Qing court ladies

Chapter 18
Suyue's belly is five months old, her belly is high, she is about to walk with her back on her back, but there is a lot of noise outside, but Suyue's place seems quieter.Suyue knew that Kangxi had done a lot of things along the way, but Suyue didn't know the specific plot either.

Su Yue sat at the table reading a book, rubbed her stomach with her hands, and read the content of the book with a smile: "A jug of wine among the flowers, drinking alone without a blind date. Raise the glass to invite the bright moon, and the shadow becomes three people. The moon can't solve the shadow, The shadow is with me. I will be with the moon for a while, and I will enjoy the spring..." In fact, Su Yue doesn't like these ancient poems and words. Su Yue just wants to sleep, but as a mother, she always hopes that her children will have more Divided knowledge, resisted to do prenatal education for children.

Su Yue gradually felt the pain in her stomach, it didn't feel like a kick, it was very sad.Su Yue turned and lay on the bed, wanting to wait for the pain to disappear gradually, but something flowed out from below, Su Yue didn't care, after the pain, Su Yue fell asleep.

In the middle of the night, Su Yue was awakened by the pain in her stomach, and she tossed and turned on the bed. Su Yue knew that something must have happened to her child. Su Yue wanted to call for someone to save her child, but no one, no one paid attention to her. Su Yue Throat feels hoarse.

Su Yue tried her best to sit up, leaning on the bedpost, and wanted to go out to call for someone, but there was no one outside the door. The nearest guards were all guarding the gate, and her stomach hurt from time to time. Su Yue lost her strength and forced herself to walk In the courtyard, she couldn't take a step anymore, and fell on her side. Su Yue turned over hard, finally looked at the bright moon in the sky, and smiled, thinking that it would be like this, and she wouldn't be alone if she died together. .

Suyue's light blue clothes were dyed bright red, glowing in the moonlight, Suyue's white face had a fearless smile, she lay there and let the blood flow, let life go by, Suyue didn't want to struggle anymore , This year, Su Yue emptied everything she had, and she couldn't hold on any longer. In fact, she was so weak.

Yinzhen came here by the moonlight, standing alone in front of Suyue's courtyard, looking at the doors and windows of Suyue, Kangxi had already issued an imperial decree not to allow anyone to approach, but Yinzhen still wanted to come and see, even if it was just the glowing lights, It can also make him feel more at ease.

Yinzhen looked at the room in the courtyard and the lights were off, thinking that Suyue was probably asleep, the corners of his mouth slightly curled up.Seeing that it was getting late, Yinzhen was about to leave, but when he retracted his eyes, he saw the tall light blue color under the steps. Xuzhen panicked and rushed in.

The guards at the gate knew that Yinzhen would come every day, so they left after watching for a while, they didn't expect Yinzhen to rush over suddenly, and since Yinzhen was the prince, the two of them didn't dare to obstruct too much, and they let Yinzhen break in.

Yinzhen saw Suyue lying on the ground, her lower body was covered with blood, Yinzhen stopped breathing, went up to hold Suyue and shouted "call the imperial doctor"

The two guards were also terrified by this scene, and hurriedly called the imperial physician to report to the Lord Long Live.

Su Yue heard her own voice calling in her ear, opened her eyes with effort, looked at the anxious Yinzhen, and smiled, "I'm sorry, if I promised to take care of you, I'm going to break my promise."

"Suyue hold on, you will fulfill your promise, if you leave Yinhu and me, we will hate you" Suyue smiled faintly and closed her eyes, she was too tired.

Kangxi was reviewing the memorial, and Li Dequan hurriedly came to report "Long Live Lord, something happened to Suyue"

Kangxi squeezed his hands and asked lightly, "What happened?"

"Suyue is lying on the ground covered in blood, I'm afraid..." Li Dequan didn't finish his sentence. This is his fault. If he hadn't brought Suyue here, why bother today? She will definitely stay well, 25 Go home happily.And Kangxi was so ruthless. At first Li Dequan thought that Kangxi just didn't want the prince, but later he found out that Kangxi didn't want Suyue to live at all. Waiting patiently, it has only been less than a year now, and Kangxi is so cruel, it is chilling.

