Qing court ladies

Chapter 17
After sunset, the carriage stopped, and Su Yue raised the curtain to take a look. Someone had come to take care of it earlier, and the camp had already been set up. Su Yue shook Yinzhen and Yinhu to get them up, and Su Yue was lazy for a while. Day will also go to Kangxi's side to serve, after all, she is still Kangxi's court lady serving tea.

Yinzhen woke up quickly, but Yinhu was still a little confused, and was dragged out of the carriage by Yinzhen.After watching the two leave, Su Yue followed the largest tent.

The place to camp was chosen in an open place, and the green mountains and green waters are not an exaggeration. Kangxi's moon-white tent was set up in the middle, and it was also the largest.

Li Dequan was waiting at the door, saw Suyue and hurriedly greeted her, took Suyue to a familiar place, next to Kangxi's camp was the attendant's place, everything inside was ready, and then told Suyue to stay at Kangxi's camp at night Li Dequan said that Kangxi ordered it, Suyue didn't say anything, Suyue had already learned not to compete with herself, if she suffered enough, why bother to think about the pain for herself.

Su Yue prepared tea and sent it to Kangxi along with the cakes brought from the palace. The general with guards in the camp was reporting the affairs, but he didn't talk when he saw Su Yue, and left after delivering the things in a hurry.

Su Yue stood outside the tent and watched, Kangxi’s tent was prepared in advance, other people’s tents were still being set up, but the bonfire had already been lit, Su Yue looked at the sky, feeling a little emotional, the sky in the Forbidden City always felt trapped It is square and square, but there are no red walls and golden tiles blocking it here, so there is more freedom of vision.Su Yue took a deep breath, the smell of soil and grass, for many years, Su Yue had never smelled such a smell.

Su Yue wants to run wildly, shout, and even has the idea of ​​never going back, running freely in this world, going wherever she wants, seeing whatever she wants, how free and comfortable she is.But Suyue just smiled and galloped wildly in her heart, but her feet were not moving.

"Suyue, Lord Long Live passed on to you." Liang Jiugong stood behind Suyue, watched Suyue raise her arms, as if about to fly, and said.

Su Yue came back to her senses, turned around to look at Liang Jiugong, and saluted, "Your servant understands, and I have to be the manager of Liang Jiu."

Liang Jiugong turned his body slightly, not daring to accept Su Yue's gift.Of course Liang Jiugong knew about the relationship between Suyue and Kangxi, so he was a little more polite to Suyue. Generally not many.

Suyue noticed Liang Jiugong's actions and did not comment, and went back to the tent first. The people in the tent had left at some point, and only Kangxi sat on the couch and looked at Suyue with a smile.

"My maidservant greets Lord Long Live, and Lord Long Live is auspicious." Su Yue stepped forward to salute Kangxi.

Kangxi didn't mention it, he patted the seat beside him and signaled Suyue to sit over.

Sitting beside Kangxi, Su Yue was pulled into his arms by Kang Xi, and whispered in Su Yue's ear, "Are you feeling unwell?"

Su Yue's cheeks were slightly red, even her earlobes were also red, she shook her head slightly.

"The fourth and eighth are staying in your car today." Kangxi asked softly, playing with Su Yue's hand.

Su Yue was startled, and suppressed the turbulent emotions in her heart, and replied lightly, "Long Live Lord knows that the servant girl always likes the fourth elder brother and the eighth elder brother. We met today and chatted for a while."

"They are not young, it's not good to stay with you like this, how about I give you a title and let you raise them?" Kangxi asked seemingly unintentionally, but fixed his eyes on Suyue.

Su Yue was shocked, she had no time to worry about Kangxi's first half of the sentence, she was full of doubts about what Kangxi meant for her to raise her elder brother, and to be able to raise her elder brother must be a concubine, Kangxi's meaning was not compatible with her concubine's position, it was too unreasonable It's normal, don't say that Suyue's birth is not enough, even if it is enough, the two elder brothers now have mothers and concubines, not to mention that Concubine De is Yinzhen's biological mother, Kangxi actually said so easily that he is robbing someone else's son, It's not like Kangxi's style at all, how could Kangxi be so absurd, so is it to test her "I treat them as children, it's enough to like them from the bottom of my heart, other slaves don't want to" Su Yue can't guess Kangxi's mind at all , I don’t know how to answer correctly, so I had to choose Suyue’s flattery, and it’s best not to ask for anything.

