if there is no tomorrow

Chapter 23
With Luan Bingran's help, I have fulfilled all my life's long-cherished wishes. Although charity has discounted my long-cherished wishes, I am generally satisfied.My physical condition is still good, and there is no sign of illness for the time being, but I know that the illness will come like a mountain, and one day I will wake up in the morning and I will not be able to get out of bed.Beijing is getting colder and colder, and I suddenly have the idea of ​​leaving the city and wanting to go to a warmer place in the south.Hainan is obviously not suitable. It is said that the warm Hainan has been occupied by outsiders, and the phenomenon of cheating and killing customers abounds.I finally chose to go to Vietnam. First, the climate in Vietnam is warm. Second, the price is cheap. Third, the tourist visa allows you to stay for one month. Fourth, if you fall on the street, someone will definitely take care of you.I hope that someone will take care of me, instead of sending me to the hospital for emergency treatment, but I have a contact card of the charity association on my body, no matter where I am at the last moment, as long as someone calls the charity association, they can send someone to come Remove my cornea.

The afternoon before yesterday, Luan Bingran called me and said that the lawyer from the charity association had signed to accept my cornea donation.Later, she sent me several documents that needed to be signed, as well as a contact card with instructions in five languages: Chinese, English, French, German, and Spanish: This is a respected For organ donors, no matter where he is, when his body or consciousness is involuntary, please call us...

Luan Bingran also gave me a small gift in his personal capacity, a white stuffed bear, which he said was my travel mascot.When Luan Bingran walked out of the door, I said to her: "You don't have a boyfriend at all, why are you lying to me?"

Luan Bingran asked me: "How do you know I don't have a boyfriend?"

I said: "Whether it's Beijing time or Sydney time, you rarely send WeChat messages, and the occasional phone call is also about work. You are completely single."

Luan Bingran's eyes suddenly turned red, she let go of her lower lip, which had teeth marks on it, and said to me: "Even if you live a year, I will still fall in love with you, because it is said that the shelf life of love is only eight months. But the time you have left is so short...it is the time when you are in love, but you want to leave me forever. The greatest pain in life is parting from life and death. Could it be that you really have the heart to let me..."

I interrupted Luan Bingran and said, "Actually, I've thought about this too, so even if you want to love me now, I won't agree."

Luan Bingran nodded: "In order to forget you as soon as possible, I have already promised a suitor from the Charity Association. He is a doctor from an eye hospital and asked me to have dinner with me tonight."

I smiled and said to Luan Bingran: "Go quickly, I sincerely bless you."

Luan Bingran's body shook for a while, but she didn't turn around and leave, but came up and hugged me: "Old Yu, I love you!"

I kissed Luan Bingran's forehead and said to her, "I love you! Little White Rabbit."

Luan Bingran smiled. She wiped away her tears, left my arms, walked to the corner of the stairs, turned her head and waved to me: "Good journey, Lao Yu."

Thinking that I'm leaving the city tomorrow makes me feel bad.Previously, I had imagined countless times how to leave this city, the hustle and bustle, the congestion, the smog, and the hypocrisy, but when this day was coming, I actually felt a little bit dissatisfied. Abandon.

Meet your ex-wife and son for dinner?My ex-wife called me last week and said she and her son wanted to spend the weekend with me.When I said breaking up, I meant breaking up. Those who are dragging their feet don't look like a man.The ex-wife said that her mother's colleague introduced her to a boyfriend who had met a few days ago, and she was not very satisfied.I told her to keep her eyes open and don't find another useless person.The ex-wife said that at least he wasn't bald. He was a well-known composer with long flowing hair.I said, then I wish you happiness!Remember not to abuse my son.

Why don't you invite Lu Fumeng to go to the bar for a while?But this guy seems to have really changed his ways, saying that he is mixing colors for his painter girlfriend and won't go out at night.

How about seeing if Liang Anni has time?calamus!Why did I think of this slut again? How dare I use Lao Tzu as a drug introduction. When she arrives in the underworld, I will definitely send her to the hell brothel.

correct!Go to the hospital to see Wu Antong, this kid fainted suddenly at my farewell meeting, and there is no news from him until now.

