I met you in my life

Chapter 5 Are We Saying Goodbye to Our First Love?

Chapter 5 Are We Saying Goodbye to Our First Love? (1)
fall in love!
To forget pain and sorrow,
Restart a game called love.

Meet someone who loves me, forget someone I love,
let us start!

【1】

On the night before the start of school, Qiu Subai was tossing and turning in bed. She knew that she would go to school tomorrow. According to the practice that has remained unchanged for the past few years, Su Yi, Qiu Subai, and Qiu Hena always used the same The breakfast shop on the central axis between the two of them shall prevail, gather at that gate, and set off for the school together.

However, Qiu Hena's current high school is in another district, and they are not on the same road as them. I am afraid that only Qiu Subai and Su Yi are left on the way to school.

I don't want to see Su Yi - this is the only thought in Qiu Su Bai's mind.Before being regarded as an ignorant crush, it is better to keep a distance from Su Yi with self-knowledge, so that even if you know that Su Yi has confessed to his sister, it will not be so embarrassing.

The next day, Qiu Subai woke up early beyond his family's expectation.

She opened the door almost at the same time as Qiu Hena, Qiu Hena looked at her sister in disbelief, rubbed her eyes, "Did I oversleep?"

Qiu Hena looked back at the alarm clock in her room. It was indeed 06:30. However, her sister was dragged out of bed by her almost from elementary school to the first day of junior high school. She seldom got up on time and could count the number of times. Those few times, it was also because the school held a spring outing, and she was so excited that she didn't fall asleep all night.

What's going on today?
Qiu Hena wanted to make sure if the alarm clock in her room was broken, so she asked Qiu Subai, "What time is it?"

Qiu Subai seemed to understand what she was thinking, and said, "It's 06:30, that's right."

"Ah... It seems that it is better to study in a different school!" Qiu Hena thought that her younger sister could not rely on her, and looked at Qiu Subai happily.

"Yes." Qiu Subai responded softly, and said, "Sister, you should wash first!"

Qiu Subai didn't want to squeeze into the same bathroom with Qiu Hena, so she went back to her room and changed into the school uniform that her mother took out of the closet for her last night. The school uniform skirt, why did it cover her knees during the summer vacation, she remembered the size marked on the lining of the skirt, looked at it, and found that her mother had taken it wrong, it was obviously her sister's school uniform.

Qiu Subai entered her sister's room. When she was looking for her school uniform in the closet, Qiu Hena's mobile phone on the desk vibrated suddenly. Qiu Subai originally wanted to take the school uniform and leave, but the mobile phone kept going. In the vibration, she walked over and was about to pick it up, but her hands froze.

This call should be Su Yi asking his sister to go to school together, right?The reason why you didn't call me is because you want to get rid of my follower, right?Qiu Subai couldn't help but think that way, the pain in his heart was like a water-filled sponge, expanding suddenly.

Qiu Subai was afraid that the word "Su Yi" was displayed on the screen of her mobile phone. She didn't even dare to look at it, as if she had peeped and couldn't see the secret. She ran out of her sister's room in fright. She took off her school uniform, went to the bathroom downstairs to wash up, and finally didn't even eat breakfast. In order not to let her sister find out that she had left first, Qiu Subai quietly opened the door and left the house quickly.

She also deliberately walked a farther way to the station, just to avoid the breakfast shop they agreed to when they went to school together. She was more afraid than ever that she would see Su Yi, and that she would see Su Yi and Qiu He Na dating Well, even though they are no longer in the same school, the two of them still have to go to the station together, and then reluctantly part.

"It's disgusting!" Qiu Subai couldn't help blurting out angrily, but then Qiu Hena's always gentle face appeared in her mind, she didn't hate Qiu Hena, she even admired it, it was envy She knows Qiu Hena's strengths better than anyone else. She not only has stable academic performance, but also can write stories. This time she won the prize in the youth literature competition. If it weren't for Su Yi, Qiu Subai would be prouder than anyone else Said, whoever doesn't like a girl like my sister is blind and blind.But just because Su Yi, who he liked and relied on since he was a child, also likes his sister Qiu Hena, his heart hurts like being eaten by thousands of ants.

After Qiu Subai arrived at the station, she leaned listlessly against the billboard at the station, and the seat beside her was vacant. Although it was impossible to trace back to when she first met Su Yi, Qiu Subai deeply remembered when she had the ability to remember. In 11 years and five months, as long as he went to school, no matter if it was kindergarten, elementary school, or middle school, the place beside him was always reserved for Su Yi.

