marriage to pregnancy

Chapter 150 She Loves You Very Much!

Looking down at the densely packed characters in his eyes, Yan Qingyu rubbed the aching brows: "Let's hear it..."

"Lai Xinrou, 25 years old, a famous obstetrician and gynecologist! When she was three years old, her biological father died in a car accident, and her mother took her to remarry her current husband Su Ziqiang! To put it bluntly, Su Ziqiang is just a Idle and idle vagrants earn money by doing odd jobs! They know how to do some carpentry, and they used to be able to support their families. They were almost forty and didn’t marry a wife. Later, for some reason, they married Lai Xinrou’s mother. , life can barely go on! I heard that Lai Xinrou's mother is also considered a beauty. For her, Su Ziqiang worked very hard for a while, and he really loves this daughter... Unfortunately, when Lai Xinrou was 13 years old At that time, her mother died of illness due to overwork. When she was dying, she asked Su Ziqiang to take good care of her daughter... At the beginning, he still cared about the old relationship, but later, when there was no woman in the family, everything changed. Gradually revealed her true nature... Lai Xinrou is very smart, her academic performance was very good at the age of 13, and she was very diligent when she returned home... She was doing part-time jobs, desperately trying to make up for tuition fees, and wanted to continue studying in college... Outstanding grades, won many awards Less scholarship and subsidy... It's a pity... At the age of 16, that beast raped Lai Xinrou when he was drunk, and the matter was exposed. He even found a camera and took pictures of her... After a long time, Su Ziqiang himself was afraid She hid, and Lai Xinrou's grades also dropped for a while... Later, on the eve of the college entrance examination, she suddenly returned to normal. After entering the university, she was considered to have left that house... Later, it is said that Lai Xinrou seldom went home because of her excellent grades. She was recommended to study abroad for two years... But since that incident, she has become very withdrawn, and basically has no good friends around her. No matter male or female, she treats everyone with a cold, formulaic tone... The relationship with classmates and colleagues It is also limited to that environment. In other words, after leaving the gate of the hospital, she should not go shopping alone with any of her colleagues... Of course, women, maybe except... After work, Lai Xinrou tried to get rid of Su Ziqiang, but he didn't Knowing who she was looking for, she even sent a luau photo of Lai Xinrou to her mailbox, forcing Lai Xinrou to dare not run away, and sending money to her every month for fear of being harassed by him, and has been moving in recent years... ...According to the investigation, what she is afraid of is not only that he will ask for money...that man can do anything!"

Unexpectedly, Lai Xinrou would have such an experience, Yan Qingyu couldn't help but frowned: "You really are a stinging scum!"

"How should I put it! Lai Xinrou is really pitiful! She doesn't have any friends around her, and she doesn't dare to trust men easily! Even subconsciously, she resists anyone's kindness in self-protection! In short, it's her fate! I don't know what it is Not because of this experience, she has never been in a relationship until a year ago, she met a college student who had just graduated and went to a hospital laboratory to apply for a job... called... Yi Kang or something, who was a few years younger than her, and they fell in love! I heard that she helped this college student a lot. Unfortunately, not long ago, the two broke up. The man not only changed his job, but also found another girlfriend! Lai Xinrou was depressed for a few days and was ordered to I took a two-day break, but then, suddenly she seemed to be okay... You asked me to check, and that's about all I could find. That Su Ziqiang is a social scum, and this Lai Xinrou, hey hey , innocent victim! However, there is one thing that I find very strange..."

Sitting up straight, after taking out the materials, Yan Qingyu answered casually: "You mean...she helped Wanwan?!"

"Isn't it?! Although Lai Xinrou is a doctor, she is famous for her low-key indifference! After leaving the hospital, let her meddle in her own business... I think it's incredible. Even if she used to be Miss Fang's obstetrician, Two birth checkups a month, the relationship between the two of them will not develop so quickly! Can Ms. Fang safely hand over the child to an unfamiliar person? But according to the investigation, Lai Xinrou does not have many friends. The recent phone call records us I have also checked, and the two have no connection at all, so I wonder...how could the two of them get mixed up?!"

Reflecting, Yan Qingyu couldn't help but let out a long sigh:

"One hundred secrets and one sparse, this is the key to my negligence! If I had known that their relationship was extraordinary, do you think I would have let her come in and out of my house freely, and let her be by Wan's side? Although I I don’t know when the two became friends! I’m sure Lai Xinrou has special care for Wan! Because more than once, I saw her maintenance of Wan from the bottom of her eyes, and even accused me openly of not… I was negligent I always thought that she was out of a doctor's instinct to sympathize with patients... After all, she is also a poor woman. Whether she is Wan's friend or not, I hope she really helped Wan. At least, that way, I won't have any regrets …”

Nodding his head, Ken's tone became a little heavy: "Now...the breakthrough has been made, what are you going to do?"

