Elopement: My Decade of Life and Death in Thailand's Red Light District

Chapter 1 Desire is the Root of Trouble

At this moment, I began to forgive myself in my heart. Isn't it said that a marriage without love is an immoral marriage?
I was 33 years old that year. Although I was only 33 years old, I had been married for 13 years.I got married early, I got married when I was 20, and I had a son when I was 21.At that time, I was too young, and I was always full of great longing for marriage, but once I entered the marriage, I found that the marriage of daily necessities and the marriage of imagination are completely different. It is really too ordinary, as ordinary as that catchphrase : Holding your husband's hand is like holding your right hand with your left hand.

This sentence refers to the state of my husband and I at that time. Maybe I was still pretty when I was young, so I was really upset when I saw a marriage that looked more and more like a stagnant water. Squat in a department store, be a salesperson who only receives a few hundred dollars a month, and a cook who has to run home after get off work.

My husband is Gu Yifan. He is a national civil servant. He has a lovely wife and a smart son. This kind of life makes Gu Yifan very satisfied.But I am not satisfied, I always feel that this kind of life is almost missing something, but what is the specific missing?I couldn't tell, until I met Brother Dong, a customer who came to the department store to buy things.

Brother Dong is handsome and rich. The most important thing is that Brother Dong treats me very well. It's not like I haven't seen this kind of gaze before, but it's the first time I've seen such a direct and unscrupulous look.

I was very proud at first, but when I saw a beautiful woman wrapped in brand-name clothing leaning crookedly on Dong Ge, and Dong Ge Chang Dong Ge screamed, I gradually felt a little inferior.I suddenly exasperated why I didn't wear my best suit when I went to work in the morning.

That set of clothes cost Gu Yifan half a year's salary to buy. Afterwards, Gu Yifan talked about it for more than half a year. I also know that such a price is a bit of a luxury for ordinary people like me, so I only want to attend important occasions. , I was willing to take it out and wear it.

Why do you have the idea of ​​wearing that suit now? Brother Dong is not someone important to me.I thought, and suddenly began to despise myself a little bit.As soon as I despised myself, I was a little annoyed at Brother Dong's gaze.

But this brother Dong is very ignorant, he is already accompanied by beautiful women, but his eyes never forget to provoke me.

I finally became angry, but before my anger came out, the beautiful woman beside Dong Ge became angry first. After she gave me a vicious look, she said to Dong Ge coquettishly: "Dong Ge, you always see that kind of woman Whatever you do, you will find it vulgar at first glance!"

Every word the woman said reached my ears. If I didn't follow the principle that the customer is God, I really wish I could step forward and slap the woman hard.

But Dong Ge seemed to think that the woman humiliated me enough, so he squinted and asked the woman next to him loudly:

"What did you say?"

The woman seemed to have got some kind of hint, looked at me arrogantly, and repeated what she said just now.

When I heard it, my face turned green with anger.I was considering whether it was worth fighting such a woman, and when I lost my job, Brother Dong did it for me.Brother Dong's slap landed on the woman's face quickly, hard, and accurately, and he growled at the woman: "Get out!"

The woman was probably taken aback by the beating, and it took a long time before she covered her red and swollen face and yelled at Brother Dong aggrievedly: "Brother Dong, you actually beat me for this kind of woman?"

Brother Dong raised his hand again after hearing this: "Do you want me to say it again, get out of here."

The woman realized that Brother Dong was angry when she saw it, and regardless of her swollen face, she flattered and flattered her and said:

"Brother Dong, I am your man in life and your ghost in death. Where do you want me to go?"

Brother Dong was unmoved, and said coldly: "Go as far as you can get away from me! Otherwise, don't blame me..."

The woman seemed to be very afraid of Dong Ge. Seeing Dong Ge's harsh words, although she was extremely unwilling, she ran away in desperation.Seeing this scene, I finally giggled. This smile is a bit like the smile of the wife when she defeated Xiaosan.

So, after a few laughs, I realized that the laughter was inappropriate, so I tried my best to bear it, but the more I could bear it, the more I wanted to laugh. In the end, I simply didn't care, and finally stopped laughing until I couldn't straighten my waist. down.

From the beginning to the end of my laugh, Brother Dong has been watching with great interest. Seeing that I have laughed enough and stopped laughing, he even asked unsatisfactorily: "Why don't you stop laughing?"

When I heard that, I became angry again, and said angrily, "Why am I laughing?"

As soon as I finished speaking, I felt a little regretful. Will Brother Dong just slap me like he did to that woman just now?Fortunately, I glanced at Brother Dong, and my hanging heart finally let go.

Brother Dong didn't look annoyed at all, on the contrary, his expression was full of doting, as if the me standing in front of him was just a child who was coquettishly begging for candy with him.

My face blushed instantly.Just as he was thinking about what Dong Ge would do next, Dong Ge straightened up and left.