In the flower shop in front of the hospital, I bought a basket of the most lively lilies for Wu Antong. The price was at least twice as high as that in the flower shop, because Luan Bingran and I went to buy lilies two weeks ago when we arranged for the farewell meeting. flower.Walking out of the door of the flower shop, two groups of people suddenly rushed up from the left and right, each holding a wooden stick and fighting together. My flower basket was instantly swept to the ground by a stick, and before I bent down to pick it up, it was trampled into rubbish by the gangsters.From flowers to garbage, no more than five seconds before and after the time.I can only go back to the florist and ask the owner what's going on?The owner said: "The parking lot of the nearby hotel occupies the space of the hospital. The leaders of the hospital went to the hotel to negotiate several times, but the hotel simply ignored the hospital. When I got to the hotel, I was in a hurry, the leaders of both sides negotiated one-three-five, and the security personnel of both sides fought two-four-six.

I could only buy another basket of lilies, and I walked out of the flower shop only after I stretched my head out to see the two parties in the fight dispersed.The hospital ward was very quiet, with an atmosphere of death at any moment.Not seeing each other for two weeks, Wu Antong almost lost his face, because of his rapid weight loss, the skin on his neck was drooping like a Shar Pei.Judging from Wu Antong's face, I concluded that he was not suffering from a minor illness, and a feeling of sympathy for each other emerged spontaneously.And I became more firm in my mind, and I was determined not to go to the hospital!Two weeks can get people out of phase.I said a few insincere words of consolation, because I didn't know whether Wu Antong understood my illness, so my consolation was all superficial nonsense, and I felt fake when I heard it.When Wu Antong's wife came out to see me off, I whispered to her, "What's wrong with old Wu?"

Wu Antong's wife wiped her tears and said, "It was too late, it was pancreatic cancer..."

What Wu Antong's wife said next, I didn't hear clearly, I just felt a little dizzy.I almost sprinted into the taxi in front of the hospital, urging the driver to speed up all the way, he must have thought my house was on fire.I went back to the rented house and quickly dug out my cancer screening form from the book "Elegy for the World".That's right, my name is on the cancer screening form, not Wu Antong.I was like a deflated ball, just a glimmer of hope was ignited, and it was extinguished in an instant.But... is there really such a coincidence?Wu Antong and I got the same cancer at the same time?I stared at the anti-cancer screening form in despair. Suddenly, I saw type O blood marked in the blood type column. No, I have type AB blood. Type O blood?Wu Antong has type O blood, and he said several times that he has type O blood, so he was slow to sober up.I tried my best to control my excitement, and carefully recalled the details of the anti-cancer screening: During the blood screening for cancerous changes, as soon as I sat down and rolled up my sleeves, Wu Antong patted my head from behind, saying that he had an appointment I had dinner with an important client and asked me to draw his blood first... That's right!There must be a mistake in this link, because everyone's order is compiled in advance, and the cancer prevention and screening center only recognizes the number but not the person, I am fucking!
I still went to the original cancer prevention and screening center and did a special cancer screening. The results came back three days later, and nothing happened.I let out a long sigh of relief, feeling like I had lifted a mountain that I had been carrying for three months.I'm so fucking stupid, why didn't I go to the hospital for a re-examination earlier, so that all this shit wouldn't happen.Not only did he offend Jiang Yang, who was responsible for six murders, but he also took advantage of the underworld organization that secretly sells human organs.Xu Dapao and Xu Erpao have been arrested, maybe one day they will have a nephew, what will I do then?Now, not only have I resigned, but I have also said nothing to Wei Dangjun, calling him SS directly face to face. The key is that I have also mastered the most private things of the company's senior management.There is also divorce. My ex-wife intends to remarry me, but after remarriage, how can I still meet my crooked mother-in-law and pig-headed brother-in-law.What's more, I offended my father-in-law last time, he is the only person in the family who respects me, and I even threatened to expose their father and son's joint venture to make money.well!It seems that at any time, you can't stop talking and do things.

Let's try to make up for it, let's go home first, didn't my ex-wife call me last week to invite me to spend the weekend together?I went back to my residence, packed my things in less than 10 minutes, and almost ran back home.After the divorce was signed, I handed over the house keys to my ex-wife, so I had to stand at the door and knock.

The door opened, and a long-haired man in pajamas stood at the door. He asked me, "Who are you looking for?"

Carrying all my belongings on my back, I walked down the street in a daze, not knowing where I should go for a while.I walked into a park in the middle of the street and slumped on a chair, letting the cold wind of the night wrap my bare bald head.A pair of lovers came from the depths of the park in the middle of the street. The two were holding hands. The woman was telling the man an interesting story, and the voice was very familiar: "He was in a bar, wearing a tight T-shirt from Versace and Jack Jones jeans. , Armani short windbreaker, and shaved a bald head, you say... you say, hehehe... can I not think he is gay?"

(End of this chapter)