Kangxi knew that Suyue was going to go, Kangxi felt that he should laugh, and finally solved his biggest problem, but his heart hurt like being stabbed by a knife, and the pain made people tremble.

"I see." After Kangxi finished speaking, he asked Li Dequan to step back, watching him leave, Kangxi instantly relaxed, and there was only one thought in his mind, she was going to die.No happiness, endless pain, Kangxi knew he was cruel, first he fell in love with Suyue, wanted Suyue, and now he wants to kill her, Suyue is so innocent.But Kangxi couldn't tolerate him making mistakes, or even if he was wrong, he would keep making mistakes. This was the dignity of an emperor.

But the pain in his heart was higher than that, making Kangxi hold his chest tightly, and Suyue Hegu echoed in his mind. Kangxi closed his eyes, and it was the first time he met in his ears. The voice of Suyue reciting poems was brisk and joyful. Yes, Suyue, who was obviously very scared before Lingqian, but whose eyes were full of love and distress, in the Qianqing palace, worked hard to spill tea for Li Dequan and the others, and did not hesitate to flush her hands. Suyue, who was holding her breath every time she approached him, A skin-to-skin kiss between the two, the tears falling from the corners of Su Yue's eyes, gradually losing her laughter, Su Yue who was as silent as a walking corpse, Su Yue who began to pretend to cater to her, Su Yue who couldn't hide her emotions, with every frown and smile, Every move, scenes flashed before Kangxi's eyes. Kangxi suddenly found that he remembered so deeply and remembered so true. Although he hated himself for falling in love with Suyue, there was still a faint joy in his heart. He fell in love with a woman. There is a place for his heart to rest, he is not alone, but he cruelly wants to kill her, let her die, and never see her again.

Kangxi suddenly found that he couldn't accept seeing Suyue again, he had no choice but, although he hadn't seen Suyue these days, Kangxi knew that Suyue was by his side, but now she was going to die, and she really left, Kangxi couldn't accept it.

The imperial physician rushed to see Suyue losing a lot of blood and her pulse was weak, and said to Yinzhen, "Si elder brother, there is nothing I can do."

Yinzhen was already close to madness, grabbed the imperial doctor and shouted, "I must cure her, or I will have your whole family buried with me"

The imperial doctor was trembling, busy giving Suyue an injection, holding the ginseng slices for Suyue to suck, and prescribing a prescription. Su Peisheng hurriedly ran to grab the medicine. Suyue's fetus had died in her womb, and now she wanted to save Suyue. Only let her give birth to a child, otherwise, Su Yue will undoubtedly die.

Suyue was exhausted and passed out, but Suyue was in labor at this time, if the mother did not use her strength, the baby would not be able to come out, the imperial doctor fed Suyue ginseng soup, observed for a long time, Suyue still did not move .

"Fourth elder brother, I have tried my best, if the girl cannot wake up and the child cannot come out, then there is nothing I can do." The imperial doctor said to Yinzhen with a dark face, and said with all his courage.

Yinzhen stepped forward to hold Suyue's hand, and whispered in Suyue's ear, "Suyue, I'm here, please live well, whether it's for your mother-in-law, or for me and my eighth brother, You have to live well. Think about it, if your mother-in-law knows that you are dead, how sad they will be, if something happened to you, you will be unfilial. If you die, my eighth brother and I will suffer so much, If anything happens to us, you can remember what you promised us at the beginning, you will be unkind and unrighteous at that time, Su Yue, I don't want you to die, I don't want you to die, let alone bear your death, Yinzhen begs you, no matter it is For what, wake up quickly"

Yin Zhen's tears dripped hot on Su Yue's hands, burning Su Yue's hands.Su Yue seemed to have entered the gate of ghosts, listening to some choked voices in a trance, although she wanted to die in her heart, but no one has the instinct to survive, in a daze, Su Yue opened her eyes, regained her senses, Su Yue Only then did she realize that after all this, Su Yue still wanted to live, and her desire to die at that time was just a helpless choice because no one could save her.It's different now, someone rescued her, she came back rationally, and she couldn't let go of many things in the world, the love between her parents, the love between Yinzhen and Yinhu, Su Yue couldn't let go easily.