"Find a few people, first figure out and get those handles out! Then... think of a way to help him, I don't want to see such a black sheep again in this life! Let him reflect on it inside!"

"I know how to do it! Wait for my news!"

Standing up, Ken made an "OK" gesture, then turned and walked out the door.

***
In the hospital, since Lai Xinrou walked into the gate, patients and nurses kept looking at her curiously, and they were always sneaky, half-seeing.

Capturing the abnormal reactions around her, Lai Xinrou touched her hair subconsciously, and then looked at herself.The same updo, the same skirt, the same black leather shoes... nothing changed, what happened today?
Unconsciously, passing by a piece of glass window, Lai Xinrou looked at her own reflection, her face was not dirty, turned around, Lai Xinrou's heart became more and more suspicious, and her pace became disordered.

She has always been used to doing things in her own way and seldom attracting attention. At this moment, Lai Xinrou felt something was wrong all over her body, and she was inexplicably nervous and confused about whether she should take her left foot or her right foot.

Could it be... what did that scumbag do again!
Thinking about it, a bad premonition also emerged.In a daze, as soon as Lai Xinrou walked to the door of the office, she heard bursts of laughter coming from inside, she paused, and subconsciously raised her eyes to look at the door plate.

In the hospital, this special workplace, even the staff are under tremendous mental pressure and sadness every day, such a clear laughter makes her creepy!
Laughter has always been insulated from them, and seriousness is the only mask they can use.

After looking around, Lai Xinrou slowed down and walked in slowly.As soon as I entered the door, I saw that several doctors and nurses on duty in the department were all there, whispering together, not knowing what they were talking about, but they all had smiles on their faces.

"Doctor Lai, you are finally here..."

The nurse's crisp voice suddenly sounded, and Lai Xinrou's heart stopped for a while, and then he laughed twice:
"Hehe, Xiao Lin, you... this is..."

Before Lai Xinrou could express her doubts, another nurse greeted her from a distance:
"Doctor Lai, come here, come here quickly..."

Immediately, the little nurse next to her took her arm and dragged her into the crowd, and pressed her to the middle seat. Then, a swarm of swarms came and surrounded her tightly:
"Doctor Lai, the one who came to pick you up last night...is your boyfriend?! Where did you know such a handsome man? He is so handsome! By the way, what does he do? He looks rich and good It's masculine..."

"That's right! Doctor Lai, tell us! No wonder you are unmoved by the handsome chief of our hospital, Doctor Du, who chases after you. It turns out that you already have such a high-quality boyfriend! Before, Doctor Du was in my heart It’s the incarnation of Prince Charming, my idol! Now I realize that I’m really a frog in a well. She is dazzled, it seems to be real now! When will you introduce your boyfriend to us, and let us have a look? Last evening, we didn’t see clearly... Xiaoli said that man Looks more handsome up close, doesn't it, doesn't it?"

"It must be true! I saw with my own eyes last night that man driving a luxury car and following Sister Xinrou all the time...Sister Xinrou, are you guys having a fight?! Sister Xinrou, let me tell you, in this world , there are not many good men left, such a handsome, rich, and caring man, don't miss it just because of your whim..."

"..."

The colleagues next to you talked to each other, and it was only then that Lai Xinrou realized that all the anomalies were caused by Yan Qingyu. In her heart, a faint anomaly disappeared in a flash, and she breathed a long sigh of relief.

Pushing aside the siege of the crowd, he stood up:
"You guys got it wrong...he...isn't my boyfriend! He came to me because of...other things! Don't guess...that kind of gold-plated and diamond-studded man...how could he fall in love with ordinary people like us?"

After finishing speaking, Lai Xinrou turned around to get her white coat and was about to change. Behind her, the chatter continued:
"Gold-plated diamonds? That's really rich... Times have changed, and the crown prince has married a commoner, so love has no boundaries... Sister Xinrou, your boyfriend is so handsome!..."

"Yeah! Don't worry, it's okay to admit it, we have professional ethics and won't rob you..."

On this day, because of this little episode, Lai Xinrou's heart seemed... changed. Whenever she thought about it, she would have the urge to laugh, but if she really wanted to ask why, she couldn't tell. .

