I met you in my life

Chapter 25 The secret that cannot be hidden, the love that cannot be avoided (1)
A secret is a hidden truth,

hidden in the sleeves of memories,
We are all kept in the dark,
Some are just waiting,
wait for everything to die,
Or... wait for the truth to come out.

【1】

After breaking up with Ma Yuan, Qiu Subai became a person again.

She still can't understand why the road of love is so bumpy. The person she once loved missed the time when she wanted to love, and the love changed from the present tense to the past tense, so that those who wanted to love could not let go of love.

Could it be that the predestined person...is it really that difficult to meet?
Qiu Subai once thought it was lucky that she met Su Yi, the hero of her life, at the very beginning of the story, but unexpectedly, when her first love was just a state of secret love, she faced an early death.

Qiu Weiwei appeared at the right time. In the face of his strong and delicate love, Qiu Subai gave everything he had, but it seems that love is not completely proportional to giving and receiving. Misunderstandings complicate selfish love. , The love that I always thought would last forever is just a joke I once had.

So, what about Ma Yuan?

Qiu Subai recalled the road he and Ma Yuan had traveled, and it seemed that he had a mouthful of Coptis chinensis in his mouth. He was clearly unhappy, but he still had to convince himself that the future would be better, thinking that as long as he endured, love would be as optimistic as life, and that all hardships will be rewarded. But they never expected that their breakup speech would become a story transition, and she never got Ma Yuan's true love.

At midnight when he couldn't sleep, Qiu Subai completely killed his absurd ideal of love.

In the room where the light was not turned on, she huddled in the corner sadly, and after smoking a whole pack of Zhongnanhai, she cursed: "Go to hell! Love! Go to hell! Everyone will meet the person they are destined for Liar! Love, go to hell with me!"

Qiu Subai held her head, sadness invaded her pretended strong heart.At that moment, she had an idea of ​​"never falling in love again", turned on the light, impulsively rummaged through the cabinet, threw all the evidence left by the love on the ground, packed it in the box, and planned to throw it all away.

However, when she picked up the box, she was still reluctant: every group photo, every gift, every diary... Each of them represents a vivid memory, although there is a sad aftertaste in them, However, there are more sweet memories.

Qiu Subai lay limply on the box, cried and fell asleep tiredly.

With such a painful entanglement, Qiu Subai struggled repeatedly for more than a month. Until the winter vacation came, even if her parents didn't read Qiu Subai's report card, they could feel that she was not studying at all. Every time Qiu Subai goes through an exam, Qiu Subai's grades will go down like sliding down a slide.

Seeing her parents wanting to ask about her own affairs every time, but hesitating to speak, Qiu Subai also felt very sad. The reality made her more at a loss as to what to do.

She thought that maybe she should take advantage of the winter vacation to travel somewhere to adjust to this bad state.However, she couldn't say where to travel more suitable for her current mood.

At this moment, Qiu Weiwei's state is also the same as hers, not much better.Obviously he was sent to the high school by the school as a special student in mathematics, but he didn't care about the math competition. He was not in the same class as Qiu Subai in high school. He was often late, left early, and even skipped classes. He was still obsessed with Qiu Subai. Alcohol, to numb yourself in this way.

Every time he thinks of Qiu Subai, Qiu Weiwei feels that his whole brain is about to suffocate. He has devoted himself to love, but in the end he was burned by love. He obviously doesn't like Feng Nan, but he has to be with her because of his damn responsibility. together.

The dark bar was closed, and Qiu Weiwei had the boss's permission to stay and drink.After the boss packed his things, he saw that Qiu Weiwei hadn't left yet, so he walked up behind him, patted his back, put his arms around his shoulders, and said, "You drink like this at a young age, sooner or later your stomach will drink." Something is wrong, come, let me have a drink with you!"

Qiu Weiwei raised his tired eyelids, already half drunk, he put away the couple necklace in his hand - the necklace that Qiu Subai once wore, stuffed it back into his pocket, and said to the boss with a smile: "OK!"