Qiu Subai watched the value of each bus on the electronic stop sign constantly changing, among which No. 174, the fastest arriving bus, passed by the school. She stared at the beating of each digit of the No. 174 stop sign, feeling uneasy Extremely, she still hoped that Su Yi could appear in the next second, but she hoped that it was just her own wishful thinking. Until the 174 bus arrived at the stop, the familiar figure still didn't appear.

"Hey..." Qiu Subai sighed softly, and joined the end of the boarding queue, but she couldn't help but look left and right. Unfortunately, the miracle she was waiting for still didn't happen.

The bus moved slowly, the compartment was packed full of students, and there was a big gathering of all kinds of school uniforms.With great difficulty, Qiu Subai squeezed into the middle of the carriage, and unexpectedly saw a person, and happened to make eye contact with this person. Her originally dull eyes suddenly lit up, and she called out the other person's name in surprise, "Qiu Wei Wei?"

Qiu Subai grabbed the wobbly arms and walked to Qiu Weiwei's seat. With great difficulty, he stood firm. The driver stepped on the brake, causing Qiu Subai to almost fall down in embarrassment. Fortunately, Qiu Weiwei reacted quickly and caught him. Steady her hand.

"Thank you..." Qiu Subai nervously withdrew the hand held by Qiu Weiwei, his cheeks became hot.Even if two people have always been good friends, physical contact will inevitably make people feel awkward.

Qiu Weiwei understood Qiu Subai's embarrassment, let her sit in his seat, and then looked around the carriage, even he knew that Su Yi was guarding Qiu Subai's side like a flower protector, because he didn't see him , Qiu Weiwei felt a little strange, "Where's Su Yi?"

"Why do you take this bus?" Qiu Subai deliberately changed the topic.

"Moved." Qiu Weiwei concealed the embarrassment in his heart, and uttered these words as calmly as possible, not even daring to meet Qiu Subai's eyes, as if afraid of her asking the bottom line.

Immediately afterwards, no one spoke, the two of them had their own concerns, the murky air in the carriage was filled with dull emotions, and the new semester's new atmosphere was completely lifeless.

I almost saw the school from a distance, but the car had a little problem, and it needed to be stopped for more than ten minutes for repairs. Seeing that the cars that were later than the No. 174 bus passed me, the emotions of the whole car were overwhelmed. When they came up, several people got out of the car for fear of being late, and Qiu Subai and Qiu Weiwei also joined the team of those people.

The two of them were sweating profusely, and they slowed down when they approached the school gate. Qiu Subai saw beads of sweat emerging from the tip of Qiu Weiwei's nose, stopped at the school gate, and took out a handkerchief from his pocket, "Hey ,Give!"

Qiu Weiwei was stunned. Rather than saying that he didn't expect Qiu Subai to use a handkerchief, it's better to say that he didn't expect Qiu Subai to hand him such a personal handkerchief, so he took it with a smile and said, "Su Bai, you are really old-fashioned."

"Huh?" Qiu Subai didn't understand what Qiu Weiwei meant.

"Hehe, I didn't expect you to use a handkerchief. Now everyone usually uses paper towels." Qiu Subai stretched out his hand to snatch back the handkerchief. Qiu Weiwei wiped the sweat from his face with it in a panic, and said rascally, "Haha. I Use it, you don't have to go back on your word."

After finishing speaking, Qiu Weiwei stuffed the handkerchief into his trouser pocket and said to Qiu Subai, "I will return it to you after washing."

Qiu Subai nodded.

"...Su Bai."

The eyes of the two people were separated by a voice, and they looked towards the source of the slightly low voice.

It was Su Yi who made the sound.

Qiu Subai's heartstrings, which had just been relaxed for a while, suddenly tensed again.She stood beside Qiu Weiwei without moving, watching Su Yi approaching them step by step, and faltering out three words, "Good morning..."

Su Yi frowned tightly, as if organizing his words, with a very serious expression.

In order to avoid torture, Qiu Subai recruited first: "This morning... I remembered that there is something that must be done before the opening ceremony, so... I left before I could say anything... I'm sorry..." Qiu Subai lied , when she tells a lie, there will be a lot of petty tricks, Su Yi can tell at a glance, he is always very kind, at this time he actually said in a somewhat persuasive tone, "Su Bai, there must be other reasons for you to lie, right? "

Yes.There are other reasons, that is, I don't want to be the light bulb for you and your sister.Qiu Subai cried out in his heart.