After work, as soon as he walked out of the hospital gate, the familiar black car came into view again.

Staring at the tall and handsome man in front of him, there was another burst of teasing laughter around him. He reminded his colleague and pushed her red lips into a tight line.

A moment later, a tall figure greeted him: "Doctor Lai—"

This time, Lai Xinrou's attitude was not as rigid as before, and her tone was obviously much softer:
"Why are you here again? You have already said it, I really don't know... Even if you waste more time on me, I still say this! From now on, don't come to me again! With this kung fu... I advise you, try your best from elsewhere!"

After finishing speaking, Lai Xinrou turned around and walked aside.

The corners of his lips hooked indifferently, and Yan Qingyu said calmly: "Dr. Lai, I want to negotiate a deal with you—"

After a pause, Lai Xinrou frowned slightly, then slowly turned around, facing the confident man behind him, her heart trembled slightly:
"I... I don't think we have anything to talk about!"

After finishing speaking, Lai Xinrou turned back again, before she had time to take a step, the three words that aroused her fragile nerves came out suddenly:

"Su Ziqiang—"

Turning around suddenly, Lai Xinrou's face turned pale: "What do you know? What do you want?!"

"Doctor Lai, don't be nervous! I know what I need to know, and I don't want to do anything! I can help you get back what you want, and get rid of him completely, so that he can never bother you again in this life! However, In exchange, you have to tell me first, you know, everything about late with the child..."

Slowly puffing out the cigarette in his hand, Yan Qingyu made a condition.

Humans have weaknesses!He knew that this condition was absolutely alluring to her.

Sure enough, Lai Xinrou was silent for a long time...
Then, raising her eyes, Lai Xinrou sighed heavily:

"I said, I don't know anything... I don't think we will be able to negotiate this deal, and I don't think we will have... the need to meet..."

After finishing speaking, Lai Xinrou turned around and prepared to leave again, the calm and persuasive voice from behind resounded again:

"Doctor Lai, don't rush to make a decision. I will give you three days to think about it! After three days, I will come to you again, and I hope you can give me a satisfactory answer! Doctor Lai, if I were you, I would take good care of you." Take advantage of this once-in-a-lifetime opportunity! Dealing with me is much easier than dealing with a scoundrel! No matter what your relationship with Wan is...I have no ill intentions towards her...So, this deal is of great benefit to you No harm..."

There was no sound, but Lai Xinrou's heart did feel alive.She really wanted to cut Su Zi into pieces, but she couldn't bear to betray Mo Wan, so she left after a while.

Behind him, Yan Qingyu also turned around and got into the car, with a faint smile on his lips.

****
The impetuous heart was disturbed by Yan Qingyu's words, and for a while, Lai Xinrou also wavered a little indecision.

In the past at times like this, she was used to chatting with Mo Wan online to resolve matters, but this time, she was doomed to suffer alone, without anyone to listen.

Su Ziqiang is a vampire and her nightmare!In her dreams, she wants to get rid of it and hurry up!However, apart from killing people, she couldn't think of a second way to get rid of him forever!Therefore, Lai Xinrou has reservations about Yan Qingyu's words!On the one hand, she is worried about Mo Wan, on the other hand, she is also afraid that 'if it cannot be solved completely, it will end up with endless troubles'!
For the next two days, Lai Xinrou still did not give up the idea of ​​finding a house and moving.

Because of Su Ziqiang, she obviously already has the financial strength to support a house, but she still dare not settle down, because that man will linger and destroy all the good things she has worked so hard to make, and make everyone around her look like her ex-boyfriend Same, no matter how much she pays, because of him, she leaves her, even hides far away...

She hates, and she is also afraid!
After several phone calls and transfers to several districts, Lai Xinrou felt more and more headaches.It wasn't the first time that he moved, but no matter how far or how far he escaped, he would still find him for half a year at most. She even changed the hospital once, but unfortunately, she still couldn't get rid of it.She once solemnly warned Su Ziqiang that if he wanted money, he should not appear within the scope of the hospital, otherwise everyone would have to die, and he seemed to be really afraid of such an ending, so he rarely went to the hospital to find her.

After packing her luggage, Lai Xinrou suddenly realized that it shouldn't make much difference whether she moved or not. After all, a monk can't run away from the temple, and she really has had enough of such a busy life!

Sitting on the suitcase, Lai Xinrou was in a daze for a while.

Suddenly, a familiar doorbell rang, and she came back to her senses, thinking that the moving company had arrived, so Lai Xinrou got up and ran over:
"It's coming... I'm sorry, that..."

