if there is no tomorrow

Chapter 4
I fell asleep in a trance and trance, and it seemed that a voice said to me: "You are bald, it is a sign of heaven, you will..."

Just when I was trying to hear the following words clearly, a knock on the door of "Tuk Tuk Tuk" woke me up.The kitchen knife was still in my hand, and the blood on it had solidified and turned gray-black.Leaning on a kitchen knife, I barely sat up and walked over to open the anti-theft door.There was a big man standing at the door, but without sunglasses. He handed me a large box of mooncakes with both hands and said, "This is a small gift for the holidays, not a respect."

I pushed the box of mooncakes away with a kitchen knife and said that I don't like mooncakes.The big man said, "You can take it if you don't eat it, or my salary for this month will be gone, please."

In the last sentence, the big man almost used a pleading tone.I nodded slightly and said, "Then put it at the door."

The big man was relieved, and before leaving, he asked me if I was always carrying a kitchen knife at home.I said, "Yes, because I hate dogs."

I closed the anti-theft door and slumped back to the place just now. I may want to continue the dream just now, mainly because the sentence in the dream has not been finished yet.As I wished, I fell asleep again, this time having a long and messy nightmare, and even the nightmare didn't wake me up, I was so tired.

When I opened my eyes again, I found that it was already dusk.God, I actually slept on the floor by the door all day.I moved my arms a little, and felt that the sleep had restored me a great deal of strength.At this time, the phone rang, go fuck it!Don't answer anyone's calls, whether it's the leader, client, Lu Fumeng, or his wife, go to hell with it all!I don't want to look at your faces and listen to your nonsense anymore. My cancer may be caused by you. You have never put me in a good mood.The phone was still ringing on the table, vibrating while ringing, and fell to the ground.I was usually worried about missing incoming calls, so I turned up the ringtone of my phone to the maximum and also set the vibration, even if I couldn’t hear the ringtone when I was squeezing the subway, I could still feel the vibration.If you missed the call from the leader, you will be criticized, if you miss the call from your wife, you will be scolded, if you miss the call from your client, you will not make money, and if you miss the call from Lu Fumeng, you will offend your friends.One day, even if I was sitting on the toilet and suddenly remembered that I didn't bring my mobile phone, I wished I could poop halfway and run back to the office to get my mobile phone.So I often hallucinate and feel that the phone is ringing.Once, my calf cramped and cramped, and my first reaction was that the phone vibrated for an incoming call. I didn't even bother to bend over and kick my legs to deal with the cramps, so I took out my phone to check.Mobile phone, mobile phone, I'm almost fucking exhausted by you.

The phone rang again, this time it was bouncing and ringing on the floor, and it was moving towards the door... During the holiday break, who would be in such a hurry to find me?Answer?Still not answering?Could it be that the company is in a hurry?If I can live for three years or two years, how can I live without this crappy job?Maybe it's Lu Fumeng's call, does he want to pay back the money?Do I buy a car after getting this money, or do I eat, drink, whore and gamble?It may also be the phone call from my wife. This woman may have reflected on herself and found that I am the best man in the world.The mobile phone was calling and moved to my side. I glanced at the screen of the mobile phone and found that it was Anni Liang's call.

Speaking of which, Liang Anni is still a nice person to me, and she always wants to sleep with me, I can feel it.In the past, I was always worried that if I did something, I would have to be responsible to others. Lu Fumeng laughed at me as an idiot. He said that women are also lonely. Sometimes I just want to find a man for excitement.

I decided to answer Liang Anni's call. Even if my fears were true, I don't have to bear the responsibility, because I won't live long.Liang Anni knew that my wife and I were separated, so she was full of coquettishness when she came up: "Why did it take me so long to answer people's calls, are you in a zoo or an amusement park?"

I already had that evil idea, so I simply told her the truth and told her that I was bored at home alone.Liang Anni was very excited when she heard that, and she said, "I'm attending a reception for the launch of new French wines, and I bought two bottles of this year's new wines, do you want to try them out?"

I said, "I just bought a wine decanter last month. You can bring the wine over here. Take Metro Line 2 to Jishuitan..."

Liang Anni said: "I'll take a taxi there, and you just need to tell me the residential area and house number."

This little girl is so ashamed that she doesn't even want to waste her time on the subway.