Seeing Brother Dong leave without saying a word, I was suddenly a little disappointed, but I didn't know why I was disappointed. I just felt that what happened just now was like a pile of bonfires that had just been lit. I poured it out with a basin of cold water.

This kind of emotion enveloped me for no reason, and made me absent-minded in doing things all day long. I almost made mistakes several times, which caused the manager on duty to scold me a lot.

After finally getting off work, as soon as I walked out of the mall, I saw Dong Ge with his hands in his trousers bag, leaning against the gate of the department store and looking at me with a half-smile.

It looked so cool and handsome, my heart flustered for no reason.

Brother Dong walked straight towards me and said, "Cheng Xiaoluo, can I have a meal with you?"

I was surprised: "How do you know my name?"

Brother Dong yelled "Yeah", pointed at my plump breasts, gestured flirtatiously but said in a serious tone: "Isn't it written on the work card you hung here just now?"

After doing this, I'm not sure if I should be angry with Brother Dong. I stood there awkwardly like a mentally handicapped brother. Ren Dongge's fingers gently touched my chest through the clothes in broad daylight. rubbing.

I don't know who coughed softly behind me, I finally woke up from this obsession, I blushed and looked at Brother Dong: "Didn't you want to invite me to dinner? What are you doing standing here?"

Brother Dong replied as if waking up from a dream: "Yes, I want to treat you to dinner. Why did you forget the business when I saw you?" After finishing speaking, he put his mouth next to my ear provocatively: "Cheng Xiaoluo, I guess you must be a vixen."

I poohed: "You are the vixen coming down to earth! You are still a male fox."

Brother Dong quickly received it: "Yes, yes, I am a male fox descending to earth, and you are a female fox descending to earth. We are a male and a female, and we just make a good pair."

Brother Dong put his hand on my shoulder naturally after speaking: "Let's go, now that the male fox is hungry, the female fox is fine, let's have a light meal with the male fox!"

My face turned red again, and I looked around nervously, afraid that someone I knew would pass by and tell Gu Yifan that I was flirting with a strange man here.I don't know why I thought of Gu Yifan at this moment, but when I thought of Gu Yifan, I couldn't help but think of my 12-year-old son Gu Duoze.When I think of Gu Duoze, I think of what Gu Duoze said to me when I went out in the morning, shaking his little furry head, Mom, come back early from get off work today, I want to give you a present!
At this moment, I felt as if I had been slapped on the head by someone. When I woke up, I pulled Dong Ge’s hand off my shoulders, lowered my head and whispered, “I’m sorry, I should go home. My son is still waiting at home.” Follow me!"

Brother Dong put his hand on my shoulder again, and gently circled my face with his fingers: "Unexpectedly, you have a son."

Brother Dong was very frivolous both in his actions and in his tone of voice, but I found that I really didn't know what medicine I had taken wrongly.

There was an indescribable ambiguity in the atmosphere.Just then, an inappropriate text message sounded in my bag.I pushed Dong Ge's hand away, reached into the bag, and took out the phone. The text message was from Gu Yifan, and there were only six words on it: Wife, happy birthday!
With an "oh", I suddenly remembered that today is my 33rd birthday.Just as I was about to put my phone in my bag, Brother Dong snatched it away: "Let me see who sent this text message."

When Brother Dong was talking, he had quickly taken a panoramic view of the text messages that Gu Yifan sent to me. After reading them, he stuffed my mobile phone in my bag, dragged me and left. Where are you taking me?"

Brother Dong replied without doubt: "Since we know that today is your birthday, we can't let you go!"

Soon, Dong Ge dragged me to a red BMW in the underground garage.I had a chance to leave, but I didn't. I suddenly became curious, wondering where this brother Dong would take me?

The BMW quickly took me to a western restaurant.As soon as I entered this western restaurant, the cheerful piano music "Happy Birthday" sounded in the western restaurant.

I stared blankly at Brother Dong, not understanding how Brother Dong managed to do all of this. Didn't he stay with me all the time, and didn't even make a single phone call outside?
Brother Dong seems to have seen my doubts, but he didn't tell me how he did it all. On the contrary, he brought me a bigger surprise.I saw Dong Ge snapping his fingers towards the restaurant, and out of nowhere came two little girls about four or five years old. They were dressed in snow-white bubble skirts and beautiful garlands on their heads, and ran to me like angels. The milky voice said childishly: "Happy birthday to Sister Fairy!"

I almost couldn't close my mouth with joy when I heard them call me Sister Fairy.But what made me even more happy was that the two little girls took out a bunch of things from behind like magic and handed them to me. When I saw them, I was stunned. , they have flowers, a sparkling diamond ring and a necklace studded with rhinestones.I have seen that style and appearance in jewelry stores before, and you can't buy them without hundreds of thousands.