As soon as she opened the door, facing Su Ziqiang's scruffy figure, Lai Xinrou instinctively wanted to close the door.After all, there is a difference in strength between men and women. With a thin body squeezed into the crack of the door, Su Ziqiang pushed the door open with one force, and almost pushed Lai Xinrou to the ground.

Looking up, the suitcases piled up in the living room came into view, Su Ziqiang was annoyed for a while, rushed forward, and grabbed Lai Xinrou's hand:

"Damn! What is this for? Want to run again?! Do you think you can run away?! I have dragged you to such an age, but you don't want to repay?! Let me tell you, you don't even want to run in your life! If you get into a mouse hole, I can dig you out too! Obediently give me money! Be filial to me, and I will naturally not embarrass you! Otherwise, I will reveal all your scandals, and see what face you have In this world?! I haven't seen you for a few days, you seem to be more succulent..."

Screaming, inadvertently caught the delicate skin between Lai Xinrou's neck, a chaotic light suddenly flashed in Su Ziqiang's eyes, sporadic fragments flashed in his mind, Su Ziqiang's hand moved unconsciously to Lai Xinrou's face, hungry His eyes glowed, and even his Adam's apple rolled up and down uncontrollably——

"What are you doing?! Let me go! Let me go! I warn you, don't mess around...I will call the police..."

Raising his hand abruptly, he patted off Su Ziqiang's dirty black hand, noticed his sinister eyes, the painful memories of the past flooded his mind again like a nightmare, Lai Xinrou couldn't help scolding in cold sweat, his face was pale and trembling, struggling , just wanted to run to the door.

She was afraid, afraid of being in a confined space with such a beast.

"Pretend to be serious, it's not the first time! As long as you don't yell, no one will know... You don't want others to see it, right? Be good, don't make noise, don't make noise..."

Heartbroken, he rushed forward, Su Ziqiang tore Lai Xinrou's clothes as if he had been beaten with blood.

"Ah! Go away! Go away! Don't touch me! Help, come, help—"

As if returning to the days when there was nothing = the sun, Lai Xinrou closed her eyes and kicked her limbs, avoiding and shouting like crazy. In the living room, the two of them instantly twisted into a ball.

"Don't bark, don't bark, soon..."

Flying and throwing Lai Xinrou to the ground, Su Ziqiang sat on her half with one hand, covered her mouth with the whole body, and hurriedly pulled up his belt with the other hand.

She was so disgusted that she almost vomited, grabbed his arm hard, and pushed his hand away. Lai Xinrou yelled, trying to turn her body to avoid:

"Ah! Come on! Help! Help me, ah! Go away! Don't touch me—"

"Damn it! Bitch! What's it called?!"

As if annoyed at being caught, he raised his hand, and Su Ziqiang punched Lai Xinrou on the arm, and then swept towards the corner of her mouth.

There was a stabbing pain, and Lai Xinrou turned her head abruptly, staring at her for a while, but before she could react, there was a sudden sound of clothes being torn and broken, which made her terrified, curled up her calves again, and struggled:

"Ah! Don't! Don't! Please don't! I'll give you money, I'll give you money..."

"Money, wait until I finish having fun!"

The flames were on fire, Su Ziqiang had long been driven away by desire and reason, and he just wanted to vent, clamoring, stretched out his hand to pull Lai Xinrou's home slacks again, and was busy trying to untie his waistband with one hand.

Suddenly there was a loud 'bang', and the door was kicked open. In the next second, Su Ziqiang's thin body was picked up, and he slammed it towards the door in an arc. Immediately, a sharp arrow shot A cold light like flying away:

"roll!"

"Ouch!"

With a scream, Su Ziqiang straightened up with his pants up, startled by Yan Qingyu's stare, hurriedly buckled his belt, turned back, swallowed, and was about to say something when Yan Qingyu Snatch the words first:
"Do you want me to call the police to ask you out? Why don't you go away?!"

If it wasn't for the fear of getting his hands dirty, he really wanted to throw him into the sea and feed him to bastards!The scum!

Seeing Yan Qingyu took out his mobile phone, Su Ziqiang spat in annoyance, glanced at him, muttered, then turned and left in disgrace:
"Fuck you! I will come again..."

Squinting his eyes and watching him go out, bending over, Yan Qingyu pulled up Lai Xinrou who was on the ground, helped her to sit on the sofa beside her, and then pulled out the coat that was worn on the side and put it on her shoulder with Xiaolu. Go, and then, turned around and poured her a glass of water, and handed over a tissue by the way.

