a year. , He even hid it from me.
But I'm not an unreasonable old lady. Knowing this, I have no intention of stopping An Zhimo from falling in love.I looked at this girl, she's not bad, very docile, An Zhimo shouldn't be at a disadvantage when she's with her, and I feel relieved.
Tong Jianing was still obediently telling me everything about her in detail, and I didn't interrupt her, I listened with great interest, but Yang Fan and Wang Ya, who were standing aside, stared at her impatiently. I.
I smiled at them and begged them to wait.
Tong Jianing was still talking to me timidly with her head down. She probably didn't understand why a big sister like me suddenly came out and asked her these inexplicable questions. There was obvious doubt in her eyes, but she didn't dare to ask. I was frightened by the posture just now.
Tong Jianing's family background is good. His father works in a bank and his mother is a kindergarten teacher. They are considered a good family. I thought about it secretly, and they are worthy of our family.My dad's snobbish eye is very important to the right family.
what!Having said that, I have to digress again.Although I used to live in the county seat, it wasn't because my family couldn't afford to live in the city, but because my parents didn't have time to take care of me and An Zhimo.My grandfather who lived in the county town was a folk painter, and my grandmother was a dancer. My parents, who had difficulty seeing people when I was young, were translators because they were busy with work, so An Zhimo and I lived with our grandparents all the time.
My family can be regarded as half a scholarly family!After thinking about it for a while, I feel more and more that Tong Jianing is a good match for our family's An Zhimo.Suddenly, an explosive name rang in my ears.
"I also have an older sister named Tong Ruting who is also studying in Jingfeng. She is already a senior. She is not in good health."
Tong Jianing said in a weak voice, then stretched out his hand and pointed in the direction of our school.
There must be a lot of people with the same name in the world, but I think there is only one girl named Tong Ruting who is in the same school and grade as me, and who is in poor health.
As for this person, I don't want to have any interaction with her at all.
The few people who were joking and joking just now obviously heard what Tong Jianing said, they all fell silent and looked at me with stiff expressions.
I didn't respond, but my expression calmed down, I stared at Tong Jianing's blank face, and asked her: "Are you and Tong Ruting real sisters?"
Tong Jianing froze for a moment, seemed to feel that my question was inexplicable, but still nodded vigorously.
I suddenly had a headache, so I smiled wryly at Yang Fan and the others helplessly, then turned my head and patted Tong Jianing on the shoulder, exhaled, and said solemnly, "Break up with An Zhimo!"
After speaking, I left with my sisters.
Unexpectedly, the little girl threw away her fear and chased me, and asked me, "What did you say? Who are you? Why did you want me to break up with Zhimo?"
I tugged the corner of my mouth at her, my smile was not warm at all.
"Listen! I'm An Zhimo's sister, and my name is An Shinian!"
"What? You are bad...ah no, you are An... Shi Nian?" Tong Jianing's eyes widened when he heard my words.
Seeing her terrified expression, I snorted coldly and said, "That's right, you don't have to be afraid to say it, I am the bad girl An Shinian that you all know. But that's not the point, you're fine, you're a good girl." Girl, I was very happy with my younger brother. But there is one thing wrong with you, that is, your sister is called Tong Ruting. If I'm not wrong, your sister's health is not good because of leukemia. You Do you know what the disease is? You look quite normal, but I can’t tell if you have the disease-causing gene in your body. After all, you are sisters. Sister, let me tell you, our family will not have a family with leukemia It belongs to the daughter-in-law of the medical history. Therefore, short-term pain is worse than long-term pain, you should break with An Zhimo!"
"I never thought about marrying An Zhimo! We are still young, so we can't just stay together like this? What's wrong with my sister being sick? Why do you all look down on my sister? My sister is very pitiful! Aren't you An Shi? Years? Why don't you like me or my sister? Don't you just want me to break up with An Zhimo? I don't care if we share! I hate you!"
Tong Jianing cried and yelled at me, and even wanted to hit me with her fist, but was pulled over by Yang Fan and the others.
"Why are you arguing! Who looks down on your sister! Our Shi Nian is just stating the facts, why are you yelling?" Yang Fan and Jia Liang grabbed Tong Jianing's arms, while Tang Xiaowan frowned and cursed at the little girl.
