I met you in my life

Chapter 27 You are the only one in my life (1)
how far is Forever,
is the length of a human life,

Still a light-year away,
We may not be able to answer this question in our lifetime.

However, I know that in this journey with no end in sight,

With you and me, we will never give up on the pursuit of happiness.

Thank you fate for letting us meet...

【1】

Since Qiu Subai left without saying goodbye last time, Qiu Weiwei couldn't find her.Call her cell phone off, no one even answers her home call.He really had no choice but to wait until after get off work to find Qiu Subai's home, wanting to meet her parents and explain the matter clearly, and hoped to meet Qiu Subai through her parents.

Qiu Weiwei always felt that she must be at home, but he just didn't want to see him.

However, he guessed wrong.Qiu Subai's parents are also looking for her all over the world. Although they only guessed from the phone that Qiu Subai knew about her biological mother, they didn't know the whole story. After explaining, they understood the whole situation.

However, where did Qiu Subai go?Qiu Weiwei was very anxious, but he didn't know what to do. He went to all the places they had been together, but still couldn't find Qiu Subai.

"Su Bai! Where are you!" Qiu Weiwei stood on the roof of the school teaching building and shouted loudly. His voice echoed in the silent sky. He was really tired, desperate, and lay limp On the rooftop, looking up at the sky reddened by the setting sun, the floating clouds confused his eyes, he closed his eyes sleepily, and sadness crawled onto his face, he murmured: "Fool... even if you hate My mother, blame my mother, please don't hide your hatred, hide your resentment... don't cry alone... okay...even if you take all your anger on me, it doesn't matter... as long as you show up, Just show up..."

Seeing Qiu Weiwei go up to the roof, Feng Nan, who followed all the way, stood at the top of the stairs leading to the roof. Hearing this sentence, she froze. She saw Qiu Weiwei's profile and wrote sadly. Full of concern for Qiu Subai, hot tears burst out of Feng Nan's eyes, she retreated into the corridor, leaning against the wall unsteadily, her body slipped down bit by bit, and finally seemed to be taken away by someone. The thread pulling doll sat on the ground weakly, covering her face, sobbing softly, her mind was blank.

She didn't know why she had paid so much for Qiu Weiwei, but couldn't win his heart, and she didn't know how Qiu Subai was better than her, why she could easily win Qiu Weiwei's favor, but she couldn't. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't get Qiu Weiwei to look straight at me...

After school, the school radio station began to play music ignorantly. What made Feng Nan most helpless was that the song played was so in line with her state of mind. It was a song from Liang Jingru's new album - "Pain That Can Breathe":
"Missing is a pain that can breathe, it lives in every corner of my body, it hurts to sing your love song, it hurts to read your letter, even silence hurts, regret is a pain that can breathe, it rolls back and forth in the blood, It hurts to regret not being considerate, it hurts to hate not knowing you, it hurts the most if you want to see or not..."

Feng Nan felt that her heart was following the climax of the music, and she couldn't breathe in pain. She didn't understand that there are so many lovers in this world who are indulging in a happy relationship, why Eros couldn't fulfill her love, how much she hoped that Qiu Weiwei was The person in her life is so... so hopeful...

Qiu Weiwei didn't know that Feng Nan was crying in the corridor. He saw the sky above his head was gradually covered by night, and the image of Qiu Subai standing helplessly in a corner crying sadly appeared in his mind. He jumped off the ground He got up, ran into the corridor in a hurry, and rushed downstairs, but he didn't notice Feng Nan who was squatting by the wall.

The facts before her eyes made Feng Nan feel both funny and sad. Facing the dark corridor, she yelled with all her strength: "Qiu Weiwei! You bastard!"

However, Qiu Weiwei didn't even hear her voice.He seemed to press a hot wheel on the soles of his feet, and disappeared into the teaching building in a flash. The three words "Qiu Subai" occupied his entire brain, and he almost wanted to turn over the whole city like crazy. .But if it is really so easy to find, why does Qiu Subai hide himself? In order to find Qiu Subai, Qiu Weiwei didn't even care about food, he was almost exhausted.

Finally, he went into the bar he frequented with his feet uncontrollably. He drank a lot of alcohol on an empty stomach. It seemed that only after he was anesthetized by alcohol could he feel less guilty, have confidence in himself, have the confidence to find Qiu Subai, and be confident. Confidence is forgiven by her.

