I met you in my life

Chapter 4 Is first love a one-man show that no one appreciates? (3)
Today, Qiu Subai felt like a complete fool, accepting the absurd drama co-starred by Qiu Hena and Su Yi, she didn't want to reminisce about the taste of the donuts she had eaten, and she didn't want to reminisce about Su Yi She praised her sister for being more temperamental after attending the summer camp. She only felt that she was about to collapse. On the one hand, she was her favorite relative, and on the other hand, she was her favorite person. Living in such a strange relationship circle, she was completely going crazy Lost!
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Qiu Subai made up his mind not to meet Su Yi for several days, but some people would withdraw from her life circle if they didn't meet each other.It was the last week of school when Su Yi took the initiative to find him. He showed up at Qiu Subai's door with a few textbooks he was majoring in in the second year of junior high school. He had already thought of a perfect reason, which was to help Qiusu Bai previewed the content of the second grade in advance.

"I don't know if He Na is here?" Su Yi pressed the doorbell uneasily, and it was Qiu Subai who opened the door. She didn't expect Su Yi to come to the door by herself, so she felt sullen in her heart because she saw Su Yi's face disappeared.

"Why are you here?" Even though he had forgiven Su Yi in his heart, Qiu Subai still spoke in an unforgiving tone. He looked at the book in his hand and said, "Come in."

"School will start in another week. As usual, shouldn't you help me preview?" Su Yi paid attention to the movement in the room with a guilty conscience.

Hearing what Su Yi said, Qiu Subai felt warm in his heart, pursed his lips, and said mischievously: "My sister will help me preview, why bother you senior..."

Before Qiu Subai finished speaking, Su Yi took the opportunity to ask, "By the way, are you at home alone? Where's He Na?"

As soon as Qiu Subai heard it, she understood that Su Yi was more concerned about her sister, and the suffocation in her chest was like dark clouds rapidly gathering in the sky. She didn't want to hear that when Su Yi talked to her again, all the topics would involve Qiu Hena. As if his world would not work without Qiu Hena, as if the words between them would be meaningless without Qiu Hena.

Qiu Subai turned her head and faced Su Yi. The smile on his face made him feel more like irony, so she said in a muffled voice, "I went on a date with the boy who came back from the summer camp!"

The smile on Su Yi's face was suddenly like a total solar eclipse, and the world was eclipsed in an instant, the smile disappeared without a trace. The more she saw Su Yi like this, the more Qiu Subai felt that this was what she wanted— ——Su Yi's disappointment with his sister Qiu Hena, only when he feels that he has no chance, no possibility, will he turn his attention away from his sister Qiu Hena, and focus all his care and love on her on her own body.

"Recently, they often meet. They go to the library and drink coffee together. That boy has a good temperament, but he doesn't look like a frail scholar. He also dresses very avant-garde. It looks like the type that my sister likes." Qiu Su Bai embellished the facts, specially added the last sentence, and deliberately used that kind of envious tone, as if he wished he had such a boyfriend.

But why did Su Yi's expression look so painful? His knotted brows were tightly locked after hearing the news.

Seeing Su Yi like this, Qiu Subai suddenly regretted that she said what she said just now too sternly, she looked at him uneasily, "Su Yi, what's wrong with you?"

"Ah...it's okay..." Su Yi sat down on the sofa in the living room, his vitality and enthusiasm just now disappeared completely, and now he looks like a lovelorn.

"Su Yi... You don't like my sister, do you..." Qiu Su Bai had never asked Su Yi directly before this question, but at this moment, because he wanted to know Su Yi's psychological feelings so much, it was simply Unable to control his mouth, he asked without thinking.

However, Su Yi seemed to be too absorbed in thinking about something, and didn't say a word.

At this moment, Qiu Subai clearly wanted to say, "Even if there is no sister, wouldn't there be me?" But for some reason, seeing Su Yi's disappointed expression, Qiu Subai felt as if his heart had been stuffed into a twister. The meat machine was being crushed bit by bit. She tried hard to comfort Su Yi, and inexplicably denied what she said before, and said: "Although that boy is very good, but my sister seems to just treat him as a comparison." my friend... I think..."

At this moment, Su Yi saw Qiu Hena through the glass window facing him, she stood up abruptly before listening to Qiu Subai's words, walked to the door, and it was indeed a boy who sent Qiu He When Na went home, Su Yi clenched his fists tightly and endured dozens of seconds of suffering. He watched Qiu Hena say goodbye to that boy. Before the man had gone far, Su Yi strode to Qiu Hena's side , grabbed her hand and walked out, Qiu Subai looked at them standing on the public lawn not far away, the two of them stood in a stalemate without saying anything, but a fool can feel that Su Yi is very angry, can't he?
Qiu Subai couldn't help laughing at himself in his heart: Look!It is so obvious that Su Yi likes his sister, Qiu Subai, you are a fool!Why have you been unwilling to admit that this is a fact? Since childhood, the person who really attracted Su Yi's attention was your sister Qiu Hena, not you Qiu Subai at all!Why do you think that the word "Su" in both your and Su Yi's names is a predestined fate, and you think that this is the design of fate that he is the person you will meet in your life? This is all nonsense!