Reaching out to take it, after a moment of contemplation, Lai Xinrou finally said slowly: "Wan...I love you very much..."

Before his ass sat down, Yan Qingyu was shocked by the words she suddenly blurted out. He was stunned for a long time before he sat down stiffly: "What...what?"

Faintly, Lai Xinrou repeated again: "She told me...she loves you very much...."

Heart beating like a drum, this time, Yan Qingyu was sure that he did not have auditory hallucinations.Knowing that she had already agreed to his terms, he immediately pricked up his ears while holding his breath.

"Mo Wan and I...Speaking of it, I don't know if we are friends. We only met this year for the first time, but we talked on the Internet...Maybe it's not less than ten years, it's hard to understand, isn't it? But the fact is that, Fate...is really indescribably weird! I didn't expect that she was by my side, so close that I could touch it. Before I knew who she was, I already... probably knew your story! She told me personally ... She loves your children very much and cares about you! I know that she has always longed to have a complete family. This is one of the reasons why she obviously didn't love you, even hated you, but she could choose to be with you for the sake of her children But in the end, I don’t know what happened between you, she was also happy and sad! But for a while, she was very happy, and told me more than once that she loves you very much and is very happy with you ...Later, I don't know when it started, she stopped talking about emotional entanglements, and occasionally, she just said...she was wrong and tired...I don't know what happened between you, it's just sporadic I heard her mention some... The child is still alive, and I brought it out from Yan's house! The method was her idea, and it was not convenient for us to communicate, so I did her this favor without asking. On the day she chose to leave, I brought the child out ahead of time and handed it over to her housekeeper... This is our story... That's all I know..."

Guessing that the relationship between the two should be unusual, at this moment, the knot in Yan Qingyu's heart was finally untied, but his mood suddenly became unspeakably heavy, and his throat was even a little sore. After a long time, he answered:

"Thank you!"

Then he stood up:
"You have a good rest and don't bother you anymore! I will help you settle his affairs! These three days, pay more attention, after three days, he will never appear in your sight again!"

After finishing speaking, Yan Qingyu opened the door and walked out.Holding the warm water glass from behind, watching that handsome figure disappear from sight, Lai Xinrou's heart suddenly fell to the ground, and unconsciously, she sighed softly...

****
Back in the car, only one voice remained in Yan Qingyu's mind: "She... loves you very much..."

After lighting a cigarette, Yan Qingyu suddenly felt as if a boulder was pressing on his heart.She loves him, why doesn't he?At this moment, how much he wanted to tell her loudly that he loved her too!However, he has no chance!
All along, he thought that the man in her heart was Yan Xincheng, and he had said more than once that he cared about her and liked her, and she didn't believe him, so he didn't bother to say it again, but at this moment, he only hated himself for not expressing enough.Was it his performance that ruined her love for him, made her feel that she was wrong, tired, and even left him at the end of the day?
Amidst the smoke, Yan Qingyu felt his heart ache like twists and turns, and he was so sad that he couldn't breathe——

After contemplating for a long time, he threw away the burnt cigarette butt before starting the car.

****
After returning home and stepping up the stairs on the second floor, Yan Qingyu stopped abruptly, looked around sideways, and finally turned around and walked towards his baby's room that was "nearly rural".

Ever since I left with the child at night, this room has become a closed secret place of the Yan family, no one wants to mention or touch it, and he is also afraid to face everything inside.

Pushing open the door, a familiar scene came into view, as far as the eye could see, every place seemed to be filled with her slender figure and the baby's laughter, Yan Qingyu's heart throbbed with pain, and he opened the door. Light, slow down, and sit on the bedside.

The bed was a bit messy, and there were children's toys scattered about. Yan Qingyu sat on the head of the bed, casually grabbed a doll tiger, held it in his hand, and slowly pressed it to his chest. His eyes... couldn't help feeling wet.

The most painful thing in the world is life and death.Although his child was still alive, he still couldn't escape such torture!
Shunjie went bankrupt, and her father became a vegetable because of this... And he has to pay a lot of responsibility for all of this. Even if he can find her now, she might not forgive him easily!She cared so much about her father, but this mistake cannot be made up for!

Thinking, Yan Qingyu closed his eyes lightly, and Yan Qingyu's heart couldn't help sinking a bit, his big palm with well-defined bones resentfully grabbed the doll in his hand...