Yang Fan, Jia Liang, Tang Xiaowan and I, there are four of us in total, and we have always been bad girls who "do evil" in the eyes of everyone.
Seeing that Xiaowan was going to slap Tong Jianing habitually, I quickly stopped drinking.
"What are you fussing about with her! She's still young, so it's normal for her not to understand some things! Let's go! Didn't you say you're hungry? I'm treating you today!"
As soon as I yelled, everyone let go, and Tong Jianing was left crying on the ground alone.
I glanced at her and didn't bother to care about her, so I pushed away with Yang Fan and the others.
It was as if nothing happened, but everyone's mood changed.
The name Tong Ruting is really not that simple to me.
03
We ate dinner at a food stall. The four of us ordered six dishes and one soup.
At the table, everyone was chatting nonsense.For a while, they joked about Yang Fan's test paper that scored three points, and then brought the topic to Tang Xiaowan's new boyfriend. It's natural for girls to gossip.
At times like this, I've always been in charge of eating and listening, and rarely chatted with them. I'm a rather boring person, and I don't know much about gossip.Several people at the table have long been used to my state, but they didn't think about letting me go like this, so every time I lay down, I would be shot.
"An Shinian, don't just eat! Let's gossip and know that Tong Ruting's sister has become your sister-in-law. How do you feel?" Yang Fan, who was sitting on my left, tapped my hand with chopsticks and asked narrowly. road.
I laughed dryly, picked up a piece of chicken with my chopsticks, stuffed it into my mouth, lowered my head and said inarticulately: "How do you feel? What do you think? Aren't they going to share now?"
Yang Fan snorted, patted my hand again, and said angrily, "I tell you! An Shinian, don't think about fooling around again today! Don't you think? Who are you lying to? Just now you know that girl is When Tong Ruting was her sister, your face looked so ugly, it's no wonder you didn't feel it."
"Don't talk about the year of poetry, I was shocked at the beginning. Why did you say it was such a coincidence? Why did An Zhimo find his brother-in-law's ex-girlfriend's sister to be his girlfriend! It's like a dog blood series!" Liang knocked on the bowl and echoed, still biting the meatballs in his mouth.
"Not to mention, it's normal for that kid Zhimo to fall in love with Tong Jianing. That girl looks just like her sister, with a beautiful temperament! Men like this, I wonder if Ji Yu was dumped by Tong Ruting back then, he guessed You won't look for us, Shi Nian. Why are you staring at me? Am I telling the truth? Everyone knows how much we weigh, and you all know what others say about Shi Nian! Ji Yu is not worthy of her, Shi Nian and we are both labeled as bad students, but who is Jiyu? He is a good student in the eyes of the teacher. Look at him, he is more handsome than girls, with a bookish face, and even his body seems to be full of That kind of faint ink fragrance, he and Tong Ruting are the same kind of people, they both belong to the temperament style. When the two of them talked back then, how many people in the school liked it, saying that she was a golden boy and a jade girl! I don’t know why Tong Ruting went crazy. Ji Yu was kicked. It hasn't been half a year since the two broke up, and Tong Ruting was rumored to have that disease again. I don't know whether to say she is pitiful or what. Ji Yu is also, and I don't know why he went crazy. We are in Shi Nian. It is said that it is to transfer emotional trauma, so there is no need to find Shi Nian who is so different from Tong Ruting, right? Anyway, let’s talk about it, Shi Nian, don’t be popular, just take this opportunity to talk about it, Which of your nerves is wrong, and then you agreed to talk to Jiyu? You two have been together for almost half a year, can't it be for real?"
Tang Xiaowan, who has always been the loudest, stood up and asked me loudly with a blushing face.Yang Fan and Jia Liang also put down their chopsticks to look at me.
They have asked this question several times, but each time I have not seriously answered it.
My scalp was a little tingling from being watched by them, I put down the bowl in my hand, was silent for a while, then raised my head and looked at the group of girlfriends in front of me with a serious expression.