Qiu Subai closed her eyes tightly to prevent the tears from flowing down, but the tears were still disobedient and disturbing. She knew that such tears must not be seen by others, so she turned and ran into the bathroom.She looked at herself with a red nose in the mirror, like a ridiculous clown, but she couldn't laugh no matter what.

Not long after, the doorbell suddenly rang again.

Qiu Subai thought it might be that her sister didn't bring the key, so she sniffed hard and walked over to open the door. She didn't expect that the person standing at the door was Qiu Weiwei...

Qiu Weiwei, who hadn't contacted Qiu Subai for nearly a summer vacation, wore a peaked cap on his head. Although he pretended to be mysterious and lowered the brim of the hat to cover his eyes, Qiu Subai recognized him at a glance.

Qiu Subai remembered that she met Qiu Weiwei when she was in the sixth grade of elementary school. As a transfer student, he was arranged to sit next to Qiu Subai. Good friend.

Qiu Subai raised his hand and lightly pressed down the brim of his hat, and said, "Little Prince of Mathematics, when did you return to China?"

Qiu Weiwei heard Qiu Subai's strong nasal voice, took off his hat, thought she had caught a cold, looked at her worriedly, and said, "Su Bai, you are a very nice friend, as soon as I come back, you want to let me Did I see you blow your nose?"

Qiu Subai touched the tip of his nose and tried to force a smile, but his eyes couldn't help but glance at the lawn where Su Yi and the others were.

"...Aren't you crying? Who bullied you? Let my good brother vent your anger on you!" Qiu Weiwei followed Qiu Su Bai's line of sight, and as soon as Su Yi and Qiu He Na entered his line of sight, He probably understood that, as Qiu Subai's friend of the opposite sex, with Qiu Subai's character of not being able to talk, he had already written down what happened during the summer vacation, like a weekly diary, and sent it to Going to Qiu Weiwei's mailbox, if it wasn't because he and his mother went abroad to visit his father, and the international long-distance was too expensive, Qiu Subai must have told him what happened here every day like a news broadcast.

Qiu Weiwei didn't want to uncover the scar on Qiu Subai's heart in person, so he took out a beautifully wrapped gift bag from behind like a magic trick, handed it to Qiu Subai, and said, "Here! Your gift!"

"...Thank you." Qiu Subai squeezed out a far-fetched smile. Qiu Weiwei felt awkward looking at it, and said, "How can you treat a kind boy who was abandoned like this? This...is the last gift I give you. A gift from abroad, you should cherish it..."

Qiu Subai didn't listen carefully to what Qiu Weiwei said, so she picked a few key words from the middle, and completely misunderstood the focus of the words. She said, "Abandoned? Did you break up with your girlfriend?"

"Hehe," Qiu Weiwei smiled helplessly, avoided the center of the topic, patted Qiu Subai's shoulder lightly, and said, "Be happy, you can come to me anytime if you have anything... I have something to do, first gone."

"...Hmm!" Qiu Subai forced a smile, and watched Qiu Weiwei off.

Qiu Subai didn't want to recall how she spent the last week before school started. She lived with her dearest and beloved sister every day. Whenever she saw her face, she would remember that she lied to Su Yi that her sister had a boy. When he was a friend, there was an undisguised pain on his face.

She still remembered that after Qiu Weiwei left that day, Su Yi came back with her sister not long after. Su Yi said that the trip is early, so it is better to start tomorrow, and have a good time in the last week before school starts.

Qiu Subai suddenly felt that it was ridiculous for Su Yi to say such words. A few days ago, he obviously agreed to hold back the travel and wait until the [-]th National Day. Now he changed his mind and actively started to organize everyone.

Qiu Subai still clearly remembered seeing such a nasty Su Yi, and said viciously, "I won't go, I want you to go."Then she locked herself in the room and cried so much that she fell asleep and didn't even eat dinner that night.

Many times, Qiu Subai wanted to ask Qiu Hena what Su Yi said when he took her out that day.Qiu Subai also wanted to go to Su Yi's house and ask him why she couldn't listen to what he said to his sister, and why he seemed to be a transparent person when his sister appeared.

But these are only in the brain, Qiu Subai dare not ask, she is afraid that she will not be able to hold back tears when she speaks, and everyone will feel sorry for her and comfort her, she finally decides to wait, wait for Su Yi, or Sister, tell her what she wants to know.

Still, isn't something obvious?For example, Su Yi likes Qiu Hena, not Qiu Subai.But there are still some things that come out to fill up Qiu Subai's brain when she draws conclusions about her own definition.

For example, Su Yi always remembers her birthday. Every year on her birthday, Su Yi always calls on time. If it's not someone she likes, how can she remember it so clearly?
For example, when crossing the road, Su Yi would always hold her shoulders and ask her with a smile, can you learn to watch the cars coming from both sides when crossing the road, be careful, and don't let yourself be in danger, okay?When he said these words, he was always so gentle.If it's not someone you like, how can you gently remind me so much?
For another example, no matter when Su Yi is frowning and doing math problems, or when he is studying chemical formulas, Qiu Subai is chirping next to him, talking about which celebrity's latest scandal he saw in which gossip magazine, he never He would tell her to shut up, and from time to time he would raise his head and laugh at her, saying, it's a waste of you not joining the paparazzi.If it is not the person you like, how can you endure being alone for so long?
(End of this chapter)