Aifei, I won't let go

Chapter 189 Going Like a Yellow Crane (2)

It was night, the moon was shining like a hook, and in Luoxia Palace, several court ladies had already been sent back.Mu Yun lifted the quilt, looked at the sleeping person on the bed, sighed lightly, and slowly got up.

Putting on the shirt, she stretched out her hand, slid her fingertips across his cheek, and sighed softly.

"I'm sorry..." She bit her lower lip lightly, and finally turned to leave.

Walking to the cradle, she picked up her little Hong'er and opened the door of the main hall.The cool wind blows, bringing a little bit of coolness.Turning around, she looked at Shangguan Muchen on the bed again, with a little reluctance in her eyes.

On the eaves, a woman in white clothes suddenly flew down, she covered her face, she didn't see very clearly, but Mu Yun still recognized her immediately.When she was nine years old, she sneaked out of the house for a playful moment. At that time, it was the first time she saw her, and that person was Xue Yi.

Xue Yi glanced at the child in her arms lightly, pursed her lips and said, "Master wants me to take you away."

Mu Yun was taken aback for a moment, then smiled, "I didn't expect that you belonged to him."

Xue Yi turned her face away, grabbed her hand, pursed her lips and said, "Let's go, everything has been arranged."

"En." Mu Yun nodded, and was about to leave when a voice called "Yun'er..." came from behind her.

Mu Yun's body trembled, she turned around, and saw Shangguan Mu Chen standing by the door, wearing a middle coat, her hair was a little disheveled, and there was still some pain in her eyes.

"Are you going to leave me with Hong'er?"

"I..." She bit her lower lip and took a step back, not knowing how to answer.After a pause, she said, "Obviously I have..."

"It's obvious that you've been drugged?"

Mu Yun was dumbfounded.

"You knew it a long time ago, did you pretend to be dizzy on purpose?"

"Heh..." Shangguan Muchen's lips curled into a bitter smile, and he said, "My Yun'er, I can see through your eyes and your words, but what I didn't expect is , you want to leave me. Yun'er, am I really not worthy of your love anymore?"

"I don't know..." She lowered her eyes, and her heart was filled with embarrassment. She was never willing to leave him, but she was too tired, so tired that she didn't want to care about it, she just wanted to escape to a quiet place, plain and simple. After the rest of my life.

"You said you didn't know, then, tell me, do you still have me in your heart?"

Mu Yun bit her lip, turned her back and said, "Shangguan Mu Chen, you already have Jingyue, why do you need me anymore?"

Shangguan Muchen turned pale, and quickly explained, "Yun'er, I don't like her, he and I..."

"Stop it," she interrupted him, and said resolutely, "I'm tired, let me go..."

I'm tired……

just let me go...

This sentence rang in his mind repeatedly.Let her go?How could he be willing?How, can you be willing?She is his warmth, the warmth he wants to have all his life, let her go, who will warm his heart?
The moonlight was covered by dark clouds, casting a few dark shadows. For a moment, it was hard to see what Shangguan Mu Chen's face was like at this time. Xue Yi frowned slightly, and said coldly, "If you force her to stay by your side , she will never be happy anymore, why do you tie her by your side?!"

"Who are you?! Even if this is the case, you don't need to worry about it!" Shangguan Muchen's body swayed a few times, and his thin clothes fluttered unsteadily.Xue Yi smiled coldly and chose not to speak.

Shangguan Mu Chen looked deeply at Mu Yun's back, and asked, "Are you really going?"

After asking, his heart was already torn open, he thought, if she answered yes, then, should he tie her up, or let her go?

Mu Yun took a deep breath and said word by word, "Shangguan Mu Chen, I don't want to blame you for Gu Yan's death, so I can't forgive myself. I'm in pain, so, I beg you, let me go Bar……"

In order to escape from him, she begged him...

The autumn wind was rustling, and the moonlight suddenly became a little cold.Shangguan Muchen finally believed that autumn is indeed not a good season, because in this season, she told him to let her go...

For a long time, when Mu Yun thought that Shangguan Mu Chen would not agree, she suddenly heard him say, "Leave Hong Er."

"What?" Turning around, Mu Yun didn't seem to hear clearly, and asked again.

"Leave Hong'er, you leave."

"Why?" Mu Yun looked at him puzzled and said, "In the future, Jingyue can also give birth to a child for you, why do you insist on keeping my Hong'er?!"

"He is also my Hong'er!" Shangguan Mu Chen gritted his teeth and said, "Three years, after three years, if you still insist on leaving, I will return Hong'er to you..."

After saying this, it was as if he had exhausted all his strength, and his whole person suddenly became a little depressed.

Mu Yun moved her lips, originally she wanted to say, Shangguan Mu Chen, are you trying to blackmail me with Hong'er, but when she saw him like this, she couldn't say it anymore.

After a long time, she pursed her lips lightly and said, "Okay, I'll keep Hong'er, and I'll come back to pick up Hong'er after three years." After that, she walked over and handed it to him.

When I turned around, tears were already shed.As for him, when she walked away, a fishy sweetness gushed out of his throat, and with a "uh", blood spat out, staining the ground red.

In fact, who said it's not that I haven't loved yet, it's just that I'm really too tired, so tired that I don't even have room to breathe.