"Actually, I don't know why Ji Yu wants to date me. I have been thinking about this question for half a year, but I still don't know why Tong Ruting doesn't want Ji Yu. It’s so good that no one can bear to get rid of him, right? Not only does he take care of me, but he also takes care of you buddies. You see, the schoolbag that Yang Fan is carrying now is also picked by Ji Yu, he even knows you better than me As for me! Why did I agree to him at the beginning? I don’t know why. It’s just that such an excellent person came to confess to me. I agreed. After talking about it, I found that Jiyu is even better than the legend. I also know that we are not compatible, but he is very good to me, and I am used to him being good to me, as if it has always been like this It’s good to go on. Hehe, don’t laugh! I don’t have as much emotional experience as you, and I met such a good person in our first conversation. If I let go, I can’t bear it! But if he wants to leave me, I also promise that I have to wake up after a long dream. Oh, stop talking, let's eat! The food is cold!"
I waved my chopsticks and said to everyone, everyone looked at me sadly as if they hadn't heard enough, but seeing that I didn't intend to continue, they didn't ask any more questions, and each continued to eat with their chopsticks.
They started a new gossip, but who knows what to say, and finally turned to me.
"Shi Nian, you asked Tong Jianing to break up with your brother, isn't it because of Tong Ruting?" Jia Liang raised his head and asked me.
I sipped my beer and raised my eyebrows: "Am I like this kind of person? Tong Ruting and I have never met formally, so there is no reason to hinder her sister's happiness because of her affairs. I have no prejudice against her, mainly It's her disease. Her younger sister was born with the same parents as her. I don't know if there is a genetic gene for this disease. You say, her younger sister and An Zhimo are still young, and it's okay to fall in love casually, but who can tell? Guaranteed that there will be no accidents in the future? If the two of them have a deep relationship by then, but Tong Jianing gets that disease, do you think those elders in my family will let Tong Jianing in? It’s not good for relatives in the family to have this disease. Me too For their own good, they are still young and their relationship is not deep, so it won't be so uncomfortable if they break up early."
After finishing speaking, everyone at the table laughed: "Shi Nian, so you love my little brothers and sisters so much!"
"Originally!" I gave them a blank look and snorted coldly.
"Si Nian, you are so farsighted, have you ever thought about your future with Ji Yu? Are you sure your parents will accept him?"
"What's the point of asking! Ji Yu's family conditions are so good, and he is so good, it's no wonder her parents don't accept Shi Nian! I think it's true that Ji Yu's parents should accept Shi Nian. "
"It's still early, what's the use of you talking about it now? It's not my crow's mouth, Shi Nian and Ji Yu, I'm not optimistic about them now, it's not that I don't want to be optimistic about them, but I dare not! I have a hunch that they Sooner or later, the two will break up!"
"Tang Xiaowan, don't keep saying such ugly things!"
"Fan girl, let me tell you, whether it is a blessing or a disaster is not determined by saying good or bad things! Shi Nian and Ji Yu, no one can say for sure!"
……
Yang Fan and Jia Liang kept arguing with Tang Xiaowan, but I seemed like an outsider, patronizing my meal.
What Tang Xiaowan said was right, whether it was a blessing or a curse, it was fate, and she couldn't escape it.
"Shi Nian, if your brother knows that you let Tong Jianing break up with him, will he make trouble with you?"
On the way back after dinner, Yang Fan suddenly asked me.
"Arguing with me because of his death-dealing virtue?" I shook my dizzy head and turned to Yang Fan who was leaning on Jia Liang's shoulder.
"That's right, your brother doesn't seem to be troublesome either!" Jia Liang burped.
"Maybe, puberty is here, maybe the nerves are wrong!"
"Tang Xiaowan, you're scaremongering again!"
"Don't listen to me if you think my words are ugly! It's not the first day you know me!"
"Yeah, you've been known for your 'venomous tongue' for a long time!"
The three behind them began to tease each other again.I walked ahead, looking up at the dark sky.
It's night, there are too few stars tonight, and it is expected to rain tomorrow.
04
When I received the call from An Zhimo, I had just come out of the bathroom after taking a shower. Several sisters in the same dormitory said that the phone on my bed had been ringing for a long time. When I picked it up, it was actually An Zhimo.
