I met you in my life

Chapter 26 The secret that cannot be hidden, the love that cannot be avoided (2)
Seeing Qiu Weiwei walking towards the door, Qiu Subai woke up from his words. She didn't know what was wrong with her, so she stood up suddenly, ran towards Qiu Weiwei, and held her hand in his hands. When holding the doorknob, she hugged him tightly from behind and said, "It's not easy to go..."

Qiu Weiwei hesitated for a moment, broke away her hand, and said silently: "Su Bai, I can't harm you, and I can't bring you a sense of guilt... Now, you are no longer my Qiu Su alone. To put it bluntly, you still have a boyfriend...and so do I..."

Before Qiu Weiwei finished speaking, Qiu Subai said excitedly: "Break up! Ma Yuan and I have already broken up! Weiwei...I love you...I will never forget you...don't leave, okay... ..."

Qiu Weiwei was stunned, he didn't expect that Qiu Subai had already broken up with Ma Yuan, what's more unexpected was that in fact, for such a long time, the person she always pretended to be was him.

Qiu Subai's tears broke free from her eyes, and she choked up and said, "Weiwei, let's go back to the past, shall we? Just like in the past, we will be together and never be apart, shall we?"

Qiu Weiwei turned around slowly, reached out to caress Qiu Subai's face, held her petite face, and kissed the tears on her face deeply.

Feeling Qiu Weiwei's long-lost kiss, Qiu Subai stood on tiptoe and kissed Qiu Weiwei back.

The breathing of the two people, accompanied by the tense heartbeat, became more and more urgent. They couldn't wait to let each other enter their own world. In the world where they merged with each other, there was no noise, no misunderstanding, and no painful past. .

A thin layer of mist rose from the glass window. At this moment, their world seemed to be covered with a protective film. Even if the whole world was against them, they would not be able to break through this happy moment.

Until the next day, this feeling of happiness still did not disappear, and it diffused densely in the air. As soon as Qiu Subai opened her eyes, she saw Qiu Weiwei lying beside her. She happily ran to the window, gently Breathing a breath of fresh air in the morning, I feel extremely happy.

Qiu Weiwei followed the moving direction of Qiu Subai's figure, and said, "Come with me to a place, okay?"

Qiu Subai heard Qiu Weiwei's voice, turned around with a smile, nodded vigorously, and said, "I can go anywhere."

The two of them walked down the path of the small town with their fingers clasped together, as if they had never been in love before, and once again deeply comprehended the true meaning of love. Qiu Subai's brain automatically ignored that there was Feng Nan's in Qiu Weiwei's world. Existence, she feels that she has become the happiest person in the world, and with her beloved, every moment is forever.

However, this feeling of happiness was quickly washed away by the desolate atmosphere in the suburbs. Qiu Weiwei called a rickshaw, and they were taken by the car to this place where houses were rarely seen. Qiu Subai looked at it in surprise. Looking at where he was, he asked Qiu Weiwei, "Where are we going?"

"To see a friend of my mother's." After Qiu Subai fell asleep last night, Qiu Weiwei thought about it all night, and he found that many times his mother almost took him into the secret that she had tried to hide forever in her heart. When he was still young, his mother would take him to visit the grave every Qingming Festival, and every time his mother sat in front of the grave, she would be in a daze for a long time. At those times, the young Qiu Weiwei was always puzzled and made noise from the sidelines, but he didn't know , the mother at that moment was in deep self-blame.

"Is it suitable for me to go?" Qiu Subai asked suspiciously, not knowing what kind of person Qiu Weiwei was going to visit.

Qiu Weiwei held her hand tightly and said, "If I have anything to share with others, I hope there is only one person who can share it with you, and that is you."

Qiu Subai pursed his lips in embarrassment, turned his face to the other side and snickered, but he didn't know that what Qiu Weiwei was going to say in the next second had nothing to do with love words, but his mother buried it in his heart, and he never dared to reveal it publicly. This secret has tormented her for more than ten years. For this reason, she gave up her future, her love, and even her only remaining family relationship.