"If you are born because of your own birth, I will raise the flag for you, Ama." After Kangxi finished speaking, Su Yue sat up startled, and turned to look at Kangxi. Those who have made outstanding contributions have this honor, and Kangxi granted it so easily, Su Yue couldn't understand Kangxi's thoughts even more.

"I will do what I say." Kangxi's eyes were firm, and his tone was a little bit, if you don't believe me, I will make an order immediately.

But Su Yue trembled all over. Su Yue felt that she didn't know Kangxi at all. Is the person mentioned in history and TV the person in front of her eyes?The wise and wise Kangxi, what is going crazy?

"Long live God promised the servants, and for the rest of their lives, the servants are just maids of honor." Suyue didn't want to think about Kangxi's thoughts, and how true or false his words were. Suyue was really not good at probing other people's thoughts and meanings. With Kangxi, Su Yue felt that her brain was not enough and she was too tired.

Kangxi's face turned cold, obviously aware of his gaffe, and he didn't want to talk about it with Suyue. In fact, Kangxi himself didn't understand why he made such a sudden move, but Kangxi was real, he was sincere at that moment.

Su Yue was in a state of confusion, Kangxi's words lingered in her ears, she always felt that it was very dangerous, but she didn't know where the danger came from, and she dared not speak.

Kangxi's mind was also a little confused, he also felt that his love for Suyue had gone too far, to the point where he would easily grant the great grace, to the point where he had such thoughts, was it Kangxi who wanted to promise Suyue? What kind of concubine, but noble concubine, he has never been so irrational. At that time, he said such words easily and blurted out the thoughts in his mind.

Both of them had their own thoughts in their hearts, and they were speechless for a whole night.

The next day, Kangxi decreed that Suyue should be dismissed from serving tea, and Suyue should rest in the carriage without being summoned.Su Yue also felt relaxed, after yesterday, the calm between the two became chaotic again, but Li Dequan had some doubts, but he didn't dare to ask.

There is no need to be on errand these few days, Su Yue reads alone in the carriage, occasionally Yinzhen and Yinhu come to talk with Su Yue, the journey is not boring.

In February, Luan drove into Shandong Province, and then lived in the hotel, ending the days of living in tents.And Su Yue was relieved to finally not have to set up a camp to live in. Free Sky is great, but it is always a bit inconvenient.Looking at the room, Su Yue felt that this was better. After all, Su Yue was used to living in a house, and the camp tent was once in a while lived in a fresh place, and it would be useless after a long time.

Due to the bumping of the carriage and the discomfort of living in the tent, Su Yue didn't have a good rest for a few days, and now Kangxi doesn't let Su Yue serve tea with her, and Su Yue takes a bath and rest early.A good night's sleep, Suyue was full of energy the next day, and even felt a little bit happier. Seeing the eunuchs and maids busy, she ran to follow the palace maids and eunuchs to get busy. Kangxi's Luanjia continued to move forward. Suyue had a good rest last night. Today I was a little bored in the carriage, and Yinzhen and Yinhu seldom came over these two days, and Suyue was even more bored reading alone.

I don't know what happened today, Suyue always felt that the carriage was jolting so much that Suyue wanted to vomit, Suyue persisted for a while, but she still vomited out, after she vomited, Suyue was so exhausted that she fell asleep on the mat.

Su Yue woke up amidst the noise, and when she opened her eyes, she saw Kangxi beside her, Liang Jiugong and the imperial physician on both sides, and Yinzhen and Yinhu were also there. She was shocked and wondered what was going on.

"What's wrong with me?" Su Yue noticed that Imperial Physician Wu was also there, and finally understood something in her heart, probably something happened to her, so she asked the imperial physician.

It took a long time for Imperial Physician Wu to choose a title, and he played back with a happy face, "The girl is happy, it has been two months." Imperial Physician Wu looked at Kangxi who was guarding Suyue, and he understood, but he didn't understand. With Kangxi's performance , how could Su Yue be just a court lady.

"Doctor Wu, are you sure?" Su Yue couldn't believe it, she was actually happy, how could this be possible, she has been taking medicine all the time, just to avoid this situation.

The imperial doctor looked at Su Yue firmly and nodded, "It will never be wrong"

Kangxi's face was also very strange, he didn't know whether it was joy or sadness, but Su Yue was disturbed as if struck by lightning.I also didn't notice that Yinzhen's face was not good-looking, but Yinhu was a little happy, and everyone in the room was silent for a while, each thinking.