An Zhimo seldom calls me.Although he said when he entered the school that he was very happy to be in the same school as me again, and that he could be with me every day, but in fact he has been in Jingfeng for more than half a year, and there are only a handful of calls to me.I checked the time on my phone again, it was already past ten o'clock in the evening, I don't know why this kid An Zhimo is still awake and calling me?
He used to call me, and if I didn't answer, he was fine with it, but this time, he was unusually persistent, it seemed that if I didn't answer, he would just keep calling.
Feeling awkward being stared at by my roommate, I frowned and pressed the answer button.
"What do you want from me?" I said lazily, and when I heard An Zhimo's sniffling voice on the phone, I vaguely guessed the reason for his call.
"An Shinian, I hate you! Why do you want to find Tong Jianing? Why do you want to make her cry? Why do you tell her not to be with me? Woohoo, why do you want to meddle in my affairs? You can't even manage yourself , why do you want to meddle in my business! A lot of people fall in love, you talk about it yourself, why do you want to break us up?"
An Zhimo was crying and yelling at me on the phone like a madman.
In my memory, An Zhimo has always been a docile little white rabbit. No matter how others tease him, he never gets angry, at most he feels sad, and then cries pitifully at me.It was the first time I heard him yelling at me. My sister stopped yelling and just yelled "An Shi Nian An Shi Nian".
I guessed that he would be angry, but I didn't expect him to act like this.
This is too unlike An Zhimo.
"An Zhimo, calm down, don't yell, listen to me first. I'm not letting you fall in love, I just let you break up with that girl, you two are not suitable. I'm your sister, I won't hurt you."
Before I finished speaking, An Zhimo started howling again, and my ears hurt from the shock.
"Yes, you won't hurt me, but you will hurt Tong Jianing. Why do you say you beat her? Don't you feel ashamed when so many of you bully her as a little girl? Everyone says my sister An Shinian is a bad girl , I didn’t believe it before, but now I believe it. You are a complete hooligan, and you know how to use violence against others. You said that I am not suitable for Tong Jianing, then you are not suitable for Brother Jiyu. Why don’t you follow me? He broke up? You broke up with him, you!"
I know Tong Yan Wuji, and I also know that An Zhimo is talking nonsense because of his emotions. I shouldn't care about it, but I was still annoyed by his words.
"What are you talking about? When did I hit her? I didn't even touch her with a little finger!"
Annoyed, I pulled the towel on my head, pushed open the door and left the dormitory, went to the stairwell outside and continued: "Call me a hooligan, let me tell you An Zhimo, anyone in the world can call me, You are not qualified! Think about it, for whom did I become like this? Do you think I like violence? Who asked me for help as soon as I was beaten! Do you think it is so fun to fight with people? On your body, your indestructible body doesn’t hurt, does it? At first I didn’t think the little girl was bad, but now I’m talking nonsense to her, and I won’t let you two be together! You hate me, don’t you? ?Okay, even though I hate you, I don’t care about your sister, anyway, I tell you, you want to walk with that girl again, and I will beat her once I see her! Anyway, once is also beaten, and twice is also beaten, I will be posted This label, what else can I not dare to do!"
When people are angry, they are easy to say angry words, but my brainless brother took it seriously and cried even more fiercely on the phone.
"An Shinian, you scoundrel, why are you so bad! If you don't let me be with Tong Jianing, I won't recognize you as my sister. You are my shame, I don't want you as a bad sister. I want to tell cum Brother Yu, let him know how bad you are, let him not want you. No one will want you anymore, it depends on you!"
"Go and tell him! Hurry up, I beg you, please hurry up and tell Jiyu, it's best to let him break up with me early! If you are a man, just tell me what you say, and I'll wait for you to go Find Jiyu to sue me. You think I’m your shame, don’t you? An Zhimo, you are so ruthless! What kind of white-eyed wolf is it? , I am not lucky to be your sister!"
My nose was sore for a while, I wiped the sore corners of my eyes, and after yelling at the phone, I reached out and pressed the phone decisively.
An Zhimo's mournful cry came from the phone.
"Sister, you can fulfill me!"
Nonsence!Who is your sister!
I pressed the phone angrily, held the phone in my hand, and spat and cursed.
From time to time, people in the corridor walked out of the dormitory to look towards the stairs, but no one dared to come over.I sat alone on the stairs.
