I met you in my life

Chapter 24 Saying Goodbye to Love, Rebirth of Happiness (2)
Qiu Su Bai lay beside Qiu Weiwei's bed, holding his hand that was gradually fading from fever, and fell asleep with him unconsciously.

This night, she slept surprisingly peacefully, and Ma Yuan's scary face finally disappeared in her dream.

It was also on this night that Ma Yuan was sitting in the bar, wishing to let the alcohol completely numb him. He wandered painfully on the edge of the memory, recalling everything he had done during this period. Hurting Qiu Subai was not His original intention of love, but he couldn't control himself, always wanting to completely occupy his own territory in love.

His love doesn't want to be shared.

His love does not want any possibility of cheating.

……

He didn't want the word "breakup" to appear in his love history again, the pain left by his first love was enough.He didn't want to experience the same pain again.

Ma Yuan picked up the wine glass and poured it into his stomach one after another, muttering, "Xiaomei...you are so cruel!"

Xiaomei is the nickname of his first girlfriend. Every time when he is sad, the first person he thinks of is her. Although the object of love at this time is Qiu Subai, he knows better than anyone that the one he really loves in his heart is People are still Xiaomei.

"Xiaomei, in this case, what right do I have to treat Qiu Subai like this, right?" Ma Yuan said to himself while facing the wine bottle standing in front of him, mistaking it for Xiaomei.

Then, he stood up crookedly, walked out of the bar with an unfinished wine bottle in his hand, and walked towards Xiaomei's house uncontrollably, which was once their common home.

Xiaomei was an orphan since she was a child. She was raised by her grandmother. When she was in the first grade of junior high school, her grandmother passed away. In order to take care of her, Ma Yuan moved to her home and lived with her.Some people thought they were brothers and sisters, but they didn't think they were junior high school students living together.

This is a secret that no one knows, but it is true that in this world, Ma Yuan was Xiaomei's only relative, and they both loved each other wholeheartedly with each other's hearts and minds.

However, Ma Yuan didn't know when Xiaomei became nervous. Every day when she got home, she always ran to the bathroom first. When she fell asleep in the middle of the night, she got up from the bed, touched her lower body, and then woke Ma Yuan up in horror. , and told him that she hadn't had her period for two months.

During that time, Ma Yuan was very busy with the basketball team's inter-provincial league affairs at school, and he was always indifferent to her affairs.Half asleep and half awake, he hugged Xiaomei to sleep, and told her that this was normal, and it might come in a few days.

However, another month later, Xiaomei did not have her period, but she had a pregnancy reaction. She felt sick when she saw what she was eating. She went to the pharmacy to buy a test strip without telling Ma Yuan, but the result was as expected. She dared not tell Ma Yuan. Yuan, they themselves are only two children, and usually rely on Ma Yuan to do part-time jobs outside to make money, so they have no ability to raise their children.

Xiaomei tested Ma Yuan on purpose, what would he do if she was pregnant.Ma Yuan told her that he had no choice but to kill the child.

Therefore, in the summer vacation before the second year of junior high school, she made the cruel decision to break up with Ma Yuan, and lied to him that she had fallen in love with someone else.

In order to be able to give birth to Ma Yuan's child smoothly, Xiaomei left school, dropped out of school and stayed at home, living on the subsidy of the neighborhood committee.

Ma Yuan didn't know these things. After breaking up with Xiaomei, he devoted himself to the basketball team and ignored other things until he met Qiu Subai who made him feel distressed just like Xiaomei... But No matter how good Qiu Subai is, he still can't surpass Xiaomei's position in his heart.

On a night like this, in a nightmare like kelp that he couldn't escape, after thoroughly recognizing his attitude towards feelings, the person he misses most in his heart is still Xiaomei.

Ma Yuan stopped in the yard where he and Xiaomei lived, looking sadly at the lighted room, he wondered if someone had taken his place and guarded Xiaomei.

He approached Xiaomei's house unsteadily, standing in front of her house, and when he was hesitating whether he should knock on the door, there was a sudden cry of a child in the room, and he saw the neighbor aunt in the next room She was cooking corn paste in the public kitchen, and she seemed to have heard the cry of the child. She put down the things in her hand and ran from the public kitchen to Xiaomei's house. Ma Yuan hid in a dark corner in fright and hid herself.

After a while, the neighbor's aunt took out a child from Xiaomei's room, and said to the child, "Don't cry, baby, mom will come back from get off work soon! Come on, auntie will make delicious corn paste for you." !"