Shangguan Muchen's domineering and pampering brought her happiness, but also brought her indelible pain.If he could forget the fact that he killed Gu Yan, perhaps, Mu Yun could act as if he didn't know anything, and continue to enjoy his overbearing and pampering.But the point is, she can't forget...

That night, Mu Yun walked very smoothly, and Shangguan Mu Chen ordered not to stop her from leaving.Therefore, she came to the palace gate smoothly and silently all the way.

When getting into the carriage, Xue Yi suddenly asked, "Do you still love him?"

"Love."

"Then why did you leave?"

"Because I can't let go of the guilt in my heart."

Xue Yi smiled coolly and said, "Sometimes, too much love is not a good thing. Why do you force yourself to hate him, or to be precise, hate yourself? Some people are destined to leave, maybe, it's his. Fate is not good, more likely, there is no need for him to exist in this world..."

Mu Yun frowned, and said disapprovingly, "No matter who it is, there is a reason to live in this world!"

"So, what about Xinghen back then? Why do you want to kill him so desperately?"

"that is because……"

"Because of what?" Xue Yi interrupted her and said, "Because he killed the Mu family? Heh, but if you hadn't seduced Sicheng Mingye, why would he have provoked the Mu family? Mu Yun, no matter how evil she is, There are also people he cares about, and there are people he thinks cannot be hurt or violated, everyone is the same..."

After listening, Mu Yun could no longer argue.As the carriage moved, she kept thinking about Xue Yi's words in her mind.She had to admit that Xue Yi's words were correct, although she felt a little ridiculous, but wasn't it because of her that the Mu family suffered?

In ancient times, people often said that beauty is a disaster, but at this moment, Mu Yun really believed it.

She is a beauty, so she is destined to be a disaster.Because she messed up Sicheng Mingye's heart, Xinghen regarded her as the last enemy, which led to the tragic demise of the Mu family.It was also because she disturbed Gu Yan's heart, so Shangguan Mu Chen didn't have the slightest affection for Gu Yan, and in the end, Gu Yan died...

Behind all the commotion, who was wrong?Who is right again?
Outside the car, Xue Yi didn't speak any more, she concentrated on driving the car, only the car curtain that was occasionally blown up by the wind allowed her to see Xue Yi's slightly bleak back.

Mu Yun smiled bitterly and asked, "So, Xue Yi, is the person you care about Ouyang Mingquan?"

After saying that, she felt Xue Yi's body stiffen, she snorted lightly, and said coldly, "You don't need to worry about this!"

After listening, Mu Yun smiled and chose to shut up.

……

On the second day, the news that Mu Yun had disappeared spread throughout the capital.

Mu Haoran rushed into the Hall of Eternal Life, and when he saw Shangguan Mu Chen crouching over his desk reviewing the memorial, he tried his best to suppress his restlessness and called out, "Your Majesty..."

"Hao Ran, what are you doing in such a hurry?" There was no trace of sadness or joy in his tone, as if he didn't care much about this matter.

So, Mu Haoran asked angrily, "Your Majesty, where is Yun'er? Why did she disappear?"

"Why?" He paused his hand, raised his eyes, and saw Mu Haoran's angry eyes, those dark and bottomless pupils became somewhat obscure.

"It's her, begging me to let her go. Haoran, my Yun'er, don't want me anymore..."

Mu Haoran was taken aback, he had many questions, and when he heard this sentence, he became inexplicably sad for Shangguan Mu Chen.

Since it was Mu Yun who asked to leave, it means that Mu Yun is not in danger.But why did Mu Yun leave?Because, the rumors of the past few days were still, because of Gu Yan...

When he returned to Mu Mansion, Mu Haoran's mind was still a little confused, and when he saw Yan Shan coming up to him, he felt inexplicably sad.Mu Yun was saddened by Gu Yan's death, so, is his Shan'er in pain?Suddenly, he hugged Yan Shan abruptly and asked, "Shan'er, are you sad?"

Shan'er was taken aback, and asked, "Hao Ran, what's the matter?"

"Shan'er, were you sad when Gu Yan died?" He never asked this question, just like back then, he didn't dare to ask, Shan'er, do you love Gu Yan?
If she loves, is there me in her heart—Mu Haoran?

"Sad." Yan Shan answered honestly.

Mu Haoran withdrew his hand and said calmly, "Sure enough, my Shan'er likes Gu Yan."

He turned sideways, and the two passed each other, Yan Shan turned around quickly, grabbed his hand and said, "Hao Ran, now Shan'er loves you, you are Shan'er's husband for life...... "

Perhaps, the dream she once had was beautiful, but she, Yan Shan, must admit that now, she loves Mu Haoran...

Husband for life, he smiled with relief, and there is nothing more pleasing than hearing this.Turning around, he hugged Yan Shan suddenly, and whispered in her ear, "Shan'er, give birth to a child for me."

PS: Uh, ahem, someone asked me, it's almost the end, did you write the heroine away?Meng can only say that the ending is indeed coming soon, but there are still a few chapters left, a good ending, don't get bored.There are about two or three days to write the finale. I am preparing a new book recently. I am tired. Because it is still the Spring Festival, the editors are on holiday. I am not satisfied with the new article, very dissatisfied, although I conceived it For a long time, hey, God, hack me to death!

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