Liang Jiugong was busy taking the imperial physician away, and also invited Yinzhen and Yinhu to leave, leaving the room for Kangxi and Suyue. Liang Jiugong knew that Kangxi and Suyue had something to say.

Su Yue resigned to her fate and lay on the bed with her eyes closed, and touched her belly with her hands. There was her child there, a child who shouldn't have come. At that time, she had a miscarriage. Because of the severe impact, the doctor said that she would never be able to conceive again. Her despair was overwhelming. Su Yue experienced the pain and sorrow of a woman not being able to be a mother.

The sad thing is, in this life, she might not be able to go home completely, and her parents might not be able to see each other again in this life, and in the harem, those concubines would fight against each other. If Su Yue was not favored, how would her children grow up? Zigui, but Suyue knows that she has no way out, she can give everything for her children, no matter how much she hates the Forty-Nine City, how much she hates Kangxi, how much she hates the harem, but if it is for her children, she She can accept it with joy, no matter how difficult and dangerous the road ahead is, she will never turn back for the sake of her children.

After these few days, Kangxi also wanted to understand his feelings for Suyue. He fell in love with Suyue, and Kangxi made the most disgusting mistake in his life.Kangxi will always remember that when Shunzhi fell in love with Dong E's family, his mother died of depression. For Dong E's family, Shunzhi left the Qing Dynasty and his own flesh and blood, and he did not give them a trace of paternal love. Ascension to the throne at the age of [-], he was ruled by Aobai and others, which made him suffer enough.Kangxi has been determined since he was a child, to be a wise and wise emperor, and the empress dowager also obeyed the instructions. The emperor can only spoil his own concubine, but not love. He will not make the mistake of Lord Shunzhi. If the root of love is broken, they will not have this situation again, so Kangxi has decided to kill Suyue, but now, Suyue is happy, he can bear to kill Suyue, but he can't bear to kill his own child.

After Su Yue figured it out, she raised her eyes to look at Kangxi, Su Yue found that Kang Xi was not happy at all, Su Yue was startled, Kang Xi didn't like this child, could it be that Kang Xi disliked her because she was born low, and then she thought about Kang Xi's words a few days ago , Su Yue finds it ridiculous that the situation has changed so much in just a few days.

"Long live, please give me the medicine." Su Yue choked with tears. She didn't want her child to be born, but she was not welcomed by his Ama. It was such a sad thing. Yue was really afraid that one day, when Kangxi said that to her child, Su Yue would collapse.Su Yue loves her child and will never let her child suffer that kind of pain. Since Su Yue can't bring happiness to her child, at least she won't let him come to this world to suffer.

Kangxi regained his senses and looked at Suyue's eyes full of pain, knowing what kind of medicine Suyue was talking about, and anger gathered in his heart, "You don't want to have my child?"

Su Yue really wants to laugh, she really wants to show Kangxi her expression with a mirror, is it because she doesn't want to?If it wasn't for him being Kangxi and the emperor, Suyue would fight to the death and not let Kangxi hurt her child. Because of Erniang's low status, he was rejected by his own Ama." Suyue suddenly thought of Yinhu, and was frightened and angry in her heart. Yinhu couldn't choose, but she could choose for her child.

Kangxi turned pale, turned and left.He wanted a child, but he didn't want the child's mother. Facing Su Yue, Kangxi was short of breath.Because in this case, even if he is the emperor, he can't speak out confidently.

Su Yue rubbed her stomach and apologized silently. In fact, the moment Su Yue knew that she was happy, she knew that she could die in the palace for her child, but what she didn't expect was that Kangxi detested his child, and the sadness in her heart suddenly Why bother?
Su Yue was complaining about herself, when she heard footsteps, she opened her eyes and saw that Yin Zhen appeared beside her bed, her expression was not good.

"I'm fine, don't worry." Su Yue thought that Yin Zhen was worried about her, so she hurriedly tried to comfort her.

"Whose child is in your belly?" Yinzhen's words were cold, but Yinzhen knew who else it could be.

Su Yue knew that Yinzhen was angry, but she didn't understand, but Su Yue never lied to Yinzhen and Yinhu, "Long Live Lord"

Yinzhen grabbed Su Yue's arm and pinched her tightly, "Why, why do you want to be with Huang Ama? Could it be that you really want to fly to the branches?" If you want to, why don't you wait, When I grow up, at least I will love you.