After an unknown amount of time, Yan Qingyu let go of the doll in his hand, slowly got up, and inadvertently raised his eyes, the laptop on the small desk came into view, Lai Xinrou's words lingered in his ears, and Yan Qingyu left In the past, I raised my hand and pressed the power button.

The homepage of the computer is very clean, except for the most basic desktop, there are only simple chat tools and shortcuts to several financial software.Moving the mouse, Yan Qingyu wanted to click on "My Computer" to have a look, but unexpectedly, with a shaking, the browser page was opened.

With one punch, Yan Qingyu caught the only extra convenient way on the title bar of the main page at a glance, and then clicked lightly.

I didn't expect to log in. In an instant, the main page of the "Eight Immortals" space appeared in front of my eyes. Accompanied by a familiar piece of music, I burst into my eyes, full of photos of my baby son in various cute poses. Suddenly, Yan Qingyu's eyes were wet.

The familiar music was flowing slowly. It was the ringtone of Mo Wan's cell phone. He had heard it more than once, but he had never heard this song in its entirety. At this moment, Yan Qingyu could hear it clearly:
【It was you who told me that falling in love in winter is the most suitable, because love can make people warm;】

【I may not know, but love will also grow old, and hug you in the winter in a daze...】

……

【Thinking that you love you and cannot keep you, my dear, I have exhausted my strength to love and accept you...】

[Even if you make mistakes again and again, I will tolerate you, as long as you can hear my call, maybe you can know how much I love you...]

……

Listening to the familiar music, Yan Qingyu's mind suddenly had a scene of accompanying her during the maternity examination in winter. He knew that she was afraid of the cold. On that day, when it was snowing, he held her hand. Before getting into the car, she suddenly told him Said something strange:

'do you know?This is...a season for love...'

At this moment, Yan Qingyu realized that he remembered her words so clearly.Once, he didn't understand the meaning of this sentence, but after listening to this song, Yan Qingyu suddenly understood!

She wanted to tell him: winter is the season suitable for love!Maybe it was that time... He held hands unconsciously, which gave her a warm feeling, and she suddenly felt that she liked this song, maybe it was because it sang her state of mind!She wants the warmth in winter, she longs for him to give her warmth...

Hearing this song again, Yan Qingyu couldn't help but feel heartbroken.Looking at the photos of his son climbing, laughing, and cute poses, Yan Qingyu couldn't help blurring his eyes.

After a while, moving the mouse slowly, Yan Qingyu clicked on [Diary] and opened the first article...

[I never thought that one day we would meet, but now, I am indeed pregnant with his child and live in his room!We didn't know each other yet, but it was undeniable that he became the most important man in my life—my first man, my only man!And the father of my child!

He's not my type!

He is playful, evil, surly and arrogant, doing his own way, he is a bad man through and through!The first time we met, strangers took advantage of me. I remember the first time I came to Yan’s house, he actually took a woman who was not good enough to do that kind of thing upstairs, and made such a noise... Then One meal, we all couldn't eat it...

Or maybe it is because of this that I don't have a good impression of him, but I will never forget it!
I remember one time, when I went shopping with Xincheng to hide from the rain, he was splashed all over by his car. I was very angry and hated him even more. That time, because of him, I had a big fight with Xincheng!
I have to say that disgust is also a way to impress people!At least after so long, now, it still exists clearly in my memory...

Inexplicably, we went to bed, and my memory of that night is very vague. When I woke up, I only knew that I was in pain and collapsed!He clearly knew the relationship between me and Xincheng, but he still did that kind of thing to me... The most hateful thing is that he obviously took advantage of me, but he still humiliated me so arrogantly. At that moment, I hated him...very much Hate it!
However, I am helpless!Things have already happened, I am very confused, I don’t even know what to do...]

After reading this, Yan Qingyu's heart couldn't help but twitched. It turned out that he was such a jerk.

Reading her diary, the details of the encounter between the two emerged in my mind, and Yan Qingyu couldn't help but wrote his own comment below:
[It's hard to imagine that I still remember how the Yan family saw you, and even remembered that you were wearing a long nude dress... You look like a fairy who is not stained with dust, so peaceful, so well-behaved... You are beautiful, It's also very good, but I hate it so much...I hate seeing a perfect woman add luster to the man I hate the most. Maybe, at that moment, I had evil thoughts...]

【Your beauty gave birth to my evil!Every time I see your harmony, I can't help but want to destroy...even if... want you!That night was so beautiful that in the future... I would never be interested in other women... late, I never regretted that night, and I was even very lucky!In this life... never regret it! 】

(End of this chapter)