"The reason why my parents divorced...the reason our family was broken...It must be the ghosts! It's because of a mistake my mother made when she was young, and she lost a life...So, the souls of the dead... I have been tormenting her all the time, so our family has become what it is now!"

Qiu Weiwei took a deep breath, turned his face away to wipe his tears, Qiu Subai held Qiu Weiwei's hand, and said worriedly: "What's wrong with you?"

Qiu Weiwei stopped the driver of the rickshaw, paid the fare, and got out of the car with Qiu Subai. They didn't go up the mountain directly, but walked into the pavilion by the side of the road. Qiu Weiwei silently clapped his hands on his knees , covered his face, and said: "After my parents divorced, I actually resented them... I always thought it was because of their selfishness that they gave up on me, and I thought they would live a happy life... Oh, my mother even went abroad I don’t even want such a superior environment, and I thought she had some kind of lover in this country... Su Bai, I didn’t expect that all the things I thought I was right were all wrong! Su Bai! I was wrong! It’s all my fault !"

"Weiwei...it's not your fault..." Qiu Subai didn't know how to comfort Qiu Weiwei, she approached him, hugged him tenderly, and said, "Really, it's not your fault, you Don't think so. Can you tell me what happened?"

Qiu Weiwei controlled his emotions and tried his best to tell Qiu Subai the secret he learned that night.

It turned out that Qiu Weiwei's mother was an obstetrician and gynecologist in the only hospital in this small town. After she gave birth to Qiu Weiwei, she returned to the hospital after her maternity leave.

At that time, there was a pregnant woman. Qiu Weiwei's mother had received her in the hospital in the past, and the two of them had a lot of conversations because they were about to become mothers, so they became friends.Therefore, after Qiu Weiwei's mother returned to the hospital after her maternity leave, she did not hesitate to accept this pregnant woman who was very likely to have dystocia that no one else dared to take. The pregnant woman gave birth naturally, but unexpectedly, the pregnant woman was weak, and her condition was not suitable for childbearing at all. As a result, Qiu Weiwei's mother tried her best, but the pregnant woman still died of dystocia.

Before she died, she told Qiu Weiwei's mother that she must keep her child. This is the only flesh and blood she left for her husband, and her husband, who was a national pilot, died not long ago during a mission...

Her story made Qiu Weiwei's mother unable to calm down for a long time. She was also a new mother, and her heart ached more than anyone else. Everyone thought that she would get better soon, but they didn't expect that she would never get better after that time. She didn't have the courage to go into the delivery room... She fell into deep self-blame. She always felt that if she hadn't insisted on making sure the pregnant woman had a normal delivery, but had a cesarean delivery, maybe the newborn child would not have just come here. In the world, he became an orphan.

Qiu Weiwei's father moved to the city in order to take his wife out of the shadows. Later, he even wanted to take her to a farther place - to immigrate abroad. For bubbles.As a result, the relationship between the parents became worse and worse. The more he forced her out of the shadows, the more she wanted to return to that small town. In this way, after the situation escalated to an irreparable situation, they chose to divorce.

Qiu Subai listened carefully, and she said softly to Qiu Weiwei: "So, this is not your fault, nor your mother's fault, this is not anyone's fault, life is always full of accidents, everyone I didn't expect that the decision I originally made out of good intentions would turn into the last thing I wanted to see... Weiwei, you have to lead your mother out of this kind of self-blame, not like now!"

Qiu Weiwei raised his head slowly, staring at Qiu Subai's sincere face, he hesitated for a moment, and said: "I understand...so, when I come back to this place this time, I just want to find my mother and make her get better... But before that, I still want to see the friend who made my mother feel so guilty all the time, talk to her, and ask her to help my mother get better."

Although Qiu Weiwei knew that it sounded ridiculous for him to say such a thing, he still said it.

"Then it might be inconvenient for me to go. Are you nearby? I'll wait for you here." Qiu Subai let go of Qiu Weiwei's hand, and Qiu Weiwei immediately took her hand, saying: "No, I want you to go with me. Su Bai...I need you...I need you to give me courage..."

Qiu Subai hesitated for a moment, then nodded.