Qiu Weiwei drank desperately. There were empty wine bottles piled up in front of him. After greeting the guests, the boss found Qiu Weiwei who was sitting by the wall blocked by the wine bottles. He walked over and took the wine bottle from him. , Said: "Damn boy! You are crazy today!"

Qiu Weiwei didn't speak, snatched back the wine bottle in his hand, and continued to pour it down his stomach.

"You will be stupid if you drink like this! I don't want to be scolded to death by your mother!" The boss turned around and told the waiter not to give Qiu Weiwei any more alcohol, because after Qiu Weiwei got drunk many times, it was Feng Nan who came to pick him up After returning home, the boss called Feng Nan and asked her to take Qiu Weiwei away.

However, it was only a matter of turning around, and when he turned around, he didn't see Qiu Weiwei anymore.

Qiu Weiwei was already drunk, he was stunned by the alcohol, everything in his sight turned into several phantoms, "Get out of the way!" Qiu Weiwei pushed away the people in the aisle and walked towards the bathroom.

He felt his entire stomach tumbling, as if a man-eating worm had gotten into his stomach. It used his gastric mucosa to slide on the slide. After playing tired, it began to eat his stomach.Before Qiu Weiwei could go to the bathroom, he couldn't walk because of the pain. He clutched his stomach, squatted on the ground, frowning in pain, his white lips were bitten by his teeth, blood came out, he wanted to suck the stomach He vomited everything out, but because of drinking on an empty stomach, he could only retch violently. He almost vomited out all the bile, but he still couldn't vomit out the alcohol that burned his stomach.

Vomiting did not alleviate Qiu Weiwei's pain. It seemed that there were worms in his stomach trying to find a way out, and Qiu Weiwei rolled on the ground in pain. He, Qiu Weiwei said vaguely: "Stomach medicine...give me stomach medicine..."

The waiter panicked to find stomach medicine, and when he turned back, Qiu Weiwei almost passed out from the pain.Fortunately, the stomach medicine came in time. After he took it, after a while, he gradually recovered.

Feng Nan, who rushed to the bar, was still full of resentment towards him at first, but she felt distressed seeing Qiu Weiwei drunk, so she sent the unconscious Qiu Weiwei home, and helped him replace the sticky and vomited body. Before leaving, I specially cooked porridge in the rice cooker and set the rice cooker to keep warm.

"After getting up, remember to eat porridge. Drinking on an empty stomach hurts the stomach." Feng Nan wrote this line on the note and pasted it on the rice cooker. However, based on her understanding of Qiu Weiwei, she felt that Qiu Weiwei Wei definitely wouldn't eat it, so he added a line below that line, "... If you want to find someone, at least you have to take care of yourself first."

After finishing writing, Feng Nan went back to Qiu Weiwei's room, he had already fallen into a deep sleep, Feng Nan sat by his bed, stared deeply at his face, bent down, and gently kissed Qiu Weiwei's cheek Face.

"Su Bai...where are you...where..." Qiu Weiwei turned over and murmured.

Feng Nan was startled, thinking that Qiu Weiwei had woken up, she stood up, and when she heard his soft snoring, her eyes flashed with reluctance, she retreated to the door of the room, closed the door gently, Facing the thin crack of the door, he said softly, "Goodbye."

This seems to be a farewell ceremony of love. Feng Nan has never been so clear-headed like this moment that no matter how hard he tries, Qiu Weiwei will not find her good, and will not say to her "I love you" I love you", all his ability to love is spent on one person, and this love cannot be transferred by her forceful request.

Feng Nan left Qiu Weiwei's apartment and walked out the door. The down-and-out Xingguang greeted everyone without a face. She raised her head and looked at the starry sky with a tired face. She was really tired from this love, and she was so tired that she didn't want to continue.

If love is war, Feng Nan admits that Qiu Subai is a strong enemy, she will never be able to surpass Qiu Subai, she lost...

【2】

Under the same night sky, Qiu Subai hugged her knees, wearing a thin coat, sitting on the top of the mountain, shivering.The cold wind woke up her drowsy brain, maybe she wasn't so sad, it was just that she couldn't accept the fact for a while.