The boss sat down beside Qiu Weiwei, who didn't know how to drink, after pouring himself a few glasses of wine, his face turned red due to the effect of alcohol.

Qiu Weiwei laughed at him and said, "You are a bar owner, you don't know how to drink yet! Do you blush after drinking so many glasses!"

After listening to Qiu Weiwei's words, the boss smirked and said, "Whoever said to open a bar must be able to drink! I didn't open a bar just to make myself an alcoholic!"

"Ha...then for what, to make money?" Qiu Weiwei poured down a glass of wine and said.

"That's not true! If it's for making money, why would I let you, a brat, take advantage of my territory!" The boss waved his hand, drunk.

"Then what are you for?"

The boss narrowed his eyes, glanced at Qiu Weiwei, pointed to his nose, and said, "For your mother! Hehehe..."

"My mother?" Qiu Weiwei's drunkenness was disturbed by the boss's words, "You don't like my mother, do you?"

"Hey hey hey, it's a secret! I won't tell you!" The boss stood up, staggered into the bar, hiccupped, and said, "Boy, when you're free, go see your mother too. Now! Don't resent your mother, she also wants to live a good life with your father, and she also wants to take good care of you, but she hurts, it hurts here..." He patted his chest and said, "Her place... is overwhelmed by memories. died!"

Qiu Weiwei didn't understand what he said, put down the wine glass he raised, and asked: "What memory can crush a person to death?"

"Hush! Secret, this is your mother's secret!" The drunk bar owner looked like a confused little old man.

"Tell me, I won't tell her that you said it." Qiu Weiwei's interest was aroused, and he poured a glass of wine for him while talking, handed it to his mouth, and said, "Uncle, drink!"

He took Qiu Weiwei's wine glass and said with a smile: "Hey hey, you brat, you want me to get drunk, tell me the truth, right! Let me tell you, I'm not drunk! I can drink well!"

He drank the glass of wine in one gulp while talking, Qiu Weiwei poured him several glasses in a row, and he drank one after another.Seeing that he was almost drunk, Qiu Weiwei said, "Uncle, you are lying if you say you know my mother's secret!"

"Go! Fuck you! When I met your mother, you didn't know where it was! Your mother's secret... Maybe I know more than your father! Dude! Your mother and I are iron friends Brother, do you know!"

"Then... what secret does my mother have that my father doesn't know?" Qiu Weiwei asked tentatively.

The owner of the bar was stupefied by the alcohol, and without realizing that he was talking nonsense, he revealed the secret that had been buried for many years...

【2】

The night passed, the dawn dawned, and the morning light poured into the room full of silence.

Qiu Subai was tossing and turning and couldn't continue to fall asleep. She had a dream, a long dream. She dreamed of a small town that Qiu Weiwei once said.At this time two years ago, they originally agreed to travel together, to travel all over the country, and that small town was the first stop of the trip.However, all of this had to be terminated because of that fatal misunderstanding.

Now even though Qiu Weiwei is no longer by her side, Qiu Subai still wanted to make that small town the first stop of her journey. She suddenly sat up from the bed and left as soon as she said she wanted to. She packed up a few simple clothes, and some The things I carried with me, I wrote a note and went out.

According to this time, if she moves quickly, she can still catch the first bus.She didn't want to waste time waiting for traffic, so she hailed a taxi and rushed towards the station.

She didn't know why she was looking forward to that town so much, she didn't know at all, but she left without hesitation.

She remembered that Qiu Weiwei said that it was the town he lived in when he was a child, and it was also the town where his parents' love diverged. Many years ago, they used this town as a starting point, and his father went to a wider sky. , started his life goal that he had to fight for all his life, but his mother still couldn't let go of her love for the small town, she left and went back, and was taken away by his father when she went back, and when she went back again, their marriage It came to an end.

This is not a beautiful story, but after Qiu Subai heard Qiu Weiwei finish it in an extremely calm tone, she cried in his arms.