And Kangxi, who has repeatedly influenced her fate, why should she submit to it, why should he want her to die, why should she not live?If she wants to live, she will never follow Kangxi's wishes.

"Suyue, you're awake, imperial physician, come quickly." Looking at Suyue's slowly opening eyes, Yinzhen was overjoyed, hurriedly wiped away tears, and summoned the imperial physician.

Su Yue looked at Yinzhen with red and swollen eyes, her heart ached slightly, the pain in her stomach reminded Su Yue, Su Yue knew that her child was gone, and now she had to give birth to a child before she could survive, if there was bleeding or something, then With current medicine, she is dead.Everything seems to overlap with before, ironic and ridiculous, sad and pitiful.

"Girl, I need you to give birth to the fetus right now. If you can't do it, we have prepared ginseng soup here. You must try your best." The imperial physician stepped forward to check Su Yue's eyes. Weak, but if the stillbirth can be delivered smoothly and there are no other symptoms, then the chance of surviving will be great.

Suyue nodded, the imperial physician and Yinzhen went out, a woman came in, closed the door, and began to help Suyue.

Suyue has already experienced such a trick in her previous life, and she must have some experience in this life, but Suyue's body at this time is not as good as in her previous life, and with her medical conditions, Suyue has suffered even more hardships and dangers.

"Girl, follow my hand and use force, don't use force indiscriminately." The mother-in-law stroked Su Yue's belly and helped Su Yue move the child down.

Suyue hurts, it hurts very much, the night in early summer is still very cold, but Suyue's sweat drops like water drops, her stomach is swollen and hurts, her lower body is almost numb, the pain from the mother-in-law's hand stroking her stomach makes Suyue He cried out in pain, the sound was shrill.

"Girl, you have to be patient, and you have to save your strength. You are weak now. If you run out of strength, the girl will be in danger." The mother-in-law looked at the big drops of sweat on Su Yue's forehead, screamed, and was busy comforting her. .

Su Yue tightly grasped the bed sheet, Su Yue also wanted to save her strength, but it hurt so much, Su Yue really couldn't take it anymore.

"Suyue, Suyue, hold on." Yinzhen was terrified by Suyue's screams, but the imperial doctor dragged her away and refused to let Yinzhen go in, so she had to speak out to comfort Suyue.

Su Yue couldn't listen to anything anymore, she couldn't feel anything except the pain, the feeling of falling in her lower abdomen was getting stronger and stronger, Su Yue knew that the baby was coming out, but Su Yue felt that she was losing a lot of strength, With blood, Su Yue worried that she would not be able to pass this test.

"Girl, you get up and kneel, or the mother-in-law helps you to walk down the ground. The child has reached the lower abdomen, but the cervix has not yet opened, and the blood is getting more and more. The mother-in-law is afraid that you will not be able to hold on." The mother-in-law panicked Yes, the baby came down quickly, but the opening of the cervix was slow, and there was a lot of blood flow, if it couldn't be brought out quickly, I was afraid that he would lose too much blood and die.

Suyue felt like a reincarnation, and it was the same in her previous life. She was given an oxytocin injection and was in pain for a full sixteen hours. Every step is a drop, and it took more than ten hours to give birth to a baby, a dead baby.Now it is like this again, Su Yue can't help but want to ask the sky, what evil did she do.

Suyue got up, and the mother-in-law supported Suyue to walk down the ground. In fact, Suyue's current situation should not be exhausting, but the mother-in-law had no choice but to gamble.

Yinzhen lay on the side of the door and looked inside, there were two shadows on the door shaking in the room, Yinzhen pulled the imperial doctor over and asked excitedly, "What are they doing?"

The imperial doctor looked distressed, worried in his heart, and his tone was a little trembling, "I'm afraid the girl won't be able to give birth, and the mother-in-law is using methods to induce labor."

Yinzhen looked at the imperial physician, "Tell me, she..." Yinzhen didn't know what to say.