The phone was still ringing, and the word "brother" was beating on the screen. I felt depressed for a while, and turned off the phone angrily.When excited, the whole person coughed desperately, and tears overflowed from his eyes.
damn it!I was so angry and cried by a hairy child!
An Shinian, you have failed enough as a sister.
05
"Shi Nian, what happened last night? People on your level said that you got very angry in the corridor by yourself."
Early in the morning, Yang Fan sat down on the seat in front of me, babbling at me.
I rolled my eyes at her, pulled the sleeves of my clothes, and continued to sleep in another direction.
Someone behind me kept poking my back with fingers.
"Shi Nian! What's wrong with you to tell us? Last night you were asked to play with us. You pretended to be a child and said you wanted to go back to bed early, and now you come to the classroom to sleep early. What are you playing? "
Tang Xiaowan's eccentric soprano floated over, and Yang Fan, who hadn't calmed down, immediately followed up.
I had a headache and couldn't sleep because of the noise from those two people. I raised my head and stared at those two with my big eyes with thick dark circles.
"What's wrong with learning, it's so annoying to have to learn from others! What can I do? You are not in our class, what are you doing here? Get lost, give back your seat! You can do whatever you want!"
Impatiently, I pushed Yang Fan and Tang Xiaowan with my hands. Those two girls are stubborn. You let them go, but they won't go. I pushed them a little with all my strength.
"An Shinian!" A figure suddenly flashed in from the back door of the classroom, and when he saw me, he shouted excitedly at me.
"Get out! Get out for me! If you have something to say, go out!"
I grabbed Yang Fan and Tang Xiaowan with two hands respectively, and I didn't have a third hand to emerge, so I could only yell at Jia Liang who was rushing over with a straight face.
Jia Liang froze for a moment, then smiled at me tremblingly: "What are you thinking! I didn't come here to gossip about you! Don't forget, we are in the same class! Oh, yes, Ji Yu is outside, holding a bag in his hand, and it’s likely to bring you a loving breakfast again!"
As soon as Jia Liang finished speaking, Yang Fan and Tang Xiaowan stopped moving.
"A good student is here. It won't hinder you from being sweet. Let's go first!" Yang Fan broke away from my hand, patted my shoulder and said, then pulled Tang Xiaowan away with a condensed expression.
Tang Xiaowan doesn't like me being with Ji Yu, I know this, and I know even more that in this school, no one actually thinks highly of our couple.
Even an ignorant brat like An Zhimo said that Ji Yu and I were totally incompatible, so I should break up with Ji Yu.
However, I don't know why I kept messing with Jiyu like this as if I didn't care about anything.
Yang Fan dragged Tang Xiaowan away early, Jia Liang winked at me with a smirk, and the rest of the class also looked at me secretly.
I suddenly felt a little tired, so I took a deep breath and went out depressed.
From a distance, he could see the boy standing at the end of the corridor.
Even wearing ordinary clothes, it can't hide his clean and refined aura at all.The morning sun shone a few rays of light on his body, and the young man's delicate silhouette was bathed in warm light, which was soft but cold.
For the first time, I didn't rush towards that slender figure as fast as usual.
For the first time, I stood in the distance, quietly staring at the boy who was holding a plastic bag in one hand and in his trouser pocket with the other, facing me sideways.
For the first time, I found that when he was waiting for me, his expression was indifferent and his eyes were lifeless.
For the first time, I realized that I didn't know this boy at all.
It was just that on a rainy night, I met him who was suffering from a broken relationship and saw him crying alone under the street lamp by the side of the road. I don't know if it was out of kindness or sympathy that I handed him an umbrella.
Then, I don't know if it was a week or six days later, I met him again.On a sunny afternoon, he stood at the door of my classroom with the umbrella sent by Telecom, and said he was looking for An Shinian.I was surprised to go out, a little surprised to see him, and a little stunned to hear his invitation to associate with me.
The words are like this.
"An Shinian, I'm Jiyu! I'll chase you!"
I don't know what happened to me at that time, but my heart beat a little faster, seeing the blush on his fair face, I just nodded my head in a mysterious way.
Then, Ji Yu didn't chase after him at all, so I agreed to date him.