But such words cannot be said, Qiu Subai's face turned redder, her breath became more rapid, and her chest hurt a little. She tried her best to make up a reason that sounded more appropriate, but she opened her mouth. Before, I heard a screeching screech of motorcycle brakes, followed by an even more unexpected sound.

"Hey? Why are you all standing at the gate of the school?"

It was Qiu Hena. At this time, Qiu Hena, who should have appeared at the gate of the girls' high school, appeared here and asked them curiously, holding a plastic bag containing a lunch box in her hand.

"elder sister?"

Everyone looked at Qiu Hena dumbfounded, but what surprised everyone was the person who brought her here on a motorcycle. Their eyes seemed to explain everything. Qiu Hena smiled and said, "Okay, I have to go , or I will be late, Su Bai, my mother must have breakfast! I risked being late on the first day of school just to bring breakfast to you!"

After all, Qiu Hena put on the helmet she had just taken off again, and got on the motorcycle without any explanation for her relationship with the handsome guy on the motorcycle. Su Yi was even more depressed at this time. Qiu Subai noticed the expression on Su Yi's face immediately, as if to fan the flames, he said deliberately, "Could this be my sister's boyfriend... It's so cool..."

Su Yi frowned tightly, as if he had been tied to a dead end, he walked into the school gate without saying a word to Qiu Subai, Qiu Subai stared at his back like a Seeing himself like a mirror, biting his lips in pain, a sad blind light flickered in his eyes, everything in his sight, including Su Yi, became just a phantom.

Standing beside Qiu Subai, Qiu Weiwei saw everything in his eyes. When he saw Qiu Subai who was crying, he panicked all of a sudden and comforted him at a loss. , What kind of statement is the fastest and best painkiller.

Qiu Weiwei didn't know where his impulsiveness came from. He pulled Qiu Subai's wrist very hard. He walked very fast and passed Su Yi. He also reminded Qiu Subai in a low voice, " Don't look at him, don't even bird him!"

"Qiu Weiwei..." Qiu Subai looked at Qiu Weiwei in surprise. The two stopped in the lobby of the teaching building of the junior high school, and they had already left the place where Su Yi could see. Qiu Weiwei let go of Qiu Subai and said: "Giving up the person you like may be sad at first, but it is something that everyone must go through in their life! In the future, you will definitely meet someone who is better and more suitable for you, Su Bai ,You have to believe me!"

Although Qiu Subai didn't tell Qiu Weiwei clearly about the recent events, he connected with the emails that Qiu Subai sent him during the two months of summer vacation—even though he never said who the other girl Su Yi liked was. , but when he saw Qiu Hena and Su Yi together near her house that day, the pain in Qiu Subai's eyes gave him a rough idea of ​​what was going on.

But...Qiu Weiwei still hopes that one day Qiu Subai can bravely speak out about the things between her and Su Yi.

Qiu Subai looked at Qiu Weiwei's earnest eyes, wiped away the tears welling up in his eyes, sucked his nose vigorously, and said, "Really?"

"Of course! Everyone will meet a person who is bound to meet in life. That... will be the most perfect meeting. The wrong love that I encountered before that was just to meet that person better Get ready."

Qiu Subai nodded dubiously, like a novice in love, who just finished a love course that benefited her a lot.

Then, the next thing is to practice——Qiu Subai told himself repeatedly: Su Yi is not the lover who is bound to appear in my life, the real man will wait for me in the future.

But this kind of self-hypnosis is very difficult.

Qiu Subai deliberately avoided Su Yi. Although he had done that before, but now he just made his intentions more obvious. Not only was he deeply touched, but even the people around him became suspicious.

【2】

A few days later, in the physical education class, I don’t know why the class of this semester was arranged so coincidentally. The physical education class of the second year of junior high school and the first year of senior high school happened to be arranged in the same section. Although they were taught by different teachers, they were in the same playground On the morning, when doing warm-up exercises, Qiu Subai saw from a distance that Su Yi seemed to be walking towards her during the rest time, but she avoided it first.

Even Ai Xi, who is usually like a fuzzy spirit, has discovered the knot between Qiu Su Bai and Su Yi. She knows that Qiu Su Bai's favorite person is Su Yi. Even when going to the teacher's office, Qiu Subai deliberately walked over to see what Su Yi was doing, even though he didn't need to go around to the floor where the third grade classroom was located.

In contrast, the changes now are too great. Aixi dragged Qiu Subai to sit under the shade of a tree on the side of the playground, looked at Qiu Subai suspiciously, and said, "Su Bai, you and Su Yixue Did something happen long?"

