Aifei, I won't let go

Chapter 188 A Misstep and Eternal Hate (2)

Jin'er had already retreated silently, and the door of the main hall was gently closed.In the room, it suddenly became darker.The corners of Mu Yun's mouth raised bitterly, she wanted to say, why bother, Shangguan Mu Chen, why did you bother to push you and me into such a situation?

However, when the words came to his lips, he couldn't get them out.She knew that Shangguan Muchen would not listen to any of her words, nor would he feel that the original decision was wrong.He hated Gu Yan so much, and regarded Gu Yan as his strong enemy.

Heh, Shangguan Muchen is stingy, and there is no room for a grain of sand in his stingy eyes.But, is Gu Yan sand?He likes her, she can't stop it, but she can stop her heart...

The eyelashes fluttered slightly, and tears rolled in the eyes.She told herself, she shed too many tears, what's the use of crying again?After all, she was the one who harmed Gu Yan...

Shangguan Muchen knelt down, as proud as he was, but at this moment, he knelt down.He looked at her and wanted to hold her hand, but he stopped abruptly.

Raising her eyes, Mu Yun looked at him. She had loved the man in front of her for two lifetimes.If it is said that this is karmic reincarnation, then she admits it.But, my brother Chen, why, you want to be so domineering, so domineering that you can kill Gu Yan with one hand regardless of my feelings.

Shangguan Mu Chen's lips were slightly pursed, and after a long time, he said harshly, "Yun'er, if you ask me if I regret killing Gu Yan, I just want to say that I have never regretted it."

Mu Yun smiled coolly, and said to herself, sure enough.

"You regard him as a good friend, but he only regards you as the only woman he likes in his life. Yun'er, my Shangguan Mu Chen's woman, I don't want anyone to miss you, do you understand?"

Heh, Mu Yun thought it was a bit ridiculous, the corners of her mouth curled up coldly, and said, "Shangguan Mu Chen, why don't you kill all the men in the world, wouldn't it make your heart more at ease?"

This sentence contains too much irony, ridicule, and helplessness.She originally thought that Shangguan Muchen would be speechless, but no, he said, "If possible, I would like to do the same."

In a word, resolutely and decisively, without a moment's hesitation.Mu Yun stared blankly at Shangguan Muchen, gritted her teeth angrily and said, "Shangguan Muchen, you are crazy, really crazy!"

Twice in a row, Mu Yun called him Shangguan Mu Chen, but now, she even called him crazy.

There was a wry smile at the corner of his mouth, and there was unknown pain in his eyes. He only knew that Mu Yun belonged to her alone, and only he could love and care about her. Could it be wrong?
Yun'er, I can do everything in the world just for you, but do you really want to hate me to the bone for Gu Yan?

The fingertips pinched deeply into the fingertips, and there was a slight pain and a slight numbness.

Before coming, he thought about talking to her a lot, and hoped that they would not have a grudge because of this.But now, I can't say it, and I can't say it.

Mu Yun turned her face away, as if she had made a big decision, she suddenly said, "Shangguan Mu Chen, you can go, I don't want to see you now?"

Shangguan Muchen's body swayed for a while, a little unbelievable and a little surprised.At this moment, because of Gu Yan, she called him Shangguan Mu Chen again.At the same moment, she said, Shangguan Muchen, let's go...

I don't want to see you now...

No, see?He got up swayingly, without saying anything more, please softly uttered a word, "Okay." However, when he stood up, his heart was clearly torn apart, and the pain made him unbearable. breathe.He knew that Mu Yun said such a trick, which showed her unforgiveness.However, he couldn't ask why.

The door of the main hall was opened again, and Shangguan Muchen really got up and left.Before leaving, he only said one word, good.

Mu Yun didn't know whether he chose to give up the explanation, or whether he chose to accept her driving away.My heart ached inexplicably.She fell down on the table suddenly, and burst into tears.

In her mind, she still recalled a sentence she said when she was nine years old, she said, Shangguan Muchen, from now on, can I call you Brother Chen?
He responded, yes.

At that moment, there seemed to be an invisible bond that drew them together.Because of his kind words, from then on, he was destined to give his heart to Shangguan Muchen.

There was some pain in her chest, so painful that she couldn't breathe.After experiencing many things, they finally had a deep, deep grudge because of Gu Yan.

Throughout her life, Mu Yun will never forget that she brought Gu Yan back because of her self-righteousness.It was also because of her that she called him back because she wanted to say goodbye to him. From then on, his life fell forever.And all her life, she will always live in guilt, unable to extricate herself.

Outside the house, the fallen leaves withered, Shangguan Mu Chen looked up and realized that the weather had already entered autumn, but he didn't realize it yet.Now, his Yun'er hated him, wouldn't this autumn look even more bleak?
He raised the corner of his mouth, smiled miserably, and murmured, "Shangguan Muchen, if you were not careful, you still couldn't fully grasp the warmth that only belongs to you..."

Qingfeng stayed by his side, seeing the look of loneliness in the corner of his mouth, he sighed helplessly, and said in his heart, I hope time can dilute all this.

……

That night, Shangguan Muchen drank day and night, he asked himself repeatedly, was it wrong?Is it really wrong and outrageous.However, no one could answer him.

The Hall of Eternal Life is so big that it makes people feel lonely and cold.

Eunuch Gao came to him from time to time and kept dissuading him, "Your Majesty, drinking too much will hurt your health, so don't drink any more."

However, the wine jars were empty one after another, and he kept drinking, telling himself that as long as he was drunk, he fell asleep.Tomorrow, his Yun'er will be back again.

Outside the hall, Qingfeng broke in suddenly, grabbed his wine jar, pursed his lips and said, "Your majesty, you might as well think about how to persuade your empress while you are drinking like this. Besides, you have been in love with the empress for so many years, don't you think so?" Don't you have any confidence at all?"

Shangguan Mu Chen gave a wry smile, the loneliness in his eyes was evident.

There is a saying that Qingfeng is right.He is indeed not confident, he has never been confident about things that are too happy.

On that day, when Mu Yun said that if he killed Gu Yan, she would hate him for the rest of her life, his heart was stabbed faintly.Despite hearing such decisive words, he did it anyway.Without hesitation, he carried Mu Yun and left, allowing Gu Yan to die in the hands of his guards.

And when I heard Mu Yun say, Shangguan Mu Chen, you go, I don't want to see you.He knew it was over, the feeling he was trying to hold on to seemed to break down at that moment.

Nothing could stick, just like that, completely fell apart...

After a long time, he tore off the ugly sachet from his waist, and said with a wry smile, "Yun'er, maybe I was really wrong. But, do you still remember the vow we made?"

His body slowly fell to the ground. He opened his eyes that were a little swollen and murmured, "Tie hair as husband and wife, love and love will never change. Yun'er, don't hate me. Because my heart is hurting." with..."

PS: When I was about to publish a new article today, I suddenly found that the editors had already gone home for vacation.After Qiqi Aiai sighed a few times, I felt that I would have to wait for a while.Forget it, I always feel that the title of the new article is a bit awkward, go upload it~
Also, there was a mistake in the title of the chapter yesterday, please forgive me, Amen.As the New Year approaches, old people get confused.Hey, I wish you a happy new year...

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