Because of the deliberate arrangement of fate, which connected them all together, her reaction was so intense.

In fact, if you think about it carefully, Qiu Subai can still agree with what he said to Qiu Weiwei when he knew nothing about all the secrets - life is always full of accidents, no one expects I realize that the decision I originally made out of good intentions will eventually turn into the last thing I want to see.

"Qiu Weiwei's mother is not wrong, she is not the sinner who killed my mother..." Qiu Subai said to herself, "Mom loves me, not because she hates me and abandons me, but because she loves me so much that she would rather sacrifice I want to save my own life... I would rather stubbornly support the natural birth, which is more beneficial to the baby, than use the caesarean section to preserve my last hope of keeping my life..."

Qiu Subai rubbed her eyes that were red from crying, faced the wind, and sniffed vigorously. She hesitated to pick up the mobile phone that was still at the side, and pressed the power button. Not long after it was turned on, she saw Father's call.

……

Because her relationship made her parents worry, Qiu Subai felt very guilty when she saw her father. She was like a child. As soon as she saw her father's car driving up to the top of the mountain, he got out of the car and jumped into his father's car. arms, crying and saying sorry.

Her father patted her on the back and comforted her warmly. When Qiu Subai didn't notice, two lines of hot tears flowed down his face, "Son, let's go home!"

Qiu Subai nodded in his father's arms, shook his head again, and said, "Dad, I want to talk to you. Can you tell me about my biological mother?"

Father nodded, and sat down on the hillside with Qiu Subai.

Qiu Subai laughed while crying, "Dad... you know, I should be very happy. My biological mother didn't abandon me because she hated me or because I was born as an unacceptable child. I...if she didn't die, we should be mother and daughter with a good relationship..."

His father's grief was choked in his throat, and he tried his best to suppress the grief in his heart, and replied, "Yes."

"Dad, do you know my mother? Can you tell me what kind of person she is?" Qiu Subai snuggled into her father's arms, looking up at the starry sky, her teary eyes gently sweeping over every corner of the room. She believes that after death, if a person misses their relatives living in the world, they will turn into starlight.

Qiu Subai thought to himself, if mother loves her, then she should be looking at her kindly with the same tender eyes at this moment!

"Yan Ying...ah, it's your mother, she is a very kind woman, she is very beautiful, when I was in college, many boys liked her...hehe, she is your father and my first love ...It's a pity that Dongsheng's boy is too charming. Although I like your mother very much, I didn't chase her. At that time, Yan Ying, Xiaoying, Dongsheng, and me, the four of us were good friends, In the words of young people nowadays, we often go on group dates, at that time..."

Qiu Subai listened carefully to her father's story, because there were many stories about her biological parents in the story, so she pricked up her ears to listen, for fear of missing a small detail, she knew that her biological father was Huo Dongcheng , her mother’s name is Yan Ying, and she also knows that her biological father is a great soldier who has driven many fighter jets and made many contributions in the army; and her mother is not only a gentle and beautiful woman, but also very strong, It is the dream lover of many men.

All these made Qiu Subai proud.

"If, if they were all alive, they should all love you very much, as much as we love you." The father gently stroked Qiu Subai's head, pressed it against his chest, and said, "So, silly girl, don't feel that you are It is a child abandoned by parents... My child, you must be as strong as your parents!"

Qiu Subai's eyes became hot, and the dried tears welled up again. She nodded vigorously, and said apologetically, "I made you and mom worry...I'm really sorry...you will forgive me!"

"Silly boy, no matter how big a mistake you make, you are still our child, and of course we will forgive you unconditionally."

"Thank you dad!" Qiu Subai playfully kissed his father's face, warming his heart.

"Then go home! Your mother is about to cry!" Father gently pinched Qiu Subai's face.

Qiu Subai nodded emphatically, held hands with his father, and stood up, their reflections were extraordinarily warm under the bright moonlight.

【3】

The next day, Qiu Weiwei woke up in a daze.

As soon as he woke up, the first person that came to his mind was Qiu Subai again. He was about to call her parents to ask if there was any news about Qiu Subai, when his cell phone rang, showing The number is Qiu Subai's home phone number.

It was Qiu Subai's father calling.

"Su Bai went home last night. He came back late. I was worried about disturbing your rest, so I called you today to tell you."