"What can be the matter." Qiu Subai didn't want to talk about this matter. If she talked too much, she would show her feet. She would still be sad. This is not ordinary sadness, but so sad that even breathing would hurt her trachea. These few nights When I couldn't sleep at home, and when I saw Qiu Hena, I felt this kind of pain.

"No, it must have been a quarrel? Could it be that Senior Su Yi said he couldn't go on a trip?"

Qiu Subai didn't expect that Aixi was still thinking about this matter for her, and said weakly: "I won't go for a long time..."

"Hey?" Aixi looked at Qiu Subai in surprise, "Then why didn't you tell me! Qiu Subai, hello! I'm your best friend, why didn't you tell me that such a big thing happened? I!"

"What a big deal..." Qiu Subai slowly opened her frown, and said, "Aixi, I have decided to give up on Su Yi..."

"Really?" Aixi was taken aback, she knew that Qiu Subai's pursuit of love was terribly persistent, if there were no special reasons, she would not give up so suddenly.

"What did I lie to you for?" Qiu Subai asked back, but she didn't want to explain the complicated triangular relationship, but everyone has curiosity, what Aixi wants to know most is what she doesn't want to say, Qiu Subai's eyes wandered On the small square in their class on the playground, everyone was practicing long jump, Qiu Subai stood up, intending to walk over, but Ai Xishi held him back, "No, today you have to talk about it from beginning to end !"

Just at this time, Su Yi led the boys in his class to run, and ran past Qiu Subai. He was sweating profusely, and gave Qiu Subai a meaningful look.

So what if there is this glance, Qiu Subai knows Su Yi's affection for her sister, so she would not have thought that this glance was Su Yi wanting to tell her that without her appearing at the station, he suddenly felt like a fool. Waiting for the bus; on the way to school without her company, he kicked stones alone, ignoring the front, and always had the illusion that Qiu Subai chased him from behind, shouting, Su Yi, why didn't you wait for me!

In Su Yi's eyes, Qiu Subai seemed to have never grown up, but he couldn't figure out when, it seemed that Qiu Subai became sensitive overnight, but he was still sloppy.

Qiu Subai glanced away, and got a little angry at Aixi, "What's the matter!"

"That's why you decided to give up on Su Yi..." There were some high school girls around who were also enjoying the shade in the shade of a nearby tree. When they heard Qiu Subai's dispute, they all looked over, and Qiu Subai covered her Assy's mouth, said: "You take it easy!"

Aixi lowered her voice and said, "Don't you like Senior Su Yi very much?"

"I..." Qiu Subai was told what was on his mind, and Aixi was right. Even if Qiu Subai wanted to separate from Su Yi, stay away from him, and give up on him, what he couldn't deny was his own heart.As long as Qiu Subai thinks of this painful relationship, she can't help but want to cry, the tip of her nose turns red all of a sudden, and she starts to wipe her tears with the back of her hand.

Big clouds in the sky flow quickly, blocking the dazzling sunlight from time to time, and the color of the whole land is erratic and sometimes bright and sometimes dark.

"Wow! Qiu Weiwei is amazing! How can he jump so far!" The girls standing on the long jump field looked at Qiu Weiwei's heels adoringly, pointing to the nearly three-meter ruler point.

Qiu Weiwei stepped aside, and several girls immediately surrounded him.

"Weiwei, you teach me how to dance too!" Feng Nan knocked away the girl standing beside Qiu Weiwei, approached Qiu Weiwei by herself, and held his arm, and moved closer to him as a gesture of goodwill. The girl looked at Feng Nan with disdain, and let out a soft "cut".

Qiu Weiwei withdrew his arm in disgust, and said, "I told you not to call me that."

Qiu Weiwei hates being called Weiwei the most. He thinks it sounds like a girl's name, making him feel uncomfortable and sissy.In order to change his name, he almost got into a fight with his parents, but now that Feng Nan calls him like that, it's no wonder he doesn't get angry.

The girl who was bumped turned around, a conflict of pride and disbelief appeared at the same time, she said to her friend, "You deserve it! Qiu Weiwei is not yours alone! Shameless! Look, Qiu Weiwei doesn't even belong to you!" I don’t like her! I’ve made it clear that even if it’s a relationship, I wouldn’t choose someone like her!”

Feng Nan's ear tip, heard her words, walked over and pushed the girl, "Who are you calling shameless!"

(End of this chapter)

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