The imperial doctor handed over his hand, "Si elder brother, the girl already had a lot of bleeding and her pulse was weak. Although she moves like this, it can help the childbirth, but it will also speed up the girl's bleeding. What's more, after giving birth, if the girl loses too much blood or collapses, the girl can't live"

Yinzhen slammed his fist on the door with a painful look on his face, every word of the imperial physician stabbed him in the heart.Yinzhen hated, hated the man who got Suyue but didn't cherish her, hated him for making Suyue suffer so much, but what's the use of hating?He can't do anything.

"I don't allow her to have anything to do, you go and find a way." Kangxi brought Li Dequan and all the imperial physicians accompanying the southern tour, and came in a mighty way, just in time to hear the imperial physician's words.

Yinzhen clenched his fists and knelt down to salute, "My son greets Huang Ama, and Huang Ama is auspicious." Yinzhen suppressed the anger in his heart, trying not to express anger in his voice.

Kangxi didn't look at Yinzhen, just pushed the door open and went in, watching the mother-in-law supporting Suyue to walk, with her back to Kangxi, Suyue was bent over, her skirt was stained with blood, blood dripped on the ground several times, messy are everywhere.

The deep pain in Kangxi's eyes was all caused by him.

Physician Wu exclaimed, "Long live, you can't let the girl go away, something will happen." Physician Wu shouted, and the people in the room who were in a daze for various reasons came back to their senses, and they all got busy.

Kangxi hugged Suyue horizontally, and gently put her on the bed, "Doctor Wu, quickly diagnose and treat her. If something happens to her, I will not spare you."

In the quiet room, there were many sounds, the footsteps of the imperial physicians, one by one came forward to check the pulse, and then they gathered together to discuss. Li Dequan looked at Suyue anxiously, but he had nowhere to use his strength. Yinzhen hindered Kangxi, and he could not Going forward to check Su Yue's condition, there is only blood all over the ground, which is shocking.The mother-in-law had long been frightened by the emperor's arrival and stayed aside, not daring to move rashly.

Su Yue closed her eyes, inhaled deeply and exhaled slowly, listening to the movement of the imperial physician beside her ear, feeling Kangxi's gaze, trying to suppress the complex emotions in her heart.

Kangxi's hand caressed Su Yue's pale cheeks, her hair was wet with sweat and stuck to her face, Kangxi gently lifted her and smoothed her.If Su Yue has a pain now, Kangxi must bear it very much. When Kangxi completely accepts the matter of falling in love with Su Yue, Kangxi will lose and must bear more emotional pain.Kangxi knew that Suyue hated him to death now, but Kangxi was powerless to refute, if he hadn't gotten himself into a dead end, why would he be here today, maybe they would have their own children, according to Suyue's love for their children, they would definitely be with them for the rest of their lives I have lost myself, but now I have become like this. If something happens to Suyue, Kangxi really doesn't know if he can really look like he thinks.

"Long live, my minister is now prescribing the drug to induce labor for the girl. The girl must drink the ginseng soup all the time, and she must not move, and she must accumulate strength." After discussing with several imperial physicians, Wu imperial physician reported to Kangxi. Exit, according to Suyue's pulse, Suyue's fetus should have been lost long ago, but someone has been taking medicine to protect the pregnancy, and now the medicine is stopped suddenly, so Suyue has a miscarriage. At this time, the miscarriage is extremely dangerous.

"According to your method, I only want her to be safe." Kangxi held Su Yue's hand tightly, his voice was pale.

Imperial Physician Wu took the order and ordered everyone to prepare it. The previous imperial physician had already prepared the ginseng soup, and Imperial Physician Wu handed it to Kangxi to feed it to Su Yue.Because of Kangxi's decree, everyone's speed is much faster, and they dare not neglect in the slightest.Just as Su Yue barely drank two cups of ginseng tea, the oxytocin medicine prescribed by the imperial physician arrived. Su Yue felt very uncomfortable, but she had to drink it.