I knew Brother Dong was rich, but I didn't expect him to be so generous. He was so generous that he gave hundreds of thousands of things to a woman he just met as soon as he made a move.It's no wonder that woman just now is obedient to Brother Dong, and if she dares to be close to Brother Dong, it's like being close to a cash cow!
As if in a dream, I handed the diamond ring and necklace to Brother Dong after half a day: "Brother Dong, this is too expensive, I can't take it!"

Brother Dong's face sank: "Why, don't you like it?"

After speaking, I picked up the necklace and diamond ring, and made a gesture to throw it. When I saw it, I felt distressed: "Oh, don't throw it!"

Brother Dong smiled after hearing this: "If you don't want to throw it away, please accept it!"

After speaking, he walked behind me, and gently put the necklace on my neck and the diamond ring on my finger.I didn't refuse this time, I closed my eyes, my palms were already sweaty, and I kept trying to excuse myself silently: Anyway, if I don't want it, he will throw it away too.

After Dong Ge finished all that, he hugged me in his arms, kissed my forehead lightly, and whispered:

"Xiao Luo, do you believe in love at first sight? Do you know? From the moment I saw you, I realized that I was hopelessly in love with you!"

I looked at Brother Dong who was showing love to me, and suddenly found what I always thought was missing, that is love at first sight.

Gu Yifan and I have been married for more than ten years, but between us, I always feel that family affection is more than love.

But now, the love that I have always dreamed of is in front of my eyes, and the prince who brings love is still so handsome and rich.When Brother Dong's kiss moved from my forehead to my lips, there was thunderous applause in the restaurant. This kind of scene has appeared many times in dreams, but this time it is not a dream.At this moment, I began to forgive myself in my heart. Isn't it said that a marriage without love is an immoral marriage?
So, what's wrong with me being with Brother Dong now?I am only willing to accept these expensive birthday gifts from Dong Ge for the pursuit of true love, not for vanity at all, for falling in love with Dong Ge's money.

I ate a western meal with tenderness, and I completely forgot in my heart that there are still Gu Yifan and Gu Duoze and his son in this world. elder brother.

Those material things just now are like catalysts for the relationship between us.Naturally, this dinner, Brother Dong and I ate and ate on the bed.

A young woman who has been married for more than ten years is not too unfamiliar with sex, but from the beginning to the end, my attitude towards sex is only at the stage where Gu Yifan asks for it and I give it.He never took the initiative to ask for it, let alone actively cooperate with Gu Yifan when doing it.

But after the cloud and rain with Dong Ge, I realized that sex can be so beautiful, so beautiful that every sense organ and every cell of a person can be so passionate.

Just when I realized that I had lived in vain for so many years, my phone rang again inappropriately.The call was from Gu Yifan, I didn't want to answer it, but Brother Dong pressed the answer button, handed it to me and said, "Why don't you answer it?"

Gu Yifan must have heard Brother Dong's voice. He asked on the other end of the phone, "Xiao Luo, who are you with? Why don't you come home so late?"

It is said that beautiful women like to lie, but I am not good at lying. Whenever I lie, my face turns red, and my voice starts to stammer: "I... I... and my colleagues... are together, very Will be back soon."

How could Gu Yifan and my husband and wife of more than ten years not know my faults, he would know that I was lying when he heard me stutter, but for his beautiful wife, he has always loved him very much, and he does not Being willing to expose me face to face made me embarrassed, he just sighed lightly, and patiently told me: "Be careful on the road!"

After putting down the phone, my heart was still pounding, like a child who did bad things and was caught face to face by an adult.I glanced at Brother Dong, even though my eyes were so reluctant to part, I still got up from the bed and began to slowly put the clothes on my body.

But he was pulled into his arms by Brother Dong, and begged in a low voice: "Xiao Luo, don't go, okay?
I bit my lip and shook my head slightly: "He will be in a hurry!"

Brother Dong is also anxious: "I will be anxious too, Xiao Luo, you divorce him and marry me!"

I looked at Brother Dong in astonishment: "What? You said you want me to divorce and marry you?"

Brother Dong nodded vigorously: "Xiao Luo, I am serious. Before you, I have experienced many women, but I have never thought of getting married, but now, I am so eager to have a family, a relationship between you and me." Family."

Brother Dong's words moved me. Before that, I never thought about what future Brother Dong and I would have, but now, I have to think about it.Gu Yifan loves me so much, will he agree to divorce me?And myself, do you really want to divorce Gu Yifan and marry Dong Ge?

Brother Dong, who I have only known for a few hours, everything about him is just a mystery to me, and I suddenly feel confused like never before.

I gently pushed Dongge away: "Dongge, don't force me, okay? Let me think again, okay?"

Brother Dong didn't force me, he nodded: "Okay! But don't make me wait too long!"

After Dong Ge finished speaking, he took out a pen from the bedside table, and quickly wrote down a mobile phone number on the palm of my hand: "You must remember to miss me!"

(End of this chapter)