Now, when the scenery along the way gradually faded away from her vision, Qiu Subai suddenly understood that perhaps she had not had expectations for a place she had never been to, but that she could not let go of the person who told her the story. I love him and keep his place in a corner of my heart.She wanted to walk into his past, the story of his childhood, the place where he lived and had childhood memories.

After all the love stories have become memories of the past, Qiu Weiwei is still a person who will feel warm in her heart when she thinks about it, and will bring her heartbeat.

Qiu Subai looked at the bus station that came into sight from the window, and the expression on her face became urgent. She couldn't wait to get off the bus, and after buying the ticket, she wanted to sit in the seat quickly and wait for the bus to leave.Only then will she feel at ease.She has never dared to admit how important Qiu Weiwei is to her, but her mood at the moment proves it all.

The driver parked the car at the gate of the bus station, Qiu Subai glanced at the fare displayed on the meter, took out the money from his pocket, forgot to even get the change, and got off the bus in a hurry.

She ran to the ticket office, and among the scattered lines, she didn't choose the one with fewer people. When she walked into the ticket office and glanced at the queues, her eyes seemed to be firmly fixed by something. Yes, and the footsteps are also walking towards the direction that caught her attention.

"How many tickets do you want?" The conductor's attitude was not good. Qiu Subai didn't look at her, but at the person who bought tickets at the ticket window. His back was so familiar that she was stunned at a glance.

"One piece." Even his voice was so familiar.

There are more than 60 billion people in the world, such a coincidence can not be connected with anyone casually, because of the probability of more than 60 in [-] billion, Qiu Subai was so excited that he couldn't call out his name.

Qiu Weiwei handed over the ticket money to the conductor, and always felt that there was a pair of eyes looking at him intently behind him. He glanced at those eyes unnaturally. After staring at each other for a few seconds, the pair of clear eyes called out her name in surprise, "...Su Bai? Why are you here?"

Qiu Subai blushed, and said the same place name as Qiu Weiwei was going to.

Qiu Weiwei looked at her in shock and said, "You... still remember?"

Qiu Subai grasped the strap of the backpack, lowered his head, and nodded shyly, but felt happy in his heart for their coincident telepathy.

Although the purpose of the two people is different, the destination is the same.

During the journey, the two sat side by side, but they didn't dare to look at each other. An uncontrollable warm tide rose in their hearts at the same time.Qiu Subai was worried that she would not be able to resist talking to Qiu Weiwei, so she plugged the earphones into her ears as soon as she got in the car. She deliberately turned the sound of the earphones very loud, closed her eyes, and turned her face to the other side of the car window, pretending to be asleep.

Many times, Qiu Weiwei secretly looked at Qiu Subai. He didn't know that she and Ma Yuan had broken up, and he was worried that his impulsiveness would bring trouble to Qiu Subai again. What happened to Feng Nan last time, He already felt very sorry for her.He just wanted to love her, and didn't want to bring her any harm, especially if those harms were caused by him, he would be even more unable to forgive himself.

However, desire is fire. Even if a person can deceive his heart with thousands of reasons, he still cannot deceive his body. To be able to meet Qiu Subai at the station, Qiu Weiwei feels that this is the hope brought to him by God—— God is hinting to him that they are not over yet, Qiu Subai still has him in his heart, and it is because of him that he will remember their previous agreement. The real reason here is that he wanted to find his mother and bring her out of the shadows.

It was only after noon when we arrived in the town.Qiu Weiwei concealed his inner joy, took Qiu Subai to lunch, and found her a cleaner hotel for her to stay in.

Seeing that Qiu Weiwei only reserved one room, Qiu Subai felt like a deer jumping in her heart as she followed him to the room, because she hadn't touched the other person's body for a long time, Qiu Subai felt nervous and shy thinking about it.

However, the facts are different from what Qiu Subai thought.

After Qiu Weiwei settled down for Qiu Subai, he planned to go home and live. He didn't tell his mother about his return, but he wanted to create some surprises for her.

So, after Qiu Weiwei entered the room, he stood up before his butt warmed up, and said to her, "Take a good rest today, I'm leaving first, and I'll take you out to play tomorrow."

(End of this chapter)