Ma Yuan's eyes widened after hearing what the neighbor's aunt said, and he was stunned: what mother, what baby, he didn't understand what the aunt said all at once.

Another neighbor in the yard came out of his room and saw the child in the aunt's arms. He approached the child and said, "This child is really spiritual, but it's a pity that his life is not good. The child Xiaomei was born at a young age. Such a child, hey, do you think that kid Xiao Ma will come back?"

"Hush! Don't say it! Xiaomei is coming back from get off work soon, what a shame to hear!" The aunt scolded the person who said this, and carried the child back to her room.

Ma Yuan slumped on the ground in disbelief. He covered his mouth, trembling all over, and his sharp face was wet with hot tears. Before Xiaomei came back, he supported his limp body, After running out of the yard, I heard the neighbor shouting from behind: "Thief! There is a thief!..."

The darkness is like a snake, devouring all of Ma Yuan's beliefs. The things he once believed in were all lies that Xiaomei piled up to hide from him.

In Ma Yuan's sight, the whole world is only black and white in an instant. White is his heart frozen by ice and snow, and black is the true and false that cannot be judged.

【4】

The next day, the sky turned white slightly, and Qiu Subai was still sleeping soundly. Suddenly, a basin of cold water poured down her head, and Qiu Weiwei, who was lying on the bed, also felt water splashing on his face. At the same time, he woke up from his sleep and opened his eyes to see Feng Nan standing in the room.

Feng Nan looked at Qiu Weiwei and Qiu Subai coldly. Before they could explain, Feng Nan grabbed Qiu Subai's hair, pulled her into the living room, pushed her to the ground, and cursed: " You bitch! Damn bitch! How shameless are you! You have made Wei Wei like this, and you still have the face to come here! Do you have any shame! "

Qiu Weiwei ran out of the room, grabbed Feng Nan's hand, threw her aside, hugged Qiu Su Bai, and said to Feng Nan: "Are you crazy! You said don't let you touch Su Bai Hair, did you forget!"

"Yes! I forgot! I forgot everything! I'm a lunatic! I know you don't love me, but I still love you!" Feng Nan yelled at Qiu Weiwei.

Faced with such a scene, Qiu Subai became embarrassed and embarrassed. She wanted to apologize to Feng Nan, but Feng Nan didn't listen to her at all, and scolded her: "Qiu Subai! Just wait and see! I I will tell Ma Yuan! I will tell her! Tell Ma Yuan verbatim what you and Qiu Weiwei have done! Just wait for him to deal with you!"

Qiu Subai was frightened suddenly, her face turned pale, she broke away from Qiu Weiwei's protective circle around her, begged Feng Nan, and said, "I'm sorry...please don't tell Ma Yuan, I beg you, please You must not tell him!"

Feng Nan simply ignored Qiu Subai's request and rushed out.

Qiu Subai's heart was full of fear, she was afraid, she was always afraid that Ma Yuan would put a knife on her neck and threaten her.She felt that the whole person was about to collapse, as long as she calmed down, Ma Yuan's terrifying appearance would come to her mind.

Qiu Weiwei knew that all this was caused by himself, he wanted to use a hug to calm down Qiu Subai, but as soon as he touched Qiu Subai, she shrank away in fright, curled up into a ball of dried shrimps, mouth Constantly begging for mercy: "No, don't hit me! I beg you, please let me go!"

Qiu Weiwei's body that wanted to get closer became stiff.

However, he still knelt down in front of Qiu Subai, hugged her, and said guiltily: "Su Bai, please don't be like this, okay... I won't look for you again, I will let you go Yes, let you go back to your boyfriend, don't cry, okay..."

Qiu Subai's tense nerves were instantly broken in the escalation of fear.She pushed Qiu Weiwei away and ran out of his house. She had only one thought in her heart, not to let Ma Yuan find her, and to hide in a place where Ma Yuan could not find her even if he died.

When Qiu Subai found Aixi's house, she was still in a very unstable mood. She intermittently told Aixi what had happened in the past two days. Everything is not so bad for Su Bai, there must be no way for Ma Yuan to find her here.Qiu Subai fell asleep in Ai Xi's arms with peace of mind.

But in fact, Feng Nan did run to look for Ma Yuan angrily, but Ma Yuan seemed to be missing, he didn't even see the figure, and his basketball team teammates couldn't contact him.Feng Nan could only give up.

Without Ma Yuan's oppression, Qiu Subai's mood gradually stabilized under Ai Xi's conditioning.She began to believe that Ma Yuan couldn't find her, but she didn't know that it wasn't that he couldn't find her, but that no one could find him either.