He treats me very well, not only brings breakfast every day, but also as long as I am hungry at night, no matter how late, he will show up downstairs in my dormitory with supper.Give me an umbrella when it rains, and I'm not allowed to fight with others.If I was beaten, he would always stand in front of me.Even if everyone dislikes us, even if the teacher talked to him and advised him not to be obsessed with ghosts, he will still be my perfect boyfriend, An Shinian.However, even though he was extraordinarily good to me, I still felt that there seemed to be something missing between us.
It's throbbing!It belongs to the throbbing of love.But we, it seems not.
His kindness to me is actually the same as his current state, even he is at a loss.And besides accepting his kindness habitually, I actually don't know him at all.
what does he likeWhat does he hate?What is his inner world like?I, An Shinian, don't know anything.
Everyone is right, we really shouldn't be together.
06
Hearing footsteps, Ji Yu turned around, and the moment he saw me, I noticed the trance in his eyes.
Slowly, those clear eyes condensed into a focal point, my shadow was reflected in the bright black pupils, and then the pretty thin lips pursed into a slight smile, just like in the past, every morning after dating, he Standing at the stairway, which is only half illuminated by the sun, smiling sweetly at me.
"Qiaoxiaoqianxi" is an adjective suitable for girls, but please forgive my lack of words, my language is too bad, and I really can't find other words to describe this boy who is more delicate than a girl.
I walked towards Jiyu, but the smile on my face was not as natural as before, but a little stiff.
Because I found out that it turns out that Ji Yu's smile on me also needs time to condense.
"Hungry! Something happened in the morning, so I'm a little late today."
Cum Rain smiled at me.Those slender hands were frantically flipping through the meals in the plastic bag. I didn’t rummage with him like before to see what he had brought. I just took the soy milk and siu mai he handed over and ate them silently. .
Ji Yu always watched me finish my food before leaving. I didn't have much to talk to him about, but I managed to say a few words.But today, I can't tell why, I just don't want to speak, for fear that if I do, I will say some hypocritical words.
Ji Yu seemed to have noticed my silence, his expression was a little stiff, and the smile on his face couldn't hold back anymore, and gradually faded.The man leaned against the railing at the corner of the stairs again, his body was facing me, but his back was against my shoulder, whether it was intentional or not.
We have been dating for nearly half a year, and the number of times we even hold hands is very limited. Except for him to bring me breakfast, we rarely see each other.After all, the circles of the two people are too different, and it is difficult to blend in, so I have been curious about how Jiyu knows all my preferences, as well as the preferences of my group of buddies.It can only be said that he is a keen observer!
The intimacy that couples should have, I and cum rain have always been rare.At this moment, the young man's thin back is just sticking to my shoulder, and the faint warmth is transmitted from his body, and my mood is still disturbed.
"Today, I met your brother! In the breakfast shop outside the school, he seemed to know that I would go, so he was waiting for me there."
The sound of cum rain is very nice, clear and crisp, and the articulation is very clear.
Even though he said it in a low voice, I still listened to it word for word. Subconsciously, I shook my hand. I lost my grip on the soy milk and spilled my hand.
"Hehe! An Zhimo really looked for you! It's been 18 years, and it's the first time I've seen him look like a man, and he speaks quite well! What's the matter, what did he tell you about me? What do you have? If you want to express your opinion, I will listen!"
I casually wiped the soy milk on my hands with the sleeve of my clothes, and said in a bit acid tone.
Jiyu stared at my dirty sleeves, frowned and said, "Didn't I tell you not to wipe things with your clothes? You wipe it over and over again, and you always like to wipe your mouth with it after it gets dirty. , very unhygienic!"
"As the old saying goes, if you don't clean, you won't get sick if you eat it. If it's unhygienic, it's unhygienic, and you can't die. Tell me, what did An Zhimo tell you?"
Impatiently, I pulled the dirty sleeve from Ji Yu's hands, put my hands behind my back, turned my head and said.
Ji Yu still refused to let go, grabbed my hand from behind me, rolled up my dirty half sleeve with a straight face, and said angrily: "Go back tonight and change the clothes for me, I will wash it for you I'll give it to you tomorrow morning. Don't use this to wipe your mouth in the future, when all the bacteria are eaten into your stomach, you will know the pain if your stomach hurts."