I have lost my previous expectations and desires for this unmarried woman who is about to arrive at my door. I just feel that I am a dying person, and I don’t make money for nothing.What's more, my vision was still gray, and I felt that after a while, I couldn't even tell the color of Liang Anni's underwear, which was the part I was most interested in before.But I still tidied up the messy living room, stuffed the junk mail into the garbage bag, stuffed the decapitated dead Jingba into the moon cake box, and put the damn cancer screening form in it In a book called "Elegy for the World" in the bookcase.I searched for a decanter for a long time but couldn't find it. Then I found it on the balcony. My son used it to raise two small map fish.I haven't been to the balcony for about three months, and the water in the decanter has long since dried up. It took me a long time to identify the two small dried fish before I concluded that they were maps.

I had just washed off the fishy and smelly decanter and my face when Liang Anni arrived.As soon as she walked in, she gave me a tight hug. According to Chinese habits, it was equivalent to telling me to avoid all the nonsense before fooling around, damn it!Liang Anni is such a powerful woman, and the decanter was washed for nothing.Next, I immediately clarified a fact: I have that thought now, but I don't have that ability.That idea stems from the fact that I am dying, so I don’t do it for nothing.But my unsatisfactory object was drooping, even though Liang Anni rolled and twisted on my body like a snake with its head smashed for a long time, it still didn't respond.Liang Anni comforted me and said, "You haven't enjoyed sex. If you're nervous, your Qi and blood will stagnate. You should relax and take a deep breath."

She then took out two blue pills from her bag and handed them to me. She said, "Fortunately, I made preparations in advance, so take them quickly."

Is this the legendary "Viagra" in the porn world?I have heard Lu Fumeng say more than 100 times, what a great buddy Viagra is, I once suspected that he was a quack selling aphrodisiacs.

After more than 20 minutes, the medicine really took effect, but I couldn't enter Liang Anni's body for life or death.She encouraged me to be patient and push harder, which made me sweat profusely and feel like a virgin.Liang Anni said: "Don't be discouraged, find out, come again, drive! Come! Drive! Come!"

Her words were both encouraging and like a groom driving a carriage, which made me more and more clumsy.Another more than 20 minutes passed, and my body began to heat up, with a feeling of wanting to stop.With Liang Anni yelling the carriage chant, I seemed to try my best to bury my shame, urging my waist and hips to ram down hard.Following Liang Anni's scream, my lower body was in pain as if peeled off, and we both threw ourselves on the sofa.Liang Anni's body was twitching, but it didn't look like an orgasm, but a painful twitch.The pain in my lower body is still going on, even when I cough, I feel like I'm tearing that thing, damn it!People who are going to die, even if they can't get this done, it will be in vain for this little girl's good intentions.I got up and looked at Liang Anni who was lying on the sofa with guilt, and suddenly found that her lower body was bleeding.I was so nervous that I was a little incoherent: "I'm sorry...I'm really sorry, you...you're not still a virgin, are you?"

Liang Anni closed her eyes tightly and did not make a sound, but there were tears in the corners of her eyes. She had stopped convulsing, and she seemed to be lying on the sofa to rest.

virgin? 33 year old virgin?Let me catch up?I sat on the ground, relying on the sofa to drink the wine brought by Liang Anni, thinking about the luck and probability that I had nothing to do with me in the past.Lu Fumeng told me clearly: do it, do it, no woman will make you responsible, especially you.Does this statement still hold true today?Is being a virgin a different matter?Could it be a trap?It must be to trap my money, because I have no right or color.Ok!It might be a trap, or else gray blood would flow out.

Liang Anni turned over on the sofa, she seemed to have just fallen asleep, she asked me for a glass of wine, her tone was not only nonsensical, but also cold like a debt collector.She grinned and sat up, then she hugged the clothes and copied them step by step, and entered the bathroom of my house.Another 10 minutes passed before she came out of the bathroom fully dressed and said to me, "Thank you!"

I asked her guiltily, "Thank you for what?"

She sighed and said: "I am a stone girl. Last year, the company organized a trip to Henan. I got a secret recipe from a nun's nunnery. Only by looking for a bald man who is a dog can be reborn by breaking the stone. Among the men I know , you are the only one who meets these two indicators."

I am calamus!After tossing for a long time, I turned out to be one of her medicine primers.

An anger of being humiliated and being used rushed to my forehead, and I walked forward with my straight body sticking out, and slapped Liang Anni hard on the mouth.Covering half of her face, she limped to the door, then turned her head and said to me: "I hope you understand this matter with a correct attitude, just treat it as a good deed, and we will go our own way in the future." Lu, no one should mention this."

I said: "Fuck you! Get out of here!"

(End of this chapter)