Qiu Subai's homework fell by more than half. A few days later, her parents came to pick her up and prepare to let her go back to school.Although she has lingering fears, she understands that as a freshman in high school, although the homework is not so intense, it is not shameful to always use the excuse of recuperating the body to not go to school or face reality.

Qiu Subai made up her mind. After returning to school, she went to Ma Yuan and told him clearly that they had to break up. They both had to recognize that this love had come to an end, and any persistence was meaningless.

However, after she returned to school, she heard the news of Ma Yuan's disappearance. No one answered the phone to his house, and no one answered the door when she went to his house. He seemed to turn into air overnight and disappeared.

Qiu Subai, who originally wanted to break up, felt worried when he heard the news. In the middle of the class, he secretly got a note from the school doctor and went to Ma Yuan's house to look for him on the grounds of stomach pain.In the end, as everyone said, after ringing the doorbell of his house for a long time, no one came to answer the door.

Qiu Subai wandered around Ma Yuan's house in disappointment, wondering where Ma Yuan might go, but he couldn't connect any place with Ma Yuan in his mind.Qiu Subai was tired from walking, she thought about it, and decided to go home first, she thought, if Ma Yuan's disappearance was related to her, then when he wanted to appear, the first person he was looking for would definitely be is her.

Sure enough, a few days later, as soon as Qiu Subai came home from school, she saw Ma Yuan sitting on the steps of her house. She was startled, but she still tried to make herself look natural, and walked towards Ma Yuan.

Ma Yuan seemed to be thinking about something and was so dazed that he didn't even realize that Qiu Subai was standing in front of him.

Qiu Subai deliberately kept a certain distance from Ma Yuan, looked at Ma Yuan cautiously, and said, "...you are here, where have you been all this time?"

"Ah... Su Bai, you're back." Ma Yuan came to his senses, looked up at Qiu Su Bai, hesitated for a moment, and said, "Let's talk!"

The expression on Ma Yuan's face became so serious, Qiu Subai became curious, she thought that Ma Yuan would slap her in the face unreasonably, and asked her if what Feng Nan said was true, but he didn't say a word What happened between her and Qiu Weiwei surprised her.

They walked slowly in the community, each thinking about what they wanted to say in their hearts, Qiu Subai still wanted to take advantage of Ma Yuan's normal situation, and tell him his determination to break up.Ma Yuan also wanted to tell Qiu Subai the final determination he had made in his heart during the past few days of playing missing.

After a long time, the two of them stopped in tacit understanding, hesitated to speak, and said in unison: "That... I have something to tell you..."

Hearing each other say this, they looked at each other and smiled.Since the relationship between the two of them has deteriorated, such a smile has become extraordinarily precious, and Ma Yuan said politely: "Then you talk about it first!"

Qiu Subai lowered his head, looked at his toes, and said, "Ma Yuan...I've been thinking about it for a long time...I still want to tell you, we..." Qiu Subai mustered up his courage, raised his head bravely, and walked up to the horse. Looking far away, he said, "Let's break up!"

"En." Ma Yuan nodded without the slightest surprise, completely different from his previous reaction when he heard the breakup.

Qiu Subai couldn't believe what he just heard was true, looked at Ma Yuan in surprise, and said, "Huh?"

Ma Yuan breathed out lightly and said, "...just as you said, let's break up!"

Qiu Subai did not expect that Ma Yuan, who threatened death at the beginning, would readily agree to break up.However, Ma Yuan still hesitated, and told Qiu Subai about Xiaomei. Although it was hard to believe these words, Qiu Subai had done something she wanted to do. She nodded and turned to Ma Yuan. Stretch out your hand and say, "I hope...you are happy."

Ma Yuan shook her hand and said solemnly: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry for everything I did to you before, everything, everything..."

"The past, let it go." Qiu Subai tried hard to face Ma Yuan, who had made her feel endless fear, tried to force a smile, then turned and left.

In the vast sky, as blue as water, a group of white pigeons flapped their wings and flew over their heads.

Ma Yuan stared at Qiu Subai's back for the last time, feeling deeply guilty for the mistakes he had made.

The late autumn wind blew across the whole land, blowing Qiu Subai's long hair behind her ears, every step under Qiu Subai's feet was so light, maybe she still couldn't tell clearly that she heard Ma Yuan's promise to break up with her own ears. , How do you feel in your heart.

However, the breakup made her feel relieved.

(End of this chapter)