"Are you back? Are you really back? Is she okay? Is there..." Qiu Weiwei asked a lot of questions, but before he could finish speaking, he heard a woman on the phone In a low voice, he said: "Su Bai, wake up, come and have breakfast."

Qiu Weiwei's heart tightened, and when he heard Qiu Su Bai's father on the other end of the phone, he said with a smile: "Let Su Bai tell you, she seems to have something to say to you, wait a minute, I will let Su Bai come catch."

When Qiu Weiwei heard her father say that, his dilated chest tightened all of a sudden. He didn't know what he was afraid of. Before he heard Qiu Subai's voice, he hung up the phone nervously and went to the room Ri walked back and forth uneasily.

But not long after, the phone number of Qiu Subai's family was displayed on his mobile phone again. He looked at the phone and wanted to answer it, but he still couldn't convince himself. He was still worried, worried that Qiu Subai would say that she He hated him, hated his mother, hated that he was the son of his enemy, and was even more afraid that Qiu Subai would say that she would never forgive him again, that she didn't love him anymore, never again.

Qiu Weiwei scratched his head, ran to the kitchen, opened the refrigerator, and took out the beer in it. He let his mood drink one can after another, regardless of whether his stomach could bear the alcohol.After he drank a few cans, the stomach pain that was finally suppressed by the medicine last night recurred again.

He clutched his stomach, staggered to the kitchen sink, lay down there and tried to vomit all the contents of his stomach, but in vain, he leaned there with difficulty, and his eyes accidentally glanced at the rice cooker. He stretched out his hand and tore off the note, squinted his eyes, and saw the words on the note clearly. Originally, his stomach pain was unbearable. With the addition of heartache at this time, he felt that he was about to be forced to collapse by these invisible pains. .

"Feng Nan! You idiot! People like me are not worthy of your concern!" Qiu Weiwei held the note tightly, crumpled it into a paper ball, and threw it on the ground.

Qiu Weiwei knelt on the ground in pain and reached for the mobile phone placed on the dining table. At this moment, he had an idea in his mind that he couldn't wait to implement, that is to call Feng Nan and tell her to end this kind of situation immediately. Stupid behavior, give up on him quickly, break up with him, and pursue her own happiness.

He managed to find Feng Nan's phone number from the phone book, and after calling, Feng Nan answered the phone quickly.

"Have you eaten the porridge..." Feng Nan's voice was weak, hiding the sadness in her heart.

"Let's... let's break up!" Qiu Weiwei went straight in and said this to Feng Nan without any room for maneuver. Feng Nan's voice was not surprised, she had expected that Qiu Weiwei would come soon This step, in fact, even if he didn't propose it, she would have such a plan.

However, before breaking up, she still stupidly wanted to know one question.

Feng Nan let go of all her pride, and asked softly: "If, if I hadn't met Qiu Subai...or if you were still friends as before...would you be with me...even if it was girls like you before? The kind of relationship like a friend... I, can I?"

Qiu Weiwei was silent, he took a deep breath, frowned tightly, suppressed the pain in his heart, covered his stomach, and said, "No."

"Why! I want a reason! Why can others do it, but I can't!" Feng Nan said excitedly.

"Because..." Qiu Weiwei was sweating all over his body, his hands were shaking uncontrollably, the phone slipped from the palm of his hand and fell to the ground, a feeling of nausea in his stomach rushed to his chest, Qiu Weiwei wanted to support himself, but he With no strength, he tried to transfer the only strength he had to his hands, supporting the chair to stand up, but failed, even the chair fell to the ground.

Feng Nan heard the voice on the phone and asked in a panic: "Wei Wei? Wei Wei? Are you listening? Hello! Hello?"

Qiu Weiwei couldn't hold back the nausea in his stomach, he vomited hard, and he spat out a stream of blood on the ground.He felt that he had no strength in his whole body, he was so tired, so tired, everything in front of him became so blurred, so blurred, it gradually became dark, and he couldn't see anymore.

The more Feng Nan thought about it, the more she felt that something was wrong. She didn't dare to hang up the phone, so she hurried to Qiu Weiwei's house.When Feng Nan arrived, Qiu Weiwei had already passed out, so she quickly called 120 and sent him to the hospital.

(End of this chapter)