When it comes to my health, no one is more in control of me than cum rain.Take breakfast as an example. I never ate breakfast before, but Ji Yu said that skipping breakfast was bad for my health, so he got up early every day, went out of school to the breakfast shop outside, and bought breakfast for me and delivered it to me.
Sometimes I feel that cum rain cares more about my dying body than my soul.
He couldn't get in, and he didn't seem to want to get into my heart, but he controlled my body very tightly.
This makes me feel cold.
"Your brother asked me to persuade you. I hope you can let him continue to fall in love. He really likes that girl and doesn't want to be separated from her." Ji Yu said while straightening my sleeves with her head down.
I looked at the hair on his head, and said stiffly, with a cold voice: "Do you know who An Zhimo is dating?"
Ji Yu stopped what he was doing, and looked up at me with flickering eyes.
"Actually, Jianing is a very good girl. You don't have to worry about her hurting your brother. Your brother is now in a rebellious period. If you stop them like this, it may arouse your brother's rebellious emotions even more. Even if you don't want them to be together , there is no need to bring someone to bully Tong Jianing, she is just a little girl, so many of you..."
Before Ji Yu could finish speaking, I shook off his hand and stared at him angrily.
"What? Do you also think that I brought Yang Fan and the others to beat that girl? Good girl, good girl! I have never seen a good girl talking nonsense! If I, An Shinian, really hit her, she will still have her life with An Zhimo Crying? How do you know she is a good child? Do you know her very well? Oh, I forgot, you had a relationship with her sister! It's normal to help her talk!"
I don't know why I suddenly brought up the past between Ji Yu and Tong Ruting, but I suddenly felt aggrieved and resentful, and I urgently needed to vent.
Sure enough, Ji Yu's expression turned cold, he looked at me fixedly, gnashing his teeth.
"An Shinian, can you make some sense, can't you just discuss the facts? Why mention those things?"
"Yes, I'm unreasonable. An Zhimo called me a hooligan and didn't want to recognize my sister, but you said I was unreasonable. I really don't understand why you despise me so much, why are you still pestering me? Let's break up." Oh, look, people all over the world are waiting for us to break up! It’s not that I, An Shinian, have arms and legs broken and are so long that no one wants me, why should I be talked about by others, saying that I ruined you what!"
I yelled at the cum rain, my eyes a little sore.
Bypassing the cum rain, I threw all the unfinished breakfast in my hands into the trash can beside me, turned around and was about to leave, but was held tightly by the cum rain.
"An Shinian, I don't despise you!" He said, his voice flattering.
I brushed my hair back, turned around, and looked at him.
"Whatever you think! You say I'm unreasonable! Then I'll tell you clearly that I don't want Tong Jianing to be with that boy An Zhimo for one reason, and that's because Tong Jianing's sister is Tong Ruting. I don't care about you I just care about her illness. Who knows if leukemia will be inherited, and who knows if Tong Jianing will get this disease in the future. If my family knows that she has an older sister who has this disease, Regardless of whether she and An Zhimo can make it to the end, my family will definitely not agree with them being together. Anyway, if there is no good result, it is better to let them end as soon as possible. "
"Even if Tong Ruting has leukemia, you can't treat her sister like this! This disease is not hereditary, aren't you too decisive? You are so healthy that you don't know the suffering of the sick. She is already very pitiful. Why do you You have to keep mentioning her illness. An Shinian, do you know how cruel you are! "
"Cruel? Haha, there are more and more words to slander me! Well, I'm cruel, you can do whatever you like! If you think that boy is pitiful, you can go to her! Don't bother me!"
I was stabbed somewhere on my body, and the pain made me want to howl.But in the end, I just shook off Jiyu, dropped this sentence, and then ran back to my classroom in embarrassment.
When I entered the door, out of the corner of my eye, I caught a glimpse of him standing motionless around the corner, and then walked down the stairs without looking back.
I suddenly wanted to laugh, and habitually wiped my face with my hands, and my hands were wet.
Damn it!Why are you so vulnerable recently?I was made to cry again.
(End of this chapter)
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