Kangxi personally fed Suyue the medicine. The medicine was very bitter, and Suyue's heart was even more bitter. Suyue's eyes passed over Kangxi beside her, and towards Yinzhen, Li Dequan, Wu Taiyi and Qiuhe, who were walking in a row at the foot of the bed. Everyone has concern in their eyes. After being desperate and dying, now the surrounding people are looking at each other with concern, Su Yue's tears fall, and Su Yue secretly sighs that she is too weak after all.

"I was wrong." Kangxi said distressedly in Suyue's ear, the suffering Suyue is suffering now is all given by him, the emperor is not wrong, even if it is wrong, it is right, but Kangxi still wants to tell Suyue this sentence , even though Kangxi has no face, but only this sentence, perhaps the only thing Kangxi can do for Suyue.

Su Yue's eyes were dim with tears, she closed her eyes tightly, and kept silent, Su Yue didn't know that Kangxi's ability to do this was the ultimate, but whenever Su Yue saw Kangxi, she would think of the kindness he had given him one moment, and the next moment It was about to put her to death, the change was so fast, and she was so determined. At this time, Kangxi's words were moving, but who knows what will happen next moment?Suyue is scared, really scared, she always trusts others, even if someone beats a sweet date, Suyue can always find an excuse to forgive herself, such a temper, Suyue is really scared What's more, is it important for Su Yue to be wrong or right? If the child can be brought back to life, will all the pain and despair disappear? No, why bother.

"Long Live Lord is the monarch and the Son of Heaven. You can't be wrong with your golden words." Su Yue closed her eyes, let the tears fall, and murmured in a low voice.

Kangxi held Suyue's hand tightly. Kangxi would rather Suyue yell at him and beat him than Suyue was so quiet. Suyue's heart that had never been opened to Kangxi was as hard as ice now. , holding Su Yue's hand, but Kangxi felt that the two were far away from each other. Kangxi had regrets, but it was too late. Kangxi could only bear all the pain in silence.

"Ah..." Su Yue suddenly covered her stomach and yelled, her voice was sharp.

"Come quickly!" Hearing the stern voice, Kangxi hurriedly asked people to come.Seeing the women come in, Li Dequan stepped forward and asked Kangxi to leave, the place of blood, the emperor should not be here, but Kangxi ordered everyone to leave, and those who violated the order will be punished.

Kangxi is in the room with Suyue, the mother-in-law is delivering Suyue, the doctor Wu is waiting outside the screen, Suyue's voice is getting weaker and hoarse, Suyue's hand is held by Kangxi, Suyue's nails are pinched unconsciously Into the back of Kangxi's hand, bloody.

Su Yue was in pain, too much pain, she knew that the baby was dying in her womb, she couldn't use her strength, she had to work hard on her own, but her strength was not exhausted, what should she do, she didn't want to die.

"Yue'er, I'm here, you have to work hard." Kangxi didn't care about the pain in his hand, and tried his best to make Suyue's desire to survive stronger, so that he could get through it safely.

"Girl, you use your strength, the cervix opens." The mother-in-law tried her best to caress the child, accompanied by Su Yue's screams, the child's head finally came out, the mother-in-law pulled the child out, Followed by blood.

"The girl is bleeding!" the woman screamed.

"Su Yue" Kangxi turned pale with fright, and yelled angrily for the imperial physician to diagnose and treat.

Knowing that the child came out, Su Yue receded while holding her hand, lost all strength in her body, and fainted. Su Yue knew that she might not survive, the risk of blood collapse, with the current medicine, she might not survive, The intention of dying was that he would never see his parents and Yinzhen Yinhu again, which was a pity.

The room was in chaos, the imperial physician had already thought of the consequences, prepared the medicine, and discussed with the imperial physician of the Qianjin Specialist about the acupuncture, so he was not too overwhelmed for a while.

Fortunately, although the imperial physician in the palace is incapable, procrastination is capable. Su Yue endured for seven whole days, which was extremely thrilling. Fortunately, it finally passed, but after this incident, Su Yue's body was completely hollowed out, both Qi and blood were deficient, Fortunately, there is no serious problem with childbearing, but in recent years, I am afraid that I will not be able to conceive.

(End of this chapter)