They went up the mountain together, and they didn't climb very high. Nearly halfway up the mountain, they saw a tomb. It stood alone in an open space. It seemed that someone often cleaned it. Even the weeds around the tomb were pulled clean.

The two of them stood far away from the tomb. After looking at each other, they held hands and walked towards the tomb with reverence on their faces.

Qiu Subai didn't approach, and when she was still some distance away from the grave, she stopped and said to Qiu Weiwei, "Go, I'll wait for you here."

Qiu Weiwei acquiesced, and walked over alone.Qiu Subai looked at his back distressedly, and looked at the surrounding environment. At this time, the mobile phone in her pocket rang, and she had set different ringtones for everyone in the family, so when she heard it, she knew it was her mother. calling.

Qiu Subai picked it up, wanting to tell her mother that she is fine now, and ask her not to worry.However, these words were all in her mouth, and when she didn't say them, Qiu Subai inadvertently saw the name of the owner of the tombstone, and the expression on her face froze immediately.

Yan Ying.She had heard this name in conversations with her parents. This name was the only information she knew about her biological mother. Could there be such a coincidence in this world, could there be the possibility of having the same name and surname, Could it be just two words with the same pronunciation... Could it be, could it be like this!
Qiu Weiwei heard that Qiu Su Bai was on the phone, and looked back at her. Seeing the distorted expression on her face, he felt very strange, and asked, "Su Bai, what's wrong with you?"

Qiu Subai didn't answer him, she tried to calm herself down, she didn't want her mother to detect her vision from her voice, she said: "Mom...my biological mother...her name is Yan Is Ying... Is Yan the one with the three in the door frame? Is Ying the one next to Wang... And she died because of giving birth to me, right? Not because she didn't want me...not because she raised me Forsaken me and abandoned me... but died because of giving birth to me...Is that so..."

The woman on the other end of the phone was stunned. She faltered and said, "Su Bai... how do you know this? Where are you? Who told you? Su Bai? Su Bai?"

Snapped.The mobile phone in Qiu Subai's hand slipped to the ground, Qiu Subai felt as if she had been hit in the head by someone, and she was stunned. She took several steps back in disbelief, her eyes filled with tears.

Qiu Weiwei heard what Qiu Subai said just now, and he also looked at Qiu Subai incredulously, "Su Bai...you just said...what is your biological mother's name? Are you adopted?"

The time to get together was too short, and Qiu Subai had no time to finish all the things that happened after he and Qiu Weiwei broke up. Qiu Weiwei knew nothing about Qiu Subai's life experience, so he wanted to go over and hold Qiu Subai, Tell her clearly, but she ran down the mountain alone without even giving Qiu Weiwei a chance to say a word.

She didn't know what she was doing, and she didn't know why she wanted to escape, but she really felt scared, afraid that she would lose her mind, afraid that she would abandon the thoughts she said when comforting Qiu Weiwei before, and would think desperately that it was true. It was Qiu Weiwei's mother who killed her biological mother.

However, after Qiu Subai had not run far, he collapsed limply on the mountain road and lost consciousness.

Qiu Weiwei chased him down and found Qiu Subai lying on the mountain road. He picked her up and rushed to the hospital for emergency treatment.

The result of the doctor's diagnosis was that she was hit too hard and was traumatized, so she fainted.

Knowing that Qiu Subai would wake up after finishing the drip, Qiu Weiwei hurried to his mother's residence. He wanted to sort out all these complicated things. At this time, his mother was the only one who could help him and Qiu Su. white people...

However, when Qiu Weiwei told his mother everything and took her to the hospital, Qiu Subai had already left.Qiu Weiwei rushed to the hotel where they stayed, but her luggage was gone.

Qiu Weiwei suddenly felt that the whole world was darkened in an instant. The misunderstanding that he and Qiu Subai had finally resolved was now tied into a knot by fate. He had to think that he had become a sinner, and his mother even more... So, it was their family who turned her into what she is now, he killed her, made her an orphan, made her become self-defeating, made her drink to numb herself and almost lost her virginity, it was all his fault!
For a moment Qiu Weiwei took all the responsibility on himself, but he was not sure whether Qiu Subai could forgive him unconditionally this time.

(End of this chapter)