Su Yue endured the pain in her hands, and her heart was full of blood. The child she really loved looked at her like this, but she still couldn't bear to say something to him, "I have no choice, just like I don't want to climb the dragon and the phoenix like you think, but I still want to go bear this reputation"

Yinzhen looked at the faint sorrow on Su Yue's eyebrows, and at the white jade hand that was bleeding from his grasp, gradually slowed down his strength, the anger in his eyes became hotter, and he shouted, "Did he force you?"

"Don't talk nonsense." Su Yue eagerly stopped Yinzhen's words, fearing that he would cause trouble, there are many eyes and ears in this palace, if this word reaches Kangxi's ears, it will be a serious crime for Yinzhen.

Yinzhen also realized that his reason was overwhelmed by the anger in his heart just now, and he will be relieved, sitting beside Suyue's bed, his tone has eased, "You passed out in the carriage today, don't scare me like this in the future" Yinzhen today He and Yinhu went to the carriage to find Suyue, saw Suyue lying on the mat and fell asleep, after shaking for a long time, they realized that Suyue had passed out, and Yinhu almost cried out of fright.

Su Yue nodded, and put her hand on Yin Zhen's frowning eyebrows, "Don't frown, I don't feel well, go back, don't worry about me" Yin Zhen is still young, Su Yue doesn't want Yin Zhen to be like this.

Yinzhen also knew that it was not suitable for him to stay here, so he gave Suyue a few words and left.

After Yinzhen left, Suyue got up and got out of bed, sat at the table in the room, looked outside the door, just in time Li Dequan came with a medicine bowl.Su Yue gave a bleak smile, she really couldn't wait, the emperor's favor is so unbearable, the words in the book, I sincerely do not deceive me, in fact, Su Yue still doesn't understand why this change is so fast, why the emperor's mind, why this Generally unpredictable.

Li Dequan brought the medicine to Su Yue, and said with a smile, "This is the medicine prescribed by the imperial physician. The imperial physician said that your body is weak. If you don't take care of it, you are afraid that your child will be in danger." Su Yue is happy, and Li Dequan is also happy. Yue has a prince by his side, and life is better.

Su Yue couldn't understand, "Mr. Li, what kind of medicine is this?"

"The anti-fetal medicine was prescribed by the imperial physician, and our family personally watched the decoction." Li Dequan put candied fruit on Su Yue, fearing that Su Yue would suffer.

"Boss Li doesn't need to worry so much, this child can't be kept, why bother to suffer?" Su Yue returned the medicine to Li Dequan, thinking that Li Dequan hadn't received the order yet, and she didn't want Kangxi to blame Li Dequan after she found out.

Li Dequan's face changed slightly, "Suyue, what are you talking about, our family doesn't understand?"

Su Yue shook her head, full of bitterness, "I don't understand either, but Manager Xie Li has taken care of Su Yue and the children."

Li Dequan is also a smart person. Li Dequan has seen Kangxi's attitude towards Suyue in the past few days. Now looking at Suyue, he thinks that Kangxi does not want this child, and he is not trying to persuade him, so he left with the medicine.Li Dequan knew that the imperial physician had said that if Suyue didn't have medicine to protect her pregnancy, the child would not stay long, and Suyue would not have to suffer from a bowl of medicine.

Li Dequan walked a few steps back, and said in a low voice, "This southern tour, there are two ladies accompanying me, the news that you are pregnant has already spread, please be careful."

Su Yue glanced at Li Dequan gratefully, but smiled and said nothing. If someone helps Kangxi to have a child that Kangxi doesn't even want, it will be in line with Kangxi's wishes, and she won't have to bear any charges.

Su Yue waited for Kangxi's medicine, day after day, but nothing came, and then she remembered what Li Dequan said, her fetus was unstable, and she was unwilling to do it herself even if she wanted to come to Kangxi, Su Yue calmed down, after all, killing a child , not a good thing.

Su Yue seemed to be isolated, she couldn't see anyone, and everything had nothing to do with her. Every day, she got on and off the carriage, and lived in rooms in different places.

Suyue's belly gradually got bigger, and as the days went by, the child in her belly was tortured more and more, but there were no signs of miscarriage, and she didn't know if Suyue was destined to have this child.

Luanjia passed through Suzhou, went to Hangzhou, and went to Jiangning in March.

(End of this chapter)